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  • @Im-Perfectly-Imperfect
    @Im-Perfectly-Imperfect Місяць тому +52

    Her eyes are so swollen and puffy… she obviously hadn’t been able to rest… so sad 😞

    • @annemariedavies1182
      @annemariedavies1182 Місяць тому +2

      I was just about to write this then saw your comment. Totally agree .very sad 😢😢😢

    • @crxess
      @crxess Місяць тому +1

      She had puffy eyes for several years - proper makeup hides a lot.

  • @magpie2652
    @magpie2652 Місяць тому +49

    Police should interview the two employees. I want to know every word she said

    • @WyattRyeSway
      @WyattRyeSway Місяць тому +9

      I’m sure they have. It wud b a felony to sell the gun if she told them what she wanted it 4.

    • @sherylpeters5764
      @sherylpeters5764 Місяць тому +3

      I want to know who previously owned the Sig Sauer she bought. If she was buying back one of her own.

    • @1977cellogirl
      @1977cellogirl Місяць тому +3

      I know, why has no one else said that? I’ve felt the same way. They should interview those employees and ask the things she said that day.

    • @guadalupeeg5034
      @guadalupeeg5034 Місяць тому +4

      That's another thing....Why hasn't that been done? I hate that authorities quickly dismissed everything without investigation.

  • @MSInternetNobody
    @MSInternetNobody Місяць тому +38

    Mica I pray laws are made & changed to protect women like you! You will never be forgotten for your strength!!!!❤️🙏

    • @virgilhilts3924
      @virgilhilts3924 18 днів тому

      What laws would protect her from herself?
      As far as her strength, was it her strength that made her cheat on her first husband?
      Was it her strength that made her have sex out of marriage?
      Was it her strength that made her screw a married man?
      A man that she knew had a family and five children?
      Was it her strength that made her cheat on him after they were married?
      Was it her strength that made her put a bullet through her own head?

    • @diazfanni5769
      @diazfanni5769 3 дні тому

      Ella no se suicidó

    • @diazfanni5769
      @diazfanni5769 3 дні тому

      ​@@virgilhilts3924ella no se suicidó

    • @virgilhilts3924
      @virgilhilts3924 3 дні тому

      @@diazfanni5769
      The evidence, along with her admitted previous attempt and multiple threats says she did... Oops

  • @Dirtysouthpottymouthmamabear
    @Dirtysouthpottymouthmamabear Місяць тому +39

    She's scared she looks around quite often.i can barely look at her swollen eyes.i feel the pain she had inside.

    • @SavingSoulsMinistries
      @SavingSoulsMinistries Місяць тому

      she was dealing with satan in that so called husband of hers. satan comes as an angel of light.. as that anointed pastor at a local church.. i had to learn that the relatively hard way. im grateful to be 4 years single and celibate after coming to the faith because getting sexually active with someone who has satan in them has devastating consequences spiritually and physically

    • @Milkymilk07
      @Milkymilk07 Місяць тому +4

      Ik I see her swollen eyes too. So sad

    • @virgilhilts3924
      @virgilhilts3924 18 днів тому

      What about the pain she caused her first husband when she cheated on him?
      What about the pain she helped cause to a woman and her 5 children by helping break up their marriage?

    • @Dirtysouthpottymouthmamabear
      @Dirtysouthpottymouthmamabear 18 днів тому +2

      @@virgilhilts3924 nobody said she was perfect.neither are you.but nobody deserves the mentally, emotionally, physically pain that John Paul Miller put her through he met her when she was 14 and he was in his 30s.he groomed her .there is a very big power dynamic between the two.

    • @Dirtysouthpottymouthmamabear
      @Dirtysouthpottymouthmamabear 18 днів тому +1

      @@virgilhilts3924 I don't know what your vendetta is but you will not victim shame Mica. I've seen on your profile you posted several negative comments on this post.who did you wrong?

  • @conniejohnson5361
    @conniejohnson5361 Місяць тому +30

    From the smiles I'm seeing on her face .. she did not buy this gun to harm herself I'm like her father she was buying this for protection

    • @taralothoni2693
      @taralothoni2693 Місяць тому +4

      Relief
      That she can protect herself

    • @nikkijayne4451
      @nikkijayne4451 Місяць тому +10

      The smiles were fake. Only happened when the guy was looking at her. Rest of the time she had whole different demeanour.

    • @courtneylitten9538
      @courtneylitten9538 Місяць тому +2

      I know the feeling of being in a store or somewhere you have to engage when every bit of me wants to shut down. I think jp wore her down, she knew he wouldn’t stop and she was exhausted. I can only imagine the memories she had to deal with from that monster. My heart wishes her peace.

    • @mynameiseve.1
      @mynameiseve.1 Місяць тому +2

      those smiles were not real. can you not fake a smile? i can...soooo well!!

    • @jesusisallineed598
      @jesusisallineed598 12 днів тому

      ​​@@nikkijayne4451I'm not making any judgment of her guilt or innocence, however, I've learned that you can't judge what's going on in a person's head by a smile or lack of one. Both men and women can use a sweet smile to charm or deceive people.

  • @JohnJulioEspeciale
    @JohnJulioEspeciale Місяць тому +9

    Between the smiles is anguish.

  • @leeanngough7741
    @leeanngough7741 Місяць тому +22

    The conversation with friends, appointments and where things were found. To me does not tell me she was going to unlive herself.

    • @WyattRyeSway
      @WyattRyeSway Місяць тому

      She didn’t sight that gun. I thought the same as u but she didn’t sight it

  • @kingxmeli
    @kingxmeli Місяць тому +10

    did she buy it for protection and then he uses it against her to act like its her own choice? i just cant believe that shed buy one to do this. women use other means of taking their own lives as many have said. but she has a good head on her shoulders, this was not the choice she wouldve made and we all know this.

  • @itssloulou89
    @itssloulou89 Місяць тому +35

    My heart just breaks for her so much. She has no idea how much she has changed my life and i just wish we all could have saved her. 💔

    • @Pinkpumpkingardener
      @Pinkpumpkingardener Місяць тому +2

      ❤❤❤

    • @virgilhilts3924
      @virgilhilts3924 18 днів тому +1

      Does your heart break over the pain she caused her first husband when she cheated on him?
      Does your heart break over the pain she caused to a woman and her 5 children by helping break up their marriage?

    • @Pinkpumpkingardener
      @Pinkpumpkingardener 18 днів тому

      @@virgilhilts3924 😯 9 comments on this page alone WTH is wrong with you
      Is this Jp?
      Get a life ♥️

    • @Pinkpumpkingardener
      @Pinkpumpkingardener 18 днів тому +4

      @@virgilhilts3924 honey I get those things are not ok but this lady is passed & was abused first wife & mica
      It’s all on public records & body cam
      No matter what mica did she didn’t deserve the domestic abuse
      She didn’t deserve to die
      The truth will stand when the world’s on fire
      So far he’s a shit human & if he’s proven to have had anything to do with her unaliveing(which is probable) then it will all hit him & truth will stand
      Justice for mica & allll the minors he abused as well as his ex wife
      If you can’t see 👀 that he’s a full blown narcissist dressed as a preacher then maybe you need to look in the mirror
      ♥️ I only wish you healing & happiness

    • @diazfanni5769
      @diazfanni5769 3 дні тому

      Yo estoy tan destrozada nadie hizo nada para protegerla yo estuve con un maldito narcisista gracias a Dios pude salir

  • @sharonjonsy9412
    @sharonjonsy9412 Місяць тому +11

    She doesn't act like a suicidal victim,, she's laughing. Maybe she bought the gun for protection from her abusive spouse.

    • @nikkijayne4451
      @nikkijayne4451 Місяць тому +1

      It's fake..take notice of when she's not interacting with the man.

  • @tilu3303
    @tilu3303 Місяць тому +8

    How in the heck did she shoot herself and then stagger into the water 130 feet in such a remote location (a full mile from her car) if she wanted her family to find her without anyone else being involved???

    • @elenamercado4824
      @elenamercado4824 Місяць тому +1

      Find my comment. Food for thought for sure

    • @virgilhilts3924
      @virgilhilts3924 18 днів тому

      Except for the fact that isnt what happened

  • @veryy12
    @veryy12 Місяць тому +7

    Bullies get charged, so should he.... he is NOT a pastor by Scripture,not qualified

  • @shaunwagner8895
    @shaunwagner8895 Місяць тому +9

    Her pain is so deep!😢

  • @rayjimenez3265
    @rayjimenez3265 Місяць тому +5

    The look of😂 a woman at the end of the rope, not a gun barrel. She finally has something to defend herself with. She smiled and even danced a little. Not a person who is planning on meeting the Lord whom she professed to love in an hr from now. No sir, not a suicidal person here.

  • @millylove1252
    @millylove1252 Місяць тому +6

    The burning candle breaks my heart🙏🏾....RIP beautiful soul🌺

  • @overthinkerbell6209
    @overthinkerbell6209 Місяць тому +12

    Her eyes are puffy like she was crying and she looked scared when she looked at the back wall of guns. So sad.

  • @Casual_art
    @Casual_art Місяць тому +6

    The hardest part about it is that when you think someone would never, you don’t know what their never is. A friend asked me once, “You would tell me if you were thinking of doing it, right?” I told her, absolutely not.

    • @Casual_art
      @Casual_art Місяць тому +3

      She said, “That’s not fair!” I said, to who? She said “Me!” I said, But you see, it’s not about you.

    • @jesusisallineed598
      @jesusisallineed598 12 днів тому

      ​@@Casual_artI had a friend who committed suicide. She told me she was thinking about it and I tried to discourage her from doing it. So one weekend she told me she was going away with her family for vacation and that she'd get in touch with me when she got back. She didn't go with them but stayed home and committed suicide. Some people want to be helped. Some people don't. We can't know where the Tipping Point is.

  • @passionforjustice
    @passionforjustice Місяць тому +11

    She looks sad. She also looks like she's been crying all night. 😢

    • @nikkijayne4451
      @nikkijayne4451 Місяць тому +2

      Maybe if a woman had of been the otherside of this counter. She never would of been sold that gun. Its obvious she wasn't in a fit state to buy a gun.

    • @ChingToNotWongWhite
      @ChingToNotWongWhite Місяць тому

      @@nikkijayne4451she bought it for protection!

  • @Petro-wp8xt
    @Petro-wp8xt Місяць тому +4

    Mica was definitely grieving, saying goodbye to dreams of having the family she thought she would have, she knows she basically lost her church family too by choosing to divorce JP but she was also looking towards a future where she could finally live life on her terms.
    Mica was listening to Necessary Endings by Henry Cloud at her door on the ring cam footage, she knew the only way forward was away from JP and I suspect she was setup and lured to where she was found.
    She was digging into JP's dealings before he had her committed against her will and he stole her car and destroyed evidence she had.
    She was sad about every mistake she had made, about the fact that she had to say goodbye to dreams but she had a way forward.
    I think she was ultimately forced into doing something to herself by one of the parties that did not want to have their dirty deeds become public knowledge.
    Her life had been stolen from her many times, she was degraded, humiliated, manipulated, gaslighted, isolated and robbed in too many ways but she had the Lord God Almighty and she knew she was facing s difficult time but that she would make it.
    Mica Miller was let down by so many and it breaks my heart because I had been there.
    I hope all parties involved with or that had knowledge of the bad treatment she had received and did nothing is going to be exposed and that she is going to receive justice, if that does not happen here on earth I know it is going to in the day of Judgement.
    #justiceformica
    #solidrockchurch
    #johnpaulmiller

    • @virgilhilts3924
      @virgilhilts3924 18 днів тому

      What about the dreams her first husband had the she chose to cheat on him?
      What about the dreams of the wife and five children who's family she helped destroy?

  • @dorisevans7693
    @dorisevans7693 Місяць тому +7

    That poor baby has suffered! Yall, we have to stay on it when our loved ones are going through something like this baby! help them get to safety.

  • @kimberlysmith9689
    @kimberlysmith9689 Місяць тому +4

    She looks so terribly sad. Like someone trying to hold it together.

  • @WyattRyeSway
    @WyattRyeSway Місяць тому +23

    Was this a live that I missed?
    I’ve never been in her situation. I’ve had pity parties for myself but that’s not what this is. This is hopeless, helpless, despondent, trapped, not knowing how to stop the harassment, stalking, hate, hypocrisy and everything else being dished out to her, with no repercussions or consequences for the one destroying her. I can’t imagine how soul numbing that must have been. I hope, at the very least, in her memory, we can get traction for Micah’s law that will it not allow a person who is in the process of divorcing and/or has a RO against a spouse to allow that spouse to make that persons final decisions and take custody of their possessions and remains. I don’t know how to get that movement off the ground but if it was passed, then her death would mean something and the woman there in this video who couldn’t win, not even in death she just would not have died in vain. THAT MUST CHANGE.
    Edit: I never paid attention to her handling the firearm before. She felt it, racked the slide but sadly, she didn’t sight it. If u wanted it for protection, u wud sight it. I’m actually in tears she didn’t. Her sadness became so much more palpable with the lack of that one thing. Dang it! 😢

    • @MummaMia5
      @MummaMia5 Місяць тому +6

      Yep I nearly missed the live. I just happened to look at the phone. If Zav could put up a notification to “notify” for a live giving a couple of hours notice, that’d be awesome bc lots of people miss out bc they don’t j is it’s on.

    • @MSInternetNobody
      @MSInternetNobody Місяць тому +4

      I think you should email her family. What you wrote is perfect reason for action to change laws!!! I’ve only watched the first 10 minutes of this video before commenting but she looks so sad, & smiling when she needs to. It’s so sad & unfortunate so many are pushed/ decide this decision.

    • @WyattRyeSway
      @WyattRyeSway Місяць тому +5

      @@MSInternetNobody ……it needs to be someone who has power, who can vote and present a case as a voter and perhaps a woman or her family. Maybe someone who knows her family can start the call for the law or suggest it to her family. I’ve never been in her shoes but plenty of people have. It’s their voices that need to be lifted up.

    • @MSInternetNobody
      @MSInternetNobody Місяць тому +1

      @@WyattRyeSway I agree I pray her family or someone of importance sees your words!🙏❤️

    • @MSInternetNobody
      @MSInternetNobody Місяць тому +4

      This should never happen. Laws need to change! Sitting here watching her getting the way to the end that that man pushed her to is unthinkable!!

  • @alesianelson3715
    @alesianelson3715 Місяць тому +5

    You can tell she she’s in her own head

  • @veryy12
    @veryy12 Місяць тому +4

    My heart breaks 💔, her story, too real. You can't understand if you've haven't stood in her shoes. The cry, is often silent...... 😥

    • @virgilhilts3924
      @virgilhilts3924 18 днів тому

      Does your heart break over the pain she caused her first husband when she cheated on him?
      Does your heart break over the pain she caused to a woman and her 5 children by helping break up their marriage?

  • @PeepingEars
    @PeepingEars Місяць тому +18

    Zav as a side note I love your choice of music

  • @cantthinkofone6995
    @cantthinkofone6995 Місяць тому +10

    Thank God she’s finally at peace and away from this painful earthly life that she struggled with for far too long. To those saying God dislikes suicide, He had plans for her since before she was conceived and knew how badly she hurt here. I’m not sure if anyone will ever be charged for doing this to her, or if it was by her own hand, but she’s no longer suffering and I hope that brings a bit of comfort to those who loved her.
    I’ve struggled with severe depression my entire life and thoughts of unaliving on occasion. I find peace knowing that I’m saved and whatever is in His plan for me will be, He knows my heart and will love me through and through. He forgives.
    My heart aches for the pain Mica endured for so many years. This world was so unkind to her. Thankful she’s now in the arms of her Savior and is finally resting in eternal peace.

    • @KeithAndTiffanyAllgood
      @KeithAndTiffanyAllgood Місяць тому

      Sorry but if she committed suicide and if you had/do there will be no Peace. Don't be deceived. Believe in God, Repent and follow Jesus. He'll never leas anyone to suicide, that's Satan's doing. Godspeed.

  • @StinasArena
    @StinasArena Місяць тому +3

    She looked overwhelmed and sad for awhile, but later she started even laughing a bit in conversation.
    When a child came into the shop, Mica turned around & took a long look at that child and her expression went right back to sad & guarded. I
    I bet she wanted a child & we've already heard JP message her that he wouldn't have a child with her because... she needed to be molded into his puppet, with full obedience before he'd even consider making steps available for her to climb... while he kept himself busy pulling the rug out from under her & demeaning her.
    She had so much hung over her head and kept her from her dreams, through manipulation and may be even brainwashing her. She's got so much behind her expression & it's so heavy.

  • @mariajaramillo1135
    @mariajaramillo1135 Місяць тому +5

    Nobody can tell what we're her thoughts.
    No one by God and here 🙏🏼

  • @user-jf7vc8le4p
    @user-jf7vc8le4p Місяць тому +4

    She probably thought she would be safe now I have protection

  • @mariajaramillo1135
    @mariajaramillo1135 Місяць тому +8

    😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 peace to your spirit, sweet heart ❤️

  • @mirandareed830
    @mirandareed830 Місяць тому +3

    I know these cashiers are wishing they could have kept her there longer, there is look of fear on her face at times and sadness hidden behind her smiles. Justice for mica ❤❤❤❤❤

  • @TaraLynne-tt5ns
    @TaraLynne-tt5ns Місяць тому +5

    I see a lady that is fed up and even the law hasn’t protected her. So sad she thought that’s the only way she will get peace

    • @virgilhilts3924
      @virgilhilts3924 18 днів тому

      Cite a law that will protect someone from themselves...

    • @Pinkpumpkingardener
      @Pinkpumpkingardener 18 днів тому

      @@virgilhilts3924 there are laws that should have protected her
      I’m not a lawyer but pretty sure domestic abuse & tracking a “wife” with everywhere she went
      Even hated that she had a friend
      Wanted to visit family
      What’s your deal Virgil ?
      I don’t understand

  • @michellecampbell5204
    @michellecampbell5204 Місяць тому +1

    So sad ,so heart broken to see how she kept looking up at the monitor the show the entrance of the store, she wS so scared someone followed her there..smh..pray for justice and exposure of that monster that call him self pastor and husband.

  • @elizabethgrace4697
    @elizabethgrace4697 Місяць тому +9

    She sees the guy walk in watching her.

    • @lora3796
      @lora3796 Місяць тому +2

      Yeah she did and he didn't shop for anything

    • @3THE411
      @3THE411 Місяць тому +5

      It appears he rushes into the store from his van, to just browse... He also looks like he has paint on his clothes, doesn't the eldest son own a painting firm?
      What I also noticed is Mica looking in his direction then looking at the store assistant, like she wanted to say something, maybe.
      So very sad 💔 and so unjust how she spoke out about the abuse she was suffering, and no one listened 💔
      #justiceformica 🌻💛

  • @ashleymoody9110
    @ashleymoody9110 Місяць тому +5

    I can’t help to think about watching this video what if she had met someone who enjoyed life with her… like the guy that was selling her the gun… her eyes lit up when talking to him. I wish he knew and I wish others would have known, whatever it was and just ran with her. 😢 Not saying she didn’t have faults , we all do but that doesn’t account for the threats!!!! JP was wrong. Period.

  • @MsBLACKSCREEN
    @MsBLACKSCREEN Місяць тому +22

    Well, going by this video, I have to say; as someone who's tried 3 times myself, All the signs are there, the long distance stare, fake smile and laughing. My second try happened on the day I left the hospital after a 72 hour hold; I fooled two psychiatrists with easy, one thing about being a victim of child abuse, you learn how to shut down and give whoever is talking to you the emotion they seem to want from you .....

    • @nikkijayne4451
      @nikkijayne4451 Місяць тому

      Exactly. And thank you for being brave enough to say. I could only say about the fake smiles. It's so so obvious. Sending ((((hugs))))

    • @KeithAndTiffanyAllgood
      @KeithAndTiffanyAllgood Місяць тому

      Repent and follow Jesus. Glad you weren't successful.

    • @3THE411
      @3THE411 Місяць тому +3

      Sending you big healing hugs🌻 Remember today is today, and tomorrow is whole new dawning 🌻💛 I feel your pain, stay strong my sister 🌻💛

    • @VicSSM334
      @VicSSM334 Місяць тому +3

      It sucks that we the ppl were given such tasks to bare with such pain, some might take a drastic measure and others might take the easy way out. either or, there’s always this question many can’t answer, why ?
      Mica, seems very engaged with herself and so full of energy that I can’t figure out why, who, or what, Yes, evil defrauded many inside that church, however, I believe everyone inside that church was responsible for allowing such evil man take full control of Mica, and keeping things quiet 🤫

    • @3THE411
      @3THE411 Місяць тому +1

      @@VicSSM334 I agree🌻

  • @vz8464
    @vz8464 Місяць тому +5

    Zav to me she looks so tired. Her eyes seem swollen. 8:00- 8:38 she is fighting tears. She seems to be listening to music in the store. I hope they talk to the young man that help her in the store. So I'm guessing they didn't have a 3 day wait law in that State. I don't know if I've seen a picture of the previous girl friend if you have one can you show us. Thank you, I cried, all I know is that everything JP did in the dark is getting ready to come to light...❤️ Nope not Today and Dude... extra bones for Zeke 🦴🦴🐾🐾🐾

    • @courtneylitten9538
      @courtneylitten9538 Місяць тому

      I know exactly what you’re saying, I saw that too and it’s crazy but somehow when you know what that pain looks like you just know. She tried so hard to keep it together in that store. Her pain is running under her skin.

  • @nikkijayne4451
    @nikkijayne4451 Місяць тому +4

    Guns should not be sold in pawn shops. They should be sold by people that have had proper training. If they had training in body language,demeanour and looks, she never would of been sold that gun. No womder theres so many mass shootings.

  • @chacha-Ce83
    @chacha-Ce83 Місяць тому +17

    Rest Mica no more tears❤

  • @nadaskriljevecki1776
    @nadaskriljevecki1776 Місяць тому +3

    Fam,this beautifull soul did not do this to herself,J.P and his girlfriend did it,good will win,justice for Mica

  • @MummaMia5
    @MummaMia5 Місяць тому +5

    Hey Zav, could you start putting up a notification to “notify” for lives maybe allowing a couple of hours or more if possible. Lots of people are missing out on the lives bc they don’t even know they are on. Many won’t go back and watch an old live bc it’s just not the same. Thanks heaps for the interviews etc you’ve done in the case.

    • @CalmYoTeets
      @CalmYoTeets Місяць тому +2

      Yes , please! I’ve been missing the lives like crazy 😢!

  • @beckystarrski
    @beckystarrski 28 днів тому +1

    Omg, at 6:57 it looks (to me anyway) that she almost began to cry.🙁 I as well observed her face looking a bit different (I’m in no way saying anything negative) as in her eyes are a bit puffy. I almost feel she more than likely didn’t really sleep the night prior or much that entire week. And cried a lot, hence her puffy eyes. Still watching. Oh and even in a dark time, she still managed to be kind to others. Also I notice her staring off in a daze at times.. perhaps contemplating? 😢Thx Zav for sharing extra clips/info. Back to watching. ❤️ &✌️

  • @tammy117
    @tammy117 Місяць тому +1

    So So sad the touch he put her through it is so sad you can see the pain she was living in the h*** he was putting her through the stalking the harassment the torture imagine what she was going I just can't I feel sorry for Mica everyone failed this poor woman

  • @fiona6533
    @fiona6533 Місяць тому +2

    This has given me a new perspective. I now believe she self assertive her life. But believe he drove her to it. No one does this alone, without reason.
    I'm so sad seeing her holding back tears, swollen eyes, and composing herself. So alone and feeling without options. A man of God has more responsibility to be held of high regard, yet failed Mica - his wife. Dear precious bride of Christ.

  • @missanthrope5433
    @missanthrope5433 Місяць тому +2

    The single candle burning feels like foreshadowing 🕯️ You can tell she’s been crying. A lot. Very tragic & profoundly sad 💔 😢

  • @bornfree0507
    @bornfree0507 Місяць тому +26

    I’m thinking she bought it for self defense.

  • @isof1341
    @isof1341 Місяць тому +1

    I thought her family said she bought it for protection as the hubby escalated his harassment. He was tracking her every move so he/his cronies created a self-unaliving plot

    • @virgilhilts3924
      @virgilhilts3924 16 днів тому

      Just weeks before this she left a (recently released) voicemail saying she should have never left him and that she regretted it.
      Just days before this he sent her a message saying he was done, it was over for good, and to just get the divorce finished.
      Seem more like she put a gun to her head because she realized it really was over making this the third marriage she helped destroy

  • @JohnJulioEspeciale
    @JohnJulioEspeciale Місяць тому +2

    Yeah her breakdown at 14:36. That’s it. This guy needs to face justice however that happens.

  • @meladeekunkel5880
    @meladeekunkel5880 Місяць тому +1

    I hope the truth comes out to what really happened to Mica. She deserves justice. She's been through so much and had her life ahead of her, until it was cut short. Such a tragedy. This is painful to watch.

  • @dorisevans7693
    @dorisevans7693 Місяць тому +6

    her eyes are swollen

  • @Thewildmanwoods
    @Thewildmanwoods Місяць тому +1

    Heart breaking…you can see her eyes are puffy 😢it’s how I feel now …unloved and depressed ….bless you sweetheart and we may meet soon ❤❤

    • @virgilhilts3924
      @virgilhilts3924 16 днів тому

      I bet her first husband felt the same way after she destroyed their marriage

  • @liser9846
    @liser9846 9 днів тому

    My heart goes out to her in these last hours of her life…she clearly looks tired & had been crying…her beautiful smile is shining thru her obvious pain…the PAIN evil JP has caused upon her…I hope and pray that ALL of his victims whether men or women come together in private write down their assaults he caused & go together and submit them to Mica’s attorney…stand up to this obvious family of bully and liars by standing strong together! Praying a strong hedge of angels protection around you all and the entire family/friends of Mica…in Jesus glorious name! With God ALL things are possible! ❤️🙏

  • @beverleysillarsduffy559
    @beverleysillarsduffy559 4 дні тому +1

    She had god in her heart she was breaking away gun to me was protection she made it clear if found dead it wasnt her yes there was desperate in her but i think she knew how much danger she was in i do not believe she drove to a place she. Never knew and place a phone call like that when your doing this you go and do it that is why we are all left without answers when they go never do you reach out unless you want help you have no thoughts its oneway you go on your own silent 😢

  • @StinasArena
    @StinasArena Місяць тому +3

    Mica's movement is different if the videos of the day of her death. Her movements seem more rigid, she's more closed off & her gait is even different, may be wider.
    I'm wondering is she's physically injured in some way.
    Her eyes have a distinctive line of puffiness. She may have done some hard crying the night before.
    She's not all red like it just happened, her face looks dry in anything... but the puffiness is in her whole face, with a distinct 'bag' under her eyes, that I've never seen before...was she also without sleep, I wonder?
    What happened to her?
    I wonder if there are digital entries Mica left in 'notes' in her phone, or emailed them to herself... may be documenting that day.
    She documented everything... there's got to be something somewhere... can't PD get that info pretty easily, even if someone tried to delete it while it was in their possession?

  • @kate4biglittlevoices
    @kate4biglittlevoices Місяць тому

    Prayers and strength to the guys in the shop- they def had to go through complex questions

  • @jaybee5466
    @jaybee5466 Місяць тому +3

    Her demeanor changes, and at 14:45 she looks outside. Then the man who walks by at 15:06 she’s stiff.

  • @donaldmcswain
    @donaldmcswain Місяць тому

    This is the first I have seen of the entire transaction, including holding the pistol. I agree that she did know how to handle it. Salesman held it to her and she checked the chamber and used proper trigger and muzzle discipline.

  • @beanfeathers8645
    @beanfeathers8645 Місяць тому +2

    Great footage Zac out of every other channel I’ve seen

  • @Dirtysouthpottymouthmamabear
    @Dirtysouthpottymouthmamabear Місяць тому +5

    At 1:09 her eyes look swollen either from crying or getting hit

  • @conniejohnson5361
    @conniejohnson5361 Місяць тому +9

    If she was going to commit suicide with this gun why would she have $500 in her pocketbook when it happened like the fisherman said he seen $500 in her pocket book

    • @KeithAndTiffanyAllgood
      @KeithAndTiffanyAllgood Місяць тому +1

      What does that have to do with anything? If someone else did it why didn't they take the 500$? In fact JP filed for spousal support, he definitely would have taken the cash.

  • @jillleblanc5126
    @jillleblanc5126 Місяць тому +2

    She seems far away in her thoughts.

  • @cliffmark8337
    @cliffmark8337 Місяць тому +1

    Don’t think will ever know

  • @3THE411
    @3THE411 Місяць тому +1

    Where is her work shirt that she was seen wearing on the ring doorbell footage, she isn't wearing it in the pawn store. #justiceformica 🌻💛

  • @CaseyMarie11-11
    @CaseyMarie11-11 Місяць тому +3

    Sorry @Zav i gave it a 👍🏻 but i just can't watch it again 😞 i barely made it through the live the other night..
    Fly High Mica 💜 I hope you have finally found peace 😇😇😇

  • @missanthrope5433
    @missanthrope5433 Місяць тому +1

    She’s def wearing either a Fit Bit or Apple Watch. Must be interesting data on there. Has anyone interviewed the dude @ the pawn shop? Looks like they had words, wondering if she mentioned her *reason* for the gun purchase 🧐

  • @Lu5Ann
    @Lu5Ann Місяць тому

    I have watched these videos on Mica so many times as they come across my feed... And I'm no expert but am pretty good at reading ppls body language. I also know what it's like to be so down/depressed that I didn't want to live, and even if consider Mica may have seemed a lil energetic in her demeanour perhaps bc she allegedly was satisfied to have chosen to unalive herself... I still cannot detect "unaliving signs or signals" in the way she carried herself, walked, hand and arm movements, smiles at times in these recordings. When I see them, I see a person who has hope and is moving with a plan, a day and a future ahead of her. Take it for what it's worth.

    • @Mayrows
      @Mayrows Місяць тому +1

      Her husband is not innocent.

  • @MsBLACKSCREEN
    @MsBLACKSCREEN Місяць тому

    Hello Tiff. , Love the New Watermark on the video, Hopefully that will Stop other people from stealing your Content !❤😎

  • @lancegoodall5911
    @lancegoodall5911 Місяць тому +1

    Appropriate music track 😮

  • @Petro-wp8xt
    @Petro-wp8xt Місяць тому

    #justiceformica
    #justiceformicamiller🙏
    #MicaMiller
    #johnpaulmiller
    #solidrockchurch
    #RobesonCounty
    #LumberRiverStatePark

  • @mariajaramillo1135
    @mariajaramillo1135 Місяць тому +7

    My heart aches for her 💔 😞 I wish there was a way to go back on time so we could help her 😢.
    I pray so much for her soul to rest in peace 🙏🏼 😢
    I don't know if anyone is familiar with the name Sandra Bland.
    Shexwas stop by police for not putting her blinker to change lanes, and she ends up dead in jail. 😢
    I follow that story every single day, and to today's date, no one got charged for her dead. 😭😭😭

  • @wendyking6976
    @wendyking6976 Місяць тому

    I could have sworn I saw her move her head twice like she was dancing in the gun shop. Go back and look.

    • @Petro-wp8xt
      @Petro-wp8xt Місяць тому +1

      She did react to the music played there.

  • @beverleysillarsduffy559
    @beverleysillarsduffy559 4 дні тому

    It is so sureal to see how easy it is to get a gun i thank god Scotland has such strick gun laws i know countrys all different i just belave there things that only get carried by law enforcement i just think of all the deaths guns cause sadx

  • @Becky_G_
    @Becky_G_ Місяць тому +17

    I can't imagine her last thoughts. I think they would be different for everyone in this situation. Since she was so religious, maybe she was having a conversation with Jesus. But, the one thing I do know is that her POS husband drove her to this. Her death is on his hands, IMO. I do not believe she ever would have done this otherwise.

    • @elenamercado4824
      @elenamercado4824 Місяць тому

      Very very agreed

    • @angel.samadhi
      @angel.samadhi Місяць тому +1

      Yes, that’s exactly what I thought 🥺 to me, especially when she looks up it looks like she’s talking to Jesus, waiting for an answer what she should do now. Seems like she was preparing for all kinds of outcome, she was prepared for work or a normal routine- day (or would have given her the chance to turn around and forget about anything else) she had a sandwich and even later she bought a drink.
      She was dressed for all kinds of days. She had 500 cash on her, what would’ve given her the possibility for a quick escape and to not being detected for a few days by paying cash, she even bought some more gas...
      And she bought the gun for both possible decisions or outcomes, for protection anyway but also to have the ultimate way to escape if she couldn’t take it anymore.
      She looks so deeply sad and tired that there is a possibility to me, that she couldn’t find another way to get out. The abuse was so intense in so many ways and was horrific, she was shamed, she was used in all possible ways and didn’t have an own life and thrown under the bus. But I can’t stop thinking that in the end it was someone else who followed and stalked her and “made her” doing this to herself.
      Very very sad and I pray, everybody involved but this “pastor” in the first place gets what they deserve, watch him closely he is pure evil

  • @isaacseo5280
    @isaacseo5280 Місяць тому +3

    She gives me Lara Croft from Tombraider vibes.

  • @crxess
    @crxess Місяць тому

    That cover panel for the video was telling and a little scary.
    Those are not the looks of a person in fear. they are the look of a person confident and on a mission. She had already committed to her journey and completing the mission.
    By Son is Bipolar and I have witness those swings.

  • @joyceyoung6272
    @joyceyoung6272 Місяць тому

    So sad. Whoever put the music to this BRAVO!!! This should be a soundtrack oops some people may not know what that is so I guess I should have said PLAYLIST

  • @TeresaAnnAskew
    @TeresaAnnAskew 27 днів тому

    🙏🏻💜🙏🏻💜🙏🏻💜🙏🏻💜🙏🏻💜RIP Mica

  • @tonyalee5257
    @tonyalee5257 Місяць тому

    I which someone would be able to determine if the flashing on her watch were messages or reflection

  • @crimenexdor
    @crimenexdor Місяць тому +1

    I believe she was just ready to be the lord in all honesty. She was very spiritual and loved the lord so abundantly that she made the decision it was her time to go be with god.
    She didnt want to go through anymore suffering and pain.

    • @virgilhilts3924
      @virgilhilts3924 16 днів тому

      She was so spiritual and loved the lord so abundantly that she cheated on her first husband
      She was so spiritual and loved the lord so abundantly that she chose to have sex outside of marriage
      She was so spiritual and loved the lord so abundantly that she wrapped her legs around another woman's husband
      She was so spiritual and loved the lord so abundantly that she chose to knowingly help destroy a marriage and family
      She was so spiritual and loved the lord so abundantly that she chose to knowingly help destroy the lives of five children

  • @stevieray4280
    @stevieray4280 Місяць тому

    It was her. I am.sure there was alot going through her mind.i know when i was on the brink of doing it. I was thinking about my family and friends and all i will leave behind, but also all the reasons i am wantinf to do it to. It was a rollercoaster of e motion time for her. Even though she smiled some that was just being friendly. Most of the time she was sad, depressed and had alot on her mind. She is very tired so this is something shes been thinking about for awhile to where she coudlntrest at all.

  • @ellegrl98
    @ellegrl98 23 дні тому

    11:16 this!!! Says so much abt the type of person she was was. The only thing that caught her attention in all of this footage was a child. 🥹 Everything else seems very detached and just going through the motions so she doesn't make anyone else uncomfortable 😢. Rip mica we hear you girl 🙌🫶❤️

    • @virgilhilts3924
      @virgilhilts3924 16 днів тому

      Cheating on her first husband tells you what kind of person she was...
      Having sex out of wedlock tells you what kind of person she was...
      Having sex with a married man tells you what kind of person she was...
      Helping to destroy a marriage and family tells you what kind of person she was...
      Helping to destroy the lives of five children tells you what kind of person she was...
      Cheating on her second husband tells you what kind of person she was...

  • @jesusisallineed598
    @jesusisallineed598 12 днів тому

    Look at the bags under her eyes at 1:20. Lack of sleep, or had she been crying a lot earlier or the night before?

  • @diazfanni5769
    @diazfanni5769 3 дні тому

    Yo no lo puede creer que esto pasara a mi también me hicieron pasar por loca mi gente hay que parar con esto que pasa en el mundo con la sociedad 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

  • @missanthrope5433
    @missanthrope5433 Місяць тому +2

    29:32 trying hard *not* to cry ? 🤔 Very peculiar facial signs here. Very strange indeed

  • @fairymagic697
    @fairymagic697 Місяць тому +1

    She looks so sad

  • @alyssanowak9272
    @alyssanowak9272 Місяць тому

    You would think in a pawn shop With all those guns there would be another camera right over the GUN counter also it seems she looking for cameras 🤷‍♀️ RIP beautiful mica .

  • @idea1469
    @idea1469 Місяць тому

    I think the abuse, the evil JP committed, the evil she did via JP's influence, manipulation - her soul was conflicted: a battle of light and darkness and her exhaustion, desperation allowed the dark to overwhelm

  • @MicheleE4
    @MicheleE4 Місяць тому

    Poor beautiful soul looks so defeated:(

  • @sly1982
    @sly1982 Місяць тому

    She looks so defeated in this whole video like she was just done but so sad. She also kept looking around to see who was around her it seemed like. And when she got the gun and as she was walking to the door it looked like she held her hand up to her head like a gun, but maybe she was just touching her head idk. Just so sad 😞

  • @elenamercado4824
    @elenamercado4824 Місяць тому

    I wonder if her knowing she has the tracker, she would lead him right to her being that he admitted he thought she was originally heading the way she was to see a friend. Maybe the gun was meant for him and he over powered her 🤔 then there's the 911 call so idunno man. It's just all sad and was preventable

  • @nancyendicott9047
    @nancyendicott9047 Місяць тому +1

    She all tge left n right looking to see whose in the gun shop

  • @PrincessBran
    @PrincessBran Місяць тому +6

    She dosnt look too upset maybe a little anxiety I noticed she kept pressing her lips together a few times I think she was at peace with her decision

  • @formerlyfromthefuton8171
    @formerlyfromthefuton8171 Місяць тому +1

    Apparently, her thoughts were, "I'm gonna go kiII myself... but I'll call 911 first."
    It's not complicated.

  • @BEECHARMER101
    @BEECHARMER101 Місяць тому +3

    You can see that she's trying so hard to hold her self together in front of these shopkeepers. She snaps to attention only when they engage with her.she does look like she's been crying and it doesn't appear she has makeup on. Did she typically go to work with no makeup? It's heartbreaking to watch. I do feel that she did this alone. We all know who put her head and heart in this state and he should be held accountable. Filling her gas tank up, having cash in her wallet, making plans with friends these things do happen. Perhaps she had tried this other times and knows she can change her mind. It looks like autopilot thoughts fighting actions. Just know that many times in our lives we look back and see how blessings came from shitty times in our lives and we're alive to realize it was a hidden gift. Expect more experiences coming our way because they will some of it will be really hard. Depression is when you're stuck in the emotions of it and can't see this. I wish she woke to see another day to be kind to herself and be proud of her strength. I hope this for everyone feeling this way. I've felt this way in my past. I'm a mother and have amazing people that came into my life and i tell my younger self everyday I'm so glad you didn't miss this. Your future self loves you and needs you and is very proud of you. Stay.

    • @kate4biglittlevoices
      @kate4biglittlevoices Місяць тому

      You are a real one, and a blessing to those lucky to be in your life ❤

  • @missanthrope5433
    @missanthrope5433 Місяць тому

    27:34 she blinks hard. Her eyes r almost swollen shut she’s been crying so much IYKYK She’s also def wearing either a Fit Bit or Apple Watch. Must be interesting data on there. Has anyone interviewed the dude @ the pawn shop? Looks like they had words, wondering if she mentioned her *reason* for the gun purchase 🧐

  • @AngelaAbner77
    @AngelaAbner77 Місяць тому

    Her eyes are very puffy. Poor girl 😢❤

  • @Kevin_Wheelz
    @Kevin_Wheelz Місяць тому +15

    Still not convinced that it is her. I think it is the Ex that JP once had a relationship with... Her and Mica could've been twins... IF this is really Mica in the surveillance footage where are her hand tattoos??? Those things don't just disappear.... Think about it......

    • @WyattRyeSway
      @WyattRyeSway Місяць тому +10

      She looks older than she did leaving her apt. I just figured she was looking bad from crying in the car and stuff

    • @Kevin_Wheelz
      @Kevin_Wheelz Місяць тому +3

      @@WyattRyeSway Look into the Ex her and Mica could really be twins. The person in those videos doesn't look like someone in their early 30s look closer to JPs age like the Ex

    • @Scoop-Wilson
      @Scoop-Wilson Місяць тому +8

      Sadly, I thought the same thing a while back.
      If you go to 19:45 though, you can see the tattoo on the right side of her right hand though.
      I definitely believe she was purchasing the gun for her protection. Maybe just because I don’t want to believe she would really end her own life.
      If the weapon was purchases with to end her own life though, I believe that JP should still be help accountable. Half of what he did to her just in the past few months alone would have been enough to drive a person over the edge. I’m horrified to imagine what that marriage actually was like.

    • @Scoop-Wilson
      @Scoop-Wilson Місяць тому +6

      @@WyattRyeSway, yes, I think from lack of sleep and crying for sure. JP tormented her to no end.

    • @WyattRyeSway
      @WyattRyeSway Місяць тому +1

      @@Kevin_Wheelz ……who is his ex? I’ve never seen a picture of her.

  • @tilu3303
    @tilu3303 Місяць тому

    I saw the receipt somewhere but i didnt look for how much she paid for the piece. Anybody see that?

  • @fiona6533
    @fiona6533 Місяць тому

    She just wanted to serve the Lord and be loved 💖

  • @user-pp2un1cb4h
    @user-pp2un1cb4h Місяць тому

    This buttafulle Young woman went threw pure hell from some one that was supposed one that was supposed to pretend her! He is the devil in deskise. Mica you were God's Angel on Earth and know you are God's Angel in heaven. ( RIP Mica ) To her family of am so sorry for your loss. Get Justice for Mica