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I felt this my big brother just committed suicide no the 24th and I’m falling apart, I never even could’ve guessed he was going through so much that he’d do such a thing 😭
@@mercedesmccreary7964 hey it’ll be okay one day, I have a friend who committed suicide march 16th, and I’m guessing if your like me you don’t want people to feel sorry for you or to pity you, but you need someone to listen don’t you? I’m here if you need me, while I can never completely understand as everyone has different experiences with their life and how they deal with it, but I’ll listen if you need me.
this really touches me because my boyfreind died around 3 months ago and i never got to say goodbye to him i really mis him and i affectsmy daily life now and i taking day by day...
Ik me commenting this is probably useless now but I just need to say, I’m sorry... that pain is worse then a break up... I’d rather be broken up with then that... and I’m so sorry that happened... please be ok keep your head up ik it will always be hard and difficult but in the end you’ll be ok... may be different by the time you find your happiness or be better with yourself and that’s ok, your doing the best you can with what the world gave you... I’m so proud of you.. you have come so far in such little time you deserve the world ❤️ be strong and take care of yourself ok? You got this ☺️
You will never be nothing, in fact you are SOMETHING a strong person, you might be losing recently but you’ve fought those demons as devils trying to hurt you trying to win a war against you. I’m not going to be sorry for you, I’m not going to tell you that you need a little hope, I’m not gonna tell you that what your going through is a phase that your a crybaby, I’m not gonna say I completely understand I might get it but everyone has different experiences, what I’m gonna tell you is that one day one life maybe things will get better you will learn to smile somehow. I’ll listen to you if you need it.
@@shouldsleepbetterdoesnt.2668 omg I just seen this , but thank you so much , I’ve been doing good lately I used to cry every single day but now it’s only once in a while , and I’m proud of myself , but your such a good person thank you ;)
When you’re young, your body goes through a lot of changes, and you’re mental state changes a lot. You become more aware of other people and start to care about their opinions on you. Add that to the raging hormones and awkward body, and of course teens would feel depressed, anxious and lost. It’s normal. But you will end up growing and learning how to handle it. So keep strong.
I think I’d prefer to feel tomorrow, I don’t remember emotions I haven’t felt them it’s only empty, so let me tell you what it’s like to be a personality built on morals, a personality for every person you talk to, a empty vessel. This will be from my own experiences. I’m not human, I think? I asked brother what he thinks Of emotionless people, he thinks they should be shot or put in an asylum that their a danger to society they don’t deserve to live. I was right I’m not human I’m only empty masks in fact maybe my whole body is made of masks, everyone feels things they think those things called emotions are horrible, but that’s all they talk about while I only act, are emotions fun? I’m a monster, but a man made one right? Y’know it’s not welcoming here it’s dark, empty, cold, it’s like being drowned in a cold dark sea thousands of times till you can’t even react. I don’t want people to be like me, maybe I could listen to them I won’t be as good as a real human but maybe I can help. I can’t focus, I wanna die I don’t want to be empty. What if I want to be human now? Is it to much to ask, yeah it probably is. They said I saved their lives, but how can a monster save lives. I don’t wanna be empty anymore, I’m just a mask so why do I exist. It’s easier to think in questions than answers, I mean questions try to fill up the emptiness. I don’t think life is real, it’s more like a illusion, I have to touch things to know if they are there. I’m a monster. Imagine that coming from a ten year old who’s never felt a thing in their life, who only knew the desire of death and that empty sea. They don’t want people to be sorry or to help them they don’t want people to listen, they want to die. They are just there existing with no purpose, Imagine them not caring if they ate never being hungry. Imagine a child going through that. Well that was me, it still really is I guess I’m still that child, but that doesn’t change the matter I’m a monster, so please don’t be like me if you can avoid it. I’m sure plenty of people are like me, but I’d rather not add more to that list if you have a story to tell I will listen.
I hate someone too because... He broke my heart and I still feel pain.. And I still remember the way he hurts me.. I remember everything, I don't want to but I still remember..
Dimi God seriously. You broke up with someone they hurt your feelings. If they did that then wow they didn’t deserve you move on because they weren’t the one you’re supposed to spend you tears, time and money on. They weren’t the one and they didn’t deserve you so move on because you’re better than someone who hurts you 😒
“I can’t move on and I don’t want to...” why does that relate to me so much right now...? Ngl I cried to this video, it touched my heart. { Edit } Wow, ty for 78 likes. Keep your heads up! :D
@@Angie08249 i'd hope you have found your way, me i have not it's been 4 years and she's still in my head why did she left without saying anything i hope one day she will dm me and then every thing gonna stop i can't handle this shit anymore
"Because in the end...when you lose somebody.. every candle, every prayer is not gonna make up for the fact that the only thing that you have life...is a hole in your life where that somebody used to be"...That line hits the hardest
Hey, i just wanted to thank you for so much. 9 months ago when i found your channel i wasnt in the best mental state because of a guy and it was like that for about 7 months. it was sad to see how many people could relate to it and how they felt so miserable from just a person who they once thought would be with them forever. your videos helped me lots, maybe they just made me more sad or maybe they couldve made me angry at the person for hurting me so much, but i did realize something, im never going to let a person hurt me as much as he did. it got to the point where i started to self harm(2 months clean), i started to shut people out of my life, didnt think anything positive about anything all because i felt worthless after him. so thanks for helping me go through many things xo.
I just love how you you're edits, I would literally put on my earphones and listen to them all day (I'm not depressed I just like it for some reason 😅)
When I was eleven, I lost my father to an overdose. In a couple months it's gonna be eleven years since he left, and I still feel like the same hopeless, heartbroken kid who's going with the motions and trying to survive the pain of not having her best friend, the only one who knew all of her little secrets, by her side. Sometimes, I hate him for making me feel this way, most times I am afraid of living a longer time without him than I did with him - which is gonna start a day after the anniversary of his death.This touched me deeply and made me cry again, something I haven't been able to do in a while. It's a good way to sum up everything I haven't been able to say during all of these years. OP, If you see this comment, thank you! I needed this!
"The worst day of loving someone.. is the day you lose them. Because in the end when you lose someone body, every candle, every prayer is not gonna make up for the fact, that the only thing you have... left, is a hole in your life where that somebody that you cared about used to me." ... I realate to this so much about when I was cheated on last year and dumped because I called her a cheater. This day, I still can't get over it, I'm just.. so alone, all my friends left me this year in the past month so I have no one to talk to anyone about this.. no one I trust enough to tell because I'm not sure if they will understand how I really feel. I don't know if they will keep it to themselves, I don't know if it will bite me in the ass. I don't want to.. regret opening up. So I don't I just.. put on a mask and keep it to myself. It's my problem, I don't want to be a burden so I'll deal with it by myself. *The Usual..*
AnimeEmoPotato12 I’ve been cheat on too... It hurts, especially losing friends too all at once. It may not be today, tomorrow, or the day after. But one day the right people will come to help, the true people that care for you. I know we don’t know each other, but I care for you. You deserve every bit of being cared for.
Hey I'm going through something similar rn and I have to deal with it by myslef cuz I have nobody my parents are locked up my family hates me and thinks I'm a no good druggie whore and it's hard to stay away from drugs cuz they were there for me when nobody else was and your comment really hit me I'm sorry you have to go through this you deserve so much better nobody should have to go through this pain by themselves I'm 15 and my life is hard but I make the best of it I hope your doing :")okay
So there's this guy..we liked each other for 3 and a half years..then one day he just left without saying goodbye without even telling me the reason why..the promises that he made..were broken..and just few days after he likes someone and I was like woww he moved on that fast..and now,we are seatmates and I feel so awkward towards him so I asked him "why did you break the promises?" he told me that some promises can be bent..and I cried so much..I'm still into him sigh
if I only knew what is like to die...I would have killed myself ages ago...Coz nothing has ever been good in my life...pain after pain..At times i feel that am the cursed one...At just need to be at ease and feel loved and appreciated...my whole life have been giving trying so hard to give those whom are hopeless a little faith in humanity...but at the end of the day they only double cross me
When your watching this not because of a person but because your family cat passed, and out of everyone you were the only one to make them feel safe and then you lose them and wonder whose going to make you feel safe now. He didn't say goodbye because he couldn't.
This hits so hard. My dad was never there for me. It's been 19 years. And there was a point where I wanted it to be over. I was done with life... but I knew I was better than to let myself do that. Forever is forever, and to get that... sometimes you have to say goodbye...😓💔
Please don't forget the pain you level be hind two love 1 I have a 😊 18 4 more kids my baby girl lost her two months ago in I'm not allowed to see my kids before I'm going to get them back az a dad it heart two here you talk like that 😢😢
I really don’t wanna be alive rn my dad and step mom are getting a divorce and ion get to see my brother anymore ion know how much more I can take the pain the numbness the faking it I can’t
Please just pray about it. Get a journal and talk to yourself at night. Trust me it helps. I used to feel this way when my brothers biological mom kidnapped him when i was 6 and came back when i was 10 and now im 11 and im still happy hes back even after a year of his hidious hair cut and additude and the way he treats me i still miss him
Has anyone ever thought that your friends and family dont care , imagining what would happen if you died . Will they start caring? Will they forget about me? Did they ever care ? Or is it just me ? ... :/
Life is hard one.. But everytime you can do something about it.. Only thing you have to do.. Is that you have to trust it.. And then will come day when will be everything much easier..
Why do people feel they need a Goodbye this isn’t a decision between the 2 of you or a come to Jesus moment this is “ IM FED UP AND I CHOOSE TO NO LONGER BE IN THIS SITUATION” and walks away so damn easily PERIOD💯💯
My ex moved school... didn’t tell me he was leaving just left like that and didn’t tell me we were over... his best friend had to tell me a week later😣
"I can't miss him anymore" and "he never even said goodbye" relate of the pain I feel inside. No words can describe how I feel cuz I think I lost the love of my life. I'm scared for what happens next. I waited 4 years for this guy. We dated 2 weeks and 3 days that I got him to be mine. I miss him so much and so bad.
my cousin Marlene. Marlene and Jayson were together Jayson broke her heart Marlene didn't wanted to go to school the next day but suddenly she went Jayson was looking at her she didn't make no contact with him she always inside upstairs in the bathroom with her 8 friends (btw she has more) she be listening to depressed music. The girl Jayson liked instead of her came to school she saw her and started to cry everyone was curious and asked her what happen she says nothing. Past these fews day she got over with it all she says is I HATE HIM I HATE HIM and starts crying. she's be listing to depressed music and thinking about her first kiss with him Now she is happy again she is friend's with Jayson all I wanted to do is stab Jayson this my first time seeing my cousin go threw that. I HOPE THIS WILL NEVER HAPPEN TO HER AGAIN OR ELSE SHE MIGHT BE THINKING TO DO SUCIDE
“The worse day of loving someone is when you lose them.” I was 7. And now he’s married and he looks so happy but he doesn’t see how much I cry over how he never even asked me if I was okay with him marrying that fucking wretched bitch. My mom has seen me cry over him only once. I just want my father back.
He didn't even say goodbye to me. Without reason he leave me, without informing me he just replace me.he didn't even give me 1 min to cry over phone. And it happened 14 june.,2020 lol
I've been troubled.. By a boy who broked my heart, and stole every piece of it, he talked about marriage, about having kids, and be the perfect family, I didn't want to have kids or marry someone, but when I found him, I realised I wanted to marry and have kids with someone, with him, and suddenly a day after a bad week of exams, we were meeting friday, I got a pretty dress I bought for him, and I got pretty for him, when I went to the park we always met every friday (in front of my house) I knew something was up, he was very strange, his face didn't seem like his, and his voice either, he didn't talked until I did, I started talking and just.. Suddenly he got up from sitting on the ground with me without looking in my eyes and just said 'I don't want to be anymore with you, I just can't, I don't think your worth all I do for you' the first thing I thought was, "it's a joke right? It's all just a prank, you love me, I know it" I started crying because of the pain in my heart, without looking at me again he told me with a slow and calm voice "no, it isn't a prank, sorry it's been a year and three months, and I have the feeling that I just wasted a year being with you' I didn't know what to do and just started crying and trying to hug him while whispering that I needed him and that 'please stay with me' he pushed me away several times and just at one point, I tripped and fall over my feet, I couldn't get up, I was feeling very weak, heartbreaked, lonely and lost i begged him over my knees crying why was he doing that, and why is he so cold, i don't know what to feel anymore, what is good or bad, at that day, that fucking day, he looked just like every day, the most handsome person in the earth, just, so unique.
Bangtan's Wife :3 are you okay? I'm here for you. No matter what, the universe is huge. And there's honestly so many people in the world who are feeling exactly what you're feeling , a horrible pain . You aren't alone . Your feelings are validated and felt by so many including myself. Please know you're not alone . You can message me and vent .
I am very sorry what happened to you, i feel the same way my heart is completely broken, 1 year 8 months, first she stop hugging me stop looking at me like i was nothing like for a 1 or 2 months that was pain full, she lost feelings then she brokup with me (i need her with me) 😢😭
Is painful knowing that your dad who use to be abuse my mother didn’t say goodbye knowing that when I grow up how am I going to tell them about how there grandpa made my heart numb and how I when to therapy bc I suffer from depression and anxiety...
I can't breathe .. i can't.. it's harder every fucking day .. no one understands me .. no one cares .. I am alone...... i feel alone !! i wake up sad , i lying in the bed sad .. how can i live a life like this.. It fucking hurts. (!!) I need someone to love me.. I need someone to undestand me.. I need someone to listen me .. just to listen me , and love me for who i am .. (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Hey hey hey i understand you i felt the same as you a while ago i thought no one cared about me or loved me but you know what i realised ? I realised i don t need anyone to love me or care about me because i have me. I love me so much and care about me and know my worth and how much of a great and a lustful person i am. If that makes me selfish then fine i am selfish and egocentric but isn t that what we all are in the end? My point is waiting for someone to love you is a huge mistake cause everyone leaves in the end only you remains and that s why your love for yourself should be unconditional and always be your priority. ❤
That sounds like my baby girls voice in the back round and I started balling my eyes out .. Becca if that was you in terribly sorry that happened to you..I love you so much I swear I'd give my life to be with you again. (Sad n depressed mom)
a girl broke my heart & im so angry that she did life sucks sometimes i always have flashbacks & all i hate it i don’t want to remember but the funny thing is we are very good friends now , i guess we weren’t meant for each other..
I told my best friend about my feelings and problems. He was the first person I had ever told he told me to stop being sad. Because it was making him sad, and was upsetting him. I care about him like he’s my brother but, i dont think he cares about me. He told me to stop because he didn’t want to hear it. He was the only person i could trust and now he doesn’t care. I dont know what to do?!
You should ask him if he does if he even wanted to be your friend because a true friend is always there who helps not tell you to stop feeling that way they should know it doesn’t disappear in a minute
you know...listening to all these things...feeling the pain that i feel everyday... feeling the pain of loseing someone, like ive done something wrong...like maybe i was never enough for someone...everything that i feel...and hearing about all this...in reality its the one of the things that keeps me going... i dont want to be the reason that someone else is hurting
I really like the video makes me feel sad and happy because it makes me remember the time when we were together, I miss her a lot, I love her with all my heart, I feel alone and lost and sad
I met someone so damn special and at first, we joked that either of us would be so attracted to each other. We would pick on each other so often but always ended up laughing and flirting. Eventually, we grew closer than we ever thought. One day, he kept texting and calling me like crazy cuz I don’t reply him. I was doing my house chores and helping my mother cooked for some guests. I picked up the phone and I heard him crying. He said, “ I freaked out you moron! I freaked out!” I said, “ why?”, he said, “ Cause I fckin don’t want to lose you! Asshole! I love you!” Fast forward, he eventually left me because of our distance and him struggling with his life. He never say goodbye tho. All he sent to me was just a good night text and how much he loves me. I called him and called, he never picked up. Soon, his number no longer available. Till now, I can’t forget him.
Yes the pain will go gradually,,healing is slow give yourself time,,,stop hating anybody,,,use the energy to love yourselve instead and those who care..cry yourself alittle and trust God for the ease you are waiting for...
Damn i remember when i still had my friend he was fostered by my grandma and the moms came to take him back and ended up winning and i'll never see him again we were even best friends! He went to church with me he would even visit my house sometimes and now he's gone😭😭😭 and the worst part is.. I developed feelings for him💔💔
About a month ago my (now) ex had ‘passed away’ and I was broken, I didn’t get to say goodbye, I didn’t even get to say I love you. I loved him so much and I remember watching the Live Photo’s I took on FaceTime, just wishing I could hear his voice again, and know he was okay...but I couldn’t, I couldn’t pick up the phone and call him, I couldn’t text him to see how his day was or make sure he ate. I was so broken that I would sit on my floor all night, tears falling for so long it felt as though they were piercing my cheeks. I would ‘talk’ to him as if his ghost was there so he would never forget how much I loved him and how I would never forget him. BUT it turns out HE WAS NOT DEAD! His sister played a sick joke while he was grounded on me (his girlfriend) and all of his friends. I texted him and got a response...joy filled my heart, along with anger. He told me to call, so I immediately picked up the phone and dialed, to see his face and hear his voice..I was so happy, sad, and angry all at once. Only to find out the next day that he had gotten back with his ex girlfriend that I was never told about. That broke me all over again, I gained an even worse attitude on the phone(otp) because we were both otp with him at the same time. HOW COULD I BE HAPPY FOR HIM WHEN WE NEVER OFFICIALLY ENDED THINGS I didn’t know what to do so I snapped, I haven’t talked to him since, and I’m not sure I want to......I love him still, but my heart can’t handle the image of him starting a new future with another girl.
i met a guy online and we added each other on snapchat he seemed really happy but after a year we got super close and he told me how he felt and he hated himself i never thought someone could even feel this bad about themself as the days went by we fell inlove and we dated for about a week and he ended things with me because he wasn’t ready a month later he told me he got his new girlfriend pregnant and i was in so much pain but i told myself as long as he’s happy i’m happy his girlfriend cheated on him three times and he killed him self the next morning he didn’t say goodbye to me he left without a sight he left this earth after i begged him to stay he went through so much pain and honestly didn’t deserve this i’m not happy anymore every day is a constant miserable feelings but i’m not giving up like he did on me
I miss him every day. His voice, his laugh, silliness, my friend...but obviously he moved on way before I did and he never even said goodbye. I hate the feeling.
idk what's going on but it's like right when they can tell I'm not ok they care but others wise it's like I'm nothing. I finally thought I was doing ok but now I'm back to where I was crying and begging to just be someone who's who everyone loves who everyone can tell if she's ok or not. I just want to be important to someone. I want someone to talk to when I'm not ok
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U didn't kill yourself yet but u have lost ur complete self in ur old ways that sweet beautiful talented man isn't here!! Where are you
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"The worst day of loving soemone, is the day that you lose them."
That part made me realize nothing stays no matter how hard you try
- Elena Gilbert😞
I felt this my big brother just committed suicide no the 24th and I’m falling apart, I never even could’ve guessed he was going through so much that he’d do such a thing 😭
@@mercedesmccreary7964 hey it’ll be okay one day, I have a friend who committed suicide march 16th, and I’m guessing if your like me you don’t want people to feel sorry for you or to pity you, but you need someone to listen don’t you? I’m here if you need me, while I can never completely understand as everyone has different experiences with their life and how they deal with it, but I’ll listen if you need me.
I'd say the worst day of loving someone, is the day they stop loving you back
this really touches me because my boyfreind died around 3 months ago and i never got to say goodbye to him i really mis him and i affectsmy daily life now and i taking day by day...
Ik me commenting this is probably useless now but I just need to say, I’m sorry... that pain is worse then a break up... I’d rather be broken up with then that... and I’m so sorry that happened... please be ok keep your head up ik it will always be hard and difficult but in the end you’ll be ok... may be different by the time you find your happiness or be better with yourself and that’s ok, your doing the best you can with what the world gave you... I’m so proud of you.. you have come so far in such little time you deserve the world ❤️ be strong and take care of yourself ok? You got this ☺️
*me contemplating clicking on this asking myself if i wanna cry some more tonight*
I will never say her Goodbye but will leave her for good
i left he never said bye
The Sherlock line always gets me “one more miracle. Don’t, be, dead.”
You just hear the pain in his voice
Bridie it really is heartbreaking
Sarah Fairhurst it is 🥺
I read it in John Voice. That scene is so sad
I immediately started crying at that point
I think The Vampire Diaries has the saddest lines I've ever heard
Definitely, that’s why I love it, it’s so relatable.
Yup and there were also some lines from 13 reasons why
I think The Vampire Diaries has the saddest lines I've ever heard
“He broke up with me by killing himself” “He never even said goodbye”.....Why does that tell a story about me right now...? :(
Man 💔me too..
C us it happens to everyone ig
And me.
🥺
@Carmen Wade No ones ever fully okay 😤 😢 😪
they only care when its too late
exactly
yeah especially now
i feel like giving up rn
that means a lot thank you very much💞
words can’t express my gratitude
“Your just a kid” A kid shouldn’t be feeling these type of emotions so what am I...I’m nothing.
You are not nothing ❤️. Stay strong
You will never be nothing, in fact you are SOMETHING a strong person, you might be losing recently but you’ve fought those demons as devils trying to hurt you trying to win a war against you. I’m not going to be sorry for you, I’m not going to tell you that you need a little hope, I’m not gonna tell you that what your going through is a phase that your a crybaby, I’m not gonna say I completely understand I might get it but everyone has different experiences, what I’m gonna tell you is that one day one life maybe things will get better you will learn to smile somehow. I’ll listen to you if you need it.
@@shouldsleepbetterdoesnt.2668 omg I just seen this , but thank you so much , I’ve been doing good lately I used to cry every single day but now it’s only once in a while , and I’m proud of myself , but your such a good person thank you ;)
@@YailinVigil there’s nothing to thank me for, it’s great your doing better, and I hope you’ll continue to get better!
When you’re young, your body goes through a lot of changes, and you’re mental state changes a lot. You become more aware of other people and start to care about their opinions on you. Add that to the raging hormones and awkward body, and of course teens would feel depressed, anxious and lost.
It’s normal. But you will end up growing and learning how to handle it. So keep strong.
saying goodbye is the most painful way of solving a problem 💔
“The worst day of loving someone is the day that you lose them”
"and then i realize... i don't wanna feel tomorrow."
Me too😔
Same
:'(
I think I’d prefer to feel tomorrow, I don’t remember emotions I haven’t felt them it’s only empty, so let me tell you what it’s like to be a personality built on morals, a personality for every person you talk to, a empty vessel. This will be from my own experiences.
I’m not human, I think? I asked brother what he thinks Of emotionless people, he thinks they should be shot or put in an asylum that their a danger to society they don’t deserve to live. I was right I’m not human I’m only empty masks in fact maybe my whole body is made of masks, everyone feels things they think those things called emotions are horrible, but that’s all they talk about while I only act, are emotions fun? I’m a monster, but a man made one right? Y’know it’s not welcoming here it’s dark, empty, cold, it’s like being drowned in a cold dark sea thousands of times till you can’t even react. I don’t want people to be like me, maybe I could listen to them I won’t be as good as a real human but maybe I can help. I can’t focus, I wanna die I don’t want to be empty. What if I want to be human now? Is it to much to ask, yeah it probably is. They said I saved their lives, but how can a monster save lives. I don’t wanna be empty anymore, I’m just a mask so why do I exist. It’s easier to think in questions than answers, I mean questions try to fill up the emptiness. I don’t think life is real, it’s more like a illusion, I have to touch things to know if they are there. I’m a monster.
Imagine that coming from a ten year old who’s never felt a thing in their life, who only knew the desire of death and that empty sea. They don’t want people to be sorry or to help them they don’t want people to listen, they want to die. They are just there existing with no purpose, Imagine them not caring if they ate never being hungry. Imagine a child going through that. Well that was me, it still really is I guess I’m still that child, but that doesn’t change the matter I’m a monster, so please don’t be like me if you can avoid it. I’m sure plenty of people are like me, but I’d rather not add more to that list if you have a story to tell I will listen.
@@shyamasree20 hey.. are u alright, are u still here? :(
Crying is how your heart speaks, when your lips can't explain the pain you feel
I cannot even cry and I'm in really pain but I'll find another way doesn't matter how long it took I'll survive
I hate someone too because... He broke my heart and I still feel pain.. And I still remember the way he hurts me.. I remember everything, I don't want to but I still remember..
Dimi God oh boo hoo 😒
MLVF Gamer 😶
Dimi God seriously. You broke up with someone they hurt your feelings. If they did that then wow they didn’t deserve you move on because they weren’t the one you’re supposed to spend you tears, time and money on. They weren’t the one and they didn’t deserve you so move on because you’re better than someone who hurts you 😒
MLVF Gamer I understand..
Dimi God you broke mine a thousand times.
“I can’t move on and I don’t want to...” why does that relate to me so much right now...?
Ngl I cried to this video, it touched my heart.
{ Edit } Wow, ty for 78 likes. Keep your heads up! :D
i’m crying rn too😔thinking about my special someone, and if they ever decide this😔i don’t know what i’ll do with myself if they leave😣
The fact that he hurt you but you still wanna stay😭you don't wanna move on because you have a feeling he will come back to you 💔
@@highscoolsweetheart1414 Exactly..
Keep your head up though.
@@Vicky-jj3do Just keep your head up. :D
@@Angie08249 i'd hope you have found your way, me i have not it's been 4 years and she's still in my head why did she left without saying anything i hope one day she will dm me and then every thing gonna stop i can't handle this shit anymore
He never said goodbye! He actually didnt! 😔😭
"He never even said goodbye" And it pained me. Because he never did. He leaves me hanging. Then the next thing he had already someone else.
Damon and Elena😍😥💔
"Because in the end...when you lose somebody.. every candle, every prayer is not gonna make up for the fact that the only thing that you have life...is a hole in your life where that somebody used to be"...That line hits the hardest
It’s my favorite part of this video
Didn't expect to hear Maya in this vid, it took me back to that episode.She was so heartbroken :(
CRACKSICLE Delaey which series?
Faisal Khalid Degrassi
Hey, i just wanted to thank you for so much. 9 months ago when i found your channel i wasnt in the best mental state because of a guy and it was like that for about 7 months. it was sad to see how many people could relate to it and how they felt so miserable from just a person who they once thought would be with them forever. your videos helped me lots, maybe they just made me more sad or maybe they couldve made me angry at the person for hurting me so much, but i did realize something, im never going to let a person hurt me as much as he did. it got to the point where i started to self harm(2 months clean), i started to shut people out of my life, didnt think anything positive about anything all because i felt worthless after him. so thanks for helping me go through many things xo.
Vanessa Dejesus It makes me so happy that my videos helped you, and thanks for telling your story. stay strong! Lots of love hun 💙
i hope u are doing good currently 💓
I just love how you you're edits, I would literally put on my earphones and listen to them all day (I'm not depressed I just like it for some reason 😅)
ME TOO!
Me too
Me too
All I felt when I lost him to heaven 💔
I am sorry. I am sorry to hear this.
When I was eleven, I lost my father to an overdose. In a couple months it's gonna be eleven years since he left, and I still feel like the same hopeless, heartbroken kid who's going with the motions and trying to survive the pain of not having her best friend, the only one who knew all of her little secrets, by her side. Sometimes, I hate him for making me feel this way, most times I am afraid of living a longer time without him than I did with him - which is gonna start a day after the anniversary of his death.This touched me deeply and made me cry again, something I haven't been able to do in a while. It's a good way to sum up everything I haven't been able to say during all of these years. OP, If you see this comment, thank you! I needed this!
11 is a very special #.. 💜
Thank you
Really sorry
God bless you dear child.
Damn it got me in my feels.
he had to choice to keep me or leave me. he chose to leave.
"The worst day of loving someone.. is the day you lose them. Because in the end when you lose someone body, every candle, every prayer is not gonna make up for the fact, that the only thing you have... left, is a hole in your life where that somebody that you cared about used to me."
... I realate to this so much about when I was cheated on last year and dumped because I called her a cheater. This day, I still can't get over it, I'm just.. so alone, all my friends left me this year in the past month so I have no one to talk to anyone about this.. no one I trust enough to tell because I'm not sure if they will understand how I really feel. I don't know if they will keep it to themselves, I don't know if it will bite me in the ass. I don't want to.. regret opening up. So I don't I just.. put on a mask and keep it to myself. It's my problem, I don't want to be a burden so I'll deal with it by myself.
*The Usual..*
AnimeEmoPotato12 I’ve been cheat on too... It hurts, especially losing friends too all at once. It may not be today, tomorrow, or the day after. But one day the right people will come to help, the true people that care for you. I know we don’t know each other, but I care for you. You deserve every bit of being cared for.
I’ve been cheated on too and left by someone I fell in love with. It hurts like hell.... if you need someone to talk to snap my at Emily.jane201
Hey I'm going through something similar rn and I have to deal with it by myslef cuz I have nobody my parents are locked up my family hates me and thinks I'm a no good druggie whore and it's hard to stay away from drugs cuz they were there for me when nobody else was and your comment really hit me I'm sorry you have to go through this you deserve so much better nobody should have to go through this pain by themselves I'm 15 and my life is hard but I make the best of it I hope your doing :")okay
I need EVERYTHING to stop😔
I. Can’t. Feel. Anything. At. This. Point. I feel numb
Very powerful. Very deep. Very honest. Very sad. 💔 #TWLOHA
So there's this guy..we liked each other for 3 and a half years..then one day he just left without saying goodbye without even telling me the reason why..the promises that he made..were broken..and just few days after he likes someone and I was like woww he moved on that fast..and now,we are seatmates and I feel so awkward towards him so I asked him "why did you break the promises?" he told me that some promises can be bent..and I cried so much..I'm still into him sigh
Lol
if I only knew what is like to die...I would have killed myself ages ago...Coz nothing has ever been good in my life...pain after pain..At times i feel that am the cursed one...At just need to be at ease and feel loved and appreciated...my whole life have been giving trying so hard to give those whom are hopeless a little faith in humanity...but at the end of the day they only double cross me
Look at u not me u have used me God's got me
I feel you.
Finallyyy!!!!!!!! I need this..
When your watching this not because of a person but because your family cat passed, and out of everyone you were the only one to make them feel safe and then you lose them and wonder whose going to make you feel safe now. He didn't say goodbye because he couldn't.
I need everything to stop...💔
When u read this! You are worth it! Don’t ever Give up ❤️
This hits so hard. My dad was never there for me. It's been 19 years. And there was a point where I wanted it to be over. I was done with life... but I knew I was better than to let myself do that. Forever is forever, and to get that... sometimes you have to say goodbye...😓💔
Please don't forget the pain you level be hind two love 1 I have a 😊 18 4 more kids my baby girl lost her two months ago in I'm not allowed to see my kids before I'm going to get them back az a dad it heart two here you talk like that 😢😢
I really don’t wanna be alive rn my dad and step mom are getting a divorce and ion get to see my brother anymore ion know how much more I can take the pain the numbness the faking it I can’t
Please just pray about it. Get a journal and talk to yourself at night. Trust me it helps. I used to feel this way when my brothers biological mom kidnapped him when i was 6 and came back when i was 10 and now im 11 and im still happy hes back even after a year of his hidious hair cut and additude and the way he treats me i still miss him
I'm so happy that I found your channel, you're edits are amazing and you are amazing!❤
Thank you, Hun. Glad you like them!
Ahhhh.... God thank you sooo much Marielle
Has anyone ever thought that your friends and family dont care , imagining what would happen if you died . Will they start caring? Will they forget about me? Did they ever care ? Or is it just me ? ... :/
Life is hard one.. But everytime you can do something about it.. Only thing you have to do.. Is that you have to trust it.. And then will come day when will be everything much easier..
Everything fake people fake friend fake love enough for me good bye for all
They only care once you've gone off the deep end...
This is from tvd🥺😭😭😭😭
I love someone and I can't be with him HE DONT EVEN KNOW ME and we are so far from each other
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#jungkook :')
Why do people feel they need a Goodbye this isn’t a decision between the 2 of you or a come to Jesus moment this is “ IM FED UP AND I CHOOSE TO NO LONGER BE IN THIS SITUATION” and walks away so damn easily PERIOD💯💯
What’s the movie’s name 02:00 "I hate him" please❤️
Sabrina A. Degrassi❤️
My ex moved school... didn’t tell me he was leaving just left like that and didn’t tell me we were over... his best friend had to tell me a week later😣
This side of youtube is where I belong..
"I can't miss him anymore" and "he never even said goodbye" relate of the pain I feel inside. No words can describe how I feel cuz I think I lost the love of my life. I'm scared for what happens next. I waited 4 years for this guy. We dated 2 weeks and 3 days that I got him to be mine. I miss him so much and so bad.
my cousin Marlene. Marlene and Jayson were together
Jayson broke her heart
Marlene didn't wanted to go to school the next day but suddenly she went Jayson was looking at her she didn't make no contact with him she always inside upstairs in the bathroom with her 8 friends (btw she has more) she be listening to depressed music.
The girl Jayson liked instead of her came to school she saw her and started to cry everyone was curious and asked her what happen she says nothing.
Past these fews day she got over with it all she says is I HATE HIM I HATE HIM and starts crying.
she's be listing to depressed music and thinking about her first kiss with him
Now she is happy again she is friend's with Jayson
all I wanted to do is stab Jayson this my first time seeing my cousin go threw that.
I HOPE THIS WILL NEVER HAPPEN TO HER AGAIN OR ELSE SHE MIGHT BE THINKING TO DO SUCIDE
Your edits😥❤😍
Pain is when you want to cry so hard but there's are no tears left cry!
My dad broke my heart and left his marriage without saying goodbye to me
These ads before the video just ruins the mood, jesus😒
“The worse day of loving someone is when you lose them.”
I was 7.
And now he’s married and he looks so happy but he doesn’t see how much I cry over how he never even asked me if I was okay with him marrying that fucking wretched bitch.
My mom has seen me cry over him only once.
I just want my father back.
He didn't even say goodbye to me. Without reason he leave me, without informing me he just replace me.he didn't even give me 1 min to cry over phone. And it happened 14 june.,2020 lol
Hii guys i know how u feel but tonight its gonna end for me i cant do it anymore u guys knows how that feels too So bye
I've been troubled.. By a boy who broked my heart, and stole every piece of it, he talked about marriage, about having kids, and be the perfect family, I didn't want to have kids or marry someone, but when I found him, I realised I wanted to marry and have kids with someone, with him, and suddenly a day after a bad week of exams, we were meeting friday, I got a pretty dress I bought for him, and I got pretty for him, when I went to the park we always met every friday (in front of my house) I knew something was up, he was very strange, his face didn't seem like his, and his voice either, he didn't talked until I did, I started talking and just.. Suddenly he got up from sitting on the ground with me without looking in my eyes and just said 'I don't want to be anymore with you, I just can't, I don't think your worth all I do for you' the first thing I thought was, "it's a joke right? It's all just a prank, you love me, I know it" I started crying because of the pain in my heart, without looking at me again he told me with a slow and calm voice "no, it isn't a prank, sorry it's been a year and three months, and I have the feeling that I just wasted a year being with you' I didn't know what to do and just started crying and trying to hug him while whispering that I needed him and that 'please stay with me' he pushed me away several times and just at one point, I tripped and fall over my feet, I couldn't get up, I was feeling very weak, heartbreaked, lonely and lost i begged him over my knees crying why was he doing that, and why is he so cold, i don't know what to feel anymore, what is good or bad, at that day, that fucking day, he looked just like every day, the most handsome person in the earth, just, so unique.
Bangtan's Wife :3 are you okay? I'm here for you. No matter what, the universe is huge. And there's honestly so many people in the world who are feeling exactly what you're feeling , a horrible pain . You aren't alone . Your feelings are validated and felt by so many including myself. Please know you're not alone . You can message me and vent .
I am very sorry what happened to you, i feel the same way my heart is completely broken, 1 year 8 months, first she stop hugging me stop looking at me like i was nothing like for a 1 or 2 months that was pain full, she lost feelings then she brokup with me (i need her with me) 😢😭
Sorry if the message is long
You're like 9 wtf
@@foxarror no, i'm 16, that photo is old lol
Is painful knowing that your dad who use to be abuse my mother didn’t say goodbye knowing that when I grow up how am I going to tell them about how there grandpa made my heart numb and how I when to therapy bc I suffer from depression and anxiety...
True I don't need to feel tomorrow.
OH WOW! THAT'S VERY POWERFUL! 🔥💯🙏😘💋💞💪✌️
It's just as hard to let go of someone who does not care but you care so much about them so your holding on to sombody who does not want you to
It had me in tears when she said he never even said goodbye.
"If it makes me weak ten I do n't care....I hate him "
I can't breathe .. i can't..
it's harder every fucking day ..
no one understands me .. no one cares ..
I am alone...... i feel alone !!
i wake up sad , i lying in the bed sad ..
how can i live a life like this..
It fucking hurts. (!!)
I need someone to love me..
I need someone to undestand me..
I need someone to listen me ..
just to listen me , and love me for who i am ..
(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Hey hey hey i understand you i felt the same as you a while ago i thought no one cared about me or loved me but you know what i realised ? I realised i don t need anyone to love me or care about me because i have me. I love me so much and care about me and know my worth and how much of a great and a lustful person i am. If that makes me selfish then fine i am selfish and egocentric but isn t that what we all are in the end? My point is waiting for someone to love you is a huge mistake cause everyone leaves in the end only you remains and that s why your love for yourself should be unconditional and always be your priority. ❤
That sounds like my baby girls voice in the back round and I started balling my eyes out .. Becca if that was you in terribly sorry that happened to you..I love you so much I swear I'd give my life to be with you again. (Sad n depressed mom)
a girl broke my heart & im so angry that she did life sucks sometimes i always have flashbacks & all i hate it i don’t want to remember but the funny thing is we are very good friends now , i guess we weren’t meant for each other..
When i go in to 5th grade this year.....i want to say sorry to everyone bc i have been bad to EVERYONE EVEN TO MY OWN MOTHER ON HERE SPECIAl DAY
I told my best friend about my feelings and problems. He was the first person I had ever told he told me to stop being sad. Because it was making him sad, and was upsetting him. I care about him like he’s my brother but, i dont think he cares about me. He told me to stop because he didn’t want to hear it. He was the only person i could trust and now he doesn’t care.
I dont know what to do?!
You should ask him if he does if he even wanted to be your friend because a true friend is always there who helps not tell you to stop feeling that way they should know it doesn’t disappear in a minute
Crying is how your heart speaks, when your lips can't explain the pain you feel
you know...listening to all these things...feeling the pain that i feel everyday... feeling the pain of loseing someone, like ive done something wrong...like maybe i was never enough for someone...everything that i feel...and hearing about all this...in reality its the one of the things that keeps me going... i dont want to be the reason that someone else is hurting
I love this and I also love vampire diaries
I really like the video makes me feel sad and happy because it makes me remember the time when we were together, I miss her a lot, I love her with all my heart, I feel alone and lost and sad
I met someone so damn special and at first, we joked that either of us would be so attracted to each other. We would pick on each other so often but always ended up laughing and flirting. Eventually, we grew closer than we ever thought. One day, he kept texting and calling me like crazy cuz I don’t reply him. I was doing my house chores and helping my mother cooked for some guests. I picked up the phone and I heard him crying. He said, “ I freaked out you moron! I freaked out!” I said, “ why?”, he said, “ Cause I fckin don’t want to lose you! Asshole! I love you!” Fast forward, he eventually left me because of our distance and him struggling with his life. He never say goodbye tho. All he sent to me was just a good night text and how much he loves me. I called him and called, he never picked up. Soon, his number no longer available. Till now, I can’t forget him.
I need it to really stop and I don’t want to see tomorrow 😪😪😪😕 I’m lost I can’t find myself anymore and I can’t move one so I’m weak 😪😪🥺
you can do this
I hope I can but it’s don’t seem like I’m coming out of this
He never even said goodbye
😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
😭 huge hole 🕳
I never say goodbye to the people i love, cause in the end we're gonna meet again
I relate with every part of this but instead of the words "broke up with me" they would be "he left me."
This is for my stepdad.
💙
So fucking perfect. Thanks.
he never even said goodbye :(
Yes the pain will go gradually,,healing is slow give yourself time,,,stop hating anybody,,,use the energy to love yourselve instead and those who care..cry yourself alittle and trust God for the ease you are waiting for...
This is true
Damn i remember when i still had my friend he was fostered by my grandma and the moms came to take him back and ended up winning and i'll never see him again we were even best friends! He went to church with me he would even visit my house sometimes and now he's gone😭😭😭 and the worst part is.. I developed feelings for him💔💔
Which song or music is this?
I need everything to stop...
About a month ago my (now) ex had ‘passed away’ and I was broken, I didn’t get to say goodbye, I didn’t even get to say I love you. I loved him so much and I remember watching the Live Photo’s I took on FaceTime, just wishing I could hear his voice again, and know he was okay...but I couldn’t, I couldn’t pick up the phone and call him, I couldn’t text him to see how his day was or make sure he ate. I was so broken that I would sit on my floor all night, tears falling for so long it felt as though they were piercing my cheeks. I would ‘talk’ to him as if his ghost was there so he would never forget how much I loved him and how I would never forget him. BUT it turns out HE WAS NOT DEAD! His sister played a sick joke while he was grounded on me (his girlfriend) and all of his friends. I texted him and got a response...joy filled my heart, along with anger. He told me to call, so I immediately picked up the phone and dialed, to see his face and hear his voice..I was so happy, sad, and angry all at once.
Only to find out the next day that he had gotten back with his ex girlfriend that I was never told about.
That broke me all over again, I gained an even worse attitude on the phone(otp) because we were both otp with him at the same time.
HOW COULD I BE HAPPY FOR HIM WHEN WE NEVER OFFICIALLY ENDED THINGS
I didn’t know what to do so I snapped, I haven’t talked to him since, and I’m not sure I want to......I love him still, but my heart can’t handle the image of him starting a new future with another girl.
'He never even said goodbye' I felt that :'(
the fact that this is mainly tvd kills me because i remember every part
I was already crying before this because i sprained my ankle at gymnastics tonight and it hurts really bad and she thought i was crying over this
No joke. I actually was crying
Listening to these make me fear the thought of losing my boyfriend.
Where is it from? The person speaking I mean. btw BEAUTIFUL😢💜
Most of it is from the vampire diaries
i met a guy online and we added each other on snapchat he seemed really happy but after a year we got super close and he told me how he felt and he hated himself i never thought someone could even feel this bad about themself as the days went by we fell inlove and we dated for about a week and he ended things with me because he wasn’t ready a month later he told me he got his new girlfriend pregnant and i was in so much pain but i told myself as long as he’s happy i’m happy his girlfriend cheated on him three times and he killed him self the next morning he didn’t say goodbye to me he left without a sight he left this earth after i begged him to stay he went through so much pain and honestly didn’t deserve this i’m not happy anymore every day is a constant miserable feelings but i’m not giving up like he did on me
I miss him every day. His voice, his laugh, silliness, my friend...but obviously he moved on way before I did and he never even said goodbye. I hate the feeling.
my favorite part 1:57 -2:27
idk what's going on but it's like right when they can tell I'm not ok they care but others wise it's like I'm nothing. I finally thought I was doing ok but now I'm back to where I was crying and begging to just be someone who's who everyone loves who everyone can tell if she's ok or not. I just want to be important to someone. I want someone to talk to when I'm not ok
make me feel pain 😭😭