Kiara gave up on a dream before Hololive...

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  • @Lixover.
    @Lixover. 4 роки тому +2695

    Just as some japanese guy said one time while fishing: NEVER GIVE UP.

    • @jioriku
      @jioriku 4 роки тому +182

      "Don't loose your wayyyyy"

    • @Wren_Pov
      @Wren_Pov 4 роки тому +26

      EXACTLY HAHAHAHAHA

    • @vassalofthenight9945
      @vassalofthenight9945 4 роки тому +142

      *while harvesting clams in freezing temperatures

    • @yv04z
      @yv04z 4 роки тому +19

      ua-cam.com/video/KxGRhd_iWuE/v-deo.html

    • @35PHaaton
      @35PHaaton 4 роки тому +9

      John Cena???

  • @Kariyu101
    @Kariyu101 4 роки тому +1859

    thank you YAGOO and Hololive EN Talent Acquisition for giving this phoenix a chance ❤️

    • @foursoup7922
      @foursoup7922 4 роки тому +52

      Maybe that's why her character is phoenix, she rises again to try one last dream

    • @imperialkitkat
      @imperialkitkat 4 роки тому +3

      @@StupidAnon-gn8ih make you wonder if I can get my story out.... But like being a dick n stuff have started n stuff. I dumped all of my dreams except for this new one

    • @Kariyu101
      @Kariyu101 4 роки тому +11

      @@StupidAnon-gn8ih Yep, Suisei too

    • @Jeff_Saber
      @Jeff_Saber 4 роки тому +17

      Thank you, based Coco for suggesting EN to YAGOO in the first place.

    • @KingMufasa_8
      @KingMufasa_8 4 роки тому +5

      @@Kariyu101 Suisei's story is one that everybody needs to hear

  • @DepressedNousagi
    @DepressedNousagi 4 роки тому +1357

    Damn. Makes me wonder about all the other independent Vtubers out there who are just as talented and great as our phoenix but never really got the chance

    • @justnoel4088
      @justnoel4088 4 роки тому +185

      I mean . . . Amelia and Gura were indie Vtubers who managed to get in. It's not about being indie or not it's how hard you are willing to work for the dream and finding the right opportunity to get in.

    • @DepressedNousagi
      @DepressedNousagi 4 роки тому +256

      @@justnoel4088 Well yeah, but opportunities are a fleeting and extremely finite thing. Its just sad how many people work as equally hard because they weren't lucky enough to have the same chance they did.

    • @ashryver3605
      @ashryver3605 4 роки тому +179

      ​@@justnoel4088 market is more and more saturated now, door starts closing; can't just pretend that doesn't exist.
      But it has been an amazing opportunity for those who do make it.

    • @tintin999
      @tintin999 4 роки тому +15

      @@justnoel4088 well I know about Gura but Ame was indi too?

    • @justnoel4088
      @justnoel4088 4 роки тому +59

      @@DepressedNousagi Even then you could still probably carve out a fanbase for yourself. Take for instance, Mocca, an English Vtuber ironically from the same region as Kiara (she's German), managed to amass a sizable dedicated following for herself despite being indie. Again, hardwork and dedication does pay off.

  • @Tooopper
    @Tooopper 4 роки тому +1318

    “There’s a difference between being lucky and being deserving. One is an accident. The other, a reward.”
    - All Might. :P
    Kiara auditioned for this role and won. From day one, has been showing humor and compassion in amounts cynical people like me find a little stunning, working hard not just as an idol, but as a bridge between two cultures in the same niche, urging others to get up and take action to see beyond the barrier themselves. There are many people who take the gift of attention and squander it.
    The more I hear about Kiara’s life and values, the more confidence I get it in saying that she is amongst the deserving.

    • @imperialkitkat
      @imperialkitkat 4 роки тому +15

      She's amazing and we can only try to be like this

    • @juampisito
      @juampisito 4 роки тому +14

      Kiara not sus

    • @imperialkitkat
      @imperialkitkat 4 роки тому

      @@juampisito I am

    • @jamesj5565
      @jamesj5565 4 роки тому +2

      Well said

    • @pizzaman9859
      @pizzaman9859 4 роки тому +11

      Of course it would be All Might saying something that awesome.

  • @roninblitz2159
    @roninblitz2159 4 роки тому +341

    Makes sense why she is a phoenix really, she was in a position where she was falling and she accepted it but then she was reborn and rose again with hololive.

    • @tanmaynegi3169
      @tanmaynegi3169 4 роки тому +8

      Damn, talk about some great symbolism, makes you think.

  • @vierred
    @vierred 4 роки тому +794

    Yagoo is making their dreams come true, even though they shattered his kek

    • @JustRigel-k4w
      @JustRigel-k4w 4 роки тому +144

      Yagoo sacrificing his dream is the reason why he is best girl

    • @foursoup7922
      @foursoup7922 4 роки тому +97

      A dream for a dream, he's making an equivalent exchange

    • @thebush6379
      @thebush6379 4 роки тому +31

      One dream for many dreams

    • @オレにゃん
      @オレにゃん 4 роки тому +26

      At what cost?
      *Everything*

    • @sort6726
      @sort6726 4 роки тому +37

      I Know it's all a joke but Yagoo is actually the first one to encourage their degenerate things before everyone starting joking about him crying about his broken dream, he's the first one that intentionally breaks it

  • @yukinosu-269
    @yukinosu-269 4 роки тому +750

    Yagoo is out there somewhere just praying for Sora so the dream lives on.

    • @naroyubi
      @naroyubi 4 роки тому +39

      *TO Sora

    • @mineborders
      @mineborders 4 роки тому +36

      Everyone thinks that Sora is seiso while she is the biggest stalker of them all.

    • @axellyann5085
      @axellyann5085 4 роки тому +11

      And Sora just trying to get close to all the holochaos.
      She will stay seiso or will be corrupted?! We'll find out in the next episodes.

    • @lolzant397
      @lolzant397 4 роки тому +7

      @@axellyann5085 Sora deserves to be part of the holo chaos, she needs a throne in it, she and the Gen 1 built it after all

    • @raizokurogane6574
      @raizokurogane6574 4 роки тому +6

      Plot twist the dream is dead

  • @loganerwin1331
    @loganerwin1331 4 роки тому +1133

    Cmon man ;-;
    Who’s chopping Aquas in here?

    • @WolfThunder29
      @WolfThunder29 4 роки тому +46

      Yeah, who is doing that? That's not very nice to the Aquas.

    • @christstrife6144
      @christstrife6144 4 роки тому +44

      Probably Sora, just finishing the remains of HoloResist.

    • @miicro1
      @miicro1 4 роки тому +11

      That's scary to think literally LOL

    • @noirody6256
      @noirody6256 4 роки тому +2

      Nooo why would you chop aquas??

    • @DDOverlord
      @DDOverlord 4 роки тому +4

      Yeah who’s chopping up Aq- wait, hold up

  • @YourWilHan
    @YourWilHan 4 роки тому +382

    Thank god she didn't give up
    So we can still enjoy her silly doing
    Cute smile, and cute moment with other hololive member

    • @savageweathergaming3156
      @savageweathergaming3156 4 роки тому +6

      Right I love Kiara shes a good streamer she needed to learn how to use the program and Ameila and Gura helped Kiara with that which was actually pretty amazing

  • @actek140488
    @actek140488 2 роки тому +23

    20/03/2022 Kiara finally performed her 1st concert in Hololive.

  • @Leumas2118
    @Leumas2118 4 роки тому +47

    I appreciate the honesty here. The sad fact is sometimes you do have to give up on your dream, sometimes you have the wrong dream, sometimes the dream doesn’t work, sometimes it really is just a dream, and holding on to things that aren’t going to happen - things that aren’t meant to be - is just going to hold you back from moving forward. I know “never give up on your dream” is positive and uplifting, but don’t let the impossible dream keep you from what else is out there for you! Aim high for sure, but also remember to pick your battles, find what works and what is best for you and don’t let a failed dream blind you to a new opportunity.

  • @loucifeetmorningstar7197
    @loucifeetmorningstar7197 4 роки тому +211

    Fastest click in Asia. And also, that face of despair killed something within me.

  • @shitbox7853
    @shitbox7853 4 роки тому +600

    From saving a duck after her house burned down to saving a chikin, yagoo is truly the best girl
    Well every memeber in hololive actually was saved or was given a chance to change their lives

    • @mikesapanero8572
      @mikesapanero8572 4 роки тому +104

      How does a duck own a house? By paying one BILL at a time

    • @shitbox7853
      @shitbox7853 4 роки тому +51

      @@mikesapanero8572 get out

    • @drizztrysylvae3045
      @drizztrysylvae3045 4 роки тому +44

      I see someone learned well from Ina, she would be so proud

    • @Erubox0929
      @Erubox0929 4 роки тому +44

      Also helping a certain sheep get a house for her mother and making certain psychopath to not give up on her dream either

    • @mikesapanero8572
      @mikesapanero8572 4 роки тому +30

      @@shitbox7853 Sorry did I RUFFLE YOUR FEATHERS?

  • @sadcatisnotexcitedforawhil3250
    @sadcatisnotexcitedforawhil3250 4 роки тому +631

    Yagoo: "First time?"
    But still we still we should thank Kiara that she's here with us cause all of that things that happened to her must be so harsh on her so we should be glad that her hardwork payed of even If she gave up on her dream ,so thank you Kiara,we love you!

  • @frostbitetheannunakiiceind6574
    @frostbitetheannunakiiceind6574 4 роки тому +37

    She is literally the embodiment of the phoenix, falling to ashes but still rising again

  • @kanicunny
    @kanicunny 4 роки тому +172

    Kiara never give hololive up, she never let us down, she didn't run around and deserted us

    • @shark20069
      @shark20069 4 роки тому +12

      She's never gonna make us cry

    • @guib3k
      @guib3k 4 роки тому +10

      never gonna say good bye

    • @pedrosoandrew
      @pedrosoandrew 4 роки тому +10

      Never gonna tell a lie,

    • @zackgrimstone3524
      @zackgrimstone3524 4 роки тому +10

      And hurt us

    • @Phiro00
      @Phiro00 4 роки тому +11

      You guys...this is beautiful.

  • @KizilXD
    @KizilXD 4 роки тому +253

    "NEVA GIVE UP"
    -A certain clam farmer

  • @ptherochannel-main
    @ptherochannel-main 4 роки тому +58

    For those *loyal fans* of hers, *THANK YOU* for sticking with her through the *ups & downs* . Now, you'll see her dream finally be realized.

    • @savageweathergaming3156
      @savageweathergaming3156 4 роки тому +8

      Your welcome been to almost every stream of Kiara's left her message when she broke down because some one told her to quit being a Pikamee long story short on that subject was fans where getting mean saying quit speaking Japanese and then saying it in English it ruins the stream its because of Kiara and Pikamee doing that I learned some Japanese that was helping others as well basically Kiara started crying broke down mid stream took us getting involved to help her

    • @savageweathergaming3156
      @savageweathergaming3156 4 роки тому +3

      @idk idk
      Actually it was in her first few streams you can type Kiara breaks down in the search to find it

    • @stargazereinz7603
      @stargazereinz7603 4 роки тому +4

      @idk idk ua-cam.com/video/WcLmCQAbOCc/v-deo.html
      1:48:37
      Nearly a week after her debut

    • @SnaccKat
      @SnaccKat 4 роки тому +1

      @@savageweathergaming3156 Also pretty sure it was one guys SC and he apologised for it as he didn't mean offence or anything

    • @savageweathergaming3156
      @savageweathergaming3156 4 роки тому +4

      @@SnaccKat
      He did yes however he still sent it there for hes guilty of Dishoner towards KFP idfk lmao jokes aside yes he did apologize good that he felt bad bad seeing Kiara cry I actually miss Kiara doing the English Japanese thing

  • @amightygrizzly
    @amightygrizzly 4 роки тому +34

    Never heard something more relatable in my life. I still wish and work hard every day to be a singer and vocal talent. But, I have to keep taking oddball jobs and government contracts. I'm so happy to discover Hololive also. Kiara has been one if my favorites from her personality, speaking german, and one time when she commented on this person in her chat named "kitty", I believe? They way she dealt with this "kitty" who was dealing with stage 4 cancer while being the same eccentric and positive force Kiara is makes me respect her the most. I truly wish to one day still achieve my dreams too cause I've been taking care of my sister who is still disabled from EDS and requires me to help her move around alot. I had to put my dreams aside for two and a half years now, and I'm still trying to get an official job with benefits like a postal office job so I can ensure my sister's health. I still love to listen to music and wish to sing and write cool music. It's just....I understand where she comes from and finding this random clip really hits too close to home.
    I'm just wanting to let others know. Please, never give up on your dreams. And the same way she said, even if it didn't work out her way. There was still something that did end up working out. So, never give up. I'm in a strange situation where it's hard to get out there myself, and it's gonna take a long while. But, never give up on the dream.

    • @ninomaeputanginanis-kfp
      @ninomaeputanginanis-kfp 3 роки тому

      Good luck on that dream! I wish you all the best and hope your sister will get better. As Kiara says, we're all phoenixes, rising from the ashes 🥺

  • @Aquas1998
    @Aquas1998 4 роки тому +34

    “I didn’t failed a thousand times, I discovered a thousand tests that didn’t work.”
    - Thomas Edison

    • @micp4130
      @micp4130 4 роки тому +10

      "I didn't fail a thousand times, I bought a thousand scientists and had the right to their patents."
      - Thomas Edison

  • @ahadatta1787
    @ahadatta1787 4 роки тому +34

    The latter half or like the last quarter of that was honestly
    “I’m so proud of this community”

  • @neku2741
    @neku2741 4 роки тому +52

    Kiara is my fav out of the 5 EN member. When I first watch her stream I thought she was just like a normal, cheerful, happy go lucky girl, but tbh she was kinda outshine by the other members.
    However something about her draws me in, She reminded of some kind anime heroine who you just want to root for.
    Now I know it is the hard work and dedication in her that touch me. There's something inspiring about watching a hardworking person working towards their dreams.
    If you ever feel down, tune in to one of Kiara stream or video. To quote the trash taste bois "It hits different".

  • @DaiSy-fs9hr
    @DaiSy-fs9hr 4 роки тому +38

    5 Stages of grief:
    Denial,
    Anger,
    Bargaining,
    Depression,
    And acceptance. She basically went trough these stages when she gave up.
    That's it. That's the whole comment. Nothing else.
    You know the rules and so do I.

  • @hfar_in_the_sky
    @hfar_in_the_sky 4 роки тому +9

    Man, this was THE most real talk I've heard from an entertainer in a long time

  • @NovaGN
    @NovaGN 4 роки тому +5

    Man, this is really hitting home for me. I had a really similar experience in college. Was working for 100-140 hours a week toward my goal and I was never able to make it. Sometimes you can do everything right and still fail. That's not fair, that's life. I'm really glad her story ended up in a happy ending.

  • @savageweathergaming3156
    @savageweathergaming3156 4 роки тому +74

    Thing is I'm noticing a trend aside from the selective few who haven't said anything from there past or just gave up like Kiara and Ameila each girl of Hololive has a terrible story from losing everything to a house fire to near death experiences Yagoo is how do you say a second chance give he built this palace called Hololive from nothing put blood sweat tears in to this beautiful company hand picked the girls (and guy if the rumor is true on that story) gave each of them a second chance in life trusted them and made them Idols in return asked for nothing but hard work and determination Yagoo if you see this one day I personally thank you for everything Hololive is and always will be my #1 favorite company for entertainment good laughs and tears of joy and sadness from the house fire to the giving up in life you granted these girls a new hope on life from Towa to our favorite Duck to Kiara to Ameila all the way to first gen and beyond we all thank you Yagoo

    • @ailingprawn3101
      @ailingprawn3101 4 роки тому

      What rumor if you don’t mind me asking

    • @barrywood4496
      @barrywood4496 4 роки тому

      Damn, Amelia too?

    • @TempestaDominus
      @TempestaDominus 4 роки тому +2

      Well, early Hololive is also quite roufh. Probably not as rough aa black company like early nijisanji, but maybe because of that hololive attract similarl vtub

    • @savageweathergaming3156
      @savageweathergaming3156 4 роки тому +1

      @@ailingprawn3101
      One of the Idols is actually a guy I heard about it a few times actually

    • @savageweathergaming3156
      @savageweathergaming3156 4 роки тому +16

      @@barrywood4496
      Yea her gram I believe it was passed away Ameila was her care taker after that happened Ameila gave up lost hope and here she is now also shes extremely lucky to be alive with all of her injuries throughout life and eating fiberglass so shes a miracle in it's own rights

  • @JarenceThatShowerGuy
    @JarenceThatShowerGuy 4 роки тому +17

    Dawwww Kiara. You're too sweet.
    When one door closes.. another one opens for her. And now she's here and many things had become possible because she became Hinotori ~ as KFP peeps, we couldn't be any more proud of what she's attained.

  • @mr.danish4576
    @mr.danish4576 4 роки тому +92

    The secret of success is that we *Never Give Up*

  • @BQD_Central
    @BQD_Central 4 роки тому +335

    For anyone who doesn't know: She wanted to be a "real" idol, but it was so much BS that she quit. Then came Hololive.
    Without telling to much, one can find videos of Kiara back in 2014 working to become what she wanted (you won't find it if you don't speak german, and its super obscure in the germanosphere as well, so don't bother), so this really went on for years and years.
    Don't have more details on that though, the rest is rumors. The autistic side of the web didn't produce more info (or I'm too stupid to find it).

    • @ryukenxx2
      @ryukenxx2 4 роки тому +107

      Yeah I read an interview she had about it, the idol industry is pretty scummy but thankfully Hololive seems much better.

    • @justnoel4088
      @justnoel4088 4 роки тому +57

      Her alternate self was widely known on 4chan for a time. Like you said, alot of rumors and hearsay.

    • @justnoel4088
      @justnoel4088 4 роки тому +73

      This also makes her story about learning Japanese through naturalization rather than studying believable since I believe she moved to Japan at a young age on her own and from there just got use to the language and culture.

    • @Daszombes
      @Daszombes 4 роки тому +48

      You've sparked my curiosity but I don't want to pry

    • @Puregold24karat
      @Puregold24karat 4 роки тому +32

      I don't speak German but I know what happened to her before 2014. I found a "scroll in the deep sea" which was published around 2014. The words written in that "scroll" is basically what you have said, how she tried to build her career as a "full-time warrior" until sh*t happened and she had to retire.

  • @getyogoofyahh222
    @getyogoofyahh222 4 роки тому +14

    I'm happy that she's content and happy on her life now, I wish for more success to come in her life.

  • @mayfeiadetenailoyalistofno3376
    @mayfeiadetenailoyalistofno3376 4 роки тому +58

    I’m gonna watch first then comment.
    Edit: Damn. Sometimes I just forget that even in rough times, sometimes in the most dire situations, there’s a door that is open. Just wow.

  • @BakedConjurer5
    @BakedConjurer5 4 роки тому +26

    in the end yagoo really is the guy who made our happiness

  • @mechalinkergaming7169
    @mechalinkergaming7169 4 роки тому +20

    Yagoo: *extends his muscular hand* "Hei Chikin, zou yu want zou be a beetsuba?"

  • @ninjahedgehog5
    @ninjahedgehog5 4 роки тому +4

    What some ppl need to understand, that sometimes this is ok. It's not about following your passion, but taking your passion wherever you go

  • @Phoenix24433
    @Phoenix24433 4 роки тому +10

    Felt sad...we Persian also have dreams but we cant achieve these dreams cuz of the place we live...
    29 years old and living in a house all alone...
    My life sad af.
    I had always thought of suicide but it will chang noting other than just straightly going to grave...
    I chose to live my life on my own that's my final wish ...

  • @SoShiBias
    @SoShiBias 4 роки тому +1

    If I ever fail again, I'll come back to this.

  • @addictedtochocolate920
    @addictedtochocolate920 3 роки тому +1

    I mean, she's a Phoenix: trying time and time again no matter how much she fails is her thing

  • @Agent_Eli
    @Agent_Eli 3 роки тому +1

    Kiara seems like a really sensitive and caring human being in real life. I'm glad she has what she has now.

  • @SafiAzizBinSalim
    @SafiAzizBinSalim 4 роки тому +22

    Mannnn hololive out here not only saving the girls, but also saving a lot of the viewers
    Let's be real, the best thing that happened in 2020 is hololive popularity exploding

  • @GhostryKFP
    @GhostryKFP 4 роки тому +1

    She's so precious !

  • @Dubbel12
    @Dubbel12 4 роки тому +1

    Hololive EN is my happy place right now. And during these dark times you really need one

  • @delfuscreeto7552
    @delfuscreeto7552 4 роки тому +3

    I just saw a shooting star after watching this clip when I was walking my dog, it was also the first shooting star I've ever seen. It took me a moment after it vanished to remember to make my wish haha

  • @allysabartolome7573
    @allysabartolome7573 4 роки тому +1

    She deserves all the love in the world. I'll support her until the end. I love her so much.

  • @cheekychim
    @cheekychim 4 роки тому

    Being used to things going downhill is already fucked up. I can't even imagine how it feels to be in that situation.
    Big ups to you Kiara.
    Even though Kiara already gave up she keeps trying and move forward without expecting anything.
    You deserve all the love in the world Kiara.

  • @СлоГорький
    @СлоГорький 4 роки тому +4

    I kinda sorta achieved my dream. But I also then discovered that I am really-really bad at it.
    Like worst on the list everyone hates me kind of bad.
    And now I'm not sure if it was ever worth it.
    Still more power to the ones struggling. If you do, it probably isn't an option to not do it.

  • @sneakykatanaman9018
    @sneakykatanaman9018 4 роки тому

    Seeing how vtubers bring people such happiness it would be so cool to be able to give back and do what they do just to brighten someone's day. They seem to escape well from things that happened to them in their past.

  • @jam775
    @jam775 4 роки тому +2

    determination, hardwork and dedication is the key to success. do not give up on your dreams and on your life because you may never know that you were walking on the right path all along.

  • @JadetZXC
    @JadetZXC 4 роки тому

    This is why she has the soul of phoenix. She died from that cruel world and revived to the world of Hololive.

  • @mauv4054
    @mauv4054 4 роки тому

    THANK YOU, Kiara. For Entertaining us as well..
    also, i need to check my list of clippers/translators that I have to be subscribed to.. Tis, the least I could do to show appreciation..this ch. is one of it.

  • @RivvyRivulet
    @RivvyRivulet 4 роки тому +3

    "I Kiara the phoenix, had a dream, didn't come true, but had."

  • @Steel_Prophet
    @Steel_Prophet 4 роки тому +7

    with how many tragic childhood/origin stories the members have, I'm convinced YAGOO is secretly that one anime character that pulls all the strings to get the M.C. to the end, except, in hololive, everyone is a Main Character.

    • @rezendeiiz.knight1084
      @rezendeiiz.knight1084 3 роки тому +2

      no more like everyone is main character of their own separate stories like you! or me...

  • @Raziel_Hijikata
    @Raziel_Hijikata 4 роки тому +1

    This is a beautiful clip I thoroughly enjoyed it

  • @Lizarius
    @Lizarius 4 роки тому +1

    This really adds a feeling of poeticism to her being a phoenix

  • @deadlyframe7794
    @deadlyframe7794 4 роки тому +8

    A bit of a rant incoming, not mean tho. This video is really important to me now, cause it helped me discover a few things about myself that I didn't really understand. To start, I have always felt a bit strange about Hololive, and vtubers in general. I really enjoy them all, and absolutely am not hating on them in anyway,but i've always had a bit of a nagging feeling about something related to vtubers. It's taken me awhile but after a bit of time really thinking about it, I realized what is wrong. I'm absolutely jealous of them. Which sounds dumb because how can you be jealous of someone you've never known personally but let me explain. I have always been enamored with youtube. I was born just in time to experience the hay day of youtube before it became more corporate. I was their for the rise of many, in the beginning of Markiplier, PewDiePie, and the like. And obviously every kid under the sun wanted to be a youtuber because it was cool but the dream has always stuck with me. Ever since I was young, it was so easy to imagine myself in that place,forging a channel I could be proud of,a community I could be proud of. Where people would come to see me, to laugh with me and such. As I got older, into my later years of middle school, depression and anxiety hit me very hard. I gave up on a lot of things, and I felt trapped. I still held onto hope that I could one day become a youtuber, success wasn't even on my mind. To me if even 10 people saw my videos, I'd be happy,I just wanted to do it. But life isnt always easy on dreams,and reality started to crash around me fast. My family issues got worse, my school issues got worse, everything got worse and even youtubers I had always loved didnt help anymore. I never really grew out of that low point. i'd go to school and act like things were okay, that I hadn't broken under the pressure. I could even fool myself some days.But no matter what, I just couldnt bring myself to have my dream anymore. I had let it die. Mostly. I still always loved UA-cam. And now, 6 years later, I began telling myself it was possible again. Seeing Vtubers for the first time had re lit that dying ember of my dream. But I still didn't know where to go. So I waited, thinking the opportunity would present itself. But then I saw some news. A different Vtuber, Nyanners, had signed on with VShoujo. And I was excited for her, but at the same time, I was upset for some reason. And after a bit of thought, I realized I was jealous of her. Jealous of the chance she was given to grow even bigger than before. She was already insanely popular. A part of me felt like "If I had a chance like that..."and I didn't even know what else to think. I was ashamed to even think about that. I know she worked hard to make it as big as she did. And I havent worked towards my dream at all. I began to doubt myself again. i'm not very good at anything, I can't sing, my voice is annoying, and I cant draw. What can I do. I was hopeless again. I couldn't handle seeing someone else live my dream. But watching this video helped me. To see someone as amazing and talented as Kiara admit to have given up on her dream, only to find Hololive, it stirred something within me. I could relate to her, in a way. But then I realized that I couldn't relate, not yet. I have hardly even worked to my dream, and I was already giving up. Kiara had worked for years before she finally gave up. For her to say something like this has given new life to my dream, and changed it in a way. I still want to be an entertainer. But more so now, I want to create a space where people can go if they have no one else. I want to be able to be someone people can reach out to and say "I really can't keep going" and I want them to know that if no one else believes in them, if they can't believe in themselves, I will believe in them. I will make the effort to create a community that everyone is welcome in, a home away from home where people can relax for a few hours everyday and we can just laugh and scream and cry if we need to. So even though she will never say this, I want to say thank you to Kiara, for rekindling my dream. For being an amazing person and inspiration. Im sorry if anyone actually reads this, for it being so long. But I felt like I had to write it out to be true. I wish everyone well, and hope we can all maybe meet in greener pastures, and prettier days. So long for now!

    • @173pety
      @173pety 4 роки тому

      I hope you can achieve your dream someday. Ill be rooting for you.

    • @deadlyframe7794
      @deadlyframe7794 4 роки тому +1

      @@danielblackston1777 I read it, and I understand completely. I’ve been in the same boat, it’s so easy to imagine what life would be like if you could have a community full of people like Hololive, but at the end of the day, I think the healthiest way to address it is to just swallow up the sadness and accept that if it’s meant to be, it’ll happen. At least, for now, that’s what I’m doing, and it’s helped me. I’m glad someone understands the feelings I have about this. Its refreshing.

  • @laxyreed9398
    @laxyreed9398 4 роки тому

    this is what i love in hololive, when they can share their own experience and its really relatable to some of us viewers, i fucking love that.

  • @Ms666slayer
    @Ms666slayer 4 роки тому +1

    She almost fuck up by saying her home country but managed it to save it.

    • @KingMufasa_8
      @KingMufasa_8 4 роки тому +1

      she already said it

    • @alpaca937
      @alpaca937 4 роки тому

      Kiara slipped the country name a few streams before by mistake, and make a joke on it, if its not a secret people dont make much of a fuss about it.

  • @wanderer5132
    @wanderer5132 3 роки тому

    You never give up you change it always dreams it evolves as we grew up kiara definitely did I hope her the best and everyone in holo live

  • @anhduc0913
    @anhduc0913 4 роки тому

    It's just how it is. Sometime you are unlucky, no matter how hard you work. But you don't have anyway out but forward, so just keep on trying and you will one day achieve it.

  • @dammit3048
    @dammit3048 4 роки тому +2

    I can't fucking believe she actually is a Phoenix irl too. Gave up on a previous dream to rise up from the ashes? I'm having CHICKEN tomorrow in Honor of her!!!
    But in all seriousness, I both love her and feel a great envy for her. She'll never stop being bright no matter who she is

  • @parallax4475
    @parallax4475 4 роки тому +2

    This fcking girls seems really energetic but had lots of scars and doubts
    Spam hearts and good wishes on her stream n make her forget this shit that c is alone n suffering n shit

  • @Manny-6490
    @Manny-6490 4 роки тому +2

    2:29 now that she mentions it, we really should be very grateful to all the Hololive JP senpais & Hololive ID senpais for all their hard work and efforts, is thanks to them that Hololive on UA-cam has become such a wonderful place for our precious Hololive EN girls, they have truly blessed us with such wonderful memories and given us the fantastic opportunity of having our 5 precious EN girls. 😊

    • @ryubasha
      @ryubasha 4 роки тому +1

      Yes, that's why they respect Sora so much

  • @blazeisafire
    @blazeisafire 4 роки тому

    I love it when the HoloGirls get raw and real its amazing and warms my heart the most

  • @Sweet-Home
    @Sweet-Home 4 роки тому +2

    SHE TOOK MY HEART WITH HER STORY!

  • @FirstLast-uj9ud
    @FirstLast-uj9ud 4 роки тому +3

    Holy shit, after learning what this dream was... wow she's been through a lot

    • @PEKO-PEKO
      @PEKO-PEKO 4 роки тому +3

      Yeah, I’m glad that she’s here with people that are there to support her.

  • @idontbelieveingod
    @idontbelieveingod 4 роки тому

    I can see it now why she/Hololive choose phoenix as her avatar. Its all make sense now.

  • @dotapark
    @dotapark 4 роки тому +2

    Aw Kiara. I wish she feel better to knowing that never giving up is actually tough as iron and while you chew through you gonna wish for that boring job to survive. Thankfully she looks happy now.

  • @dr.sweetlove7859
    @dr.sweetlove7859 4 роки тому

    To all the people out there who have had to shelf their dreams temporarily for circumstances outside their power. Keep working for it never let your dreams die.

  • @taish7048
    @taish7048 4 роки тому

    i just wanna simp not to cry this is the meaning of hope
    yagoo thank you

  • @DarukaEon
    @DarukaEon 4 роки тому +1

    Guhhhh.... I just hope that means that there is hope for me as well. I've also given up on my dreams for a more... "practical" approach in life.

  • @vsimp2956
    @vsimp2956 4 роки тому

    Im so happy she got another chance. She is a lovely person and the world would be a dimmer place without her

  • @tako158
    @tako158 4 роки тому

    That's the great thing about the rabbit hole. Things can only go upwards from here.

  • @StoogesFan
    @StoogesFan 4 роки тому +1

    When one door closes, another one opens

  • @gustavopetry5004
    @gustavopetry5004 4 роки тому +1

    I have no dreams, I just go with the flow.

  • @xinlee8550
    @xinlee8550 4 роки тому +1

    Thank you for believing again.

  • @AnimeFan-dl4qd
    @AnimeFan-dl4qd 3 роки тому +1

    As one famous anime figur said:
    there is no question, we are living in a cold, merciless world. On every edge lurks evil against which someone is powerless. But,
    If you accept help, if you give your best and do your best, then you will reach the end of the tunnel.
    the world is not so merciless that she even steals that light
    Accelerator

  • @kapeecoffee
    @kapeecoffee 4 роки тому +2

    Yooo someone stop cutting onions holy fuck

  • @wagglewiggle
    @wagglewiggle 4 роки тому

    Giving up and becoming comfortably numb in failure is sadly so common it's a real feelsbadman

  • @SparkySummers
    @SparkySummers 4 роки тому

    That got pretty real. I'm still waiting for dreams to come back. This is at least a little inspiring.

  • @bugcami
    @bugcami 4 роки тому

    Kiara is an idol no matter what, her dream will come true in the exact way she wants because that's how this idol thing works.

  • @tssuper1613
    @tssuper1613 3 роки тому

    She may have given up on a dream... But she is gonna never give you up. Never gonna let you down.

  • @josephsaga
    @josephsaga 4 роки тому +1

    Gotta respect Sora for making hololive exist and making this far

  • @isaac5343
    @isaac5343 4 роки тому

    I'm really glad for Kiara!!! She deserve it

  • @7nage
    @7nage 4 роки тому

    The glimmer of YAGOO's dream keep appearing on the most unlikeliest of places. Blessed clip

  • @AirahsELL
    @AirahsELL 4 роки тому +2

    YAGOO: You have dreams of being an idol, right? You want to make the world a brighter place? Make a contract with me, and all your dreams will come true.

  • @CoolGuy-xm1wm
    @CoolGuy-xm1wm 4 роки тому

    letting go sometimes is the key to success

  • @jacobwumbo827
    @jacobwumbo827 4 роки тому +1

    Oh god imagine the amount of bottom left we’d have to add to the graph if Haachama was joined by Kiara.

  • @itzwrench9277
    @itzwrench9277 4 роки тому

    she died for her dream and was reborn as one of the new hololive members

  • @GameGodZERO
    @GameGodZERO 4 роки тому +1

    Just further cements Kiara being my favorite of the EN group.

  • @machineofthe6thriver430
    @machineofthe6thriver430 4 роки тому

    I’m not crying YOURE CRYING!!

  • @otto6702
    @otto6702 4 роки тому +2

    I think despite any missteps or controversy, you have to give YAGOO and his staff, EN and JP, a lot of credit. They find these talents and give them a platform to showcase it. Kiara of course but imagine a world where Fubuki isn't around to entertain. Hope all the idols get a chance to entertain for a long time.

    • @dawnseeker176
      @dawnseeker176 4 роки тому +1

      Yagoo is a wonderful person. he lets them be theirselves lets them share their emotions . he even lets them make jabs at him in good fun. this is not the standard way of doing things. its deviation from the norm and a very good one at that. i think Yagoo's dream did come true just not in the way he imagined. in my opinon in regards to the T-word controversy he made the best move he could considering the situation they were in. i will find no fault in him for that. YAGOO is indeed BEST GIRL

  • @derrickseeto9698
    @derrickseeto9698 3 роки тому

    Her stage idol dream ended but the training opened up the way for hololive. Also, Yagoo realized that with her talent, training, and trilingualism, he'd be a fool not to pick her.

  • @deathclockrlz
    @deathclockrlz 4 роки тому +1

    She did her best as an individual i suppose, her cosplays are GREAT, specially the lappland one.
    With COVID going on , it must be hard for them cosplayers, good thing she got a shot at HL.

  • @thedude6058
    @thedude6058 4 роки тому +1

    “watching the world pass by within a jagged light, I must be just a little crazy cuz I sure don’t mind I have to spend my days behind a storefront window cuz I can’t keep wishing for an ‘over the rainbow’”
    I guess the reaper who sang those words must have been wrong huh

  • @soelesther3547
    @soelesther3547 3 роки тому

    remind me about story of miko, the legend who built the foundation of what hololive are now.

  • @RedrumZombies
    @RedrumZombies 4 роки тому

    Kiara is so pure

  • @imbaconplate8872
    @imbaconplate8872 4 роки тому

    Oh god someone give her a hug

  • @kilo1901
    @kilo1901 4 роки тому

    “If you wanna Live at all,
    you gotta let it go.”
    -Scatman

  • @miicro1
    @miicro1 4 роки тому +9

    "You can't learn swim just by looking at the water" - idk where or who said it

    • @iTECiii
      @iTECiii 4 роки тому +1

      you cant taste it if you dont eat it - me

    • @westtxtapper
      @westtxtapper 4 роки тому +1

      I couldn't find that exact quote on Google, but I did find a similar one from Bruce Lee: “If you want to learn to swim, jump into the water.”

    • @iTECiii
      @iTECiii 4 роки тому +1

      @@westtxtapper its the same thing... it means you need to experience your self...

  • @chereo1888
    @chereo1888 3 роки тому

    This made me tear up...

  • @NonCanonGanon
    @NonCanonGanon 4 роки тому

    These five girls have some mad good karma I swear.