I had already made up my mind about that. This was about MY life and MY meant well-being. If anyone had a problem, it was THEIR problem, not mine. Anyone who refuses to accept you, you don't need them anyway. :) Take care of you!
Wow why did I not see this? I hate my phone. So this is really late, but I'm okay. I'm crying again now, but I'm okay. You're literally the sweetest person ever, plz don't be sorry, I'm always a wreck ilu
Don't cry. Don't cry. Don't cry. I'm not crying, your crying. Ilysm sprout father. I'm so happy for you and I love seeing you grow. You and your videos mean so much to me and make life more bearable.
Congrats Aaron! You look great and feeling visible is honestly the best feeling ever. Thank you for sharing your emotions and inner feelings on transitioning and what it meant to you.
Having a super dysphoric day and watching this honestly gives me hope for what is in my future. Bless you Aaron, your videos make my life feel more valid.
I have never related to a video more. Thank you for sharing your experience of doubt and acceptance. I struggled for a long time just like you with those feelings and I finally took the plunge and started T. I am now about three weeks on T and not much has changed, but the weight lifted off my chest each week with each injection tells me I made the right choice, and one day I’ll make it just like you. Thank you Aaron!
Was with my best friend eating lunch on work break when I pulled up UA-cam and saw this. Words can not explain the impact this video had, and I thank you so very much, Aaron. With family that don't accept, but one friend that stands by my side, I know I can get through this. What you said reinforced the role my best friend has been for me when you spoke about Chase, and I was able to point and say "that's what you are for me". I sincerely hope you are able to get the rest and healing you need. It's been a long journey for you so far. And when I watch you, you ignite the hope within me. Stay strong, man. And don't ever stop being the beautiful tortured artist that you are. "Some of the most beautiful things are found in the darkest places, and diamonds are only formed under extreme pressure."
We're all here for you at that finish line, sitting with you while you rest and heal and recover. And when you're ready, we'll be there with you side by side as you take the first steps forward into the rest of your life. 💚🌱
So happy for you. It's evident what a good person you are just from how you talk and what you say. You deserve how far you've come, but you already know that. I'm really happy for you
Thanks for sharing this, I can relate so much with everything you mention. I'm almost eight months on T and although I love all of the physical changes, the psychological ones are just as important, and maybe even more. All of my life I felt like there was some sort of barrier between me and the other people, it kept me from being treated like a human and often made me feel like I was part of the furniture. I was very anxious about starting T because it was the first time I was going against my family's wishes, and I didn't know if I had it in me to fight without them by my side. But I did it, and I couldn't be more glad that I did (even if it meant getting dump by my partner). I can also relate to feel exhausted now, something that I couldn't point down until I heard it coming from you. I now understand it's due to all the effort the past year took on me. I wish you all the best xx
This was the thing I needed to hear most right now. That its normal to have doubts. Your story and words give me so much hope. My anxiety about t is okay and i will feel like a whole person someday. thank you Aaron, for making me feel validated in my emotions. thank you for sharing your story
KathTea idk about the use of familiar... it's better than spirit animal but familiars are animals (or spirits? I'm not too sure) that help witches/pagans with their craft... it's a very special thing to have a familiar, since they choose you and you have no say in the matter (I wish I had one lmao but my cats are just normal pets)
im not crying youre crying... i just found your channel aaron and im so glad i watched this video, i feel so motivated to start T and i cant fucking wait to be where youre at
aw watching aaron is so nice, i can tell he is so much happier with himself, it makes me so happy. i love him so much and i'm so glad he's here to talk about it.
this is a lonely journey. I'm about to have my 33rd birthday and I still feel stuck. no hormones, no top surgery just stuck in the uncomfortable body constantly called a bearded lady. I know it will change one day, know I'll find common folks someday but it's so hard to keep hope. I'm so glad to have been able to watch your journey see your insecurities and worries it made me feel human. thank you and thank chase you two are wonderful people!
So so happy for you, I've also found that safe space in finally recognizing myself in the mirror, best feeling in the world. Here's to many more years of truly living!!
Definitely crying (but in a good way cause you are sentimental and inspiring) gosh im so glad that you are alive and here. You inspire so many people, congrats on 1 year of T 💕 🌱
This is an amazing video, it's inspiring to hear about your story of this year of your life, not just the generic physical updates. I've been following you since the beginning and it's incredible how far you've come. Congratulations on one year!! 🌱
'The person I am in the future is not more important than the person I am today. And the person I am in the future isn't a mystery, it's gonna be me.' This quote really resonates with me and gave me a lot of comfort. It was something I hadn't thought before. Thank you!(:
I'm so happy for you. this kind of video gives me hope. I'm 2months on T and probably getting top surgery this summer. I'm not okay now, but knowing that one day I will be makes it better. ilysm Aaron, keeping rocking on
I've recently learned about trans people from other YTers. I'm not super great with all the pronouns and lingo yet, but I'm learning. One thing that sets you apart, is I feel you're so genuine. Your videos are as much for you as they are for us. It's like a diary that people can read for insight into you and your life. I really dig your style. I'm very happy you made it over the hump and are with us still Aaron. You rock!!❤️
This is probably the only [insert time] year on T video that has affected me this much - I relate so much to how you said you felt pre-t and it's helped me to accept myself and how i feel right now. Thank u so much (from Dan)
We are all so proud and so happy for you! 😘 it was refreshing to see a comparison video that did not just focus on the physical transition like alot of videos are on UA-cam, we've seen you come so far😊 thank you for your kind words we love you sprout king 🌱
Dude I love littering to you speak. You really have a way with words and I totally connect to what you're saying. Keep standing my man one day you'll take that next step! Happy one year
Words can't really express how much I appreciate the level on which you address the mental health aspects. I know it comes up a lot, and people *have* to touch on it, for obvious reasons, but you cover it in ways that are really underrated. And you talk about a lot of the stuff that most prefer to leave out, or keep to themselves, because it's easier to leave certain thoughts and feelings in the dark. So thank you
that was so beautiful aaron. im so glad that you're where you want to be :') sidenote that line "if i could walk between the paint and the walls, I would have" is so fucking poetic oops
I am so happy for you! I was crying because I related to that so much. I kept getting so close to getting t and then something would happen and I wouldn't get it. Then insurance said they wouldn't be able to cover it and my mom said we wouldn't be able to afford it. Luckily, we were able to get it approved by insurance and I was finally able to start t. I felt so much relief that first t shot. Things have gotten so much better since then, and I can't believe that when I was 12 I thought I would never make it through 2013, but I did. Then last year I was convinced i would never make it to 2017, but I did. And now I am the happiest I've been in a long time.
I really don't know how to word this but I wanted to leave a comment to make sure that you know that you are inspiring to so many people, not just people looking for info on transitioning. To articulate and discuss your mental/emotional challenges and triumphs not only helps reduce the stigma but really makes a connection. I'm not trans, but I feel like I can relate just how you describe how you feel. I made it, I had to crawl, but I'm still here. I know ripping that link was such a victory for you. Congrats, I want to give you the biggest hug right now!
Aaron this video has been very inspirational to me, I started T 4 days ago and this video you have created has struck an emotional cord within me, because I feel I can relate in some ways. Happy for you and thankful for you choosing to share you experiences.
It's so hard for me to dissociate from my own experience. But watching other trans guys' experiences, I see myself. This is what I want to do for others. I want to represent us. Wherever people think we don't exist. Thank you so fucking much for having the strength to live, because on my hardest days lately, its been the podcast and thinking of you and chase thats helped me get through the days when I just want it all to stop. I'm so fucking proud of you, and of all of us, for still being here.
I'm crying dammit. I want to be where you are so much right now but now you're making me want to survive that much more so that I can finally feel what a flat chest and a low voice actually feels like
This means so much to me. I almost cried. I am a month and a half away from starting testosterone and I have waited so long that it felt like I'd never make it. What keeps me going is the idea that some day next year I'll be able to say "Here's my voice one year on T". Starting T is all I want. I want to feel complete. This whole video resonates so much with me. So many congratulations to you, Sprout Master.
Wow...inspiring isn't the word for this. This has given me so much hope and courage to really take a step back and realize that I matter. My happiness matters and I thank you for this. I have my fears and I thought it meant that transitioning wasn't for me but I don't fear the changes, I fear people and their effect on me. People like you and chase have given me the courage to be who I truly am and I want to thank you for sharing your journey. Take care
What an incredible video. I connect with a lot of the things that you have said in the video. I'm pre-t and have been out for the past three years in high school and have honestly been completely miserable. All of my family has told me that by delaying college and going on hormones the moment I turn 18 this summer I will be making a huge mistake, and it has really messed with my head lately. Thank you for putting yourself out there and help other trans guys like me to realize that there is still hope
WOW! I wish I could share this with everyone i know. You are just so beautiful, like deep down in the soul beautiful! And I must say this is the best "One year on T" vid I've ever seen!
"I was the only one who needed to accept being on hormones. Everyone else was optional" Thank you, this really helped me. Congratulations ❤️❤️❤️
I had already made up my mind about that. This was about MY life and MY meant well-being. If anyone had a problem, it was THEIR problem, not mine. Anyone who refuses to accept you, you don't need them anyway. :) Take care of you!
*aaron talks about chase lookimg for him if he disappears* IM NOT CRYING YOU ARE
No that's okay, I was planning on having an emotional breakdown at work today anyway.
Rayne omg I'm do sorry plz be okay ❤❤❤
right???
Wow why did I not see this? I hate my phone. So this is really late, but I'm okay. I'm crying again now, but I'm okay. You're literally the sweetest person ever, plz don't be sorry, I'm always a wreck ilu
Literally. The Sweetest. Person. Ever.
Don't cry. Don't cry. Don't cry. I'm not crying, your crying. Ilysm sprout father. I'm so happy for you and I love seeing you grow. You and your videos mean so much to me and make life more bearable.
Your voice, good sir! Damn! Like this is just one year! And after a month already such a drop! Wow. I'm so proud of you!
I'm not crying what. Also today is my 5 months on T.
Charlie D congrats!!
congrats!
Congrats!
🎉🎉🎉
Charlie D I was 5mo on T yesterday! /high-five
Thanks for being so inspiring, Aaron =)
Charlie D Hooray 5 months👍🏽 Today's my 10 months on T!!
This was incredible! Congrats on one year, Aaron!
This is one of the most heartfelt one year on T videos I've ever seen. Really, truly amazing. I'm so happy for you!!! 🍵☕️️💉
who is this invisible ninja chopping onions right beside me
so proud of you Aaron
HOW HAS IT BEEN A YEAR ALREADY im so proud of you aaron, you've done so much and come so far and we're glad you're alive x
This made me wanna cry. Gotta say this is one of the best 1 year On T videos I've ever seen. Congrats Aaron! 😁
YOURE KILLING ME WITH ALL THIS SENTIMENTAL SHIT AARON IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU
My A-A-Ron - Profound words just fall out of your mouth, I swear. Each video you post gives me chills at some point. thank you, thank you, thank you
i'm not crying, youre crying
THAT JAWLINE THOUGH 👌👌
This is so raw and heartfelt and I'm totally not crying I swear
Congrats Aaron! You look great and feeling visible is honestly the best feeling ever. Thank you for sharing your emotions and inner feelings on transitioning and what it meant to you.
Probably the most genuine, heart-felt video I've seen on UA-cam. Sending love xo
PROUD. tbh I needed these words. Thank you for sharing them. Sending you strength and love.
omg Aaron you've come so far I'm so proud of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Having a super dysphoric day and watching this honestly gives me hope for what is in my future. Bless you Aaron, your videos make my life feel more valid.
This is the most powerful 1 year on testosterone video I have ever seen. You are so important and loved Aaron
I'm in by 1:30 and already crying omfg IM SO PROUD GOOD FOR YOU AARON.
So proud of you man.
Woman
"I'm a full person", & breaking that last link. 😭 This video was so touching & emotional. I'm so glad you were able to become who you always were.
im crying :') congrats for 1 year aaron
I have never related to a video more. Thank you for sharing your experience of doubt and acceptance. I struggled for a long time just like you with those feelings and I finally took the plunge and started T. I am now about three weeks on T and not much has changed, but the weight lifted off my chest each week with each injection tells me I made the right choice, and one day I’ll make it just like you. Thank you Aaron!
Was with my best friend eating lunch on work break when I pulled up UA-cam and saw this. Words can not explain the impact this video had, and I thank you so very much, Aaron.
With family that don't accept, but one friend that stands by my side, I know I can get through this. What you said reinforced the role my best friend has been for me when you spoke about Chase, and I was able to point and say "that's what you are for me".
I sincerely hope you are able to get the rest and healing you need. It's been a long journey for you so far. And when I watch you, you ignite the hope within me.
Stay strong, man. And don't ever stop being the beautiful tortured artist that you are.
"Some of the most beautiful things are found in the darkest places, and diamonds are only formed under extreme pressure."
We're all here for you at that finish line, sitting with you while you rest and heal and recover. And when you're ready, we'll be there with you side by side as you take the first steps forward into the rest of your life. 💚🌱
So happy for you. It's evident what a good person you are just from how you talk and what you say. You deserve how far you've come, but you already know that. I'm really happy for you
i started tearing up im so proud of you😟
Thanks for sharing this, I can relate so much with everything you mention. I'm almost eight months on T and although I love all of the physical changes, the psychological ones are just as important, and maybe even more. All of my life I felt like there was some sort of barrier between me and the other people, it kept me from being treated like a human and often made me feel like I was part of the furniture. I was very anxious about starting T because it was the first time I was going against my family's wishes, and I didn't know if I had it in me to fight without them by my side. But I did it, and I couldn't be more glad that I did (even if it meant getting dump by my partner). I can also relate to feel exhausted now, something that I couldn't point down until I heard it coming from you. I now understand it's due to all the effort the past year took on me. I wish you all the best xx
This was the thing I needed to hear most right now. That its normal to have doubts. Your story and words give me so much hope. My anxiety about t is okay and i will feel like a whole person someday. thank you Aaron, for making me feel validated in my emotions. thank you for sharing your story
I cry every time even the 17th time watching. your channel and everything is so important ❤
YOUR VOICE HAD ME SHOOK. IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU.
oh ay-aron my spirit animal, i'm so happy for you
Milo ...army 👀
zephyr ! hellaaa
Don't you mean familiar? :) Spirit Animals are for indigenous Americans/Canadians.
Or patronus
KathTea idk about the use of familiar... it's better than spirit animal but familiars are animals (or spirits? I'm not too sure) that help witches/pagans with their craft... it's a very special thing to have a familiar, since they choose you and you have no say in the matter (I wish I had one lmao but my cats are just normal pets)
im not crying youre crying... i just found your channel aaron and im so glad i watched this video, i feel so motivated to start T and i cant fucking wait to be where youre at
That was honestly awesome
Amazing how much happened in only one year! Time goes by really fast!
Keep going sprout dad
The way you summed it up is completely beautiful and I hope to one day make it to that place where that relief sets in and you feel valid
You inspire me so much. I didn't know I could feel such appreciation for one human being. You are literally my hero. You've been a gift.
aw watching aaron is so nice, i can tell he is so much happier with himself, it makes me so happy. i love him so much and i'm so glad he's here to talk about it.
crying in the middle of a busy train at peak time wasn't how I planned to spend my time but I don't regret it at all. I am so happy for you 😄
this is a lonely journey.
I'm about to have my 33rd birthday and I still feel stuck.
no hormones, no top surgery just stuck in the uncomfortable body constantly called a bearded lady.
I know it will change one day, know I'll find common folks someday but it's so hard to keep hope.
I'm so glad to have been able to watch your journey see your insecurities and worries it made me feel human.
thank you and thank chase you two are wonderful people!
Cried the whole time watching this because I am so happy for you :) Congrats Aaron!
January is my month too bro..... and congrats man 👌👏
It's good to know that there are people like you in the world. Sending love your way, wishing you all the happiness you deserve.
So so happy for you, I've also found that safe space in finally recognizing myself in the mirror, best feeling in the world. Here's to many more years of truly living!!
I don't think I've ever cried on a testosterone update video, wow
Definitely crying (but in a good way cause you are sentimental and inspiring) gosh im so glad that you are alive and here. You inspire so many people, congrats on 1 year of T 💕 🌱
This is an amazing video, it's inspiring to hear about your story of this year of your life, not just the generic physical updates. I've been following you since the beginning and it's incredible how far you've come. Congratulations on one year!! 🌱
I'm not crying...you're crying.
I am so happy for you; congrats on making it this far!
'The person I am in the future is not more important than the person I am today. And the person I am in the future isn't a mystery, it's gonna be me.' This quote really resonates with me and gave me a lot of comfort. It was something I hadn't thought before. Thank you!(:
I loved this. You are such an inspiration to me. Thank you for breaking me out of my depression and allowing me to realize I'm not alone.
I'm so happy for you. this kind of video gives me hope. I'm 2months on T and probably getting top surgery this summer. I'm not okay now, but knowing that one day I will be makes it better. ilysm Aaron, keeping rocking on
I've recently learned about trans people from other YTers. I'm not super great with all the pronouns and lingo yet, but I'm learning. One thing that sets you apart, is I feel you're so genuine. Your videos are as much for you as they are for us. It's like a diary that people can read for insight into you and your life. I really dig your style. I'm very happy you made it over the hump and are with us still Aaron. You rock!!❤️
bless i'm so proud you've fought so hard
This is probably the only [insert time] year on T video that has affected me this much - I relate so much to how you said you felt pre-t and it's helped me to accept myself and how i feel right now. Thank u so much (from Dan)
The change is palpable, and the best part is your happiness!
We are all so proud and so happy for you! 😘 it was refreshing to see a comparison video that did not just focus on the physical transition like alot of videos are on UA-cam, we've seen you come so far😊 thank you for your kind words we love you sprout king 🌱
Dude I love littering to you speak. You really have a way with words and I totally connect to what you're saying. Keep standing my man one day you'll take that next step! Happy one year
Words can't really express how much I appreciate the level on which you address the mental health aspects. I know it comes up a lot, and people *have* to touch on it, for obvious reasons, but you cover it in ways that are really underrated. And you talk about a lot of the stuff that most prefer to leave out, or keep to themselves, because it's easier to leave certain thoughts and feelings in the dark. So thank you
I'm not crying, you are!
This video is amazing and was exactly what I needed right now.
Congrats on 1 year on T! Keep being amazing!
i just wanted to give you a hug all the way through this !! congrats dude!!
I literally almost cried because I watch the podcast and I was waiting for something like this and I was so excited when it came out
that was so beautiful aaron. im so glad that you're where you want to be :')
sidenote that line "if i could walk between the paint and the walls, I would have" is so fucking poetic oops
When he first mentioned Chase....that's when I started to almost cry....
Wow your voice is so different. I'm so happy for you!
Congratulations Aaron. You made it. We're all proud and here for ya bud❤💗
Emotional CIS guy in Australia, asking the universe to help you move forward with strength and pride. You are one of the good guys.
I am at that point where I really needed to hear some of the things you said. Thank you so much for creating these videos, you are amazing.
my little sprout heart is breaking I'm so happy for you Aaron!
I am so happy for you! I was crying because I related to that so much. I kept getting so close to getting t and then something would happen and I wouldn't get it. Then insurance said they wouldn't be able to cover it and my mom said we wouldn't be able to afford it. Luckily, we were able to get it approved by insurance and I was finally able to start t. I felt so much relief that first t shot. Things have gotten so much better since then, and I can't believe that when I was 12 I thought I would never make it through 2013, but I did. Then last year I was convinced i would never make it to 2017, but I did. And now I am the happiest I've been in a long time.
You're such an inspiring guy! Thanks for putting yourself out there and letting me be a part of your journey :) all the best
Aaron~~ you're making this sprout cry~~~!! I'm so happy for you!!
Sh't, I'm crying but, Aaron, I'm really, increadibly happy for you. And also hope that someday I will be able to breath, feel good.
aaaw congrats man! I was tearing up a bit tbh , you've been such a big help ti me in the last couple months. keep in being awesome
I really don't know how to word this but I wanted to leave a comment to make sure that you know that you are inspiring to so many people, not just people looking for info on transitioning. To articulate and discuss your mental/emotional challenges and triumphs not only helps reduce the stigma but really makes a connection. I'm not trans, but I feel like I can relate just how you describe how you feel. I made it, I had to crawl, but I'm still here. I know ripping that link was such a victory for you. Congrats, I want to give you the biggest hug right now!
this set up is so good!!! im so excited to continue watching the rest of your journey!
"it's so normal to have doubts and second guess yourself."
Aaron this video has been very inspirational to me, I started T 4 days ago and this video you have created has struck an emotional cord within me, because I feel I can relate in some ways. Happy for you and thankful for you choosing to share you experiences.
It means so much to see this, and what you say registers on so many levels. Thanks.
Dude! I love how well you pronounce your words!
Ps. It's ppl like you that's helped me help my Trans friend Eddie.
It's so hard for me to dissociate from my own experience. But watching other trans guys' experiences, I see myself. This is what I want to do for others. I want to represent us. Wherever people think we don't exist.
Thank you so fucking much for having the strength to live, because on my hardest days lately, its been the podcast and thinking of you and chase thats helped me get through the days when I just want it all to stop.
I'm so fucking proud of you, and of all of us, for still being here.
Oh shit Aaron you're voice! It's amazing what T does!
I'm so proud of you Aaron ❤❤❤🌱
I'm crying dammit. I want to be where you are so much right now but now you're making me want to survive that much more so that I can finally feel what a flat chest and a low voice actually feels like
I'm definitely one of the hundreds in here having an emotional breakdown over this! Even though it's older, I just want to say congrats!!!
Congratulations Aaron!! Good for you!! I love your haircut! You look fab!!
I'm so happy for you. This video made me cry so much. I hope to find what u found and get there one day
This means so much to me. I almost cried. I am a month and a half away from starting testosterone and I have waited so long that it felt like I'd never make it. What keeps me going is the idea that some day next year I'll be able to say "Here's my voice one year on T". Starting T is all I want. I want to feel complete. This whole video resonates so much with me. So many congratulations to you, Sprout Master.
okay, I cried like a baby... This video is so important and thank you for sharing ❤
everything about this was exactly what I needed to hear. thank you
I wasn't prepared for this onslaught of feels. Thank you, Aaron. Thank you for being you and in turn helping us be us. 😘🌱
Wow...inspiring isn't the word for this. This has given me so much hope and courage to really take a step back and realize that I matter. My happiness matters and I thank you for this. I have my fears and I thought it meant that transitioning wasn't for me but I don't fear the changes, I fear people and their effect on me. People like you and chase have given me the courage to be who I truly am and I want to thank you for sharing your journey. Take care
That voice jump tho 😲 massive change in voice in just a few months at a time
My friend posted your video. Its so great that you shared your feelings. I wish i was as brave and determined as you
What an incredible video. I connect with a lot of the things that you have said in the video. I'm pre-t and have been out for the past three years in high school and have honestly been completely miserable. All of my family has told me that by delaying college and going on hormones the moment I turn 18 this summer I will be making a huge mistake, and it has really messed with my head lately. Thank you for putting yourself out there and help other trans guys like me to realize that there is still hope
Congrats Aaron!! Love you!! 🌱💖
WOW! I wish I could share this with everyone i know. You are just so beautiful, like deep down in the soul beautiful!
And I must say this is the best "One year on T" vid I've ever seen!