I hate being happy. I hate being sad. I hate being something. I hate being nothing. I hate living. I'm so tired of existing. I wish I could go. But I stay, for my family and friends' sake.
Ideal for the so called Festive season. To me Winter is the season of death. Lost Mom November 2009, we buried her in December and Dad February 2015, he didn't get buried coz he died abroad, was cremated and ended up in my Aunt's garden. I tend to listen to this style of Metal at this time because this part of the year is just too dark not to.
@@Flakpanzerofficial Be sure it works, you have done an amazing job. From my perspective, your songs have life(maybe also death) in them. It feels like the music has feelings and it endeavors to tell us something, a thing that I relate to in my own way. For this achievement I want to congratulate you, it is a very hard thing to be able to shake other's sentiments and enter their soul and mind with your music.😉🙃
@NargizAlizada-s7ithis might be the best comment I’ve ever gotten, thank you! I do my best to put in as much effort as I can into my songs I let the instrumentals do most of the feeling, the vocals are more of a afterthought for me I make guitar riffs that reflect the sound I’m going for weather that’s depressing, desolate, nostalgic, creepy, ect In this case I went for guitar riffs that sounded like a mix of a depressive sound and a desolate eerie sound
@@Flakpanzerofficial Welcome, I have to thank you actually, you made my day by taking me serious(almost noone does that) and seperating your precious time to answer my comment. I can feel how much you put into your music and you absolutely deserve more than you have now. Unfortunately, metal is not that popular genre nowadays, most people prefer pop music. But you never give up, alright? You will encounter much more fame than you have now. I support you in this field, because I have always wanted to be a singer but my parents doesn't allow. So I have to have a "decent" job instead. I might not be able to achieve my dream by you never give up. Sorry for talking too much.
I feel this song... Truly some damn good dsbm. Instant fav and sub \m/ Look forward to hearing more music from you guys and Ill defiantly make sure to share this with the lads
listened to this song when getting high and cutting my arm about 2-3 weeks ago this was some experience, but unfortunately this song won't sound the same as the first time i've heard it
@@Flakpanzerofficial world's a big fucking hole full of disgust, hatred, and degenerates, oh alongside with hypocrites. lets leave it at that, i'll live with a view of collapse.
Vocal production tutorial Take the I phone wired headphones, and absolutely earrape tf out of the mic by using fry screams and add some reverb to it I wish I still had those headphones so I could use the mic lol I have a new mic now tho but I still prefer the old one used in this song
Thanks guys for 30k
This was one of my milestones I still have more milestones ahead of that, but I’m yet to reach them
Expect new releases soon
I hate being happy. I hate being sad. I hate being something. I hate being nothing. I hate living. I'm so tired of existing. I wish I could go. But I stay, for my family and friends' sake.
i used to feel like that . and i still feel empty sometimes . wish you the best ❤. dont fight it just live with it.
Join the military
@@benjaskar8766bro what ☠️☠️
Just like you. I found a path in theravada buddhism. Still try to understand it. You should try. There is nothing for us here or anywhere else.
I'm depressed and the only thing that makes me feel better is music like this. It's good.
Vocals are crazyyy
So beautiful for dark and rainy days. I LOVE IT
Isn’t it? Lol
Ideal for the so called Festive season. To me Winter is the season of death. Lost Mom November 2009, we buried her in December and Dad February 2015, he didn't get buried coz he died abroad, was cremated and ended up in my Aunt's garden. I tend to listen to this style of Metal at this time because this part of the year is just too dark not to.
This music makes my December more bearable thanks!. Hauntingly beautiful...
@@vantablackcrush I’m glad you think that!
This is so fucking awesome. As a teenager it makes me so happy to see people who still makes good black metal music.
It’s good because I do my best do give it a 90s -2000s black Metal feel
@@Flakpanzerofficial Black Meddl
@@Flakpanzerofficial Be sure it works, you have done an amazing job. From my perspective, your songs have life(maybe also death) in them. It feels like the music has feelings and it endeavors to tell us something, a thing that I relate to in my own way. For this achievement I want to congratulate you, it is a very hard thing to be able to shake other's sentiments and enter their soul and mind with your music.😉🙃
@NargizAlizada-s7ithis might be the best comment I’ve ever gotten, thank you!
I do my best to put in as much effort as I can into my songs
I let the instrumentals do most of the feeling, the vocals are more of a afterthought for me
I make guitar riffs that reflect the sound I’m going for weather that’s depressing, desolate, nostalgic, creepy, ect
In this case I went for guitar riffs that sounded like a mix of a depressive sound and a desolate eerie sound
@@Flakpanzerofficial Welcome, I have to thank you actually, you made my day by taking me serious(almost noone does that) and seperating your precious time to answer my comment.
I can feel how much you put into your music and you absolutely deserve more than you have now. Unfortunately, metal is not that popular genre nowadays, most people prefer pop music. But you never give up, alright? You will encounter much more fame than you have now. I support you in this field, because I have always wanted to be a singer but my parents doesn't allow. So I have to have a "decent" job instead. I might not be able to achieve my dream by you never give up.
Sorry for talking too much.
I like this. DBM and Funeral Doom always seem to cheer me up during the holidays. Dunno why.
Sweet melody to my damned soul ❤
Crazy how this is actually a one man band
This is just beautiful
This song is so popular, because is so great. Greetings from Poland.
Que firmeza, armonía y Melodía perfecta. Una belleza nostálgica sumergía en un mar de incertidumbre. Firmes, gran saludo desde Colombia.
Masterpiece. Soul crushing. Im out of words.🖤
@@szilviatoth7644 thank you friend 🖤
wow BRUTAL
So good man, great workout music
INCRIVEL
sent a shiver down my spine, i love it
masterpiece, thank you for this song mate
This is great, good job!
This is fukin AWESOME! you deserve a record deal.
@@rc4073 Thanks, I hope to get a record deal some day
And not for the money, just to grow my audience and build a connection with my fanbase one day
Absolute Masterpiece!!!!!!
Für den Allvater great output like it very much
Danke
Great work! Very powerful ;)
dude this is awesome!🤘
Excelente Track.
🎼 Tremendo ambiente. Está Brutal
Keep up the good work brothers👊
This is amazing. Much respect!
❤❤❤❤❤
Amazing project
god damn this is so fucking good
@@Osirisxoffline47 haha thank you
Be sure to share it with people!
Awesome..so soothing to my soul 🖤
I feel this song... Truly some damn good dsbm. Instant fav and sub \m/
Look forward to hearing more music from you guys and Ill defiantly make sure to share this with the lads
@@pilgrimofsorrow66699 thank you so much, your opinion on the song is highly valued
Those shrieks hit different
super good!!!! much love 💋
@@strawberryafternoon9000 Thank you!
Very good work. Respect from Italy
Masterpiece released
This is really good
I really enjoyed this track
very good !
great
Beautiful
Thank you friend be sure to share the song with any other metalheads you know
I appreciate the support
*angrily head bangs*
Excelente
adoro esta cancion
Absolute fire
These vocals are raw as fuck ! Great stuff dude.
Everything is just fine
🖤
Beatiful
This is fire
@@carbonatedmilk1643 Thank you!
@@Flakpanzerofficialplease put this on Spotify
@@carbonatedmilk1643 I’ll think about it
Woohoo!
severely underrated
Fucking WICKED, HOLY shit
Amazing
Pretty good song
This is fucking great. Much love from Germany
I love Germany!
This goes hard i need a t shirt 🔥
listened to this song when getting high and cutting my arm about 2-3 weeks ago
this was some experience, but unfortunately this song won't sound the same as the first time i've heard it
Are you okay friend? I’m here for you
@@Flakpanzerofficial nothing, just nothing.
@@Lifegonedsbm I can’t help unless you talk to me
@@Flakpanzerofficial world's a big fucking hole full of disgust, hatred, and degenerates, oh alongside with hypocrites.
lets leave it at that, i'll live with a view of collapse.
stop cutting yourself, start eating raw meat and everything will change
Good discover for me .
Sick 🤘
o kurwa this is beautiful
i like this one alot
Vocal production tutorial
Take the I phone wired headphones, and absolutely earrape tf out of the mic by using fry screams and add some reverb to it
I wish I still had those headphones so I could use the mic lol
I have a new mic now tho but I still prefer the old one used in this song
I'm impressed, thanks...🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘 ♥♥♥♥♥
🔥🔥🔥
Good...
Thank you.
Just let the wendigo drag me away
@@H4R4K1R1x Are you Native American by any chance?
@@Flakpanzerofficial No, I'm Scottish
@@H4R4K1R1x that’s awesome, I have family in Scotland
@@Flakpanzerofficial Come visit some time, I'm sure you'll find inspiration for music here too
@@H4R4K1R1xsorry for the late response
I’ll definitely be sure to visit sometime
Ill sub to help you out, this sounds great!
❤
i dont like most vocals in a lot of dsbm but these are honestly pretty good
much appreciated
I CARE BRO!! 🔥
@@EODE556 Thank you friend
@@Flakpanzerofficialofc ❤ I was wondering about the lyrics if u got em if not it's oki!!
@@EODE556 they’re are in the description of the video
Gawd dam😮
❤️❤️❤️
Spotify? Need this on my Playlist
Will be on Spotify once the full EP is released
*This whole time have I really been alone to bath within my thoughts?*
Very good, do you play the drums? Could you help me how did you recorded the drums?
I just used the BandLab drums and if I remembered correctly I added a bit of reverb to it and slightly changed the EQ a bit
Amazing, would love to do a split with you!
@@UGVRZZ perhaps I’ll consider it
@@Flakpanzerofficial lmk if you do!
I care ❤
Did the bass line just start to shift from 4:46 and they kept it that way ?
No it still follows the chord progression
And it’s not “they” all the music is done by me
Yo.... Keep cooking.
Would you like it with salt and pepper? Jk
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
no one does and now we will loose our freedom in theusa
🖤🖤🥀🥀
I care 💋
Weren’t you under a different name?
@@workshopblackbird Yes
lml
Me care c:
Une musique bien torturée
Lyrics Song, please ✌🏻
@@tonobate1343 Look at the description of the video.
Clown jajaj