Hi everyone, this is my 100th video on this channel. i am incredibly happy that you are watching my channel. thank you for staying with me, i will try to release more videos more often, i apologize that i started to do it less often, now there are a little bit of difficulties, but we can all cope, right? I will be very pleased if you share this video with your friends so that more people can see it, I love and appreciate everyone, thank you again for being with me💗
How's everyone doing ? I guess if you clicked on this video you aren't doing so well, am I right ? You can vent here if you need this is a safe place ! No judgment, no mean thing, we'll try our best to comfort you and give you advice ! Just remember that you are worth living and prove to everyone that you won't listen to anything they say and prove them that you can live your dream life without them ! Don't let other ruin your life because they want to be entertain, they want entertainment ? Show them you don't need them to live your life, show them that you aren't as weak as you seem, so what if you need help ? So what if your sensitive ? So what if you don't have any friends ? That is no one of their business and they shouldn't make fun of someone for being unique and beautiful
For your information, I am in fact doing amazing today. I got to bed at 8pm on a school night, and slept till 6am. I just had a nice breakfast and got to watch the sunrise. I am so excited to go to school and even more excited to finally work on my hobbies over Christmas break.
I can't exactly explain how i feel But I'm just getting tired of my life. My friends aren't like they used to. School keeps giving me severe burn-outs. I just can't keep up. I'm becoming so exhausted it's not funny anymore. It's not fair. I can't...
Aww honey that’s horrible, i hope you know that being trans is completed alright. I understand that you might have loved him a lot but he really isn’t the one for you. I know what it’s like to be trans (i am), and you must have really loved him to be able to come out to hi:when you were already dating, for 9 months. You’ll find someone better❤
It’s gotten so bad to the point I’m starting to imagine my favorite characters irl comforting me, and giving me the physical affection I’ve never had (im touch starved af😭)
alrighty, pretty big thing in my life… so, at 14 i started being a lot quieter and more secluded, at first i thought it was just depression, but now i literally have to be told when to talk… so, now i’m selectively mute i guess. anyways, my friend group understood and still involved me in conversation. i decided to open up about how i was feeling depressed, actually talking and it’s the most lonely thing ever, when your friends just stare at you. 3:08 found the answer! takes my parents seconds, my friends minutes, and me hours.
“Omg I wish I had friends in my head! So quirky!” It’s all fun and games until you realize a fem alter has been fronting for a while so now you have to live feeling dysphoric. Having OSDD can be nice sometimes, to have someone else to help you bare the pain, but it is still hard. I didn’t recognize myself (ourself?) in the mirror today and I stopped and stared for a while. Weird, yk.
A random song that I wrote I'm tired~ I'm tired~... Tired of livi~i~i~ng ! Tired of lovi~i~i~ng~ But i Love you... I Can't die without. Knowing~ you'll bé fine... I'm tired, I'm FUCK1NG TIRED! Tired of cuti~i~i~ng! But I'm addicted to it... I'm tired! I'm tired! I'm tired of being "the perfect student", " the gifted child", "the smart one~~~~.. " But if I'm not... Then who am I? (Then who am i?) (Who am i?) Who am I...? N' dats it. I may do It, idk i Don't feel like It. :/.
3:29 I’ve never seen anyone else do the same thing before it’s one of the few things that prevented me from hurting myself again unfortunately it didn’t work for long.
my family is so hostile lately. probably cus im useless and broken and i cant do anything they wanted. i was supposed to be their perfect child. now i cant do anything but sit there with my head down and blast these compilations all class while being unable to do anything. all i do anymore is dissociate and be depressed and try and heal everyone i see. i cant even cry anymore i need to but i cant so i cvt myself instead. i should just give up.
No. They just hate how their lives turned out and you just happened to be there My family does the same thing I've only been able to ascape and actually have a bedroom after over 9 years You will be ok even if you don't know where to go yet I am sending virtual hugs ╰(*´︶`*)╯
@@Echomelody0 No problem (I have been up all night and have been tweaking out so sorry if I don't 100% know how to respond properly) Honestly the only thing that comes to mind rn is comfort foods and drinks This is a very silly and down right embarrassing thing I do- but I saw this movie called Pixels and there was this one scene with this lady was drinking wine from a sippy cup in her closet because her husband left her Sooo it gave me the idea to do something similar but with a thing I call Kid Coffee that my mom used to make for me and my sibling lmao (The closest thing I have to a sippy cup is a regular cup with a straw so) It was literally just half milk, coffee, and whatever amount of sugar you choose lol (Actually looking back I don't think toddlers are meant to have that lmafo) Anyway the point of my tangent is to basically just tell you to find your comfort food/drink and take care of yourself (And to hopefully make you laugh with my silly story) Because you do deserve it and you will find your people It just takes a stupid amount of time ～(つˆДˆ)つ｡☆
5:29 the random music though-
Hi everyone, this is my 100th video on this channel. i am incredibly happy that you are watching my channel. thank you for staying with me, i will try to release more videos more often, i apologize that i started to do it less often, now there are a little bit of difficulties, but we can all cope, right?
I will be very pleased if you share this video with your friends so that more people can see it, I love and appreciate everyone, thank you again for being with me💗
Ofc! Happy to be here.
Happy 100th video!
How's everyone doing ?
I guess if you clicked on this video you aren't doing so well, am I right ?
You can vent here if you need this is a safe place ! No judgment, no mean thing, we'll try our best to comfort you and give you advice !
Just remember that you are worth living and prove to everyone that you won't listen to anything they say and prove them that you can live your dream life without them ! Don't let other ruin your life because they want to be entertain, they want entertainment ? Show them you don't need them to live your life, show them that you aren't as weak as you seem, so what if you need help ? So what if your sensitive ? So what if you don't have any friends ?
That is no one of their business and they shouldn't make fun of someone for being unique and beautiful
For your information, I am in fact doing amazing today. I got to bed at 8pm on a school night, and slept till 6am. I just had a nice breakfast and got to watch the sunrise. I am so excited to go to school and even more excited to finally work on my hobbies over Christmas break.
I can't exactly explain how i feel
But
I'm just getting tired of my life. My friends aren't like they used to. School keeps giving me severe burn-outs. I just can't keep up. I'm becoming so exhausted it's not funny anymore.
It's not fair. I can't...
Here right after my boyfriend of 9 months just broke up with me for being a trans guy
I would like to know where he lives. He might be on the news dead. (I'm in Australia so I probs can't but still I support you for being trans)
@Ann-co6oy awwww tysm
Sadly idk his address just the way to get to his house
Aww honey that’s horrible, i hope you know that being trans is completed alright. I understand that you might have loved him a lot but he really isn’t the one for you. I know what it’s like to be trans (i am), and you must have really loved him to be able to come out to hi:when you were already dating, for 9 months. You’ll find someone better❤
i feel so bad for you..
as a gay teenager.. i'm scared to get back into dating because of my ex.. that fucker sexualized me..
oh theres no random music like bullshit there was random music like 10 imes
It’s gotten so bad to the point I’m starting to imagine my favorite characters irl comforting me, and giving me the physical affection I’ve never had (im touch starved af😭)
alrighty, pretty big thing in my life…
so, at 14 i started being a lot quieter and more secluded, at first i thought it was just depression, but now i literally have to be told when to talk…
so, now i’m selectively mute i guess. anyways, my friend group understood and still involved me in conversation. i decided to open up about how i was feeling depressed, actually talking and it’s the most lonely thing ever, when your friends just stare at you.
3:08 found the answer! takes my parents seconds, my friends minutes, and me hours.
“Omg I wish I had friends in my head! So quirky!” It’s all fun and games until you realize a fem alter has been fronting for a while so now you have to live feeling dysphoric. Having OSDD can be nice sometimes, to have someone else to help you bare the pain, but it is still hard. I didn’t recognize myself (ourself?) in the mirror today and I stopped and stared for a while. Weird, yk.
16:16 MOUTHWASHING MENTIONED
A random song that I wrote
I'm tired~ I'm tired~...
Tired of livi~i~i~ng !
Tired of lovi~i~i~ng~
But i Love you...
I Can't die without.
Knowing~ you'll bé fine...
I'm tired, I'm FUCK1NG TIRED!
Tired of cuti~i~i~ng!
But I'm addicted to it...
I'm tired! I'm tired!
I'm tired of being "the perfect student", " the gifted child", "the smart one~~~~.. "
But if I'm not... Then who am I?
(Then who am i?)
(Who am i?)
Who am I...?
N' dats it. I may do It, idk i Don't feel like It. :/.
3:29 I’ve never seen anyone else do the same thing before it’s one of the few things that prevented me from hurting myself again unfortunately it didn’t work for long.
45:17 real
Ok I’m just going to pretend like I’m not sobbing my brains out right now! X3
3:35 nah I did that just the other day 😭
SAME😭
25:43 my ex did that to me... i didn't realise that was going on....
my family is so hostile lately.
probably cus im useless and broken and i cant do anything they wanted. i was supposed to be their perfect child. now i cant do anything but sit there with my head down and blast these compilations all class while being unable to do anything. all i do anymore is dissociate and be depressed and try and heal everyone i see. i cant even cry anymore i need to but i cant so i cvt myself instead. i should just give up.
No. They just hate how their lives turned out and you just happened to be there
My family does the same thing
I've only been able to ascape and actually have a bedroom after over 9 years
You will be ok even if you don't know where to go yet
I am sending virtual hugs ╰(*´︶`*)╯
@@Kieran_KIWI thank you, i ended up attempting last night so this helped me feel better while recovering
@@Echomelody0 No problem
(I have been up all night and have been tweaking out so sorry if I don't 100% know how to respond properly)
Honestly the only thing that comes to mind rn is comfort foods and drinks
This is a very silly and down right embarrassing thing I do- but I saw this movie called Pixels and there was this one scene with this lady was drinking wine from a sippy cup in her closet because her husband left her
Sooo it gave me the idea to do something similar but with a thing I call Kid Coffee that my mom used to make for me and my sibling lmao
(The closest thing I have to a sippy cup is a regular cup with a straw so)
It was literally just half milk, coffee, and whatever amount of sugar you choose lol
(Actually looking back I don't think toddlers are meant to have that lmafo)
Anyway the point of my tangent is to basically just tell you to find your comfort food/drink and take care of yourself
(And to hopefully make you laugh with my silly story)
Because you do deserve it and you will find your people
It just takes a stupid amount of time ～(つˆДˆ)つ｡☆
shit, life is getting a little too real for me ong 😂
um TRIGGER WARNING??
It’s a vent compilation? I think y’all are all familiar with the content in these by now.