Sadly I am both, A Hoarder Disorganized ADHD PTSD Bad Memory Stress Fear Anger Sadness Depression Physical Mental Emotional Spiritual Chaos. Never know where to start. When it's time there is an obstacle - Either my self ( mind) - Someone else in control Working has become impossible I can help everyone else but my self. I'm an absolute nut case, but you would never know by talking or looking at me. Idk who I am.. I've contemplated death either spiritual renewelment.. killing off the old and restoring the new.. Or just wish God would take me away.. if this continues. I know where It all started but knocking the habits Its a process. I'm a Chronic mess... slowly tryna get out it.
Sadly I am both,
A Hoarder
Disorganized
ADHD
PTSD
Bad Memory
Stress
Fear
Anger
Sadness
Depression
Physical
Mental
Emotional
Spiritual
Chaos.
Never know where to start.
When it's time there is an obstacle
- Either my self ( mind)
- Someone else in control
Working has become impossible
I can help everyone else but my self.
I'm an absolute nut case, but you would never know by talking or looking at me.
Idk who I am..
I've contemplated death either spiritual renewelment.. killing off the old and restoring the new..
Or just wish God would take me away.. if this continues.
I know where It all started but knocking the habits Its a process.
I'm a Chronic mess... slowly tryna get out it.
How are you now?
Can you try listening to Qur’an recitation?
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