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@@burlurk3909i was just about to ask this but damn what a life you are living i also wished the same relationship life as yours but welp, it is what it is
It reminds me a lot of 2020, the weather, the blue sky, the amazing sunset, the walks, the long baths, the iced coffee, the tiktok dances, where I was happy in the midst of a pandemic, reminds me when I got dressed up for a boy to look at me, and think I was beautiful, Sunday afternoons were incredible, I slept late, woke up early, reminds me a little of 2019, the sunset, getting ready for school, the waking hours at 5 am the life I wanted back.
For me it reminds me of late 2017. Graduated high school, had a huge break up with someone who could've been my fiancee, and got into a uni that was really fancy so everything was moving too fast for me. Song got me through all of that.
Not long ago I was blasting this song over and over and over suffering with how I felt about my best friend. But recently I asked her out and she said yes, now this song has a completely different meaning in my mind. I think its so amazing that so many people have shared how this song has impacted their life or just their take on it
my best friend figured it out herself in my case, like she confronted and made me accept my feelings towards her herself :/ i did know that someday if I were to confess we'd still be friends because she's a very understanding person, and well we did decide to keep it as friends for reasons so yeah. :/ Still does hurt but okay
@@rrii2705 Yeah, but like imagine that as the song of an edit of your favorite ship or of the love of your life: The song starts slow, with sad scenes, suddenly the beat drops and it gets faster and so do the images and you're nodding to the rhythm and super happy. Just imagine that...
We used to talk during quarantine last year. Always got something to say. The emojis he used to add while texting. But since everything went back to normal, and everyone is busy... We never talk anymore. Now he's just gone completely. I started noticed how the way he texted change everyday until he fades away. We'd still see each other, walk pass by.. but as strangers. I'm glad we were once good friends.
It makes me sad that I dont have a crush. It sounds really nice to like someone that way, but at the same time it confuses me if I genuinely like that person or I just like the idea of liking someone.
i have the same dilemma lol, maybe i just like the overall butterflies and craving of human touch, the warmth and don't really care who i get it from .....:
I get butterflies when I think about love but I don’t even have a crush. People who have crushes don’t want them but I wanna be able to love someone, and have a nice story, and develop a cute relationship.
Same like me I lost my boyfriend bc my boyfriend like my bestie so me and my bestie and my ex no more I have been going hard life Fuck my stupid life 😌
I showed my male bff this song, so he said it's our song minus the "break your heart and make you cry." He's liked me since, like, 5th grade and we're about to go into high school lol. Yesterday, we were on call and he said, "I wanna be your favourite boy." He's the best.
You know what, this is one of the most relatable and bittersweet songs I've ever listened to in my late teenage years. Even with the many friends that I look forward to seeing everyday, I still feel so lonely, even though I know that they do really love and care for me. Except, there is this one girl I've always liked and made me feel truly happy. She made me feel as if I was important. The thing that really saddens me is that, we'll maybe never romantically love each other, but despite that reality, I still try my very hardest to be her biggest fan and to show that she is a big part of my life. In the end, she is my favourite girl, and I am her favourite boy, we're besties, and right now, that's all the motivation I need to wake up everyday.
she's gone. i miss her so much. she's shared so many fond memories with me, putting makeup on me, painting my nails, saving my ass at a party while i was drunk, depicting me as a monkey in her drawings as banter, making me origami hearts and just being there. but now, she fucking hates me, i tried talking to her, but she won't even give me the satisfaction of at least telling me why. i fucking miss her, but i'll never forgive her for doing that to me, teaching me how it feels to be loved and actually cared about, then just fucking throw me away like nothing ever happened. she is the reason why i have sleepless nights and countless scars on my forearms, wondering where i went wrong. i wish her well, but, she changed. i don't know if i can trust someone like that next time, i don't want to be hurt again.
update update, tldr; i grew a pair and talked to her, she sat me down for a chat, and now, we are good friends again. not as good as before but im hopeful that things will grow as time passes. i was the main problem. she was not mad, but needed time alone, the idiot i was 6 months ago interpreted it wrong. late september to early november was a pretty rough, i burnt bridges and lost a close buddy and my day one friend to misdiagnosed GBS. during a moment of grief, i had the epiphany that if i can't help the fact that i'm getting feces thrown at me from life, i can still do something about it. why curl into a ball and cry? i still was scared, but im glad i grew the balls to talk to her. it turns out that she had wanted to talk to me for awhile, except that she was waiting for me to talk to her first. do i regret cutting myself off from her life for 6 months? no. i was a complete (for a lack of a better word) degenerate. i was dependent, i took too many things to the heart, i was too clingy, i involved other people in my personal burden, and at worst, i was an addict (oxycodone). she was my rock, but i have caused her great pains by including her in my burdens. worst part was that she did, in-fact help me stop taking oxycodone recreationally. that did come at a cost. she did not help, but instead replaced it. she was, to put very bluntly, a sentient dopamine dripbag. the same way i abused oxycontin, i abused her. obviously, i wasn't friends with her just because i wanted the dopamine high, but because i found joy in being around her, and she found joy being around me. the 6 months of isolation has changed me, i knew that i had to self-assess and act on my problems. i am now mostly independent, i keep my own burdens to myself, i am clean from drugs, and i don't give a shit anymore. it's crazy how the mind omits certain lyrics depending on the mindset you carry. i initally only cared about the lyrics about being the "favourite". however, the lyrics that stick to me now is that "i could've made her mine, but no it wasn't made to be". that's exactly how it was, at any moment, i could have confessed my love for her but it simply wouldn't work if she had felt the same way anyway, i had too many problems and we both cared too much, i was drowning and she was willing to drown with me. a new leaf has turned. although we have taken a backseat in eachothers lives, i have changed from a childish and conniving little bitch to a mature person, and that i have new found hope that her and i grow from the renewed friendship we had built up again from the bottom of the rubble.
I’ve read all your comments on this song and I’d just like to say damn that hit close to home it’s too similar to what I’m going through but thanks for sharing it let’s me know I’m not the only idiot who’s done stuff for a girl thanks man
This song compliments us well. I'm ready to be in a relationship with him but he's afraid of commitment. I know we both like each other but he doesn't want to break that friendship. We've been constantly talking for 3months and it hurts knowing that he's suppressing his feelings and doesn't want to think of me as a girl but as a girl best friend. He's gentleman. He's understanding. He's always there when needed. And I'd do the same but he doesn't want to add label to everything. He's making me cry. He's breaking my heart knowing that I'm not that beautiful and all ladies he encounters is gorgeous and hot as hell. They don't use filters on photos while I do. It hurts. Gonna come back a year if we're still best friends. UPDATE: A lot of you had been waiting for this and here I am. I will tell you a story that lasted a year. Brace yourself for it's not as good as you might think. After my comment here, I built myself and confessed to him. I told him that I like him. I didn't received any response, only a small laugh. After this confession, nothing change between us. We played and talked. Laughed and cried. Month had passed and I asked him if we are together and he said yes. Basically, I made him mine, right? We are officially in a relationship. That was the moment I could never forget. My face was heating and my heart was pounding. We made so many memories together. Nothing much happens anyways just found some new friends and a little kiddo who becomes our little son when we're together. Our little one lives far from us so we plan on coming to that our so-called son. Then one day, that little son of ours leave and didn't come back for so many months. But, our promise for that kid never stop. For months of being together, we face different kinds of struggles, fights, laughs, and problems. A lot had happen. Our first meet in person was so magical that I'd like to stay in that moment. I'd like to stay in that place forever. Last month, November 19, 2023. Was our last meet cause he's going back to his hometown. It was so short and brief. We hugged and kissed before he flew back. Our time of being together becomes less. We would talk in the evening because he's busy with his studies. We would do video calls and sleep calls. One time, just days ago, I looked for him. I wanna talk to him 'coz I missed him. I hyped up and jump down to his social media profile. Mentioned him to talk to me. Later that night, my body froze with a message that pops up with his name as a sender. The words that I don't wanna read made it's on way to me. "Let's stop this" his words that made me lose everything that I had planned. He told me that he met a girl on September and he liked her. They are already talking for three months until now. The girl didn't know that I am his girlfriend and she found it because of my nosiness in his socials. She found it. He wants to break up with me and he want me to tell her that I'm just a best friend and there's nothing between us. God, it's still making me cry. It happened days ago. He didn't even apologize for what he did. He curse me. He told me he loved her and he couldn't live without her. He told me to chat her, to tell her that me, being his girlfriend, is a prank and that I am just a best friend. He told me that we are just sticking together for the sake of our little one whom we waited for so long but will never come back. He told me that we're sticking for nothing. He told me that she can make him smile and she can comfort him. He told me that I'm not enough. He told me that he's not into LDR. He told me that he wants someone he can talk and bond personally with. I was so hurt that I almost lost myself. I almost killed myself for not being enough. He gave me a big trauma that will lasts. In the end, I'm still his best friend. He broke me, I broke them too because of my nosiness. Just yesterday, he told me that they're working it out. He told me that I am still his best friend no matter what but not as lovers anymore. He even told me that our 32-rule will remains and he will accomplish that promise. That's the end of my one year love with him. Anyways, I'm still listening to this song but with a sad smile and a broken heart.
Anyone else here after the news broke out? This song is special to me, but there are so many other great artists out there who you can find that haven't sexually assaulted anyone.
@@JoshKlassenn Yeah! That's valid too and up to you. I'm just pointing out that there's also a ton of other great indie artists out there too that you can choose to support.
I wanna be like this platonically to all 3 of my best friends. Yes, I have 3 but they've all saved me in some way shape or form. I really want them to listen to this song and hopefully think that I've done the same for them as they have for me. Edit: The 3 best friends has gone down to 2 but might creep back up to 3 again, just with someone else :)
I sent this song to my best friend more than a year ago..her name was "shiro"...and now we don't talk anymore..and i feel in shame to how things went out between us...but shiro if you ever read this comment..i want you to know i still miss you with every minute passing and i appreciate your friendship...i hope you got more friends now..and got comfortable with your life...i have nothing against you...just smile and be happy with your life. If someone liked this comment i appreciate it i want her to see this. ..thx❤
I lost my best friend.... She just ignored me and I got sad. Now here I am listening to this song thinking how I could have been a better friend to her. Up to this day everytime I listen to this song I remember the good times I had with her.
@@faizsadri973 hehe sorry if I replied late but how can you say that? I just said that the part of that lyrics hit me hard because it has a deep meaning so how can you be so sure that no one love's me?...
no because this song and sunflower make me feel things i cannot describe. nonetheless it just gives me so much happiness and nostalgia, and just makes me appreciate what life is and to make the best of it. thank you rex orange county
That girl was a big big part of my life she was my best friend then my girlfriend but quarantine started and they moved away few years later we were grown up she came back I still see her we would see each other sometimes and walk by each other although I don't talk wit her anymore I'm just glad as strangers now she still remembers me
Liriknya relate banget sih ini. Untuk yang sedang mengalami cerita seperti lagu ini, semoga Tuhan memberi hadiah yang luar biasa setelah kita merasakan pahitnya kenyataan bahwa dia tidak ditakdirkan untuk kita. Tetap semangat, jangan putus asa dan jangan menyalahkan Tuhan, karena Tuhan lebih tau mana yang terbaik untuk kita.
ok and, you think the people that has a crush on their best friends don't enjoy/appreciate the song? Analyze your comment critically and think if it makes any logical sense.
*COMMENTS* 60%: really sad story about friendzone 20%: "I don't even have a best friend lol" 10%: "I married my best friend lol" 10%: coronavirus jokes
When i first discovered this song on this same video, it had a luttle under 1million. I'm glad rex blew up since he helped me through hard times since 2017☺️
Strangers, to friends, to best friends, to fights, to making up, going in circles, to girlfriends, to best friends, to friends, to acquaintances, to strangers. We went in circles and I hate you but I miss you, “I still wanna break your heart and make you cry.”
She was my bestfriend, became my girlfriend, my favorite girl and now we're just strangers. Life sucks but, Im happy that she became a big part of my life.
@@charlimander_ i love that person to the point its fine breaking my own heart and I think its the best decision I should do, maybe in another life we can try:)
The first time i heard this Song was 2 years ago, now I came back and it’s still good, I just suddenly remembered it and wanted to listen it soooooooo bad
This song is an underrated masterpiece. I remember I listened to this song a few months ago and I didn’t care for it as much, but now that I listen to it again I’m just like “Wow!….I love this song!” ❤️😂
I'm daydreaming every time I hear this song. It feels like everything is in control between me and my lover. To my future someone, “I can't wait to be your number one, I’ll be your biggest fan”. ♥️♥️♥️
Yes, we tried being together. And yes, we weren't made for each other. Yes, we could try again. And yes, It still would end it tears. {UPDATE: It gets better. I've unexpectedly found a new guy. He wants to be with me. He wants to make it work. It's true, you have to love someone who loves you, instead of someone really cool. Everyone can find their person.}
doesn't this song just give u some major summer vibes and make u want to go on an adventure to the beach to go see the sunset with ur friends or is that just me
When you realize this song is just a person who someone else liked them but they didn't like them back then they ended up liking them now their too late
R Claire same but it isn’t working out it just seems like he has no more interest and just doesn’t want anything to do about it even though he was the one that wanted it to work out but it doesn’t seem like it since the reason I broke up with him was because we stopped texting and talking for a month.
I'm in love with my best friend right now, and we talked to eachother about it and even though we feel the same, it's best if we just stay as friends. I listen to this song on a daily basis trying to get over him but I don't think I can-
I met a guy online in 2022 and who is my bestfriend now. He had a girlfriend when i had feelings for him but now they broke up and i dont really have feelings for him ig?.its just my mood sometimes i love him and sometimes dont haha. And he keeps giving me mixed feelings bro. That dude literally sends me cute videos that says "this could be us" but he also talks about that one girl from his class to me. I think he likes her ig.the main thing is that im afraid if he really liked me but couldn't say it and i would just assume him as a friend. And even our friendship will end. This is literally the best friendship i have ever had in my life even tho its online. I really adore him so muchhh and want to know if he is really into me. Sometimes i also wanna ask him abt this but i overthink if it will destroy our friendship instead:(( Edit: well.... he asked if i could be his sister💀(i said yes beacuse i did not wanted to make it awkward) and he sent me a video that said "thankyou for being my unbiological sister" bahaha. Thought i was getting friendzoned but instead got sisterzoned lol. And the pain in the ass to write this bro i was just starting to get feelings for him😔. But nvm and i should keep distance from him now ig cuz i dont want to increase my feelings more for him.
I think you got your comment a little too... short... let me fix that Shout out to the people who are listening to this song at midnight with speakers that are fully blasted
theres a girl who ive been best friends with for 9 years by now i had a crush on her for a month ..and i told myself that if i still had a crush for 1 more month, ill tell her (stupid i know) and 1 month came, and i did confess. i prepared myself to be rejected, but suprisingly she also had crush on me and we didn't go beyond that. but we decided that we liked how things were UP TO NOW WE'RE STILL BEST FRIENDS ❤️
The ''scroll down to the comments and still listen'' group
Present sir.
Sup man.
Wassup
Scrolling through the comments is fun
May I join?
He was 17 and I was 17
Now I'm 25 and he is still 17
Brother I miss you 🥀🥀🥀
im sorry...and rip your bro.
I understand man.. i hope you get better
Rest in peace. Your brother is in a much beautiful place.
lol
@@rielmaeler4974 how could you say that
15 years of friendship and now 3 years lovers.
This is our favorite song
Cute
so whats the progress?
yea how is it going dude
@@harenawx6111 we're both 3rd year in college, she's in the medical field, Im in the engineering. we're 4 years lovers now.
@@burlurk3909i was just about to ask this but damn what a life you are living i also wished the same relationship life as yours but welp, it is what it is
If I'm alive after 5 years I'll come back to this song and see if it still hurts.
Up
How are you doing at the moment?
Same, but are you okay
Cool. It’s been five months actually- not years but it’s something
Well how you doing now?
"I should've stayed at home" hits different now
YOUR PFP- AHAHAHA
Oml I never thought of that oloppo
...damn... you right
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Now we dont
3:02 everyones favourite part
Jack sounds exactly like him
Thank U
Thank u bestie
I'm pretty sure ik what fandom you are a part of 😂 it's ok me too.
Aaaa yes
It reminds me a lot of 2020, the weather, the blue sky, the amazing sunset, the walks, the long baths, the iced coffee, the tiktok dances, where I was happy in the midst of a pandemic, reminds me when I got dressed up for a boy to look at me, and think I was beautiful, Sunday afternoons were incredible, I slept late, woke up early, reminds me a little of 2019, the sunset, getting ready for school, the waking hours at 5 am the life I wanted back.
Omg, are we sharing the same experience? You literally explain my life in 2020. I hope you are doing well in 2022
Yep, same
hated 2020
omg yah i feel we the same🥺
miss this vibes😭
For me it reminds me of late 2017. Graduated high school, had a huge break up with someone who could've been my fiancee, and got into a uni that was really fancy so everything was moving too fast for me. Song got me through all of that.
Not long ago I was blasting this song over and over and over suffering with how I felt about my best friend. But recently I asked her out and she said yes, now this song has a completely different meaning in my mind. I think its so amazing that so many people have shared how this song has impacted their life or just their take on it
Careful now dating your bestfrind can be risky especially if you loose them its a bong you might just never get back
my best friend figured it out herself in my case, like she confronted and made me accept my feelings towards her herself :/ i did know that someday if I were to confess we'd still be friends because she's a very understanding person, and well we did decide to keep it as friends for reasons so yeah. :/ Still does hurt but okay
hows it going with her bro
When rex said
"I see all these people that love me but i still feel alone"
Bro i really feel that.
Lesther Guzman same lul
I can totally relate
Same:(
exactly
**internally becomes a waterfall** sorry can't relate
1:56 for some reason this part of the song always makes me happy
I like 3:02 :)
me too lmao
God is a Kimlip SAmE-
But best friend zoned
@@rrii2705
Yeah, but like imagine that as the song of an edit of your favorite ship or of the love of your life: The song starts slow, with sad scenes, suddenly the beat drops and it gets faster and so do the images and you're nodding to the rhythm and super happy. Just imagine that...
2/22/2022
Happy Birthday, Pat.
It's been more than 3 years since we broke up and you're still my favorite girl.
rip.. but i still wanna say shes the chosen one for two things, getting to be your girlfriend and the date!
These lyrics will crush you once you’ve been in this situation
imagine two people far apart thinking of each other while listening to this song.
salty suga hope so...
Cute 💕
After I read ur comment I cried
Do NOT ask me why
Me fr rn.
OoooOOoOOoooOHHhhHHhHhhHHh~~~~~
This is the type of song you smoke to at like 2AM in the summer and you think about all the love you could have in your life
Jaxson King trueeee
Jaxson King im literally doing this but its 12am yikes
Jaxson King exactly what I was doing when i found this song
Smoking is bad
normal abnormal boy there's a lot of things that are bad but people still do it
We used to talk during quarantine last year. Always got something to say. The emojis he used to add while texting. But since everything went back to normal, and everyone is busy... We never talk anymore. Now he's just gone completely. I started noticed how the way he texted change everyday until he fades away. We'd still see each other, walk pass by.. but as strangers. I'm glad we were once good friends.
ily
she was my rival, my friend, my favorite person, my loved one, now were just strangers with memories
im happy she found someone better than me.
agreed
It makes me sad that I dont have a crush. It sounds really nice to like someone that way, but at the same time it confuses me if I genuinely like that person or I just like the idea of liking someone.
Having a crush on someone sounds cool and enjoyable but hey, there's a reason why it's called a "Crush"
i have the same dilemma lol, maybe i just like the overall butterflies and craving of human touch, the warmth and don't really care who i get it from .....:
Samee but oh well :]
I get butterflies when I think about love but I don’t even have a crush. People who have crushes don’t want them but I wanna be able to love someone, and have a nice story, and develop a cute relationship.
Your comment reminded me of 500 days of summer. Such a great movie, highly recommend it!
Losing a best friend hurts more than any breakup
Same like me I lost my boyfriend bc my boyfriend like my bestie so me and my bestie and my ex no more I have been going hard life
Fuck my stupid life 😌
agree
No no listen. A breakup with your best friend tho-
Yes and that on your birthday
I mean if i only know that they were using me from the start i would've left her painless but she literally mock my dad so i left her with no regrets
I showed my male bff this song, so he said it's our song minus the "break your heart and make you cry." He's liked me since, like, 5th grade and we're about to go into high school lol. Yesterday, we were on call and he said, "I wanna be your favourite boy." He's the best.
I wonder if my guy bestfriend will do the same cause I'm planning to make him listen to this song too. hahaha
@@user-oy6uy3pz1g lol
@@ur.fav.keelan I changed my mind. Hahahaha
Banana
@@cyrusvillaruel4366 banana
You know what, this is one of the most relatable and bittersweet songs I've ever listened to in my late teenage years.
Even with the many friends that I look forward to seeing everyday, I still feel so lonely, even though I know that they do really love and care for me.
Except, there is this one girl I've always liked and made me feel truly happy. She made me feel as if I was important.
The thing that really saddens me is that, we'll maybe never romantically love each other, but despite that reality, I still try my very hardest to be her biggest fan and to show that she is a big part of my life.
In the end, she is my favourite girl, and I am her favourite boy, we're besties, and right now, that's all the motivation I need to wake up everyday.
❤
she's gone. i miss her so much. she's shared so many fond memories with me, putting makeup on me, painting my nails, saving my ass at a party while i was drunk, depicting me as a monkey in her drawings as banter, making me origami hearts and just being there.
but now, she fucking hates me, i tried talking to her, but she won't even give me the satisfaction of at least telling me why.
i fucking miss her, but i'll never forgive her for doing that to me, teaching me how it feels to be loved and actually cared about, then just fucking throw me away like nothing ever happened.
she is the reason why i have sleepless nights and countless scars on my forearms, wondering where i went wrong.
i wish her well, but, she changed. i don't know if i can trust someone like that next time, i don't want to be hurt again.
update update, tldr; i grew a pair and talked to her, she sat me down for a chat, and now, we are good friends again. not as good as before but im hopeful that things will grow as time passes.
i was the main problem. she was not mad, but needed time alone, the idiot i was 6 months ago interpreted it wrong.
late september to early november was a pretty rough, i burnt bridges and lost a close buddy and my day one friend to misdiagnosed GBS.
during a moment of grief, i had the epiphany that if i can't help the fact that i'm getting feces thrown at me from life, i can still do something about it. why curl into a ball and cry?
i still was scared, but im glad i grew the balls to talk to her.
it turns out that she had wanted to talk to me for awhile, except that she was waiting for me to talk to her first.
do i regret cutting myself off from her life for 6 months? no.
i was a complete (for a lack of a better word) degenerate. i was dependent, i took too many things to the heart, i was too clingy, i involved other people in my personal burden, and at worst, i was an addict (oxycodone).
she was my rock, but i have caused her great pains by including her in my burdens. worst part was that she did, in-fact help me stop taking oxycodone recreationally.
that did come at a cost. she did not help, but instead replaced it. she was, to put very bluntly, a sentient dopamine dripbag.
the same way i abused oxycontin, i abused her.
obviously, i wasn't friends with her just because i wanted the dopamine high, but because i found joy in being around her, and she found joy being around me.
the 6 months of isolation has changed me, i knew that i had to self-assess and act on my problems. i am now mostly independent, i keep my own burdens to myself, i am clean from drugs, and i don't give a shit anymore.
it's crazy how the mind omits certain lyrics depending on the mindset you carry. i initally only cared about the lyrics about being the "favourite". however, the lyrics that stick to me now is that "i could've made her mine, but no it wasn't made to be". that's exactly how it was, at any moment, i could have confessed my love for her but it simply wouldn't work if she had felt the same way anyway, i had too many problems and we both cared too much, i was drowning and she was willing to drown with me.
a new leaf has turned. although we have taken a backseat in eachothers lives, i have changed from a childish and conniving little bitch to a mature person, and that i have new found hope that her and i grow from the renewed friendship we had built up again from the bottom of the rubble.
I’ve read all your comments on this song and I’d just like to say damn that hit close to home it’s too similar to what I’m going through but thanks for sharing it let’s me know I’m not the only idiot who’s done stuff for a girl thanks man
From strangers to best friends to friends to acquaintances to strangers with memories, maybe it's better this way.
This quote is so sad and cringe but sad
Pog pfp
This is....deep
@@shantyeah and your name is bootiful-
@@fredweasley189 thanks:)
*"I wanna be the one that makes your day"*
*"the one you think about as you lie awake"*
*”I can’t wait to be your number one”*
“i’ll be your biggest fan, and you’ll be mine”
"But I still wanna break your heart and make you cry"
*"but won't you wait"*
This song compliments us well. I'm ready to be in a relationship with him but he's afraid of commitment. I know we both like each other but he doesn't want to break that friendship. We've been constantly talking for 3months and it hurts knowing that he's suppressing his feelings and doesn't want to think of me as a girl but as a girl best friend. He's gentleman. He's understanding. He's always there when needed. And I'd do the same but he doesn't want to add label to everything. He's making me cry. He's breaking my heart knowing that I'm not that beautiful and all ladies he encounters is gorgeous and hot as hell. They don't use filters on photos while I do. It hurts.
Gonna come back a year if we're still best friends.
UPDATE: A lot of you had been waiting for this and here I am. I will tell you a story that lasted a year. Brace yourself for it's not as good as you might think. After my comment here, I built myself and confessed to him. I told him that I like him. I didn't received any response, only a small laugh. After this confession, nothing change between us. We played and talked. Laughed and cried. Month had passed and I asked him if we are together and he said yes. Basically, I made him mine, right? We are officially in a relationship. That was the moment I could never forget. My face was heating and my heart was pounding.
We made so many memories together. Nothing much happens anyways just found some new friends and a little kiddo who becomes our little son when we're together. Our little one lives far from us so we plan on coming to that our so-called son. Then one day, that little son of ours leave and didn't come back for so many months. But, our promise for that kid never stop.
For months of being together, we face different kinds of struggles, fights, laughs, and problems. A lot had happen. Our first meet in person was so magical that I'd like to stay in that moment. I'd like to stay in that place forever. Last month, November 19, 2023. Was our last meet cause he's going back to his hometown. It was so short and brief. We hugged and kissed before he flew back.
Our time of being together becomes less. We would talk in the evening because he's busy with his studies. We would do video calls and sleep calls.
One time, just days ago, I looked for him. I wanna talk to him 'coz I missed him. I hyped up and jump down to his social media profile. Mentioned him to talk to me. Later that night, my body froze with a message that pops up with his name as a sender. The words that I don't wanna read made it's on way to me. "Let's stop this" his words that made me lose everything that I had planned. He told me that he met a girl on September and he liked her. They are already talking for three months until now. The girl didn't know that I am his girlfriend and she found it because of my nosiness in his socials. She found it. He wants to break up with me and he want me to tell her that I'm just a best friend and there's nothing between us. God, it's still making me cry. It happened days ago. He didn't even apologize for what he did. He curse me. He told me he loved her and he couldn't live without her. He told me to chat her, to tell her that me, being his girlfriend, is a prank and that I am just a best friend. He told me that we are just sticking together for the sake of our little one whom we waited for so long but will never come back. He told me that we're sticking for nothing. He told me that she can make him smile and she can comfort him. He told me that I'm not enough. He told me that he's not into LDR. He told me that he wants someone he can talk and bond personally with. I was so hurt that I almost lost myself. I almost killed myself for not being enough. He gave me a big trauma that will lasts. In the end, I'm still his best friend. He broke me, I broke them too because of my nosiness. Just yesterday, he told me that they're working it out. He told me that I am still his best friend no matter what but not as lovers anymore. He even told me that our 32-rule will remains and he will accomplish that promise. That's the end of my one year love with him.
Anyways, I'm still listening to this song but with a sad smile and a broken heart.
you're gorgeous too best friend(:
Retweet
But, ur rabbit :(
I hope i don't see your come back next year (not in a negative way just so it means that you started dating or even got engaged ✨✨🙌)
same...🙃
2024 BABY who's still here
Me🖐️
Me
This song is dedicated to my fridge during this quarantine.
Mine too lol
Mood
YAAAAAAS
Mine too tolol, anjing
Periodt
"You better trust me when i tell you there ain't no one else more beautiful in this damn world."
im dying. he always did say i was the most beautiful.
Wow Usagi :p
You better trust me when I tell you that there ain’t no one else more beautiful than you in this damn world
his music made me feel safe and now here we are.
Anyone else here after the news broke out?
This song is special to me, but there are so many other great artists out there who you can find that haven't sexually assaulted anyone.
i feel like you can still like the art, just not the artist
@@JoshKlassenn Yeah! That's valid too and up to you. I'm just pointing out that there's also a ton of other great indie artists out there too that you can choose to support.
@@hunibear2193 i guess you can keep listening to Rex since he didnt sexually assault anyone!
They dropped the charges, they were false :/
everyone : *says story about having crush on bff*
me : yOu'rE goNna WanNA bE my BEsT FriENd baBEeEh
It really be like that
Tik tok: hipity hopity this is my property
Me too aah
@@iihaunted3314 fr though
Dagmara mazy yusssss I’m the 1K liker hehe
*we may not be friends, we may not be enemies, just strangers with memories…*
THAT BE HITTIN DIFFERENT
o7
damn...
Me: all fine loving my friends
* 2 years later*
Me now: wanting them back and crying to music who has always got my back...
I wanna be like this platonically to all 3 of my best friends. Yes, I have 3 but they've all saved me in some way shape or form. I really want them to listen to this song and hopefully think that I've done the same for them as they have for me.
Edit: The 3 best friends has gone down to 2 but might creep back up to 3 again, just with someone else :)
2 years later and now I realize what u meant... damn
Same
yea
Damn same
Feel happy that you grew to be able to see things you couldn't see before.
?
Who here to just enjoy the music and not be sad?
My friend showed me this and im glad he did
Finally goddamn, been waiting for someone to not be making fun of fake depression and being sad but instead just listening to the song.
I just comed here because a tiktok of mayapolarbear, so i'm here just to enjoy the music
Im not
Hoho, finally someone who only goes for the good ol music and not doin some "depression" shid
I sent this song to my best friend more than a year ago..her name was "shiro"...and now we don't talk anymore..and i feel in shame to how things went out between us...but shiro if you ever read this comment..i want you to know i still miss you with every minute passing and i appreciate your friendship...i hope you got more friends now..and got comfortable with your life...i have nothing against you...just smile and be happy with your life.
If someone liked this comment i appreciate it
i want her to see this.
..thx❤
ive been listening this song since 2019 lmao it always makes me cry idk why
Me too. 😑
Welcome ppl with good taste in music 🍂
Thanksss
h e l l o.🍃
Hi!😄
I came here from tik tok sorry
honored to be here
I imagine my crush singing this to me
"I wanna be your favorite boyyyy"
sueña beby JAJAJAJ igual no sabe español -_- creo xd
and then, but I still wanna break you heart and make you cry😅
same
@@alshoun7778 oh-💀
Same but with girl :,)
I didn't know there would be a song that actually tells exactly how you feel every day, but i guess it really does
I lost my best friend.... She just ignored me and I got sad. Now here I am listening to this song thinking how I could have been a better friend to her. Up to this day everytime I listen to this song I remember the good times I had with her.
i'm just feeling the same-
I just saw a tiktok video of this and it was a golden retriever being cute and growing up
For me was a white samoyed.
Sheifry Barrera for me too!
For me it was a cat licking the girls ice cream and she made one for it
I saw it too😍 that’s why I’m here
I came from a video of a girl playing with a baby chicken
Having crush on your bestfriend is so hard because you are a bestfriend 😞
Jam Guialil OMFG YESSSSSSS
Its awkward being on the other side
Ify hays
:((
I relate so much 💜
Even though she likes someone else, I'll always be there for her.
That's what best friends are for, right?
it's so nice that people share their thoughts and experiences in their life :)
Rex Orange County :
In sunflower : I don't wanna see you crying
In Best friend : But I still wanna break your heart and make you cry
Me : *CoNfuSiNg*
Mattéo Boni what a confusing combination dude
Right
@Minho Li-Song that was humoristic
@Minho Li-Song fkdkdhzoxbsldke so funny
In sunflower ITS the girl the one that doesnt want to see him crying
"Cause right now I see all these people who love me.But I still feel alone."
Damn that hit me hard
Stop lying. No one love you
@@faizsadri973 That's just mean.
@@faizsadri973 hehe sorry if I replied late but how can you say that?
I just said that the part of that lyrics hit me hard because it has a deep meaning so how can you be so sure that no one love's me?...
I dont know you..... But i love you....
@@AsomsomA aww thanks you just made my day!
" I have no regrets on meeting you Friend, should the day every come that we are not together. You will continue to shine like Gold, in My Memories. "
no because this song and sunflower make me feel things i cannot describe. nonetheless it just gives me so much happiness and nostalgia, and just makes me appreciate what life is and to make the best of it. thank you rex orange county
Ｉ ｗａｎｎａ ｂｅ ｔｈｅ ｏｎｅ ｔｈａｔ ｍａｋｅｓ ｙｏｕｒ ｄａｙ
Ｔｈｅ ｏｎｅ ｙｏｕ ｔｈｉｎｋ ａｂｏｕｔ ａｓ ｙｏｕ ｌｉｅ ａｗａｋｅ -
❤️
💕
💗
Omg how do you do that font???
The song and the comment were perfectly connected when I read this
Hi people with a good taste of music.
Hi
Hey
Hi there 👋🏻🤗
Hii
Hello!
That girl was a big big part of my life she was my best friend then my girlfriend but quarantine started and they moved away few years later we were grown up she came back I still see her we would see each other sometimes and walk by each other although I don't talk wit her anymore I'm just glad as strangers now she still remembers me
Liriknya relate banget sih ini.
Untuk yang sedang mengalami cerita seperti lagu ini, semoga Tuhan memberi hadiah yang luar biasa setelah kita merasakan pahitnya kenyataan bahwa dia tidak ditakdirkan untuk kita.
Tetap semangat, jangan putus asa dan jangan menyalahkan Tuhan, karena Tuhan lebih tau mana yang terbaik untuk kita.
Cov19: exist
People that caught cov19: 0:00
You deserve to be pinned
" I should've stay at home "
nice
THIS COMMENT DESERVES MORE LIKES OMG
😂😂😂😂😂
Everyone: I HaVe A cRuSh oN mY Best friend
Me: Sits in my room thinking * I don't even have a best friend to like* lol
ok and, you think the people that has a crush on their best friends don't enjoy/appreciate the song? Analyze your comment critically and think if it makes any logical sense.
XD its ok. I apologize for my rude reply. Yeah, my best friend is a girl too haha.
@@beurredecacahuete9386 Dude it's a joke why are you so angry lmao
@@casketbutter1660 because my name is angry mcdonald's french fries
I have 3 bestfriends
They are all guys
No homo
Ahh I remember listening this song on repeat, good old times :)
i feel like I wanna cry and happy at the same time when i listen to this song 🙂
*COMMENTS*
60%: really sad story about friendzone
20%: "I don't even have a best friend lol"
10%: "I married my best friend lol"
10%: coronavirus jokes
Hi
tru..
ur pfp... *I l o v e i t*
:v
Michelle Orsini periodt
maybe he didnt know he was my favorite boy
or maybe i didnt know i was his favorite girl
but this song is right
we werent made for each other.
shiiiit
@@rafaeterna1081 frl😭
Oh honey noo just give it a few years lol boys ain't shit until mid 20's 😂
@@sparkle7653 ok but this happened to me maybe you have a point
Same
*this song makes me wanna cry in a good and bad way, the melody is so majestic yet the lyrics are just depressing..*
+++
this song is bringing back so many memories
The feels my guy, the feels
Julian Lanier if you don’t mind me asking, what happened?
:")
Julian Lanier yess same
If i like this comment I will get u to 1k
Hi, again.
I know this isn’t your first time here.
huh
it is
@@number009 it isnt anymore
@@a.b5263 yeh
How do you know?😭
When i first discovered this song on this same video, it had a luttle under 1million. I'm glad rex blew up since he helped me through hard times since 2017☺️
Strangers, to friends, to best friends, to fights, to making up, going in circles, to girlfriends, to best friends, to friends, to acquaintances, to strangers. We went in circles and I hate you but I miss you, “I still wanna break your heart and make you cry.”
She was my bestfriend, became my girlfriend, my favorite girl and now we're just strangers.
Life sucks but, Im happy that she became a big part of my life.
Sorry for you bro, it will get better, it always does :)
Come on man, this is the perfect moment in your life to start lifting
Feel u bro :/
For me she was my bestfriend since we were 2nd grade till 8th grade were college now were like completely strangers
Facts!
Another episode of ‘breaking my own heart instead of breaking our friendship’
Same here * internet hug *
@@charlimander_ i love that person to the point its fine breaking my own heart and I think its the best decision I should do, maybe in another life we can try:)
@@imblue7096 ah, it's the same with me. I hope that in another life you get to be together and live a happy life
@@imblue7096 you didn't have to drop facts that hard
//*cries tears
@@Karankaravadra truth hurts buddy:
"The pain still inside of me"
It's part of my life already
The first time i heard this Song was 2 years ago, now I came back and it’s still good, I just suddenly remembered it and wanted to listen it soooooooo bad
i accidentally clicked this. and it was the best accident i ever made.
anne polengg lmao me too
Try the cavetown version.
Me too
Sameee
I was the worst accident ever :)
this song got me emotionally happy I love it✨🌹
SAME HERE
Same here. He told me before he leaves that I better listen to this song..... and it hurts.
how it can make u happy :( its so fricking sad
check out cavetown for more great songs like this, btw this is just a cover
hi people from years ago
This song is an underrated masterpiece. I remember I listened to this song a few months ago and I didn’t care for it as much, but now that I listen to it again I’m just like “Wow!….I love this song!” ❤️😂
I'm daydreaming every time I hear this song. It feels like everything is in control between me and my lover.
To my future someone, “I can't wait to be your number one, I’ll be your biggest fan”. ♥️♥️♥️
everyone listening to this cuz their hurt:
Me listening to it cuz its just good🗿
Same
lmfaoo same, my online bestfriend just recommended this to me
I listen to it in both situations
Tienen la letra ñ?
Someone on Twitter said imagine Seungmin (of Stray Kids) covering this song and omg
Who else in quarantine chilling to this song??🙋🏻♂️
✋
🙋
Here haha
Right here 👋😆
Me🙋🏽♀️
I was 15 and he was 15
Now i’m 20 and he’s still 15
I miss you so much honey ❤️
:((
The girl i like sent me this video... I can already tell by the title... Anyway, this is a great song
The song is a love song tho
"I STILL WANNA BE YOUR FAVORITE GIRL"
I WANNA BE THE ONE WHO MAKES YOUR DAY
THE ONE U THINK ABOUT AS U LIE AWAKE
AND ICANT WAIT TO BE YOUR NUMBER,YOUR NUMBER ONE
I’LL BE YOURE BIGGEST FAN AND YOU’LL BE MINE
BUT I STILL WANNA BREAK YOUR HEART AND MAKE YOU CRY
Yes, we tried being together.
And yes, we weren't made for each other.
Yes, we could try again.
And yes, It still would end it tears.
{UPDATE: It gets better. I've unexpectedly found a new guy. He wants to be with me. He wants to make it work. It's true, you have to love someone who loves you, instead of someone really cool. Everyone can find their person.}
omg its like you told my story.
stine watson same tbh
I dated this boy I used to like but I didn’t feel the same anymore and I broke his heart
And I kinda miss him
Fuck
It's been 5yrs I still listen to this song it's the best💖💖
welp, don’t think we’re gonna wanna be his best friend anymore
"I wasn't made for you and you weren't made for me"
This hits differently when you're both perfect for each other but just not in a romantic light
i’m gonna take legal action against you for this comment
tru
this^^
Yes, this comment ^
THIS COMMENT OMFOFMFOM
doesn't this song just give u some major summer vibes and make u want to go on an adventure to the beach to go see the sunset with ur friends or is that just me
Mandy H every day
No me too
Mandy H YES
I actually heard this song at the beach and I had to know what song it was and here I am ♡
Mandy H I want to be on top of a hill at California looking at the stars and smoking weed
Greatest music of all times
Truly my comfort song during tough times during the time my mom was in the hospital this song would clam me but sadly she passed
Take care yall. Everything will be okay someday for sure.
yeah the day i die for sure
For sure ❤
Cocaine fixes everything
@@seijohfucker9973 Please don't bring your addicted ass right here. You're just embarassing yourself.
Thank you I really needed this
When you realize this song is just a person
who someone else liked them but they didn't like them back then they ended up liking them now their too late
Wait....WHAT?
thank you I needed that summary
like finn and bubble gum princess
This happened to me and it sucks
Heyitsjuju But Princess Bubblegum never liked him
I just love them so much.
A friend of mine from Colombia recommend this song to me and I love it so much.
I’m loving a boy I know I can’t have💖
Never say that you can't
Best username ever
coincidence ?
Shawn mendes 😔
Sameee!!
Mood
This song gives me "we broke up but we're genuinely still best friends" vibes. How me and my ex are trying to be at the moment.
R Claire same!!!😊👌😍
R Claire same but it isn’t working out it just seems like he has no more interest and just doesn’t want anything to do about it even though he was the one that wanted it to work out but it doesn’t seem like it since the reason I broke up with him was because we stopped texting and talking for a month.
Me and my ex are best friends now 😊😊😊😊
Luis Ramrod congrats 🤷🏻♀️
same but ehh
I'm in love with my best friend right now, and we talked to eachother about it and even though we feel the same, it's best if we just stay as friends. I listen to this song on a daily basis trying to get over him but I don't think I can-
I met a guy online in 2022 and who is my bestfriend now. He had a girlfriend when i had feelings for him but now they broke up and i dont really have feelings for him ig?.its just my mood sometimes i love him and sometimes dont haha. And he keeps giving me mixed feelings bro. That dude literally sends me cute videos that says "this could be us" but he also talks about that one girl from his class to me. I think he likes her ig.the main thing is that im afraid if he really liked me but couldn't say it and i would just assume him as a friend. And even our friendship will end. This is literally the best friendship i have ever had in my life even tho its online. I really adore him so muchhh and want to know if he is really into me. Sometimes i also wanna ask him abt this but i overthink if it will destroy our friendship instead:((
Edit: well.... he asked if i could be his sister💀(i said yes beacuse i did not wanted to make it awkward) and he sent me a video that said "thankyou for being my unbiological sister" bahaha. Thought i was getting friendzoned but instead got sisterzoned lol. And the pain in the ass to write this bro i was just starting to get feelings for him😔. But nvm and i should keep distance from him now ig cuz i dont want to increase my feelings more for him.
shoutout to the people who are listening to this song at midnight .
Me 🙋♀️
I think you got your comment a little too... short... let me fix that
Shout out to the people who are listening to this song at midnight with speakers that are fully blasted
I do 😂
Ayeee immmm hereeee
@@warhogpig336 I'm here too. 1:14AM
theres a girl who ive been best friends with for 9 years by now
i had a crush on her for a month
..and i told myself that if i still had a crush for 1 more month, ill tell her (stupid i know)
and 1 month came, and i did confess.
i prepared myself to be rejected, but suprisingly she also had crush on me
and we didn't go beyond that.
but we decided that we liked how things were
UP TO NOW WE'RE STILL BEST FRIENDS ❤️
nadine sandoval awwww
nadine sandoval thats so cute :)
Same last name gang
(sixth letter in the alphabet)
Are you kidding? This is literally what happened to me
this song gave me goose bumps 😭💕
love this song 💕
i wanna go to wherever this picture was taken.
Same, seeing this makes me wanna jump over something and sit on a edge with a friend.
misskeisha same omg
misskeisha I think it’s NY, on the Island of the Statue of Liberty
San Diego
You don’t trust me, it’s packed with tourist can’t even walk it’s so crowded
Who's here just to enjoy the song, but not having a crush on a bestfriend
im here😂
every top rated comment
I no longer have a crush /shrug
MEEEEE
me hahhahaha i dont even like anyone i know (like romantically)
THIS IS THE SONG I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR THE PAST 3 MINUTES