Sewerslvt is still the only artist I've found who expresses a certain kind of existential dread in their work. It's real, grimy, painful and beautiful. These songs are fucking authentic and just caked in misery and I adore it.
My phone has a feature that makes it sound like I'm listening to this in a concert hall, so it sounds even more lonely and really increases that deapth
I know this feeling. It was at the tip of my tongue for the longest time, but I've finally identified it. It's that realization during an almost successful suicide attempt that you actually do want to live, you're scared of death, and anxiety seeps in, because it might be too late, but you decide to fight for you life, anyway. In other words, this song feels like that moment when you almost lost the war waged within yourself, but at the most critical moment, you emerged victorious.
The witnessing of a "slowdeath" is not what I feel from this track. I can almost palpably feel your inspiration if anything. It sounds like the moments in day to day life where you're struck with it, on a commute, at work, wherever, maybe right in front of your computer. I know, and probably most of know of that subdermal scape where ideas and fragments of emotion coagulate into something like this, and you happen to meet that middle ground of the ephemeral void and this world to make something beautiful when most don't. If this is what your slow death feels like, then your moments of feeling alive must be beautiful. Never stop.
@Luma Nieuwenhuijzen death is death. Life is life. The moment you cease to percieve is death. Life without consciousness is barely life at all. Life is not a slow death, it is life.
For me it exactly sounds like a slow death. Painless, yet long lasting. Its sounds like someone who you look up to is comforting you: "It's fine, it's not your fault. It will get better soon, I promise." This song makes me comfortable, it's telling me it's fine and that it isn't my fault. It promised me that it will get better soon. This is how I feel like when I listen to slow death.
When my friend passed in October 2020 from an OD I got the call about it at around 10PM from her roommate. During that drive to the house to help in any way I could, this song just happened to play off my playlist during that short but long drive at night. To this day I still associate this song with that moment. The feeling of dread, sadness, acceptance, and peace all at once in a moment of odd calm yet anticipation for something you know is coming is how this song makes me feel when listening to it. It's not a good or bad feeling, it's just how life is, and I think this song captures this perfectly.
Honestly this music just reminds me of my mother, she had a life long crack addiction and it finally killed her, I didn't get to see my mother for 4 years until I face timed her and she was so quiet and weak, I accepted she was going to eventually die but I thought I would have time to spend with her, and just when it seemed she was getting better and I would make time to see her she died, my father lost his brother to a murderer and it made him such an angry and sad person and our family is so distant with eachother, I've accepted I've been too isolated to really connect with others due to my own trauma and awkwardness and part of me wishes someone would rescue me before I end up dying unintentionally or intentionally. I feel like I am becoming my own father, sad and angry at this unfair world.
Hi, what someone very dear has told me is that, our parents birth us and guide us either in a good or bad way, yet we are not our parents, we have our own thoughts and worries and emotions, each one of us is a separate person and yes we have similarities because "those" were the examples we were given, but we make our own decisions. Ive been struggling with this too because of my abusive parents and due to me looking exactly like my mum and constantly being reminded of it, but what ive came to realise is that im myself and no one else and i hope u will too
Ms.Slvt, it looks like you’re really starting to grow these past few months with a a bigger fan base. I used to compare you to other artists like Machine Girl and Death Grips but you’ve got your own style now which I find more fond of my other favorite artists. I’m happy that you’ve finally found your own sound for yourself. I hope everything is going well while I hope the future gives you greatness, just as you gave us greatness with this album. Keep making music Ms. Slvt, it’s been a pleasure hearing it. :-) ♡ ♡ -ER
In my opinon Sewerslvt is the finest musician of our era. Encapsulating the age of despair, the death of man and the screaming decay of everyday reality. More over, Sewerslvt vibes so hard with us because he/she feels what we as a class/generation feel and we cannot help but connect on a very personal level. Dying; we all feel it. But we can feel it together
This was the first sewerslvt song that I've ever cried to. Every time I come back, the waterworks begin flowing again. I'm a maladaptive daydreamer. I spend, or prefer to spend most of my time in my imaginary worlds, usually based on the fandoms I'm in. Sometimes, I just do it for fun. But other times, I want them to be real. The problem is, I don't have enough drive to make them real. I'm insecure in almost all of my creative abilities: I can visualise vividly, but can't draw. I can create basic story concepts, but I can't detail events. I've even considered music production, but the steps I seemingly needed to go through to get the sound I wanted seemed too threatening to me. I literally have no drive to start anything at all. The first time I listened to this song, I began to ask myself: What will become of my life if I go on like this? I'll eventually need to have an ordinary job and cut down on my daydreams, right? What about me wanting my dreams to be real? Do I need someone else to guide me? If so, will they hinder my vision? Why do it all anyway? Do all my dreams matter in the long run, when life's right outside the window? But it doesn't stimulate me enough, how will I go on without daydreaming? My daydreams are ruining my life... but I can't let go. This song is about all my dreams that will never become real. This is _my_ slowdeath. Stuck within an imaginary world and an imaginary bliss, while reality is waiting at attention.
I can't say I know *exactly* how you feel but, just know you aren't alone. You've taken the words right out of my mouth on how I've been feeling this past year. I use to draw growing up but lost touch w it around HS due to depression. I've been trying to write a story for a game idea I wanna do-- But I suck at getting details down as well. I ended up buying a guitar and amp to learn but never bothered because there's just so much to learn. It sucks so much. But now is a time to speak up and get yourself out there. Never think of yourself short in anyway or believe that you can't meet up to the norm of things. Please. Get up and fulfill those dreams of yours. YOU ARE CAPABLE OF DOING AMAZING THINGS. Just please, don't let that flame in you die out.
Oh my god dude I’m in the same place right now. All of the realities I’ve wanted to write that I made for myself have so much additional work that I need to pack onto them and so much correcting and I already forgot the plot and I just don’t feel motivated or care about them anymore. These things I’ve relied on for humor have just kept crumbling and being replaced by other things and,,, I’m so overly reliant on these visions and I really just think I need to find something real like a show to watch or a video game to play or a new hobby. Because I feel like an empty human being filled with characters meant to keep me company, constantly being replaced by other characters and god I feel so alone right now. I wish I could let go and find something that will stay with me but I can’t. My identity is creation now, even when I can’t create.
I hate going through the comment section of Sewerslvt tracks, not because I hate the people commenting or anything, rather because it shows me that tons of other people share the same pain that I carry with me, and it breaks me more than I already am
Along with Mr. Kill Myself, I find this my favorite one entirely. I’m bad with words, but this really helps me “hear” the feelings I feel that I can’t describe. I’m making an artwork after this, thank you for your amazing songs!
This song sort of feels like anticipation and guilt blended together- like you're waiting for someone to notice something when you know they never will, or asking questions you already know the answer to the dings are like the buildup of anticipation?
This song is both lonely asf but empowering. It's feels like you're fighting for your life. Like you're in a hospital bed hooked up to life support & fighting to stay alive. An Angel & a Demon are standing above taking bets on whether you will live or die & who will claim ownership of your soul as they judge you for everything you've done. Yet you fight on. Your family & loved ones sit around you watching as your eyes closed shut twitch. Every second flashes of your life go before your mind. Every choice, success, mistake, dirty secret, bad, good, & so much more all at once. Your body occasionally fidgets as the EKG fluctuates your life signs fading to and from. Hopefully you pull through. In my mind you do. But the song leaves it up for interpretation with how it ends. I also imagine a scenario where you jump off a building your life going before your eyes as you speed towards your rapid demise. As you plummet to your demise you see yourself in the reflection of the windows you pass by and wonder what could've been? You then look up to the clouds & see the sun shining through them & ask yourself if there really is a god? You ponder this question for what feels like several minutes & finally come to the conclusion that it doesn't matter. Not like it'd do anything or ever has to begin with. You then look back to the windows reflecting yourself & you come to realize while you regret your action, realize what a mistake you've made, & the people you've hurt by taking your own life. You find that you are strangely at peace with your rapidly approaching fate. You close your eyes, hug yourself, & smile until finally a second of pain then nothing. Jvnkos music is so moving & thought provoking. Also I am fine my friends these are just the thoughts this song evokes in me. I tend to feel music like a lot. For me this song represents a form of hope. Pushing on through it all, even if it is a slowdeath.
Good music (like this!) should evoke the past without gorging on it. Sewerslvt feels like my mis-spent youth and my starry-eyed future all at once, a rare gift in these times of chronic nostalgic indulgence. Exceptional stuff.
Once again, slvt changes my life for the better. I never would have read "Dead Dead Demon's Dededede Destruction" if I had never been introduced to it here. I absolutely love the manga and I'm terribly grateful for you, sewerslvt. When the next album comes out I'm going to make it worth your while :)
This will forever be my favorite song from the album. It just has such a raw aura that can be taken as very depressing, but can also be interpreted as this bittersweet, sad but happy tone, like you're experiencing your final moments living as all the good memories you've experienced in your lifetime flash in your head. It's beautiful, really.vAnd no matter how many times I listen to it on repeat, it always hits me in the heart. It makes me think a lot about this fucked up life I have to live through and be haunted by, and it oddly comforts me in having a song that just... speaks to me, you know? Thank you Jvnko for making such good ass music. You have no idea how much your songs keep me going through the day.
life itself is essentially a very slow death. This song fills me with both melancholy and hope. Feels like it describes very well how i feel about life in general
as a person with dissociative personality disorder, i can resonate with this background pic a lot. I have two different personalities but, at the end, we're both equally tired.
This feels like dying inside, it's like being suicidal but never actually commiting in the end, so you're just left to rot from the inside out until you're an emotionless shell of who you once were...
For me, this song reminds me of the hardships you go through to get to where you are today. All the trauma and work you've been put through, without any true rewards. The sadness we all carry can become this burden on others, when we project or express the emotions we truly feel. It feels like time stops when we make the realization that everything, we've been through built us up to who we are today, whether it's good or bad. Each traumatic experience in our life is like another chapter to your 'never-ending' book. Something philosophy could never explain is these feelings of deceit and loneliness. The world guides us every day until our inevitable breaking point. Humans snap just like that, and their sadness can turn into hate, and disgust, and confusion. Trying to truly understand how you feel is a art in itself. Well done, Jvne.
I love this. To me it is melancholic, but instead of happy past remembered by a sad present it is sad present, it is a sad present hoping for a happy future. A happy future can be had if it is fought for. Thank you for making music, and a happy future to you.
Didn‘t think I‘d be one of y‘all writing a big ass essay again, but trust me this has a different story. It‘s about a cat. Super cute one. Adorable. She‘s called Sina. She‘s a longhair tabby cat. She was very fond of us and never scratched once. She isn‘t our cat, but always came during lunchtime for food. Of course we didn‘t feed her. She‘s just a food craving rowdy. I always petted her whenever she was here. This was 2 years ago. Since then the last time she came, her neck fur was so matted it was ripped off and was judt dangling around. My father forbid me to touch her again because she could‘ve been sick. So I left it. I never thought that would be the last time for 2 years to ever see her again. I would still hear her yowl at night. Her voice was very unique and cute. Basically everything about her was memorable. After that I didn‘t bother anymore. I thought the owners maybe moved out. Well, today the whole neighboorhood received mail saying she had gone missing. Apparently she‘s already 17, barely had any eye sight or could hear anything. She didn‘t have the sense of direction because of it. It was hesrtbreaking to hesr because I feel like i couldve done more while she was still here and safe. Now not even the owners now if shes safe, or even alive. It breaks my heart to know she‘s probably lingering around, blind and deaf, not knowing where to go.
I understand how you feel. I too had moments like this with animals in our neighborhood and some people did not understand why I cared or were deeply saddened by their deaths or them going missing. Sometimes a stray animal is closer to you than any human can be.
this is the fequency of my anxiety playing it is balance to the sound in my head, suddenly it's all quiet and all i can hear is this it's liberating Thank you
What this song makes me think of. This makes me think of the “slow death” im facing. At such a young age, I feel like I’m stuck. Im stuck in this cycle that will never end. Im realizing it, and I can’t accept it. I want it to change, but how can it? The problems come and go, but when they come back, they become worse than they were before. I’m stuck as an individual. I don’t know what I’ll be in the future. I can’t see myself in the future. All I see is darkness. As time passes, I have isolated myself more from my loved ones. Everything. I used to be so happy and so inspired to see what would become of me. Unfortunately, it’s not the same anymore. My slow death is that I’m slowly losing sight of myself and the world around me. As I lose more of it, the more darkness surrounds me. That darkness will take over me, and that’s when I’ll meet death. Thank you, sewerslvt, for this song.
Ever since March 13th, 2020 I've only had a total of around 600-700 hours outside, I have gone through so much in my head during this time, All I can say to describe it is that both my mind and body are rotting from the inside out, I can never find the motivation to go outside and get my health back in order, and my mental health is too far gone, even when I take medication my body just flat out rejects it. Weeks feel like years as they go by, but by the end of it, it was like they never even happened.
This sounds like letting go of someone or something you've been trying to save and just let them fall to survive your own life rlly good sad i didn't found this earlier love you june
Aahhh, I love the visual art you pair with all your music (and the music), it's all got such a strong vibe! The algorithm's doing you justice! aannnd Sewerslvt is such a great name!
Truly a masterpiece, one in a billion. You start with a gentle and opening ambience, which opens up the scene, like opening your eyes. Noise comes in, and you start to hear your surroundings, a dystopian city. The fast, delaying and echoing beat comes in, and you realize you're in some sort of moving transportation, taking you through the vast and contrasting colors and situations of the city. Voices and hums and ambiences come in and you gain further consciousness. Bells start ringing as you look up to the sky and see the twinkles of not stars, but large machines in the sky. The music comes to a sort of break as you take in your surroundings overwhelmed by its vast yet claustrophobic nature. Then, it ramps back up into a chaotic yet organized, and complicated beat, with detuned drones humming your arrival at the station representing your life. This is your life now. A slow death in the city yuou are trapped in. Enjoyable yet chaotic. Exciting yet bland. Light yet dark.
What up Sewerslvt, I appreciate your aesthetic. I'm not a big digital music owner, I prefer to have physical artifacts, but I will be buying some of your music because this shit resonates with where I'm at in 2021. As with many people in this comment section, I'm burdened with mental health struggles, as I'm sure you are from the content of your art. So I just wanna say, take care of yourself, and there are people who care about you. Keep making great music ❤️
One of the very first songs that I listened to, it has a feeling of dread that leads into anxiety that describes the feeling of being aimless in life, but then transitions into a tone in which invoked a sense of hope for what there is up ahead in a time in which one would feel anxious about what there really is in store for them. But that’s the part that gets me, the curiosities of Tommorow that pushes us to go on another day even if it seems meaningless. To give ourselves hope in the dark is what keeps one going. To go into tommorow is a big step.
Here’s the vibe I get from this: *don’t worry, I am okay now.* *this world is a terrible place, I have done the best thing for myself since nobody cares anymore.* *this is a good thing*
Sometimes it's good to feel the pain, because one day the high that comes from your new found joy, or the appreciation you'll have of the good times when they come, will be worth the contrast from pain to light. I know that doesn't help now, and I may be a little hypocritical in telling this advice, but all I can say is I know more so than anything in this life that it is true. Stay strong brother/sister.
Such good music. Makes me feel so sad, hopeless and depressed. It's addicting and i love it. I haven't felt emotions like this in so many years, its almost frightening. It makes me want sweet release....
Your music the only music that makes me think recently. I feel like diving into a ocean of sound and spreading my arms to swim in it. This genre of music totally new to me and I'm really happy that I found your music.
its the progression. I like how all these subtle changes happen over time and before you realize its changed so much. its also both deeply sad and happy and the juxtaposition really entices me to listen to more and more. im a wee bit obsessed now. hahahahahahaha. cant find too many artists like this.
I love your music, it resonates with me on a personal level, your the only music artist I’ve been listening to the last few days and I’m hooked, stay safe man. We all are in this together!
I’m staring out of my window, shutters half-opened, taking in the dancing trees across the way in the church’s parking lot...under one, there is but a lonely, warmly-lit street lamp of an amber glow...the sun is setting, but there’s still enough light that it looks like dawn and dusk at the same time...fuzzy pink streaks dance in the background to compliment the cold haze of the sky...this moment is somehow so comforting and disturbingly sorrowful at the same time... This project perfectly represents my current state of mind, and my surroundings...
I love your music so much, I discovered you 4 days ago and I've been listening to all your tracks in those days with some on repeat lol thanks for sharing, keep up the amazing work 💖 have a beautiful 2020
This is it this is something I can't explain but thats it its exactly what I mean but I don't know what I mean but I mean exactly this this is like the ompletly fitting piece of a puzzle it's like filling something that was empty before you can interpreted it into something bad but it can also be the most beautiful thing
![【Ｓｅｗｅｒｓｌｖｔ － Ｓｌｏｗｄｅａｔｈ － [ Ｓｌｏｗｅｄ Ｔｏ Ｐｅｒｆｅｃｔｉｏｎ ]】](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/29T4uh7mqxs/mqdefault.jpg)
todays my birthday spending it alone listening to sewerslvt
Happy birthday.
Happy birthday :P
Happy birthday😁
and never forget,you are not alone🇧🇷❤️
Happy birthday!
Happy birthday
Sewerslvt is still the only artist I've found who expresses a certain kind of existential dread in their work. It's real, grimy, painful and beautiful. These songs are fucking authentic and just caked in misery and I adore it.
And then the jungle
Nice words ;)
Which I never ever have felt while listening to them, they give me the exact opposite feeling!
check out some black metal my friend
@@DukeoftheAges Got any suggestions?
This feels like slowly bleeding out in a bathtub with disco lights on
edgy
Sounds lovely
🤓
@@psychoticdagedar9137 omg you're so psychotic and quirky 🤪
I am eating a lunchable
Was it good?
I forgot those existed.
28 people : interesting
mm yummy lunc. Habl
Yum yum in the tum tum
Dude, you have like this weirdly orchestral and chaotic sound, so lonely yet so packed to the brim and the depth of the sounds too. Damn
amazing isn't it?
It's like if Aphex Twin made music based on Sonic Youth
My phone has a feature that makes it sound like I'm listening to this in a concert hall, so it sounds even more lonely and really increases that deapth
@AstroPilot That is the best description of their music I’ve ever heard
@@silentdiscretion2657 ayo what's the feature called?
[Adult swim may not be suitable for younger audiences]
that tune screams more Toonami than anything.
It's Cartoon Network, in general
I know this feeling. It was at the tip of my tongue for the longest time, but I've finally identified it. It's that realization during an almost successful suicide attempt that you actually do want to live, you're scared of death, and anxiety seeps in, because it might be too late, but you decide to fight for you life, anyway. In other words, this song feels like that moment when you almost lost the war waged within yourself, but at the most critical moment, you emerged victorious.
I like this interpretation a lot.
offering free therapy of any kind to any sewerslvt fan once i become a clinical psychologist i swear
🫡
Nah bro I'm good, just chillin to the music
Alr hmu
The witnessing of a "slowdeath" is not what I feel from this track. I can almost palpably feel your inspiration if anything. It sounds like the moments in day to day life where you're struck with it, on a commute, at work, wherever, maybe right in front of your computer. I know, and probably most of know of that subdermal scape where ideas and fragments of emotion coagulate into something like this, and you happen to meet that middle ground of the ephemeral void and this world to make something beautiful when most don't.
If this is what your slow death feels like, then your moments of feeling alive must be beautiful.
Never stop.
what a beautiful interpretation.... thank you so much!
@Luma Nieuwenhuijzen death is death. Life is life. The moment you cease to percieve is death. Life without consciousness is barely life at all. Life is not a slow death, it is life.
Exactly, it feels like your in a slowdeath, but there's a total vitriolic urge to get yourself out and stop dying.
For me it exactly sounds like a slow death. Painless, yet long lasting. Its sounds like someone who you look up to is comforting you: "It's fine, it's not your fault. It will get better soon, I promise." This song makes me comfortable, it's telling me it's fine and that it isn't my fault. It promised me that it will get better soon. This is how I feel like when I listen to slow death.
im experiencing random emotional pain rn and i came here for solace because this song gives me more life than i have in me
When my friend passed in October 2020 from an OD I got the call about it at around 10PM from her roommate. During that drive to the house to help in any way I could, this song just happened to play off my playlist during that short but long drive at night. To this day I still associate this song with that moment. The feeling of dread, sadness, acceptance, and peace all at once in a moment of odd calm yet anticipation for something you know is coming is how this song makes me feel when listening to it. It's not a good or bad feeling, it's just how life is, and I think this song captures this perfectly.
When I die I want this song to play while my life flashes before my eyes. The whole song.
This. I was thinking exactly the same. It feels just right.
Yes same
this doesn’t feel like a slow death. this feels like hope
idk i just drink and drive. jk jk i dont know how to drive
yet.
That is hope for some.
You would feel hope right before death?
Feels like being amidst a Dying Dream... its filled with strife qnd struggle but it fades then sparks back up and then finaly softly fades again.
Is our only hope to slow death down?
Everybody here making essays about this music bruh, I just gotta say your music helps with my nerves, thanks for existing.
Same here, haha, no need for long essays- Jvnko's musics actually helps
i can sum up my feelings for this music as "aha sounds sound good and make me feel chemical"
Same
@Read Father Seraphim Rose x2
You did it right. You understood the assignment 👍🤍
Honestly this music just reminds me of my mother, she had a life long crack addiction and it finally killed her, I didn't get to see my mother for 4 years until I face timed her and she was so quiet and weak, I accepted she was going to eventually die but I thought I would have time to spend with her, and just when it seemed she was getting better and I would make time to see her she died, my father lost his brother to a murderer and it made him such an angry and sad person and our family is so distant with eachother, I've accepted I've been too isolated to really connect with others due to my own trauma and awkwardness and part of me wishes someone would rescue me before I end up dying unintentionally or intentionally. I feel like I am becoming my own father, sad and angry at this unfair world.
dude i hope you are ok now
Hi, what someone very dear has told me is that, our parents birth us and guide us either in a good or bad way, yet we are not our parents, we have our own thoughts and worries and emotions, each one of us is a separate person and yes we have similarities because "those" were the examples we were given, but we make our own decisions. Ive been struggling with this too because of my abusive parents and due to me looking exactly like my mum and constantly being reminded of it, but what ive came to realise is that im myself and no one else and i hope u will too
Ms.Slvt, it looks like you’re really starting to grow these past few months with a a bigger fan base. I used to compare you to other artists like Machine Girl and Death Grips but you’ve got your own style now which I find more fond of my other favorite artists. I’m happy that you’ve finally found your own sound for yourself. I hope everything is going well while I hope the future gives you greatness, just as you gave us greatness with this album.
Keep making music Ms. Slvt, it’s been a pleasure hearing it. :-) ♡ ♡
-ER
I agree with this comment so HARD
I can't stop vibing with this
who the fuck is ER
@@SystemRush the person that wrote the comment lol
In my opinon Sewerslvt is the finest musician of our era. Encapsulating the age of despair, the death of man and the screaming decay of everyday reality. More over, Sewerslvt vibes so hard with us because he/she feels what we as a class/generation feel and we cannot help but connect on a very personal level. Dying; we all feel it. But we can feel it together
This was the first sewerslvt song that I've ever cried to. Every time I come back, the waterworks begin flowing again.
I'm a maladaptive daydreamer. I spend, or prefer to spend most of my time in my imaginary worlds, usually based on the fandoms I'm in. Sometimes, I just do it for fun. But other times, I want them to be real.
The problem is, I don't have enough drive to make them real.
I'm insecure in almost all of my creative abilities: I can visualise vividly, but can't draw. I can create basic story concepts, but I can't detail events. I've even considered music production, but the steps I seemingly needed to go through to get the sound I wanted seemed too threatening to me.
I literally have no drive to start anything at all.
The first time I listened to this song, I began to ask myself: What will become of my life if I go on like this? I'll eventually need to have an ordinary job and cut down on my daydreams, right? What about me wanting my dreams to be real? Do I need someone else to guide me? If so, will they hinder my vision? Why do it all anyway? Do all my dreams matter in the long run, when life's right outside the window? But it doesn't stimulate me enough, how will I go on without daydreaming? My daydreams are ruining my life... but I can't let go.
This song is about all my dreams that will never become real.
This is _my_ slowdeath. Stuck within an imaginary world and an imaginary bliss, while reality is waiting at attention.
does it really matter if they're only real to you?
I can't say I know *exactly* how you feel but, just know you aren't alone. You've taken the words right out of my mouth on how I've been feeling this past year. I use to draw growing up but lost touch w it around HS due to depression. I've been trying to write a story for a game idea I wanna do-- But I suck at getting details down as well. I ended up buying a guitar and amp to learn but never bothered because there's just so much to learn. It sucks so much. But now is a time to speak up and get yourself out there. Never think of yourself short in anyway or believe that you can't meet up to the norm of things. Please. Get up and fulfill those dreams of yours. YOU ARE CAPABLE OF DOING AMAZING THINGS. Just please, don't let that flame in you die out.
I didn’t knew what maladaptive daydreamer meant and so i looked it up and i realized i have it too
Oh my god dude I’m in the same place right now. All of the realities I’ve wanted to write that I made for myself have so much additional work that I need to pack onto them and so much correcting and I already forgot the plot and I just don’t feel motivated or care about them anymore. These things I’ve relied on for humor have just kept crumbling and being replaced by other things and,,, I’m so overly reliant on these visions and I really just think I need to find something real like a show to watch or a video game to play or a new hobby. Because I feel like an empty human being filled with characters meant to keep me company, constantly being replaced by other characters and god I feel so alone right now. I wish I could let go and find something that will stay with me but I can’t. My identity is creation now, even when I can’t create.
"This is *my* slowdeath" is a really powerful line.
I hate going through the comment section of Sewerslvt tracks, not because I hate the people commenting or anything, rather because it shows me that tons of other people share the same pain that I carry with me, and it breaks me more than I already am
Wow this comment really understood exactly what I couldn’t put into words
absolutely. it helps me want to cry. It's one of the only things that does.
I am late to this but it does feel like it.
I love skating to Sewerslvt. This music gets me pumped.
^
its the best! I love inpeace
@@mellon9449 me too
Ice or Roller?
@@normanclatcher board???
For anyone wondering, the original picture is Ontan from the manga dead dead demon
nice name
Thanks, guy.
@@vetonrecica5558 You're welcome
You guys should check out Homunculus as well :)
@@EliteBeast such a underrated manga
This music feels like going to heaven and watching it violently fall apart before your very eyes.
Along with Mr. Kill Myself, I find this my favorite one entirely. I’m bad with words, but this really helps me “hear” the feelings I feel that I can’t describe. I’m making an artwork after this, thank you for your amazing songs!
Ur words are great
can we see the artwork please
can we see
@@gothicwvlff2 I had to quit the one I was working on bc of unsatisfied results so I might work on a new one sometime in the future
This song sort of feels like anticipation and guilt blended together- like you're waiting for someone to notice something when you know they never will, or asking questions you already know the answer to
the dings are like the buildup of anticipation?
you have a unique sound that I’ve wanted someone to capture my for my whole life. Thank you
THAT'S WHAT I'VE BEEN SAYINGGGGGGGG!
This song is both lonely asf but empowering. It's feels like you're fighting for your life. Like you're in a hospital bed hooked up to life support & fighting to stay alive. An Angel & a Demon are standing above taking bets on whether you will live or die & who will claim ownership of your soul as they judge you for everything you've done. Yet you fight on. Your family & loved ones sit around you watching as your eyes closed shut twitch. Every second flashes of your life go before your mind. Every choice, success, mistake, dirty secret, bad, good, & so much more all at once. Your body occasionally fidgets as the EKG fluctuates your life signs fading to and from. Hopefully you pull through. In my mind you do. But the song leaves it up for interpretation with how it ends.
I also imagine a scenario where you jump off a building your life going before your eyes as you speed towards your rapid demise. As you plummet to your demise you see yourself in the reflection of the windows you pass by and wonder what could've been? You then look up to the clouds & see the sun shining through them & ask yourself if there really is a god? You ponder this question for what feels like several minutes & finally come to the conclusion that it doesn't matter. Not like it'd do anything or ever has to begin with. You then look back to the windows reflecting yourself & you come to realize while you regret your action, realize what a mistake you've made, & the people you've hurt by taking your own life. You find that you are strangely at peace with your rapidly approaching fate. You close your eyes, hug yourself, & smile until finally a second of pain then nothing. Jvnkos music is so moving & thought provoking.
Also I am fine my friends these are just the thoughts this song evokes in me. I tend to feel music like a lot. For me this song represents a form of hope. Pushing on through it all, even if it is a slowdeath.
Only 10 likes bruh this deserves like 10k
The song to me isn't death or eeriness or loneliness, but a euphoria of a new start. It's more of a melodramatic journey to somewhere new.
god tier quarantine music
Good music (like this!) should evoke the past without gorging on it. Sewerslvt feels like my mis-spent youth and my starry-eyed future all at once, a rare gift in these times of chronic nostalgic indulgence. Exceptional stuff.
EXACTLY!!!!!!!!!
Once again, slvt changes my life for the better. I never would have read "Dead Dead Demon's Dededede Destruction" if I had never been introduced to it here. I absolutely love the manga and I'm terribly grateful for you, sewerslvt. When the next album comes out I'm going to make it worth your while :)
i havent finished it yet but i think its my fav thing ive read so far
I've come to enjoy your work more and more.
I owe youtube's recommended section.
So do I. I’ve only discovered Sewerslvt via Mr. kill myself showing up in my recommendations.
This will forever be my favorite song from the album. It just has such a raw aura that can be taken as very depressing, but can also be interpreted as this bittersweet, sad but happy tone, like you're experiencing your final moments living as all the good memories you've experienced in your lifetime flash in your head. It's beautiful, really.vAnd no matter how many times I listen to it on repeat, it always hits me in the heart.
It makes me think a lot about this fucked up life I have to live through and be haunted by, and it oddly comforts me in having a song that just... speaks to me, you know?
Thank you Jvnko for making such good ass music. You have no idea how much your songs keep me going through the day.
One million. What a ride. Best of luck to y'all out there, no matter what life throws forward.
Listening to Sewerslvt so I don't have to hear my parents arguing : )
same here i hope ur doin good now
Just kill them lol
I really felt that too
You doing better?
life itself is essentially a very slow death. This song fills me with both melancholy and hope. Feels like it describes very well how i feel about life in general
as a person with dissociative personality disorder, i can resonate with this background pic a lot.
I have two different personalities but, at the end, we're both equally tired.
lissening to this while spending this year fully alone makes me wanna fully disapper from this world
Me too unfortunately
hoi hoi, seems like you've grown into something quite special in your own right.
I like your style.
This is a very lovely comment. It's simple but somehow it struck me.
This feels like dying inside, it's like being suicidal but never actually commiting in the end, so you're just left to rot from the inside out until you're an emotionless shell of who you once were...
I'm literally in that situation lol
damn bro you been writing my biography or something
yup. this been me for a year now once I realized killing myself wouldn't solve anything
true i feel just... nothing i feel like there is nothing inside me pushing me it feels alot like rot and decay like my mental state :) lul
This but then listening to Lexapro delirium once you get prescribed antidepressants lol
this one hits the hardest for me... havent felt like this in a long time
The titles are ironic because the music makes me feel uplifted and at peace, comforted, like everything is gonna be alright.
It’s amazing seeing the amount of people that are moved by sewer’s music. I love it.
happy 1 mil views! this song deserves it and much more. this is EASILY your best work in my opinion. absolute masterpiece.
For me, this song reminds me of the hardships you go through to get to where you are today. All the trauma and work you've been put through, without any true rewards. The sadness we all carry can become this burden on others, when we project or express the emotions we truly feel. It feels like time stops when we make the realization that everything, we've been through built us up to who we are today, whether it's good or bad. Each traumatic experience in our life is like another chapter to your 'never-ending' book. Something philosophy could never explain is these feelings of deceit and loneliness. The world guides us every day until our inevitable breaking point. Humans snap just like that, and their sadness can turn into hate, and disgust, and confusion. Trying to truly understand how you feel is a art in itself. Well done, Jvne.
I love this commend, I feel exactly the same
I love this. To me it is melancholic, but instead of happy past remembered by a sad present it is sad present, it is a sad present hoping for a happy future.
A happy future can be had if it is fought for. Thank you for making music, and a happy future to you.
Didn‘t think I‘d be one of y‘all writing a big ass essay again, but trust me this has a different story. It‘s about a cat. Super cute one. Adorable. She‘s called Sina. She‘s a longhair tabby cat. She was very fond of us and never scratched once. She isn‘t our cat, but always came during lunchtime for food. Of course we didn‘t feed her. She‘s just a food craving rowdy. I always petted her whenever she was here. This was 2 years ago. Since then the last time she came, her neck fur was so matted it was ripped off and was judt dangling around. My father forbid me to touch her again because she could‘ve been sick. So I left it. I never thought that would be the last time for 2 years to ever see her again. I would still hear her yowl at night. Her voice was very unique and cute. Basically everything about her was memorable. After that I didn‘t bother anymore. I thought the owners maybe moved out. Well, today the whole neighboorhood received mail saying she had gone missing. Apparently she‘s already 17, barely had any eye sight or could hear anything. She didn‘t have the sense of direction because of it. It was hesrtbreaking to hesr because I feel like i couldve done more while she was still here and safe. Now not even the owners now if shes safe, or even alive. It breaks my heart to know she‘s probably lingering around, blind and deaf, not knowing where to go.
Bro you didn't have to do me like this fuuuuuuuck. I hope she had a peaceful passing.
I understand how you feel. I too had moments like this with animals in our neighborhood and some people did not understand why I cared or were deeply saddened by their deaths or them going missing. Sometimes a stray animal is closer to you than any human can be.
This is one of those tunes that I felt was missing from my life. Absolutely outstanding
this is the fequency of my anxiety
playing it is balance to the sound in my head, suddenly it's all quiet and all i can hear is this
it's liberating
Thank you
we'll always be with you, jvne. we love you.
when you don’t have the energy to cry so you listen this over and over again
What this song makes me think of.
This makes me think of the “slow death” im facing. At such a young age, I feel like I’m stuck.
Im stuck in this cycle that will never end. Im realizing it, and I can’t accept it. I want it to change, but how can it? The problems come and go, but when they come back, they become worse than they were before.
I’m stuck as an individual. I don’t know what I’ll be in the future. I can’t see myself in the future. All I see is darkness.
As time passes, I have isolated myself more from my loved ones. Everything. I used to be so happy and so inspired to see what would become of me. Unfortunately, it’s not the same anymore.
My slow death is that I’m slowly losing sight of myself and the world around me. As I lose more of it, the more darkness surrounds me. That darkness will take over me, and that’s when I’ll meet death.
Thank you, sewerslvt, for this song.
Beautiful words in sad circumstances and hopeless feelings...
If you want to talk, hit me up
@@realdann_x7399 yeah thank you! :))
never came across something so relatable idk what to do at this point
@@bigbootypatrick I’m glad yet very sorry you relate to it. may the future be better for you.
@@bigbootypatrick ALSO YOUR USERNAME IM SORRY-
Ever since March 13th, 2020 I've only had a total of around 600-700 hours outside, I have gone through so much in my head during this time, All I can say to describe it is that both my mind and body are rotting from the inside out, I can never find the motivation to go outside and get my health back in order, and my mental health is too far gone, even when I take medication my body just flat out rejects it. Weeks feel like years as they go by, but by the end of it, it was like they never even happened.
your music helps me a lot, thanks for existing.
This sounds like letting go of someone or something you've been trying to save and just let them fall to survive your own life rlly good sad i didn't found this earlier love you june
Aahhh, I love the visual art you pair with all your music (and the music), it's all got such a strong vibe!
The algorithm's doing you justice!
aannnd Sewerslvt is such a great name!
Your sound invokes different emotions.
gonna miss this
This music makes me think of someone riding a motorcycle in a cyberpunk setting really late at night ala the opening to Akira.
Truly a masterpiece, one in a billion. You start with a gentle and opening ambience, which opens up the scene, like opening your eyes. Noise comes in, and you start to hear your surroundings, a dystopian city. The fast, delaying and echoing beat comes in, and you realize you're in some sort of moving transportation, taking you through the vast and contrasting colors and situations of the city. Voices and hums and ambiences come in and you gain further consciousness. Bells start ringing as you look up to the sky and see the twinkles of not stars, but large machines in the sky. The music comes to a sort of break as you take in your surroundings overwhelmed by its vast yet claustrophobic nature. Then, it ramps back up into a chaotic yet organized, and complicated beat, with detuned drones humming your arrival at the station representing your life. This is your life now. A slow death in the city yuou are trapped in. Enjoyable yet chaotic. Exciting yet bland. Light yet dark.
i love this
Balls
Thank you
This is so oddly hopeful sounding, in a vast and empty way. I love it. Too much.
I like listening to you music at night when everyone's asleep and it's just me looking up at my ceiling thinking thoughts.
i feel terrible knowing what you're going through with Ditto and spotify, i want to help at any cost. your music saved me, i wish to help save you too
gotta get into something like CDBaby / Bandcamp
getting those legal copyrights on the music is what protects the artist
what happened
@@gothicwvlff2 shit pay
My ADHDepressed ass appreciates this Sewereslvt, thank you for your hard work
What up Sewerslvt, I appreciate your aesthetic. I'm not a big digital music owner, I prefer to have physical artifacts, but I will be buying some of your music because this shit resonates with where I'm at in 2021.
As with many people in this comment section, I'm burdened with mental health struggles, as I'm sure you are from the content of your art. So I just wanna say, take care of yourself, and there are people who care about you. Keep making great music ❤️
bruh that's gotta be the rudest compliment i've read "Your music sounds like you have multiple mental health struggles" lol
@@odiadordeisrael Its truthful and merely an observation. Jvnko was in a psych ward earlier this year bruh.
can't tell you how many times i've played this in my single headphone on my graveyard shift at my shitass job. thanks for this song
One of the very first songs that I listened to, it has a feeling of dread that leads into anxiety that describes the feeling of being aimless in life, but then transitions into a tone in which invoked a sense of hope for what there is up ahead in a time in which one would feel anxious about what there really is in store for them. But that’s the part that gets me, the curiosities of Tommorow that pushes us to go on another day even if it seems meaningless. To give ourselves hope in the dark is what keeps one going. To go into tommorow is a big step.
Here’s the vibe I get from this:
*don’t worry, I am okay now.* *this world is a terrible place, I have done the best thing for myself since nobody cares anymore.* *this is a good thing*
Such beautiful words
Hey, we love you thank you!
I love that they sampled Serial experiments Lain ost for this track. Loneliness is such a good track.. made me live this even more
This made my day, thank you so much for it!!
This pain is eating me alive
I don't think it s going to heal
Sometimes it's good to feel the pain, because one day the high that comes from your new found joy, or the appreciation you'll have of the good times when they come, will be worth the contrast from pain to light.
I know that doesn't help now, and I may be a little hypocritical in telling this advice, but all I can say is I know more so than anything in this life that it is true. Stay strong brother/sister.
@@nameisbad thank you sushi
Such good music. Makes me feel so sad, hopeless and depressed. It's addicting and i love it. I haven't felt emotions like this in so many years, its almost frightening. It makes me want sweet release....
Been waiting for this day! Great work!
beauty to my ears , i love every peice of music you've made, can't wait for more ty for your music
just realized this is one of my favorite album closers ever
It's like a glass of cold water at 4am
ive been listening to your music on spotify and youtube, your compositions are awesome
i love all of your music, its amazing
Ayy never been this early, super excited! Love your work, dude
Beautiful. Thank you for creating this amazing work of art.
I fall in love with all of your music honestly
this honestly gives me 90s new york vibes. like idk why but this song in particular feels like its been with me all my life.
Was totally not expecting this, a really nice surprise for a friday. Thank you.
Your music the only music that makes me think recently.
I feel like diving into a ocean of sound and spreading my arms to swim in it.
This genre of music totally new to me and I'm really happy that I found your music.
I keep coming back to listen to your work. It puts me in a world that I dont want to leave.
Great for crying, 10/10 would recommend
its the progression. I like how all these subtle changes happen over time and before you realize its changed so much. its also both deeply sad and happy and the juxtaposition really entices me to listen to more and more. im a wee bit obsessed now. hahahahahahaha. cant find too many artists like this.
Thanks for making such awesome music, Ms. Sewerslvt
i discovered you a few weeks ago and i'm so happy of that because your music is the best discover for me in 2020 !!!!!!!
I love that ur songs speak exactly what’s on my mind
I love your music, it resonates with me on a personal level, your the only music artist I’ve been listening to the last few days and I’m hooked, stay safe man. We all are in this together!
Fucking Chills dude I swear to god.
Great track. I love the vibe of your channel.
I’m staring out of my window, shutters half-opened, taking in the dancing trees across the way in the church’s parking lot...under one, there is but a lonely, warmly-lit street lamp of an amber glow...the sun is setting, but there’s still enough light that it looks like dawn and dusk at the same time...fuzzy pink streaks dance in the background to compliment the cold haze of the sky...this moment is somehow so comforting and disturbingly sorrowful at the same time...
This project perfectly represents my current state of mind, and my surroundings...
This is oddly deep with a nice sentimental twist. It's wonderful.
Best recommended music excursion ive ever had on UA-cam.
I love your music so much, I discovered you 4 days ago and I've been listening to all your tracks in those days with some on repeat lol thanks for sharing, keep up the amazing work 💖 have a beautiful 2020
Still listening, still finding new tracks. Each one has a life of it's own. Thank you for making music, thank you for being here with us.
I listen to your songs whenever I'm feeling overwhelmed. I listen to your songs to space out for an hour and then organize my thoughts
i love this :,D
This is it this is something I can't explain but thats it its exactly what I mean but I don't know what I mean but I mean exactly this this is like the ompletly fitting piece of a puzzle it's like filling something that was empty before you can interpreted it into something bad but it can also be the most beautiful thing
I just want to give everyone in the comment section a hug.