【Hatsune Miku】Living with Depression - eng sub【Yanaga Miyuki】
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- Опубліковано 7 лют 2025
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The subtitle file for this is named “depression.ass” I just wanted you to know this
edit : Thanks to RBNXI AO (/channel/UCgVv8zIoC-MgVSVk4UdYwWA) for giving me a spanish translation + cc sub file to add to the video! enable CC to see it!
edit edit : Thanks to Sour Sop (/channel/UCXeOhYvgc8moS168tgnJBHQ) for an Indonesian translation + cc sub !!!
ー☆*ー※ー＊ー★✧ー※*ー☆ー✧※ー＊ー★*ー※ー
新しいスカートを穿いて
駆け足で１、２、どこでも行ける
道が無くても
難しいツイートは要らない
私は自分の言葉を使う
希望の無い朝も
Putting on a new skirt,
At a run, one two, I can go anywhere
Even without a path {to follow}
I don’t need any complicated* tweets,
I’ll use my own words
On mornings without a glimmer of hope too
(lit "difficult")
つまづいた
人を指差して石を投げつけた
ひと言がまだ君のこと
繰り返し殴っているよ
We pointed at a stumbled person and threw a stone him. (*corrected by producer)
That single word is still, even now,
Repeatedly hitting you
晴れ渡る今日の気持ちを
忘れないように書き留めよう
ああ 感動が消えていく
薄暗い毎日だって
好きな歌で彩るけど
ない、ない、ないよ
昨日の情熱が
I’ll write down my feelings from today
So I won’t forget how clear it was...
Ah… the emotion’s fizzling away...
I colour in even my dim everyday
With my favourite songs but
it’s nowhere, nowhere, nowhere to be found;
All the enthusiasm I had yesterday
優しさに ただ慣れてきて
人を威圧した
君のこと その痛みのこと
分かる なんて 思っていたよ
I simply got so used to kindness
And I began to coerce other people.
I really thought that I understood
you and that pain, you know.
君がいて嬉しいよ
今、嬉しいよ
理由なら何も無いよ
ただ嬉しいよ
You’re here and so, I’m happy
Right now, I’m happy
The reason... there really isn’t one
I’m just, simply, happy.
憂鬱と喜びの中を
私はね まだ生き足りないよ
You see, I haven’t had quite enough, of living
In the midst of depression and joy
ー☆*ー※ー＊ー★✧ー※*ー☆ー✧※ー＊ー★*ー※ー
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![[Eng Sub] Utaites’ Ways to Deal with Depression? (Eve/nqrse/Soraru)](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/lvOVqxl_bmM/mqdefault.jpg)
depression is like a happy sounding song with sad lyrics
indeed.
Octy well said. I feel like this is so true
Octy true, because what most people hear is the tune.. not the lyrics
Octy true
Makes sense though, depressed people are really good at hiding things. Even if they're almost at their limit, they'll only break if they want to, and wont say anything unless they decide to do so... atleast, in my experience anyway.
"I simply got so used to kindness"
This is true to me, I'm appreciative when people try to cheer me up, but for some reason it never helps me feel better. Sometimes it even makes me feel worse.
I Regret My Life Choices ? But same
Same here
ikr, it got to the point where it looks like they dont actually care qwq
Is it guilt from not being able to feel better when people are trying to help?
@@quizzicalsmudge877 I think so
This song absolutely fits how depression is like. The happy music, that some people focus on, symbolizes the fake, happy expressions we give to people so that they don't know we're hurt. The sad lyrics, is what we feel inside. The lyrics, again, is hard to fully understand by people.(not judging but I think it is, and I also don't fully understand, but after reading it, it was like a story)This symbolizes that people usually don't understand how we feel.
Again this is a beautiful song and thank you for subbing it
god damn this art is beautiful? and the song is lovely as well~
thanks as always for translating!
Oktavia von Seckendorff You better do a cover of this!
(Oktavia von Seckendorff) haha your name!! My mom used to call me "Flavia oktavia scoda scoda Fabia" when I was little ;~; brings back memories of when I had the best relationship with my mom XD
welp. its good
I loved ur cover! i came here because of it!
@@xavierthename and she did!!! 6 years ago
Just noticed even her eyebrows slighty change at times.
Her mouth too. At about 1/3 she smiles a bit more (right when her eyebrows change too, I think).
2:30 tears pop up
@@dandanthedandan7558 no shit sherlock
@@bludshedt2647 Pfft
But no matter what if you cover her mouth when she smiles you can still see the sadness there.
This has got to be one of the best Miku songs I've ever heard
Not only is the art amazing, the lyrics are great and the beat is both upbeat and catchy despite the true meaning of the song. I really love it
I love how this song has a lively vibe, i can relate to it because sometimes i approach my depression this way and think "i should change" and then the next day i'll just cry and RT some depressed tweets and be like "i relate so much" but then one of my dear friends always helps me when she can, this song is really beautiful because she is able to describe some things that i can't describe. I love this Art too. Thank you for translating this as alwaus you're really doing a wonderful work.💕
;)
Ahhh man, this part hit me particularly hard:
"Ah… the emotion’s fizzling away...
I colour in even my dim everyday
With my favourite songs but
it’s nowhere, nowhere, nowhere to be found;
All the enthusiasm I had yesterday"
It's my birthday this weekend, so my friends sent me a really touching present to help get me out of my crippling depression so I can start working and actually *living*, instead of just being a living dead. This song feels like another present, tbh. It's great. I don't have the emotional capacity to cry right now, but I know I would be hardcore quietly weeping if it were like 3am, hahaha. Thanks so much for subbing this, and for sharing the gem that is "depression.ass," heheh. I'll def be adding this to my playlist.
On another note, I've been trying to learn how to paint the past couple days, and I adore the art style in this PV! Makes me think of the godly art I see on Pixiv, ahh~ Goals, right there.
That's the same part that got to me!
Sir-Herp// Is that Osomatsu-san I see on your dp?
Nama Gw Siapa? Yeah!! It's my Pokemon Nuzlocke OC pixelled in the Osomatsu-san style, cuz I'm trash for both series and wanted to show that. 😂
There's a link to my deviantart on my channel, if you wanna see more of my art! (There's less posted on my tumblr, it's more of a reblog atm.)
it hit me too bruh
girl opens eyes
me: WOAH....
...TECHNOLOGY
Tsukiko Toshiyuki
Here lies all those who watch YandereDev's videos. X)
fairyx girl *-\W O A H T E C H N O L O G Y\-*
fairyx girl// No matter what people say, that joke never get old to me
Her eyes look like dvds
Honestly they kinda remind me of opals.
Her eyes, they look like cd's
Liuna Starshine :O
PFFFTHAHAHA IKR
Thats where my minecraft dvd went!
CD's nuts hah
"You see, I haven’t had quite enough, of livingIn the midst of depression and joy"
This part brings tears to my eyes everytime. (˘̩̩̩‿˘̩̩̩๑)❤︎
It sounded like it'd be an upbeat song at first, before reading the title...
THAT DROP SHOOK MY SOUL.
Do you mean the one at 4:05?
Since you've uploaded this, I've found myself listening to it several times a day. Somehow, no matter what I'm listening to currently, this song deeply resonates with me and I find myself coming back to it.
Thank you so much for translating this (also SAYONARA HUMAN!! That too, after this one, keeps calling me back with its lyrics, video, and as a song overall). Thank you for all your work throughout time, from me personally and many others.
Aaa it's no problem, I’m really happy this song has touched so many people bc I felt the same way when I first watched it (and that goes most of pinocchio's songs too hehe) Thank you for your kind words (*^^*)
Forgetfulsubs omg ;v; Forgetful-senpai replied to me 💖٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و
One more thing then, I've struggled with trying to learn Japanese on my own (formal classes are $$$) and you're probably one of my top inspirations, or rather motivaters. Seeing your phenomenal work..... fills me with determination ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡
when i saw this on my recommendations i literally laughed out loud but then i click on this and now im crying because it reminds me of how much drained i feel everyday like my depression is sucking my happiness away from me even if i try to be happy by doing the things i love i still end up being numb of everything else
i wish i was as happy as this song tho :")
it gets better. both really slowly and really sudden. trust me, one day you'll wake up and start crying because the sky is slightly more saturated and you were overthinking
oh wow that was four years ago when you said that
do you feel a bit better? it never completely goes away but it gets better
@@vivipettiss5832 i cant really say i "feel better" generally since a lot of things happened ever since ive posted this comment, but things are looking up right now compared to all my lows, thank you :) and thanks for reminding me about this song too, actually forgot that i posted a comment here lmao
Depression sucks, especially when you're in denial about it
Are ya winning now, son?
@@itsyuuki lol just broke up with my boyfriend but I'm not completely dead on the inside
@@itsyuuki omg that's so sweet ii-
Are you three okay this year 🙏
it never occurred to me that a song could be so beautiful
the art, music, and lyrics go so well together to paint an absolutely gorgeous picture
i really, really, really love and resonate with this song- thank you for subbing it, or i never would have heard it!! aaa
*why are vocaloid songs so meaningful*
this song it's a beautiful but melancholic depiction of depression, even more with the fact that it's true that some people manage to put a fake smile (upbeat rhythm) to pretend, thought sometimes as much as we want to smile for people we can't and in the end the tears just flow without even wanting to, and it ends, and then it repeats, it's an endless cycle and a really subtle one which makes it even scarier. But the song states the highs and lows of it, and in the end, it's about our efforts to stay put in life and try to see the silver lining in there even if it's really struggling, tortuous even, but it's getting there.
Please do not hesitate to ask for help, as hard as it can be, you deserve to be happy and you can make it. Still battling against inner demons myself, and I wish the best of you to not lose against yours.
Chanced upon this on my suggested videos.
I'd like to say thank you for taking the time to translate this, as it... well, helped inject a much needed shot of positivity for me right now.
Ah, a song I can really relate to...Except for the skirt part. Never put on a skirt before and I don't plan on it...If I were in Scottland I might consider a kilt, because that isn't a skirt.
My boyfriend wears dresses
Good for him. I won't judge. Freedom of clothing and all that.
Darkanedreaper Well the person who had the depression was a girl so u cant blame anyone hahahaha
;A; what a pretty song about the upsides of depression
sometimes after you've hit a low point you appreciate life that much more
What the heck? How is this song so pretty?
Thank you for translating!
this song is so cute thank u for subbing this i am your #1 fan!!
I kno u are!! luv u!! thank u my #1 fan
I used to listen to this song a lot some years ago, and after so long I remembered about it and decided to listen to it again, I simply cried a whole ocean, this song helped me through a lot, and years later, things are a bit better and I don't know, it just brought me so many emotions, this song is really amazing, I hope everyone is having a good day and of not, a better day will come ❤️
I like how the song's lively tone reminds me of how we wish to seem to others, the sad rylics reminds me of how we truely feel and when cracks become visible and the more inspring lyrics representing how we justify staying a flot. Guess it's just cycles of that if you know what I mean. Man ! what a beautiful song.
I can't even express how grateful I am for your translation of this song. I really needed this song right now. I write translyrics in my spare time as a way of relieving stress, and it was nothing but an absolute joy to work with your translation and this song.
Gah, I just, really want you to know that I'm grateful! Thank you ~
Well, this is .....
Happy sounding song but sad lyrics.
That's the meaning of Depression
i actually really REALLY like this song. it has such a lovely sound and is lively but in a melancholic way, and the art really perfects it. seeing the character cry while the instrumental bounces about leaves a very indescribable feeling. thank you for subbing this!
this is such a nice song!! and actually very uplifting, with the happy, bubbly beat, and the gorgeous art! thank you for translating!!
I wake up, check UA-cam, and this is one of the first things that shows up.
Today is gonna be one of _those_ days, isn't it?
絵がすごく好き！むっちゃ綺麗…✨
I love this producer's music so much! They are truly amazing!
Kaleb Same >~< have you listened to their other song "I'm nothing without you"?
Sometimes all it takes is a song like this to just burst you into tears. Thank you Miku!
There are days where I just want to die, and I think back on everything I've been through, and "lost" but then there are moments where I'm looking at the beautiful sunset, in the car with my friends while blasting black metal, and I stick my arm out the window, and reach toward the sun, and as I see the scars on my arm, I get reminded how beautiful it is that we can be so strong and that we are more powerful than the system wants us to be.
Both sadness and happiness are beautiful things, and we as humans are lucky to even be experiencing this reality that none of us understand. Not much of this life makes any sense, but one thing is for sure:
You are here to live as hard as you can, and give it your fucking best, and that is beautiful.
Thank you all for being here.
I love Yanaga Miyuki
for some reason the instrumental sounds like a windows sound remix at the beginning. that being said, this is a fantastic song. i relate.
I needed this so much thank you
I'd be crying from this song were it not for the fact that I'm at work. I get so many feelings from this. So much of the essence of wanting to be happy, and convincing yourself more so than other that you're fine, is in this song. In the beat and in the lyrics. Thank you for subbing this.
thanks for translating the song, without it I wouldn't get attached to this song so much.
"I haven't had quite enough of living in the midst of Depression and Joy" that beautiful line along with the beautiful art that goes along with it just touches my heart so strongly. (I'm a bit too late with this comment but whatever this is beautiful!)
The images in this alone tell such a perfect story of what depression is really like. For someone struggling so much this just resonates so much. Simply seeing the girl crying but smiling made me cry with how real this was. My favourite song ever
ファンファーレみたいな華やかで豊かな音。
鬱を、妥協や諦めではない、享受しているようです。
まさに「憂鬱と生きる」
凄い曲に出会った(´・ω・`)
ⓩclassDestroyer セヤナ
あなたの感想も素晴らしい‼️
Never had something hit home so hard before, holy crap. The original lyrics if you can read them make the song even better ;-;
never thought I find a song that I would relate to...but there it iis. beautiful art work and tune tho!! Thank you for translating it!!
Beautiful artwork and nice tune, well done!
The first song that saved was Odds & Ends. Now this song helps me up. I can't help but tear up and say thank you to whoever wrote the songs and Miku for singing it. Thank you for saving me from myself.
After listening to this... somehow I feel better about myself..
thank you 🙏
my theory on this song is that, she was getting bullied ("I threw rocks at you"), then she tries to kill herself ("that word is still repeatedly hitting you."). I believe she tried to kill herself, and then survived. her bullies are happy she's still alive and feel bad. ("I'm so happy you're here") i also believe that at the end she starts getting better and doesnt have to use her coping skills anymore, as we see the phone and headphones disappear. I also believe this story is told from the bullies point of view
i cry every time i hear this song, i love it. its scary how much i related to this song when i was going through depression
“It’s nowhere it’s nowhere nowhere nowhere to be found my enthusiasm from yesterday” this like speaks to me on SO MANY LEVALS!!! Even yesterday when I was supposed to be happy celebrating my birthday I just faked a smile. ;)
アミューズメントパークみたいな音楽に綺麗な声と美しい音色､歌詞が素敵すぎる(わかって)
I really loved this song, I can't help but cry everytime I hear this, I feel so related. Sometimes I'm sad, but sometimes I feel happy as well, even if depression will always be there, I try to handle it everyday...Thank you for translating this. 💕
出だしの音から好きです。
The lyrics "ah...and the emotion fizzling away" hit me good because living like this, you'll get really sad, but at the same time your not because you start to feel empty and worthless. This song really captures the emotion. And with the upbeat sound, to me just represents how you put on a fake smile so people don't see your emptyness. You smile and laugh because you have to.
This song is quickly becoming one of my favourites. It's upbeat, but has deep lyrics to balance it out. Definitely going to have to check out some more work by this producer~
Rõmaji:
Atarashii sukāto o hai te
kakeashi de 1, 2, doko demo ikeru
michi ga naku te mo
muzukashii tsuīto wa ira nai
watashi wa jibun no kotoba o tsukau
kibō no nai asa mo
tsuma zui ta
hito o yubi sashi te ishi o nagetsuke ta
hitokoto ga mada kimi no koto
kurikaeshinagutte iru yo
harewataru kyō no kimochi o
wasure nai yō ni kakitomeyo u
ā kandō ga kie te iku
usugurai mainichi datte
suki na uta de irodoru kedo
nai, nai, nai yo
kinō no jōnetsu ga
yasashi sa ni tada nare te ki te
hito o iatsu shi ta
kimi no koto sono itami no koto
wakaru nante omotte i ta yo
kimi ga i te ureshii yo
ima, ureshii yo
riyū nara nani mo nai yo
tada ureshii yo
yūutsu to yorokobi no naka o
watashi hane mada ikitari nai yo
the best 6 minutes of my life
Also, +Forgetfulsubs may I use this video for my Rin cover? Thanks.
One of the most relatable parts of this song is the way the lyrics snap from positive to negative in an instant saying "I've tripped up"
stunning. that's the only word to describe this. absolutely stunning. Good job
holy shit i used to listen to this song along some other dark songs during one of the lowest points of my life but now im in a better place so i forgot about this song .... guess it does get better...
Oh my god! Oh my god! I just saw on your tumbr that you have future plans to translate Disturb Manic Girl!!! I am also preparing to translate it and am in middle of planning creative subs to fit it (though no worries, I'm translating not into English XD) Not only are your translations always so good but also your typesetting is so amazing!!! Despite knowing japanese and all, I find myself rewatching songs on your channel for the pleasure of seeing nicely styled subs :D Shall be looking forward for how Disturb Manic Girl will turn out~ Wish you a good vacation and best luck in your upcoming translations!
Thank you for the kind words! I'm actually still on the fence about posting Disturb Manic Girl since it's unclear if Rerulili allows translation reprints or not and denpa-like songs like Maniac girl are always a challenge for me, I keep going back and tweaking lines lol. hopefully someday. If you just wanna see it to compare subs I could send you the file when I get back though XD. Anyway I hope your version goes well and best luck with your translations too!
Wow, thank you veru much for answering >/////< I'm feeling the same way about translating it too~ Its a wonderful and strong song but with a lot of vague parts too. In any case if I happen to finish and try uploading mine earlier, will definitely let you know whether it did get copyright or not ;)) Wish you the best luck both with it and other projects too. And as a side note: what is your opinion about the use of "shirimasen ka" in "Watashi no nakami shirimasen ka?" ? At one point it can be a question asking like: "Do you know what my 'nakami' are?" But on the other hand she sings of having lost them, dropped them somewhere in earlier line which can make the "shirimasen ka" a question of "Have you seen?" , "Do you know where they might be?"... This has been one of the most confusing parts for me and am still trying to figure out XD Hearing another translators opinion would be great~ And in any case hope this helps you too somehow...
Yeah! I have a pretty large notes section because of those vague lines wwww, I find it pretty amusing (reassuring?) to see people in the japanese comments being just as confused at certain lines. I haven't heard of him going out of his way to copyright strike stuff thankfully, just notes on the vocaloid wiki and some of his old uploads about him not allowing them and stuff, maybe I should just stop worrying about it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯... and I'm with the "Do you know where they might be?" interpretation! I actually currently have the two lines as "I seem to have dropped it somewhere along the way-- do you know where my ‘contents’ might be?". I guess it helps to think of shirimasen ka as a way to ask if the person has any information or knowledge on the subject, and since the last line indicates *location* is the thing she doesn't know, 'where' makes the most sense to me! (if that made sense)
Hi! I'm back to report that there were no copyright problems for Disturb Manic Girl! Or at least in my case I uploaded it just fine ;) So good luck with your translation too, I will be looking forward to it. Also thank you for kindly sharing your translation advice. I also went with "Do you know where they might be" interpretation. Thank you very much!
This song is sooooooo amazingly bittersweet! The art is powerful and gorgeous, perfectly describing the emotions!
This really sounds what it's like to have a illness like this. Anxiety and depression are very similar since they always make you feel bad about everything and scared.
I lost the person who reminded me of what happiness was.... not much worth living for when you're a hollow shell again..
Its depressing when no one celebrates your birthday with you
i wasn't expecting it to be this catchy and upbeat i love it
The girl her smiling while crying touches me cause everytime i cry i sit therr smiling trying to stay strong, then the tears get heavier. I Failed. But the next day i put on a fake smile and pretend like nothing ever happened. Nobody ever asks me what's wrong because of that act and smile. That's what depression does to you. Making you feel like shit but you put on a brave face to hide it, then... suffer alone
Really love the art :3
God damn the art is good!
The song is nice as well though I wasn't paying attention to the title so i was surprised when it turned out to be about depression...ah well, it's certainly one of the best songs I've heard this month
I really like the song :)))))
Thanks for the translation
The lyrics "i simply got used to kindness" combined with Miku's expression just breaks my heart....so relatable.
"The subtitle file for this is named “depression.ass” I just wanted you to know this"
OuO
this song really cope my real feelings. THIS SONG!!! it feels so nostalgic on how i live life mostly with my depression roaming everyday and every night. every time i hear this song, i feel like i found my daily solace in life...
the cover art is art goals
woah the art is amazing :o love the lyrics too
So glad Yanaga Miyuki is getting more exposure^^
Y'all should consider supporting their song on Nico Nico as well since it has less views than its UA-cam counter part ;P
I think I'm the only one who, when is sad, says depressive things instead of pretending to be happy.
今の日本ではデフレやハラスメントが急増し生活習慣病やうつによる自殺や急死が多発していると、僕は思う。
それを乗り越えるには言葉を超えたこんな歌が必要なんだなって感じ
Romaji:
Atarashī sukāto o haite
kakeashi de 1, 2, doko demo
ikeru ikeru ikeru
michi ga nakute mo
muzukashī tsuīto wa iranai
watashi wa jibun no kotoba o
tsukau tsukau tsukau
kibou no nai asa mo
tsuma dzuita
hito o yubisashite
ishi o nagetsuketa
aah hitokoto ga
mada kimi no koto
kurikaeshi nagutte iru yo
(la laa la lala)
harewataru kyō no kimochi o
wasurenai yō ni kakitomeyou
āh aah aaah
kandō ga kieteiku
usugurai mainichi datte
sukinauta de irodorukedo
nai, nai, nai yo
kinō no jōnetsu ga
yasashi-sa ni
tada narete kite
hito o iatsu shita
aah kimi no koto
sono itami no koto
wakaru nante omotte ita yo
kimi ga ite
ureshī yo
ima, ureshī yo
riyūnara
nani mo nai yo
tada ureshī yo
yūutsu to yorokobi no
naka o watashi wa ne
mada iki tarinai yo
Love this ♥ Thank you for sharing
Still listening to this whenever I'm feeling down
No way im still here today
I listened to this probably a thousand times already.
Damn this song is beautiful
Finally I found this I forgot the title after 2019!!! Yessss!!!
lol,I like your art!! Teach me how to draw like that!! You cool!!
I love everything about this holy shit
Miku cures my depression.i thank God she exists even if she is really not in our world she is dancin in ma heart and mind💙her fan from egypt🇪🇬
Such a soothing song. Calms your soul.
So touching. Nice work.
Aah. The irony is strong within this one. Sadly relatable too.
Everyone thinks that depression is sadness....That bc they feel sad often, they have depression... Man if you're a teenager it's normal. Dont start with "I'm so depressed", "I have crippling depression" and stuff like that..
I can relate to this so much and by the end of the song I'm always smiling
Her eyes are so pretty.:)
Just remembered why I love this producer now. ='D
I'm glad I have found this song, I am actually living with depression so this helps a lot
Those eyes are so hypnotic...
Im so happy to UA-cam for recommending me this
日本語のコメ探してた人←
めっちゃいい曲d('∀'*)
Wilhelm Van Astrea コメ読める時の安心感な
日本語の安心感
I feel like her eyes are piercing into my soul, it's horrifying.
Wow a wonderful job, all of you!
Oh shit that instrumental though!! Seriously why isn't anyone mentioning how beautiful it was?
I'm not always depressed. But only at times, and I'll quickly fluctuate between happiness and sadness. It's not even like it's a fake mask, though it's true that when I'm hurting I pretend to be happy.
So on the outside to everyone I'm always happy.
I still have happy moments, but I keep everything bottled up so that no one tries to help. Because deep down I think that I'm afraid of people coming to help, I suppose I'm afraid they'll leave me. My worst fear is people getting sick of me..
So I drown out my depression with music and I try to live life only concentrating on the happy moments only, and suppressing my upset attitude.
However, deep down I'm hurting, and I don't think even I realize that fully.