I'm sorry I wasn't active for a while, I'm struggling with depression lately. This song helped me a lot though, I hope it can do the same for anyone else out there who feels similar. I love and appreciate you all, very much. Thank you for being in my life. You can get the song here, together with all my other music, the song number is 425: adrianvonziegler.bandcamp.com/album/the-complete-discography You can also support me and my music directly on Patreon if you wish: www.patreon.com/AdrianvonZiegler I hope you have a wonderful day/night, whatever time it is when you read this text!
Just hoping you will get better soon!! Just focus to yourself and dont keep us worrying about you. You are the one who gives us hope and takes us to other fascinating worlds~ Love your work!!
Please, take care of yourself. It's okay, to not be active, we don't mind waiting for you. We just want nothing more, nothing less, except that you get better. Warm hugs, and a lot of beautiful wishes for you❤
Usage rights - please read: I’m posting the usage rights and important information about my music right here in a comment on every new video so that they’re easily accessible to everyone. =) USAGE: If your project (any project at all, movie, photography, websites, live shows etc.) is non-commercial, which means it doesn't earn you any money, then you can use my music for free. Only given credits are necessary, that's the only condition. Credits would be totally fine as a small text in the movie, website etc. written "Music by Adrian von Ziegler". In live shows and other projects where including a text would be difficult, an oral mention would suffice as well. =) On UA-cam and twitch you can also use my music for free even if you monetize your videos by the way! ANY school projects have automatic free permission to use my music, no license payment is required. If the project is commercial, meaning it makes money in any way (except UA-cam and twitch, see above), you would have to buy a license for the music you want to use. The license payment would be small in almost all cases except for big budget productions. It would be a one-time payment, so you can use the music you bought forever in that project. It does not give you any rights over the music however, so remixing the music, re-selling it etc. is not allowed. Giving credits is also necessary in commercial projects. Please note that "for free" only applies to the usage license. Music is my full-time job and is where 100% of my earnings come from. So no matter what you use my music for, whether it's commercial or non-commercial use, I appreciate that you purchase the music instead of downloading it for free. Many people misunderstand this part so I need to clear this up. I love making music, but if everyone would just get it for free I would not be able to pay rent, so please understand. It was always my dream to make enough money to survive with music being my only job, and that is only possible because of people who go and buy that music. Remixing, sampling and other forms of altering the original song into a new piece of music is also generally not allowed unless the remix is 100% non-commercial and labelled with the original title and author of the song (me). Adding bird noises, nature sounds or similar things are allowed. Nightcore alterations are also allowed while non-commercial and labelled with original title and author (Google "Nightcore" in case of confusion). So if your project is non-commercial or a UA-cam project, just give credits and there is nothing holding you back from using my songs. ANY song you want. =) If it's commercial stuff just write me a personal message or an email at adrianvonziegler@gmx.ch and inform me about the scale and details of the project and we'll make a deal. REQUESTED MUSIC: I am currently and for the foreseeable future not available for requests or collaborations, I'm sorry. Important: I do not allow my music to be used in any project that has a clear political, racist or discriminatory message or is pornographic. By that I mean anything that goes from direct political, racist or discriminatory videos or underlining speeches with my music, onto remixing my melodies into a song that has lyrics with clear political, racist or discriminatory message and similar things that clearly promote these things. Same goes for explicit pornography. Media with nude art is allowed, if not pornographic in nature and purpose. I hope you're having an awesome day, and thanks a lot for being interested in my music! =)
Bro is just an angel. Well, not like i have any project in mind, but is good to know you let people use your music since trought the years i have found some of your songs in tons of places xd
A close friend of mine died suddenly two days ago and I've felt kind of empty recently. This piece helped me be able to reflect a bit more. Absolutely beautiful.
My condolences for your lost i am glad where Adrian von Ziegler's music helps you feel better,i have lost my father but i am good 100%,but i have lost my lovely friend and whenever i think about her,i get sad, u have my support for a another Adrian von Ziegler's fan
I'm very sorry to hear that, you must be in shock. It's so hard when one day they are there and suddenly they aren't, the world feels so empty without them. Something that helped me was thinking about the things they stood for and brought to the world, and realising that I could embody these things and then they'd always be with me. So I remember my friend through listening to the music they loved, experiencing the things they held dear and treating people with the kindness they treated me. This way I keep their memory alive around me and their legacy continues through that.
Thank you all for the supportive answers. My friend was 14 years old and died in her sleep. She always fought hard against the local education system and I hope to continue this fight to honour her wishes.
I'm going through a difficult time right now. . . Everything i slaved for in the last 15 years was in vane. This music helps me be able to reflect without be overwhelmed emotionally. Adrian your music is a blessing for me. I will pick up the pieces and figure out where to go from here. Thank you sir. To all those who are in a tough situation right now i say this: One day at a time. Focas on today, pain demands to be felt. Process and heal. Peace be with you. 🕉🙏🏼🕉
As I listened to this song, I visualized this story in my mind: A lone wolf dwelled in a desolate land that was once hers. The wolf mourned the loss of her pack as she slumped over an empty stream. Dark grey clouds rapidly formed in the sky, and showered rain on the wolf and the stream. Thunder clashed in unison with the wolf's aching thoughts. With all of her power, the wolf howled to the sky, expressing her grief. The wolf's head hung low, and then she noticed the stream was filling up with fresh water. The storm blew over, and the clouds slowly lightened. The wolf looked up to the sky as a bright light seeped through the clouds. I burst with tears when I listened to the climax. I could almost feel a power surge through me. As the music quieted down, I felt the release of my old feelings. Your music is very healing and possesses such powerful feelings. ❤💙💜
Lost and alone, angry and afraid, I've been the past few weeks. My Faith have been tested and alone I await. I'm in the precipice of MY DARKEST HOUR, and here comes you with all the hurt your heart is experiencing, convincing me that brighter days are ahead.
Damn, from my ears it goes right into my heart. It feels the pain, the happiness melting together to leave nothing else but just darkness, emptiness. Hopes are gone, memories are vanished. You want to cry but you can't. Cuz now you are nothingness. People gather around you, watching your lifeless body, while some other cry, some other are confused of what could have happened that such a beautiful person is gone. Forever!
My partner is a musician, he suffered a breakdown last year and he hasn’t been able to write new music since. It hurts to watch him struggle, I myself have been through severe depression before. Your not alone Adrian we will be here loving your beautiful creations always. Thank you for many many years of amazing music ❤
When words won’t come, music speaks. Thank you for all your amazing pieces over the years. Thank you for being real and open with us. You are a light to so many in the dark.
Ich bin wahrlich begeistert, dass du zurück bist Adrian. Deine Community steht auch in schweren Zeiten hinter dir. Lass mich im Namen deiner Zuschauerschaft sagen, dass wir froh sind, neuen Meisterwerken lauschen zu dürfen. Dankeschön.
It's always a comfort to know that you're not alone in this world with depression, dark thoughts, etc. Ultimately, the bright tunnel can usually be seen at the end and better times in life will come again. We all have your back Adrian and really appreciate your music sharing with us! Your feelings too. Thank you for this moment, it just touches the soul and the heart so much 💔❤🥲
My Dear Adrian and family...whatever you are going through, please remember this TOO shall PASS. Depression is hard we get it ...but you are not alone at all as we all love you..we love you a lot .....stay strong and keep composing .....we love you. Regards from India.
As someone who has battled depression in the past, I relate to you, Adrian. My wife has gone through it as well, and it was exacerbated a few years ago after her mother passed. Your music has always made me felt that no matter how bleak things look, I'm not alone, others know and share my struggles and through this, I'm uplifted and feel more alive. Your music is a gift to all of us, and we can never thank you enough for that. Cheers from Canada, man!
I dont know why you have depression but you have to learn how to control your mind, I recommend you to be in the present moment and to be aware how many wonderful things are surrounding you. I recommend you a book called "The power of now " Greets from Spain
Thank you, brother. I hope you feel better soon and the depression vanishes. This world is not always easy to get along in. Though I don't know exactly what is ailing you, I do know that no issue is too big for the Father, Son and Holy Spirit which makes up the triune God who created us to handle. I pray for your relief, peace and joy even if you do not believe. I know the power of prayer is real and so I use it regularly for manifesting miracles. God bless and heal you, your friends and your family in Yeshua-Jesus' mighty name. Peace and blessings. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
We love and appreciate you so much Adrian. We all get depressed at times. Thank you for channeling your feelings into your amazing musics. I think beauty doesn't always need to be butterflies and rainbows, dark feelings can be beautiful when we open to their wisdom and don't push them away.
I have read several of the comments and honestly can't think of anything to add. I second what has been shared in pain and appreciation. You have been and are a great blessing to us all.
this piece gave me an idea of how my beloved turkish/syrian citizens should have felt in the darkness under the debris. There is no food, no water, no voice, just darkness and coldness. I'm ashamed everytime I eat, drink, go into my warm house, bed, while others are freezing. We should be grateful of what we have here and now, everything can be gone in one moment. Forget the materialistic things that you have, everything can perish in 1 second, what really matters is the inner soul in you that makes you feel the most worthy things to live for: eyesight, smells, tastes, voices, melodies, love. WIthout this your body will decay, spreading one of the worst smells ever and end up in ashes. So what was it that allowed you to see beautiful things, smell pleasant smells, taste thousands of delicious meals/fruits, hear trusted voices of your relatives / lovely melodies ? your soul, without it nothing is activated and you'll end up in dust. Connect with him and become acquainted with it, it will lead you to a truth, deeper/worthier things are buried there
Gothic music is literally how I discovered you about a decade ago, and still today you are the one that has inspired my love for the gothic and the beauty in darkness and most of it is thanks to your work
This music keeps my mind going I have a friend who got kicked out of her house she is going through depression and I feel so bad for her my heart aches in pain for her but listening to this song makes me feel strong for her
Take care of yourself, Adrian. I hope being able to channel your feelings and emotions in your incredible music can bring you the same catharsis, joy and peace of mind as it has given me and countless others. Understanding and talking about how you feel can be a great help too. - from a fan who followed your work for almost a decade
Beautifully composed by you Adrian. So sorry you are suffering with depression, I hope you can get comfort and our support in knowing how much we appreciate your music, you have an amazing talent. Gee, if I was a film director, your music would be used in all my films.. Keep strong, and thankyou for being there for many, little do you realise I guess that your music helps others be strong, be imaginative, be kind and caring... take care and love to you. x
Oh yes! A new composition, plus it is my favourite style from you. It is an absolute masterpiece Adrian. I am so sorry to hear that you have been through a tough time lately. I always marvel at how you can create such beautiful works of art even if you are feeling down. It is sad to know that depression is the catalyst for you to compose these songs, but in my opinion it is actually amazing that you can put all of these emotions into music and make something good out of it. Thank you for sharing it with us. I really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. I am also going through a difficult period now. Last night I was listening to your Mortualia and Veiled albums. The music is so exquisite and even if it is quite dark and somber at times, it feels so compassionate and understanding and full of hope. I love how the music builds like clouds slowly gathering to form a storm, then comes gushing down and after the rain the sun shines through the clouds again. The water effects in the background washes away all the troubles of the entire world. I actually feel much lighter afterwards and sleep so peacefully then. I hope that you are doing well now Adrian, and I wish you and your wife all the best.
You are sound, I had 15 years strong depressions and tryed to move out of this life. Now as a singel mother I try to teach my girl to live a happy life as well I learn day by day how to do it myself. Stay strong sing dance take your life in your hands. There is no one who lives ever for you as yourself. I wish you the love and joy you need within yourself, take your heart in your own arms and hug your wonderful soul. May the beautiful moments bring peace in all your new days. Be sure out there with all the feelings we never will be alone. So many struggle the same ways hugs and love.
I have depression as well and understand completely. Adrian, you are so amazingly talented and your music has done so much good for people all over the world. You will be in my thoughts, heart and prayers. Wishing you much healing love from the U.S.A. ❤❤🌹🌹
So as a DM, I use your music for my games and holy shit this is exactly what I was needing for the next little arc my players are going to go through. Take care of yourself but please keep it up bruthair.
Dont worry Adrian everyone needs time with themselves and if your battleing with depression I understand its a dark hole to get out of its sometimes impossible to believe their is hope in such a strong mindset of cutting everything out And I can tell you its not easy But you know your gonna make it you just dont know how or when And me personally I discovered I didn’t get out because of other people cheering me on or inspiration from myself My heart and mind just couldn’t get out So when I began to reawaken it was when I was ready Not anyone it hurt every second restarting again but I will give credit to myself for forcing myself to do things I was always afraid of doing and by doing just one thing at a time I realized how alive I felt inside it was just waiting for me to make myself come to life And maybe you have a different way of battling with depression or a different way to make yourself to feel alive but I can tell you this We stay in the fight because we still have life hidden deep within us Lots of from one of your fans 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶👊👊👊👊👊
Ahh, I missed your gothic music, when I first discovered you, it was through gothic music 13 years ago, and Im so glad you still compose this style of music, it lies so close to my heart🖤 I am sure expressing your emotions through this song will heal you
Hi Adrian. I have missed you. This piece is filling a place in my heart too. Please find your path for your depression. Your wife will help you get through to the light, from your dark tunnel. I too suffer from it. I wish you the very best, remember you are loved and appreciated by many! 💖
Thank you Adrian, your music is always a magical therapy to so many people who also feel the pain of depression too (myself included), sending love and hope 💚
Dear Adrian, stay strong! You really are a jewell to all of us with your beautiful music especially in these unpredictable times. Never surrender, keep your head up and move forward! 💪
Yo, Adrian. I love your music. From the singles to the mixes, everything I've heard from you has been flawless and amazing. Stay strong, mate. We're all here for you!
I'm sorry you've been struggling lately Adrian. Depression is a hard thing. 😞 I'm really glad writing this song could help you, and I hope you're feeling a lot better now! Also I love the song! ✨👏👏👏😄✨
I absolutely love your music! I haven't even scratched the surface of what you have yet, but this song ultimately hooked me for the sub!! Hauntingly beautiful ❤️
Wonderful, thank you. You always seem to put out music that's what we need, when we need it. Brilliant! Take care of yourself, we all love and appreciate you right back.
Te sigo hace mucho tiempo, me encanta tu música. Quería comentar que personalmente algo que me ayudó muchísimo a atravesar y mejorar mis crisis de ansiedad y depresión y bajar mis dosis de medicamentos fueron la meditación y la musica, en especial la serie de música Celta. Espero que mejores pronto. Mucha fuerza , y un gran abrazo desde Uruguay. 🌟
Wow. This was so epic,so emotional. Very different from your usual epicness which infers of some great sorrow. Whatever happened,I'm sorry for your loss and hope the pain lessens w time. You are amazing,never forget that. (EDIT: checked your pinned comment and I think one more reason why this hit so hard was that me and several other in my friends and family suffer from depression so I also hope you,as many of us,get some help to cope: professional,meds,friends,something. Just don't suffer alone. Talk with someone. With this community, with some other. Just someone
Powerful! Took me on an amazing journey of self discovery ~ still trying to relate to the water flowing sounds at the end ~ had not expected that element 💖✨
I lost my whole family in an bomb explosion, and I lost my both kidneys, I went through dialysis 2 months and I was listening to your music, it inspired me and charged my soul, Thank you 🙏
I'm sorry I wasn't active for a while, I'm struggling with depression lately. This song helped me a lot though, I hope it can do the same for anyone else out there who feels similar. I love and appreciate you all, very much. Thank you for being in my life.
You can get the song here, together with all my other music, the song number is 425:
adrianvonziegler.bandcamp.com/album/the-complete-discography
You can also support me and my music directly on Patreon if you wish:
www.patreon.com/AdrianvonZiegler
I hope you have a wonderful day/night, whatever time it is when you read this text!
I will pray for you
God bless you✝️
Sorry to hear that... But you use music as a cure 🖤 Thanks for your talent 🙏🏻
When you feel ready to come back here we will wait. You're the most talented composer ever.
Have a good night my friend. The important thing is to be a good person with a good heart.🙏🙏🙏
Just hoping you will get better soon!! Just focus to yourself and dont keep us worrying about you. You are the one who gives us hope and takes us to other fascinating worlds~ Love your work!!
Please, take care of yourself. It's okay, to not be active, we don't mind waiting for you. We just want nothing more, nothing less, except that you get better.
Warm hugs, and a lot of beautiful wishes for you❤
Usage rights - please read:
I’m posting the usage rights and important information about my music right here in a comment on every new video so that they’re easily accessible to everyone. =)
USAGE:
If your project (any project at all, movie, photography, websites, live shows etc.) is non-commercial, which means it doesn't earn you any money, then you can use my music for free. Only given credits are necessary, that's the only condition. Credits would be totally fine as a small text in the movie, website etc. written "Music by Adrian von Ziegler". In live shows and other projects where including a text would be difficult, an oral mention would suffice as well. =)
On UA-cam and twitch you can also use my music for free even if you monetize your videos by the way!
ANY school projects have automatic free permission to use my music, no license payment is required.
If the project is commercial, meaning it makes money in any way (except UA-cam and twitch, see above), you would have to buy a license for the music you want to use. The license payment would be small in almost all cases except for big budget productions. It would be a one-time payment, so you can use the music you bought forever in that project. It does not give you any rights over the music however, so remixing the music, re-selling it etc. is not allowed.
Giving credits is also necessary in commercial projects.
Please note that "for free" only applies to the usage license. Music is my full-time job and is where 100% of my earnings come from. So no matter what you use my music for, whether it's commercial or non-commercial use, I appreciate that you purchase the music instead of downloading it for free. Many people misunderstand this part so I need to clear this up. I love making music, but if everyone would just get it for free I would not be able to pay rent, so please understand. It was always my dream to make enough money to survive with music being my only job, and that is only possible because of people who go and buy that music.
Remixing, sampling and other forms of altering the original song into a new piece of music is also generally not allowed unless the remix is 100% non-commercial and labelled with the original title and author of the song (me). Adding bird noises, nature sounds or similar things are allowed. Nightcore alterations are also allowed while non-commercial and labelled with original title and author (Google "Nightcore" in case of confusion).
So if your project is non-commercial or a UA-cam project, just give credits and there is nothing holding you back from using my songs. ANY song you want. =) If it's commercial stuff just write me a personal message or an email at adrianvonziegler@gmx.ch and inform me about the scale and details of the project and we'll make a deal.
REQUESTED MUSIC:
I am currently and for the foreseeable future not available for requests or collaborations, I'm sorry.
Important:
I do not allow my music to be used in any project that has a clear political, racist or discriminatory message or is pornographic. By that I mean anything that goes from direct political, racist or discriminatory videos or underlining speeches with my music, onto remixing my melodies into a song that has lyrics with clear political, racist or discriminatory message and similar things that clearly promote these things. Same goes for explicit pornography. Media with nude art is allowed, if not pornographic in nature and purpose.
I hope you're having an awesome day, and thanks a lot for being interested in my music! =)
Bro is just an angel. Well, not like i have any project in mind, but is good to know you let people use your music since trought the years i have found some of your songs in tons of places xd
pin this one to the top! and keep it up with the good work, is always inspiring to hear your craft and music
Bro what libraries do you use?
A close friend of mine died suddenly two days ago and I've felt kind of empty recently. This piece helped me be able to reflect a bit more. Absolutely beautiful.
don't know if this helps with anything but know you have a good thought from another Ziegler's fan
My condolences for your lost i am glad where Adrian von Ziegler's music helps you feel better,i have lost my father but i am good 100%,but i have lost my lovely friend and whenever i think about her,i get sad, u have my support for a another Adrian von Ziegler's fan
I'm very sorry to hear that, you must be in shock. It's so hard when one day they are there and suddenly they aren't, the world feels so empty without them. Something that helped me was thinking about the things they stood for and brought to the world, and realising that I could embody these things and then they'd always be with me. So I remember my friend through listening to the music they loved, experiencing the things they held dear and treating people with the kindness they treated me. This way I keep their memory alive around me and their legacy continues through that.
I’m so sorry for your loss..
May your friend live a peaceful afterlife now 🙏🏻
Thank you all for the supportive answers. My friend was 14 years old and died in her sleep. She always fought hard against the local education system and I hope to continue this fight to honour her wishes.
I'm going through a difficult time right now. . . Everything i slaved for in the last 15 years was in vane. This music helps me be able to reflect without be overwhelmed emotionally. Adrian your music is a blessing for me. I will pick up the pieces and figure out where to go from here. Thank you sir.
To all those who are in a tough situation right now i say this:
One day at a time. Focas on today, pain demands to be felt. Process and heal. Peace be with you. 🕉🙏🏼🕉
And peace be with you ❤
@@michellekennedy796 you as well. 🙂🌹
As I listened to this song, I visualized this story in my mind:
A lone wolf dwelled in a desolate land that was once hers. The wolf mourned the loss of her pack as she slumped over an empty stream. Dark grey clouds rapidly formed in the sky, and showered rain on the wolf and the stream. Thunder clashed in unison with the wolf's aching thoughts. With all of her power, the wolf howled to the sky, expressing her grief. The wolf's head hung low, and then she noticed the stream was filling up with fresh water. The storm blew over, and the clouds slowly lightened. The wolf looked up to the sky as a bright light seeped through the clouds.
I burst with tears when I listened to the climax. I could almost feel a power surge through me. As the music quieted down, I felt the release of my old feelings. Your music is very healing and possesses such powerful feelings. ❤💙💜
Lost and alone, angry and afraid, I've been the past few weeks. My Faith have been tested and alone I await. I'm in the precipice of MY DARKEST HOUR, and here comes you with all the hurt your heart is experiencing, convincing me that brighter days are ahead.
Damn, from my ears it goes right into my heart. It feels the pain, the happiness melting together to leave nothing else but just darkness, emptiness. Hopes are gone, memories are vanished. You want to cry but you can't. Cuz now you are nothingness. People gather around you, watching your lifeless body, while some other cry, some other are confused of what could have happened that such a beautiful person is gone. Forever!
Interesting to think about
My partner is a musician, he suffered a breakdown last year and he hasn’t been able to write new music since. It hurts to watch him struggle, I myself have been through severe depression before. Your not alone Adrian we will be here loving your beautiful creations always. Thank you for many many years of amazing music ❤
When words won’t come, music speaks. Thank you for all your amazing pieces over the years. Thank you for being real and open with us. You are a light to so many in the dark.
Ich bin wahrlich begeistert, dass du zurück bist Adrian. Deine Community steht auch in schweren Zeiten hinter dir. Lass mich im Namen deiner Zuschauerschaft sagen, dass wir froh sind, neuen Meisterwerken lauschen zu dürfen. Dankeschön.
@AnonymousCopyCZ Ich spreche euch meinen Dank aus.
It's always a comfort to know that you're not alone in this world with depression, dark thoughts, etc. Ultimately, the bright tunnel can usually be seen at the end and better times in life will come again. We all have your back Adrian and really appreciate your music sharing with us! Your feelings too. Thank you for this moment, it just touches the soul and the heart so much 💔❤🥲
Been a follower for years. And i have never been disappointed in any music you have ever shared. Thank you dear Ziegler.
My Dear Adrian and family...whatever you are going through, please remember this TOO shall PASS. Depression is hard we get it ...but you are not alone at all as we all love you..we love you a lot .....stay strong and keep composing .....we love you. Regards from India.
As someone who has battled depression in the past, I relate to you, Adrian. My wife has gone through it as well, and it was exacerbated a few years ago after her mother passed. Your music has always made me felt that no matter how bleak things look, I'm not alone, others know and share my struggles and through this, I'm uplifted and feel more alive. Your music is a gift to all of us, and we can never thank you enough for that. Cheers from Canada, man!
I dont know why you have depression but you have to learn how to control your mind, I recommend you to be in the present moment and to be aware how many wonderful things are surrounding you. I recommend you a book called "The power of now "
Greets from Spain
"Don't pity the dead, Harry. Pity the living. And above all, pity those who live without love."
Thank you, brother. I hope you feel better soon and the depression vanishes. This world is not always easy to get along in. Though I don't know exactly what is ailing you, I do know that no issue is too big for the Father, Son and Holy Spirit which makes up the triune God who created us to handle. I pray for your relief, peace and joy even if you do not believe. I know the power of prayer is real and so I use it regularly for manifesting miracles. God bless and heal you, your friends and your family in Yeshua-Jesus' mighty name. Peace and blessings. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Putting my earphones then closing my eyes and off to another world
Blessed are the pure in heart.......Adrian...words cannot express the gratitude for your uplifting work ..🙏
We love and appreciate you so much Adrian. We all get depressed at times. Thank you for channeling your feelings into your amazing musics. I think beauty doesn't always need to be butterflies and rainbows, dark feelings can be beautiful when we open to their wisdom and don't push them away.
I'm just hoping for you to feel better soon Adrian, stay strong! ❤
You set the darkest pain of my soul to music. Thank you for it.
I have read several of the comments and honestly can't think of anything to add. I second what has been shared in pain and appreciation. You have been and are a great blessing to us all.
this piece gave me an idea of how my beloved turkish/syrian citizens should have felt in the darkness under the debris. There is no food, no water, no voice, just darkness and coldness. I'm ashamed everytime I eat, drink, go into my warm house, bed, while others are freezing. We should be grateful of what we have here and now, everything can be gone in one moment. Forget the materialistic things that you have, everything can perish in 1 second, what really matters is the inner soul in you that makes you feel the most worthy things to live for: eyesight, smells, tastes, voices, melodies, love. WIthout this your body will decay, spreading one of the worst smells ever and end up in ashes. So what was it that allowed you to see beautiful things, smell pleasant smells, taste thousands of delicious meals/fruits, hear trusted voices of your relatives / lovely melodies ? your soul, without it nothing is activated and you'll end up in dust. Connect with him and become acquainted with it, it will lead you to a truth, deeper/worthier things are buried there
Every day is a struggle for me...such a beautiful piece of music. I love it so much.🎼🔥
Lovely. This reminds me of your song from a decade ago, "let me fade." Poignant, yet soothing 👌
Gothic music is literally how I discovered you about a decade ago, and still today you are the one that has inspired my love for the gothic and the beauty in darkness and most of it is thanks to your work
This music keeps my mind going I have a friend who got kicked out of her house she is going through depression and I feel so bad for her my heart aches in pain for her but listening to this song makes me feel strong for her
You know it's gonna be a good day when Adrian uploads a new song
This piece sounds so much like what I'm feeling right now.
Take care of yourself, Adrian. I hope being able to channel your feelings and emotions in your incredible music can bring you the same catharsis, joy and peace of mind as it has given me and countless others. Understanding and talking about how you feel can be a great help too. - from a fan who followed your work for almost a decade
Thank you for being in our lives!
Beautifully composed by you Adrian. So sorry you are suffering with depression, I hope you can get comfort and our support in knowing how much we appreciate your music, you have an amazing talent. Gee, if I was a film director, your music would be used in all my films.. Keep strong, and thankyou for being there for many, little do you realise I guess that your music helps others be strong, be imaginative, be kind and caring... take care and love to you. x
Oh yes! A new composition, plus it is my favourite style from you. It is an absolute masterpiece Adrian. I am so sorry to hear that you have been through a tough time lately. I always marvel at how you can create such beautiful works of art even if you are feeling down. It is sad to know that depression is the catalyst for you to compose these songs, but in my opinion it is actually amazing that you can put all of these emotions into music and make something good out of it. Thank you for sharing it with us. I really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart.
I am also going through a difficult period now. Last night I was listening to your Mortualia and Veiled albums. The music is so exquisite and even if it is quite dark and somber at times, it feels so compassionate and understanding and full of hope. I love how the music builds like clouds slowly gathering to form a storm, then comes gushing down and after the rain the sun shines through the clouds again. The water effects in the background washes away all the troubles of the entire world. I actually feel much lighter afterwards and sleep so peacefully then.
I hope that you are doing well now Adrian, and I wish you and your wife all the best.
You are sound, I had 15 years strong depressions and tryed to move out of this life. Now as a singel mother I try to teach my girl to live a happy life as well I learn day by day how to do it myself. Stay strong sing dance take your life in your hands. There is no one who lives ever for you as yourself. I wish you the love and joy you need within yourself, take your heart in your own arms and hug your wonderful soul. May the beautiful moments bring peace in all your new days. Be sure out there with all the feelings we never will be alone. So many struggle the same ways hugs and love.
I have depression as well and understand completely. Adrian, you are so amazingly talented and your music has done so much good for people all over the world. You will be in my thoughts, heart and prayers. Wishing you much healing love from the U.S.A. ❤❤🌹🌹
So as a DM, I use your music for my games and holy shit this is exactly what I was needing for the next little arc my players are going to go through. Take care of yourself but please keep it up bruthair.
Music is the best therapy 🖤
That's the kind of things that make me relaxed and dreamy
Dont worry Adrian everyone needs time with themselves and if your battleing with depression I understand its a dark hole to get out of its sometimes impossible to believe their is hope in such a strong mindset of cutting everything out
And I can tell you its not easy
But you know your gonna make it you just dont know how or when
And me personally I discovered I didn’t get out because of other people cheering me on or inspiration from myself
My heart and mind just couldn’t get out
So when I began to reawaken it was when I was ready
Not anyone it hurt every second restarting again but I will give credit to myself for forcing myself to do things I was always afraid of doing and by doing just one thing at a time I realized how alive I felt inside it was just waiting for me to make myself come to life
And maybe you have a different way of battling with depression or a different way to make yourself to feel alive but I can tell you this
We stay in the fight because we still have life hidden deep within us
Lots of from one of your fans 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶👊👊👊👊👊
Ahh, I missed your gothic music, when I first discovered you, it was through gothic music 13 years ago, and Im so glad you still compose this style of music, it lies so close to my heart🖤 I am sure expressing your emotions through this song will heal you
I'm so sorry you're going through hard times. I hope you get better soon.
I hope you will find your light in the dark again. Your music is powerful magic, it once helped me get through my darkest hour.
Adrian you are a Master at your craft 🖤... I love your work❤.. much love from Ireland 🇮🇪🖤
The rains have ceased, and we have been graced with another beautiful day. But you are not here to see it. Farewell sweet friend, we shall meet again.
Hi Adrian. I have missed you. This piece is filling a place in my heart too. Please find your path for your depression. Your wife will help you get through to the light, from your dark tunnel. I too suffer from it. I wish you the very best, remember you are loved and appreciated by many! 💖
Fantastic track. Catches how the start of this year has been feeling for me and my brother.
Thank you Adrian, your music is always a magical therapy to so many people who also feel the pain of depression too (myself included), sending love and hope 💚
Dear Adrian, stay strong! You really are a jewell to all of us with your beautiful music especially in these unpredictable times. Never surrender, keep your head up and move forward! 💪
absolutly impressive, the quality and the mellancholy are outsanting
Yo, Adrian. I love your music. From the singles to the mixes, everything I've heard from you has been flawless and amazing. Stay strong, mate. We're all here for you!
I'm sorry you've been struggling lately Adrian. Depression is a hard thing. 😞 I'm really glad writing this song could help you, and I hope you're feeling a lot better now! Also I love the song! ✨👏👏👏😄✨
love, light and blessings to you.
Formidable comme toujours. C'est du pur bonheur
I have a funeral to go to this week very very personal I threw the best part away God help me find the pieces
I absolutely love your music! I haven't even scratched the surface of what you have yet, but this song ultimately hooked me for the sub!! Hauntingly beautiful ❤️
Wonderful, thank you. You always seem to put out music that's what we need, when we need it. Brilliant!
Take care of yourself, we all love and appreciate you right back.
This is the first song I've listened to by you, Adrian. Thank you! I will listen the others, but this.. man, you captured something special here.
You're a beautiful soul
Te sigo hace mucho tiempo, me encanta tu música. Quería comentar que personalmente algo que me ayudó muchísimo a atravesar y mejorar mis crisis de ansiedad y depresión y bajar mis dosis de medicamentos fueron la meditación y la musica, en especial la serie de música Celta. Espero que mejores pronto. Mucha fuerza , y un gran abrazo desde Uruguay. 🌟
Thank you Adrian, the den is open thankfully.
Wow. This was so epic,so emotional. Very different from your usual epicness which infers of some great sorrow. Whatever happened,I'm sorry for your loss and hope the pain lessens w time. You are amazing,never forget that.
(EDIT: checked your pinned comment and I think one more reason why this hit so hard was that me and several other in my friends and family suffer from depression so I also hope you,as many of us,get some help to cope: professional,meds,friends,something. Just don't suffer alone. Talk with someone. With this community, with some other. Just someone
Great piece of music, there is only so little that words can describe, but you music is just something else.
Thank you SO MUCH. Really appreciate it .
Very emotional and beautyful song,love it ,is a great thearapy 4 my soul your songs.🙂
Magnificent 🙌🏻 thanks for sharing, and we thank you for being in our lives and make them a bit easier with your songs 🥰
You are best Adrian! Thanks for healing my spirits from all songs you have made and you will made
Huge fan of your work.
Thank you and all the best, Von Ziegler.
Je ne crois pas au signe mais mon subconscient avait justement besoin de ça pour évacuer, merci 🥰
Powerful! Took me on an amazing journey of self discovery ~ still trying to relate to the water flowing sounds at the end ~ had not expected that element 💖✨
I CAN HEAR YOU.
UNDERSTAND YOU
BE STRONG
We all love and appreciate you and your amazing work Adrian, take care of yourself and take it easy, you always come first🖤
Force Adrian, everything will work out! Believe!
" La poésie commence là où la mort n’a pas le dernier mot."
Odysséas Élytis
You are an amazing composer.
Beautiful song from incredible person! Thank you friend!
your music is so beautiful. you're truly a very talented soul
Wonderful Music Adrian🎶🎵💕❣️
This piece is incredibly touching. I don't know else to say it.
Miss your masterpieces and your great music 🎶👑🎶
Thank you for your music. Im na big fan. I hope you will be fine. We love you
Excellent artwork!
Your work is beautiful, namaste🙏
very beautiful and cool gothic classical music 👍.
Fantastic piece, Adrian, as always.
Well done, Adrian! 👏👏 Fantastic!
Amazing i like it
So beautiful!🎵🎶😌❤
It's beautiful, Adrian. Thanks.
this song gave me chills!
First time being this early, hope you keep doing what you do best, good luck with all your future endeavours
Thank you Adrian
Linda música.
I lost my whole family in an bomb explosion, and I lost my both kidneys, I went through dialysis 2 months and I was listening to your music, it inspired me and charged my soul,
Thank you 🙏
Give you a big hug
cool stuff!!! love most genres of music, as it is a form of therapy :) deep therapy.
I love your music so much!
Fantastic! 🖤🖤🖤
Good as always 🤌
Nice music 👍