I doubt anyone is out there dieing with anticipation for my next video but there's going to be a slight delay and a restart. Something completely unpredictable has happened and I no longer have the phone that I was recording with or anything to record with. Soon as I get my phone back I'll be back, but no idea how long that will be. Sorry guys. On the plus side I'm keeping up with my goals still.
@vrumm rumm I'll give it a go for sure. I don't think daily but maybe every other day, something like that. I've been told i'll be getting my phone back soon, so looking forward to getting back on here.
I understand my videos are pretty amateur right now, don't know how I didn't notice an advert was blaring after the 5 minute mark. My phone was nearer the speaker than it was me, schoolboy error. Hope you guys enjoy the video there's plenty of content to come. You can probably see I'm a little more confident in front of a camera already. ❤️
Also the goal "No easy dopamine" applies throughout the day until I go to bed, where I do watch some entertainment videos on UA-cam. I feel that it's important to have SOME sort of reward for all of the positive changes I'm making. With that in mind, porn/masturbation are still off the table altogether, and I only allow myself a bit of leisure time after 11:30pm when I'm ready for bed. Eventually I'll change this to a book before bed, but hey, it's the first week, I don't want to make it overly hard on myself and relapse.
I doubt anyone is out there dieing with anticipation for my next video but there's going to be a slight delay and a restart. Something completely unpredictable has happened and I no longer have the phone that I was recording with or anything to record with. Soon as I get my phone back I'll be back, but no idea how long that will be. Sorry guys. On the plus side I'm keeping up with my goals still.
@vrumm rumm I'll give it a go for sure. I don't think daily but maybe every other day, something like that. I've been told i'll be getting my phone back soon, so looking forward to getting back on here.
I understand my videos are pretty amateur right now, don't know how I didn't notice an advert was blaring after the 5 minute mark. My phone was nearer the speaker than it was me, schoolboy error. Hope you guys enjoy the video there's plenty of content to come. You can probably see I'm a little more confident in front of a camera already. ❤️
Also the goal "No easy dopamine" applies throughout the day until I go to bed, where I do watch some entertainment videos on UA-cam. I feel that it's important to have SOME sort of reward for all of the positive changes I'm making. With that in mind, porn/masturbation are still off the table altogether, and I only allow myself a bit of leisure time after 11:30pm when I'm ready for bed. Eventually I'll change this to a book before bed, but hey, it's the first week, I don't want to make it overly hard on myself and relapse.