Sewerslvt - Hopelessness

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  • Опубліковано 9 чер 2019
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  • @qnaman
    @qnaman 4 роки тому +2964

    Silent hill, playstation themes, anime, and Girls Last tour. Excuse me, but I see you as soulmate.

    • @Shyrokaa
      @Shyrokaa 3 роки тому +183

      @Benjamin Schumacher we all simp for jvnko

    • @Griefhand
      @Griefhand 3 роки тому +112

      By extension I feel like a good chunk of the comment section are my soulmates, feelsgood

    • @shentaro
      @shentaro 3 роки тому +6

      M mom p

    • @IN-eb3lm
      @IN-eb3lm 3 роки тому +94

      This song title is basically the feeling of trying to find a desired soulmate in the ocean on people in this world, making it hard to sense. You either got lucky, find them through tough terrain, or come to a stopping point and abandon that journey to find “that one”. They exist, because think of how many people are on this world. Likely most are taken because you’re not the only one with that intention. It’s a big scramble. Not worth giving up for unless you’re ready for the other side of things.

    • @mkilo9770
      @mkilo9770 3 роки тому +37

      @@IN-eb3lm you either make an effort to meet new people and hope for the best, or give up and always feel alone. That’s what I’m getting.

  • @bob-fc3by
    @bob-fc3by 3 роки тому +781

    Silent Hill is such a gold mine for sad ambient beats.

    • @Awzuki
      @Awzuki 3 роки тому +2

      facts same with the movie

    • @centralmonkey420
      @centralmonkey420 3 роки тому +62

      @@Awzuki that's because the music for the movies are done by the same composer. Akira Yamaoka.

    • @Caim6311
      @Caim6311 2 роки тому +42

      Even though silent hills is a horror game I gotta admit their music is more calming rather than scary.

    • @bibabeatmann
      @bibabeatmann Рік тому +4

      fk i knew it sounded kinda home

  • @nuhxn
    @nuhxn 3 роки тому +1898

    The type of songs you listen to when the homies aren't around

    • @weltschmerz333
      @weltschmerz333 3 роки тому +83

      I showed sewerslvts music to my friends and they like it

    • @mikarose5148
      @mikarose5148 3 роки тому +33

      sike i bump this full blast and now it cant leave their head

    • @alexteebs
      @alexteebs 3 роки тому +84

      Bad homie alert

    • @zuzii9218
      @zuzii9218 2 роки тому +7

      not at all

    • @dudebro0481
      @dudebro0481 2 роки тому +53

      They ain’t your homies then.

  • @hammer4324
    @hammer4324 2 роки тому +770

    was listening to this with headphones, my 4 old sister asked what I was listening to, I lend her it and she liked it. Ended up looping it for 30 mins, I love her

    • @dovahking6514
      @dovahking6514 Рік тому +82

      uhh 4 year olds will like anything their older siblings like (speaking from experience). Just make sure she doesn't turn into an edgy emo girl or something. Show her some upbeat happy songs. Or classical if you want her to be a genius

    • @Lamb.L0inz
      @Lamb.L0inz Рік тому +167

      @@dovahking6514 💀Their sister can like whatever she wants, if she wants to get into breakcore and whatnot she should be allowed to, also she's literally 4?

    • @dovahking6514
      @dovahking6514 Рік тому +38

      @@Lamb.L0inz Like i said, 4 year olds will like whatever they're older siblings like. I didn't say thats not allowed lol. ive been the younger sibling so i know what im talking about. She deserves to explore her options, thats all :)

    • @Hopppp
      @Hopppp Рік тому +45

      @@dovahking6514 not true lol my brothers always hated the music I'm into

    • @Spacegeezer
      @Spacegeezer Рік тому +11

      @@dovahking6514 who cares

  • @stefanolozardo9711
    @stefanolozardo9711 3 роки тому +613

    Super Eye Patch Wolf is never wrong about good music.

  • @francoocchipinti9842
    @francoocchipinti9842 5 років тому +2522

    Is it good? Yes
    Does it bring back memories? Yeas
    Does it still hurts? H E L L Y E A H

    • @tostie3110
      @tostie3110 4 роки тому +41

      I got the whole manga series.... Big ouch, might've cried. Was sad they didn't finish the anime's story tho.

    • @scalingraze4618
      @scalingraze4618 4 роки тому

      still catchy for me? Yes

    • @red_response
      @red_response 4 роки тому

      @@tostie3110 Is there English text version?

    • @-hello6177
      @-hello6177 4 роки тому

      @@red_response Yes

    • @shionbruhgami
      @shionbruhgami 4 роки тому

      @@tostie3110 were each of the volumes around 15 usd?

  • @jaguraisbae7278
    @jaguraisbae7278 4 роки тому +1781

    "It's so peaceful"
    "It's hopeless"
    Yeah,
    I found peace.
    In hopelessness.

    • @crunchygarlicbread6701
      @crunchygarlicbread6701 3 роки тому +14

      deep

    • @kawosdhdos
      @kawosdhdos 3 роки тому +58

      How do you find peace in hopelessness? It's literally just despair. Not peaceful. Depressed people are usually hopeless and vice versa. I think the worst form of hopelessness is when hopelessness is actually the reality. For example, 3 men were trapped at the bottom of the ship and they couldn't escape. It would fill up if they tried to get out. If someone tried to enter, it would blow up from the gas. So they just had to remain in the same area. There was absolutely no hope for them. They had a calendar and counted all the days until their death. They lasted 16 days before they died. So they had 16 days to think about their deaths'. They experienced complete and utter hopelessness provably.

    • @guythe5241
      @guythe5241 3 роки тому +155

      @@kawosdhdos i think its more if the fact that its out of your hands, and to an eerie extent a form of free release from stress. Once you've accepted that fact it almost becomes gleeful. Thats why usually people whove experienced suicidal tendencies seem to show sign of extreme happiness before attempting to end their lives

    • @b.poru112
      @b.poru112 3 роки тому +64

      There's nothing more peaceful than accepting the inevitable.

    • @anna84259
      @anna84259 3 роки тому +76

      @@kawosdhdos Sometimes depressed people actually feel peace in their hopelessness. They're accepting everything and just go with the flow, only hoping that death will come soon. Can say as someone who experienced it. So your words don't really contradict original commenter's claims.

  • @Matcha_Green.
    @Matcha_Green. 4 роки тому +344

    This shit reminded me of the ending, and it still hurts...

    • @thegreenfather1978
      @thegreenfather1978 4 роки тому +22

      You mean the ending of the manga? Because it goes even further after the anime's ending...

    • @Silverfox1232
      @Silverfox1232 4 роки тому +4

      what's the name of the anime?

    • @Matcha_Green.
      @Matcha_Green. 4 роки тому +8

      shoujo shuumatsu ryokou

    • @thegreenfather1978
      @thegreenfather1978 4 роки тому +30

      @@Silverfox1232 Girls' Last Tour. It's a manga in 6 volumes (translated in english, too) with a 12 episodes anime adaptation. The adaptation is very good and very close to the manga, although it only covers the first four volumes.
      It's quite original and very touching. Miles from your classic "industrial" shounen anime. If you can afford buying it, please do!

    • @Griefhand
      @Griefhand 4 роки тому +10

      manga's ending is sad as hell fuck

  • @mikem0898
    @mikem0898 4 роки тому +725

    Nothing hits as hard as "Girls Last Tour" does. Last 3 episodes can ruin a man emotionally.

    • @tostie3110
      @tostie3110 4 роки тому +104

      Please read the manga if you can get into it. One of my all time favs, surprisingly enough...

    • @adxo
      @adxo 4 роки тому +7

      it did

    • @ty4515
      @ty4515 4 роки тому +57

      Make sure to read the manga it's been completed. Been awhile since I've gotten that weird depressing feeling after finishing a series

    • @hellouniverse5451
      @hellouniverse5451 4 роки тому +57

      Mike M "first let eat, sleep and figure it out tomorrow"

    • @clennius
      @clennius 4 роки тому +7

      man ive only seen the first episode and it hits hard

  • @duckve0322
    @duckve0322 4 роки тому +312

    dont cry, please
    ill cry if i see someone else cry

  • @nobody830
    @nobody830 3 роки тому +246

    The one human that understands and is able to express such emotion is way way out of my league. Of course lmao. I wish you peace love and happiness

  • @Karmacide
    @Karmacide 4 роки тому +1013

    This song bring me back to a time where i was happy, dreaming and filled with hope. Now I'm just painfully suffering, dreamless and hopeless.
    Nostalgia in this one is gud I must say.

    • @loexhakurei8470
      @loexhakurei8470 4 роки тому +10

      Stop whining

    • @Karmacide
      @Karmacide 4 роки тому +81

      @@loexhakurei8470 and who are you exactly?

    • @user-gl8kg8bc2u
      @user-gl8kg8bc2u 4 роки тому +9

      Karmacide were all connected fren lc.org

    • @loexhakurei8470
      @loexhakurei8470 4 роки тому +19

      @@Karmacide Im human. Look, i understand, that in the past you had something that made you so dead inside. But this isn't a reason to get hung up on this. Try to smile and the world will smile back to you. Despair sucks. Hope rules. I don't want to humiliate you, i just want to support. Im with you :)

    • @Karmacide
      @Karmacide 4 роки тому +44

      @@user-gl8kg8bc2u Yes. Let's all love lain.

  • @Kuradoll
    @Kuradoll 3 роки тому +177

    I used to listen to breakcore alot 5 years ago, I'm back at my starting point again. Never thought that I could feel emptier than back than, but back than I still had dreams, now there's nothing

    • @IN-eb3lm
      @IN-eb3lm 3 роки тому +4

      What happened?

    • @slothyyteen-lg7me
      @slothyyteen-lg7me 2 роки тому +1

      You still alive right?

    • @pyrefly7575
      @pyrefly7575 2 роки тому +3

      Where are u at these days?

    • @nishikiapologist
      @nishikiapologist 2 роки тому +3

      Hey, how’s it going?

    • @Kuradoll
      @Kuradoll 2 роки тому +35

      @@nishikiapologist hi, wow thank you for worrying about me. I'm doing great! I was feeling very depressed not long ago but I'm going to university and 4 months ago I met a wonderful person and we're together now, I'm having plans for my future now. I can't believe how fast time can heal you. Of course I'm still the same, just at a much better place now😊

  • @dreamedsause2311
    @dreamedsause2311 4 роки тому +1384

    I know your name is goofy, but you are like one of the only things that keep me happy at this point in my life.
    Thank you so much for making music

    • @insanitized750
      @insanitized750 3 роки тому +95

      -goofy from kingdom hearts and disney-

    • @srez5664
      @srez5664 3 роки тому +18

      I never understood what goofy is, I like his name.

    • @mylifeisameme8656
      @mylifeisameme8656 3 роки тому +44

      @@srez5664 A dog pre sure (which is strange when you realise Pluto is one too but doesn't wear clothes or walk on two legs)

    • @ardequerade3155
      @ardequerade3155 3 роки тому +72

      @@mylifeisameme8656 pluto's just kinky

    • @Iridesca
      @Iridesca 2 роки тому +29

      @@ardequerade3155 why. Just why

  • @madcuditrip9310
    @madcuditrip9310 3 роки тому +62

    "In my restless dreams,
    I see that town.
    Silent Hill.
    You promised me you'd take me
    there again someday.
    But you never did.

  • @zhangles
    @zhangles 4 роки тому +556

    I love driving to your music! Especially at night! It's so much fun! This was an absolute gem for me tonight

    • @teamoneway7192
      @teamoneway7192 4 роки тому +2

      David Zhang best music for drifting

    • @vinjiwolfun7796
      @vinjiwolfun7796 4 роки тому +50

      @@teamoneway7192 bad reference for crashing on a car to death

    • @Suraniset
      @Suraniset 4 роки тому +11

      Yesterday I download a lot of sewerslvt's songs to listen while driving, but with this quarantine shit my boi is sitting in the garage and i cant leave town

    • @Suraniset
      @Suraniset 3 роки тому +4

      @@brazuca-8403 boa noite

    • @diofs142
      @diofs142 2 роки тому +2

      @@Suraniset boa noite

  • @okinawadreaming
    @okinawadreaming 3 роки тому +64

    those distant echoed drums hit me like a truck. why am i crying?

  • @bigbootypatrick
    @bigbootypatrick 2 роки тому +39

    It's so peaceful, it's hopeless

  • @blueluna8779
    @blueluna8779 Рік тому +55

    I'm honestly glad that I found sewerslvt 3 years ago, yeah, the musics here have quite a depressive vibe, and it might not be the best thing to listen to if you're struggling mentally, still, the musics here feel "honest", very honest, really, and I really appreciate them for that honesty in them

  • @secondary_yt
    @secondary_yt Рік тому +86

    Thank you sewerslvt
    thank you for providing to the music industry with your work
    Times may be still be rough for you right now but keep pushing forward
    i know you can make it
    again thank you

  • @adxo
    @adxo 4 роки тому +277

    is this what it feels like to die

    • @teamoneway7192
      @teamoneway7192 4 роки тому

      str4s yes

    • @vinjiwolfun7796
      @vinjiwolfun7796 4 роки тому +4

      Probably

    • @hubertkarpinski5922
      @hubertkarpinski5922 4 роки тому +1

      perhaps

    • @malealvez9524
      @malealvez9524 4 роки тому +8

      i hope so

    • @kaeji_namitsua
      @kaeji_namitsua 4 роки тому +41

      When you die you feel nothing exept the feeling of relief you didn't felt before. You just know its finally the end. Then your soul see things that are from beyond our world.

  • @Fireryyo
    @Fireryyo Рік тому +45

    I discovered Girls' Last Tour through this song and it's one of my favourite anime Thank you so much jvnko for your music

    • @itzflameee
      @itzflameee Рік тому +3

      Same here lol

    • @justafish9618
      @justafish9618 Рік тому +2

      AYO

    • @bluny8392
      @bluny8392 Рік тому +2

      Watched it recently. It has to be one of my favorite animes ever.

    • @justafish9618
      @justafish9618 Рік тому +3

      @@bluny8392 Yes i agree, watch it back to back with seaspiracy and you feel like life depended on that fish

  • @supplespecimen725
    @supplespecimen725 4 роки тому +130

    I absolutely love this song with everything I have. I listen to it at least once a day, usually while crying, and get pulsing shivers up and down my spine and legs for most of the song. A few songs have made me feel like that, but not for nearly as long as this song does it. My whole body fucking QUIVERS to this song. I feel like an addict or something, like I keep thinking I need my next fix of hopelessness, I love it to death, thank you for creating this. Love the anime too

    • @brathahn69
      @brathahn69 2 роки тому +2

      Yeah this song is so incredibly amazing.

    • @sewerslvtkitten
      @sewerslvtkitten Рік тому +2

      I feel the exact same way about this song. It's special.

  • @sunnydazer
    @sunnydazer 2 роки тому +56

    the obsession sewerslvt often depicts in their songs is exactly how I feel about their music... It's so good, I catch myself listening to it everyday.

  • @rubenzandaidanzyoutubechan122
    @rubenzandaidanzyoutubechan122 4 роки тому +120

    Love the silent hill 2 music sample!

    • @milliethecoyote
      @milliethecoyote 4 роки тому +3

      Senator Armstrong I thought raiden finished u off

    • @rubenzandaidanzyoutubechan122
      @rubenzandaidanzyoutubechan122 4 роки тому +10

      MillieThe Coyote “NANO MACHINES SON, THEY HARDEN TO PHYSICAL TRUMA!”

    • @sf3testvids
      @sf3testvids 4 роки тому +5

      OMG I heard it too, such a good use of SH2's end letter music

  • @gr1mxg0re
    @gr1mxg0re 3 роки тому +99

    Even the word "hopeless" has the word "hope" in it
    Edit: Lmao this is a Battle Block Theater reference. I'm a little surprised that the joke went over your heads

    • @cl570
      @cl570 3 роки тому +9

      And the prefix LESS, which means without. Without hope.

    • @PostScarcitytCat
      @PostScarcitytCat 3 роки тому +8

      @@cl570 you gotta know that hope exists to posit its lack

    • @Yowise
      @Yowise 3 роки тому +20

      @@PostScarcitytCat The hope can became an reason to suffering while hopelessness gives you relief and finally... end of that unfair race of rats that only pursuit for perfection for the sake of selfishness and nothing else.
      Hopelessness gave you understanding that at the end... nothing matters same as constantly working hard for something that never been possible to reach.
      There is nothing worse in entire life than fake hope and i never wish anyone to hear it.

    • @buiphamthanhvinh8265
      @buiphamthanhvinh8265 3 роки тому +18

      bro, the word brainless has brain innit

    • @Voyager-sama
      @Voyager-sama 2 роки тому +7

      im14andthisisdeep

  • @andremarques2148
    @andremarques2148 Рік тому +22

    This song makes me wanna learn how to play drums and become a goddess

  • @yunocchiyuphoria1778
    @yunocchiyuphoria1778 4 роки тому +89

    Y'all just need to get along with hopelessness

  • @bittersweetdeath3489
    @bittersweetdeath3489 3 роки тому +48

    i love this so much
    at first its showing a peaceful type of music, kinda showing that a person is in their best state of mind but then it just drops and turns into a completely different beat. showing that now the person who used to be in their best state of mind it completely broken by many stuff that has happened to them in a short amount of time.
    or at least thats how i see it.

    • @littlekitten6019
      @littlekitten6019 2 роки тому +1

      i love this omg

    • @brathahn69
      @brathahn69 2 роки тому +2

      I think everybody hears and interprets it different.

  • @justafish9618
    @justafish9618 Рік тому +9

    the pfps are almost all immaculate here

  • @AquaAyaya
    @AquaAyaya Рік тому +10

    welp i'm 3 years late but
    the video comes from an anime named "Shoujo Shuumatsu Ryokou" (Girls Last Tour) where the main theme is about hopelessness - i highly recommend you this anime
    this video is a short sequence from S1E10, and the song played in the anime right at this part is sampled in End - one of Jvne' tracks
    also what you hear between 1:43 and 1:47 is also sampled from this anime, but from an earlier episode.
    What's funny is that i've discovered the anime by listening to End and looking for the original song she sampled, and then watching it i've recognised both the voice at 1:43 and the crying girl you see here

  • @endlesseyes149
    @endlesseyes149 2 роки тому +12

    The beginning of the song perfectly captures the feeling of childhood nostalgia, blissfully unaware of the sadness and difficulty of adult life.

  • @justafish9618
    @justafish9618 Рік тому +9

    I've never seen so many girl's last tour pfps gathered before

  • @kuciel7641
    @kuciel7641 4 роки тому +94

    I think you'll be one of my fav artists

  • @brathahn69
    @brathahn69 2 роки тому +30

    Sometimes depression kicks so hard that I´m just laying in bed, staring at the wall. My thoughts are racing through my head, and this song describes it perfectly. When its over, I feel kinda spiritually because those experiences are always very exhausting and gruesome.

    • @brathahn69
      @brathahn69 2 роки тому +7

      I dont know if someones cares but im better know

    • @D4rk_L1ght_
      @D4rk_L1ght_ 2 роки тому +3

      @@brathahn69 I care! It's great to hear whenever someone feels better, even a stranger on the internet. It brings a relief that at least one person is winning the fight with their inner demons :)

    • @brathahn69
      @brathahn69 2 роки тому +3

      @@D4rk_L1ght_ Wow thanks you wrote that on my birthday lol thanks

    • @D4rk_L1ght_
      @D4rk_L1ght_ 2 роки тому +3

      @@brathahn69 Happy Birthday! 😊

    • @pestopasta4073
      @pestopasta4073 Рік тому +1

      @@brathahn69 so good to hear, im so glad !! keep going

  • @attackofthemutant21
    @attackofthemutant21 3 роки тому +16

    If anyone wants to know which Silent Hill song they're referring to in the comments, it's the one called Peace and Serenity from Silent Hill 2.

    • @phazd3456
      @phazd3456 2 роки тому

      Last part sound little different tbh

  • @emokiller13x
    @emokiller13x 3 роки тому +77

    I need this in a playlist I can listen to alone in my car crying out my stress because my toxic masculinity prevents me on opening up to others

    • @chchoerriez
      @chchoerriez 3 роки тому +9

      Toxic masculinity sucks, don't be scared to open up to friends, and if they dont take it seriously, well f*ck them.

    • @rightyboywilson4911
      @rightyboywilson4911 2 роки тому +13

      It's a year later, how you doing now friend?

    • @RobinTheFrenchBaka
      @RobinTheFrenchBaka Рік тому +1

      One year later the original reply, how's it going ?

  • @liampeet3298
    @liampeet3298 3 роки тому +119

    Came here on a recommendation from a certain wrestling fan
    I was not disappointed

  • @-__-_-_--__--_-__-_____--_-___
    @-__-_-_--__--_-__-_____--_-___ 4 роки тому +75

    lovely. you're really great at the big ambient synth things

  • @pestopasta4073
    @pestopasta4073 Рік тому +12

    haha i used to listen to sewerslvt when i went through a bad ep, was a MASSIVE FAN, but as i got better i kind of stopped, things do get better 💗💞

  • @stenlysaid
    @stenlysaid 2 роки тому +10

    It is when you give up on hoping that you find peace. The kind of peace that is eerie yet soothing.

  • @selftaughtinfection
    @selftaughtinfection 3 роки тому +16

    God I love the amen break. One of the most influential things ever created in music.

    • @warlboropack
      @warlboropack 2 роки тому +3

      i dont think thats the amen break

  • @oneinathousand2156
    @oneinathousand2156 3 роки тому +47

    Me the first time listening to this
    0:00-0:48 Hm, I dunno what separates this from other lofi channels...
    0:49: ooooohhhh this is nice!
    1:49: AW YEAH

    • @Hex430
      @Hex430 3 роки тому +5

      I wouldn't call sewerslvt's music lofi though.

  • @panchyko
    @panchyko Рік тому +9

    its so sad knowing that i will never get the feeling again that this song gave me the first time i listened to it

  • @peacht3a242
    @peacht3a242 3 роки тому +27

    this is one of the most comforting songs ive heard its so peaceful

  • @l6214
    @l6214 4 роки тому +15

    this song fucks me up so hard. all your music does. i resonate with all the vibrations you put out, sewerslvt.

  • @11Doomish11
    @11Doomish11 4 роки тому +37

    i see chito i click

  • @sushintacos
    @sushintacos 3 роки тому +23

    This reminds me of the terrible mistakes I have done in the past, I have talked to many people and they tell me that it will be better or that I am a good person. I am not a good person I just lost hope. I feel hopelessness. I am sorry for venting.

  • @lepooperman6827
    @lepooperman6827 4 роки тому +20

    The legend says she's still crying.

  • @kein.3x3
    @kein.3x3 Рік тому +14

    i love silent hill and i love u

  • @FANBOY222
    @FANBOY222 3 роки тому +16

    this song hits so different after watching girls last tour holy

    • @Zeus-ud2jl
      @Zeus-ud2jl 3 роки тому +1

      Just finished and can definitely agree

  • @cameronlynch4961
    @cameronlynch4961 5 років тому +33

    look into my eyes! my heart is melting!

  • @isaacide99
    @isaacide99 4 роки тому +11

    no es necesario decir palabras para poder despertar un sentimiento en específico, puede ser una mirada o simplemente una melodia la que te hace aflorar esos sentimientos que tienes guardados..

  • @lacie_collins3607
    @lacie_collins3607 3 роки тому +17

    I love your music more than I love myself-

  • @myb701
    @myb701 Рік тому +11

    I've been a fan of Jvne for a few years now, and this has always been one of my favorites songs from her, so when I watched Girl's Last Tour this songs flooded my brain and hit me like a brick, I really did not expect that, neither did I think that it would become my favorite series ever. Now everything has gone full circle, it's one of those days and I'm thinking about the potatoes again...

    • @brathahn69
      @brathahn69 Рік тому +1

      Interesting story.

    • @Joshwatherston
      @Joshwatherston Рік тому

      is it still your favourite?

    • @myb701
      @myb701 Рік тому +3

      @@Joshwatherston oh yeah, I still love it whenever I reread it or show the anime to someone.

  • @retrofuture1989
    @retrofuture1989 2 роки тому +8

    This always makes me cry

  • @preknopreguntesporqueminom9050
    @preknopreguntesporqueminom9050 2 роки тому +4

    "The worst part about hell aren't the flames; it's the lose of all hope"

    • @deftonesFTW
      @deftonesFTW Рік тому +2

      I never thought about that. True

  • @Acetyl53
    @Acetyl53 2 роки тому +11

    I've had your music on in the background for a few hours now and just want to say it's incredible and brings me places. Here, there, somewhere, nowhere, everywhere, anywhere. Had Slowdeath on repeat for a while as well.

  • @zwimlil7731
    @zwimlil7731 3 роки тому +8

    in my restless dreams i see that artist Sewerslvt

  • @MashMash
    @MashMash 2 роки тому +5

    In my restless dreams, I see that town…
    Silent Hill.
    You promised me you’d take me there again someday. But you never did.
    Well, I’m alone there now, In our ‘special place’… Waiting for you...
    Waiting for you to come to see me.
    But you never do.
    And so I wait, wrapped in my cocoon of pain and loneliness.
    I know I’ve done a terrible thing to you. Something you’ll never forgive me for.
    I wish I could change that, but I can’t.
    I feel so pathetic and ugly laying here, waiting for you…
    Every day I stare up at the cracks in the ceiling and all I can think about is how unfair it all is…
    The doctor came today. He told me I could go home for a short stay.
    It’s not that I’m getting better. It’s just that this may be my last chance.
    I think you know what I mean.
    Even so, I’m glad to be coming home. I’ve missed you terribly.
    But I’m afraid, James. I’m afraid you don’t really want me to come home.
    Whenever you come see me, I can tell how hard it is on you…
    I don’t know if you hate me or pity me, or maybe I just disgust you…
    I’m sorry about that.
    When I first learned that I was going to die, I just didn’t want to accept it.
    I was so angry all the time and I struck out at everyone I loved the most… Especially you, James.
    That’s why I understand if you do hate me.
    But I want you to know this, James.
    I’ll always love you.
    Even though our life together had to end like this, I still wouldn’t trade it for the world. We had some wonderful years together.
    Well, this letter has gone on too long, so I’ll say goodbye.
    I told the nurse to give this to you after I’m gone.
    That means that as you read this, I’m already dead.
    I can’t tell you to remember me, but I can’t bear for you to forget me.
    These last few years since I became ill… I’m so sorry for what I did to you, did to us…
    You’ve given me so much and I haven’t been able to return a single thing.
    That’s why I want you to live for yourself now. Do what’s best for you, James.
    James…
    You made me happy.

  • @deadgunslinger8489
    @deadgunslinger8489 Рік тому +4

    When the hill is silent. Jvne makes a banger

  • @PsyQoAndi
    @PsyQoAndi 2 роки тому +6

    in my restless dreams, i see that town...

  • @sincerlymusic
    @sincerlymusic 3 роки тому +10

    Your music is amazing, nothing comes close to giving me chills like this and dropping my heart into my stomach.

  • @vonwolfe1310
    @vonwolfe1310 3 роки тому +8

    Spare some tears, brother. I lost that feeling a long time ago.

  • @HellboyBr11
    @HellboyBr11 3 роки тому +9

    When I think I have drowned, there are still more depths, but I say that in a good sense Sewerslvt

  • @lrgmnfbhqdky3o553
    @lrgmnfbhqdky3o553 2 роки тому +6

    laying at bed and realize i just wasted my entire day doing nothing hurts

  • @sick.twisted.demented
    @sick.twisted.demented 2 роки тому +4

    your music really touches my soul and brings me to tears

  • @cherrycherri
    @cherrycherri 3 роки тому +9

    This sounds like an emotional void

  • @brathahn69
    @brathahn69 2 роки тому +3

    I love how they put ads before Sewerslvt songs. I mean does someone really feels attracted to a product whilst listening to this completely depressed psychotic music?

  • @RafaelRuiz-ln8dt
    @RafaelRuiz-ln8dt Рік тому +3

    Thank you so much for making me see my depression from another point of view, you are the one who has saved me from my deepest holes in my life. I really wish you all the best wherever you are because you really deserve to be happy. I love you june💖

  • @Twizz023
    @Twizz023 3 роки тому +2

    This is to good, to where I can literally listen to this and ball my eyes out.

  • @lelouchmareco9137
    @lelouchmareco9137 2 роки тому +16

    mi novia estaba deprimida, le puse este tema y le salvo la vida. gracias en serio Sewerslvt

    • @francescof.9290
      @francescof.9290 2 роки тому +7

      que pdo xd pero bueno bien por ti y tu germa

  • @JHaas117
    @JHaas117 2 роки тому +3

    POG - im commenting to boost these up. all these songs deserve more attention

  • @stefansmall9844
    @stefansmall9844 3 роки тому +5

    You music puts in such a weird sense of peace, like a strange nostalgia

  • @AlienMs
    @AlienMs 2 роки тому +3

    After 5 years of struggle and work, back to square one, or maybe worse. This is a good representation of the current mood.
    keep on going

  • @crystalbaby5297
    @crystalbaby5297 Рік тому +7

    i wonder if all the people that were listening 2-3 years ago still are listening today

    • @rayleakss
      @rayleakss Рік тому +9

      well, im here. idk about everyone else

  • @Edward-Hall
    @Edward-Hall 4 роки тому +16

    this music makes me sad that im still alone

  • @18agarciaable
    @18agarciaable Рік тому +3

    Time for my midnight existential crisis

  • @nymchuu
    @nymchuu 3 роки тому +21

    I'm listening to this and crying.. considering ending it all soon.

    • @umbra5311
      @umbra5311 3 роки тому +25

      Dont do it man. I may be some stranger on the internet, but please don't do it.

    • @futuretell
      @futuretell 3 роки тому +7

      Please dont do it

    • @deadb0dyman
      @deadb0dyman 3 роки тому +13

      no matter how hard it gets, please don't do it. i fall victim to the same thoughts way too often. please don't do it. someone out there loves you

    • @dkproductions666
      @dkproductions666 3 роки тому +7

      If you end it, you're going to see black forever. Isn't that scarier than whatever you're facing right now?

    • @sikito2541
      @sikito2541 3 роки тому +1

      ay ya there? I hope you are. if you wanna talk, i can give you my IG tag. Just please don't end it mate...

  • @emc.eminmaycry7570
    @emc.eminmaycry7570 3 роки тому +1

    love your work so much. pls take good care of yourself.

  • @superheaton
    @superheaton 2 роки тому +1

    thanks for this tune..really awesome!

  • @7jggr8gn
    @7jggr8gn Рік тому +4

    hardest jvne song by far

  • @covenantcloke5707
    @covenantcloke5707 Рік тому +4

    “That's why I did it , honey, I just couldn't watch you suffer. No, that's not true.. you also said that you didn't want to die. The truth is.. I hated you, I wanted you out of the way, I wanted my life back..”
    “James... if that were true, then why do you look so sad?”

  • @bigbootypatrick
    @bigbootypatrick 2 роки тому +2

    love this one a lot

  • @orangeguy7279
    @orangeguy7279 3 роки тому +7

    Man, I love this

  • @octaviaautumn3656
    @octaviaautumn3656 4 роки тому +8

    You're such an underrated artist, I love everything you do!

    • @ely1725
      @ely1725 3 роки тому +1

      i thought that was me for a split second.

    • @octaviaautumn3656
      @octaviaautumn3656 3 роки тому

      @@ely1725 oshit what's up twin?

    • @ely1725
      @ely1725 3 роки тому

      @@octaviaautumn3656 nothin much

  • @hghjhghgkli6391
    @hghjhghgkli6391 2 роки тому +3

    Lmao, im stoned rn and the Twilight era comes to mind with this one.

  • @SlingingHashSlasher
    @SlingingHashSlasher 4 роки тому +4

    I just relapsed again and this was the first video that popped into my reccomended

  • @coreydechane8606
    @coreydechane8606 Рік тому +1

    I love it when you make me cry

  • @mione8409
    @mione8409 4 роки тому +4

    I feel like I’m numb

  • @gloomyeyes1527
    @gloomyeyes1527 4 роки тому +22

    zetsubouuuuu

    • @lullaboid
      @lullaboid 4 роки тому

      zetsubou! zetsubou! ze! tsu! bou!

  • @Oni1left
    @Oni1left 3 роки тому +9

    I hope to god I get to hear you live before I die. :,)

  • @macintoshical4617
    @macintoshical4617 3 роки тому +5

    not even gonna lie, this song honestly brang a tear to my eye. i dont even know why, maybe because the title, maybe because of the music, i honestly dont know.

  • @Cloudy_Canadian
    @Cloudy_Canadian 3 роки тому +11

    I'm here thanks to Super Eyepatch Wolf, incredible music.

  • @jaronhellbusch7888
    @jaronhellbusch7888 2 роки тому +3

    soooo we're all just mentally ill and find comfort in sewerslvt music? bc same

  • @summero-my5in
    @summero-my5in 4 роки тому +3

    I could barely move after listening to this

  • @hitokitty
    @hitokitty 3 роки тому +4

    SupEyePachWolf expands my library every post he makes!

  • @shitcore_7787
    @shitcore_7787 3 роки тому +4

    Your music helps me so much. I wish i were dead.

  • @olly704
    @olly704 4 роки тому +4

    for some reason this song makes me hopeful

  • @user-ph9sd1ff2f
    @user-ph9sd1ff2f 4 роки тому +1

    穏やかだぁ