I sobbed so damn loud and hard when Ash told Max to use his photos as evidence, and Max flat out refused as he burned the evidence 😭😭😭 Max's really his dad in a sense.
@@colorfulillusion i had similar thoughts, I was 17 when I finished banana fish. I was absolutely depressed. now two years later I'd like to rewatch it... but somehow I can't bring myself to, I'm kind of scared perhaps
while I was watching the anime, I already knew that one of them would die, but I did not know which one. I cried so badly because of the last episode. This child experienced so much sexual abuse and went through incredible suffering that it is not surprising that he later became the leader of a criminal gang and became a murderer himself. We cannot justify people who kill others, but I believe that those who torture young children by taking away all their opportunities for an adequate life are no better. He went through a lot of pain and even after everything he never managed to stay with someone who could let him live happily ever after.
Your rant in the description is so true. I agree with all of it. Ash deserved therapy and in fact needed it. I try to reason with myself that him dying was his escape and that... He'd finally be okay. But man, I wish I could've seen him overcome all his trauma and regain love for himself again.
Everyone thinks Banana Fish is a basic gay (because of Ash x Eiji) anime, i don't even think that's a "gay" anime. This anime means a lot if you look closely. This anime considers child abuse, pedophilia and trauma. The sad thing is there are childrens like Ash in real life. Banana Fish thought me what I really want to do. And thanks for that. I wanna be a psychologist. Even though Ash is not real, I'm still so sad for him, like I can't keep my tears while watching his breakdown (while talking Dino). It was so emotional. Everyone thinks he's in love with Eiji and thats why he protects him with his life but I don't think so. Eiji had everything that he didn't have. Like a family, friends, a normal life, a normal childhood. He found his childhood with him that he can't never experienced. I don't think they have a lover thing, but I do believe they're soulmates. I'm still sorry for Ash and I'll always be. He went through a lot and now he can rest.
i agree with your last sentence. ash found comfort in eiji because eiji's life is basically what he desire. being loved and protected. they were soulmate that give comfort to each other.
I love this. I also read the little rant in the description and I agree. Banana fish broke me so bad. It's been two years since I've watched it and I still cry over Ash every day. He deserved better and I hope that he is now happy.
When I forgot how sad banana fish actually was. I feel so sorry he deserved better. I’m never watching that again though I might just die from crying..
I love this anime man even though I hate the ending but the anime was filled of so many emotions I loved every episode it kept me on my toes throughout the whole anime
Gosh I cried... this is great to see people paying attention to this subject of Banana Fish, bcs imo it is the main one. Banana Fish is about Ash first and only, his traumas, how he survives and then tries to live. Idk what to say... just... thank you to show the real show in a way. (1:16 Which ep does this scene come from ??)
He really didn't, it makes me so sad. He had so much potential to be something great in life // especially since he has such a high IQ// if he was properly guided and raised well.
My dad showed Banana Fish to me when I was like 7 because he thought it would be a nice friendly nostalgic anime 💀💀 I rewatched it when I got older and now I finally realized what all those things actually meant, it was confusing for me as a child and my dad didn't let me watch till the end lol
That was my fault that i watched this anime at the age of 14. That's very traumatizing. Im gonna be 17 in this month and it was showed in the anime that he had to face all the difficulties 😭 he could never experience a good and normal life nor his childhood
I was like 14 too when I watched it. When I turned 17 I felt sad that ash couldn't experience life after that age. He had so much trauma that no one deserved to go through... 😭. I'm 20 now, and I just wish I could do something to save kids from such evil beings.
i love banana fish so much i watched so many edits & youtube videos about it but i cant bring myself to watch the anime itself cause i already know its gonna trigger my trauma☹️
![ash lynx [banana fish] - can you feel my heart?](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/uxcjt5lHisQ/mqdefault.jpg)
I sobbed so damn loud and hard when Ash told Max to use his photos as evidence, and Max flat out refused as he burned the evidence 😭😭😭 Max's really his dad in a sense.
Man, I forgot exactly how sad Banana Fish was, it's been a while but this amv brought everything back. It's really amazing and painful, I loved it.
thank you, and yes. I listened to this song and thought it was perfect to portray Ash.
the fact that he was 17 it's heartbreaking to know that he has been through more than some adults
It is, when I was 17, I kept thinking of all the things he went through at my age. Now that I'm 18, I'm like fuck he's died around my age.
@@colorfulillusion i had similar thoughts, I was 17 when I finished banana fish. I was absolutely depressed. now two years later I'd like to rewatch it... but somehow I can't bring myself to, I'm kind of scared perhaps
but even if his age was sad indeed, on the other hand I don't believe there is a thing like being old enough
@@agatasmolak3828the most beautiful comment indeed, humanity in its perfect image ❤ “there’s nothing like being old enough”
Uhm why are you comparing that 💀
This is amazing, it really caught the shit Ash went through as a child in one of the best ways I've seen. And fuck I'm crying
I listened to this song and thought about everything Ash through. This was a perfect song to use, but trust, I cried making this.
while I was watching the anime, I already knew that one of them would die, but I did not know which one. I cried so badly because of the last episode. This child experienced so much sexual abuse and went through incredible suffering that it is not surprising that he later became the leader of a criminal gang and became a murderer himself. We cannot justify people who kill others, but I believe that those who torture young children by taking away all their opportunities for an adequate life are no better. He went through a lot of pain and even after everything he never managed to stay with someone who could let him live happily ever after.
I definitely understand that. It just gets me mad how his whole youth was taken from him, he never got to experience a childhood or a normal life.
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Your rant in the description is so true. I agree with all of it. Ash deserved therapy and in fact needed it. I try to reason with myself that him dying was his escape and that... He'd finally be okay. But man, I wish I could've seen him overcome all his trauma and regain love for himself again.
I know, I just hope he's in a better place now
Ash seriously didn’t deserve to go through all that pain :(
I really admire Max for burning the pictures
Everyone thinks Banana Fish is a basic gay (because of Ash x Eiji) anime, i don't even think that's a "gay" anime. This anime means a lot if you look closely. This anime considers child abuse, pedophilia and trauma. The sad thing is there are childrens like Ash in real life. Banana Fish thought me what I really want to do. And thanks for that. I wanna be a psychologist.
Even though Ash is not real, I'm still so sad for him, like I can't keep my tears while watching his breakdown (while talking Dino). It was so emotional. Everyone thinks he's in love with Eiji and thats why he protects him with his life but I don't think so. Eiji had everything that he didn't have. Like a family, friends, a normal life, a normal childhood. He found his childhood with him that he can't never experienced. I don't think they have a lover thing, but I do believe they're soulmates. I'm still sorry for Ash and I'll always be. He went through a lot and now he can rest.
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i agree with your last sentence. ash found comfort in eiji because eiji's life is basically what he desire. being loved and protected. they were soulmate that give comfort to each other.
My exact thought ty for this
Your Power is the perfect song for Ash. I love this
ikr, this song belongs to ash :(
The song fits
when I listened to it I knew it was perfect for this character
I love this.
I also read the little rant in the description and I agree.
Banana fish broke me so bad. It's been two years since I've watched it and I still cry over Ash every day. He deserved better and I hope that he is now happy.
When I forgot how sad banana fish actually was. I feel so sorry he deserved better. I’m never watching that again though I might just die from crying..
Billie Eilish + banana fish = perfection
Periodt!
"But I guess you would've already if you could" hits different
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I cried so much. Now I'm crying more. I can't get over what that boy had to endure.
I love this anime man even though I hate the ending but the anime was filled of so many emotions I loved every episode it kept me on my toes throughout the whole anime
Gosh I cried... this is great to see people paying attention to this subject of Banana Fish, bcs imo it is the main one. Banana Fish is about Ash first and only, his traumas, how he survives and then tries to live. Idk what to say... just... thank you to show the real show in a way.
(1:16 Which ep does this scene come from ??)
this is one of the best amv's i've ever seen. it's SO underrated
Thank you!
im crying at 1 am rn i love this anime
same :'(
@@lumiii... this is heartbreaking
Never clicked so fast in all my life. thank you and good job 🤧
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you literally woke up and chose violence when making this edit
yes because this song hit too deep for me
@@colorfulillusion I'm gonna show this video to my psychiatrist and say it was the reason for my breakdown
@@mei_50 that's valid!!
I started sobbing 5 seconds into this :,,D
IM SOBBUNG. I WATCHED THIS A YEAR AGO AND I STILL CRY TO EVEN THE HAPPY PARTS OF THIS ANIME.
I know. This anime is so good but the ending got me crying 😭
oh my god the best edit ever
thank you 🤍
Beautiful I wanna cry. Ash is so strong :(
every two weeks i remember this video exists and i sit on my carpet and sniffle
crying at the last scene
This is so incredibly edited. AMAZING WORK my goodness!!!!
Thank you I appreciate it :)
i will never not cry to banana fish
I'm always crying for banana fish :(
Your video is incredible, thank you for everything !
Thank you
i cant move on from this edit
🥺🥺😭💔 Poor Ash didn't deserve this!
He really didn't, it makes me so sad. He had so much potential to be something great in life // especially since he has such a high IQ// if he was properly guided and raised well.
My little ash
My friend told me the name in year 4 or 5 and i thought it sounded like a lighthearted anime and now i feel sad and think me at that age was stupid
im crying
My dad showed Banana Fish to me when I was like 7 because he thought it would be a nice friendly nostalgic anime
💀💀 I rewatched it when I got older and now I finally realized what all those things actually meant, it was confusing for me as a child and my dad didn't let me watch till the end lol
The anime is truly painful and beautiful
It really is :(
Its sad
just like ash's life
This really hurts my soul.
Ash was so young when he got abused and hurt by horrible people
This is the most ridiculos unmanly moment
I feel bad for him..
NO NOT HIM AND THIS SONG ☹️
Tbh you deserve subscribers
Thank you 🥹
That was my fault that i watched this anime at the age of 14. That's very traumatizing. Im gonna be 17 in this month and it was showed in the anime that he had to face all the difficulties 😭 he could never experience a good and normal life nor his childhood
I was eleven when I first watched it haha, I’m fifteen now and it’s still traumatizing.. banana fish is definitely a 17+ kinda anime 😭
I was like 14 too when I watched it. When I turned 17 I felt sad that ash couldn't experience life after that age. He had so much trauma that no one deserved to go through... 😭. I'm 20 now, and I just wish I could do something to save kids from such evil beings.
Sometime i think a lot..
THERES A THING CALLED HAPPINESS BANANA FISH FANS.
Which ep is Ash’s childhood?
i love banana fish so much i watched so many edits & youtube videos about it but i cant bring myself to watch the anime itself cause i already know its gonna trigger my trauma☹️
It's very traumatizing. That was my fault that I watched banana fish at the age of 14 😭
Depression,só isso que eu tenho a fizer
you really gotta do me like this
Sorry 💔
@@colorfulillusion the video is really nice but my heart, pls I only have one
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im back
sorry
I want to ask something, at what age did Ash become a victim of abuse when he was little??
i forgot it..
I believe when he was 7 years old with his baseball coach.
@@colorfulillusion aaaa thank you🥰
Why did it feel like this song was just written for this anime
Right?! That's what I thought when this song first came out
lord
i’m back
We’re do you get the clips?
how did you get the clips? Ash past? I can't find it anywhere and i wanna make an edit..
Can someone tell me which ep is the first few scenes from
UA-cam: I heard you haven't cried yet today.
It's been 2 years yet I'm still goddamn crying over this anime :((((
where do you get your clips?
i have a question, did Eiji noticed that Ash was rap*d while hugging him in episode 22
Where did you get the scenes?
What software did you use to edit this? It's really amazing, man.
thank you, I use video star.
which episode??❤❤❤
Im like ash lynx im 15 years old
Where did you found the 1st scene please I need it fo an edit ?
Ep 13 at about 15 minutes when eiji is running to find ash because he's fightjng arthur
Damn........ I'm 17💀
This is the most ridiculos unmanly
Me ooh lets watch banana fish I just finished AOT so it can’t be any worse…it was worse…so much worse…