Blood In My Eyes -Sum 41 Piano Cover

Hey there. It hasn’t been a long time since I last uploaded a video, but honestly it feels like a long time to me. Not because I am somehow romanticising UA-cam or anything, I hate it when people unnecessarily romanticize things, but because my life shifts so fast I always find myself getting lost between the tides. This has been like this for the last 4 years. And getting used to it is still difficult. Not as difficult as it used to be, but still is. Even though I’ve been better for the last couple of months, I still feel like I’m going to drown in the smallest of waves sometimes. Things happen. Events either build more walls in your brain -which is technically a damn fortress at this point, or destroy them so suddenly you can’t even wrap your head around what just had happened.
I mostly don’t try to understand. Last years have taught me that sometimes trying to understand is nothing but a waste of time. Things happen. You meet people. You forget people. You learn things. You forget things. Life goes on. Spending time on what you cannot control is not only unhelpful, it also corrodes your very sanity over time. This was what intensive readings of Stoic philosophers such as Epictetus and Marcus Aurelius taught me. But as I said, things happen. And sometimes when they happen, you find yourself like a little kid that can’t control his impulses. His emotions.
“Having emotions is human, but acting upon every emotion is juvenile.” I don’t remember who said that, but this quote had become a pillar of my mind palace for a while. Well why past tense then? Because, well, things happen. Things happen and they hit so hard that you are now just shocked, trembling, trying to make sense of your being. But hey, life goes on. And it’s okay. You get up and start walking again. Those last years damaged me. I am trying to regain control. And seriously, I am regaining control. Yeah, even though things happen, and sometimes they fuck me up, I am learning to live with this. And hey, I’m getting pretty good at this.
Now what is this wall of text for? Honestly, I am just trying to convey my confusion and frustration, my struggles and my hopes. Yes, hopes. In times like these, I like to go back in time, and reminiscence the past for just a little bit. And is there any better way to do that than combining your memories with art? That’s why I wanted to play something from Sum 41. I’ve been listening to punk rock and punk rock only since I was 11. Maybe you know the bands: Green Day, Sum 41, Blink-182... Not many people around me know these bands. But I do. They played a big part in my life. Maybe they still do, but now is not the time to think about this.
Come, reminiscence the past with me. Maybe there are good days on the horizon. Maybe there aren’t. But oh the old days were fuckin’ great. And I find no shame to remind myself of those days every now and then. Here’s Blood in My Eyes, by Sum 41. I hope you enjoy.

[@mpxv162]

Amazing job!

[@KEVIN-je4dn]

Nice

[@nynynonette405]

Is there a way for you to give me the note, please, i love it so much 😭

[@SerhatAtay]

I'm sorry I don't have the sheet music, I played this one by ear 😕.

[@mooquin]

The seas are rough for me now, thanks for this. Is there a way to pm you?

[@SerhatAtay]

Sorry for the late response. You can find and dm me on Instagram (@ironhour_) or on Twitter (@IronHour) for any reason.

[@andgorchu]

Awesome job, do you have the chords? I would love to play it myself

[@SerhatAtay]

It's been a while since I played this one, and I played it by ear so I don't remember the chords. But I just took a look at Chordify now and I believe they have it there.

[@ozancoban3059]

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