My heart hurts for you. Thank you for your courage and strength to let us in. SA is a very difficult trauma to speak about. Here’s a hug, and a prayer that the pain will lessen over time, for my own sanity I forgave my mother, for me, not her. I had so much anger and hate in my heart. For me therapy and years of recovery in NA has helped so much. Your not alone! I have PTSD from that and a series of horrific other types of abuse. I was 14 and at boarding school, in the middle of Texas. I’m from NYC. I had no family support either. I walk in your shoes. I’m here to support you.
This video makes perfect sense babes. We love you and we are with you. Mental health isn’t a joke. You’ve been going through it and that’s okay. Better to address it than lock it all up. I hope you share the videos you made. I’m sure they will be great. Love you and I wish you nothing but happiness and wholesome. You will get through it. You are doing what you have to to work through it all and that’s a start ❤❤❤❤
I worked in rape crisis 7 years,,, THANKYOU FOR SPEAKING UP!! there are so many hurt who hide pain and never deal with it, and anything that puts a light on this stuff helps others. 1 IN 3 women is raped during their life... yet nobody every knows a man who rapes .... its like society is biased to protect the violent perpetrators? I am so tired of people punishing victims, that makes me so mad, thankyou for speaking up and out.. No child deserves to be hurt, and no child causes adults to hurt them.
Hi beautiful lady I just subscribe to your channel today and I’m so so sorry what you’re going through. I just want you to know that you are really tough of what u just share is really personal and I can totally relate to some similar situation plus I struggle with depression all my life and we are only humans. Life will test us and I just know that you are a really strong woman and you will keep getting stronger! Continue to keep your head up because better days are coming and glad u surrounded by your love ones! May u continue to heal with love and support!🙏🏽🖤
So glad you are back. I missed watching your videos. You are so brave and I thank you for trusting us with your story. You are off to a great start. Can’t wait to see what is next for you, sending love from grafenwohr
Welcome back! Would love to see the videos you’ve shot no matter how old they are, I like seeing others’ perspectives. You were so brave and articulate in this video. Wishing you all the best with your healing process.
Those of us who love you will always be here girl! I am so glad you are back. Also, please never feel bad for taking time to process your trauma and heal. Your mental health is so important. As a social worker, I cannot imagine telling a client who has come to me for therapy that they need an exorcism, I am so sorry that happened!! But your fans/supporters/UA-cam family will be here and are ready for any videos you want to share; this is your channel for things that make you happy.
Welcome back! It's wonderful to see you back in youtube-land again! Just remember... your feelings are valid, whatever they may be. Your video made perfect sense to me! And your advise to "be kind"... super advise! Just don't forget to be kind to yourself. Love & hugs!
I am so happy you back. Sorry for your loss. Your grandmother sounds like a amazing person. P.t.s.d. is hard to deal with. It takes work everyday. But you can make you. Your a strong person. With amazing people around you. Don't give up on looking for a therapist. That was really rude for that therapist to say to you. Don't forget you're an amazing person. Don't forget you're a beautiful soul . You're one of a kind. Just take one day at a time. Thanks for coming back
We love you boo and I am so proud of you for speaking your truth with your head high up, never ever give up nor let anybody tell you you are not enough because you truly are. We all are and we love you and glad you are finally back on youtube. Sending you lots of love and hugs. 🥰
My husband and I found your channel casually browsing through German content ( we are moving soon ) and I was immediately attracted to your spirit. Transparency is always refreshing and appreciated. You have no idea how many souls you have helped by sharing your story. I pray that things have gotten better for you since posting this. Continue healing Sis. New Subbie 🖤
you are one of the first tattoo tubers I encountered and you made me verry interested in tattoos to begin with and for that I am thankfull, and I am devestated to hear you talk bout your trauma. I think it is verry important for you to take care of yourself. And I wish you all the best in the future. ❤
We were Def waiting around for ypur come back. :) welcome back and your video made complete sense. I wish I could hug you. You have a beautiful and spooky soul and you are a PHENOMENAL woman. Always know that in your heart. Excited for your come back! You got this and remember - one step, one day and one moment at a time. Deep breaths. 💚🖤💙🤍
Good to see you back! I'm sorry for your loss. Take care of your health and your mental health first! We (fans) will be here for you... your an amazing person.
Thank you for feeling comfortable enough to share your story with us it’s so awful, you had to go through that as such a small baby sending love and healing and strength
We’re here for you ❤ so glad you were able to talk to us about it As someone who also has trauma with my mom and now estranged because of it, I completely get it It makes sense to me at least You got this!! Take as much time as you need to
You are not alone, you are loved and brave. You got this and over time will heal. That type of trauma doesn’t just go away, it dulls over the years and becomes bearable. Sending much love to ya lady. So happy to see you back
You are a warrior don’t give up keep fighting I’m sorry that happen to you and I’m sorry for your loss remember one thing you are awesome I’m here to support you . You might not know me I’ve been here for awhile in the shadows and keep being til you say you stop.dont give up .
Being in that dark place is so scary😞 I’ve been there too. You didn’t deserve any of that hurt done to you…and none of it is your fault. Don’t forget that. A million hugs from me. You’re stronger than you think🖤
There are just some things that are just so f*cked that you can’t put a positive spin on them and sometimes you shouldn’t. It can be a form of unhealthy escapism sometimes. Take all the time you need to thoroughly feel those feelings process them and when the sun peaks out from behind the clouds again and you find your rhythm again you will be happier.
welcome back! I have missed you and have been patiently and anxiously waiting for you to make your next video. we all have things that we go through. I have things that I go through every day as a mother and wife. I understand most of what your going through. we are here for you and support you 1000% just take your time as you come back to the crazy world of UA-cam
1. Welcome back 2. Thank you so much for being so brave to share your story/your truth 3. My condolences to you and your loved ones on the transition of your grandmother 4. Mental health is so important, and I would prefer that you take the time to heal you, then to sit in front of a camera and not be true to yourself. 5. Your crying and anxiety attacks are valid and they are not steaming from nowhere. They come from place and as soon as you can recognize where they are coming from, you will be able to hear from them sooner. 6. You are in my prayers and I hope that you can heal and when you were ready share your story to help others heal also.
Has it really been a year wow doesn't seem like it maybe because I follow you on Instagram so I still see you on there. I'm so sorry about your trauma and the things you had to go through when you were young. So glad you're back you look great and glad you are taking things one day and a time 🙂.
So glad to have you back! Thank you for taking the time to share with us. Share what you want when your ready 🖤 I do hope you are able to find a good therapist soon, and that can help you find your rhythm again. Super proud you took that huge step of starting that journey to bettering your mental health 🖤 can’t wait for the next video it’s great to have you back! 😊
Hey it’s your story to tell and no one else’s! If your mother wanted to be portrayed differently in it, then she should have acted differently. I’m so sorry that happened to you. As a mother I can’t imagine treating my child like this. That being said as someone with mom trauma(though slightly different) , you are not alone. Hang in there, and please don’t feel embarrassed for being human and having feelings.
Wow! That was heavy on the soul and you did it. You took a big step. When I was 4 1/2 I was sexually assault multiple times over a period of 6 months and couldn’t tell anyone. Even to this day I don’t know how to talk about. Guys just can’t. There is no invitation so we bottle it up and pretend we forgot about it. Women don’t have it much different and I wish they did. Your bravery shines through. Can’t wait to one day I was tattooed by you. 👊🏼
That’s horrible!💔You we’re still a baby! 11?! I mean at any age that is horrible! But that’s horrible your mother acted the way she did and how she continues to act. My mom is an asshole too, so I feel you!🤍
My heart hurts for you. Thank you for your courage and strength to let us in. SA is a very difficult trauma to speak about. Here’s a hug, and a prayer that the pain will lessen over time, for my own sanity I forgave my mother, for me, not her. I had so much anger and hate in my heart. For me therapy and years of recovery in NA has helped so much. Your not alone! I have PTSD from that and a series of horrific other types of abuse. I was 14 and at boarding school, in the middle of Texas. I’m from NYC. I had no family support either. I walk in your shoes. I’m here to support you.
This video makes perfect sense babes. We love you and we are with you. Mental health isn’t a joke. You’ve been going through it and that’s okay. Better to address it than lock it all up. I hope you share the videos you made. I’m sure they will be great. Love you and I wish you nothing but happiness and wholesome. You will get through it. You are doing what you have to to work through it all and that’s a start ❤❤❤❤
I worked in rape crisis 7 years,,, THANKYOU FOR SPEAKING UP!! there are so many hurt who hide pain and never deal with it, and anything that puts a light on this stuff helps others. 1 IN 3 women is raped during their life... yet nobody every knows a man who rapes .... its like society is biased to protect the violent perpetrators? I am so tired of people punishing victims, that makes me so mad, thankyou for speaking up and out.. No child deserves to be hurt, and no child causes adults to hurt them.
Hi beautiful lady I just subscribe to your channel today and I’m so so sorry what you’re going through. I just want you to know that you are really tough of what u just share is really personal and I can totally relate to some similar situation plus I struggle with depression all my life and we are only humans. Life will test us and I just know that you are a really strong woman and you will keep getting stronger! Continue to keep your head up because better days are coming and glad u surrounded by your love ones! May u continue to heal with love and support!🙏🏽🖤
So glad you are back. I missed watching your videos. You are so brave and I thank you for trusting us with your story. You are off to a great start. Can’t wait to see what is next for you, sending love from grafenwohr
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Welcome back! I missed you and would watch whatever you care to share.
Welcome back! Would love to see the videos you’ve shot no matter how old they are, I like seeing others’ perspectives. You were so brave and articulate in this video. Wishing you all the best with your healing process.
Those of us who love you will always be here girl! I am so glad you are back.
Also, please never feel bad for taking time to process your trauma and heal. Your mental health is so important. As a social worker, I cannot imagine telling a client who has come to me for therapy that they need an exorcism, I am so sorry that happened!! But your fans/supporters/UA-cam family will be here and are ready for any videos you want to share; this is your channel for things that make you happy.
Welcome back! It's wonderful to see you back in youtube-land again! Just remember... your feelings are valid, whatever they may be. Your video made perfect sense to me! And your advise to "be kind"... super advise! Just don't forget to be kind to yourself. Love & hugs!
I am so happy you back.
Sorry for your loss. Your grandmother sounds like a amazing person.
P.t.s.d. is hard to deal with. It takes work everyday. But you can make you. Your a strong person. With amazing people around you. Don't give up on looking for a therapist. That was really rude for that therapist to say to you. Don't forget you're an amazing person. Don't forget you're a beautiful soul . You're one of a kind. Just take one day at a time. Thanks for coming back
I'm glad to see you!! I missed your videos!! 🖤🖤🖤
We love you boo and I am so proud of you for speaking your truth with your head high up, never ever give up nor let anybody tell you you are not enough because you truly are. We all are and we love you and glad you are finally back on youtube. Sending you lots of love and hugs. 🥰
My husband and I found your channel casually browsing through German content ( we are moving soon ) and I was immediately attracted to your spirit. Transparency is always refreshing and appreciated. You have no idea how many souls you have helped by sharing your story. I pray that things have gotten better for you since posting this. Continue healing Sis. New Subbie 🖤
Thank you so much this literally means the world to me ✨🫶
@@TattooBarbie Of course beautiful! Giving you a big hug right now, SO HUG BACK 😂. Keep that beautiful head up!
you are one of the first tattoo tubers I encountered and you made me verry interested in tattoos to begin with and for that I am thankfull, and I am devestated to hear you talk bout your trauma. I think it is verry important for you to take care of yourself. And I wish you all the best in the future. ❤
We were Def waiting around for ypur come back. :) welcome back and your video made complete sense. I wish I could hug you. You have a beautiful and spooky soul and you are a PHENOMENAL woman. Always know that in your heart. Excited for your come back! You got this and remember - one step, one day and one moment at a time. Deep breaths. 💚🖤💙🤍
Welcome 🎉back stay strong your a beautiful soul don’t let anyone bring u down ❤ bless you
Hang in there❤ much love
Even though I've followed along on IG, I'm SO glad to see you back here on YT! WE LOVE YOU! 🖤
Good to see you back! I'm sorry for your loss. Take care of your health and your mental health first! We (fans) will be here for you... your an amazing person.
Thank you for feeling comfortable enough to share your story with us it’s so awful, you had to go through that as such a small baby sending love and healing and strength
We’re here for you ❤ so glad you were able to talk to us about it
As someone who also has trauma with my mom and now estranged because of it, I completely get it
It makes sense to me at least
You got this!! Take as much time as you need to
Glad to see that you are back. I hope you find the strength to deal with all the things you are struggling with
You are not alone, you are loved and brave. You got this and over time will heal. That type of trauma doesn’t just go away, it dulls over the years and becomes bearable. Sending much love to ya lady. So happy to see you back
This is why I stay subbed to my peeps! I always think…one day they might come back!❤
You are a warrior don’t give up keep fighting I’m sorry that happen to you and I’m sorry for your loss remember one thing you are awesome I’m here to support you . You might not know me I’ve been here for awhile in the shadows and keep being til you say you stop.dont give up .
Moving back from overseas is hard. I'm proud of you for being here, and working so hard on yourself.
Super proud of you 👏 make no mistake about this moment you have definitely overcome.
Being in that dark place is so scary😞 I’ve been there too. You didn’t deserve any of that hurt done to you…and none of it is your fault. Don’t forget that. A million hugs from me. You’re stronger than you think🖤
Melissa you're an Amazing woman and I totally can relate. As I sit here crying I look to u for motivation. I love you & the hubby so much...
There are just some things that are just so f*cked that you can’t put a positive spin on them and sometimes you shouldn’t. It can be a form of unhealthy escapism sometimes. Take all the time you need to thoroughly feel those feelings process them and when the sun peaks out from behind the clouds again and you find your rhythm again you will be happier.
welcome back! I have missed you and have been patiently and anxiously waiting for you to make your next video. we all have things that we go through. I have things that I go through every day as a mother and wife. I understand most of what your going through. we are here for you and support you 1000% just take your time as you come back to the crazy world of UA-cam
OMGEEEE YOU ARE BACK!!! I've missed you and your beautiful face!
Welcome back!
1. Welcome back
2. Thank you so much for being so brave to share your story/your truth
3. My condolences to you and your loved ones on the transition of your grandmother
4. Mental health is so important, and I would prefer that you take the time to heal you, then to sit in front of a camera and not be true to yourself.
5. Your crying and anxiety attacks are valid and they are not steaming from nowhere. They come from place and as soon as you can recognize where they are coming from, you will be able to hear from them sooner.
6. You are in my prayers and I hope that you can heal and when you were ready share your story to help others heal also.
dont let one bad day in your life ruin the rest of your life ,just keep going and make the best of it trust me we all have krazy shit going im shur
Has it really been a year wow doesn't seem like it maybe because I follow you on Instagram so I still see you on there. I'm so sorry about your trauma and the things you had to go through when you were young. So glad you're back you look great and glad you are taking things one day and a time 🙂.
So glad to have you back! Thank you for taking the time to share with us. Share what you want when your ready 🖤 I do hope you are able to find a good therapist soon, and that can help you find your rhythm again. Super proud you took that huge step of starting that journey to bettering your mental health 🖤 can’t wait for the next video it’s great to have you back! 😊
You are so brave, and stronger than you know all the people that watch your videos will be glad to see you back :) welcome back xx
🖤🖤🖤🖤You got this babe!
Missed you babes so happy to see you back ❤❤❤
Hey it’s your story to tell and no one else’s! If your mother wanted to be portrayed differently in it, then she should have acted differently.
I’m so sorry that happened to you. As a mother I can’t imagine treating my child like this.
That being said as someone with mom trauma(though slightly different) , you are not alone. Hang in there, and please don’t feel embarrassed for being human and having feelings.
Wow! That was heavy on the soul and you did it. You took a big step. When I was 4 1/2 I was sexually assault multiple times over a period of 6 months and couldn’t tell anyone. Even to this day I don’t know how to talk about. Guys just can’t. There is no invitation so we bottle it up and pretend we forgot about it. Women don’t have it much different and I wish they did. Your bravery shines through. Can’t wait to one day I was tattooed by you. 👊🏼
Lots of love 🦇
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My Grandma was like my Mom too!❤️That is sick of them to do that to you!
So, so, sorry!!🤍
It’s not too late to share your old videos you can talk about it and share the clips!❤
🖤🖤
So glad to see your face xxx welcome back
That’s horrible!💔You we’re still a baby! 11?! I mean at any age that is horrible! But that’s horrible your mother acted the way she did and how she continues to act. My mom is an asshole too, so I feel you!🤍
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I can understand many things, but that one is so stupid.
Can't they see your soul?
I am so mad about that ...
Wow,your the scarist human in the world