One time when I was praying to God I was Quiet then he told me stuff quietly in my brain. But one thing he said that I kept on thinking of was " sometimes you sin , but sometimes you don't and I love that there's only 1 unique of you amazingly I love you more then that sin. "
@@Winter-specc There is a bad and a good voice. In order to discern the heavenly voice, you have to question it: "Do you believe that Jesus is the son of God?" "Do you believe that Jesus is the only mediator to the Father? "Do you believe that Jesus died on the cross and rose on the third day?" "Do you believe I have the power to cast out demons and evil spirits?" If it gives you positive answers, then it is the Holy Spirit, but if it replies you back with a question, in a negative form or no reply at all, quote 2 Corinthians chapter 10:5; "whatever presumptuous notion or thoughts that is set against the knowledge of God, we hold it to captivity and bring it down to the knowledge of God." Satan is the author of confusion, the Holy Spirit isn't. He gives clear answers and wouldn't go contradictory to the scriptures or use the scriptures to trick you. I recommend checking if it backs up scriptures as well. This can be tricky because the devil knows the scripture thoroughly. So combat this by soaking yourself in God's Word daily. Speaking and praying to Him without ceasing. Include Him in your mundane activities; even the simplest and needless of them all. As a Catholic Christian, I also say this prayer always: "Lord Jesus, Son of God, have mercy on me. Holy Spirit, enlighten and sanctify me. Passion, death and resurrection of Christ, strengthen me." God bless and revive you throughout your walk with Him. 🙏🏾
@@Winter-specc there is a bad and a good voice. In order to discern the heavenly voice, you have to question it: "Do you believe that Jesus is the son of God?" "Do you believe that Jesus is the only mediator to the Father? "Do you believe that Jesus died on the cross and rose on the third day?" "Do you believe I have the power to cast out demons and evil spirits?" If it gives you positive answers, then it is the Holy Spirit, but if it replies you back with a question, in a negative form or no reply at all, quote 2 Corinthians chapter 10:5; "whatever presumptuous notion or thoughts that is set against the knowledge of God, we hold it to captivity and bring it down to the knowledge of God." Satan is the author of confusion, the Holy Spirit isn't. He gives clear answers and wouldn't go contradictory to the scriptures or use the scriptures to trick you. I recommend checking if it backs up scriptures as well. This can be tricky because the devil knows the scripture thoroughly. So combat this by soaking yourself in God's Word daily. Speaking and praying to Him without ceasing. Include Him in your mundane activities; even the simplest and needless of them all. As a Catholic Christian, I also say this prayer always: "Lord Jesus, Son of God, have mercy on me. Holy Spirit, enlighten and sanctify me. Passion, death and resurrection of Christ, strengthen me." God bless and revive you throughout your walk with Him. 🙏🏾
"Because I just wanted to get it over with and say that I read the word" This is such a major issue with the Church that nobody ever says, you are doing good in trusting in His love brother. Me personally I actually never read my Bible much (I was saved July last year) until recently because I didn't have a burning desire to know my God as much as I wanted to (you can't fake that desire). I knew that truth deep down and that's why I never forced myself to read it, it felt like a works based faith and I hated it. Sometimes we have to go through the toughest battles to realize that God is the ONLY Way, Truth, and the Life. Currently reading Ezekiel and I love nutrition and kinesiology and reading the bread recipe giving the 9 essential amino acids is *chefs kiss*
I kept avoiding this video when i opened youtube so I knew the Lord was trying to tell me something through this. Super great reminded. God was literally tellimg me these same things over the past month.
God bless you I love you and remember to put Jesus first because He is the Way the Truth and the Life everybody is looking for have a blessed day and night in Jesus name Amen peace and blessings to everyone who reads this and learns to be humble and meek at heart Amen God bless you THANK YOU LORD JESUS FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE AMEN
Thankyou for this my brother all the way from Manchester England I needed this. Thankyou Holy Spirit for using my brother so I could receive this message
Thank you for your continued support. My heart’s desire is to simply spread the Word of God and allow Him to work through me. I pray that this video, along with all the others, is helping and encouraging each of you.💜✝️
@@DenasiaBrown-yy1qu No i didn’t stop praying but I realized I had to stop praying rehearsed prayers because they weren’t authentic. I found myself saying the same thing every morning, and realized that I wasn’t truly connecting with God. in the morning sometimes I worship with music, other times I talk to God about a dream, and sometimes I just sit there saying thank you. Every conversation with God won’t look the same what matters is that it’s genuine. I’ve even told God when I didn’t feel like praying, and that kind of vulnerability is what He wants from us. Through that openness, He helps me understand why I feel that way and restores my spirit. I hope this encourages you🙏🏾💜
Thank you. This is a great reminder to me as i feel like my walk with God wasn’t a walk. I was unawarely checking off the pray and read the Bible boxes in my life. My prayers became worthless, spiritless utterances with elaborate wording to unawarely try to appease God as if i was writing an essay, thinking the reader would tell me good job and so i could think that i was holy and “better” and more Christian than others. Indeed my heart grew dull and my praise became joyless. Praise be to God who has given this word to me today as a wake up call to change my life.
Thank you I’ve been wondering why my prayers felt so empty, like I was putting on a show, like I was trying to get something out the way, but this really made my heart tender to the lord, so thank you Amen.
Thank you for saying it, cursing is so normalized.and by the way, thank you so much for this video, I feel like a lot of times I don't feel worthy, to go in God's presence after I sin, and I'm not but especially then. Thank you for this.@@AquaBird-FCM02
This is so timely.I have been learning this lately.After some certain sinful actions led to me facing the consequences of those actions I have learned that my faith was not genuine.I was only putting a performance of sorts.Trying my best to be genuine led to not being genuine so me trying to act genuine led me to do the exact opposite.I know now that its not about acting genuine but about actually being genuine.If I were that way from the start then i would have given him all my sin and let him work in me.I had to learn this way and God let my sin crush me for my benefit.Im still learning how actually be genuine.My focus now is not on how genuine i am in my faith and worrying over my sincerity but about who Christ is and his trustworthiness.I wont act like everything is okay instead ill cry out for help from my heavenly father.
Thank you for verbalizing everything the Lord is also working in my life, breaking down everything I held onto so I could ahve a broken, contrite heart for the first time in a while. I have been pharisee-like since coming to college and need daily mind renewal and to bow before God.
I needed this so bad right now. I didn’t understand why I couldn’t feel God’s love and presence, even tho I was praying and reading the bible, but now I realise that my words were empty. I did all these things just to feel better about myself instead of doing them out of genuine love for God. I feel so blessed that God has led me to this video, thank you so much brother for sharing this message 🙏🏻❤️
This is crazy just a few minutes before I was just questioning why God let what happened happen, then this popped up. Praise the Lord that he answers my prayers!❤️🙏🏽
I'm like that, seeking performance and its so tiring. The Holy Spirit spoke to me, to really change and lay everything down before God. God bless you brother for this
Thank You for this. I've been asking God Lord am i serving u the way u want me to? I now know why I can't feel His presence when praying and why my prayers feel so dry and empty
"When we come into God's presence, it's not about having it all right, it's about you allowing yourself to lay down in the presence of God, yielding to what God wants to do in your life." - 2:40
Thank you Heavenly Father for this message pray that you bless everybody in the comments or watching and the brother that made this video in submission to you 🙏🏼❤️🔥🔥✝️🙌🏼✝️
It has been like this for some time. I was an atheist for pretty much the majority of my life. I started out in a half Christian, half catholic household, and I can't really say I ever truly did believe in God. However, i'm 22 now, and lately, I have been wanting nothing more than to be closer to God. Yet, on this journey, I feel nothing. I feel like everything I do is simply a performance. "Ok, I feel nothing. I'm still going to do the things I need to do, because that's just kinda the thing I need to do". I understand God loves me, and I feel glad, but I also feel weirdly hollow. It's not necessarily that I don't "feel" God's love, but it just feels like i'm doing the things I do because i'm afraid of going to hell and not being able to witness the glory of God in heaven. I want to "feel" like i'm doing something right, that i'm doing the right thing to connect to God, but I don't feel anything. Everything feels artificial, and i'm not exactly sure what to do. I don't know how to feel or do things genuinely for the sake of genuinity, as opposed to just doing things because they're simply the right thing to do. I don't feel genuine.
I’ve stopped focusing on how I feel and instead put my energy into spending time with God, regardless of my emotions. Even if I don’t feel His presence, I make the conscious decision to read His Word, worship, and praise Him. It’s all about surrender and staying faithful, despite how I might feel in the moment.
I myself followed my emotions sadly which drew me away from discipline.. I didn't fall back into old sins but I been saying to God I don't just wanna appear Godly but actually be dead inside.. @@Visionsm_ now I've somewhat got some discipline, to try and build spiritual hunger back up.. please pray for me.. i still wanna preach the Gospel.. please pray for my soul
@@Visionsm_ please pray for me.. I was saved and delivered from being a drunk.. fornication.. etc.. big change.. but I let my feelings dictate and not spend time with Him.. lost my discipline.. mental attacks were heavy.. please pray I'm still His.. I've had on my mind, I don't wanna just appear Godly but inside be dead..
Thank you for having the faith and courage to make this video. The Holy Spirit deeply convicted me and spoke to me by this video and what he laid on your heart. For the longest time I have acted out of fear of not being perfect rather than faith that God is in control and he has a plan and that he has allowed these things in my life to happen.
I struggle with sexual urges daily. I was angry with God, i wasn't getting what i wanted, but i have never considered what God wants. I never considered that i could come to God as a broken man. Thank you so much.
Great word. I've dealt with the performance mindset and am still working on it, but God is sooo faithful and true (that's his name, is it not?). Great hurdle too lol
Praise God ❤✝️ Romans 3:23-25 ESV for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, [24] and are justified by his grace as a gift, through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus, [25] whom God put forward as a propitiation by his blood, to be received by faith. This was to show God's righteousness, because in his divine forbearance he had passed over former sins.
I am a very new believer and still dont have a bible and dont know what bible to get cause of orthodox, catholic and Protestantism and all different version, please help me find a good bible for someone that just wants to get closer to God
Id suggest kjv or nkjv just avoid versions that were created recently or by people who claimed to have been spoken to by God also avoid the Jehovah's witness translation cause apparently they have one i dont even have to explain why
One time when I was praying to God I was Quiet then he told me stuff quietly in my brain. But one thing he said that I kept on thinking of was
" sometimes you sin , but sometimes you don't and I love that there's only 1 unique of you amazingly I love you more then that sin. "
Wow❤
He's so lovely
the lord is perfect i wish i can here those thoughts how do i let the lord into my heart?
@@Winter-specc There is a bad and a good voice. In order to discern the heavenly voice, you have to question it: "Do you believe that Jesus is the son of God?" "Do you believe that Jesus is the only mediator to the Father? "Do you believe that Jesus died on the cross and rose on the third day?" "Do you believe I have the power to cast out demons and evil spirits?" If it gives you positive answers, then it is the Holy Spirit, but if it replies you back with a question, in a negative form or no reply at all, quote 2 Corinthians chapter 10:5; "whatever presumptuous notion or thoughts that is set against the knowledge of God, we hold it to captivity and bring it down to the knowledge of God." Satan is the author of confusion, the Holy Spirit isn't. He gives clear answers and wouldn't go contradictory to the scriptures or use the scriptures to trick you. I recommend checking if it backs up scriptures as well. This can be tricky because the devil knows the scripture thoroughly. So combat this by soaking yourself in God's Word daily. Speaking and praying to Him without ceasing. Include Him in your mundane activities; even the simplest and needless of them all.
As a Catholic Christian, I also say this prayer always: "Lord Jesus, Son of God, have mercy on me. Holy Spirit, enlighten and sanctify me. Passion, death and resurrection of Christ, strengthen me."
God bless and revive you throughout your walk with Him. 🙏🏾
@@Winter-specc there is a bad and a good voice. In order to discern the heavenly voice, you have to question it: "Do you believe that Jesus is the son of God?" "Do you believe that Jesus is the only mediator to the Father? "Do you believe that Jesus died on the cross and rose on the third day?" "Do you believe I have the power to cast out demons and evil spirits?" If it gives you positive answers, then it is the Holy Spirit, but if it replies you back with a question, in a negative form or no reply at all, quote 2 Corinthians chapter 10:5; "whatever presumptuous notion or thoughts that is set against the knowledge of God, we hold it to captivity and bring it down to the knowledge of God." Satan is the author of confusion, the Holy Spirit isn't. He gives clear answers and wouldn't go contradictory to the scriptures or use the scriptures to trick you. I recommend checking if it backs up scriptures as well. This can be tricky because the devil knows the scripture thoroughly. So combat this by soaking yourself in God's Word daily. Speaking and praying to Him without ceasing. Include Him in your mundane activities; even the simplest and needless of them all.
As a Catholic Christian, I also say this prayer always: "Lord Jesus, Son of God, have mercy on me. Holy Spirit, enlighten and sanctify me. Passion, death and resurrection of Christ, strengthen me."
God bless and revive you throughout your walk with Him. 🙏🏾
i cant belive i treated my lord and savour like a check list
Real
Real
Wdym
*Lord
*Savior
"Because I just wanted to get it over with and say that I read the word" This is such a major issue with the Church that nobody ever says, you are doing good in trusting in His love brother. Me personally I actually never read my Bible much (I was saved July last year) until recently because I didn't have a burning desire to know my God as much as I wanted to (you can't fake that desire). I knew that truth deep down and that's why I never forced myself to read it, it felt like a works based faith and I hated it. Sometimes we have to go through the toughest battles to realize that God is the ONLY Way, Truth, and the Life. Currently reading Ezekiel and I love nutrition and kinesiology and reading the bread recipe giving the 9 essential amino acids is *chefs kiss*
God bless you Nolan 😊 remember the Journey with God is never a rush or destination but a Journey 🫡
I kept avoiding this video when i opened youtube so I knew the Lord was trying to tell me something through this. Super great reminded. God was literally tellimg me these same things over the past month.
Please pray for me. I need to get closer to the Lord🙏
May GOD bring change to your life change that will bring you to him and lead you to eternal life with HIM. Amen
God bless you I love you and remember to put Jesus first because He is the Way the Truth and the Life everybody is looking for have a blessed day and night in Jesus name Amen peace and blessings to everyone who reads this and learns to be humble and meek at heart Amen God bless you THANK YOU LORD JESUS FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE AMEN
Thankyou for this my brother all the way from Manchester England I needed this. Thankyou Holy Spirit for using my brother so I could receive this message
Thank you for your continued support. My heart’s desire is to simply spread the Word of God and allow Him to work through me. I pray that this video, along with all the others, is helping and encouraging each of you.💜✝️
Did you ever stop praying in the morning? Or did you revise your reasoning
@@DenasiaBrown-yy1qu No i didn’t stop praying but I realized I had to stop praying rehearsed prayers because they weren’t authentic. I found myself saying the same thing every morning, and realized that I wasn’t truly connecting with God. in the morning sometimes I worship with music, other times I talk to God about a dream, and sometimes I just sit there saying thank you. Every conversation with God won’t look the same what matters is that it’s genuine. I’ve even told God when I didn’t feel like praying, and that kind of vulnerability is what He wants from us. Through that openness, He helps me understand why I feel that way and restores my spirit. I hope this encourages you🙏🏾💜
Thank you for this video! It's really useful ^^
Thank you. This is a great reminder to me as i feel like my walk with God wasn’t a walk. I was unawarely checking off the pray and read the Bible boxes in my life. My prayers became worthless, spiritless utterances with elaborate wording to unawarely try to appease God as if i was writing an essay, thinking the reader would tell me good job and so i could think that i was holy and “better” and more Christian than others. Indeed my heart grew dull and my praise became joyless. Praise be to God who has given this word to me today as a wake up call to change my life.
Thank you I’ve been wondering why my prayers felt so empty, like I was putting on a show, like I was trying to get something out the way, but this really made my heart tender to the lord, so thank you Amen.
Amen, it's always important to remember that its not anything we ever did or can do but what he can do and what he did and will do!
what the, i'm literally preparing a sermmon for tmr's service on faith, and this video just dropped, damn
The holy spirit is moving 🙌🏾✝️
Aye bro, cusing is a sin . I as a brother of Christ am trying to help you! God bless you! ✝️
Thank you for saying it, cursing is so normalized.and by the way, thank you so much for this video, I feel like a lot of times I don't feel worthy, to go in God's presence after I sin, and I'm not but especially then. Thank you for this.@@AquaBird-FCM02
Aqua is just saying avoid profanities like "damn"
As a former college student, this relates when it comes to doing things as a checklist.
I needed this more than anything. thank you for helping me understand. I have been strugling a lot with this.
Thank you very very much I really needed that reminder
AMEN!
This is so timely.I have been learning this lately.After some certain sinful actions led to me facing the consequences of those actions I have learned that my faith was not genuine.I was only putting a performance of sorts.Trying my best to be genuine led to not being genuine so me trying to act genuine led me to do the exact opposite.I know now that its not about acting genuine but about actually being genuine.If I were that way from the start then i would have given him all my sin and let him work in me.I had to learn this way and God let my sin crush me for my benefit.Im still learning how actually be genuine.My focus now is not on how genuine i am in my faith and worrying over my sincerity but about who Christ is and his trustworthiness.I wont act like everything is okay instead ill cry out for help from my heavenly father.
Thank you for verbalizing everything the Lord is also working in my life, breaking down everything I held onto so I could ahve a broken, contrite heart for the first time in a while. I have been pharisee-like since coming to college and need daily mind renewal and to bow before God.
Hii, could i please ask at which point of time you knew you were being genuine with your walk with God?
I needed this so bad right now. I didn’t understand why I couldn’t feel God’s love and presence, even tho I was praying and reading the bible, but now I realise that my words were empty. I did all these things just to feel better about myself instead of doing them out of genuine love for God. I feel so blessed that God has led me to this video, thank you so much brother for sharing this message 🙏🏻❤️
Thank you for sharing this. I really needed this and I know God has been speaking to me, and he spoke to me through this video.
This is crazy just a few minutes before I was just questioning why God let what happened happen, then this popped up. Praise the Lord that he answers my prayers!❤️🙏🏽
Amen
I'm like that, seeking performance and its so tiring. The Holy Spirit spoke to me, to really change and lay everything down before God. God bless you brother for this
This is a big problem within the faith.. Thank you for letting God use you. ❤
Thankyou my brother in Christ. Much love. All glory to God through Christ Jesus
Praise the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth my brother blessings shalom
Amen brother thank you for the video, your blessed by God to minister to his people. Praise God.
Amen! Thank you for this, brother!
Thank you brother. Praise Jesus
Man you should be a youth minister, very Good message man
God bless you brother, that video really edified me and I have sure it will edify much more people. 🙌🏼
The timing is amazing brother, my spirit was very uneasy just before I watched this, this vid made things a lot clear now. Thank you🙏🙏
the production on this is great man, good stuff keep it up
Preciate you brodie🙌🏾 all glory to God🙏🏾
Thank you for this message my friend.❤🙏
Thank you for this video brother.
God bless you‼️
❤❤❤God bless you
Amén brother!! Thank you for this
This is why I’m praying to God to care only what he thinks of me so I am authentic and don’t have to bring a facade btw ur vids bring me peace fr 🙏🏾
Thank You for this. I've been asking God Lord am i serving u the way u want me to?
I now know why I can't feel His presence when praying and why my prayers feel so dry and empty
This is a beautiful video sir. Thank you
This came at the right time, thank you brother 🙏🏾🤍
Amen 🙏🏽 Thank you for this message!
Amazing the way God is working through you to speak to many people on this platform 🙏
"When we come into God's presence, it's not about having it all right, it's about you allowing yourself to lay down in the presence of God, yielding to what God wants to do in your life."
- 2:40
Thank you Heavenly Father for this message pray that you bless everybody in the comments or watching and the brother that made this video in submission to you 🙏🏼❤️🔥🔥✝️🙌🏼✝️
OH MY LORD, this is absolutely amazing sir!!!! Keep spreading the word of god his oil his on you 🙌🏾
Amen❤
Thank u, thank God 🤍
Thank you Jesus amen
thank you, God.
l pray God may continue using you in all that you do
thank you. i needed to hear this. God bless you.
💜🙏🏾
It has been like this for some time. I was an atheist for pretty much the majority of my life. I started out in a half Christian, half catholic household, and I can't really say I ever truly did believe in God. However, i'm 22 now, and lately, I have been wanting nothing more than to be closer to God. Yet, on this journey, I feel nothing. I feel like everything I do is simply a performance. "Ok, I feel nothing. I'm still going to do the things I need to do, because that's just kinda the thing I need to do". I understand God loves me, and I feel glad, but I also feel weirdly hollow. It's not necessarily that I don't "feel" God's love, but it just feels like i'm doing the things I do because i'm afraid of going to hell and not being able to witness the glory of God in heaven.
I want to "feel" like i'm doing something right, that i'm doing the right thing to connect to God, but I don't feel anything. Everything feels artificial, and i'm not exactly sure what to do. I don't know how to feel or do things genuinely for the sake of genuinity, as opposed to just doing things because they're simply the right thing to do. I don't feel genuine.
Thank you i need to take notes amen.❤🙏
Man I needed this video because I feel like I’m chasing feelings
I’ve stopped focusing on how I feel and instead put my energy into spending time with God, regardless of my emotions. Even if I don’t feel His presence, I make the conscious decision to read His Word, worship, and praise Him. It’s all about surrender and staying faithful, despite how I might feel in the moment.
I myself followed my emotions sadly which drew me away from discipline.. I didn't fall back into old sins but I been saying to God I don't just wanna appear Godly but actually be dead inside.. @@Visionsm_ now I've somewhat got some discipline, to try and build spiritual hunger back up.. please pray for me.. i still wanna preach the Gospel.. please pray for my soul
@@Visionsm_ please pray for me.. I was saved and delivered from being a drunk.. fornication.. etc.. big change.. but I let my feelings dictate and not spend time with Him.. lost my discipline.. mental attacks were heavy.. please pray I'm still His.. I've had on my mind, I don't wanna just appear Godly but inside be dead..
Amen 🙏
Thank you for this video!! 😊❤
In Jesus name, Amen.
Amen brother!
Thank you for having the faith and courage to make this video. The Holy Spirit deeply convicted me and spoke to me by this video and what he laid on your heart.
For the longest time I have acted out of fear of not being perfect rather than faith that God is in control and he has a plan and that he has allowed these things in my life to happen.
Thanks brother
I needed this. Thank you.
Amen🙏😇
amaizng video brother
Keep creating
"Don't seek performance, rather seek to connect with the Lord" - 4:41
this was very encouraging....Thank you.
I struggle with sexual urges daily. I was angry with God, i wasn't getting what i wanted, but i have never considered what God wants. I never considered that i could come to God as a broken man. Thank you so much.
woww this was deep Amen God bless
This is so good. Thank you.
God bless you man 🙏 loved the gideo
Amen brother 🙏
God bless 💜🙏🏾
THANK YOU
I really needed this bro. Ive been distracted in my relationship with Christ lately
May god bless you
Bro awesome video! Convicted but encouraged
I needed that thank you ❤
May God bless you, greetings from Belguim
Thank you man great video
Remember to put God first before anything else in this world. God loves you. Blessings. ❤️✝️
Amen brother 6:40
W video amen bro
Thank you
Great word. I've dealt with the performance mindset and am still working on it, but God is sooo faithful and true (that's his name, is it not?). Great hurdle too lol
Amen! Genuine!
Jesus loves you
Great video
I needed that brother! Thank you ❤
Thanks
I feel like I can't truly see my issues until someone points it out it in me, I have so many issues I just don't know where to start
That’s what I want ❤️❤️
Prayers for Kelli Francis her spouse and children,Bailey pearl Mullins and Brian KREPPS and his spouse and children from Pennsylvania
Thanks man
Amen 🙏🩵
timing
Praise God ❤✝️
Romans 3:23-25 ESV
for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, [24] and are justified by his grace as a gift, through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus, [25] whom God put forward as a propitiation by his blood, to be received by faith. This was to show God's righteousness, because in his divine forbearance he had passed over former sins.
This video was so fast wow I felt like 2 minutes
I got you with a longer one next time😂🙌🏾
I am a very new believer and still dont have a bible and dont know what bible to get cause of orthodox, catholic and Protestantism and all different version, please help me find a good bible for someone that just wants to get closer to God
theirs many Kjv, Nkjv, NLT, NIV, ESV
Id suggest kjv or nkjv just avoid versions that were created recently or by people who claimed to have been spoken to by God also avoid the Jehovah's witness translation cause apparently they have one i dont even have to explain why
Robinson Daniel Rodriguez Shirley Thomas Barbara
This actually helped ty
man i just want to feel okay again