Choa you are very sweet and spontaneous you always make my life happy with your good attitude. Although I don't know you in person I love you your personality is love. 초아 사랑해
Pity about the rain outside forcing them to use much smaller indoor courts. Choa had to restrain herself (wink!) from attacking the ball, otherwise the score would have been 6-0 to Choa for every set! Choa's outfits?...I have yet to see anything that Choa does not look fabulous wearing.
Oink Oink.. Who DO you Love... Please TELL me Heart... me heart is waiting... So Tell Me WHO do YOU love... Will you Ever Love me... the Finger Points to the Chest... Tell Me... DO you love me... then If you do Not love me... WHO do YOU Love... Because I am standing By the Door and Yes.. I am telling YOU from ME HEART HEART.. that I love YOU... if I am able to give YOU so Much of Me LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE to YOU... WILL you Promise me that YOU will tell ME who YOU love... that YOU love me back TOO... Me Heart heart is standing... two hands are holding the Empty Glass Jar... Please Open the DOOR... DOK DOK DOK... Open the DOOR for me... and I am going to tell YOUR HEART... ONCE the Door OPENS... I have placed a SOFT COTTONS at the bottom of me GLASS EMPTY JAR... for Your Heart can jump into... I am going to take this Jar too... Please Open the Door... SO that YOUR Heart HEART heart Heart can Jump into this EMPTY GLASS JAR... I want to tell Your Heart... Tell YOUR heart Thousand times Plus... I Love YOU... I want to see ME HEART beat again... Only way MY heart can come alive.. and stay Alive is the beating of the beat of Me Heart Heart... WHY can your heart trust me that I will catch YOUR heart... I am holding this Empty Glass jar to keep YOU safe.. so If you open the DOOR.. you can tell Your Heart Heart Heart Heart to JUMP... I will catch YOUR HEART and WILL keep HER SAFE... If the DOOR is close... TELL ME... WHO do You LOVE... is it a secret??... then if it is Not... tell Me WHO do YOU LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE... if you are not loving Anyone... can YOU make Me a room.. SO that I can first Love YOU so that YOU can tell me that YOU love me TOO... I want Your Love... I want Your Love... I need Your Love Love.. I need and want Your Love Love Love Love... then tell me.. WHO do you love... SO.. I can say Your heart is Open to receive LOVE.. IF your heart wants to receive Love.. PLEASE open the DOOR.. open and Push your heart so that It can come into this Empty Glass Jar.. I will catch.. and Keep it safe.. and I will start with GIVE YOU HEART ME LOVE LOVE... I love YOU... YES I Love YOU... I will start your heart On fire so that Me heart can beat again... I love YOU.. The best.. Number One.. I am sitting down by the Shore... watching the Sunset... waves of water rushing IN and Out... Next To me Sits Me Little Heart Heart... One hand is a Bottle... I would take a CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG.. the Other Hand I am holding YOUR picture... Why are you so Beautiful... Whenever I take a Look at the Picture of You... Me Heart Heart... wants to Cry... it leaves me speechless... YOU are so breathe taking Beautiful... I can't breathe because YOU are so Beautiful... I take Another CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG of the Bottle... Now I feel so Sad... Because On the Other Hand I look at your Picture... I want to scream because I want to HOLD YOU... I want YOU here with me right Now... I want to see YOU close.. and I want to HOLD YOU.. I want to Hold YOU and Hold YOU.. Hold YOU still... Now I feel like I am missing YOU... missing YOU makes me so Sad... I take another CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG of the Bottle... as I look at the Bottle.. now it is empty... STILL.. in my other hand.. There is Your Picture.. always so Beautiful.. Your smile... OH GOSH GOSH.. and I would say OH WOW!! but makes me so SAD because I am sitting here.. watching the sunset.. sun goes Down.. I am missing YOU... I miss YOU so much.. and I want YOU near.. I want to tell You what ME HEART HEART wants to say TO You.. That I want to say I LOVE YOU... can YOU hear me words Out Loud... can YOU hear the words Out of me Mouth.. that I love YOU... I wish that at least YOU can send me YOUR HEART.. as long as Your heart is here.. I can say it to YOUR HEART.. that I love YOU... as I am sitting.. Me Heart Heart points.. And I look across.. WHAT IS IT?? the Heart heart says.. I wonder why YOU have to be so FAR... WHY do you have to be so Far that I am missing YOU right Now... I am always missing YOU.. and Since I am holding the Picture.. I am thinking about YOU a lot more than I should... I should STOP but I can't.. I can't stop looking at Your Picture because YOU are so Beautiful.. the Heart heart looks at me.. and I look at ME Heart Heart.. I know.. I know what YOU be thinking and feeling.. I do Miss YOU a lot but also LOOKING at your picture.. I just can't take my eyes off of YOU because I want to say something to YOU and TO your Heart.. I love YOU and Yes I miss YOU... please come BACK... Please Come back to Me.. let my arms wrap around YOU.. I want to hold YOU and I want to feel YOUR heart beating.. CAN I hear your heart... I want to hear the Beating so that I know that IT IS YOU... I look at the picture of YOU in one hand.. I would fold IT and put into the empty Bottle.. I have ME a Note and a Pen and wrote on it.. FOLD the Note and put into the Bottle... I look at the waters and tossed the Bottle into the waters... If I keep on looking at your Picture.. I know YOU would drive me crazy... I lie away.. I lie away driving myself Crazy.. Because I am thinking of YOU.. and YES Missing YOU as well... I look at the Bottle in the waters.. I look at me Heart heart.. LOOK at the bottle... What did I write in that Note.. I wrote.. I LOVE YOU and I Miss YOU... YOU drive me crazy because I am thinking of YOU.. YOU are MY beautiful FLower.. my everything.. my forever.. I am sitting and next to Me is the Basket.. Full of Flowers.. I am holding the Glass jar.. Looking down.. It is Empty Glass Jar.. I feel so Sad.. where are YOU.. Where are you My Love.. I miss YOU.. if You are Not with me Right now.. How about Imagining that YOU are Near.. I look down.. my two eyes Closes.. I am sitting.. the Glass jar has a Heart.. It is Your Heart inside.. and I want YOU to come and see.. See me and Your heart.. the Door Opens and I hear the Foot steps and stops.. I am looking down the Glass Jar.. and I say.. I am holding.. Can YOU see that I am holding.. there is a Heart inside.. Am I holding Your Heart.. will you tell me that I am doing the right Thing.. I want to have this Heart.. I want to hold it like this Forever.. Will you let me have Your Heart.. Because I love YOU.. I love YOU and I love Your Heart.. Only my wish is that YOU can give me the answer.. Please tell me that YOU are letting me to Love Your heart.. WILL you accept my Love.. can YOU receive that I want to fall in Love with YOU.. that I can start to love You until Now and Forever.. Please tell me that YOU are truly letting me to love Your Heart.. I am not asking for anything else.. But Only One.. It is Just Your Heart.. Now YOU sit next to me.. Is it really You.. I want Your Heart.. but is it really YOU.. let me have Your Heart.. I want Your Heart so that I can love YOU.. if I can't Love Your Heart.. there is No point of loving YOU.. because I want Your heart first.. Look at this Glass jar.. DO you see what I see.. I see A Heart.. SO beautiful because it is YOU.. Your Heart is so Lovely.. so beautiful.. Let me please Hold Your Heart.. I can't hold Your Heart because it is inside this Glass jar.. That is why I am asking YOU.. can YOU unlock.. give me your Heart.. take Your Heart and give it to Me.. let me please have and hold.. and to Love.. I am only asking YOU for a Permission so that I can love your heart.. why won't YOU let me Hold Your Heart.. WHY is there a wall between us.. why can't you Unlock so that YOU can give me your heart yourself.. Why do I have to just sit here and only thing I can do is looking through this Glass.. I do not want to look through this glass.. I don't want to just hold this Glass jar.. Do you know that I am much more driven then this.. that I want more.. I want more of it then just this.. I want the whole.. Your Heart.. if YOU know my intentions.. if you know how much I love You.. is it because YOU don't love me.. is it because YOU don't trust me.. is it because I am a stranger who only gives you that distance vibe.. BUT I am not like that.. you should know that I can be tender and very loving.. I can love you better than anyone else.. I can love you where YOU will say I do.. only if you can give me a chance.. give me a chance so that I can prove to you I am much more than this.. I see YOU stand Up.. I just can't believe.. are you leaving Me.. did I say something wrong that made you feel like you want to walk away from me.. why are you leaving when YOU came this close.. please don't go.. I have been waiting for you all this time.. and Now you want to leave.. you want to open that door and walk off from me.. then tell me what did I say that wants to make you leave.. I only want your heart.. why do you have to make it this hard on me.. don't go.. please don't go because I love you.. I grab Your hand.. Please.. don't go.
hand away.. I see you open the door and walks away.. My Hand beats my Chest.. and Hits and hits.. WHY do you leave me.. I was so close right.. but I know that being close is nothing because this is what I get.. I want YOU.. I want Your heart.. Give me a chance.. YOU don't even give me a chance to love you.. then WHY do you have to push me away.. make me ache.. WHY.. I am hurt.. WHY.. I am hurting right Now.. WHY do you hurt me for.. I am only asking for One thing.. Just Your Heart.. DID I ever ask for YOUR love.. but if you just leave your heart with me.. at least I can try to revive Your Heart so that YOUR HEART can say something.. I just can't believe You are gone.. WHY do you have to hurt Me for.. WHY am I such a Fool.. all I need is Your Heart.. I open My two eyes.. I look down.. I only see the empty Glass Jar.. I am going to feel it with my tears.. I want Your heart.. I need your heart.. As I am sitting Down.. Holding the Glass Jar.. My tears starts to run down.. DRIP DRIP DRIP DRIP.. hits and goes inside the Glass Jar.. My tears are telling me that I am missing YOU.. that I love YOU and I only want YOU.. I need you and I want Your Heart.. WHY did you have to leave.. bring such and the Door Opens.. The doctor looks at the Empty Glass jar.. and sees My tear drops.. It is because I want to tell YOU.. I love YOU.. and that I am so Sorry for Loving YOU.. WHY am I so Sorry.. Before the Sun Flowers get to YOU.. WHO knows where I would Be.. I want to tell YOU.. without YOU.. I feel my heart falling apart.. I feel like I cannot go without YOU.. I need YOU.. I want you.. But I want YOU to Love Me.. When WILL you love Me.. Will you ever Love Me.. I am wondering.. Pondering as I stop.. Looking down.. I see a Sun Flower.. I look at the Sun Flower looking at me.. and I whisper.. TELL Her.. Tell YOU.. I love YOU.. and I be missing YOU just too much.. As I would walk with the basket in my hands.. and I stop.. There is a Window Glass in front of me.. and I look.. at the distance I see YOU.. My heart.. WILL you stop Pounding Hard inside.. WILL you please Stop Beating.. Will you Stop.. I put one hand in my Chest.. WHAT is going inside of me Chest.. I feel my Heart.. it would Not stop beating.. it keeps ON beating.. I ask.. MY hand taps lightly to Stop.. But my eyes keeps ON looking at you from the distance.. I am losing my breathe.. I can't stop looking.. My eyes would not Stop.. It hurts inside so much.. I am aching in my Heart.. WHY am I hurting so Bad.. WHY can't my Heart just stop.. I try to control myself.. But my Heart just keeps On beating.. YOU take My Breathe Away.. YOU take My Breathe away.. I can't breathe.. I want my Heart to Stop beating.. Because it just hurts looking at YOU.. YOU are so Beautiful.. WHY are you so Beautiful.. I wish that I can have YOU because.. YOU be looking so Good.. If I can't have you.. I rather want My Heart to stop Beating.. at least I do not need to breathe.. If I lose my breathe.. then there is NO life in me.. No more suffering in this pain.. this pain attack of wanting YOU so Bad.. wanting to Love YOU.. I want my heart to crack.. to Stop.. TO stop beating.. to stop moving so that I do not have to suffer loving YOU for too long.. I am looking at YOU.. and from the distance.. I put one hand on the Glass Window.. Asking.. WILL you come a little Closer.. Please come.. I want to see YOU a bit Closer.. I want to show YOU something.. to tell YOU something.. to whisper into your ears.. to tell YOU.. How much I have missed YOU.. I have missed you so much that I wanted to keep on crying.. crying for missing YOU.. and wanting to see YOU so Bad.. I want to give you a basket.. Inside this Basket there is A lot of Flowers.. waiting to tell YOU something.. to tell YOU.. each has its expression that comes from my heart.. that I want to give YOU one by One.. to tell YOU through the giving.. I love YOU.. One Sun flower.. if this One Sun flower do not make you Smile.. How about two Sun Flowers.. Until Each Sun Flower is given to YOU.. maybe by the last One.. the last Sun Flower may do its magic.. TO see YOU Smile.. and that smile means everything to me.. tells me.. at least.. A flower can make you smile.. IF I cannot make you smile.. But bring tears and sadness to YOU.. How about the Sun Flowers.. they are only to show YOU.. to tell YOU My heart.. My heart saying.. I love YOU.. I am looking through the Window Glass.. I am only looking at YOU from the distance.. WHY are you keeping the distance.. apart.. WHY don't you come a little closer.. I want to see YOUR beautiful Face.. I want to take a Picture of YOU.. so I can keep YOU in my heart.. Not scaring you away.. But close to MY heart.. Please come Closer.. I want to show YOU something.. I want to tell YOU something.. to let YOU know something from my heart.. I am sitting On the Cliff.. Looking at your Picture.. I am weeping.. Sobbing.. my tears flowing down.. hitting your Picture.. I want to see YOU.. I want to feel YOU.. I want to touch YOU.. hold you near.. I want to feel the warmth.. how about hearing your heart beat.. will it be the same sound as Mine.. My hand hitting my Chest.. DOK DOK DOK DOK.. Why do I have to miss YOU.. I want to see YOU near.. why do YOU have to be so far.. WHY can't you understand my heart.. why can't YOU see right through me.. I want YOU.. I want YOU near.. I need YOU near me.. looking at your Picture.. I just can't stop looking at your picture.. It is killing me deep side of being so far away.. tell me WHY can't you be near.. Do you not feel the same as I am.. can you not see what I am going through.. WHY is it that I am dealing with this So much.. WHY do I have to feel this way about you.. I look down.. on the side there is the Bottle.. the Top is already Opened. One hand holding Your Picture.. I miss YOU.. I miss YOU right Now.. I want to be with YOU.. I want YOU on my side for ever.. I want to Love YOU.. How can I love you if there is a Distance from us.. and Only thing that I can say is That I miss YOU all the time.. the Other hand grabs the Bottle.. I open my mouth.. Chug Chug Chug Chug.. On the other side is the basket.. with Dozen of Sun Flowers.. AM I going to be like these Flowers next to me.. They are dying slowly.. and this is How I feel inside.. because I cannot be with YOU.. But I do.. I do want to be with YOU.. I want to give you all these Flowers.. every day I can fill up the basket full of Flowers.. to tell YOU.. and I speak into these Sun Flowers.. I love You.. I will whisper to each one as I am handing down One to YOU.. THIS IS because I love YOU.. I grab the Bottle.. Open my Mouth Wide.. CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG.. I place the Bottle Down.. I want YOU.. looking at the Moon.. CAN YOU Please tell HER.. tell Her How Much I love YOU.. look.. I am sitting on this Cliff.. with these Flowers.. These flowers so not belong to me.. but it belongs to someone else.. it belongs To you.. Holding UP.. I am looking at Your Picture.. YOU are so Beautiful.. Like these SUN FLOWERS in the basket.. YOU are so beautiful.. and YOU are so Lovely.. but what More can I do.. I feel so useless and worthless because all I can do is tell YOU.. I love YOU.. but that is the only thing I can say to YOU.. I grab the Bottle in my hand.. Open my Mouth wide.. CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG.. And put the Bottle down.. When will this be Over.. when will I stop missing YOU.. I want to be bold.. I want to have courage to say.. and to tell YOU.. how much I love YOU.. I want to hold YOUR hand.. Hold it tight and Kiss Your Lip in the moon light.. and I want to wrap my arms around YOU and letting YOU get close.. I want to hear your heart beat pounding and beating for me.. just the way YOU are able to feel and hear mine.. I want to hold your hand.. letting you know that Once I grab hold on.. I will never let YOU go.. I am aching Inside.. I just can't take it anymore.. and I am hurting right Now.. I want to be with Her.. and you can see that I am sick.. dying inside.. Can you please give me some Pills.. maybe these Pills can help me to calm me down.. feels like a storm inside of me.. waves crashes into my Own Heart.. The Doctor walks closer and stops.. I am so sorry that I am showing this side of me.. I have been loving her for a Long Time.. I have been waiting and waiting but I hear no answers.. I do not hear any words but is it just me.. am I going crazy.. am I going nuts.. I am wondering what is wrong with me.. WHAT IS wrong with my Heart.. why is my Heart Acting up like this.. I came here to get me a treatment.. so that I can heal from this pain.. pain of loving for a Long time.. HOW long.. How Long do I must Love.. How long do I must wait.. Tell me doctor.. How long does it last for Love to Stop.. Can YOU do something.. can you help my Heart to stop the beatings inside of me.. as long as My heart keeps on beating.. I know I be still loving her.. I love YOU my Love.. I love You
I came here so that I can put Her heart inside.. so that I can take this Glass jar home.. so that I can start loving Her Heart.. can you show me where I can get Her Heart.. Help me to put her Heart inside her.. Even if she is Not with me.. but her Heart.. at least that I know that she will come close.. so Doctor.. Help me to find her Heart.. Help me to find her heart.. where are YOU My Love.. Where are YOU.. I want Your Heart.. I need Your heart.. so there is a step closer for you to come near me.. the Doctor sits next to Me.. and I look down the Glass Jar.. I see a heart.. Now I am very very confused.. I am wondering whose heart is this.. is this Your Heart.. I am holding.. and there is a heart.. I turn to look at the doctor.. Whose heart is this.. Is this Your Heart.. or is it my Heart.. I don't want to hold My Heart.. I want to hold Your Heart.. but whose heart is this.. tell Me.. is this Your Heart.. I lift UP the Glass jar.. Whose Heart are YOU.. did YOU come from me or is it YOU.. I turn to look at the doctor.. I just can't believe.. I see YOU.. I love YOU.. Is it really YOU.. tell me that this is a Dream comes True.. can I tell YOU this.. I love YOU.. How can YOU be a doctor.. OH YEAH.. I am the One with the problem.. the Problem is that I want Your heart.. SO did you come to tell me that YOU are giving me Your heart.. then whose Heart am I holding right Now.. I want your heart.. I need Your Heart.. I love your Heart.. I look at Your.. who is sitting next to me.. If this is my Heart inside this Glass Jar.. will YOU take it with YOU.. can we switch.. Can YOU Give me your heart.. I want YOU.. but I want Your Heart too.. I want everything about YOU.. I want YOU as whole.. as the One who I love.. I want to tell YOU that YOU are the best has happened to me.. why did you take so long to show Up now.. WHY did you not come closer before.. why couldn't I tell YOU these words of Mine from the heart.. that I love YOU.. why did YOU take so Long.. I been through a lot just to wait for YOU to get to me now.. I been waiting.. I have been waiting over and over.. Been waiting time and time again for this day.. WHY am I holding this Glass Jar with a heart.. YOU did not answer my question.. WHOSE Heart is this.. Whose heart.. Am I holding My Heart.. there is NO need for me to be doing that.. I am sick and tired of holding my heart.. Please give me Your heart.. Give me your heart.. SO that I can take Your Heart with me and I can love Your heart.. I will speak to your heart.. I will even sing To your heart.. I will kiss.. and keep on kissing your heart and tell Your Heart.. I love You.. I love YOU.. I love you.. I will never stop loving YOU but keep on loving YOU.. even you can get sick and tired of me telling your heart.. I love you.. but I will say I love you over and over again.. I look.. two hands holds the Glass Jar.. and I see YOU holding the glass jar with the heart.. my tears starts to fall down from my eyes.. Is this real.. are you holding My Heart.. are you accepting my heart.. are you receiving my Love.. can I keep on loving YOU and tell YOU how Much I love you.. will YOU not get tired of me keep telling YOU that I love you.. but I do truly love YOU.. as I look.. YOU grab a Glass jar.. Inside is a heart.. has Bow on the top.. and YOU put it into my lap.. and my arms wrap around it.. I can't breathe.. I can't even speak.. leaving me speechless.. are you sure you want to do this.. are you really giving me this Heart.. is this Your Heart.. am I holding Your heart.. tell me that this is real and that this is true.. I look down.. I smile.. and I say.. I love YOU.. looking down.. I look at your heart.. I say.. I love YOU.. I love your heart.. so beautiful.. can I touch Your heart.. How about the Bow on top.. can I touch Your heart.. can I feel how Your heart Feels.. why do I love Your Heart.. why do YOU keep On making me to Love Your heart.. so beautiful.. WHY are you so beautiful.. so beautiful that Word get clutter from my lips.. I am wondering if this is Only an Imagination.. is it only me who is dreaming or wishing because I want this dreams.. this wish to come true.. I want Your Heart.. it can have a tiny bow too.. be so cute and lovely but no matter what.. I will Love Your heart.. keep On loving YOUR HEART whatever you put.. as long as it is YOUR HEART.. I will love YOU.. I will love your heart and will never stop but keep on loving you.. I see you.. the Doctor get UP.. holding the glass jar and walking off.. Opens the Door and disappears.. I am sitting down.. my two eyes looks down.. next to me is the basket with full Flowers.. the Sun Flowers.. I am looking down.. the Glass jar is empty.. I see NO heart.. I just want You here.. All I want is Your Heart.. give me Your heart because I want it.. I am walking.. And I stop.. Start to walk again.. Holding a basket.. Walking and I stop.. One hand is A Flower.. Looking at the Flower.. My Lip slides to smile.. I put the Flower into the basket.. Other hand is holding.. I look and I am thinking Of YOU.. I want to give YOU this Flower.. Now with many flowers inside the Basket.. I am looking at the Dozen of Flowers in the Basket.. I want to give you this basket.. Full of Flowers.. It is Me Sunflowers.. I want to see YOU smile.. I want to tell YOU.. when I look at these Flowers.. Picking them in the Field.. One by One as I pick up to put into the basket.. I want to get Close to That Heart and see.. I want to Smell Your Heart.. I Smile looking At My Heart.. What You just told Me.. those words YOU have spoken is the Way I truly Feel Inside.. My hand touch My Chest.. DO you see My hand touching.. It is Right here.. This is How I feel.. truly Feel IN my Heart about Your Heart.. I turn to Look at the Big Glass Jar.. YOUR HEART.. It is Your Heart inside.. I am wondering.. There is a Glass.. the Only Glass that is Putting the distance between YOU and Your Heart.. How can I reach for That Heart.. What am I suppose to DO.. I been sitting down here.. thinking seems like it never has done anything for me.. ALL I am doing is thinking.. Wondering and asking.. Just Questions after another Questions.. But the Answer seems not in my favor.. Me Heart Heart keeps ON looking.. WHY is it so Hard to get to that Heart.. I want that Heart though.. How Long must I wait for something to happen.. I want to touch that Heart.. I want to feel that Heart.. How about holding Your Heart.. I want to hold unto that Heart.. I want to hold and tell the Heart.. I have been waiting.. and Have been waiting to Love You.. But Oh How Long Must I wait.. are you going to tell me until I am 60 years Old.. How about 70 years old.. How about 100 years old.. will I even have the strength to even walk By that Time.. Will I be holding a Glass Jar but it be empty.. laying beside a grave stone still be wishing and Only Missing Your Heart.. I want to be near to YOU and have you forever Mine.. am I asking for something impossible on my part.. I am asking because ALL I want to do is to Love You and Love Your Heart.. Me Heart Heart Looks at me.. I am looking at the Big Glass jar.. LOOKING at Your Heart.. me Heart Heart says.. DO you think that Your Heart hears your words.. Maybe the Heart can't hear YOU.. and I turn to Look at Me Heart Heart.. as long as I love You.. it does not matter where the Words goes.. but.. I believe.. Love.. YOUR Heart knows what Love truly is.. and knows how much I love You.. DOK DOK DOK DOK.. Please open the door.. I want to Hold YOU and HUG You near.. I Am standing out here.. the Wind starts to blow.. I hear the trees and the leaves be swinging.. Let me speak to YOUR HEART.. IF you do not want to see me and show YOUR FACE.. then at least open the door with a PEEK.. SEND your heart Out to me.. I will tell YOUR heart everything that ME HEART wish to spill and pour into YOUR HEART.. ME hand... DOK DOK DOK DOK... I want to see YOU.. Because I miss Your Beautiful Lovely Pretty face... SHOW me your CHARM and the Beautiful Flower YOU are.. ME hand... DOK DOK DOK DOK.. SHOW me... I miss YOU... I MISS YOU.. I miss you Now.. I miss YOU right Now.. I am over here missing YOU SO bad.. at least SHOW ME A PEEK of YOU.. Please OPEN the door for me.. SO that at least I can smile.. Me hand DOK DOK DOK DOK.. I love YOU... I love YOU so.. I love you Now.. I love you right Now.. I want to see YOU SO SO bad.. LET me see YOU so that I can hold you.. and hear YOU and see Your heart.. I want to see Your heart Heart.. SHOW ME PLEASE.. ME hand... DOK DOK DOK DOK.. CHAM.. this door never seems to open.. I LOOK DOWN.. ME LITTLE HEART HEART looks UP.. are YOU not knocking Me heart Heart.. why doesn't this door Open.. it is because YOU are Not knocking it right.. I turn.. I am going to go and bring me a BIG LOG.. maybe the LOG I carry will have the strength and Power to knock it down.. The Little HEART HEART looks at me.. IF YOU LOVE.. be patient.. and be Tenderly loving.. JUST BE PATIENT and WAIT.. me hand.. DOK DOK DOK DOK.. I love YOU.. I miss YOU.. I MISS YOU.. I MISS YOU.. I love YOU.. Sorry because I love YOU.. SORRY because I miss YOU.. I want to see YOU.. because YOU are the world Best.. because when I see YOU.. I can fall asleep.. and I know I can go
Love YOU.. AM I wrong to just love YOU and hold YOU.. I want to keep ON LOVING YOU.. JUST LOVE YOU.. because YOU are my everything.. My forever Love.. Oink Oink.. Why can't you Open this Door for Me... I am here with me Little Heart heart.. ME hand grabs the Knob.. twist to left to right.. It is Locked.. and STILL I can't Open this Door... Me hand.. DOK DOK DOK DOK... Can you please.. Please Open the Door.. I am missing YOU.. I am watching the SUN goes down.. and It is getting Pretty Chilly Out here.. Me hand.. DOK DOK DOK DOK.. I need to see YOUR HEART... CAN you please open the DOOR so that I can tell YOUR HEART.. IF I can hear the Beating of Your Heart.. I think I can breathe Again... I can Live again and Can Hear me Heart Heart.. The Beating of Me Heart Heart will Light UP the sky... Me hand... DOK DOK DOK DOK.. TELL your heart.. I need TO see Your Heart.. I want to Hold Your Heart.. I can't believe this is happening.. BUT what has happened is that I.. ME HEART HEART loves YOU.. Where are YOU.. Where are you My Love.. I miss YOU.. if You are Not with me Right now.. How about Imagining that YOU are Near.. I look down.. my two eyes Closes.. I am sitting.. the Glass jar has a Heart.. It is Your Heart inside.. and I want YOU to come and see.. I am sitting and next to Me is the Basket.. Full of Flowers.. I am holding the Glass jar.. Looking down.. It is Empty Glass Jar.. I feel so Sad.. See me and Your heart.. the Door Opens and I hear the Foot steps and stops.. I am looking down the Glass Jar.. and I say.. I am holding.. Can YOU see that I am holding.. there is a Heart inside.. Am I holding Your Heart.. will you tell me that I am doing the right Thing.. I want to have this Heart.. I want to hold it like this Forever.. Will you let me have Your Heart.. Because I love YOU.. I love YOU and I love Your Heart.. Only my wish is that YOU can give me the answer.. Please tell me that YOU are letting me to Love Your heart.. WILL you accept my Love.. can YOU receive that I want to fall in Love with YOU.. that I can start to love You until Now and Forever.. Please tell me that YOU are truly letting me to love Your Heart.. I am not asking for anything else.. But Only One.. It is Just Your Heart.. Now YOU sit next to me.. Is it really You.. I want Your Heart.. but is it really YOU.. let me have Your Heart.. I want Your Heart so that I can love YOU.. if I can't Love Your Heart.. there is No point of loving YOU.. because I want Your heart first.. Look at this Glass jar.. DO you see what I see.. I see A Heart.. SO beautiful because it is YOU.. Your Heart is so Lovely.. so beautiful.. Let me please Hold Your Heart.. I can't hold Your Heart because it is inside this Glass jar.. That is why I am asking YOU.. can YOU unlock.. give me your Heart.. take Your Heart and give it to Me.. let me please have and hold.. and to Love.. I am only asking YOU for a Permission so that I can love your heart.. why won't YOU let me Hold Your Heart.. WHY is there a wall between us.. why can't you Unlock so that YOU can give me your heart yourself.. Why do I have to just sit here and only thing I can do is looking through this Glass.. I do not want to look through this glass.. I don't want to just hold this Glass jar.. Do you know that I am much more driven then this.. that I want more.. I want more of it then just this.. I want the whole.. Your Heart.. if YOU know my intentions.. if you know how much I love You.. is it because YOU don't love me.. is it because YOU don't trust me.. is it because I am a stranger who only gives you that distance vibe.. BUT I am not like that.. you should know that I can be tender and very loving.. I can love you better than anyone else.. I can love you where YOU will say I do.. only if you can give me a chance.. give me a chance so that I can prove to you I am much more than this.. I see YOU stand Up.. I just can't believe.. are you leaving Me.. did I say something wrong that made you feel like you want to walk away from me.. why are you leaving when YOU came this close.. please don't go.. I have been waiting for you all this time.. and Now you want to leave.. you want to open that door and walk off from me.. then tell me what did I say that wants to make you leave.. How happy would YOU make me feel if I was that Flower.. holding close and smelling.. I would grab YOUR nose and kiss the tip and say.. This is How you truly make me Feel.. so Loved.. and So Loved over and over.. Loved over again.. I put my hand down.. the Rain suddenly changes and falls lightly.. What would happen if I get sick.. Would you miss me if I catch a flu.. a cold.. if something happens to me.. would you miss me.. sometimes I wonder because I miss YOU.. I want to be with YOU right now.. I want to hold YOU.. grab Your hand.. I would be so happy just the fact YOU be near.. being a Distance from me is No joke because I miss YOU.. I can't stop but just missing YOU lately.. YOU are my everything.. YOU are my world.. YOU are my star.. YOU are my angel.. also YOU are the Flower.. the Sun Flower I see in you.. But most of all.. YOU are my everything.. Loving YOU makes me so happy because there is No cost of just loving YOU.. I would see the rain stop.. and I see the Sun comes UP.. unfolding the umbrella.. I would see YOU stand Up.. wait.. Wait!! DO you not see that I am here.. I am right here waiting For YOU.. Why are YOU getting UP.. and where are YOU going.. I see you placing the Sun Flower into the Basket.. and Our eyes meet for the first time.. I am wondering.. if YOU know that I am the One who brought those Sun Flowers and that basket.. Why are you just leaving without taking them with YOU.. I have brought those Flowers for YOU.. I am giving YOU my Heart.. I put so much Heart and soul into those Sun Flowers and Now.. Why are you leaving without taking Them.. Wait!! don't go.. please don't go.. Before YOU go at least here My Words Out.. and I stand UP on two feet.. I stretch out my arm.. MY Hand.. Wait.. Wait.. where are YOU going.. Please stop for a second.. and I open my Mouth.. can YOU please stop and wait.. I see YOU standing there.. I have brought those for YOU.. They are Your Sun Flowers.. take the basket and the Sun Flowers with YOU.. It is From my Heart.. will YOU please accept those Flowers.. the reason WHY I have chosen those flowers.. YOU make me the Most happiest because YOU are so Beautiful.. YOU are more beautiful then Those Flowers.. they cannot compare with Your beauty but still.. Those Flowers are pretty pretty pretty pretty right.. they remind me of YOU each time I see a Sun Flower.. so bright and so Beautiful.. makes a person smile and keep on smiling.. As I started to walk closer to YOU.. I see You start to walking the Other way.. and I stop.. watching YOU walk and walk.. I see a distance as I see Your Figure disappear.. Holding the Glass Jar.. My tears starts to run down.. DRIP DRIP DRIP DRIP.. hits and goes inside the Glass Jar.. My tears are telling me that I am missing YOU.. that I love YOU and I only want YOU.. I need you and I want Your Heart.. WHY did you have to leave.. bring such and the Door Opens.. The doctor looks at the Empty Glass jar.. and sees My tear drops.. I am aching Inside.. I just can't take it anymore.. and I am hurting right Now.. I want to be with Her.. and you can see that I am sick.. dying inside.. Can you please give me some Pills.. maybe these Pills can help me to calm me down.. feels like a storm inside of me.. waves crashes into my Own Heart.. The Doctor walks closer and stops.. I am so sorry that I am showing this side of me.. I have been loving her for a Long Time.. I have been waiting and waiting but I hear no answers.. I do not hear any words but is it just me.. am I going crazy.. am I going nuts.. I am wondering what is wrong with me.. WHAT IS wrong with my Heart.. why is my Heart Acting up like this.. I came here to get me a treatment.. so that I can heal from this pain.. pain of loving for a Long time.. HOW long.. How Long do I must Love.. How long do I must wait.. Tell me doctor.. How long does it last for Love to Stop.. Can YOU do something.. can you help my Heart to stop the beatings inside of me.. as long as My heart keeps on beating.. I know I be still loving her.. I love YOU my Love.. I love You.. I want her to know.. even through all this time.. I don't give up that easily.. I just don't give up.. I won't give up because I want her heart.. But doctor.. DO you see this Glass Jar.. Look through this Glass.. I don't see a Heart.. I came here so that I can put Her heart inside.. so that I can take this Glass jar home.. so that I can start loving Her Heart.. can you show me where I can get Her Heart.. Help me to put her Heart inside her.. Even if she is Not with me.. but her Heart.. at least that I know that she will come close.. so Doctor.. Help me to find her Heart.. Help me to find her heart.. where are YOU My Love.. Where are YOU.. I want Your Heart.. I need Your heart.. so there is a step closer for you to come near me.. the Doctor sits next to Me.. and I look down the Glass Jar.. I see a heart.. Now I am very very confused.. I am wondering whose heart is this.. is this Your Heart.. I am holding.. and there is a heart.. I turn to look at the doctor.. Whose heart is this.. Is this Your Heart.. or is it my Heart.. I don't want to hold My Heart.. I want to hold Your Heart.. but whose heart is this.. tell Me.. is this Your Heart.. I lift UP the Glass jar.. Whose Heart are YOU.. did YOU come from me or is it YOU.. I turn to look at the doctor.. I just can't believe.. I see YOU.. I love YOU.. Is it really YOU..
are giving me Your heart.. then whose Heart am I holding right Now.. I want your heart.. I need Your Heart.. I love your Heart.. I look at Your.. who is sitting next to me.. If this is my Heart inside this Glass Jar.. will YOU take it with YOU.. can we switch.. Can YOU Give me your heart.. I want YOU.. but I want Your Heart too.. I want everything about YOU.. I want YOU as whole.. as the One who I love.. I want to tell YOU that YOU are the best has happened to me.. why did you take so long to show Up now.. WHY did you not come closer before.. why couldn't I tell YOU these words of Mine from the heart.. that I love YOU.. why did YOU take so Long.. I been through a lot just to wait for YOU to get to me now.. I been waiting.. I have been waiting over and over.. Been waiting time and time again for this day.. WHY am I holding this Glass Jar with a heart.. YOU did not answer my question.. WHOSE Heart is this.. Whose heart.. Am I holding My Heart.. there is NO need for me to be doing that.. I am sick and tired of holding my heart.. Please give me Your heart.. Give me your heart.. SO that I can take Your Heart with me and I can love Your heart.. I will speak to your heart.. I will even sing To your heart.. I will kiss.. and keep on kissing your heart and tell Your Heart.. I love You.. I love YOU.. I love you.. I will never stop loving YOU but keep on loving YOU.. even you can get sick and tired of me telling your heart.. I love you.. but I will say I love you over and over again.. I look.. two hands holds the Glass Jar.. and I see YOU holding the glass jar with the heart.. my tears starts to fall down from my eyes.. Is this real.. are you holding My Heart.. are you accepting my heart.. are you receiving my Love.. can I keep on loving YOU and tell YOU how Much I love you.. will YOU not get tired of me keep telling YOU that I love you.. but I do truly love YOU.. as I look.. YOU grab a Glass jar.. Inside is a heart.. has Bow on the top.. and YOU put it into my lap.. and my arms wrap around it.. I can't breathe.. I can't even speak.. leaving me speechless.. are you sure you want to do this.. are you really giving me this Heart.. is this Your Heart.. am I holding Your heart.. tell me that this is real and that this is true.. I look down.. I smile.. and I say.. I love YOU.. looking down.. I look at your heart.. I say.. I love YOU.. I love your heart.. so beautiful.. can I touch Your heart.. How about the Bow on top.. can I touch Your heart.. can I feel how Your heart Feels.. why do I love Your Heart.. why do YOU keep On making me to Love Your heart.. so beautiful.. WHY are you so beautiful.. so beautiful that Word get clutter from my lips.. I am wondering if this is Only an Imagination.. is it only me who is dreaming or wishing because I want this dreams.. this wish to come true.. I want Your Heart.. it can have a tiny bow too.. be so cute and lovely but no matter what.. I will Love Your heart.. keep On loving YOUR HEART whatever you put.. as long as it is YOUR HEART.. I will love YOU.. I will love your heart and will never stop but keep on loving you.. I see you.. the Doctor get UP.. holding the glass jar and walking off.. Opens the Door and disappears.. I am sitting down.. my two eyes looks down.. next to me is the basket with full Flowers.. the Sun Flowers... I am looking down.. the Glass jar is empty.. I see NO heart.. I just want You here.. All I want is Your Heart.. give me Your heart because I want it.. I am walking.. And I stop.. Start to walk again.. Holding a basket.. Walking and I stop.. One hand is A Flower.. Looking at the Flower.. My Lip slides to smile.. I put the Flower into the basket.. Other hand is holding.. I look and I am thinking Of YOU.. I want to give YOU this Flower.. Now with many flowers inside the Basket.. I am looking at the Dozen of Flowers in the Basket.. I want to give you this basket.. Full of Flowers.. It is Me Sunflowers.. I want to see YOU smile.. I want to tell YOU.. when I look at these Flowers.. Picking them in the Field.. One by One as I pick up to put into the basket.. It is because I want to tell YOU.. I love YOU.. and that I am so Sorry for Loving YOU.. WHY am I so Sorry.. Before the Sun Flowers get to YOU.. WHO knows where I would Be.. I want to tell YOU.. without YOU.. I feel my heart falling apart.. I feel like I cannot go without YOU.. I need YOU.. I want you.. But I want YOU to Love Me.. When WILL you love Me.. Will you ever Love Me.. I am wondering.. Pondering as I stop.. Looking down.. I see a Sun Flower.. I look at the Sun Flower looking at me.. and I whisper.. TELL Her.. Tell YOU.. I love YOU.. and I be missing YOU just too much.. As I would walk with the basket in my hands.. and I stop.. There is a Window Glass in front of me.. and I look.. at the distance I see YOU.. My heart.. WILL you stop Pounding Hard inside.. WILL you please Stop Beating.. Will you Stop.. I put one hand in my Chest.. WHAT is going inside of me Chest.. I feel my Heart.. it would Not stop beating.. it keeps ON beating.. I ask.. MY hand taps lightly to Stop.. But my eyes keeps ON looking at you from the distance.. I am losing my breathe.. I can't stop looking.. My eyes would not Stop.. It hurts inside so much.. I am aching in my Heart.. WHY am I hurting so Bad.. WHY can't my Heart just stop.. I try to control myself.. But my Heart just keeps On beating.. YOU take My Breathe Away.. YOU take My Breathe away.. I can't breathe.. I want my Heart to Stop beating.. Because it just hurts looking at YOU.. YOU are so Beautiful.. WHY are you so Beautiful.. I wish that I can have YOU because.. YOU be looking so Good.. If I can't have you.. I rather want My Heart to stop Beating.. at least I do not need to breathe.. If I lose my breathe.. then there is NO life in me.. No more suffering in this pain.. this pain attack of wanting YOU so Bad.. wanting to Love YOU.. I want my heart to crack.. to Stop.. TO stop beating.. to stop moving so that I do not have to suffer loving YOU for too long.. Why are you Leaving Me? Why can't YOU stay here with Me and WHY do you must go.. I am sitting down.. Holding the Empty Glass Jar.. Please don't go.. Stay here with me.. I turn my Head looking towards the Door.. WHY are you breaking my Heart.. Don't you know that I love you.. I never stopped Loving YOU and You were so Close.. YOU even came Out and even Sat Next to me.. if you have come this Far and suddenly YOU are telling me that YOU have to go.. at least you could of told me where YOU were going.. Now.. Now.. I just can't Stop thinking of YOU.. I can't get rid of YOU off my Mind.. I can't find an eraser.. If you were to go.. YOU could of left an Eraser so that At least I could of erased YOU off my mind.. NOW you have put something Inside my Head and it sank deep into my Soul and My Heart.. WHY did YOU have to Go.. WHY did you even come out and Now.. Look at me.. I am here dying inside my Heart.. Inside my Soul.. and only thing that is left behind is YOU.. I am looking down.. Looking at the Empty Glass jar.. Where is the heart.. where is Your Heart.. I thought for a Moment I saw Your Heart inside this Glass jar but Now.. I do not see a Heart.. Please.. Wait wait.. Give me Your Heart.. YOU can go.. Only please Leave your heart behind.. Leave your heart with me.. I will take good care and I will always Love Your Heart.. I will tell YOUR HEART.. I will never Let You Go and tell Your heart How much I love you.. and have never stopped Loving YOU.. but if YOU can please come back and Just leave Your Heart.. I can at least Know that I still can Love YOU.. by loving Your heart forever.. YOU know how much I want Your Heart.. How Much I need Your Heart.. Care for Your Heart and will tell YOUR HEART.. I will always be here.. waiting For YOU.. I will wait for YOU until the day I die but.. if you can please come back and don't leave me.. Next to me is the Basket.. Full of Dozen of SUN Flowers.. and I turn to look at the Basket.. My hand grabs One Sun Flower.. I put it close to My Nose.. and smell.. OH wow.. this smell.. it is so Sweet.. the smell reminds me of YOU.. smelling so Sweet and also so Beautiful like this Flower.. if you can come back to me.. I can at least show YOU this Sun Flower and can Let you smell what I smell.. so Sweet just like YOU.. but if you want to smell.. YOU needs to come out.. Please come back to me because.. what will YOU do if I start to miss YOU.. if my Heart starts to miss YOU.. and I miss YOU.. how about this Sun Flower.. who is also waiting for YOU.. to show YOU how beautiful and How so Sweet and wants to be sent to YOU.. I want to give you this Sun Flower.. But.. Please come back to me.. Show me Your Face again.. Now I just can't stop but only think of YOU.. YOU drive me Crazy Now.. YOU drive me mad because ever since I saw YOU.. YOU have light up what is inside of me.. YOU have awaken my Heart.. he is asking for YOU.. Knocking at the door of my Chest.. keeps on knocking asking WHO woke HIM UP.. telling me to Tell YOU and Your heart.. I love YOU.. I love YOU.. Please don't go and Please come back.. Come back so that I can at least take one more look before I cry.. YOU are so Beautiful.. You are so Beautiful.. That my Eyes tells me.. I want to cry.. The most beautiful Flower.. the Most beautiful I ever seen.. The most beautiful that there will be no one who is as Beautiful as Your Are.. And Now.. I want to see YOU again.. I am still looking at the door.. Please come back.. Holding UP the Empty Glass jar.. can you not see that I have prepared this for You.. I have been waiting.. It use to be a flower Jar.. a Flower use to grow in this
really happen.. so that When it becomes a full bloom Sun Flower.. I can take it to YOU and tell YOU.. It started out as a seed.. wanted to see it to be a SUN FLOWER.. I wanted to give it to YOU.. the Hard work of years of putting.. and just to show YOU.. you will be the first to take a Look and I wanted to give it as a present to show YOU.. I cared and loved as it is YOU.. I loved my Sun Flower just as much as I love you and wanted to tell YOU.. I love you like this Flower.. But.. YOU have broken my heart.. my heart shattered because I could not see YOU.. For a long time I have been waiting for YOU to come Out.. as I would be waiting by this Door.. the Door never opened.. My Heart started to cry and asked me.. How Long.. How Long Must I be weeping for YOU.. How long must the wait be.. Sitting on this holding the Glass Jar with the Sun Flower.. I would be knocking at the door to give you the first.. I saw seasons come and seasons go.. I would be sitting at the same spot.. And I looked at the Sun Flower.. I asked.. maybe YOU don't love me.. Maybe You will never come Out.. never come UP.. One night.. I started to see the light rain falling from the sky.. Holding the Glass jar with the Sun flower.. I started to cry.. my tears ran down.. and I asked.. I wanted your Love.. I only wanted to see Your Face.. and All I wanted to give you is my Love through this Sun Flower.. as I sat down.. the light rain started to pour down hard.. I would be mourning Loud as the thunder roared and I looked at the Sun Flower.. I am so sorry that YOU don't love me.. I am so sorry for YOU to be waiting like this with me.. and looking at the Sun Flower I saw it crying too.. No one likes to be rejected and Hurt.. No one wants to feel this pain aching.. ALL I wanted is Your to Love me back.. ALL I wanted is for YOU TO at least notice me.. and I yelled Out loud.. and Screamed from my Lungs to the Sun Flower.. I am so Sorry.. I am so Sorry to make you feel this way.. I am so sorry.. My hand grab the stem of the Sun Flower.. I pulled it Out and I started to cry More.. as the Rain flood down on me.. I threw the Sun Flower on the ground.. My hand touch my Chest.. I saw YOU raised UP.. I saw YOU from the seed and Saw you grow up.. My hand hit the chest.. few times.. And I looked Up the sky.. and Screamed OUT Loud of More.. Only thing I wanted is YOU to know how much I love YOU.. I wanted to show you My Heart that this is the way I love you.. to give you a Sun Flower who came from birth and like a SON to me.. I wanted to give you This Flower.. I saw few boys running through the rain.. started to step on the Sun Flower.. and I did not see that Sun Flower any more.. I am looking at this Empty Glass jar.. I just can't believe.. Only if I could of waited few more days.. Only If I had the patient.. I could at least show you this Flower.. ME Sun Flower.. I came back with this Glass jar.. Now Empty and Without the Sun Flower.. But I have a Basket Full of Flowers.. they are the Sun Flowers but I picked them from the field.. I turn to look at the door.. Such a memory of Pain in my heart.. I just could not believe the door finally opened.. DID NOT expect to see YOU.. My heart was robbed.. WHEN YOU came out.. My heart came from sleeping.. and started to Beat On my Chest.. a Heart beat.. Running through my Body.. through my Chest. My Heart started to beat again.. started to beat faster when I saw the door opened and saw YOU stood.. I remember pinching myself to see if it hurts.. am I dreaming.. am I seeing a vision.. What was happening inside my Chest.. WHY was my Heart beating faster and faster.. as you stood There.. I felt the tears of Joy.. Waiting and waiting.. Going to the same spot to sit on this bench.. the same spot for a long time.. just waiting for YOU to open that door.. I saw you walking.. I wanted to drop my Empty Glass jar.. A jump in my heart.. leaping out of nowhere.. and There you were.. the Most beautiful Flower.. the Greatest but the Most Prettiest my eyes ever saw.. I just couldn't breathe.. I felt something got stuck.. When you sat next to me.. I wanted to just fall and faint right in front of you.. I looked at the Empty Glass Jar.. my Heart grew so sad.. If I just waited few more days.. I could given you the SON.. the Sun Flower who came from the seed.. from the birth and could told you.. I have kept this Flower for a long time.. and wanted to give to the right person.. This Sun Flower belongs to YOU because it was all just for YOU.. and wanted to tell YOU by giving this Glass Jar.. I love you.. I was thinking of YOU as I planted.. I was thinking of YOU as I put bowl of waters into the soil.. I was thinking of you as I walked this Out in the front.. watching the SUN and the heat.. I saw the peek of its head.. I saw the stem.. and after few months.. I saw the Sun Flower raised UP.. I was truly thinking of YOU because I was touched by Love.. I wanted to give you this as My Love.. and Only wanted You to notice How much I love you.. AS you sat next to me.. I wanted to cry because It was an Empty Glass jar.. I had dreams and visions of giving as a present.. giving you as my Heart.. whole heart was put into it.. I saw you so Beautiful.. Like this Sun Flower.. as beautiful as You are.. Now I sat down in silent.. only holding the empty glass jar.. BUT.. as I looked at you.. I wanted something from YOU.. how about Your heart.. can YOU put your Heart inside it.. I will place a Sun Flower next to your heart.. I want to see if Your Heart would be moved as I would tell YOU a story about My Love for YOU.. Inspired by Love because of just loving YOU.. Loving you without anything in return.. Just loving YOU because YOU are my Sun Flower.. the Flower who blooms In my heart.. the Flower who makes me sing and dance.. makes me smile when I am so sad or lonely.. But also just to say I love you.. Only because it is YOU who are my Sun Flower.. I saw you get UP.. I wanted your heart.. Please.. tell me that I can have your heart.. I will take good care of her.. Leave me your Heart so that I can share the story of My Sun Flower.. Please.. Don't go.. Don't leave me hanging like this because I want your heart now.. so Don't go.. I grabbed your wrist.. Placing the Empty glass jar on the Bench.. I kneeled.. Please don't go.. my hand holding your Wrist.. stay here with me a little longer.. then.. promise me to leave your heart.. I need YOU.. I need your heart.. I need your Love.. I want Your Love.. I want you.. then If you can accept this heart of mine.. leave your heart.. I grabbed a Sun Flower from the basket and Placed inside the Empty Glass jar.. give me Your heart.. I want it.. I need it.. if YOU must go now.. Then.. My Love.. my Darling.. Leave your heart with me.. I will make Your heart happy.. I will bring the joy into your heart and will love Your heart.. WILL love you all my life.. See.. I pulled your wrist.. You Turned to look.. A Sun Flower.. waiting for your heart.. your other hand pushes my hand off the wrist and I saw YOU walk off.. DOOR opens and it closes.. I hit my Chest.. my hand hits hard my chest.. I can feel my Heart being attacked.. My heart beating.. Wait.. Please.. WHY do you must go.. why do you leave me behind.. I am all yours.. I love you.. I love you More than anything in this world.. baby.. Please come back.. Please don't go.. my two eyes opens.. I am laying on my bed.. I sit UP.. I am missing YOU.. I keep on missing YOU.. I need YOU.. if you know how much I miss YOU.. if you know how much I love you.. why do you have to leave me like this.. WHY Do you hurt me if YOU know I love you.. DO you not want MY Love.. I can love you.. I can always love you.. I can love you where you will find No regrets.. my eyes.. with Tears falls down.. and I start to cry.. All I want is to give you love.. and wants YOU to know How much I want this love and How much Love I can give.. Please don't go.. and come to me.. I walk out of the Room and Stops.. a Big Box in the middle of the room.. On the Floor lays a Picture.. On top of the Big Box is a Ribbon.. and there is a Door.. I walk to the Middle and Stops.. I look down.. grabbing the picture.. It is You.. I stop to breathe In and Out.. My words.. What words should I say about Your Picture.. Leaving me Confused because.. My Heart just can't Beat right.. My eyes wants to jump out.. shivers down my Spine.. brings me Chills all over me because.. YOU are so Beautiful.. I do not know how many times I must tell YOU this.. But BEAUTIFUL.. is the only word.. Why are you so Beautiful.. WHY is this Picture laying On my Floor.. where did this Picture Come from.. I am standing here.. wondering.. I am Not a Photographer.. I do not take pictures and Have never taken a Picture of YOU.. BUT.. Your picture is here.. and has been waiting for me.. I am looking at your Picture.. Why are you so Pretty Pretty.. how is that YOU are so Beautiful.. Oh WOW.. YOU are so Beautiful.. I can kiss Your Lip and say.. YOU are so Beautiful.. leaving me to Lose My Mind.. Your Picture came out of nowhere.. I was heading to go to Eat.. and CHAM.. this Picture.. Out of nowhere.. in the middle of me Room.. it sits here.. I guess wanted to lay down and say.. here.. Look at Me.. and I look at your picture.. I am wondering.. is my Heart going to jump Out of my Chest and run.. I feel something inside.. it is beating.. WHY is my Heart beating.. What is it about YOU.. What have you done to My eyes.. that ran to My Mind and to My Heart.. Now you have awaken me heart.. It is beating.. My Heart is beating faster as I keep On looking at your Picture.. but.. YOU are so Lovely.. YOU are so
어제밤 영통은 즐거웠는데 오늘 브이로그로 초아님과 다시 만나게 더욱 기뻐요. 이번 주는 완전히 행복했어요ㅠㅠ
와 드디어 영통하셨군요😃
영통 부럽네요ㅎㅠㅠ 추카드림다!
@@Ch.EL_D 감사합니다!
@@clover_j 네ㅋㅋㅋ
@@Kang_YaU 정말 너무 부러워요ㅎㅎ 행복한 시간 보내셨다니 왠지 저도 기쁘네요!ㅎㅎ
초아 테니스 복이랑 너무 찰떡이야ㅠㅠ 어쩜 저리 잘 어울려ㅠㅠ
사랑스러워요 ㅠㅠㅠ 무슨옷이든 다 촤어울리고!!!!! 너무 귀엽고 ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ 진짜 오늘도 ㄱㅇㅇ 언니 테니스 늘었어요 ! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 서강대분들 부러워요 🥺🫶🏻
초아언니 테니스복입은 모습 이쁘고 귀엽고 러블리하고 심쿵해요💕
초아님 만큼 사랑스러운 사람 없지
I didn't think Choa would look good with the hat but it emphasized her smile and eyes...and that's always a good thing
초아님 즐거운 주말되세요
My Queen ChoA choose look 1-3 became beautiful tennis pIayer👏🏼🏆
I Happy to see My Queen ChoA join personal or team match. SGTC Fighting!!! 😍❤️👸🏻
Thank you your Iike💯👏🏼👍🏼🎊
일끝나고 잘봣어요!!!!!
옷도 언니도 넘넘 귀여워요😂❤
나두언니랑 테니스하고싶다아앙ㅎㅎㅎㅎ
그리고 어제는행복한시간을 고마워요🫶🏻사랑해요!!
미소님도 영통했나보네여! 부럽다! ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
Cute video. You are always so happy and cheerful doing sports. Glad you were able to play with those students. Keep fighting 🎾!!!
i liked look 2 then 1 and 3. Looks like you had fun. fun to watch
Choa you are very sweet and spontaneous you always make my life happy with your good attitude. Although I don't know you in person I love you your personality is love. 초아 사랑해
아닝 모자 너무 잘 어울려 심쿵해때랑 달라진게 1도 없누 ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ 상큼쁘띠빠띠
언니가 핸디캡이라뇨 언니는 제 캡틴임...💖 진짜 너무너무 사랑스러워요 ‧⁺◟( ᵒ̴̶̷̥́ ·̫ ᵒ̴̶̷̣̥̀ ) 💖💖💖💖
테니스복이 이렇게 사랑스러운 옷인줄 몰랐어요.,.. 정말 뭘 입어도 아름다워요
박사과정 분이 재치있게 말을 잘 하시네용😃
군대에서 초아님 보며 자랐다니ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ😆
I love Choa’s hair 😍😍
심쿵해~♡♡♡
박사님!! 공부도 잘 하시고.. 운동도 잘 하시네요.. ^^
Choa looks really cute in tennis clothes --still love her!
Such a cutie. Thank you so much for existing.
So cute,choa i love you sooooo much!!!I think every Day on you!!
영상 볼때마다 미소짓게 만드네요🥰 ㅎㅎ
테니스룩 짱 귀여워용😆👍
상큼해~ 보면 볼수록~😌
재밌게 잘봤어요 초아씨 담주에도 좋은 영상 보여주세요💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
요니피 디자이너님 옷들 너무 이뻐요 ! 형광치마 저도 갖고싶어요 ㅎㅎ 찾아봐야겠어요😆
テニスウェアが良く似合いますね。とても可愛いです‼️😍
チョアさんと是非対戦したいですね。私もチョアさんと同じぐらいの腕前なので、いい勝負になりますよ‼️（ラリーにならないかな❓）wwww💕🎾
I like the second outfit. Looks really comfy. Everything looks cute tho
우와..❤귀엽다!!
빨리 일끝나줘~~~~ㅜㅜ
초아님 안녕하세요 승패보다 즐기면서 테니스 하는 초아님을 본 영상이었어요 초아님 장마에 열대야에 지칠 날씨에
건강유의하며 주말 잘 보내세여
the only queen we serve!!!
촤님은 기본적으로 귀여움을 장착하고 있어서 뭘입어도 이뻐요~~^^
ChoA is such a beauty ❤️. We love ChoA ❤️❤️❤️❤️
초아님과 함께면 얼마나 좋았겠촤요 ^ ^
심쿵해 컨셉 그대로네 ㅋㅋ 승부욕있으면서도 너무 귀엽고 밝아서 좋다
0:20 요런 낚시 너무 ㄱㅇㅇㅇㅇㅇㅇㅇ 🥲👍
테니스쌤이 너무 고군분투하시네요 ㅋㅋㅋ막 뛰어 다님!! 초아님 테니스 실력 늘어서 잘하는 모습도 보고 싶어요!! 화이팅!!!!!!
테니스룩 넘모 예뻐여 ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
테니스복 입으니까 심쿵해 활동할때 그느낌 나네요!
Choa really DID take on tennis for the outfits, lol. It wasn't a joke!
👍🎾♥️
사실... 촤님은 뭘 입어도... 촤님 is 뭔들
잘 지냈어요? 이 영상을 정말 재밌게 봤어요. 다음 영상 기대할게요! 저는 아르헨티나 에서 왔어요 hola!!!
눈나 나주거어어어어 너무 이뻐요...
촤누나 테니스 몇번 안쳐 봤는데 잘하시네여 ㅎㅎ
Choa😍😍😍😍
예쁜 초아님🧡🧡🧡
쵸라포바 💕
테니스 룩이 잘 어울려요! ㅋㅋㅋ
너무 멋지세요 초아누나 언제한번 저랑도 방송 같이 찍어 주시면 안되요 ?
The first outfit has a classic look to it that I like best. I also like what you wore to the store. Very nice.
choaaaaaaaa i also want to play tennis with you toooo🥺
중학교 체육시간에 테니스 서브배우다가 공이 체육선생님에게 자꾸날아가서 빠따 맞은후로 테니스와 인연을 끊었는데
오늘부로 테니스를 사랑하게 되었다
Pity about the rain outside forcing them to use much smaller indoor courts.
Choa had to restrain herself (wink!) from attacking the ball, otherwise the score would have been 6-0 to Choa for every set!
Choa's outfits?...I have yet to see anything that Choa does not look fabulous wearing.
Fighting 👊😊♥choa
초아짱..ㅋㅋ😁😁
넘 예쁘잖아♡♡
테린이 초아님 화이팅
It really remind me of Choa's AOA Heart Attack era
今日も可愛い😍
혹시 신촌 찰영도 유튜브엿나요? 언제 나오나 기다리고잇는뎅
Hi From Russia 🇷🇺❤️🇰🇷
🔥🔥🔥❤️
진짜 예쁘다～❤️
귀엽😍👏👏💕
😍
초아님 2번 치신거 치고는 진짜 잘하시는 것 같은데요??
【YESTERDAY🇰🇷🌌🎋🇯🇵】어제는 초아 씨를 만날 수 없어서 외롭고 가슴이 터질 것 같았습니다 😢 할머니 👵가 될 때까지 만날 수 있을까?
8:17 모두 같은 마음으로 탄식했을듯..ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
아니 복장만 보면 촤 거의 10년차 쌉고수인데 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 넘흐 기엽다
🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 우리는 모두 외부를 않습니다. 개인적으로, 나는 그의 목소리와 성격에 대해 Choa를 좋아합니다.
😍😍😍😍😍😍
🥰
홀 대박 요니피님이라니
Nice entertainment video, sweetheart!
Choa, you are so beautiful
🖐🙂🏋♂️🙂😍🏋♂️😍
6:23 초아 모르믄 간첩임 암튼 그럼
초아님 너무 예뻐요
예쁘다
ㅋㅋㅋ 심하게 귀엽네요
이뻐요
歌神打球
Love from poland
상 to the 큼
♡♡
요즘은 군인이 방송 나와도 되는건가???
신기하네....
오 내 모교랑...
후배들 부럽다.. ㅋ
내 군시절 비타민같았던분
Oink Oink.. Who DO you Love... Please TELL me Heart... me heart is waiting... So Tell Me WHO do YOU love... Will you Ever Love me... the Finger Points to the Chest... Tell Me... DO you love me... then If you do Not love me... WHO do YOU Love... Because I am standing By the Door and Yes.. I am telling YOU from ME HEART HEART.. that I love YOU... if I am able to give YOU so Much of Me LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE to YOU... WILL you Promise me that YOU will tell ME who YOU love... that YOU love me back TOO... Me Heart heart is standing... two hands are holding the Empty Glass Jar... Please Open the DOOR... DOK DOK DOK... Open the DOOR for me... and I am going to tell YOUR HEART... ONCE the Door OPENS... I have placed a SOFT COTTONS at the bottom of me GLASS EMPTY JAR... for Your Heart can jump into... I am going to take this Jar too... Please Open the Door... SO that YOUR Heart HEART heart Heart can Jump into this EMPTY GLASS JAR... I want to tell Your Heart... Tell YOUR heart Thousand times Plus... I Love YOU... I want to see ME HEART beat again... Only way MY heart can come alive.. and stay Alive is the beating of the beat of Me Heart Heart... WHY can your heart trust me that I will catch YOUR heart... I am holding this Empty Glass jar to keep YOU safe.. so If you open the DOOR.. you can tell Your Heart Heart Heart Heart to JUMP... I will catch YOUR HEART and WILL keep HER SAFE... If the DOOR is close... TELL ME... WHO do You LOVE... is it a secret??... then if it is Not... tell Me WHO do YOU LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE... if you are not loving Anyone... can YOU make Me a room.. SO that I can first Love YOU so that YOU can tell me that YOU love me TOO... I want Your Love... I want Your Love... I need Your Love Love.. I need and want Your Love Love Love Love... then tell me.. WHO do you love... SO.. I can say Your heart is Open to receive LOVE.. IF your heart wants to receive Love.. PLEASE open the DOOR.. open and Push your heart so that It can come into this Empty Glass Jar.. I will catch.. and Keep it safe.. and I will start with GIVE YOU HEART ME LOVE LOVE... I love YOU... YES I Love YOU... I will start your heart On fire so that Me heart can beat again... I love YOU.. The best.. Number One.. I am sitting down by the Shore... watching the Sunset... waves of water rushing IN and Out... Next To me Sits Me Little Heart Heart... One hand is a Bottle... I would take a CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG.. the Other Hand I am holding YOUR picture... Why are you so Beautiful... Whenever I take a Look at the Picture of You... Me Heart Heart... wants to Cry... it leaves me speechless... YOU are so breathe taking Beautiful... I can't breathe because YOU are so Beautiful... I take Another CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG of the Bottle... Now I feel so Sad... Because On the Other Hand I look at your Picture... I want to scream because I want to HOLD YOU... I want YOU here with me right Now... I want to see YOU close.. and I want to HOLD YOU.. I want to Hold YOU and Hold YOU.. Hold YOU still... Now I feel like I am missing YOU... missing YOU makes me so Sad... I take another CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG of the Bottle... as I look at the Bottle.. now it is empty... STILL.. in my other hand.. There is Your Picture.. always so Beautiful.. Your smile... OH GOSH GOSH.. and I would say OH WOW!! but makes me so SAD because I am sitting here.. watching the sunset.. sun goes Down.. I am missing YOU... I miss YOU so much.. and I want YOU near.. I want to tell You what ME HEART HEART wants to say TO You.. That I want to say I LOVE YOU... can YOU hear me words Out Loud... can YOU hear the words Out of me Mouth.. that I love YOU... I wish that at least YOU can send me YOUR HEART.. as long as Your heart is here.. I can say it to YOUR HEART.. that I love YOU... as I am sitting.. Me Heart Heart points.. And I look across.. WHAT IS IT?? the Heart heart says.. I wonder why YOU have to be so FAR... WHY do you have to be so Far that I am missing YOU right Now... I am always missing YOU.. and Since I am holding the Picture.. I am thinking about YOU a lot more than I should... I should STOP but I can't.. I can't stop looking at Your Picture because YOU are so Beautiful.. the Heart heart looks at me.. and I look at ME Heart Heart.. I know.. I know what YOU be thinking and feeling.. I do Miss YOU a lot but also LOOKING at your picture.. I just can't take my eyes off of YOU because I want to say something to YOU and TO your Heart.. I love YOU and Yes I miss YOU... please come BACK... Please Come back to Me.. let my arms wrap around YOU.. I want to hold YOU and I want to feel YOUR heart beating.. CAN I hear your heart... I want to hear the Beating so that I know that IT IS YOU... I look at the picture of YOU in one hand.. I would fold IT and put into the empty Bottle.. I have ME a Note and a Pen and wrote on it.. FOLD the Note and put into the Bottle... I look at the waters and tossed the Bottle into the waters... If I keep on looking at your Picture.. I know YOU would drive me crazy... I lie away.. I lie away driving myself Crazy.. Because I am thinking of YOU.. and YES Missing YOU as well... I look at the Bottle in the waters.. I look at me Heart heart.. LOOK at the bottle... What did I write in that Note.. I wrote.. I LOVE YOU and I Miss YOU... YOU drive me crazy because I am thinking of YOU.. YOU are MY beautiful FLower.. my everything.. my forever.. I am sitting and next to Me is the Basket.. Full of Flowers.. I am holding the Glass jar.. Looking down.. It is Empty Glass Jar.. I feel so Sad.. where are YOU.. Where are you My Love.. I miss YOU.. if You are Not with me Right now.. How about Imagining that YOU are Near.. I look down.. my two eyes Closes.. I am sitting.. the Glass jar has a Heart.. It is Your Heart inside.. and I want YOU to come and see.. See me and Your heart.. the Door Opens and I hear the Foot steps and stops.. I am looking down the Glass Jar.. and I say.. I am holding.. Can YOU see that I am holding.. there is a Heart inside.. Am I holding Your Heart.. will you tell me that I am doing the right Thing.. I want to have this Heart.. I want to hold it like this Forever.. Will you let me have Your Heart.. Because I love YOU.. I love YOU and I love Your Heart.. Only my wish is that YOU can give me the answer.. Please tell me that YOU are letting me to Love Your heart.. WILL you accept my Love.. can YOU receive that I want to fall in Love with YOU.. that I can start to love You until Now and Forever.. Please tell me that YOU are truly letting me to love Your Heart.. I am not asking for anything else.. But Only One.. It is Just Your Heart.. Now YOU sit next to me.. Is it really You.. I want Your Heart.. but is it really YOU.. let me have Your Heart.. I want Your Heart so that I can love YOU.. if I can't Love Your Heart.. there is No point of loving YOU.. because I want Your heart first.. Look at this Glass jar.. DO you see what I see.. I see A Heart.. SO beautiful because it is YOU.. Your Heart is so Lovely.. so beautiful.. Let me please Hold Your Heart.. I can't hold Your Heart because it is inside this Glass jar.. That is why I am asking YOU.. can YOU unlock.. give me your Heart.. take Your Heart and give it to Me.. let me please have and hold.. and to Love.. I am only asking YOU for a Permission so that I can love your heart.. why won't YOU let me Hold Your Heart.. WHY is there a wall between us.. why can't you Unlock so that YOU can give me your heart yourself.. Why do I have to just sit here and only thing I can do is looking through this Glass.. I do not want to look through this glass.. I don't want to just hold this Glass jar.. Do you know that I am much more driven then this.. that I want more.. I want more of it then just this.. I want the whole.. Your Heart.. if YOU know my intentions.. if you know how much I love You.. is it because YOU don't love me.. is it because YOU don't trust me.. is it because I am a stranger who only gives you that distance vibe.. BUT I am not like that.. you should know that I can be tender and very loving.. I can love you better than anyone else.. I can love you where YOU will say I do.. only if you can give me a chance.. give me a chance so that I can prove to you I am much more than this.. I see YOU stand Up.. I just can't believe.. are you leaving Me.. did I say something wrong that made you feel like you want to walk away from me.. why are you leaving when YOU came this close.. please don't go.. I have been waiting for you all this time.. and Now you want to leave.. you want to open that door and walk off from me.. then tell me what did I say that wants to make you leave.. I only want your heart.. why do you have to make it this hard on me.. don't go.. please don't go because I love you.. I grab Your hand.. Please.. don't go.
hand away.. I see you open the door and walks away.. My Hand beats my Chest.. and Hits and hits.. WHY do you leave me.. I was so close right.. but I know that being close is nothing because this is what I get.. I want YOU.. I want Your heart.. Give me a chance.. YOU don't even give me a chance to love you.. then WHY do you have to push me away.. make me ache.. WHY.. I am hurt.. WHY.. I am hurting right Now.. WHY do you hurt me for.. I am only asking for One thing.. Just Your Heart.. DID I ever ask for YOUR love.. but if you just leave your heart with me.. at least I can try to revive Your Heart so that YOUR HEART can say something.. I just can't believe You are gone.. WHY do you have to hurt Me for.. WHY am I such a Fool.. all I need is Your Heart.. I open My two eyes.. I look down.. I only see the empty Glass Jar.. I am going to feel it with my tears.. I want Your heart.. I need your heart.. As I am sitting Down.. Holding the Glass Jar.. My tears starts to run down.. DRIP DRIP DRIP DRIP.. hits and goes inside the Glass Jar.. My tears are telling me that I am missing YOU.. that I love YOU and I only want YOU.. I need you and I want Your Heart.. WHY did you have to leave.. bring such and the Door Opens.. The doctor looks at the Empty Glass jar.. and sees My tear drops.. It is because I want to tell YOU.. I love YOU.. and that I am so Sorry for Loving YOU.. WHY am I so Sorry.. Before the Sun Flowers get to YOU.. WHO knows where I would Be.. I want to tell YOU.. without YOU.. I feel my heart falling apart.. I feel like I cannot go without YOU.. I need YOU.. I want you.. But I want YOU to Love Me.. When WILL you love Me.. Will you ever Love Me.. I am wondering.. Pondering as I stop.. Looking down.. I see a Sun Flower.. I look at the Sun Flower looking at me.. and I whisper.. TELL Her.. Tell YOU.. I love YOU.. and I be missing YOU just too much.. As I would walk with the basket in my hands.. and I stop.. There is a Window Glass in front of me.. and I look.. at the distance I see YOU.. My heart.. WILL you stop Pounding Hard inside.. WILL you please Stop Beating.. Will you Stop.. I put one hand in my Chest.. WHAT is going inside of me Chest.. I feel my Heart.. it would Not stop beating.. it keeps ON beating.. I ask.. MY hand taps lightly to Stop.. But my eyes keeps ON looking at you from the distance.. I am losing my breathe.. I can't stop looking.. My eyes would not Stop.. It hurts inside so much.. I am aching in my Heart.. WHY am I hurting so Bad.. WHY can't my Heart just stop.. I try to control myself.. But my Heart just keeps On beating.. YOU take My Breathe Away.. YOU take My Breathe away.. I can't breathe.. I want my Heart to Stop beating.. Because it just hurts looking at YOU.. YOU are so Beautiful.. WHY are you so Beautiful.. I wish that I can have YOU because.. YOU be looking so Good.. If I can't have you.. I rather want My Heart to stop Beating.. at least I do not need to breathe.. If I lose my breathe.. then there is NO life in me.. No more suffering in this pain.. this pain attack of wanting YOU so Bad.. wanting to Love YOU.. I want my heart to crack.. to Stop.. TO stop beating.. to stop moving so that I do not have to suffer loving YOU for too long.. I am looking at YOU.. and from the distance.. I put one hand on the Glass Window.. Asking.. WILL you come a little Closer.. Please come.. I want to see YOU a bit Closer.. I want to show YOU something.. to tell YOU something.. to whisper into your ears.. to tell YOU.. How much I have missed YOU.. I have missed you so much that I wanted to keep on crying.. crying for missing YOU.. and wanting to see YOU so Bad.. I want to give you a basket.. Inside this Basket there is A lot of Flowers.. waiting to tell YOU something.. to tell YOU.. each has its expression that comes from my heart.. that I want to give YOU one by One.. to tell YOU through the giving.. I love YOU.. One Sun flower.. if this One Sun flower do not make you Smile.. How about two Sun Flowers.. Until Each Sun Flower is given to YOU.. maybe by the last One.. the last Sun Flower may do its magic.. TO see YOU Smile.. and that smile means everything to me.. tells me.. at least.. A flower can make you smile.. IF I cannot make you smile.. But bring tears and sadness to YOU.. How about the Sun Flowers.. they are only to show YOU.. to tell YOU My heart.. My heart saying.. I love YOU.. I am looking through the Window Glass.. I am only looking at YOU from the distance.. WHY are you keeping the distance.. apart.. WHY don't you come a little closer.. I want to see YOUR beautiful Face.. I want to take a Picture of YOU.. so I can keep YOU in my heart.. Not scaring you away.. But close to MY heart.. Please come Closer.. I want to show YOU something.. I want to tell YOU something.. to let YOU know something from my heart.. I am sitting On the Cliff.. Looking at your Picture.. I am weeping.. Sobbing.. my tears flowing down.. hitting your Picture.. I want to see YOU.. I want to feel YOU.. I want to touch YOU.. hold you near.. I want to feel the warmth.. how about hearing your heart beat.. will it be the same sound as Mine.. My hand hitting my Chest.. DOK DOK DOK DOK.. Why do I have to miss YOU.. I want to see YOU near.. why do YOU have to be so far.. WHY can't you understand my heart.. why can't YOU see right through me.. I want YOU.. I want YOU near.. I need YOU near me.. looking at your Picture.. I just can't stop looking at your picture.. It is killing me deep side of being so far away.. tell me WHY can't you be near.. Do you not feel the same as I am.. can you not see what I am going through.. WHY is it that I am dealing with this So much.. WHY do I have to feel this way about you.. I look down.. on the side there is the Bottle.. the Top is already Opened. One hand holding Your Picture.. I miss YOU.. I miss YOU right Now.. I want to be with YOU.. I want YOU on my side for ever.. I want to Love YOU.. How can I love you if there is a Distance from us.. and Only thing that I can say is That I miss YOU all the time.. the Other hand grabs the Bottle.. I open my mouth.. Chug Chug Chug Chug.. On the other side is the basket.. with Dozen of Sun Flowers.. AM I going to be like these Flowers next to me.. They are dying slowly.. and this is How I feel inside.. because I cannot be with YOU.. But I do.. I do want to be with YOU.. I want to give you all these Flowers.. every day I can fill up the basket full of Flowers.. to tell YOU.. and I speak into these Sun Flowers.. I love You.. I will whisper to each one as I am handing down One to YOU.. THIS IS because I love YOU.. I grab the Bottle.. Open my Mouth Wide.. CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG.. I place the Bottle Down.. I want YOU.. looking at the Moon.. CAN YOU Please tell HER.. tell Her How Much I love YOU.. look.. I am sitting on this Cliff.. with these Flowers.. These flowers so not belong to me.. but it belongs to someone else.. it belongs To you.. Holding UP.. I am looking at Your Picture.. YOU are so Beautiful.. Like these SUN FLOWERS in the basket.. YOU are so beautiful.. and YOU are so Lovely.. but what More can I do.. I feel so useless and worthless because all I can do is tell YOU.. I love YOU.. but that is the only thing I can say to YOU.. I grab the Bottle in my hand.. Open my Mouth wide.. CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG.. And put the Bottle down.. When will this be Over.. when will I stop missing YOU.. I want to be bold.. I want to have courage to say.. and to tell YOU.. how much I love YOU.. I want to hold YOUR hand.. Hold it tight and Kiss Your Lip in the moon light.. and I want to wrap my arms around YOU and letting YOU get close.. I want to hear your heart beat pounding and beating for me.. just the way YOU are able to feel and hear mine.. I want to hold your hand.. letting you know that Once I grab hold on.. I will never let YOU go.. I am aching Inside.. I just can't take it anymore.. and I am hurting right Now.. I want to be with Her.. and you can see that I am sick.. dying inside.. Can you please give me some Pills.. maybe these Pills can help me to calm me down.. feels like a storm inside of me.. waves crashes into my Own Heart.. The Doctor walks closer and stops.. I am so sorry that I am showing this side of me.. I have been loving her for a Long Time.. I have been waiting and waiting but I hear no answers.. I do not hear any words but is it just me.. am I going crazy.. am I going nuts.. I am wondering what is wrong with me.. WHAT IS wrong with my Heart.. why is my Heart Acting up like this.. I came here to get me a treatment.. so that I can heal from this pain.. pain of loving for a Long time.. HOW long.. How Long do I must Love.. How long do I must wait.. Tell me doctor.. How long does it last for Love to Stop.. Can YOU do something.. can you help my Heart to stop the beatings inside of me.. as long as My heart keeps on beating.. I know I be still loving her.. I love YOU my Love.. I love You
I came here so that I can put Her heart inside.. so that I can take this Glass jar home.. so that I can start loving Her Heart.. can you show me where I can get Her Heart.. Help me to put her Heart inside her.. Even if she is Not with me.. but her Heart.. at least that I know that she will come close.. so Doctor.. Help me to find her Heart.. Help me to find her heart.. where are YOU My Love.. Where are YOU.. I want Your Heart.. I need Your heart.. so there is a step closer for you to come near me.. the Doctor sits next to Me.. and I look down the Glass Jar.. I see a heart.. Now I am very very confused.. I am wondering whose heart is this.. is this Your Heart.. I am holding.. and there is a heart.. I turn to look at the doctor.. Whose heart is this.. Is this Your Heart.. or is it my Heart.. I don't want to hold My Heart.. I want to hold Your Heart.. but whose heart is this.. tell Me.. is this Your Heart.. I lift UP the Glass jar.. Whose Heart are YOU.. did YOU come from me or is it YOU.. I turn to look at the doctor.. I just can't believe.. I see YOU.. I love YOU.. Is it really YOU.. tell me that this is a Dream comes True.. can I tell YOU this.. I love YOU.. How can YOU be a doctor.. OH YEAH.. I am the One with the problem.. the Problem is that I want Your heart.. SO did you come to tell me that YOU are giving me Your heart.. then whose Heart am I holding right Now.. I want your heart.. I need Your Heart.. I love your Heart.. I look at Your.. who is sitting next to me.. If this is my Heart inside this Glass Jar.. will YOU take it with YOU.. can we switch.. Can YOU Give me your heart.. I want YOU.. but I want Your Heart too.. I want everything about YOU.. I want YOU as whole.. as the One who I love.. I want to tell YOU that YOU are the best has happened to me.. why did you take so long to show Up now.. WHY did you not come closer before.. why couldn't I tell YOU these words of Mine from the heart.. that I love YOU.. why did YOU take so Long.. I been through a lot just to wait for YOU to get to me now.. I been waiting.. I have been waiting over and over.. Been waiting time and time again for this day.. WHY am I holding this Glass Jar with a heart.. YOU did not answer my question.. WHOSE Heart is this.. Whose heart.. Am I holding My Heart.. there is NO need for me to be doing that.. I am sick and tired of holding my heart.. Please give me Your heart.. Give me your heart.. SO that I can take Your Heart with me and I can love Your heart.. I will speak to your heart.. I will even sing To your heart.. I will kiss.. and keep on kissing your heart and tell Your Heart.. I love You.. I love YOU.. I love you.. I will never stop loving YOU but keep on loving YOU.. even you can get sick and tired of me telling your heart.. I love you.. but I will say I love you over and over again.. I look.. two hands holds the Glass Jar.. and I see YOU holding the glass jar with the heart.. my tears starts to fall down from my eyes.. Is this real.. are you holding My Heart.. are you accepting my heart.. are you receiving my Love.. can I keep on loving YOU and tell YOU how Much I love you.. will YOU not get tired of me keep telling YOU that I love you.. but I do truly love YOU.. as I look.. YOU grab a Glass jar.. Inside is a heart.. has Bow on the top.. and YOU put it into my lap.. and my arms wrap around it.. I can't breathe.. I can't even speak.. leaving me speechless.. are you sure you want to do this.. are you really giving me this Heart.. is this Your Heart.. am I holding Your heart.. tell me that this is real and that this is true.. I look down.. I smile.. and I say.. I love YOU.. looking down.. I look at your heart.. I say.. I love YOU.. I love your heart.. so beautiful.. can I touch Your heart.. How about the Bow on top.. can I touch Your heart.. can I feel how Your heart Feels.. why do I love Your Heart.. why do YOU keep On making me to Love Your heart.. so beautiful.. WHY are you so beautiful.. so beautiful that Word get clutter from my lips.. I am wondering if this is Only an Imagination.. is it only me who is dreaming or wishing because I want this dreams.. this wish to come true.. I want Your Heart.. it can have a tiny bow too.. be so cute and lovely but no matter what.. I will Love Your heart.. keep On loving YOUR HEART whatever you put.. as long as it is YOUR HEART.. I will love YOU.. I will love your heart and will never stop but keep on loving you.. I see you.. the Doctor get UP.. holding the glass jar and walking off.. Opens the Door and disappears.. I am sitting down.. my two eyes looks down.. next to me is the basket with full Flowers.. the Sun Flowers.. I am looking down.. the Glass jar is empty.. I see NO heart.. I just want You here.. All I want is Your Heart.. give me Your heart because I want it.. I am walking.. And I stop.. Start to walk again.. Holding a basket.. Walking and I stop.. One hand is A Flower.. Looking at the Flower.. My Lip slides to smile.. I put the Flower into the basket.. Other hand is holding.. I look and I am thinking Of YOU.. I want to give YOU this Flower.. Now with many flowers inside the Basket.. I am looking at the Dozen of Flowers in the Basket.. I want to give you this basket.. Full of Flowers.. It is Me Sunflowers.. I want to see YOU smile.. I want to tell YOU.. when I look at these Flowers.. Picking them in the Field.. One by One as I pick up to put into the basket.. I want to get Close to That Heart and see.. I want to Smell Your Heart.. I Smile looking At My Heart.. What You just told Me.. those words YOU have spoken is the Way I truly Feel Inside.. My hand touch My Chest.. DO you see My hand touching.. It is Right here.. This is How I feel.. truly Feel IN my Heart about Your Heart.. I turn to Look at the Big Glass Jar.. YOUR HEART.. It is Your Heart inside.. I am wondering.. There is a Glass.. the Only Glass that is Putting the distance between YOU and Your Heart.. How can I reach for That Heart.. What am I suppose to DO.. I been sitting down here.. thinking seems like it never has done anything for me.. ALL I am doing is thinking.. Wondering and asking.. Just Questions after another Questions.. But the Answer seems not in my favor.. Me Heart Heart keeps ON looking.. WHY is it so Hard to get to that Heart.. I want that Heart though.. How Long must I wait for something to happen.. I want to touch that Heart.. I want to feel that Heart.. How about holding Your Heart.. I want to hold unto that Heart.. I want to hold and tell the Heart.. I have been waiting.. and Have been waiting to Love You.. But Oh How Long Must I wait.. are you going to tell me until I am 60 years Old.. How about 70 years old.. How about 100 years old.. will I even have the strength to even walk By that Time.. Will I be holding a Glass Jar but it be empty.. laying beside a grave stone still be wishing and Only Missing Your Heart.. I want to be near to YOU and have you forever Mine.. am I asking for something impossible on my part.. I am asking because ALL I want to do is to Love You and Love Your Heart.. Me Heart Heart Looks at me.. I am looking at the Big Glass jar.. LOOKING at Your Heart.. me Heart Heart says.. DO you think that Your Heart hears your words.. Maybe the Heart can't hear YOU.. and I turn to Look at Me Heart Heart.. as long as I love You.. it does not matter where the Words goes.. but.. I believe.. Love.. YOUR Heart knows what Love truly is.. and knows how much I love You.. DOK DOK DOK DOK.. Please open the door.. I want to Hold YOU and HUG You near.. I Am standing out here.. the Wind starts to blow.. I hear the trees and the leaves be swinging.. Let me speak to YOUR HEART.. IF you do not want to see me and show YOUR FACE.. then at least open the door with a PEEK.. SEND your heart Out to me.. I will tell YOUR heart everything that ME HEART wish to spill and pour into YOUR HEART.. ME hand... DOK DOK DOK DOK... I want to see YOU.. Because I miss Your Beautiful Lovely Pretty face... SHOW me your CHARM and the Beautiful Flower YOU are.. ME hand... DOK DOK DOK DOK.. SHOW me... I miss YOU... I MISS YOU.. I miss you Now.. I miss YOU right Now.. I am over here missing YOU SO bad.. at least SHOW ME A PEEK of YOU.. Please OPEN the door for me.. SO that at least I can smile.. Me hand DOK DOK DOK DOK.. I love YOU... I love YOU so.. I love you Now.. I love you right Now.. I want to see YOU SO SO bad.. LET me see YOU so that I can hold you.. and hear YOU and see Your heart.. I want to see Your heart Heart.. SHOW ME PLEASE.. ME hand... DOK DOK DOK DOK.. CHAM.. this door never seems to open.. I LOOK DOWN.. ME LITTLE HEART HEART looks UP.. are YOU not knocking Me heart Heart.. why doesn't this door Open.. it is because YOU are Not knocking it right.. I turn.. I am going to go and bring me a BIG LOG.. maybe the LOG I carry will have the strength and Power to knock it down.. The Little HEART HEART looks at me.. IF YOU LOVE.. be patient.. and be Tenderly loving.. JUST BE PATIENT and WAIT.. me hand.. DOK DOK DOK DOK.. I love YOU.. I miss YOU.. I MISS YOU.. I MISS YOU.. I love YOU.. Sorry because I love YOU.. SORRY because I miss YOU.. I want to see YOU.. because YOU are the world Best.. because when I see YOU.. I can fall asleep.. and I know I can go
Love YOU.. AM I wrong to just love YOU and hold YOU.. I want to keep ON LOVING YOU.. JUST LOVE YOU.. because YOU are my everything.. My forever Love.. Oink Oink.. Why can't you Open this Door for Me... I am here with me Little Heart heart.. ME hand grabs the Knob.. twist to left to right.. It is Locked.. and STILL I can't Open this Door... Me hand.. DOK DOK DOK DOK... Can you please.. Please Open the Door.. I am missing YOU.. I am watching the SUN goes down.. and It is getting Pretty Chilly Out here.. Me hand.. DOK DOK DOK DOK.. I need to see YOUR HEART... CAN you please open the DOOR so that I can tell YOUR HEART.. IF I can hear the Beating of Your Heart.. I think I can breathe Again... I can Live again and Can Hear me Heart Heart.. The Beating of Me Heart Heart will Light UP the sky... Me hand... DOK DOK DOK DOK.. TELL your heart.. I need TO see Your Heart.. I want to Hold Your Heart.. I can't believe this is happening.. BUT what has happened is that I.. ME HEART HEART loves YOU.. Where are YOU.. Where are you My Love.. I miss YOU.. if You are Not with me Right now.. How about Imagining that YOU are Near.. I look down.. my two eyes Closes.. I am sitting.. the Glass jar has a Heart.. It is Your Heart inside.. and I want YOU to come and see.. I am sitting and next to Me is the Basket.. Full of Flowers.. I am holding the Glass jar.. Looking down.. It is Empty Glass Jar.. I feel so Sad.. See me and Your heart.. the Door Opens and I hear the Foot steps and stops.. I am looking down the Glass Jar.. and I say.. I am holding.. Can YOU see that I am holding.. there is a Heart inside.. Am I holding Your Heart.. will you tell me that I am doing the right Thing.. I want to have this Heart.. I want to hold it like this Forever.. Will you let me have Your Heart.. Because I love YOU.. I love YOU and I love Your Heart.. Only my wish is that YOU can give me the answer.. Please tell me that YOU are letting me to Love Your heart.. WILL you accept my Love.. can YOU receive that I want to fall in Love with YOU.. that I can start to love You until Now and Forever.. Please tell me that YOU are truly letting me to love Your Heart.. I am not asking for anything else.. But Only One.. It is Just Your Heart.. Now YOU sit next to me.. Is it really You.. I want Your Heart.. but is it really YOU.. let me have Your Heart.. I want Your Heart so that I can love YOU.. if I can't Love Your Heart.. there is No point of loving YOU.. because I want Your heart first.. Look at this Glass jar.. DO you see what I see.. I see A Heart.. SO beautiful because it is YOU.. Your Heart is so Lovely.. so beautiful.. Let me please Hold Your Heart.. I can't hold Your Heart because it is inside this Glass jar.. That is why I am asking YOU.. can YOU unlock.. give me your Heart.. take Your Heart and give it to Me.. let me please have and hold.. and to Love.. I am only asking YOU for a Permission so that I can love your heart.. why won't YOU let me Hold Your Heart.. WHY is there a wall between us.. why can't you Unlock so that YOU can give me your heart yourself.. Why do I have to just sit here and only thing I can do is looking through this Glass.. I do not want to look through this glass.. I don't want to just hold this Glass jar.. Do you know that I am much more driven then this.. that I want more.. I want more of it then just this.. I want the whole.. Your Heart.. if YOU know my intentions.. if you know how much I love You.. is it because YOU don't love me.. is it because YOU don't trust me.. is it because I am a stranger who only gives you that distance vibe.. BUT I am not like that.. you should know that I can be tender and very loving.. I can love you better than anyone else.. I can love you where YOU will say I do.. only if you can give me a chance.. give me a chance so that I can prove to you I am much more than this.. I see YOU stand Up.. I just can't believe.. are you leaving Me.. did I say something wrong that made you feel like you want to walk away from me.. why are you leaving when YOU came this close.. please don't go.. I have been waiting for you all this time.. and Now you want to leave.. you want to open that door and walk off from me.. then tell me what did I say that wants to make you leave.. How happy would YOU make me feel if I was that Flower.. holding close and smelling.. I would grab YOUR nose and kiss the tip and say.. This is How you truly make me Feel.. so Loved.. and So Loved over and over.. Loved over again.. I put my hand down.. the Rain suddenly changes and falls lightly.. What would happen if I get sick.. Would you miss me if I catch a flu.. a cold.. if something happens to me.. would you miss me.. sometimes I wonder because I miss YOU.. I want to be with YOU right now.. I want to hold YOU.. grab Your hand.. I would be so happy just the fact YOU be near.. being a Distance from me is No joke because I miss YOU.. I can't stop but just missing YOU lately.. YOU are my everything.. YOU are my world.. YOU are my star.. YOU are my angel.. also YOU are the Flower.. the Sun Flower I see in you.. But most of all.. YOU are my everything.. Loving YOU makes me so happy because there is No cost of just loving YOU.. I would see the rain stop.. and I see the Sun comes UP.. unfolding the umbrella.. I would see YOU stand Up.. wait.. Wait!! DO you not see that I am here.. I am right here waiting For YOU.. Why are YOU getting UP.. and where are YOU going.. I see you placing the Sun Flower into the Basket.. and Our eyes meet for the first time.. I am wondering.. if YOU know that I am the One who brought those Sun Flowers and that basket.. Why are you just leaving without taking them with YOU.. I have brought those Flowers for YOU.. I am giving YOU my Heart.. I put so much Heart and soul into those Sun Flowers and Now.. Why are you leaving without taking Them.. Wait!! don't go.. please don't go.. Before YOU go at least here My Words Out.. and I stand UP on two feet.. I stretch out my arm.. MY Hand.. Wait.. Wait.. where are YOU going.. Please stop for a second.. and I open my Mouth.. can YOU please stop and wait.. I see YOU standing there.. I have brought those for YOU.. They are Your Sun Flowers.. take the basket and the Sun Flowers with YOU.. It is From my Heart.. will YOU please accept those Flowers.. the reason WHY I have chosen those flowers.. YOU make me the Most happiest because YOU are so Beautiful.. YOU are more beautiful then Those Flowers.. they cannot compare with Your beauty but still.. Those Flowers are pretty pretty pretty pretty right.. they remind me of YOU each time I see a Sun Flower.. so bright and so Beautiful.. makes a person smile and keep on smiling.. As I started to walk closer to YOU.. I see You start to walking the Other way.. and I stop.. watching YOU walk and walk.. I see a distance as I see Your Figure disappear.. Holding the Glass Jar.. My tears starts to run down.. DRIP DRIP DRIP DRIP.. hits and goes inside the Glass Jar.. My tears are telling me that I am missing YOU.. that I love YOU and I only want YOU.. I need you and I want Your Heart.. WHY did you have to leave.. bring such and the Door Opens.. The doctor looks at the Empty Glass jar.. and sees My tear drops.. I am aching Inside.. I just can't take it anymore.. and I am hurting right Now.. I want to be with Her.. and you can see that I am sick.. dying inside.. Can you please give me some Pills.. maybe these Pills can help me to calm me down.. feels like a storm inside of me.. waves crashes into my Own Heart.. The Doctor walks closer and stops.. I am so sorry that I am showing this side of me.. I have been loving her for a Long Time.. I have been waiting and waiting but I hear no answers.. I do not hear any words but is it just me.. am I going crazy.. am I going nuts.. I am wondering what is wrong with me.. WHAT IS wrong with my Heart.. why is my Heart Acting up like this.. I came here to get me a treatment.. so that I can heal from this pain.. pain of loving for a Long time.. HOW long.. How Long do I must Love.. How long do I must wait.. Tell me doctor.. How long does it last for Love to Stop.. Can YOU do something.. can you help my Heart to stop the beatings inside of me.. as long as My heart keeps on beating.. I know I be still loving her.. I love YOU my Love.. I love You.. I want her to know.. even through all this time.. I don't give up that easily.. I just don't give up.. I won't give up because I want her heart.. But doctor.. DO you see this Glass Jar.. Look through this Glass.. I don't see a Heart.. I came here so that I can put Her heart inside.. so that I can take this Glass jar home.. so that I can start loving Her Heart.. can you show me where I can get Her Heart.. Help me to put her Heart inside her.. Even if she is Not with me.. but her Heart.. at least that I know that she will come close.. so Doctor.. Help me to find her Heart.. Help me to find her heart.. where are YOU My Love.. Where are YOU.. I want Your Heart.. I need Your heart.. so there is a step closer for you to come near me.. the Doctor sits next to Me.. and I look down the Glass Jar.. I see a heart.. Now I am very very confused.. I am wondering whose heart is this.. is this Your Heart.. I am holding.. and there is a heart.. I turn to look at the doctor.. Whose heart is this.. Is this Your Heart.. or is it my Heart.. I don't want to hold My Heart.. I want to hold Your Heart.. but whose heart is this.. tell Me.. is this Your Heart.. I lift UP the Glass jar.. Whose Heart are YOU.. did YOU come from me or is it YOU.. I turn to look at the doctor.. I just can't believe.. I see YOU.. I love YOU.. Is it really YOU..
are giving me Your heart.. then whose Heart am I holding right Now.. I want your heart.. I need Your Heart.. I love your Heart.. I look at Your.. who is sitting next to me.. If this is my Heart inside this Glass Jar.. will YOU take it with YOU.. can we switch.. Can YOU Give me your heart.. I want YOU.. but I want Your Heart too.. I want everything about YOU.. I want YOU as whole.. as the One who I love.. I want to tell YOU that YOU are the best has happened to me.. why did you take so long to show Up now.. WHY did you not come closer before.. why couldn't I tell YOU these words of Mine from the heart.. that I love YOU.. why did YOU take so Long.. I been through a lot just to wait for YOU to get to me now.. I been waiting.. I have been waiting over and over.. Been waiting time and time again for this day.. WHY am I holding this Glass Jar with a heart.. YOU did not answer my question.. WHOSE Heart is this.. Whose heart.. Am I holding My Heart.. there is NO need for me to be doing that.. I am sick and tired of holding my heart.. Please give me Your heart.. Give me your heart.. SO that I can take Your Heart with me and I can love Your heart.. I will speak to your heart.. I will even sing To your heart.. I will kiss.. and keep on kissing your heart and tell Your Heart.. I love You.. I love YOU.. I love you.. I will never stop loving YOU but keep on loving YOU.. even you can get sick and tired of me telling your heart.. I love you.. but I will say I love you over and over again.. I look.. two hands holds the Glass Jar.. and I see YOU holding the glass jar with the heart.. my tears starts to fall down from my eyes.. Is this real.. are you holding My Heart.. are you accepting my heart.. are you receiving my Love.. can I keep on loving YOU and tell YOU how Much I love you.. will YOU not get tired of me keep telling YOU that I love you.. but I do truly love YOU.. as I look.. YOU grab a Glass jar.. Inside is a heart.. has Bow on the top.. and YOU put it into my lap.. and my arms wrap around it.. I can't breathe.. I can't even speak.. leaving me speechless.. are you sure you want to do this.. are you really giving me this Heart.. is this Your Heart.. am I holding Your heart.. tell me that this is real and that this is true.. I look down.. I smile.. and I say.. I love YOU.. looking down.. I look at your heart.. I say.. I love YOU.. I love your heart.. so beautiful.. can I touch Your heart.. How about the Bow on top.. can I touch Your heart.. can I feel how Your heart Feels.. why do I love Your Heart.. why do YOU keep On making me to Love Your heart.. so beautiful.. WHY are you so beautiful.. so beautiful that Word get clutter from my lips.. I am wondering if this is Only an Imagination.. is it only me who is dreaming or wishing because I want this dreams.. this wish to come true.. I want Your Heart.. it can have a tiny bow too.. be so cute and lovely but no matter what.. I will Love Your heart.. keep On loving YOUR HEART whatever you put.. as long as it is YOUR HEART.. I will love YOU.. I will love your heart and will never stop but keep on loving you.. I see you.. the Doctor get UP.. holding the glass jar and walking off.. Opens the Door and disappears.. I am sitting down.. my two eyes looks down.. next to me is the basket with full Flowers.. the Sun Flowers... I am looking down.. the Glass jar is empty.. I see NO heart.. I just want You here.. All I want is Your Heart.. give me Your heart because I want it.. I am walking.. And I stop.. Start to walk again.. Holding a basket.. Walking and I stop.. One hand is A Flower.. Looking at the Flower.. My Lip slides to smile.. I put the Flower into the basket.. Other hand is holding.. I look and I am thinking Of YOU.. I want to give YOU this Flower.. Now with many flowers inside the Basket.. I am looking at the Dozen of Flowers in the Basket.. I want to give you this basket.. Full of Flowers.. It is Me Sunflowers.. I want to see YOU smile.. I want to tell YOU.. when I look at these Flowers.. Picking them in the Field.. One by One as I pick up to put into the basket.. It is because I want to tell YOU.. I love YOU.. and that I am so Sorry for Loving YOU.. WHY am I so Sorry.. Before the Sun Flowers get to YOU.. WHO knows where I would Be.. I want to tell YOU.. without YOU.. I feel my heart falling apart.. I feel like I cannot go without YOU.. I need YOU.. I want you.. But I want YOU to Love Me.. When WILL you love Me.. Will you ever Love Me.. I am wondering.. Pondering as I stop.. Looking down.. I see a Sun Flower.. I look at the Sun Flower looking at me.. and I whisper.. TELL Her.. Tell YOU.. I love YOU.. and I be missing YOU just too much.. As I would walk with the basket in my hands.. and I stop.. There is a Window Glass in front of me.. and I look.. at the distance I see YOU.. My heart.. WILL you stop Pounding Hard inside.. WILL you please Stop Beating.. Will you Stop.. I put one hand in my Chest.. WHAT is going inside of me Chest.. I feel my Heart.. it would Not stop beating.. it keeps ON beating.. I ask.. MY hand taps lightly to Stop.. But my eyes keeps ON looking at you from the distance.. I am losing my breathe.. I can't stop looking.. My eyes would not Stop.. It hurts inside so much.. I am aching in my Heart.. WHY am I hurting so Bad.. WHY can't my Heart just stop.. I try to control myself.. But my Heart just keeps On beating.. YOU take My Breathe Away.. YOU take My Breathe away.. I can't breathe.. I want my Heart to Stop beating.. Because it just hurts looking at YOU.. YOU are so Beautiful.. WHY are you so Beautiful.. I wish that I can have YOU because.. YOU be looking so Good.. If I can't have you.. I rather want My Heart to stop Beating.. at least I do not need to breathe.. If I lose my breathe.. then there is NO life in me.. No more suffering in this pain.. this pain attack of wanting YOU so Bad.. wanting to Love YOU.. I want my heart to crack.. to Stop.. TO stop beating.. to stop moving so that I do not have to suffer loving YOU for too long.. Why are you Leaving Me? Why can't YOU stay here with Me and WHY do you must go.. I am sitting down.. Holding the Empty Glass Jar.. Please don't go.. Stay here with me.. I turn my Head looking towards the Door.. WHY are you breaking my Heart.. Don't you know that I love you.. I never stopped Loving YOU and You were so Close.. YOU even came Out and even Sat Next to me.. if you have come this Far and suddenly YOU are telling me that YOU have to go.. at least you could of told me where YOU were going.. Now.. Now.. I just can't Stop thinking of YOU.. I can't get rid of YOU off my Mind.. I can't find an eraser.. If you were to go.. YOU could of left an Eraser so that At least I could of erased YOU off my mind.. NOW you have put something Inside my Head and it sank deep into my Soul and My Heart.. WHY did YOU have to Go.. WHY did you even come out and Now.. Look at me.. I am here dying inside my Heart.. Inside my Soul.. and only thing that is left behind is YOU.. I am looking down.. Looking at the Empty Glass jar.. Where is the heart.. where is Your Heart.. I thought for a Moment I saw Your Heart inside this Glass jar but Now.. I do not see a Heart.. Please.. Wait wait.. Give me Your Heart.. YOU can go.. Only please Leave your heart behind.. Leave your heart with me.. I will take good care and I will always Love Your Heart.. I will tell YOUR HEART.. I will never Let You Go and tell Your heart How much I love you.. and have never stopped Loving YOU.. but if YOU can please come back and Just leave Your Heart.. I can at least Know that I still can Love YOU.. by loving Your heart forever.. YOU know how much I want Your Heart.. How Much I need Your Heart.. Care for Your Heart and will tell YOUR HEART.. I will always be here.. waiting For YOU.. I will wait for YOU until the day I die but.. if you can please come back and don't leave me.. Next to me is the Basket.. Full of Dozen of SUN Flowers.. and I turn to look at the Basket.. My hand grabs One Sun Flower.. I put it close to My Nose.. and smell.. OH wow.. this smell.. it is so Sweet.. the smell reminds me of YOU.. smelling so Sweet and also so Beautiful like this Flower.. if you can come back to me.. I can at least show YOU this Sun Flower and can Let you smell what I smell.. so Sweet just like YOU.. but if you want to smell.. YOU needs to come out.. Please come back to me because.. what will YOU do if I start to miss YOU.. if my Heart starts to miss YOU.. and I miss YOU.. how about this Sun Flower.. who is also waiting for YOU.. to show YOU how beautiful and How so Sweet and wants to be sent to YOU.. I want to give you this Sun Flower.. But.. Please come back to me.. Show me Your Face again.. Now I just can't stop but only think of YOU.. YOU drive me Crazy Now.. YOU drive me mad because ever since I saw YOU.. YOU have light up what is inside of me.. YOU have awaken my Heart.. he is asking for YOU.. Knocking at the door of my Chest.. keeps on knocking asking WHO woke HIM UP.. telling me to Tell YOU and Your heart.. I love YOU.. I love YOU.. Please don't go and Please come back.. Come back so that I can at least take one more look before I cry.. YOU are so Beautiful.. You are so Beautiful.. That my Eyes tells me.. I want to cry.. The most beautiful Flower.. the Most beautiful I ever seen.. The most beautiful that there will be no one who is as Beautiful as Your Are.. And Now.. I want to see YOU again.. I am still looking at the door.. Please come back.. Holding UP the Empty Glass jar.. can you not see that I have prepared this for You.. I have been waiting.. It use to be a flower Jar.. a Flower use to grow in this
really happen.. so that When it becomes a full bloom Sun Flower.. I can take it to YOU and tell YOU.. It started out as a seed.. wanted to see it to be a SUN FLOWER.. I wanted to give it to YOU.. the Hard work of years of putting.. and just to show YOU.. you will be the first to take a Look and I wanted to give it as a present to show YOU.. I cared and loved as it is YOU.. I loved my Sun Flower just as much as I love you and wanted to tell YOU.. I love you like this Flower.. But.. YOU have broken my heart.. my heart shattered because I could not see YOU.. For a long time I have been waiting for YOU to come Out.. as I would be waiting by this Door.. the Door never opened.. My Heart started to cry and asked me.. How Long.. How Long Must I be weeping for YOU.. How long must the wait be.. Sitting on this holding the Glass Jar with the Sun Flower.. I would be knocking at the door to give you the first.. I saw seasons come and seasons go.. I would be sitting at the same spot.. And I looked at the Sun Flower.. I asked.. maybe YOU don't love me.. Maybe You will never come Out.. never come UP.. One night.. I started to see the light rain falling from the sky.. Holding the Glass jar with the Sun flower.. I started to cry.. my tears ran down.. and I asked.. I wanted your Love.. I only wanted to see Your Face.. and All I wanted to give you is my Love through this Sun Flower.. as I sat down.. the light rain started to pour down hard.. I would be mourning Loud as the thunder roared and I looked at the Sun Flower.. I am so sorry that YOU don't love me.. I am so sorry for YOU to be waiting like this with me.. and looking at the Sun Flower I saw it crying too.. No one likes to be rejected and Hurt.. No one wants to feel this pain aching.. ALL I wanted is Your to Love me back.. ALL I wanted is for YOU TO at least notice me.. and I yelled Out loud.. and Screamed from my Lungs to the Sun Flower.. I am so Sorry.. I am so Sorry to make you feel this way.. I am so sorry.. My hand grab the stem of the Sun Flower.. I pulled it Out and I started to cry More.. as the Rain flood down on me.. I threw the Sun Flower on the ground.. My hand touch my Chest.. I saw YOU raised UP.. I saw YOU from the seed and Saw you grow up.. My hand hit the chest.. few times.. And I looked Up the sky.. and Screamed OUT Loud of More.. Only thing I wanted is YOU to know how much I love YOU.. I wanted to show you My Heart that this is the way I love you.. to give you a Sun Flower who came from birth and like a SON to me.. I wanted to give you This Flower.. I saw few boys running through the rain.. started to step on the Sun Flower.. and I did not see that Sun Flower any more.. I am looking at this Empty Glass jar.. I just can't believe.. Only if I could of waited few more days.. Only If I had the patient.. I could at least show you this Flower.. ME Sun Flower.. I came back with this Glass jar.. Now Empty and Without the Sun Flower.. But I have a Basket Full of Flowers.. they are the Sun Flowers but I picked them from the field.. I turn to look at the door.. Such a memory of Pain in my heart.. I just could not believe the door finally opened.. DID NOT expect to see YOU.. My heart was robbed.. WHEN YOU came out.. My heart came from sleeping.. and started to Beat On my Chest.. a Heart beat.. Running through my Body.. through my Chest. My Heart started to beat again.. started to beat faster when I saw the door opened and saw YOU stood.. I remember pinching myself to see if it hurts.. am I dreaming.. am I seeing a vision.. What was happening inside my Chest.. WHY was my Heart beating faster and faster.. as you stood There.. I felt the tears of Joy.. Waiting and waiting.. Going to the same spot to sit on this bench.. the same spot for a long time.. just waiting for YOU to open that door.. I saw you walking.. I wanted to drop my Empty Glass jar.. A jump in my heart.. leaping out of nowhere.. and There you were.. the Most beautiful Flower.. the Greatest but the Most Prettiest my eyes ever saw.. I just couldn't breathe.. I felt something got stuck.. When you sat next to me.. I wanted to just fall and faint right in front of you.. I looked at the Empty Glass Jar.. my Heart grew so sad.. If I just waited few more days.. I could given you the SON.. the Sun Flower who came from the seed.. from the birth and could told you.. I have kept this Flower for a long time.. and wanted to give to the right person.. This Sun Flower belongs to YOU because it was all just for YOU.. and wanted to tell YOU by giving this Glass Jar.. I love you.. I was thinking of YOU as I planted.. I was thinking of YOU as I put bowl of waters into the soil.. I was thinking of you as I walked this Out in the front.. watching the SUN and the heat.. I saw the peek of its head.. I saw the stem.. and after few months.. I saw the Sun Flower raised UP.. I was truly thinking of YOU because I was touched by Love.. I wanted to give you this as My Love.. and Only wanted You to notice How much I love you.. AS you sat next to me.. I wanted to cry because It was an Empty Glass jar.. I had dreams and visions of giving as a present.. giving you as my Heart.. whole heart was put into it.. I saw you so Beautiful.. Like this Sun Flower.. as beautiful as You are.. Now I sat down in silent.. only holding the empty glass jar.. BUT.. as I looked at you.. I wanted something from YOU.. how about Your heart.. can YOU put your Heart inside it.. I will place a Sun Flower next to your heart.. I want to see if Your Heart would be moved as I would tell YOU a story about My Love for YOU.. Inspired by Love because of just loving YOU.. Loving you without anything in return.. Just loving YOU because YOU are my Sun Flower.. the Flower who blooms In my heart.. the Flower who makes me sing and dance.. makes me smile when I am so sad or lonely.. But also just to say I love you.. Only because it is YOU who are my Sun Flower.. I saw you get UP.. I wanted your heart.. Please.. tell me that I can have your heart.. I will take good care of her.. Leave me your Heart so that I can share the story of My Sun Flower.. Please.. Don't go.. Don't leave me hanging like this because I want your heart now.. so Don't go.. I grabbed your wrist.. Placing the Empty glass jar on the Bench.. I kneeled.. Please don't go.. my hand holding your Wrist.. stay here with me a little longer.. then.. promise me to leave your heart.. I need YOU.. I need your heart.. I need your Love.. I want Your Love.. I want you.. then If you can accept this heart of mine.. leave your heart.. I grabbed a Sun Flower from the basket and Placed inside the Empty Glass jar.. give me Your heart.. I want it.. I need it.. if YOU must go now.. Then.. My Love.. my Darling.. Leave your heart with me.. I will make Your heart happy.. I will bring the joy into your heart and will love Your heart.. WILL love you all my life.. See.. I pulled your wrist.. You Turned to look.. A Sun Flower.. waiting for your heart.. your other hand pushes my hand off the wrist and I saw YOU walk off.. DOOR opens and it closes.. I hit my Chest.. my hand hits hard my chest.. I can feel my Heart being attacked.. My heart beating.. Wait.. Please.. WHY do you must go.. why do you leave me behind.. I am all yours.. I love you.. I love you More than anything in this world.. baby.. Please come back.. Please don't go.. my two eyes opens.. I am laying on my bed.. I sit UP.. I am missing YOU.. I keep on missing YOU.. I need YOU.. if you know how much I miss YOU.. if you know how much I love you.. why do you have to leave me like this.. WHY Do you hurt me if YOU know I love you.. DO you not want MY Love.. I can love you.. I can always love you.. I can love you where you will find No regrets.. my eyes.. with Tears falls down.. and I start to cry.. All I want is to give you love.. and wants YOU to know How much I want this love and How much Love I can give.. Please don't go.. and come to me.. I walk out of the Room and Stops.. a Big Box in the middle of the room.. On the Floor lays a Picture.. On top of the Big Box is a Ribbon.. and there is a Door.. I walk to the Middle and Stops.. I look down.. grabbing the picture.. It is You.. I stop to breathe In and Out.. My words.. What words should I say about Your Picture.. Leaving me Confused because.. My Heart just can't Beat right.. My eyes wants to jump out.. shivers down my Spine.. brings me Chills all over me because.. YOU are so Beautiful.. I do not know how many times I must tell YOU this.. But BEAUTIFUL.. is the only word.. Why are you so Beautiful.. WHY is this Picture laying On my Floor.. where did this Picture Come from.. I am standing here.. wondering.. I am Not a Photographer.. I do not take pictures and Have never taken a Picture of YOU.. BUT.. Your picture is here.. and has been waiting for me.. I am looking at your Picture.. Why are you so Pretty Pretty.. how is that YOU are so Beautiful.. Oh WOW.. YOU are so Beautiful.. I can kiss Your Lip and say.. YOU are so Beautiful.. leaving me to Lose My Mind.. Your Picture came out of nowhere.. I was heading to go to Eat.. and CHAM.. this Picture.. Out of nowhere.. in the middle of me Room.. it sits here.. I guess wanted to lay down and say.. here.. Look at Me.. and I look at your picture.. I am wondering.. is my Heart going to jump Out of my Chest and run.. I feel something inside.. it is beating.. WHY is my Heart beating.. What is it about YOU.. What have you done to My eyes.. that ran to My Mind and to My Heart.. Now you have awaken me heart.. It is beating.. My Heart is beating faster as I keep On looking at your Picture.. but.. YOU are so Lovely.. YOU are so
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