THE WORST WEEK: I WAS HOSPITALISED

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  • Опубліковано 12 вер 2024

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  • @LydiaDinga
    @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому +77

    Hey Team, just dropping by with this weeks upload! I pray for a happy and healthy week ahead for you! Thank you again for all your love and well wishes, I’m feeling much much better now , by the Grace of God! I hope to check in again next week with a brighter vlog! ❤

    • @chapter2719
      @chapter2719 9 місяців тому

      It Can be alkohol stop drinking alkohol

  • @hannahturkson6809
    @hannahturkson6809 9 місяців тому +51

    Damini is actually such a vibe I love it😭😭😭. Lydia hope you’ve had a speedy recovery♥️♥️♥️

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому +1

      He is the sweetest! Thank you ❤️

  • @Faircafe98
    @Faircafe98 9 місяців тому +15

    It’s good to see you bless our screens again. You’re our online sister and reading that community post about your heart and the defibrillator was shocking😢May God continue to heal, protect and guide you ❤🙏🏾

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому +2

      I appreciate that, thank you ❤️

    • @Faircafe98
      @Faircafe98 9 місяців тому

      @@LydiaDinga 💖💖💖

  • @helen.d
    @helen.d 9 місяців тому +12

    Very scary news, so happy to see you're feeling better!🤗💐🎈 Shout out to Dot and Damini helping you through this scary time and recovery!☺️🤎

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому +1

      it really was! They're the best💘

  • @elizabethanyangookeyo2855
    @elizabethanyangookeyo2855 12 днів тому

    Hi Lydiah, just watched this and I have to say, I've had this stomach flu before and it was baaad. Good to see you okay. Love your content😍

  • @arabang686
    @arabang686 9 місяців тому +2

    My neighbours son who was just a ray of sunshine passed from dehydration cause by a similar issue. Your support system really did a good job finding you help❤️Get well soon ❤️

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому

      I'm so sorry to hear that! Prayers to his family. Thank you 🙏

  • @celiag6756
    @celiag6756 9 місяців тому +6

    Hi Lydia, why do I get so happy when you’re happy 😊. It’s good to seeing you doing your thing hooray 🙌🏾.

  • @bridgittebuffonge3392
    @bridgittebuffonge3392 9 місяців тому +1

    Hahahaha chunky 😅 the way i was ready for dot to sayyy oooo at the hair style 😅 love the vlog.

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому +1

      Loool as she does 😭😭

  • @rain_x5535
    @rain_x5535 9 місяців тому +2

    “Ah ah. Can we have silence on set”🤣😂. Our boy shalt not be silenced o🤣

  • @yans21
    @yans21 9 місяців тому +1

    What a harrowing experience for you, Damini and your family. So glad you are feeling better and that you're on the road to recovery. Be well and stay safe.

  • @mimi-pb5gn
    @mimi-pb5gn 9 місяців тому +2

    Mrs O is back ❤. Hope you have fully recovered 🙏🏾 & always thankful having you share your life with us❤.

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому

      Yes, feeling better now, thank you 💘

  • @sacb2000
    @sacb2000 9 місяців тому +1

    Thank God you’re ok and well done to hubby for holding you down 🙏🏾🫶🏾

  • @kiaraditmasa
    @kiaraditmasa 9 місяців тому

    I am so glad you are feeling better Goddess. I am a Black woman of trans experience who lives in Cleveland Ohio. I have been dealing with the same brotha for 5 years. I first met him when he was playing football in NYC. But through the years He has made me feel less than and has a lot anger issues because he is Dl and although he says he loves me he s not ready to tell the world. He and you are all that I got in this world..your videos have saved me from taking my life because you have such a vibrant and cheerful disposition so thank you from the bottom of my heart for saving me more times then you know❤

  • @BillyMuka
    @BillyMuka 9 місяців тому +1

    44:12 In the name of Jesus, we praise God that you are well.😫🙌🏾❤️ Okay, just hearing this just gives me goose bumps and praying, thank God for Damini's sound mind because imagine hearing the call operator telling you that you need to bring such an instrument, it can break anybody down.❤❤

  • @jackiedelvalle
    @jackiedelvalle 9 місяців тому +2

    Hmmm. Crazy. The only time I've ever vomited violently and incessantly like that was years and years ago when I got food poisoning. Horrendous. Feel for you, and glad it's passed.
    Rest up and rebuild your strength.
    Go easy on the juice too - especially fruit. ❤❤

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому

      such a horrible experience! thank you I will ❤️

  • @tehewhatthe
    @tehewhatthe 9 місяців тому +2

    What a scary experience, glad to hear you’ve recovered. 💐

  • @roymemphis2242
    @roymemphis2242 9 місяців тому +3

    Sending prayers, hugs and good thoughts your way! REST and I hope you continue to feel better!

  • @matennehhalima2924
    @matennehhalima2924 9 місяців тому +1

    Wow Lydia, thank God you are feeling better. May you continue to prosper and enjoy good health 🙏🏽

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому

      Amen! Thank you 💘

  • @vanialegall8194
    @vanialegall8194 9 місяців тому +1

    Not me tearing up at the end. Sooo happy you’re better sis. God got you

  • @LimeAndCotton
    @LimeAndCotton 9 місяців тому +8

    So glad you ok Lydia when I saw your story my heart sank , take it easy we need you ❤❤

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому

      Thanks girl, really appreciate it 💘

  • @lusicousc
    @lusicousc 9 місяців тому +1

    The best sister and hype lady award goes to Dot ❤🔥🙌

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому

      Each and every time!! ♥️♥️ She’s a queen!

  • @lanreilori8193
    @lanreilori8193 8 місяців тому

    So happy you are feeling better❤❤❤.That’s so scary😮

  • @miriamojwang9881
    @miriamojwang9881 9 місяців тому +2

    Damini coming home all happy was the highlight of this vlog 🙂. FYI. Your hair game is getting better by the day. Third try was so neat! Also - Glad you are feeling better. Keep well mama!! Btw...i want that pot! 😝 Made me wanna get into the kitchen to cook.

  • @MsDelphiine
    @MsDelphiine 9 місяців тому

    me watching these videos in any order 😂😂😂
    That orange hair was GIVING!!!! 😍😍😍imma need to get on my hair laid.
    We thank God for the restoration ❤❤

  • @lisagriffin8221
    @lisagriffin8221 9 місяців тому

    So glad to hear you're feeling better and on route to full recovery! Damini was truly your blessing to assist and support you during this. I had the same thing when I was in school, I had been vomiting all day and unfortunately, I had a not-so-great school nurse who kept dismissing my concerns as me 'trying to get out of going to class'. The vomiting got worse when I would take medication and water and immediately vomit that out. I was hospitalised that same night and had to spend the night in hospital. That was over 7 years ago though - it's so important to advocate for yourself and your health and have people around you that will fight for you when you can't.

  • @Choklatekisses1
    @Choklatekisses1 9 місяців тому

    We give all glory and honor to the Most High for your recovery and healing. Mr. O, thank you for taking such great care of your Queen. ❤❤🙏🏾🙏🏾

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому

      Thank you lovely ❤️

  • @MissMaryMak
    @MissMaryMak 9 місяців тому

    Yasss to the new intro, thank you girl! I never got the pleasure of meeting you at Boss and Bloom but one day one day. Thank God you're recovering well. I pray you stay in good health and you continue to have supportive people around you. God who has brought you this far, will never leave nor forsake you and yours. Have a great week Lydia 🙏🏾🫶

  • @rasheedayakubu6381
    @rasheedayakubu6381 9 місяців тому +1

    So glad to see you back! God is good ❤

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому

      Thank you lovely ❤️

  • @leilariley936
    @leilariley936 9 місяців тому

    Thanks to the almighty God for showering you with his blessings and that you're back to good health!!Bless your husband for being by your side!!!Welcome back sis!!

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому

      One thing about him, he gon stick beside me 😭😭❤️

  • @JijjysMaison
    @JijjysMaison 9 місяців тому

    Whaaattt, Lydiaaa so glad you are well again. I was just catching up on your videos . I didnt realise all this happened. Thanks to God you are restored.😢 Thanks to God.

  • @MsGee92
    @MsGee92 9 місяців тому

    East Africa is so connected- I have the exact same oven mitts from Uganda and yah, same issue pretty but not practical.
    So glad you're better Lydia, we love having you on our screens and want only the best for ya. Sounds like you were heading towards hypovolemic shock with all the fluid loss, thank God you got to hospital soon.

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому

      We thank God! Loool we're living the same lives

  • @batengakiboneka5395
    @batengakiboneka5395 9 місяців тому

    You can dehydrate the pulp from the juicing and then use it like the green supplements. Put a spoon full in water and drink it. You can put it in plant soil.
    Glad you are doing better

  • @MichelleMoraaa
    @MichelleMoraaa 9 місяців тому +1

    I’m happy that you’re feeling much better. Sending lots of love ❤

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому +1

      Thanks so much girl 💘

    • @MichelleMoraaa
      @MichelleMoraaa 9 місяців тому

      @@LydiaDinga You’re welcome💕 💕

  • @avriltimmerman9944
    @avriltimmerman9944 9 місяців тому +2

    So glad you feel much better ❤

  • @dineotsotetsi2455
    @dineotsotetsi2455 9 місяців тому

    God is good all the time 🙏❤️I'm just glad that you are back and healthy Mrs O❤️we love you

  • @Jsween876
    @Jsween876 6 місяців тому

    You woke up at 9! Worked for 2 hours then took a nap. Woke from said nap at 1!! Purrrrr. I love how your husband corrected that. Yesss! Don’t do yourself like that ma’am. Lol. 🤎🌸🌼

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  6 місяців тому

      He’s the most supportive ever!

  • @user-yb9sh7yf7y
    @user-yb9sh7yf7y 9 місяців тому +1

    Sweet Lydia! So happy to hear you are well. I hope you worked out where you caught that virus from. Sounds like you had some contaminated food.

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому

      I must have! Glad to be better 💘

  • @nozipho3012
    @nozipho3012 9 місяців тому

    Hey hey. I just set foot into the youtube editing world and I just wanted to praise you for your intros they have been top notch ❤❤❤

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому +1

      I appreciate that!

  • @user_05160
    @user_05160 9 місяців тому +1

    We in the front now! VIP club

  • @ChannelRoyMurithi
    @ChannelRoyMurithi 9 місяців тому +1

    That Cannon VPower quality ; crisp

  • @lalaxo5869
    @lalaxo5869 9 місяців тому

    Oh wow so glad you are much better. Dehydration is no joke.
    May God continue to watch very you and yours

  • @IsthatKita
    @IsthatKita 9 місяців тому +1

    So happy you’re okay Lydia❤️❤️❤️

  • @kimberlyarlynda
    @kimberlyarlynda 9 місяців тому

    Im so happy you are well again!! May God be with you!

  • @thefinephi
    @thefinephi 9 місяців тому +1

    So so so so glad you’re better babes!

  • @deeqaabdullahi3774
    @deeqaabdullahi3774 9 місяців тому +1

    Damini was the highlight of this vlog, he's is a vibe😅

  • @deonnemills-louis1813
    @deonnemills-louis1813 9 місяців тому

    ❤❤❤ Much love. Glad you are feeling better. Take care. Thank goodness u have great support

  • @bbsisi
    @bbsisi 9 місяців тому

    I’m so sorry you fell ill, I hope you’re healed ❤

  • @pocahontas467
    @pocahontas467 9 місяців тому

    i made it for sunday,favourite time as per usual,Lydia time,when you said that pain,fibroid pain is the worst i wouldn't wish it on anyone,it reminds me of my random emergency fibroid surgery,blood tranfusion,i feel you on the drip,that happened to me in 2020,i also did a whole notes for my pain,😂😂we are the same person,anyway from the whole experience,it taught me to be grateful because life can randomly change,its been 3 years now,,glad you are doing great,so happy you are back girl,we thank God,as always the sit-down makes me feel like we are just catching up as friends

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому +1

      I'm glad you're better now sis!

    • @pocahontas467
      @pocahontas467 9 місяців тому

      @@LydiaDinga thanks girlie☺️

  • @anyawi3249
    @anyawi3249 9 місяців тому

    I am so sorry you went through this...thanks God you are now on the mend...sending hugs

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому

      *receiving hugs* 💘

  • @Winceyy
    @Winceyy 9 місяців тому

    Bless you; we defo have to take it easy sometimes & recoup!!
    Good to see ya back!! ✨🫶🏾

  • @Sithinilife
    @Sithinilife 9 місяців тому

    so good to see you back on our screens

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому

      back and always better 🤩

  • @jasmeliaa1040
    @jasmeliaa1040 9 місяців тому

    Aaaaw Lydia 😢! I’m so glad you’re well girl! I’ve had the exact same thing before and it was horrid!! The night before I had some rose from a mates house but reckon it was gone off 😢 I’m proper glad you are well my dear xxxx ❤

  • @thereselewis6219
    @thereselewis6219 9 місяців тому +1

    Happy Sunday Lydia, glad you are doing better, tfs❤

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому +1

      Thanks so much and have a great week ❤️

  • @jbevph9409
    @jbevph9409 9 місяців тому

    Hi Lydia. Sending you and Damini much love and hugs. Wishing you a quick recovery. Yes, you slayed that hair. Big hugs❤

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому

      Thank you so much 🤗

  • @ms.t6051
    @ms.t6051 9 місяців тому

    Good to see you back on your feet! ❤So sorry for that incident.

  • @daniellewilliams7560
    @daniellewilliams7560 9 місяців тому

    Lydia the necklace is so fabulous I love the look for the event. I haven’t even watched all of it and want to say love the look.🎉😂

  • @tinabell540
    @tinabell540 9 місяців тому

    Lydia I’m sorry that you went through that please take care of yourself. You only have you we all love you out here and it makes us very😢😢😢 when you’re very sick you work really hard to make everybody else happy now it’s time to make yourself happy by taking care of yourself. May Jesus be with you and protect you and keep you. Thank you.❤

  • @Buki018
    @Buki018 9 місяців тому

    Glad you're feeling better. Sorry yu went through that. ❤❤

  • @tessnjokie4847
    @tessnjokie4847 9 місяців тому

    Welcome back Lydia, so glad you're feeling better, we looove you❤...also surprised that you can speak swahili😅

  • @maychecksout
    @maychecksout 9 місяців тому

    so happy you recovered! 💌 sounded so scary

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому +1

      All better now💘

  • @monicaaustin1922
    @monicaaustin1922 9 місяців тому

    I hope you are feeling better. Stay blessed. 🙏🏾

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому

      Much better, thank you 💘

  • @Annikaymusic
    @Annikaymusic 9 місяців тому +1

    Lydia please rest up. Perfect time to do some D.I.Y planning and chilling. Glad your better x

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому

      I definitely need to !

  • @AdaorasWorld
    @AdaorasWorld 9 місяців тому

    So sorry about this loveee but thank God you’re better ❤❤❤

  • @LaLeeLeeful
    @LaLeeLeeful 9 місяців тому

    Lydia! Those Pajamas are everything!! ❤

  • @jasmineburrell3266
    @jasmineburrell3266 9 місяців тому

    That’s happened to me too couldn’t keep water down it’s like yo got used to throwing up be bless girl💕

  • @rexyzvent5864
    @rexyzvent5864 9 місяців тому

    Oh man that must have been scary. Glad they found something to help

  • @ahuxtable25
    @ahuxtable25 9 місяців тому +2

    I’ve had a the same stomach virus 2 times in a year. As soon as you described it I knew. I am glad you are feeling well again. Some of the worst pain I have experienced

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому +1

      so sorry you've experienced it too. I hope you recover fully too 💘

  • @halimabridgeman2264
    @halimabridgeman2264 9 місяців тому

    Thank you for keeping us posted ❤

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому

      All better now ❤️

  • @miriamojwang9881
    @miriamojwang9881 9 місяців тому

    Eish!! So sorry hun. That was some violent attack on your system. I am truly glad you are better now. Get back to 💯 health 🙏

  • @BrandyChanell
    @BrandyChanell 9 місяців тому

    Thanks be to God!! So glad you are better❤❤

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому

      Thank you lovely 💘

  • @llew3935
    @llew3935 9 місяців тому +1

    Happy you're feeling better!! I had a similar situation happen to me and turned out to be the worst case of food poisoning. I also ended up in the hospital and sick for a week. I was throwing up so much I burst blood vessels in my eyes. I would not wish that on anyone.

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому

      Oh that sounds terrible ! Hope you're feeling better 💘

  • @Melanin_Anita
    @Melanin_Anita 9 місяців тому

    Mami you had us stressed 😭😭😭Thank God you are better ❤️❤️

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому +1

      We thank God!! 💘

  • @Tem_thecreative
    @Tem_thecreative 9 місяців тому +1

    my favourite notication :)

  • @Nkirotekk
    @Nkirotekk 9 місяців тому

    Ugua pole Lydia
    Wishing you a better week ahead

  • @Vicksstyless
    @Vicksstyless 9 місяців тому

    so glad your much better💖❤💕

  • @missnatural64
    @missnatural64 9 місяців тому

    So sorry to hear about your illness, hopefully you're back to your old self now. Lydia, where did you get your plaited wig from, please tell?

  • @ritanderitu5442
    @ritanderitu5442 9 місяців тому

    It is great to hear that you are well

  • @GmD.28
    @GmD.28 9 місяців тому

    Glad youre feeling better! :)

  • @aminatarenner1930
    @aminatarenner1930 9 місяців тому

    Welcome back, Lydia and speedy recovery. Loveeee❤

  • @julesm7791
    @julesm7791 9 місяців тому

    Glad you're doing better 😊

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому

      Much better thanks 💘

    • @julesm7791
      @julesm7791 9 місяців тому

      @LydiaDinga my prayer for you and family

  • @sheilanm92
    @sheilanm92 9 місяців тому +1

    The devil is a liar, glad you’re okay

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому

      Thank you love ❤️

  • @vanillamint7854
    @vanillamint7854 9 місяців тому +1

    😮 wah, pole!! buy a fruit & veggies wash or make your own mix ie vinegar+ baking soda, rinse off b4 consumtion...lol! take it easy, glad u skipped Jamaica (this time) health first

  • @evaike7545
    @evaike7545 9 місяців тому

    Thank God you are okay!

  • @maxxxcee602
    @maxxxcee602 9 місяців тому

    Lydia, what was Damini listening to? Got to the end, glad you are feeling better 😊.

  • @gaymarcampbell-bernard1078
    @gaymarcampbell-bernard1078 9 місяців тому

    I'm so happy you are well.

  • @valeriejackson8835
    @valeriejackson8835 9 місяців тому

    Hey Lydia please where is your necklace from? The one you had with the white shirt in the beginning.

  • @ladyf5217
    @ladyf5217 9 місяців тому

    Glad you are better 😊

  • @yaniquewilson8362
    @yaniquewilson8362 9 місяців тому

    😊❤awwh glad to see my girl

  • @FashionistasChronicles
    @FashionistasChronicles 9 місяців тому +1

    God bless you !

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому +1

      Thank you and Amen

  • @katusabe2
    @katusabe2 9 місяців тому

    Glad you are feeling better, I have this on many actions, manly because of my kids having passed it on to me. But yes it’s not nice at all 😅

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому

      at all! but thank you 💘

  • @shantegause5067
    @shantegause5067 9 місяців тому

    Sis is looking good ❤

  • @maggien1119
    @maggien1119 9 місяців тому

    I wonder if it had something to do with the food you eat at the restaurant the night before.Glad you are feeling better .

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому

      Maybe so? Thank you love💘

  • @nikalight96
    @nikalight96 9 місяців тому

    Happy you’re doing better❤️. May the Blood of Jesus cover you and your family.

  • @shebelievedshecouldsoshedi5959
    @shebelievedshecouldsoshedi5959 9 місяців тому

    First, let me say how that hair color compliments your skin tone! You did a good job, Lydia! I'm shocked again, that it appears an MRI is NOT a customary part of diagnosing an internal medical issue in London after an initial assessment. Your symtoms called for one. I remember when Chanel Boating had her medical crisis last year and almost died from a ruptured/twisted bowel.
    She had symtoms similiar to yours and they sent her home, but it wasn't until she came back crawling on her hands & knees in more pain that this God-sent Black doctor helped her and did an MRI that found the problem. I'm in the U.S. and they usually do one to be on the safe side for serious symtoms. Yes, the Lord God Almighty was & is still with you! Truly thankful this has passed & that you are much better! Thank you, Lord God!

    • @doctorofletters8412
      @doctorofletters8412 9 місяців тому

      whether or not to request an MRI requires clinical judgement. It’s not automatic because it’s not the appropriate investigation for everything .

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому +1

      Thank you, and we thank God it worked out for me 💘

    • @shebelievedshecouldsoshedi5959
      @shebelievedshecouldsoshedi5959 9 місяців тому

      @@doctorofletters8412 Yes, of course it's not for everything. In these severe, internal cases it was. My life was actually saved by an MRI some years ago when they thought it was the flu, but it was an internal abscess. Only caught by an MRI.

    • @shebelievedshecouldsoshedi5959
      @shebelievedshecouldsoshedi5959 9 місяців тому

      @@LydiaDinga You're most welcome! Glory to God!

  • @nicolechippobenzah3918
    @nicolechippobenzah3918 9 місяців тому

    Hey Mrs O
    I'm glad you feeling better❤️

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому

      Much better, thank you 💘

  • @mssokajunkie5512
    @mssokajunkie5512 9 місяців тому

    You can make bread with the leftover fruit.

    • @LydiaDinga
      @LydiaDinga  9 місяців тому

      fr? might have to try that

  • @denisedaniel9381
    @denisedaniel9381 9 місяців тому

    Isaiah 53:5 5 But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed. May the Lord keep you and your husband in perfect peace and bless you with continued blessings and abundance in Christ Jesus.

  • @tamarakennedy7861
    @tamarakennedy7861 9 місяців тому

    I’ll be your friend to the end😂😂😂

  • @albertinas_ace
    @albertinas_ace 9 місяців тому

    Mambo Lydia,thank God u feeling good,tumefurahi kukuona❤

  • @lunarose1066
    @lunarose1066 9 місяців тому +4

    Your body is telling you to take time to care for yourself. Traveling so much and running here and there is not healthy for you, apparently. Do a series of self care, you can still make content but change focus for a bit. The next "illness" may not be fixed as quickly. Pay attention to what your body is telling you!!!!