Aww honey that’s horrible, i hope you know that being trans is completed alright. I understand that you might have loved him a lot but he really isn’t the one for you. I know what it’s like to be trans (i am), and you must have really loved him to be able to come out to hi:when you were already dating, for 9 months. You’ll find someone better❤
How's everyone doing ? I guess if you clicked on this video you aren't doing so well, am I right ? You can vent here if you need this is a safe place ! No judgment, no mean thing, we'll try our best to comfort you and give you advice ! Just remember that you are worth living and prove to everyone that you won't listen to anything they say and prove them that you can live your dream life without them ! Don't let other ruin your life because they want to be entertain, they want entertainment ? Show them you don't need them to live your life, show them that you aren't as weak as you seem, so what if you need help ? So what if your sensitive ? So what if you don't have any friends ? That is no one of their business and they shouldn't make fun of someone for being unique and beautiful
For your information, I am in fact doing amazing today. I got to bed at 8pm on a school night, and slept till 6am. I just had a nice breakfast and got to watch the sunrise. I am so excited to go to school and even more excited to finally work on my hobbies over Christmas break.
I hope I’m not bothering you or too late. I just feel like I need to get this out now or else I’m going to explode. Tw: mentions of ed, su1cide, sh I’m a girl, and I’ve had this crush on a girl for like a year. She finally asked me to be her girlfriend and I was so happy. We were great friends before we started dating and after she got distant. I didn’t know what I was doing wrong. She told me she was annoyed with me, asked me to stop making the same references, calling her pet names and generally just not talk about my interests and stuff like that. And I changed. I did. I changed everything for her. We were doing so well, and since I’d known her for over a year at that point, I wrote her a note explaining everything, my feelings for her and told her some things I haven’t told anyone. After that, I went home and she started ignoring me. I’d send a message, she wouldn’t respond for hours and even then, it was a completely unrelated topic. I asked her what was wrong and she said she was tired from the holidays. I didn’t message her so she wouldn’t get overwhelmed. Today I was on a call with two of my new friends, and all of a sudden she finally messages me. Asks how I’m doing, etc. I get excited yk? She only does this when she wants to talk something out, or apologize so I answered. An hour of very far apart messages later she finally sends me this. “this message took a lot from me, and i have been so scared to say this for weeks and i feel absolutely horrible but uhhmmmmm” “ive been doing some thinking, and i feel its best for both of us if we end our relationship. i feel like ive had really mixed feelings and i dont feel good about us anymore. i appreciate the time weve spent together, but i need to be honest about how i feel. i really hope we can still be friends.” I left the call and told her I respect her decision, told her I’m here when she’s ready to talk, told her that it was okay. A few minutes later, a good friend of mine messaged me and said “heard what happened, I’m so so sorry” because they were on a call. I didn’t even know why she broke up with me, I had no prior hints dropped before and I didn’t expect this. After that, got another message from someone else saying they were here for me, I could talk to them if I wanted. I hadn’t told anyone I had been broken up with over text. Turns out she messaged people about it, sent screenshots, and explained to them why she broke up with me. One of my friends told me it was because she was annoyed with me for a few weeks now, and she didn’t feel bad about it, just felt sick to her stomach. She didn’t regret it, and a week before she removed any online trace of her having a girlfriend. The worst part was literal seconds after breaking up, she changed her status to “WAR IS OVER” I know this isn’t the end. I’ve been through a lot. I am emotionally mature. I know how to reach out for help. I’m not going to attempt, not going to starve myself, not hurt myself. I am a new person. I know how to deal with emotion and I know I can get through this. It just sucks knowing everyone else knew why before I did, the screenshots, the explanations, weren’t given to me. Someone else had to get them for me. I’m really sorry for venting, I just don’t want to talk out loud. I’m so tired. I am so fucking exhausted. Not of life, this week has just sucked. I really hope I move past this soon. Wish I would’ve kissed her when I had the chance, just makes me wonder how much of our entire relationship was told to other people without me knowing, how much of the emotion from her was genuine or not. I loved her, so, so fucking much. Hope everyone in this comment section is doing ok. /gen
Hi everyone, this is my 100th video on this channel. i am incredibly happy that you are watching my channel. thank you for staying with me, i will try to release more videos more often, i apologize that i started to do it less often, now there are a little bit of difficulties, but we can all cope, right? I will be very pleased if you share this video with your friends so that more people can see it, I love and appreciate everyone, thank you again for being with me💗
Its not fair man. When I act smart people tell me im not living up to my potential with my work, when I act dumb no one takes me seriously. When I'm "myself" people tell me I'm acting strange. When I put up a mask I'm exhausted 24/7. Why didn't life come with instructions and rules. And why does it feel like everyone else knows what to do and im just a flopping fish.
alrighty, pretty big thing in my life… so, at 14 i started being a lot quieter and more secluded, at first i thought it was just depression, but now i literally have to be told when to talk… so, now i’m selectively mute i guess. anyways, my friend group understood and still involved me in conversation. i decided to open up about how i was feeling depressed, actually talking and it’s the most lonely thing ever, when your friends just stare at you. 3:08 found the answer! takes my parents seconds, my friends minutes, and me hours.
I can't exactly explain how i feel But I'm just getting tired of my life. My friends aren't like they used to. School keeps giving me severe burn-outs. I just can't keep up. I'm becoming so exhausted it's not funny anymore. It's not fair. I can't...
It’s gotten so bad to the point I’m starting to imagine my favorite characters irl comforting me, and giving me the physical affection I’ve never had (im touch starved af😭)
A random song that I wrote I'm tired~ I'm tired~... Tired of livi~i~i~ng ! Tired of lovi~i~i~ng~ But i Love you... I Can't die without. Knowing~ you'll bé fine... I'm tired, I'm FUCK1NG TIRED! Tired of cuti~i~i~ng! But I'm addicted to it... I'm tired! I'm tired! I'm tired of being "the perfect student", " the gifted child", "the smart one~~~~.. " But if I'm not... Then who am I? (Then who am i?) (Who am i?) Who am I...? N' dats it. I may do It, idk i Don't feel like It. :/.
3:29 I’ve never seen anyone else do the same thing before it’s one of the few things that prevented me from hurting myself again unfortunately it didn’t work for long.
1:41 too real. Even when I’m smiling I feel the sadness inside. I constantly smile despite my head being like a war zone. I just don’t want to catch attention, or seem like a pick me, or even just need help. I’m 12, I have no reason to be upset.
Mine: C - Chappell Roan A - MARINA T - Mitski / Penelope Scott E - Melanie Martinez R - Olivia Rodrigo I - Girl in red N - Noah Kahan E - Laufey I couldn’t pick between Mitski and Penelope Scott so I just included both. Also shout out to Beach Bunny who I couldn’t fit in either.
When i hang out with my freinds it feels better than being alone sometime but almist everytime i talk to them they mute me on calls because i talk to much and am annoying but if i dont talk theres something wrong and i try not to let the comments get to me and say its just them having fun but all of my freinds say it even my mother and talking is the only way i can express myself feel like i dont have evrything botteled up. Everytime i hear those words it just stings especially if im talking about something im excited about they always inturupt with laughing at it or calling it dumb or me dumb for it, but if i try to stop checking they lose intrest all i want is freinds that will let me yap and after yap to me and we both listen and interact with each other but i will never tell them that cause they never will care..
my family is so hostile lately. probably cus im useless and broken and i cant do anything they wanted. i was supposed to be their perfect child. now i cant do anything but sit there with my head down and blast these compilations all class while being unable to do anything. all i do anymore is dissociate and be depressed and try and heal everyone i see. i cant even cry anymore i need to but i cant so i cvt myself instead. i should just give up.
No. They just hate how their lives turned out and you just happened to be there My family does the same thing I've only been able to ascape and actually have a bedroom after over 9 years You will be ok even if you don't know where to go yet I am sending virtual hugs ╰(*´︶`*)╯
@@Echomelody0 No problem (I have been up all night and have been tweaking out so sorry if I don't 100% know how to respond properly) Honestly the only thing that comes to mind rn is comfort foods and drinks This is a very silly and down right embarrassing thing I do- but I saw this movie called Pixels and there was this one scene with this lady was drinking wine from a sippy cup in her closet because her husband left her Sooo it gave me the idea to do something similar but with a thing I call Kid Coffee that my mom used to make for me and my sibling lmao (The closest thing I have to a sippy cup is a regular cup with a straw so) It was literally just half milk, coffee, and whatever amount of sugar you choose lol (Actually looking back I don't think toddlers are meant to have that lmafo) Anyway the point of my tangent is to basically just tell you to find your comfort food/drink and take care of yourself (And to hopefully make you laugh with my silly story) Because you do deserve it and you will find your people It just takes a stupid amount of time ～(つˆДˆ)つ｡☆
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5:29 the random music though-
Fr-
Here right after my boyfriend of 9 months just broke up with me for being a trans guy
I would like to know where he lives. He might be on the news dead. (I'm in Australia so I probs can't but still I support you for being trans)
@Ann-co6oy awwww tysm
Sadly idk his address just the way to get to his house
Aww honey that’s horrible, i hope you know that being trans is completed alright. I understand that you might have loved him a lot but he really isn’t the one for you. I know what it’s like to be trans (i am), and you must have really loved him to be able to come out to hi:when you were already dating, for 9 months. You’ll find someone better❤
i feel so bad for you..
as a gay teenager.. i'm scared to get back into dating because of my ex.. that fucker sexualized me..
How's everyone doing ?
I guess if you clicked on this video you aren't doing so well, am I right ?
You can vent here if you need this is a safe place ! No judgment, no mean thing, we'll try our best to comfort you and give you advice !
Just remember that you are worth living and prove to everyone that you won't listen to anything they say and prove them that you can live your dream life without them ! Don't let other ruin your life because they want to be entertain, they want entertainment ? Show them you don't need them to live your life, show them that you aren't as weak as you seem, so what if you need help ? So what if your sensitive ? So what if you don't have any friends ?
That is no one of their business and they shouldn't make fun of someone for being unique and beautiful
For your information, I am in fact doing amazing today. I got to bed at 8pm on a school night, and slept till 6am. I just had a nice breakfast and got to watch the sunrise. I am so excited to go to school and even more excited to finally work on my hobbies over Christmas break.
I hope I’m not bothering you or too late. I just feel like I need to get this out now or else I’m going to explode.
Tw: mentions of ed, su1cide, sh
I’m a girl, and I’ve had this crush on a girl for like a year. She finally asked me to be her girlfriend and I was so happy. We were great friends before we started dating and after she got distant. I didn’t know what I was doing wrong. She told me she was annoyed with me, asked me to stop making the same references, calling her pet names and generally just not talk about my interests and stuff like that. And I changed. I did. I changed everything for her. We were doing so well, and since I’d known her for over a year at that point, I wrote her a note explaining everything, my feelings for her and told her some things I haven’t told anyone. After that, I went home and she started ignoring me. I’d send a message, she wouldn’t respond for hours and even then, it was a completely unrelated topic. I asked her what was wrong and she said she was tired from the holidays. I didn’t message her so she wouldn’t get overwhelmed.
Today I was on a call with two of my new friends, and all of a sudden she finally messages me. Asks how I’m doing, etc. I get excited yk? She only does this when she wants to talk something out, or apologize so I answered. An hour of very far apart messages later she finally sends me this.
“this message took a lot from me, and i have been so scared to say this for weeks and i feel absolutely horrible but uhhmmmmm”
“ive been doing some thinking, and i feel its best for both of us if we end our relationship. i feel like ive had really mixed feelings and i dont feel good about us anymore. i appreciate the time weve spent together, but i need to be honest about how i feel. i really hope we can still be friends.”
I left the call and told her I respect her decision, told her I’m here when she’s ready to talk, told her that it was okay. A few minutes later, a good friend of mine messaged me and said “heard what happened, I’m so so sorry” because they were on a call. I didn’t even know why she broke up with me, I had no prior hints dropped before and I didn’t expect this. After that, got another message from someone else saying they were here for me, I could talk to them if I wanted. I hadn’t told anyone I had been broken up with over text. Turns out she messaged people about it, sent screenshots, and explained to them why she broke up with me. One of my friends told me it was because she was annoyed with me for a few weeks now, and she didn’t feel bad about it, just felt sick to her stomach. She didn’t regret it, and a week before she removed any online trace of her having a girlfriend.
The worst part was literal seconds after breaking up, she changed her status to “WAR IS OVER”
I know this isn’t the end. I’ve been through a lot. I am emotionally mature. I know how to reach out for help. I’m not going to attempt, not going to starve myself, not hurt myself. I am a new person. I know how to deal with emotion and I know I can get through this. It just sucks knowing everyone else knew why before I did, the screenshots, the explanations, weren’t given to me. Someone else had to get them for me.
I’m really sorry for venting, I just don’t want to talk out loud. I’m so tired. I am so fucking exhausted. Not of life, this week has just sucked. I really hope I move past this soon.
Wish I would’ve kissed her when I had the chance, just makes me wonder how much of our entire relationship was told to other people without me knowing, how much of the emotion from her was genuine or not. I loved her, so, so fucking much.
Hope everyone in this comment section is doing ok. /gen
Hi everyone, this is my 100th video on this channel. i am incredibly happy that you are watching my channel. thank you for staying with me, i will try to release more videos more often, i apologize that i started to do it less often, now there are a little bit of difficulties, but we can all cope, right?
I will be very pleased if you share this video with your friends so that more people can see it, I love and appreciate everyone, thank you again for being with me💗
Ofc! Happy to be here.
Happy 100th video!
Its not fair man. When I act smart people tell me im not living up to my potential with my work, when I act dumb no one takes me seriously. When I'm "myself" people tell me I'm acting strange. When I put up a mask I'm exhausted 24/7. Why didn't life come with instructions and rules. And why does it feel like everyone else knows what to do and im just a flopping fish.
alrighty, pretty big thing in my life…
so, at 14 i started being a lot quieter and more secluded, at first i thought it was just depression, but now i literally have to be told when to talk…
so, now i’m selectively mute i guess. anyways, my friend group understood and still involved me in conversation. i decided to open up about how i was feeling depressed, actually talking and it’s the most lonely thing ever, when your friends just stare at you.
3:08 found the answer! takes my parents seconds, my friends minutes, and me hours.
I can't exactly explain how i feel
But
I'm just getting tired of my life. My friends aren't like they used to. School keeps giving me severe burn-outs. I just can't keep up. I'm becoming so exhausted it's not funny anymore.
It's not fair. I can't...
It’s gotten so bad to the point I’m starting to imagine my favorite characters irl comforting me, and giving me the physical affection I’ve never had (im touch starved af😭)
Same, but i dont accept physical affection from anyone but my bf- Yayyyy
HELP SAME
(Srry for saying this) but dang, same except I have imaginary friends
oh theres no random music like bullshit there was random music like 10 imes
And an ad for art
Idc if its random music, i just watch
30:07 HAHHAHAH WHY IS THERE A BSD TIKTOK ALSO I LOVE ODA HES AN ICON
A random song that I wrote
I'm tired~ I'm tired~...
Tired of livi~i~i~ng !
Tired of lovi~i~i~ng~
But i Love you...
I Can't die without.
Knowing~ you'll bé fine...
I'm tired, I'm FUCK1NG TIRED!
Tired of cuti~i~i~ng!
But I'm addicted to it...
I'm tired! I'm tired!
I'm tired of being "the perfect student", " the gifted child", "the smart one~~~~.. "
But if I'm not... Then who am I?
(Then who am i?)
(Who am i?)
Who am I...?
N' dats it. I may do It, idk i Don't feel like It. :/.
3:29 I’ve never seen anyone else do the same thing before it’s one of the few things that prevented me from hurting myself again unfortunately it didn’t work for long.
1:41 too real. Even when I’m smiling I feel the sadness inside. I constantly smile despite my head being like a war zone. I just don’t want to catch attention, or seem like a pick me, or even just need help. I’m 12, I have no reason to be upset.
2:17 TF?!😭
for videos that claim no random music all your videos got random music
3:35 nah I did that just the other day 😭
SAME😭
Mine:
C - Chappell Roan
A - MARINA
T - Mitski / Penelope Scott
E - Melanie Martinez
R - Olivia Rodrigo
I - Girl in red
N - Noah Kahan
E - Laufey
I couldn’t pick between Mitski and Penelope Scott so I just included both. Also shout out to Beach Bunny who I couldn’t fit in either.
16:16 MOUTHWASHING MENTIONED
25:43 my ex did that to me... i didn't realise that was going on....
45:17 real
When i hang out with my freinds it feels better than being alone sometime but almist everytime i talk to them they mute me on calls because i talk to much and am annoying but if i dont talk theres something wrong and i try not to let the comments get to me and say its just them having fun but all of my freinds say it even my mother and talking is the only way i can express myself feel like i dont have evrything botteled up. Everytime i hear those words it just stings especially if im talking about something im excited about they always inturupt with laughing at it or calling it dumb or me dumb for it, but if i try to stop checking they lose intrest all i want is freinds that will let me yap and after yap to me and we both listen and interact with each other but i will never tell them that cause they never will care..
I watch this to remind myself that other people have worse problems than me and that I’m just beign dramatic and a attention seeker.
Ok I’m just going to pretend like I’m not sobbing my brains out right now! X3
PLEASE SOMEONE TELL ME THE NAME OF THE SONG AT 7:27 PLEEAASEEEE
my family is so hostile lately.
probably cus im useless and broken and i cant do anything they wanted. i was supposed to be their perfect child. now i cant do anything but sit there with my head down and blast these compilations all class while being unable to do anything. all i do anymore is dissociate and be depressed and try and heal everyone i see. i cant even cry anymore i need to but i cant so i cvt myself instead. i should just give up.
No. They just hate how their lives turned out and you just happened to be there
My family does the same thing
I've only been able to ascape and actually have a bedroom after over 9 years
You will be ok even if you don't know where to go yet
I am sending virtual hugs ╰(*´︶`*)╯
@@Kieran_KIWI thank you, i ended up attempting last night so this helped me feel better while recovering
@@Echomelody0 No problem
(I have been up all night and have been tweaking out so sorry if I don't 100% know how to respond properly)
Honestly the only thing that comes to mind rn is comfort foods and drinks
This is a very silly and down right embarrassing thing I do- but I saw this movie called Pixels and there was this one scene with this lady was drinking wine from a sippy cup in her closet because her husband left her
Sooo it gave me the idea to do something similar but with a thing I call Kid Coffee that my mom used to make for me and my sibling lmao
(The closest thing I have to a sippy cup is a regular cup with a straw so)
It was literally just half milk, coffee, and whatever amount of sugar you choose lol
(Actually looking back I don't think toddlers are meant to have that lmafo)
Anyway the point of my tangent is to basically just tell you to find your comfort food/drink and take care of yourself
(And to hopefully make you laugh with my silly story)
Because you do deserve it and you will find your people
It just takes a stupid amount of time ～(つˆДˆ)つ｡☆
@@Kieran_KIWIthank you i should try that. youre really kind.
@@Echomelody0 thank u! np :D!
I watch thes24/7
shit, life is getting a little too real for me ong 😂
Life sucks
um TRIGGER WARNING??
It’s a vent compilation? I think y’all are all familiar with the content in these by now.