CANCER IS BRUTAL!!!
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- Опубліковано 8 вер 2024
- CANCER IS BRUTAL!!!
I have tough choices to make with this now, it is evil and rapidly making me sick, I had to go to the doctors again today.
Cancer is brutal, it takes lives and does not care what it does!
Since my time of having cancer which is a good three years, I have been forced out of jobs, lost my home, slept on sofas and struggled massively with it.
Now I am facing the fact that it has already re-grown in two sites and is acting aggressively again.
I have tough choices to make, but hard to make when so heavily medicated.
#dontgiveindontgiveup
Don't Give In! Don't Give Up!
Due to loads of interest you can now pre-order the #dontgiveindontgiveup hoodie and t-shirt now: goo.gl/RFUMmW
I have a Go Fund Me setup if you would like to support me get research done into this type of cancer (Pleomorphic Sarcomatoid Carcinoma and Primary Cutaneous CarcinoSarcoma) with the hope that we can eventually find the best treatment, as there are very limited / no options left now, I have already started passing on samples, medical files and reports to specialists worldwide. The next step is to get my DNA Sequenced, so as specialist medical researchers can see if we can find the needle in the haystack to treat this.
Not everyone can get the same type of treatment, not everyone is able to have chemo, radiotherapy, immunotherapy and the likes. I am one of those with a rare form of cancer that can't be treated by conventional means.
There is litterally no research into this type so it's important to me, to document everything and record it all, so that if something can be done and someone spots it, we have that added bonus!
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Who Am I!
Name: PeeWeeToms (Dan Thomas)
Job: Software Developer
Age: 32 Home: England!
Diagnosis: Sarcomatoid Carcinoma (peeweetoms.com...)
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Dear Dan, if you get to read this message, I do not want any of the negative comments that some people write to affect you. The haters are dumb they do not know how beautiful it is to love others. Keep making your videos, talk to us and let us see you and enjoy your presence. Remember that in this world there are people with black hearts and they will never feel or have any idea of what it is like to have love for their neighbor. They do not know how beautiful it is to feel that feeling of love for you. It's frustrating and I can almost say very shocking read such strong and insensitive comments. NEVER FORGET that we love you and support you now and always, our Dan. God bless you son 👐❤
Your a nice human...thanks for being born..oo
JAGG KOUT Thanks Jagg for your words. I was a nurse for many years, compassion and love for my patients was for me a true feeling that came from my heart. . I know the pain of the human being, the despair, the anguish, the loneliness, the confusion, and many feelings more than in a moment we all pass before a disease. That is why I express myself with love and sensitivity, my love for the human being comes from my heart. I always take comfort to the fallen, I give them hope that miracles exist and that they trust in God, because God has the control and the last word 👐👐. God bless you and your family 👐 (Sorry for my english)
Mirla Hernandez what a lovely comment and so true
Dawn Robinson Thanks Dawn. Blessings for everyone in your family ❤️🙌🏽
I'm a RN for 38 years I'm a women..I use jagg for fun..
Having ill health does indeed take one on an internal journey, looking for meaning and to make sense of it all, if one can. We are all alone in that in one sense but also part of a community of those who have a similar struggle. You are right that youtube can help to connect us and relieve some of that sense of isolation. xxx
If Dan's wife or his family still look at his UA-cam, then all I've got to say is what an extraordinary human being Dan was. You should be very, very proud of him. Just fought to the very end no matter what the cost was. What the pain was. He just kept going and told his story.
And Dan's parents - you raised a 1 in a billion. It says a lot about you that you raised someone like Dan. He was a beautiful person inside and out.
Rest in peace, you sweet soul.
You are an amazing human being - I salute you !!! What a guy 👍🏻
Anwen 👏👏👏
I hope those who accused you of lying see this vlog and feel shame.
In the mean time, buckets of love, embrace your holiday self and keep us updated about how you are doing.
Bless you Dan 💕🎉💫
Kerry Hughes People accuse him of lying??? God, nobody would do that. People are morons.
I have shame some of them morons and they are great at pointing the accussing finger at somebody else is dynamic from cancer but they've don't have the balls to come by and just say that they are sorry to Dan and his family. Thats how to me things better, so if you go through any pass nasty remarks get them to watch his update Vlogs and say that they are bloody sorry for treating him like a conman.
Karma comes around, spite full people
How this could happen to such a nice person proves to me how fucked this world is. If only you could pass some of the pain you're feeling, i would accept some.
Hospice nurse here. I'm following your journey from Oklahoma. You're mom is so adorable! God Bless You!
We are with you Dan xxxxxx
About to head in the The Cancer Treatment center for radiotherapy... I want you to know that I am praying for you....Remember There is always Hope Keep at My dear hugs and Loves from the USA
Sarah Manz Good luck beautiful 👐. God bless you 👐👐👐
Sarah Manz best of luck 🤗💓
Sarah Manz blessings to you sweets xxoo
Sarah Manz I hope and pray all is well with you! xo Hydie ❤
Hope your still fighting
You made all the right choices Dan! You lived to the fullest ! You are a LEGEND and Legends NEVER DIE! ✌❤🕊
We are so sorry for what your going through.
You better continue your treatment!!! We're not giving on you that easily. I'm in New York City love, you're not missing out on anything here right now handsome. You're an inspiration and stronger than most people I've ever come across
Praying 🙏 for you .. miracles happen 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
Naomi White. I second that. Praying Truly believe the Lord is hearing us, and seeing the Love Dan has brought to us. I know that has to be a pleasant sight to the Lord.
Agree with you all. God works in mysterious ways, and prayers are powerful.
Susan Scott Amen🙏🏼❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Horse Lover Amen❤️🙏🏽🙏🏼🙏🏽🙏🏼🙏🏽🙏🏼
AMEN 🙏🏼🙏🏽❤️❤️❤️
You have to do what your heart tells you. This mother in Vancouver who lost her 27 year old son is rooting for you always💖💖💖💖
Karen Love thank you - I have a video for Matthew on my channel 💖💖💖💖
Sending hugs to you Janice. 🥰🤗
I have learned so much from you about what it is like to be the one who has cancer, who has been told there is no more help. Please keep fighting if that is what you want. I look forward to seeing where you are going on vacation. Try to enjoy yourself as best you can. Love ya.
❤️❤️❤️❤️ Much love from the USA
Cancer just sucks! I would have loved to have shown you Nashville. You would love it. Hang in there!
Good for you positive mind x fight till there is no more fight, miracles happen xx
Hi Dan, please stay as positive as you have been. You know how people say to enjoy every day as if it was your last one? Go, do all you can as long as you can.
Carola in Paris good advice that Daniel is in the process of doing now by going on holiday with his entire family😁😃😅🤪
Carola in Paris how??? How can you stay positive in such a bad situation like that. I would be literally freaking out. I probably would not even leave my room.
Samuel115s I'd freak out more as well. It is a wish, not a solution
You ARE a miracle in so many ways! And you continue to amaze us all with your strength. You chose to endure so much just to help humanity. That is a true HERO.
I hope you can stay comfortable Dan! You are so brave! I love your Mum.
You snapped me out of my own tiny day to day things I thought minor things in my life were HUGE until I came across your video and realised I should just be happy I’m alive!
I found you too late to offer you any words of support.... but not too late to pay my respects to you and to commend you for being a wonderful beacon to those needing strength and courage in facing their own mortality head on and looking for inspiration. What a fine man you are Dan .... 🤗💜
Life is about becoming strong in our broken places....you have achieved this. You are a warrior❤️
I hope you beat it man. I just came across your channel, literally just a few minutes ago. You are very upbeat for a person in your situation. It's an inspiration!
Lincoln Riddle He's really amazing!
i have cancer to but my heart goes out to you, you are always in my thoughts xxx
God bless your kind soul dan 💕 I wish you didn’t have to go through this 😭
Whoever is saying you can't beat this is, is a liar!! Your Strong 💪 Your a Legend 👌 If you was to stop them stop that's fine... If you want to fight it them fight it... Love ya xx xx xx
Dan, you are simply amazing. You are living proof that even against all the odds, you can still be happy and enjoy life. For as long as you’re around you are making a huge difference in raising awareness for living with cancer. Cancer only wins when you give in...and you’re certainly not going to do that! Sending you love and strength, keep being strong and making memories! 💗Xx
Hope you are having a happy & fun holiday with your family! Sending Love & positive vibes your way x x
You're always an inspiration! Keep going💕💕💕💕
Dan, in this short time I’ve known you, I DO KNOW that you are such a true fighter! Your fans/friends/family would expect NOTHING LESS than an all-out war against the “C-Word”! I don’t know if/how much those of us relatively-new to your life inspire you, but YOU simply bring out the natural fighter in all of us! Know that in all you do, and all you endure, you are never alone. We stand with you and we fight with you, and we keep you always in our hearts!
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I unfortunately found dans vlogs too late. For some reason I feel compelled to watch,it’s strange but feels like I’ve known him a long time..like a friend. I hope your resting easy brother ❤️
Fight to the last day. Don't let the cancer or people win. You are a inspiration to the world. God has a plan for you smile you are loved.
Prove the Drs wrong x
Kim Bergin YES! We do not have expiration dates printed on our bodies! 😊
Hi Dan, please stay as positive as you have been
Paris? Have a wonderful holiday with your family! Much love Dan! Xoxo
Marybelle Jams yes Dan, and family I pray you all have one amazing holiday in Paris. Enjoy we love you xxxx💙
Praying for a miracle so you can beat this dreadful disease.
You are giving so much hope to people that are dealing with terminal diseases...you are to be commended for your strength and courage in fighting this to the very end....you will have left quite a legacy....your life had a purpose....continually praying....miracles do happen....God bless you and your family.....
Yes, where there is a will, there is a way!!
Miracles DO happen, we are all pulling and praying for you 💕
Only been watching your channel for a couple of weeks and I've fallen in love with it. You're so down to earth and I just wish you all the luck in the world. You've got this far and I'm praying you get so much further! Xx
I am stunned....Thinking of you and praying. I have no words.... You are so brave, so strong, eloquent, intelligent, funny, handsome and down right beautiful. You are a fighter, a true warrior. Thank you for sharing your life with us. You are absolutely AMAZING!
Dan, I look forward to you every single day; I'm not going anywhere. Things can change; miracles happen all of the time. Much love & respect
Dan, You are in my prayers every day. I keep praying for a miracle, if not to cure you and everyone with cancer, then to slow it down and decrease the severity. Like I said, a miracle. I hope you enjoy your holiday and relax and have fun the best you can.
We're all here for you, Dan! :) You've touched many of our hearts and brought so much light to this incredibly rare form of cancer. Enjoy your family vacation; certainly looking forward to vlog. Much love from Tyrone and I! ❤️🦖
None of us can become so attached to this world...our true home lies ahead and it is so much better than this prison in time, space and possibility.
You just hit 9k subs 💪❤
Norahungary Hitting 9k subscribers won't save him.
Adriana Morawietz I don’t think that was supposed to be the point and I don’t think you needed to point that out
Adriana Morawietz You gotta live with everything you say & do to others, best remember that cause karma takes no prisoners!
Caroline Chaney adriana must extra desperate for attention.
What a disgusting thing to say Adriana! 😡
Dear Dan You are so right cancer sucks!! I have been fighting the battle for just over 3 yrs now. Double lung cancer.. But I keep on swinging! The biggest thing I have learnt through this battle for life is this.. everyone know better about how to deal with your battle better than you! That every choice you make about your treatment is not what you should be doing! You find out who your true friends are and who they are not! But with them or without them you keep fighting a good fight! Your way!!! All the best to you and your loves!!! Keep on keeping on Dan!! 💞
Dan, Prayers. Prayers and more Prayers.. Miracles do happen every moment of every day
Please keep making your videos. I agree with Mirla let us see you . Hugs
Praying 🙏 you, where there’s a will there’s always a way, praying 🙏 you get that miracle 💕💕💕💕 love you Dan
Dan thank you for your positive upbeat attitude. I hope you continue to show people what kind of impact this disease has on the patient and the family. You mom is an amazing woman. Love and hugs!!
A life lived in fear, is a life half lived. You ARE living whole. Thank you for your candid vlog..
Buttons smashed. Love sent to you. I just found your videos and am just learning about your struggle but best wishes sent your way as you navigate this. I’m sorry to hear about your pain. I’m sorry they are telling you it’s going to get worse. I wish there was something more substantial that we could do to help you besides listening.... I’ll be here to listen for as long as you want to talk this out to us.
My brother is dealing with cancer now. Cancer is a bad thing!! Blessings to you!!
Just like you I will probably not ever be able to visit some of the places in the world I would like to visit like your beautiful country. Thru you I feel like I am visiting. My experience and journey in life has been enriched because of you. Peace and love to you.
Dan, I look forward to your videos everyday! Theres so much I want to say but I don't have the words to express how I feel about the shit hand you have been dealt. Sending all my love
Im so glad you are a strong example.... Im praying on you
Keep talking to us Dan. We are here for you. ❤️❤️❤️🍀🍀🍀🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
I love you champ! 🌸
Go for it! 💜
You are gonna make it! 💪🏻
Your Mother seems like such a sweet lady. You're so lucky to have a good Mama!!
Dan [[[💜]]] always great to see you, your spirited energy awesome
Keep heart and kick ass !
I love you Dan, you are the best!!! I wish that you end up as a winner and survive cancer, and see all the beautiful places this world has to offer..... everything is possible......
It just sucks so bad Dan. I do know though that doctors know their shit. They told my mom she had 2 months, she lived 45 days. It still feels so unreal that she is gone. I’m positive in a better place. I’m not sure there are any answers to your questions, I’ve been searching for 14 years now. Always at the edge. I’m hanging off that ledge at the moment. Cancer results should come anytime now. Sooner or later it will get me. I had it too bad... So I’m always turning to God because that’s where everyone as long as I can remember has told me that’s where we all go so I turn to God but I’m gonna tell you if I die and I find out there is no heaven I’m coming back as the MEANEST GHOST TO EVER HIT EARTH! I don’t know what you do from this point but I wish I did so I could help others. It’s not often I don’t know what to say Dan but I’d love to know your thoughts. I still believe in miracles so I’ll be here as long as you are.
I wish I could make it all go away!!!!!!!! You have such a buitafull smile!!!!! Fight the Fight!!! And live and love well.....💙💚💜
I love you Dan ,have a great holiday ,your in my thoughts always .big love always xoxoxo
You are so positive and such an inspiration. I have a chronic form of Leukemia, and like you, people don't believe I have cancer because I still have my hair and don't always look sick.
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Cant help but love you,your amazing and certainly dont deserve all this.Big hugs to you and all your lovely family.Xxxxx
Thank you for the positive message in this video!
We are all praying for you, much love from people all over the world.
Dan, continue doing treatment. I believe you will live a long life. But stay strong 💪❤️
I will always pray for your healing and health. Keep believing miracles will be real, and God bless you! 🙏❤
You should have at least double subs that you have you deserve them. Still praying for you.
How is Subway going to help ?
mario condello Subscribers you diffy!!!
Subscribers is the last thing anything is thinking about right now
MoH Rocks I said that weeks ago when he only had 7 thousand subs! I know it won't help him but it raises awarness about cancer which is what he wants more people watch they might think i might have that and go to doctors. Read first before you send comment to me thankyou.
k meg okay relax I didn’t know he had 7K subs
The strength you and your wonderful family have shown all of us is amazing. Bless all of you.
Dan, I keep seeing things in common. Due to my Empty Nose Syndrome...where they took out the dead skin and the dead hardened turbulate was connected to the nerve in the back of my right eye and on the right frontal brain lobe. I get hurrendous pain...migraines...and facial pain. They are forever trying to find a creme pain killer. Don't get it, but oh well.
Also, i get even the most closest friends in my life asking if im lying or just telling another one of my stories. It hurt especially when my uncle, who is in closer age as a brother, asked his sister if i were REALLY that bad....after they told me i may have 3 to 5 years. I just try and forgive them, they know not what they do.
I subscribe 1st time, ❤ all.
Daniel is no ordinary guy, he's a Legend, the inspiration for life and should get a big reward! Love your video's and I hope you see this!
9k! Congrats
It was heartbreaking seeing your Mum so upset the other day. My heart goes out to you and your loved ones and family I really don’t know how you are doing what you are. You are bloody amazing!!
It's just a really shit situation to be in Dan. I'm in a similar situation & have been prescribed Lorazepam to help deal with my terrible anxiety that I get. The fact of the matter is that everybody's cancer is unique to them, operates differently & I've established the oncologists don't even know for sure themselves half the time what will actually be best. There is no best, just personal choices now & I'm now just going with my gut feelings regarding all potential treatment or no treatment decisions for my cancer. It's a lonely & dark place were in, full of fear of the unknown but it is what is & it will be what it'll be. As & when the ends near for me I will still be fighting, punching, kicking, biting & screaming & the cancer will get hurt like it's never been hurt before. I will not go quietly...... & in actual fact I still don't believe or accept that this cancer is actually going to kill me.... it's got a big fight on its hands. All my love to you my brother & we'll fight this awful fucking disease till the end.
Ralph Lewis all the best to you man!
Gavin Paterson Thanks man, all my best wishes to you too!
Praying for you too!!!!!!
All the best to you X
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I love when your parents are in your videos. I wish that there is some miracle to help you beat your cancer.
It would be amazing to meet u. Hereford is beautiful with both the river Wye running through the heart of the city and the Lugg skirting the edges of one of Britains most rural cities. We have the market, the Carhedral and stunning countryside. Hxx
You put it so well: Cancer is brutal. There's no bargaining, there's no one single cure. There are some ups and so many more downs. I admire your openess, your personal strength and your way of presenting your battle. It is an amazing chronicle. Thank you!
Dan! I have been thinking about you a lot. I saw a television commercial for a drug called Keytruda a little bit ago. They were advertising it for treatment of lung cancer, which can often be caused by sarcoma type cancers. Anyway, I looked it up with soft tissue sarcoma as a search term, and I came across an interesting article about a Phase II clinical trial. Here is what stood out for me:
"The best response rate was seen among patients with undifferentiated pleomorphic sarcoma."
I was wondering if this drug (Keytruda/Pembrolizumab) came up in the conversation with your medical team.
You are in my thoughts & prayers, as is your sweet family. Have a wonderful time in Paris. Haven't seen Claire's 👋 lately. Hope she's doing okay too.
💕💖💕 to you all!
P.S. ~ I'm going to be pretty tied up the next 2 weeks, so I may not be able to comment much, but I will try to check in and see how you are doing. I will continue to pray for you. ❤
Sending you all my love & positive energy!
Funny, if I had the money, I'd go to England and your all the old castles. I'd want to see Windsor castle, Buckingham palace, Tower of London etc. I also would fight for new treatment whether it be chemo or radiation. I saw a You Tube video of Emily's in a resort in Turkey called Royal??? Resort. 4 hour plane ride. Praying for you.
Theresa Ostrander get yourself over here
You give us hope when we feel hopeless and that is huge! Thank you!
Are you well enough to get on a plane? ... If you are, and can afford it, get to New York mate. Go see it again. But I know it's not that simple.
Dan...YOU WILL IS BEYOND INCREDIBLE...so if that saying IS TRUE,then there WILL BE A WAY! I have NEVER seen a 32 yr. old "man/boy" with such amazing strength and powerful inspiration, in the face of such terrible thoughts of the days ahead...I am specific praying for any further pain you may have to be managed, and that your upcoming holiday with those you love,and who ADORE YOU, is by far the most fabulous trip imaginable. PLEASE be ok...Dan PLEASE, despite the doctor;s words...DOB'T LET THAT DOCTOR STEAL YOUR AMAZING SPIRIT AND BRILLIANTLY SHINING INNER LIGHT. I atch your videos many times a day...and each time i d,I find a little more knowledge to apply to MY LIFE.You have made me such a better person-a better mother, and a better partner.You've helped me to smile...even when the pain I experience hits.I stopped complaining outlous to others about the pain my illness presents each and every day, and I too recognize MY CHOICES.Instead of popping that extra pain pill, which only makes me fall asleep...so instead,I tune in to YOUR UA-cam DAILY MESSAGE...and so help me God...I become so engrossed in your messages, that I forget about my pain, and I dont take those pain killers.I'd rather write YOUm show you that LOVE you requested...and FYI...ny chikdren commented yesterday...asking me WHT,ALL OF THE SUDDEN,I've begun telling everyone that I love them, that they matter to me-AS YOU DO...and most incredibly, everyone wants to know, why I've suddenly begun to say farewell, with the words..."Ta-ta", "Buh bye", and of course, you infamous..."Buy-yee"! It's THAT IMPACT you have had on ME,and I promise you,I will NEVER go back to the person I WAS...before being introduced to YOUR VLOGS, and YOUR LIFE! You are LOVED Dan...and I'm praying bow, again through tears as I try to write these words...I pray your family holiday gives you everything YOU NEED, without further pain or increasing symptoms...and we'll all still be here, watching and joining by your side during your INCREDIBLY BRAVE,inspiring and life changing JOURNEY.God be with you mate, and enjoy EVERY single day...be it 2 weeks, 3, or even more.Your doctors have been wrong before,and if ANYNE has the b--ls to face the future,beynd ALL DOUBT,it is YOU! Hugs, kisses and a whole lot of love being sent along with heavy duty prayers for your family and you! e love you and will be WATCHING EVERY SINGE DAY, because YOU and YOUR messages, ARE WORTH IT! #DONTGIVEIN,DON'TGIVEUP...not EVER! I care, you have changed me and my life, and I will NEVER forget YOU or your incredible inspiration! Love you so much, unknown stranger, and "Angel Unaware"...Daniel Thomas! Linda (momto3rs)
Ohhh I forgot to say, anyone know where we are going on holiday? Also anywhere I should visit in the next week? OHHH and my dad will be posting stuff to peeweetoms.com and my instagram will also be massively abused! instagram.com/peeweetoms
How far from England?
Don't have a clue where you are going but hope you have a fabulistic time xxxxxxx
If u want to visit nice lakes and mountains with nice food I would go to Romania 👍 all the best mate
Come up to Northumberland - it’s beautiful x
Spain?
Keep fight your cancer. Don't give up with that. Much people keep support you. Fighting!!!
The brutality you're experiencing is nuts! What is wrong with people??? You are suffering enough dealing with the cancer. The insensitivity of some people is just....UGGGHH!!
Was asked to speak at a meeting about my journey with Pompe disease. I said no because public speaking really stressed me out and didn’t think I wanted to add it to my schedule but I see what you are able to do and are having to deal with and it inspired me to go through with it.
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I came across this by accident because I watch Emily Hayward and it just broke my heart. I admire how positive you are and I love that you are still living and loving life, with a smile. Even if cancer ends up taking your life it will not win because it can not take your spirit, it can not keep you from living your life now and doing what you want to do while you are still here. It can not change the good man I know you are just from watching a few videos. Mad love and respect. You are in my prayers.
Hi peewee thinking of you with love and a mountain of hope ,god bless Kath x
You got this ! Fight on ! You are a strong man ! We are here to support you !
You're a hero Dan xx
My heart breaks for you more and more each day. I wish you nothing but the best.