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  • @franciscocruz4624
    @franciscocruz4624 9 місяців тому +628

    Alicia immediately after starting; “NOPE! NOPE! NOPE! I CANT! I CANT!”
    Her Husband in the background; “It’s just a little fishy!”❤

  • @Marcharound
    @Marcharound 9 місяців тому +788

    Note to self: Alicia has thalassophobia.
    *Starts compiling underwater SCPs*

    • @kevinlockwood5384
      @kevinlockwood5384 9 місяців тому +195

      Oh you are a psychopath
      I'm going to help

    • @Moonstriker2514
      @Moonstriker2514 9 місяців тому +64

      That living water one that kills you alien baby style

    • @edim108
      @edim108 9 місяців тому +42

      SCP-1128 definitely has to be on that list lmao 😂

    • @1nt9rn9t-dudewillheim2
      @1nt9rn9t-dudewillheim2 9 місяців тому

      You evil, evil, person.

    • @cthulhupolar60
      @cthulhupolar60 9 місяців тому +18

      HAHAHA Yeah SCP-1128.

  • @aziouss2863
    @aziouss2863 9 місяців тому +444

    The way she saw saying " no no no " histerically
    AT THE SAME TIME the narrator was describing exactly that!
    Was epic!

    • @TheTaintedWisdom
      @TheTaintedWisdom 9 місяців тому +6

      7:13

    • @delaneyfells913
      @delaneyfells913 9 місяців тому +5

      I was just about to say I think we need to acquire her a muscle relaxer as sedative for how many times she was saying no. No no no😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

  • @lorech.8326
    @lorech.8326 9 місяців тому +175

    You’d be surprised. The SCP foundation isn’t opposed to launching a few missiles at a god

    • @twilink5810
      @twilink5810 9 місяців тому +18

      Or giving offers even if it's useless like the scp hurried in the sand of an other places and kept by chains rusted and slowly breaking (sorry don't remember the number).

    • @Nobody-707
      @Nobody-707 5 місяців тому

      Have they ever tried doing that to 343??

    • @aheimbig
      @aheimbig 3 місяці тому +1

      @@Nobody-707A little late, but the last researcher who proposed doing research that wasn’t on 343’s terms on 343 itself…is no longer in any Foundation database and for all intents and purposes never existed. The researchers that actually work in the Foundation find their mood improved by regular conversations with 343. Free and tailored therapy is preferable to erasure!

  • @deathscythesangel666
    @deathscythesangel666 9 місяців тому +798

    If you need a break from the horror scp I would recommend scp 4999 someone watches over us by volgun it's a super wholesome one

    • @filipcunderlik3910
      @filipcunderlik3910 9 місяців тому +37

      Got a smoke mate ?😎( i don't smoke by the way)

    • @huwutao8726
      @huwutao8726 9 місяців тому +43

      🚬😤😳👌 thats some good stuff mate💀
      Also i think this would actually make her feel emotions considering this scp also involves people who sometimes have cancer and dying alone

    • @BubbaJubbs9926
      @BubbaJubbs9926 9 місяців тому +15

      I'd also recommend SCP-5031

    • @GioFireheart
      @GioFireheart 9 місяців тому +11

      One of my faves! I also have a head cannon that he is the god, Small Death.

    • @BubbaJubbs9926
      @BubbaJubbs9926 9 місяців тому +4

      @@GioFireheart Small death?

  • @its_renren7292
    @its_renren7292 9 місяців тому +457

    Someone needs to buy Alicia a SCP-999 plushie to hug and hold during the scarier videos. Does she have a Throne or a P.o. box?

    • @MrMineHD
      @MrMineHD 9 місяців тому +27

      She has both. Can be found in the discord.

    • @its_renren7292
      @its_renren7292 9 місяців тому +18

      @@MrMineHD sweet, when i have the money i'll buy and ship one (might be a while for it to get there cos i'm from the opposite side of the world 😅)

    • @MrMineHD
      @MrMineHD 9 місяців тому +7

      No Stress, I'm far away too, so I keep waiting for the right moment too.

    • @samwallaceart288
      @samwallaceart288 4 дні тому

      A 999 squishy-pillow / stress ball would be so W

  • @christopherhale3140
    @christopherhale3140 9 місяців тому +89

    I love the contrast of this article between the cosmic horror of this gargantuan creature that may or may not outlive time itself and then the revelation that "Yeah, every person who's been amnesticized in the last few decades has basically had to drink the Eel Juice".

    • @speedy01247
      @speedy01247 7 місяців тому +5

      better that then the shit that existed prior to it.

  • @exodiaolimitado6545
    @exodiaolimitado6545 9 місяців тому +71

    remember guys, she's playing SUBNAUTICA because of the sub goal, may her soul rest in pieces

    • @normalpeoplelikeme
      @normalpeoplelikeme 9 місяців тому +5

      HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

    • @zigmus00A
      @zigmus00A 9 місяців тому +1

      Dredge would have been a good contender too

  • @corinballard2456
    @corinballard2456 9 місяців тому +79

    SCP-1762, Here be Dragons, always gets me emotional. I would definitely give it a watch.

    • @mathiasallen8187
      @mathiasallen8187 9 місяців тому +6

      Your going to make her cry even more wtf?

    • @Wurmss
      @Wurmss 9 місяців тому +5

      Here be dragons always brings me to tears, I hope she reacts to it.

  • @dragon-ye2mw
    @dragon-ye2mw 9 місяців тому +179

    The reaction is just gold 😂 the sheer panic and using humor as a coping mechanism

    • @pinetree1462
      @pinetree1462 9 місяців тому +5

      they are very genuine,, so i enjoy watching along so i'm not scared too :v

    • @MidnightDStroyer
      @MidnightDStroyer 4 місяці тому +2

      Alicia gets so scared that her *avatar* freezes in horror..........

    • @notagreen-fiend9029
      @notagreen-fiend9029 2 місяці тому +1

      1:04 to 1:16
      *@MidnightDStroyer* 😂The eyes glitching/derping, as well.
      1:07 was like, "I'm so scared, I can't look away." ahah

  • @thomascannone3111
    @thomascannone3111 9 місяців тому +32

    30:10 love how Alicia calls him edgy for saying the same thing she did earlier in the video.

  • @w3t_wlpes
    @w3t_wlpes 9 місяців тому +257

    Man i wish I could've caught these streams so I could just binge these SCP reactions.

    • @kevinlockwood5384
      @kevinlockwood5384 9 місяців тому +6

      The streams are still up

    • @w3t_wlpes
      @w3t_wlpes 9 місяців тому

      @@kevinlockwood5384 For some reason the Vods aren't loading for me.

    • @kevinlockwood5384
      @kevinlockwood5384 9 місяців тому +5

      ​@@w3t_wlpes: (

    • @ImmaLittlePip
      @ImmaLittlePip 9 місяців тому +1

      @@kevinlockwood5384 are they no longer up?

  • @davycannonhound9005
    @davycannonhound9005 9 місяців тому +37

    I think Alicia is the most genuine vtuber reactor I’ve seen.

  • @evynngomez1833
    @evynngomez1833 9 місяців тому +70

    Another spooky one already? And a water one at that. You're very brave, I commend you!
    If you want a more wholesome breed of SCP article, TheVolgun has a video on SCP-5031 "Yet Another Murder Monster", who is probably my favorite SCP. There's also the option of continuing checking out the most famous SCP's first such as SCP-682 who you've been briefly exposed to from your reaction to 999.

    • @nothingface5919
      @nothingface5919 9 місяців тому +1

      SCP-5031 is amazing. 682 is famous but for some reason never really resonated with me. It always seemed kind of overhyped for what it was... I enjoy weird ones like the Coffee Machine more lol.

    • @evynngomez1833
      @evynngomez1833 9 місяців тому

      @@nothingface5919 same here. I liked the idea of 682 when I first heard it, but I feel it’s IMMENSELY overrated. It was cool when it was a murderous lizard that had really creative takes on adaptive regeneration, less so when it was apparently some kind of eldritch unstoppable nightmare spawn that can recover from literal narrative erasure.

    • @elusive-osmium
      @elusive-osmium 6 місяців тому

      this one is kind of wholesome considering so many more people would be dead without it

  • @Blitzwaffen
    @Blitzwaffen 9 місяців тому +20

    I guess this reaction will remain a mystery to me as my phone refuses to load it.

  • @CorwinTheOneAndOnly
    @CorwinTheOneAndOnly 9 місяців тому +13

    Oh wow, that fear reaction was instant and visceral. That's a real phobia right there.

  • @DeathDefiant
    @DeathDefiant 9 місяців тому +9

    If you ever feel useless just remember, the SCP Foundation has an "Ethics Committee".

  • @DearSoberUs32
    @DearSoberUs32 9 місяців тому +12

    The Exploring Series, SCP-1762, Where The Dragons Went. This is what got me into SCP in the first place, and truly worth a listen. 10/10 would recommend.
    Edit: Literally just any SCP read by TES to be fair, 10/10 would recommend

  • @johnwolfer3239
    @johnwolfer3239 9 місяців тому +46

    Video number 8 where I recommend the heart-warming story of SCP 5031. Volgun does a good coverage of Just Another Murder Monster.

  • @samueltrusik3251
    @samueltrusik3251 9 місяців тому +18

    You will for sure recognize the bodies in this water.
    Also, there are more underwater SCPs you should watch!

  • @ChannelofNathaniel
    @ChannelofNathaniel 7 місяців тому +6

    The Exploring Series is probably the best SCP channel to talk about larger scale storylines

  • @danielcortez2449
    @danielcortez2449 9 місяців тому +22

    Does anyone else have experienced with videos not playing just constantly loading or is it just me

  • @HollowHeart771
    @HollowHeart771 9 місяців тому +12

    If this ocean SCP scares you, SCP 1128 is similar and is by far the SCP that scares me the most, the fact that just knowing what is looks like will lead to your end is enough to send shivers down my spine

    • @lukeharrington4372
      @lukeharrington4372 9 місяців тому

      I don’t realise know much about SCPs but I do know of that entity creepy as all hell 🤣🤣🤣

    • @MrHeiska01
      @MrHeiska01 9 місяців тому

      Pretty sure one of the pictures in this video was about 1128.
      Human falling trough water with massive creature lurking below.

    • @HollowHeart771
      @HollowHeart771 9 місяців тому

      @@MrHeiska01 I saw that but it's such a creepy entity and I'D love to see a separate reaction to it

  • @captain0ffd244
    @captain0ffd244 9 місяців тому +10

    Reaction starts Alicia already jumping out of her chair and want to sprint away. This is going to be a good episode

  • @Cheinz74
    @Cheinz74 9 місяців тому +30

    You for sure gotta check out SCP 173 at some point! That’s debatably the most well known SCP and one of my personal favorites!

    • @user-fd5nz5lo7m
      @user-fd5nz5lo7m 9 місяців тому +5

      Well it is THE first SCP after all.

    • @samwallaceart288
      @samwallaceart288 4 дні тому

      For real instead of 2 tutorial videos, I just read that one blind because it's the earliest one, and the format was self-explanatory

  • @NeonHashira
    @NeonHashira 9 місяців тому +7

    Am I the only one this video won't load for???

  • @EG-wp9yj
    @EG-wp9yj 9 місяців тому +11

    This is the one I was waiting for.
    And the aquatic horror scp.

  • @mrshadow4007
    @mrshadow4007 9 місяців тому +6

    It's so scary that UA-cam wont even let me play the video.

  • @tyforestreacts
    @tyforestreacts 9 місяців тому +21

    I recommend a video on SCP-173. It’s the first ever SCP ever created, and while simple, I do think it’d make an interesting experience.

  • @Ergand
    @Ergand 9 місяців тому +3

    One of my favorite collections of SCP stories is the Lord Blackwood tales. For most of them some knowledge about the SCP involved would be helpful, but is not strictly necessary. My three recommendations:
    Lord Blackwood, Astronaut - don't really need to know much for this one
    Lord Blackwood and the Great Tarrasque Hunt of 83 - SCP 682 + SCP 076
    Lord Blackwood in the Land of the Unclean - SCP 093

  • @somename3424
    @somename3424 9 місяців тому +2

    "emotional support fiancé" is amazing

  • @jabaash
    @jabaash 8 місяців тому

    Phobias are always super interesting to me, since people talking about them rarely emphasize the irrational part of the irrational fear and/or aversion of something. Like, i'd say i'm freaked out by the ocean. Swimming in the ocean does not sound appealing to me at all, and if i'm traveling on a ship, i would rather stay indoors the whole time than look outside. I however, have no problems looking at images of oceans or playing videogames that take place in large bodies of water like Subnautica. The fact that she's getting freaked out from seeing pictures fascinates me so much, and is a great example of what is the difference between a fear and a phobia.

  • @cronos4024
    @cronos4024 9 місяців тому +9

    Some evil, twisted part of me actually wants her to do a Subnautica lets play

  • @KaizerDC
    @KaizerDC 9 місяців тому +3

    Ah I love the exploring series one of my favorites for SCP content! Also helped me discover the creators of the dark ambient background music which is also fantastic.

  • @DeathFallow
    @DeathFallow 9 місяців тому +2

    I'm happy that The Exploring Serers is being watch. First commit of my main account was suggesting him like 3 weeks ago. Love to see two people I like in one vid. Happy exploring but always remember, 'We die in the dark so they may live in the light'

  • @realfiregod0466
    @realfiregod0466 8 місяців тому

    The fact that it can alter your mind and your way of thinking it's absolutely terrifying.

  • @Finny_.
    @Finny_. 9 місяців тому +4

    There's a lot of fun things i'd could write but man, your videos makes me so happy Alicia. From the bottom of my heart, thank you 💕

  • @Hsereal
    @Hsereal 9 місяців тому +3

    Hello, Aliciancé! Make sure to give the elf-rat-queen plenty of cuddles and emotional support after her SCP binges!

  • @neal7602
    @neal7602 9 місяців тому

    Mobile Tasks Forces often have humorous names, including City Slickers, Country Boys, and my personal favorite: "The Feds."

  • @MattieD
    @MattieD 9 місяців тому +3

    There was a crooked man, who had a crooked smile,
    he played a crooked flute, and danced down a crooked isle,
    they laughed with crooked faces, at his crooked tune,
    they clapped with crooked hands, and all the crooked ladies swoon.

  • @gliocasneko
    @gliocasneko 9 місяців тому +38

    That one was scary, I hope we get to some friendly SCP with you.

    • @coomslayer7937
      @coomslayer7937 9 місяців тому +1

      Isn't Scp 3000 a thaumiel though?

    • @cindermoth3421
      @cindermoth3421 9 місяців тому +5

      Where the dragons went would be a good one :D

    • @theenderdestruction2362
      @theenderdestruction2362 9 місяців тому +9

      ​@@coomslayer7937doesn't mean it's friendly, just means it helps

    • @itsyaboy9829
      @itsyaboy9829 9 місяців тому

      ​@@cindermoth3421you devil you :D

    • @coomslayer7937
      @coomslayer7937 9 місяців тому +1

      @@theenderdestruction2362 True

  • @ShinigamiSamaH
    @ShinigamiSamaH 9 місяців тому +3

    Good ol 3000 the Danger Noodle.

  • @cthulhluftagn3812
    @cthulhluftagn3812 День тому

    A good example of why a Safe classification dosent mean its a safe object.
    One wrong request and its goodnight humanity...

  • @ChildofBile
    @ChildofBile 9 місяців тому +1

    No way The Exploring Series makes my favorite scp videos

  • @grantharriman284
    @grantharriman284 9 місяців тому +5

    Alicia in this video reminds me of Marin from Dress Up Darling when she watched too many horror movies. Jumping and screaming at even the tiniest things.

  • @hognibaker7484
    @hognibaker7484 9 місяців тому +3

    The Exploring Series
    is an amazing channel that I've been following for years. I love that you've FINALLY tripped on him. Might I interest you in "Exploring the SCP Foundation: SCP-5999 - This Is Where I Died". I'm sure you will personally find it quite titillating...

    • @literalsarcasm1830
      @literalsarcasm1830 9 місяців тому +3

      The full Apotheosis series is amazing as well.

    • @avsbes98
      @avsbes98 9 місяців тому

      I'm not sure if she's ready for 5999 yet. Should probably watch Pataphysics first.

  • @seanmacguire8988
    @seanmacguire8988 9 місяців тому +1

    Oh! The Mobile task force video by the exploring series is also amazing. It talks about all of the task forces and their purposes

    • @literalsarcasm1830
      @literalsarcasm1830 9 місяців тому

      "What happened to Site 13" is a great one as well.

  • @michaeldora9068
    @michaeldora9068 9 місяців тому +1

    1:10 *She starts panicking*
    *Me, verbatim.* "That was fucking quick."

  • @ShadeScarecrow
    @ShadeScarecrow 9 місяців тому +3

    Yea Im pretty sure if I saw a 600+ km long eel my brain would just shortcircuit, so the cognitive hazard just makes sense xD

  • @Bloodschosen2457
    @Bloodschosen2457 9 місяців тому +3

    WOO, FINALLY!! 5 HOURS LATER AND I CAN FINALLY WATCH IT!!!

  • @souplife1
    @souplife1 9 місяців тому

    heck yes! I'm glad you got to 3000 so early I genuinely think it's one of the best ones I've ever read, and it's one of my absolute favorites. 3001 is so so good too, and 6000 is insane ugh there's so many good ones

  • @-Offstar
    @-Offstar 9 місяців тому

    The reason they're called Kingfishers isn't a beer, it's the fact that the Kingfishers are the MTF team that deals closely with water based anomalies. Hence Kingfishers being a bird that deals with water based food.

  • @TheeQueenjuni
    @TheeQueenjuni 9 місяців тому +5

    If you’re that scared of underwater you didn’t need to look at the pictures lol. They’re just meant to be a visual reference to the audience. For that channel you listened to specifically he often can be listened to without looking at anything since it’s mostly pictures.

  • @pallbunun7594
    @pallbunun7594 9 місяців тому +3

    I love the phrase, emotional support fiancé.
    I want one

  • @kalashydra9016
    @kalashydra9016 День тому

    30:14 alicia - ok sasuke
    also alicia : OH NOOOO FUUUUUUUUCK NOOO GET THAT HOLE OUT OF MY FACE
    lol , the duality in this video xD

  • @falx1975
    @falx1975 9 місяців тому

    Terry Pratchett wrote that death only truly occurs when our names are no longer spoken.

  • @tallperson0892
    @tallperson0892 9 місяців тому +4

    any one else only got the max quality option being 360p? or just me?

  • @DR_REDACTED
    @DR_REDACTED 9 місяців тому +3

    YES!!! Easily one of my favs from the better known SCPs

  • @ichigo9171
    @ichigo9171 9 місяців тому +1

    Alicia: I need an adult
    Scp3000: I AM an adult

  • @eduardochavez7889
    @eduardochavez7889 9 місяців тому

    Yay Exploring Series! Also poor Alicia, I could practically feel her blood pressure rising

  • @sonofhades57
    @sonofhades57 9 місяців тому +2

    Seeing that thumbnail just makes me want to give Alicia a hug and tell her everything's going to be okay.

  • @ALLHAILSUNSETYOUTH2
    @ALLHAILSUNSETYOUTH2 9 місяців тому +3

    Oh, a BIG one. If an scp ends with 000 or 999, its an important one

  • @poasttoasties6655
    @poasttoasties6655 5 місяців тому

    exploring series does such a good job at blending summary, commentary, and direct readings

  • @g_g...
    @g_g... 9 місяців тому +2

    Literally not even 1 second into the video: freaks tf out

  • @davidkoudelka10
    @davidkoudelka10 9 місяців тому +4

    I know many are recommending SCP-4999 (and it is pretty wholesome) though there is also more tales about the SCP-999 the Tickle Monster, as well as SCP-7000, which is about the unluckiest man in the world, though the story is strangely wholesome with him making friends and saving the world (avoiding heavy spoilers).❤

    • @Wurmss
      @Wurmss 9 місяців тому

      Wait I've never heard the ending part could you link it/explain??

    • @davidkoudelka10
      @davidkoudelka10 9 місяців тому

      @@Wurmss Do you mean of SCP-7000? Or the other ones?

    • @Wurmss
      @Wurmss 9 місяців тому

      @@davidkoudelka10 7000 story is greatly appreciated!

    • @davidkoudelka10
      @davidkoudelka10 9 місяців тому

      @@Wurmss Here it is! ua-cam.com/video/sapdYjiFUhY/v-deo.htmlsi=kYTEwWMoyCWXO6ED
      This video was made by the Exploring Series. He’s REALLY great at giving the rundown of SCP’s. In fact, I think the one that Alicia is reacting to is being narrated by him.

  • @Sigmanonymous
    @Sigmanonymous 9 місяців тому +3

    This isn't playing on mobile for some reason, but it is on my home PC. Sadge. :(

  • @MM-xn6tn
    @MM-xn6tn 9 місяців тому +1

    Seven seals.
    Seven rings.
    Seven brides for the Scarlet King.

  • @clothokaftan
    @clothokaftan 8 місяців тому

    25:10 i made that same mistake as well, kept shutting people out of my life and trying to bottle up all of my emotions, misery, and self-loathing, i didn't even try to get better at first and just wallowed in my own misery for years during highschool. everyone justifiably alienated me and most of my friends abandoned me. the few friends i had left became increasingly concerned for me especially when they started to notice cuts and scrapes on my wrist and bruises underneath my sleeves, waist, and skirt. my grades were plummeting and even the teachers couldn't ignore it anymore. it wasn't until 2 years after i started being this way that my teachers started trying to help in their own messed up way by making classmates befriend me for better grades (i didn't know at first and blindly bought the con, making friends with people whom i thought were really kind to me, only to overhear rumors that they were being bribed into being my friend), so that made my trust in my teachers and anyone befriending me crash and burn. yey. sigh*
    it was around that time that i met a girl my age who was the complete opposite of me, coming from a filthy rich aristocratic corporate family, extremely extroverted and outgoing to the point that it would be overbearing, very popular with everyone both for her looks, personality, and money. and she approached me of all the people in school and befriended me. i just having experienced a betrayal immediately didn't trust her good intentions and thought she was the teachers latest attempt to coerce me, so i distanced myself from her. but she was very persistent (lmao), and eventually confronted me about it, i became emotional and accused her of all kinds of things, but she affirmed that she had nothing to do with them and that she'd do anything i asked to prove herself (i wont go over what i asked her to because its very personal).
    but at the end we eventually became friends, and later best friends. she helped me tremendously through arguably the most depressing and turbulent times of my life and still does. i owe so much to her and i could never repay her even if she doesn't want me to. why did she befriend and help me? i honestly didn't know at all for years and i gave up trying to find out why during college, it mattered only that we were unshakeable friends by then. but it didn't stay that way forever, since she was very liberal with her many open relationships with men i never expected her to be into women, let alone confess to me one evening while we were both very very drunk. that went about as well as you'd expect. we ended up together, became very very close, but it didn't last. we're still the best of friends but now there's a bit of a rift between us that was left behind from our intimate relationship, which she now regularly tries to mend with more intimacy (which i find the logic of very baffling). and then there's the whole thing about her helping me and my childhood crush get together with a horribly planned double blind date (which went about as smoothly as you'd imagine), and ultimately made her jealous despite being the matchmaker for this whole situation. its safe to say that despite owing her my life for mending my mind, heart, and soul. she certainly made my life a lot more complicated as well. 🙃
    what caused me to be su!c!dally depressed in the first place? hmm... lets just say i made a lot of really bad calls... i had a crush on a boy (yes same guy i'm with now over a decade later) who wasn't even popular but i didn't have the courage to confess to him. so i made arguably the dumbest decision of my life and started going out with another boy who confessed to me before, i don't even know why i did this. i feel so dumb in hindsight... anyway so that went about as well as you'd expect, i had no feelings for him and he'd snap at me for being disinterested. he'd get vindictive and spiteful whenever i looked at any other guy (even my little brother) and especially my crush, whom he apparently noticed i had in his words "dreamy eyes for". we started arguing a lot until it reached a breaking point just less than a year in, i violently & very publicly broke up with him and i got punished (brutally ræpd in a dark alley) for it horribly and depending on who you ask, justifiably.
    do i hate him for it? what do you think. do i feel guilty about it? every single day. i sometimes still have nightmares about him and cry for the rest of the evening, i can't experience even mildly forceful "intimacy" from a man without triggering a psychotic episode.. thanks to my friends and my best friend i recovered from androphobia (which i had left out until now) but i still feel irrationally insecure when i'm alone in a room or elevator with men i don't know. there was once a time when i thought i never had any regrets and will never have any regrets, now i'm haunted by this very naive thought from a much younger innocent self who would be disappointed in herself today. but i can say that i am happy now at least.

  • @faithnfire4769
    @faithnfire4769 9 місяців тому +3

    Highly advise SCP Illustrated (now goes by Mr Illustrated), his cover of this SCP in particular is spectacular. MUCH creepier :P

  • @CaptainKillroy
    @CaptainKillroy 9 місяців тому +6

    Sooooo this is happening to me but for some reason this video just isn't playing. I can tell it's happening to others and IDK why but it is

  • @m.taylor2155
    @m.taylor2155 8 місяців тому

    I'm saving this to my "Funny Stories" playlist - Alicia's fear of the ocean is way too funny.
    I have this fear too, but the way she reacts is hilarious.
    She's a good bean and I hope that Richard gave her some good hugs.

  • @Hollyclown
    @Hollyclown 9 місяців тому +2

    Highly recommend SCP-1762: “Here Be Dragons”

  • @totugaslaya9717
    @totugaslaya9717 9 місяців тому +4

    Is anyone else having trouble watching this video i can watch anything else without issue but this video for some reason is on infinite buffering

  • @terminusre8589
    @terminusre8589 9 місяців тому +7

    Anyone else having trouble loading the video. I got comments and all her other vids but this one just won't load. Even an hour after

  • @Brutalyte616
    @Brutalyte616 9 місяців тому +1

    *FINALLY!* Been trying to watch this video all day and the bastard just wouldn't load. No other videos had this problem, and I could even see ads, but the video would just be stuck in limbo and the comments wouldn't load. The hell UA-cam...

  • @BenLWolf
    @BenLWolf 9 місяців тому

    The funny thing about Thalassophobia... you're never going to see the Open Water in most people's lives. You'll be safely within sight of shore at almost all times. Plus, in the open ocean, the true giants not only wont eat you, but physically can't. Infact, most enjoy playing gently with humans because to them we're like uncoordinated little hamsters.

  • @the7thkoyote274
    @the7thkoyote274 9 місяців тому +5

    I don't know why, but this is the only video on UA-cam I can't seem to get to play. Every other video works, just not this one 🤦😅

  • @DR_REDACTED
    @DR_REDACTED 9 місяців тому +3

    The video wont play :,(

  • @TheRealRealMClovin
    @TheRealRealMClovin 9 місяців тому +1

    should watch the fan film of scp 3000. As someone who also has fear of underwater or alone on the ocean. I couldn't stop looking away XD

  • @Sanetless
    @Sanetless 9 місяців тому +2

    My favorite is SCP-••|•••••|••|•. HIGHLY recommend!

  • @thomasdahlberg5920
    @thomasdahlberg5920 9 місяців тому +8

    This is truly confusing. For some reason, this video and ONLY this video refuses to load. I'm stuck with it buffering at 0:00:00. Any other video I click on loads and immediately starts playing. Except the one I want to watch. As I'm writing g this, it still hasn't loaded. Anybody have answers at to exactly why this video in particular is in buffering hell? I've closed the app several times and literally nothing seems to work.

  • @erenjaeger9418
    @erenjaeger9418 9 місяців тому +4

    Anyone else having trouble loading the video?

  • @jagbattleduty4912
    @jagbattleduty4912 3 місяці тому

    22:14 honestly, valid, simply because, let’s say I die early, all people who remember me, who had a connection to me, will soon follow, and my memory with it, even if I made a huge impact in a company, memorial worthy, all they will be remembered is my face, name, and what I did for the company, not my memories, and certainly not who I was! And definitely not what I wore to my 6th grade dance or some shit, not the way I talked, not my fears, nothing I do now or later will effect me when I’m dead!

  • @notrandombeard9365
    @notrandombeard9365 7 місяців тому

    A man lives as long as people tell his stories

  • @qrowacheron230
    @qrowacheron230 9 місяців тому +5

    Anyone else have issues watching it? Like it wont load for me at all

  • @JonpaulGee
    @JonpaulGee 9 місяців тому +3

    I hope she's doing okay after last nights stream....

  • @gabrielhermes1627
    @gabrielhermes1627 9 місяців тому +1

    SCP 5031 is a really good one, wholesome.

  • @ZeroK1496
    @ZeroK1496 9 місяців тому +1

    Ooooh! That's so cool xd 3000 is one of the first ones that got me into the SCP space :P
    Much like many others, this one's soo well made, it's scarily believable... maybe even more so than others, since the deep sea is already terrifying as is IRL 😹

  • @gingernerd971
    @gingernerd971 9 місяців тому +3

    Is anyone else having issues with this video? Mobile UA-cam is garbage, but none of the usual fixes are working

    • @archer6476
      @archer6476 9 місяців тому +2

      A lot of people be having this issue

  • @archer6476
    @archer6476 9 місяців тому +6

    Is this video not loading at all for anyone else, Because Alicia's other videos all be working fine for me but just not this one.

    • @the25viole42
      @the25viole42 9 місяців тому +2

      Its not working for me either

  • @Zepherruss
    @Zepherruss 9 місяців тому

    SCP-2295 is wholesome trust me you will cry because of how good of a baby bean he is

  • @Demon_Tiem
    @Demon_Tiem 8 місяців тому

    Damn I'm right there with you on that damn Sunshine eel. That was a nightmare

  • @fiertlaen8724
    @fiertlaen8724 9 місяців тому +13

    You *have* to do 'What happened to Site-19', by the same guy. They do a great job at portraying the mystery of what happened there. It involves the Angel Jobiel, The God/Ess Saturn and a giant eel that was once a child. It is unclear who won.

    • @BEliteH
      @BEliteH 9 місяців тому +3

      She should probably react to the other SCPs involved first
      Same for SCP 5000

    • @maple_leaf_soup
      @maple_leaf_soup 9 місяців тому +3

      @@BEliteHI’m so unreasonably hyped for when she does 5000

    • @Marcharound
      @Marcharound 9 місяців тому +1

      “Jobiel”???

    • @jamesfreeman3617
      @jamesfreeman3617 9 місяців тому +4

      Maby we should give her something cute how about scp 2295 the bear of patchwork

    • @fiertlaen8724
      @fiertlaen8724 9 місяців тому

      @@Marcharound jophiel. I don't often refer to the archangel that lies at the gate of Eden, I apologise.

  • @fuc321
    @fuc321 9 місяців тому +3

    anyone else only getting 360 p for this?

  • @thatlonewolfguy2878
    @thatlonewolfguy2878 9 місяців тому

    Alicia describing how we're all irrelevant and will be forgotten and will rot away to nothing when we die
    Me: "yup she's one of Papa Nurgle's"

  • @natezabinski5615
    @natezabinski5615 9 місяців тому +2

    Noooo the forgetting noodle is a friend!

  • @the12theidolon12
    @the12theidolon12 9 місяців тому +4

    (EDIT:Its working now. Nice video) Is this video broken only for me? I tried to watch the moment it came out and it just wont load. I thought it was my internet but i open other tabs and check any other video and they load pretty fast. Is there something wrong with this video or did i come too soon to watch it??

  • @bobbybrown475
    @bobbybrown475 9 місяців тому +7

    Wth, is anyone else having trouble getting the video to load? I've been trying to watch it since it launched but it... Just... Will... Not... Play!!!

    • @antgut347
      @antgut347 9 місяців тому +1

      Got the same issue

    • @DivusMagus
      @DivusMagus 9 місяців тому +1

      Same

    • @bobbybrown475
      @bobbybrown475 9 місяців тому +1

      I'm glad I'm not the only one, but I've been wanting to listen to this while I game lol. I wonder if it's just been region locked or something of the sort.
      Every other video (including Alicia's DDOI reaction she released at the same time) is working fine, just this one is busted.

    • @bobbybrown475
      @bobbybrown475 9 місяців тому

      I can FINALLY watch it!!!
      I'm still concerned about every other UA-cam video and other internet browsing being completely functional, whilst this video was not.

  • @literalsarcasm1830
    @literalsarcasm1830 9 місяців тому

    Everyone dies two deaths: when you draw your last breath, and when your name is spoken for the last time.

  • @drustx7614
    @drustx7614 9 місяців тому +1

    The Exploring series is what got me interested into reasonably and watching videos on SCPs so I'm happy to see a reaction to one of his videos. If there seasons I'd love to see a reaction to it would have to be SCP 2845 the deer