The Last Thought You'll Ever Have

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  • Опубліковано 8 жов 2019
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    A short fiction story of a woman named Nia's journey through thoughts.
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 12 тис.

  • @unathizwane3164
    @unathizwane3164 4 роки тому +6724

    Funny how on her death bed she's wearing her hair like she always liked it...in a pony tail.

    • @unknown-tl1rr
      @unknown-tl1rr 4 роки тому +188

      Unathi Zwane wow I didn’t even realized it even till the end she still cared how others saw her sigh

    • @Charlie-vw9hu
      @Charlie-vw9hu 4 роки тому +85

      Your comment made me cry

    • @ChapmanBraggHester
      @ChapmanBraggHester 4 роки тому +96

      At the end of one's life thet have finally grown comfortable in their own skin just in time to shed it.

    • @jarred333Boss
      @jarred333Boss 4 роки тому +4

      no one gives a fuk

    • @DH-xy8kw
      @DH-xy8kw 4 роки тому +2

      FAT PICCOLO Exactly

  • @hollydoes.
    @hollydoes. 3 роки тому +5159

    ‘Oh cool, that’s my birthda-‘
    *Nia was hated for the first time*
    ‘Oh-‘

    • @mordormadness9837
      @mordormadness9837 2 роки тому +87

      Lol same. Good luck out there birthday twin

    • @homied9294
      @homied9294 2 роки тому +21

      MAN 💀

    • @wpgjetset
      @wpgjetset 2 роки тому +7

      -

    • @kylam3928
      @kylam3928 2 роки тому +7

      😭😭

    • @macohi6276
      @macohi6276 2 роки тому +1

      Same here lmao, but when she got the job. Same year same date and I don’t know why I’m so happy about that…

  • @matthewhoey3058
    @matthewhoey3058 2 роки тому +1812

    “There are three deaths. The first is when the body ceases to function. The second is when the body is consigned to the grave. The third is that moment, sometime in the future, when your name is spoken for the last time.” - David M. Eagleman

    • @paper2222
      @paper2222 2 роки тому +80

      dead, buried, and forgotten

    • @n.a.888
      @n.a.888 2 роки тому +14

      paper2222 thats all our fate

    • @bezerkar5365
      @bezerkar5365 2 роки тому +6

      @Audrey Massens you wont have that thought though as you will be dead

    • @starmic1852
      @starmic1852 2 роки тому +43

      For SOME people, they can never reach the third death until humanity goes extinct.

    • @mcblazehunter6888
      @mcblazehunter6888 2 роки тому +7

      @Audrey Massens It won’t be, don’t lie to yourself, even if your life feels bad now it won’t always be bad, keep your head up because things will most certainly get better with time. Also get therapy if you’re depressed or stressed cause that can help a lot.

  • @missmarshmellowmouth
    @missmarshmellowmouth 2 роки тому +327

    This actually lifted me out of my suicidal thoughts a little bit for the moment. Thank you.

    • @alex-qz1ut
      @alex-qz1ut 2 роки тому +14

      please dont let go. you have so much to live for. so many experiences. you ghet to built your life. your tower is already so tall, there was so much work put into it. but dont topple it over. all that progress, gone. do you wanmt that? i promise you that one day you will be happy that you didnt commite suicide.

    • @missmarshmellowmouth
      @missmarshmellowmouth 2 роки тому +30

      @@alex-qz1ut still here 🙂 thank you

    • @alex-qz1ut
      @alex-qz1ut 2 роки тому +15

      @@missmarshmellowmouth im so happy to hear that :) keep going and i promise you it will get better .

    • @whathappenswhenyouclosethe6084
      @whathappenswhenyouclosethe6084 2 роки тому +4

      @@alex-qz1ut you acting so nice creeps the shi out of me

    • @alex-qz1ut
      @alex-qz1ut 2 роки тому +22

      @@whathappenswhenyouclosethe6084 what? im not acting. i think because the world can be so toxic that you assume im not telling the truth. its really sad honestly

  • @SCP--ud7fc
    @SCP--ud7fc 3 роки тому +7032

    Babies 0.000001 second after being born:
    I don’t know who I am
    I don’t know why I’m here
    All I know is that I must cry

    • @johna5484
      @johna5484 3 роки тому +223

      Wow ! I’m 53 and seems to be my thoughts exactly .

    • @Enmanuel_V6
      @Enmanuel_V6 3 роки тому +39

      Lol no a baby doesn’t have a conscious mind yet

    • @mikef4775
      @mikef4775 3 роки тому +35

      I didn’t cry at birth no lie. My face was bright blue and purple.

    • @mikef4775
      @mikef4775 3 роки тому +33

      @@Enmanuel_V6 see I don’t really support abortion but at the same time. Even if you’re a new born baby, if you’re aborted AFTER birth. The baby still won’t feel it(never mind even 3 months pregnant etc)

    • @spungboy
      @spungboy 3 роки тому +11

      @@mikef4775 that’s the color of Nia

  • @limejelo
    @limejelo 3 роки тому +3985

    My last thought: this is literally the dumbest way to die

    • @ghrey8557
      @ghrey8557 3 роки тому +21

      Fr

    • @alexsandrsenaviev8825
      @alexsandrsenaviev8825 3 роки тому +12

      @@islandk.6917 woah!? chill

    • @fineichangeditagain5675
      @fineichangeditagain5675 3 роки тому +16

      Yeah if I go
      I want to go whilst I'm on a speedboat that's on fire that's speeding into the sun. And then I want it to expload

    • @limejelo
      @limejelo 3 роки тому +20

      @@fineichangeditagain5675 thats physically impossible, I'd want something like a 4th dimensional portal ripping me to shreds while yelling "I'm gonna start working out as soon as my schedule is open" like SMH dude get realistic

    • @fineichangeditagain5675
      @fineichangeditagain5675 3 роки тому

      @@limejelo I will do it anyway

  • @moschopspaladin5894
    @moschopspaladin5894 Рік тому +50

    Interesting story, I can see why it's written this way. I'm really the family "eccentric", unmarried and preoccupied with unusual pursuits. I came across my great grandmother's trunk, filled with photos, and traces of people long gone. I spent my spare time putting faces and stories together for forgotten people. Only to find out no one cared, no one was even slightly curious. Even so, I'm glad I did it. My own life feels enriched by diving into history.

  • @absoluteexistence8279
    @absoluteexistence8279 Рік тому +7

    this was the video which gave me existential crisis for almost 2yrs and i couldn't get the answer anywhere and now somehow it just faded away...

  • @lasercat538
    @lasercat538 4 роки тому +5376

    “Did I leave the stove on?”
    - My last thought

    • @NeedyGreedy
      @NeedyGreedy 4 роки тому +69

      KABOOOM XSLOPSIONSSS!!!!
      **fire effects**
      **black smoke**

    • @dannyearley801
      @dannyearley801 4 роки тому +10

      Apparently not

    • @jarred333Boss
      @jarred333Boss 4 роки тому +6

      My last thought do I have poop in my colon?

    • @crryptid
      @crryptid 4 роки тому +1

      ‘Did I leave the stove on?’

    • @lasercat538
      @lasercat538 4 роки тому +1

      Kookz Yt fixed

  • @pamelaia
    @pamelaia 4 роки тому +2755

    I heard that you die twice: once when they bury you in your grave; and the second time is the last time someone mentions your name
    - Macklemore (credits to Katie in the replies :)

    • @katiehackett9825
      @katiehackett9825 4 роки тому +190

      “i heard that you die twice: once when they bury you in the grave; and the second time is the last time that somebody mentions your name” - macklemore (glorious)

    • @pamelaia
      @pamelaia 4 роки тому +21

      @@katiehackett9825 yup yup I couldn't remember it exactly thanks!

    • @Caligula138
      @Caligula138 4 роки тому +66

      "Some men die at 27 but arent buried until they're 75." B.Franklin

    • @DaMilkManMan
      @DaMilkManMan 4 роки тому +49

      There’s an old philosophy that I forgot which group of people believed. You have three deaths. The first is when you’re born, when the clock starts ticking. The second when is when you die. And the third is when you’re forgotten that you ever existed.

    • @Grace-hx7sh
      @Grace-hx7sh 4 роки тому +26

      I think it might be from the movie Coco?

  • @khojertw
    @khojertw 2 роки тому +121

    this is so intriguing and sometimes I think about what my ancestors were like. I wonder what their pastimes were. I wonder if I resembled any of them. I wonder if they had some of the traits I do. Maybe I had an aunt in the 1700s who looked exactly like mom does now . I try to picture what I would’ve looked like in the times of Pharoah. Maybe I had an ancestor who was just like me. It’s crazy really . I don’t even know their names and it’s a bit scary that I too may or may not be subjected to the same fate of being another nameless hypothetical memory of my descendants

    • @almakay6437
      @almakay6437 Рік тому +6

      I wonder about my ancestor's lots too they did everything just right so I could be here now...

    • @nerdy8644
      @nerdy8644 5 місяців тому +1

      @@almakay6437makes sense

  • @childforsale
    @childforsale 2 роки тому +66

    I bet my last though would be:
    "I wonder if this is hardcore or normal survival mode?"

  • @starchild9030
    @starchild9030 4 роки тому +2993

    No one:
    Pursuit of wonder: Y'all mind if i... existential crisis

    • @ajpayne7386
      @ajpayne7386 4 роки тому +7

      No wonder why your having a existential crisis, LAPIS LAZULI

    • @cruz.c
      @cruz.c 4 роки тому +3

      thanks, just reminded me and had the worst existential crisis ive ever had

    • @someoneinsomewhere8079
      @someoneinsomewhere8079 4 роки тому +11

      I actually feel weird because this didn't make me anxious, but feel an amazing relief instead.
      i literally needed this

    • @weskerposting
      @weskerposting 4 роки тому

      pursuit of happyness?

    • @david_ga8490
      @david_ga8490 3 роки тому

      @@someoneinsomewhere8079 Bc you are seeing that 2000 people liked the comment and you are not alone

  • @islandk.6917
    @islandk.6917 3 роки тому +1113

    "To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people just exist."

  • @doggymilk4203
    @doggymilk4203 2 роки тому +155

    This nia girl, isn’t even real, yet… she is such an inspiration. This is beautiful

    • @niahill2145
      @niahill2145 2 роки тому +3

      my name is nia im acc verry scared

    • @pereiraplaza222
      @pereiraplaza222 2 роки тому +2

      But she is real in a sense. There are probably a few dozen of women born in 1982 who will have the exact same life like Nia, except the names.

    • @thelosttomato4020
      @thelosttomato4020 2 роки тому +2

      She's the opposite of an inspiration. Don't be Nia. Don't let your life be ruled by others. Live for your sake. That was the moral of the video.

  • @gamerdude6279
    @gamerdude6279 2 роки тому +16

    I don't usually cry, but upon hearing how she always lived on what others thought I shed a tear. That hit close to home.

  • @fishu8333
    @fishu8333 4 роки тому +12484

    “Oh shit I forgot to write that essay”
    -My last thought

    • @vellerisyy
      @vellerisyy 4 роки тому +23

      i was just going to comment reply that

    • @ramanarc
      @ramanarc 4 роки тому +131

      Alternate: "I forgot to delete my browsing history"

    • @camilafilosafia333
      @camilafilosafia333 4 роки тому +14

      JAJAJAAJAJAJAJAJAAJAJAJA

    • @normalii6384
      @normalii6384 4 роки тому +18

      **dies**

    • @SANCHEEZY2203
      @SANCHEEZY2203 4 роки тому +18

      You’re a life saver I forgot to do mine

  • @gavinhatch5483
    @gavinhatch5483 4 роки тому +4447

    My last thought: “damn this is my last thought”

    • @marystarlightsky
      @marystarlightsky 4 роки тому +26

      😂

    • @Yukkii_11
      @Yukkii_11 4 роки тому +33

      Literally fucking me

    • @l7488
      @l7488 4 роки тому +1

      hahah

    • @MagicalCipher
      @MagicalCipher 4 роки тому +10

      Gavin Hatch
      *thinks of porn before dying*

    • @mystic07x11
      @mystic07x11 4 роки тому +15

      My last thought: I wonder what memes will there be in the future

  • @Evotech5
    @Evotech5 2 роки тому +9

    The sentence that she was thought of for the last time hit me hard personally.
    Just a thought, but if you think about it, it really makes everything you do seem so much smaller.

    • @Evotech5
      @Evotech5 2 роки тому +3

      It kinda makes me uncomfortable and comfortable at the same time

  • @octomium
    @octomium 2 роки тому +48

    holy shit, during the last section where the narrator said “during her last conversation”, my nintendo switch audio broke and became static, but i thought it was a choice done by the video. for the entire ending section it was all static, and it felt more... idk how to put it. real???

  • @abbielejeune5333
    @abbielejeune5333 4 роки тому +3774

    Summary: don’t live your life for other people

    • @srirachasoldier3417
      @srirachasoldier3417 4 роки тому +118

      Also dont live to impress people, because you wont be remembered anyway

    • @strxwbwy
      @strxwbwy 4 роки тому +4

      Abbie Lejeune 666 ʟɪᴋᴇ :)

    • @superultramegacooll
      @superultramegacooll 4 роки тому +13

      That’s the theme/moral not really the summary

    • @quan5030
      @quan5030 4 роки тому +5

      @@superultramegacooll -_-

    • @superultramegacooll
      @superultramegacooll 4 роки тому +1

      Fortnite dubz I was just kidding

  • @GameyGaming
    @GameyGaming 4 роки тому +13375

    “Oh cool, this video is gonna be interesti-“
    **Has Existential Crisis**

    • @sidnc5113
      @sidnc5113 4 роки тому +34

      Gamey Gaming over 347 likes but only one comment

    • @arankadeva8430
      @arankadeva8430 4 роки тому +61

      That Poppy Songs fuck off.

    • @rottingpiratecorpse
      @rottingpiratecorpse 4 роки тому +7

      Why do I see you everywhere?

    • @uwutheuwu642
      @uwutheuwu642 4 роки тому +7

      I love bfb

    • @uwutheuwu642
      @uwutheuwu642 4 роки тому +13

      Maxime Aranka also the character in his profile is named loser
      Everyone loves loser

  • @lightningmcqueenshoes6431
    @lightningmcqueenshoes6431 Місяць тому +1

    best life advice i was ever given was from my dad. don't be afraid to be yourself. he never actually said so, but he definitely made me feel comfortable with who I am. don't waste the few years you have pleasing others by not being yourself, you will never feel accomplished that way.

  • @jhonnya6032
    @jhonnya6032 2 роки тому +39

    I'm gonna be honest here, you don't need to be someone that everyone knows and will remember, for me, it's just fine appreciating life with the people i know while i am alive, i doesn't matter who wiil remember me since eventually, everyone dies.

    • @ufuomatriesstuff4789
      @ufuomatriesstuff4789 2 роки тому +2

      Exactly.

    • @lasagna1316
      @lasagna1316 2 роки тому +1

      Once you've been forgotten, you are nothing and where nothing.

    • @crimsonfied5329
      @crimsonfied5329 2 роки тому +3

      @@lasagna1316 with that mindset you’re gonna end up just like Nia in her last moments. If you want to be remembered for centuries then go for it, but please- take a lesson from this video and make sure you’re being honest to yourself while you go about things.

    • @turtleanton6539
      @turtleanton6539 25 днів тому

      Indeed🎉

  • @EvolviMinecraft
    @EvolviMinecraft 3 роки тому +1256

    "Fuck, I forgot to delete my search history"
    -MY last thought

    • @FastFitnessForever
      @FastFitnessForever 3 роки тому +54

      If I die with somene next to me, my last words would be, "please delete my search history..."

    • @bellatedder9025
      @bellatedder9025 3 роки тому +15

      LMAOOOOO

    • @sharkPause1
      @sharkPause1 3 роки тому +19

      don't worry bro, I got you covered

    • @emberdragon4248
      @emberdragon4248 3 роки тому +13

      That Time I Reincarnated As A Slime: The Anime
      It has a scene like this

    • @Ch3rry850
      @Ch3rry850 3 роки тому +1

      Yeassss

  • @uv2012
    @uv2012 4 роки тому +2557

    "She had a smile that seems completely genuine, as if she spent her whole life practicing it"
    that hit hard!

    • @tylerjohnson386
      @tylerjohnson386 4 роки тому +19

      I was literally listening to that part when I seen your comment. It really was deep

  • @SuburbanBand1t
    @SuburbanBand1t 2 роки тому +11

    I feel like this revelation that most of us will become a distant memory or all together forgotten and lost to time after our death brings a certain sadness, but also a strange sense of clarity and bliss in a way.

  • @iiculer
    @iiculer 2 роки тому +14

    even if they remembered you, even if they think that you was a legend you'll be nothing more than mirage.
    There's nothing worth being afraid, worried, sad about.

  • @Elyaayek
    @Elyaayek 3 роки тому +2749

    ''bruh i shouldve told my online friend im dying, now they think im ghosting them. well fu-''
    -my last thought

    • @renenuam
      @renenuam 3 роки тому +52

      me lmao

    • @kr4zyy
      @kr4zyy 3 роки тому +338

      Quite literally ghosting them if you die

    • @Coram_D30
      @Coram_D30 2 роки тому +6

      Junito ito

    • @arn3107
      @arn3107 2 роки тому +14

      Uhh
      Your friend can still be communicated with can't they?
      Also sorry to hear that you're going through something
      I hope it got better

    • @Coram_D30
      @Coram_D30 2 роки тому +7

      @@arn3107 nor

  • @daddles.
    @daddles. 3 роки тому +7972

    My last thought: _ima turn off that beepy thing so I can sleep better._

    • @trayfr
      @trayfr 3 роки тому +274

      i am scared to understand that

    • @sheriff332
      @sheriff332 3 роки тому +329

      @@trayfr I am even more scared now that I understand it

    • @fasebingterfe6354
      @fasebingterfe6354 3 роки тому +116

      I guess that does the job

    • @kaaril
      @kaaril 3 роки тому +66

      I-

    • @louis7390
      @louis7390 3 роки тому +121

      WAIT NO

  • @ahmedismail7256
    @ahmedismail7256 2 роки тому +11

    Having lived like Nia all my life, I can't tell what I genuinely want anymore. Nothing feels genuine.

    • @justdodooo
      @justdodooo 6 місяців тому

      This one is easier than you might think. first: Stop doing all the things you don’t like. The rest will be easy then!

    • @user-qf2di6wy2d
      @user-qf2di6wy2d 6 місяців тому +2

      @@justdodooo I don't like existing
      Thanks for your advice,Imma head out

    • @justdodooo
      @justdodooo 6 місяців тому

      @@user-qf2di6wy2d is there maybe a way that existing for you would be more enjoyable?

    • @turtleanton6539
      @turtleanton6539 25 днів тому

      Ofc🎉

  • @rociopenin7823
    @rociopenin7823 2 роки тому +17

    Wow, just wow. Yesterday I was thinking about a time when I almost died in 2017, and I don't know why but I kept on thinking about something along these lines: it was surreal that back then when I was slipping away all I could think was "Don't close your eyes or you won't be able to wake up again", and things like how long would it take, what would happen afterwards, I was perfectly fine 30 minutes ago, can't I go back in time?. I hadn't felt that much dread in my life and the only thing I could think of was "hold on!". I was lying on a cold surface and couldn't move, the only thing I was able to do was looking upwards and fighting to keep my eyes open. Longest minutes of my life. It was cold, it was windy, and it wasn't peaceful at all. Really interesting video.

  • @KarlSnarks
    @KarlSnarks 4 роки тому +21479

    On October 9th, 2019, Nia was first thought of as an animated character who served as a means to get me into a existential crisis.

    • @geometryjosh21
      @geometryjosh21 4 роки тому +262

      Yo that's true dude

    • @donschilling4825
      @donschilling4825 4 роки тому +114

      Lmao. Funny but true

    • @100perdido
      @100perdido 4 роки тому +187

      Well there you have it. There is hope after all. You might yourself become a cartoon character and the catalyst for someone else having an existential crisis and maybe become a legend among animated virtual representations of people who no longer exist.

    • @RaunakDave
      @RaunakDave 4 роки тому +17

      somethingsomething thingy 😂

    • @Longshlongjon22
      @Longshlongjon22 4 роки тому +14

      Nia ask a person who looks like a man: Excuse me sir
      . It's MA'AAM

  • @Snowboarder54688
    @Snowboarder54688 4 роки тому +5572

    There are three deaths: the first is when the body ceases to function. The second is when the body is consigned to the grave. The third is that moment, sometime in the future, when your name is spoken for the last time.
    - David Eagleman

    • @ballislife9924
      @ballislife9924 4 роки тому +130

      There is a 4th if you are an athlete. It's your first death and the only death you can actively experience.

    • @chillaxer8273
      @chillaxer8273 4 роки тому +14

      Cringe

    • @Gamer-wd3sj
      @Gamer-wd3sj 4 роки тому +15

      The next death or life would be on day of judgement!

    • @gingeetheginge6071
      @gingeetheginge6071 4 роки тому +1

      *O O F*

    • @jeremycruz8929
      @jeremycruz8929 4 роки тому +183

      Nobody will ever be dead. In the future people will think of our time, our era. They will make stories and write fantasies about us. A billion stories for each person. Just like we picture the romans and Egyptians of the past. We won't be remembered as individuals but rather a group of stories that aren't bound by reality.

  • @Sabba7h
    @Sabba7h 2 роки тому +14

    I think this is the first time in my life I've ever thought of something as genuinely beautiful

  • @heeliyoirni8336
    @heeliyoirni8336 2 роки тому +26

    Whoever writes these, I want to say: You are an amazing writer and can captire feelings and ideas into beautiful stories. Much love and positive energy for y'all

  • @atoucaaan
    @atoucaaan 4 роки тому +2721

    My last thought will probably be something along the lines of:
    “I wonder what this button does”

    • @kirjuschaks
      @kirjuschaks 4 роки тому +33

      my last thought: Why I never shot heroin

    • @GameyGaming
      @GameyGaming 4 роки тому +66

      “I wonda, what’s this red button do?”
      -Ninny, _Dumb Ways to Die_

    • @smartideas007
      @smartideas007 4 роки тому +6

      🤣 I think I’d be pulling on a cord to plug my phone into it whatever was there because it’ll be dying

    • @iris5792
      @iris5792 4 роки тому +8

      Dumb ways to die, so many dumb ways to die

    • @sykyy0049
      @sykyy0049 4 роки тому +10

      "I wonder what this button does... Oh I'm gay now.. hmph."

  • @ziggy8253
    @ziggy8253 4 роки тому +2848

    I saw the title and immediately thought, “Oh, shit. Here we go.”

  • @JamesonRq
    @JamesonRq 20 днів тому

    This literally showed up when I needed it, I have my finals tomorrow and I am anxious about it, unable to sleep, after I watched this I felt the same freedom and peace that sonice felt. What a beautiful and useful coincidence it truly is

  • @MarioMarioBW
    @MarioMarioBW 2 роки тому +6

    Glad I noticed I was following in Nia's footsteps a few weeks before watching this & realized this wasn't what I wanted to keep doing to myself. That others' misconstrued perceptions of me aren't the mold I want to keep unquestionably catering to, silently agonizing over while inhibiting myself. After diminishing the weight of these thoughts I started expressing myself far more confidently. Good to know my realization isn't special, too. Keep daring to be yourselves, people. Dare to defy mistaken expectations. Nobody but you can stop the self censorship you placed on yourself while subjectively conforming to others. In the end it won't ultimately matter, so might as well live by your own choices while you still have the chance to do so. There's still time to make a change if change is what you want.

  • @victorstancu8548
    @victorstancu8548 3 роки тому +3326

    I hope the last thing I think of is "Now you can play as Luigi"

    • @trollololol7882
      @trollololol7882 3 роки тому +237

      I genuinely hope that after my time has come and I croak, I wake in a room and a light blinds me, my eyes adjust and oh my fucking god, I just experienced the most realistic VR game

    • @-katsukibakugou-bakubear1090
      @-katsukibakugou-bakubear1090 3 роки тому +54

      @@trollololol7882 **Gasp** Woah wait-

    • @smilesnack9482
      @smilesnack9482 3 роки тому +61

      and then you get reborn and for the rest of your life you jump higher but have less traction

    • @fishyvicky858
      @fishyvicky858 3 роки тому +7

      Omg I’ll be Mario

    • @xeno4693
      @xeno4693 3 роки тому +4

      Hilarious 😐

  • @MeltedToast84
    @MeltedToast84 3 роки тому +4364

    My last thought: Hey Insomnia, I win.

  • @FreeRangeChickensEnjoyer
    @FreeRangeChickensEnjoyer 2 роки тому +15

    It’s kinda depressing knowing that one day we will have been forgotten and no one will know who said person was or what they achieved in life and said person lives a whole life doing incredible things only to be forgotten. Kinda depressing imo

    • @slyfox1741
      @slyfox1741 2 місяці тому

      For what it's worth, 2 years later someone read your comment. I hope you are doing well. All in all t is kinda sad, but I try to find meaning in being good to other people. Our names may be etched out in the long long time of history, but be good to people now. Life is too short and hard to treat others poorly. Maybe you will be able to share your love and compassion for someone and then there are ripple effects as they grow as a better person for your effort. Regardless if it is negative or positives these ripples will lasts longer than we do and maybe that makes it worth it.

  • @helocat2124
    @helocat2124 2 роки тому +15

    Now I wonder, I don't even know what kind of person my grand-grand-grand-parents were. The descendants indeed forget and stop caring about elder generations. Thanks for making this video.

    • @snc237
      @snc237 2 роки тому +3

      I have had this thought before. I wonder about my ancestors even just 4-5 generations ago. Does anyone actually know anything about them or even speak of their name? It’s doubtful. They more less never existed at all at this point. I suppose though I am their legacy,

    • @helocat2124
      @helocat2124 2 роки тому +1

      @@snc237 Yes, exactly. Also, I only know my grandpa's father's name, I don't know the names before him

  • @thomastrenn8041
    @thomastrenn8041 4 роки тому +3785

    When a person dies, entire universes die with them.

    • @JohnnyArtPavlou
      @JohnnyArtPavlou 4 роки тому +63

      Thomas Trenn, and all their Likes live forever. Right?

    • @addiosnia
      @addiosnia 4 роки тому +31

      What about other concious creatures? Dolphins

    • @caiseric
      @caiseric 4 роки тому +11

      ah so that's why the universe lives as long as it does, Marines never die and when they do they don't truly die.

    • @CallerEight
      @CallerEight 4 роки тому +2

      @@JohnnyArtPavlou nice one

    • @JohnnyArtPavlou
      @JohnnyArtPavlou 4 роки тому +1

      I did not mean for the"Right" to sound snarky. It's meant to be a joke on all of us.

  • @miamay2732
    @miamay2732 4 роки тому +2361

    For the first time, Nia was thought of as someone with blue skin.

  • @themoshpit8341
    @themoshpit8341 2 роки тому +18

    "We have our secrets and our needs to confess. We may remember how, in childhood, adults were able at first to look right through us, and into us, and what an accomplishment it was when we, in fear and trembling, could tell our first lie, and make, for ourselves, the discovery that we are irredeemably alone in certain respects, and know that within the territory of ourselves, there can only be our own footprints." R.D. Laing

  • @CaneFu
    @CaneFu 2 роки тому +10

    Well, this video really freed me from so many worries and memories I have. None of it really matters.

  • @maybe.yellow
    @maybe.yellow 3 роки тому +2967

    Bruh, I thought this was a real story about someone named Nia but then
    *"oN AuGuSt 22Nd, 2035"* and I felt like an idiot

    • @__lootmasterhd__5481
      @__lootmasterhd__5481 3 роки тому +70

      Yellow dont worry u’r not the only one, I thought and felt the exact same way

    • @krishc.8980
      @krishc.8980 3 роки тому +35

      bold of you to assume humans will last that long

    • @ahaokatano3153
      @ahaokatano3153 3 роки тому +25

      @@krishc.8980 that's how he knew it was fake

    • @krishc.8980
      @krishc.8980 3 роки тому +7

      @@ahaokatano3153 yeah i was talking about the guy who made the video
      sorry i didn't clarify

    • @avenotrius4340
      @avenotrius4340 3 роки тому +9

      @@krishc.8980 humans will last that long at least. if we werent, we would be dead longgggg ago.

  • @loaframbles7106
    @loaframbles7106 3 роки тому +1914

    I want my last thought to be:
    *"Crap, i didnt put a password on my phone, oh no"*

    • @m3taknightfan
      @m3taknightfan 3 роки тому +29

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    • @ratswithbutterhats
      @ratswithbutterhats 3 роки тому +28

      @@m3taknightfan what

    • @m3taknightfan
      @m3taknightfan 3 роки тому +3

      @@ratswithbutterhats is a good ut jma aiuc igo.roqujsiocpro

    • @IcyBune
      @IcyBune 3 роки тому +3

      @@m3taknightfan why did you talk like vwoxvexwdhdvsasbsshjnjhrnejdnehebemsndeec sitblfn wgfeedhejrbfjddn sddbds cm

    • @jenniferwang946
      @jenniferwang946 3 роки тому +4

      Oh lord then they’re all gonna see my crazy pictures of Thomas Brodie sangster and nishinoya yuu-

  • @glimpan
    @glimpan 2 роки тому +2

    I want to lock in photos of myself, my DNA, a presentation about my whole life and just place it somewhere, then 600 years later someone opens it.

  • @DeadlyKnot
    @DeadlyKnot 2 роки тому +4

    Crazy how each one of us will all be forgotten when the time comes.

  • @ditto6414
    @ditto6414 3 роки тому +2792

    This makes me feel a word that doesn’t exist

    • @wader2430
      @wader2430 3 роки тому +32

      true

    • @SleepdeprivedCitrus
      @SleepdeprivedCitrus 3 роки тому +12

      @@wader2430 hello fellow Hollow Knight fan

    • @wader2430
      @wader2430 3 роки тому +9

      @@SleepdeprivedCitrus yessir

    • @breakingmad2645
      @breakingmad2645 3 роки тому +4

      nostalgic?

    • @n1kx579
      @n1kx579 3 роки тому +60

      @@breakingmad2645 yeah but it's nostalgia for something that isn't even old.

  • @ZuwyFPS
    @ZuwyFPS 4 роки тому +721

    Mustve been depressing for nia to know her future when she watched this video

  • @X60Gamers
    @X60Gamers 2 роки тому +6

    That feel when a yt video perfectly realizes the thought processes you had about life since late middle school. This shit just cannot be unlearned.

  • @embe5100
    @embe5100 Рік тому +4

    This one scentence gets me: "She had a smile that seems completly genuine, as if she spend her whole life practicing it." Just in this one scentence is a lot of meaning.

  • @notasovietspytrustme4392
    @notasovietspytrustme4392 4 роки тому +1435

    “She didn’t know what anyone thought, she was dead.”

  • @jamesedwardsour
    @jamesedwardsour 4 роки тому +1871

    no one:
    My last thought: did I feed my minecraft dog

  • @erenmeii
    @erenmeii 5 місяців тому +1

    The more I watch this kind of videos (Philosophy about life) the more I need God. I keep on stressing about my future, I feel that I'm already in my finish line (I'm not that old, I just exaggerated myself) without having anything while others know what they want in life and living the life they want while me still finding myself, what my abilities are, what my purpose are. I keep on praying, I cry every night asking God what should I do with my life. I'm in the point of my life not caring anymore but I'm glad that I know God. I still don't live the life I want, I always feel I'm a loser, I'm different to other people but I'm really thankful that I know and believe God. Life is really meaningless. It became bearable because God is there. I still have nothing but the peace and safety I feel with God is enough for me, whatever happens in my future.. it doesn't matter as long as I live my life with God.

  • @kelonealforn841
    @kelonealforn841 2 роки тому +5

    "Nobody will be remembered in history, it’s only the ones who’ve done the most horrible things. And the ones who’ve done the most purest, written in textbooks."

  • @naomiquinlivan905
    @naomiquinlivan905 4 роки тому +4678

    When you no longer care what other people think, that’s freedom.

    • @grimicy6235
      @grimicy6235 4 роки тому +64

      Naomi Quinlivan
      I wish I would be able to do the things I love

    • @roses3728
      @roses3728 4 роки тому +64

      IDC what ppl think, I’ll walk around my high school as a year seven singing something random and not care
      Get fucked society!

    • @alexanderlippold5757
      @alexanderlippold5757 4 роки тому +111

      I don't know, if you don't care about what other people think of you, you probably will be very lonely. Maybe happiness and freedom in life is not about not caring at all, but about perfectly balancing your "priorities". I have no idea what word to use, but i hope you will understand what i mean anyway.

    • @Sebhes1111
      @Sebhes1111 4 роки тому +36

      Zero Ghost you’re right, I don’t believe that not caring at all is the key to ultimate freedom. A healthy balance is

    • @alexm.8619
      @alexm.8619 4 роки тому +5

      words to live by. Thank you

  • @manfromnantucket9544
    @manfromnantucket9544 4 роки тому +1213

    "Why do I hear boss music?"
    -my last thought

    • @SpykoYT
      @SpykoYT 4 роки тому +10

      megalovania intensifies*

    • @chadthundercock8635
      @chadthundercock8635 4 роки тому +18

      But as everything fades to black you resurrect with a second health bar. You are the boss

    • @manfromnantucket9544
      @manfromnantucket9544 4 роки тому +2

      @@chadthundercock8635 :o

    • @ChinstF
      @ChinstF 3 роки тому

      @@chadthundercock8635 you turn into a infant instantly in the middle of the forest god from above good luck down there 🌩

    • @mceasy8915
      @mceasy8915 3 роки тому

      Stay determined

  • @LivasuUsakii
    @LivasuUsakii 2 роки тому +5

    I watched this at 12:00 am and I cried. Why must I do this.

  • @jiminycricket6428
    @jiminycricket6428 2 роки тому +2

    After a huge nervous breakdown, the thought that set me free from caring of others judgment was not 'I' will be dead one day, but actually those judging me will dead too. Their thoughts in the future or past don't exist and they are likely to forget that thought anyway. It literally makes no sense to care what others think of you, it's a passing moment, the moment moves on and ceases to exist.

  • @user-uo2ho6xp9f
    @user-uo2ho6xp9f 4 роки тому +1595

    Anxiety: *leaves chat*
    Depression: my time to shine

    • @larimadunaldo9814
      @larimadunaldo9814 4 роки тому +36

      And hello existential crisis

    • @britishentertainment7610
      @britishentertainment7610 4 роки тому +4

      So true

    • @breadyboi7286
      @breadyboi7286 4 роки тому +2

      Pretty much

    • @SbCasll
      @SbCasll 4 роки тому +2

      Hey hey nihilism its fun having you around

    • @Shiva-mh6td
      @Shiva-mh6td 4 роки тому +1

      Why should you be depressed about the fact that you shouldn't care about other people, because it doesn't matter anyway?

  • @Name-fk8zk
    @Name-fk8zk 4 роки тому +847

    Me: watches video to the end
    My tears: *”aight imma head out”*

  • @molly6135
    @molly6135 2 роки тому +4

    This made me think of when i almost drowned on accident because my brother was on my shoulders, and didnt know my head was underwater, and was too weak to get him off me. The last thing i could remember before almost passing out was "Please, somebody help me." then i just decided to risk it and jumped backwards so he was in the water too, and luckily he got off. I finally got out of the water completely light headed and i was so over whelmed that i just started to sob. This happened about 4 years ago now, and i wonder what wouldve happened if i was under the water for just a few more seconds.

  • @Bernoeofficial
    @Bernoeofficial 2 роки тому +1

    On january 27th 2022, Nia was first thought of by me as a fictional person who gave me an existential crisis.

  • @camilagarza5700
    @camilagarza5700 4 роки тому +3371

    My last thought: "Finally. I get to sleep without that alarm going off."

    • @kidzvidz3262
      @kidzvidz3262 4 роки тому +135

      Gosh that hit different.

    • @ryfs7659
      @ryfs7659 4 роки тому +19

      Holy

    • @camilagarza5700
      @camilagarza5700 4 роки тому +56

      I feel like we can all relate to this on a different level😐😓

    • @Val.ki.
      @Val.ki. 4 роки тому +36

      can't wait

    • @camilagarza5700
      @camilagarza5700 4 роки тому +7

      @@Val.ki. 😂😂😂

  • @tinyoven3988
    @tinyoven3988 3 роки тому +833

    "Huh this water tastes weird"
    Someones last thoughts probably

    • @solacesal
      @solacesal 3 роки тому +7

      what is that supposed to imply.....?

    • @miou2192
      @miou2192 3 роки тому +51

      @@solacesal Poison

    • @LucyWest370
      @LucyWest370 3 роки тому +28

      @@solacesal piss

    • @JustIqballs
      @JustIqballs 3 роки тому +3

      @@LucyWest370 LMAO 😂😂😂

    • @Phaidelic
      @Phaidelic 3 роки тому +5

      Oh I thought it was a deteriorating body in the water tank lol

  • @rishitjha9362
    @rishitjha9362 Рік тому +2

    Well I don't know why people are fearful of getting forgotten, to me it's one of the most peaceful things!

  • @tonyg_fgc8152
    @tonyg_fgc8152 2 роки тому +9

    This is the kind of video that just proves its point enough to change a persons stand on life. I don't know if Persuit of Wonder knows how many people he might have helped and made happier and calmer with this.

  • @nostalgic9263
    @nostalgic9263 4 роки тому +610

    “Hi Gama,”
    This single sentence hit me hard for some reason.

    • @malingreenleaf1414
      @malingreenleaf1414 4 роки тому +26

      Yeah, I started crying out of nowhere. Probably sleep deprivation.

    • @redriot1797
      @redriot1797 4 роки тому +7

      Idk why I was about to cry it was to cute

    • @casperdurieux2532
      @casperdurieux2532 4 роки тому +3

      I knowww, I felt a pang at my chest. I think I felt my heartstrings pull in the most literal way possible.

    • @schokodrinkfurimmer8230
      @schokodrinkfurimmer8230 4 роки тому +3

      I felt that it was quite the bitter line (If that makes sense)

    • @DonOthello
      @DonOthello 4 роки тому +1

      I literally started crying and smiling out of nowhere when that one hit. i'M jUsT fEeLiNg So MuCh RiGhT nOw-

  • @weirdo_zer0823
    @weirdo_zer0823 3 роки тому +269

    "I forgot to delete my browsing history.."
    -My last thoughts

    • @onionguy1
      @onionguy1 3 роки тому +16

      a guy who became a god slime in another world also thought that same thing

    • @UCmDBecUtbSafffpMEN3iscA
      @UCmDBecUtbSafffpMEN3iscA 2 роки тому +4

      @@onionguy1 Exactly

    • @asdgreersf
      @asdgreersf 2 роки тому +4

      Now 2 million years later an alien is gonna see your browser history, and cringe

    • @dr.archanamuralidharan8891
      @dr.archanamuralidharan8891 2 роки тому

      @@asdgreersf 3 am among us impostor bts meal

  • @beefpie1700
    @beefpie1700 2 роки тому +2

    being someone with social anxiety, this video was a breath of fresh air. its so relieving to hear this.

  • @DreamingwithD
    @DreamingwithD 2 місяці тому +1

    This made me cry. We all have a similar kind of life where we always live by society's rules and don't follow our heart.

  • @nick_czarny
    @nick_czarny 4 роки тому +484

    : 'Hey, what are you doing today?'
    : 'Discovering my own insignificance'

    • @toddinthemiddle
      @toddinthemiddle 4 роки тому +4

      hey, what will you do tomorrow?

    • @MAVENdeNYC
      @MAVENdeNYC 4 роки тому +5

      Or
      ‘Discovering my own significance.’

    • @steranda3079
      @steranda3079 4 роки тому

      This is good 😂

    • @casinobeachbum
      @casinobeachbum 4 роки тому

      @@toddinthemiddle the same - discover my own insignificance again. My whole life is like Sysiphus'.

    • @toddinthemiddle
      @toddinthemiddle 4 роки тому +1

      @@casinobeachbum electric word, life, it means forever, and that's a mighty long time. but i'm here to tell you...there's something else; the afterworld. a world of never ending happiness; you can always see the sun, day or night...

  • @MLFLimeyO
    @MLFLimeyO 3 роки тому +2716

    “Wow that’s a lot of blood, if I die now by blood loss that would be a lame way to die” -5 year old me after I got my leg impaled by a fence

  • @ctvgolf9275
    @ctvgolf9275 8 місяців тому +3

    It’s crazy how in 100 measly years no one in this comment section will be alive we’ll be living through our future generations and nobody will remember who you are besides family so live your life how you want bc you shouldn’t be living for someone else you’re the only one that matters in your life.

    • @Razgar_Voxel
      @Razgar_Voxel 6 місяців тому

      Assuming UA-cam is even still around it is likely our comments will either fade into obscurity or be perceived as something possibly written by an AI bot. This is also assuming this channel as well as video has not been removed in 100 something years. Also some people will be the last in their bloodlines for one reason or another and will not live on thru future generations. But such is life.

  • @soumikd794
    @soumikd794 2 роки тому +1

    People truly die when they are forgotten - A quote from To Your Eternity

  • @Monstervolging
    @Monstervolging 3 роки тому +4526

    People die twice:
    Once when their last breath leaves their body...
    Once when the last person who has ever known them says their name...

    • @sneak1677
      @sneak1677 3 роки тому +56

      Then there will be a lot of catching up to do

    • @rawcookiedough7518
      @rawcookiedough7518 3 роки тому +11

      @INFJ 4w5 I saw somethingike that on reddit

    • @duality2398
      @duality2398 3 роки тому +23

      I like how you include how people die both mentally and physically

    • @Super000x000
      @Super000x000 3 роки тому +8

      No.
      People die once.
      When they have their last beath.
      People reminding them doesn't make them any alive.
      I think you didn't get this video's message, maybe.

    • @elizatoponce9375
      @elizatoponce9375 3 роки тому +5

      Isn’t that quote one of the things that inspired the movie coco, I think I saw that at some point

  • @cindersnows
    @cindersnows 3 роки тому +904

    my last thought: "fuck, this hurts-"

    • @flti
      @flti 3 роки тому +11

      LMAO!!! 😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣

    • @gabrielrochalima5937
      @gabrielrochalima5937 3 роки тому +6

      yikes

    • @spoono
      @spoono 3 роки тому +29

      "oh shit i didnt think it'd bleed so fucking much"

    • @cindersnows
      @cindersnows 3 роки тому +17

      @@spoono "why does this glass of water that my mum gave me hurt to drink?"

    • @paulthedoge
      @paulthedoge 3 роки тому +2

      Ooooh

  • @someone-iv2nt
    @someone-iv2nt 2 роки тому +2

    The music at the end is fire

  • @achyuthvishwamithra
    @achyuthvishwamithra 4 місяці тому

    Your videos are some of the best I've seen in a long time. In this age of shorts, your content is truly thought provoking and grounded in nothing but reality.

  • @beancate
    @beancate 4 роки тому +2602

    Nobody:
    Literally no one:
    My existential crisis: hi, how are ya

  • @zephyr1327
    @zephyr1327 4 роки тому +3014

    “Nia was named nia” hmm yes the floor here is made out of floor.

    • @ArtisticScratch
      @ArtisticScratch 4 роки тому +53

      MMMM, yes I'm gonna call this clock a clock, glad I thought of it

    • @jedibill111
      @jedibill111 4 роки тому +39

      Huh, The floor where I live is made out of ceiling, for the person living down stairs.

    • @ClassicDannyboy
      @ClassicDannyboy 4 роки тому +34

      every 60 seconds in Africa a minute passes.

    • @tompurcell1499
      @tompurcell1499 3 роки тому +10

      I think that you and your other responders missed the point. I have a suggestion for you all. Watch the video again and this time try not to think of any smart-arsed replies. You might be a little more responsive towards the meaning behind this thought-provoking piece.

    • @ClassicDannyboy
      @ClassicDannyboy 3 роки тому +4

      @@tompurcell1499 i already got it :/

  • @hahagostudy633
    @hahagostudy633 2 роки тому +4

    I remember when I was 6 me, my sister and my brother went on a ride that spins very fast. And since I was small, I was kind of slipping off and moving around alot. I remember thinking to myself "no please not now. I have to finish my pokemon game"

  • @a_angry_bunny
    @a_angry_bunny 2 роки тому +7

    Ah yes, nothing but a little existential crisis when you're feeling too happy.

  • @Nekrotix12
    @Nekrotix12 3 роки тому +652

    "What are you gonna do, shoot me?"
    ~ Last thought of a man who got shot.

    • @user-bv5qx4ee2r
      @user-bv5qx4ee2r 3 роки тому +6

      LMAO, THAT'S GOOD ASF
      The best last thought I've seen so far.

    • @noahmurray5144
      @noahmurray5144 3 роки тому +5

      I acctually wondered if someone would say or think that before they died. It would be ironic if they got stabbed

    • @willywonka_.
      @willywonka_. 3 роки тому +2

      -a guy i forgot the name of in death note*

    • @n.ddrawings1865
      @n.ddrawings1865 3 роки тому +1

      😂😂😂

    • @VraD-el2vc
      @VraD-el2vc 2 роки тому

      YES

  • @glr7167
    @glr7167 4 роки тому +382

    Do not take life too seriously. You will never get out of it alive.
    Elbert Hubbard

  • @TheCemeteryDetective
    @TheCemeteryDetective Рік тому +1

    "She had a smile that seemed completely genuine as if she spent her whole life *practicing* it."

  • @blindkaiser1
    @blindkaiser1 2 роки тому +2

    Thank you. I needed to hear this. This gave me a little relief and a lot of validation.

  • @nbdxfish3509
    @nbdxfish3509 4 роки тому +1511

    Thought about the whole “you’ll regret it when ur older” vibe so I asked out my crush...
    She said no... but hey at least I won’t regret it 😅🤷🏻‍♂️

    • @joud507
      @joud507 4 роки тому +45

      Aww , i'm sorry for that

    • @sevenhoursbehind2048
      @sevenhoursbehind2048 4 роки тому +80

      aw u shot ur shot. Youre brave 👍🏼

    • @lauren7194
      @lauren7194 4 роки тому +90

      Yep at least you won’t have regrets ... she might .. you won’t lol

    • @odysskon8127
      @odysskon8127 4 роки тому +38

      I admire your mental power my dude. I just can't do it :/

    • @Jacob626
      @Jacob626 4 роки тому +5

      NBDxFish Ayee good stuff bro :)

  • @dulbv8289
    @dulbv8289 4 роки тому +2963

    There’s probably a CEO of a company named Nia watching this like 👁👄👁

  • @U-Trance
    @U-Trance 2 роки тому +1

    I just found this channel and this video made me cry wow, time for a binge

  • @s.m.9086
    @s.m.9086 3 місяці тому +1

    This is why we wage wars kids....For the chance of acquiring immortality in the eyes of history

  • @timmydirtyrat6015
    @timmydirtyrat6015 4 роки тому +1505

    My last thought before I die: "The Mitochondria is the powerhouse of the cell."

    • @hi_its_kirsten4348
      @hi_its_kirsten4348 4 роки тому +28

      We took a test in this today

    • @LukeWri
      @LukeWri 4 роки тому +1

      Lol I wonder where that was from (boyinaband)

    • @doublenaut443
      @doublenaut443 4 роки тому +2

      or the sequel:"the magna Carta limited the power of the king."

    • @testing_something
      @testing_something 4 роки тому +2

      @@LukeWri no prince ea

    • @LukeWri
      @LukeWri 4 роки тому +2

      @@testing_something and boyinaband

  • @lxverdant1837
    @lxverdant1837 4 роки тому +5238

    Imagine if the only traces of your legacy were your UA-cam comments

  • @linauw3005
    @linauw3005 2 роки тому +1

    My happy-go-lucky friend once told me "Stop worrying about what others think, you're wasting your time." Sadly, a week later he passed unexpectedly.

  • @michaelstaschke9022
    @michaelstaschke9022 3 місяці тому

    this is as much comforting as it is terrifying