In Germany we have a word Wehmut which describes a silent kind of pain when u think of the past times. It's like nostalgia, but sadder. Well while listening to that masterpiece I'm feeling just exact the same. Thanks!
If I could describe my mental state these past few days, reliving childhood memories in my head. Wishing I could go back. Nostalgia becoming ever more the norm before I go to bed. Wondering where all the time went, it would be this. "I'm in my house but I want to go home."
100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favourite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you adore 75. Finding a happy place. 76. Meeting internet friends irl. 77. Laughing so hard that you cry. 78. Your pet would miss you. Don’t abandon them. 79. Rewatching your favourite childhood movies. 80. Warm showers. 81. Reading a life-changing book. 82. Getting lost in a library. 83. Inspiring someone. 84. Happy, cozy holidays. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.
If it brings you comfort it's not silly or weird. Your feelings are valid and they matter. Whatever soothes/alleviates the soul can only be a positive. Blessings&kind thoughts. 🙏 ✨ ❣️
Monday, June 24, 1:35 am Crying listening to this 3 of my family has died my tio and aunt and my other aunt died 💔 this it reminds me of how much i sometimes feel useless, i sometimes get told hurtful things by my fake friends i don't go out a lot i just got online friends. I remember all those hurtful things and they wont go away i wish they would, sometimes i wish i could rest in peace forever and forget my problems, i always listen to these kind of videos, im in my bed typing this.. crying.. i wish my some of my family hadn't died. I always feel im the problem or im just slowing everyone down i always cry on my bed so nobody worrys about me, sometimes i get super depressed, and i start to overthink what im saying right now and i cant control my emotion and i get yelled at because i start crying, i cant stop it because i feel like im being yelled at. I dont get yelled at that much any more, and if you read all of this thank you for reading this god bless you all. ❤️ Edit 2: 2:03 am fri, june 28 Some problems are going away i hope i stop worrying so much about all of these problems happening right now... 💔 Edit 3:the past was so bright and the future doesnt look so bright now.. Edit 4: 4:30 PM Sep 11 just doing school work at home and im being yelled at i have to hide my tears or i will get yelled at more :(
Hey man. Although I didn't get to have the feeling of loss to aunts and uncles I've been in your shoes for everything else and let me tell you man the future is as dim as a dying lightning bug. And there will be a point where the bug dies. No light. Just you and the bug. You'll have to stare at it for a while. And there may be points where you decide to stop staring and just close your eyes forever but just as you do that there will be a flicker. And it will be a new lightning bug. And maybe that one dies too. Or maybe if you keep staring and helping the light grow it'll fly high and you'll see other fireflies and eventually you'll feel warmth in your heart. I write this because I hled.my dead lightning bug from the ages of id probably say 12-18. However I'm still 18 and I'm finally seeing lights again. I really really hope you're doing well friend. Although we've never met, you got this, I believe in you.
"Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." --A.B. (DD1) 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. Jesus Christ loves you so much that He died for your sins and rose from the dead. If you repent from evil ways, believe that Jesus has paid the fine for your sins on the cross and confess Him as your Lord, you will be saved. You see, we all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God, that's why Jesus Christ, fullness of Godhead bodily, lived a perfect life, fulfilled the prophecies and law, shed His Blood at the cross just so you could be forgiven, reconciled back to the Father, receive God's love, be made a new creation, whole, sanctified. It's not about religion and what good works you can do to earn salvation, it's only by grace through faith in the finished works of Jesus Christ. Read God's Word, preferably start with Gospel of John, pray for the Holy Spirit to fill you, give you wisdom and revelation that way you're born again and see your life changed by the Spirit of the Most High. Much love and God bless you!
this playlist makes me want to be all alone in a huge field of tall grass, not worrying about anything and being alone for once. I just wish there was a place in this world where there wasn't a road or any man-made objects, just nature and solitude
There is. Go on an adventure and find out. Even just talking a walk in the woods a couple hundred meters in. You can definitely find what you’re looking for.
This, for me, is the definition of the Portuguese word "saudade". To miss something, someone, some moment. A cold nostalgia that pierces your heart and leaves you empty handed. I listen to this everyday as to remind me to be a better version of myself. Thank you for sharing.
If you’re feeling suicidal, you’re not selfish, you’re not a terrible person. You’ve got this, you’re doing amazing no matter what happens. I’m sorry your life has gotten to such a low, you deserve nothing more than the best. Keep up the good work! And if at some point you may lose that battle, it’ll still be alright. I’m proud of you for being here as long as you can.
hey, like... Looks like you know how it feels or maybe you've seen a person who was going through these feelings, so.. i want you to know that you and your message is my reason to keep it up. God bless you. Thank you so much.
Don't try to reminisce on past❤ memories because As you try to remember them you actually start to erase Cuz What u r thinking again and again and again is just like a reprint of the last time u thought of that memory even if it was like a hour ago 😢
Slowly I started rewiring my brain to let go of all memories. In time I realized it would be bad for my memory itself. For example an important conversation I had like 1 month ago is completely erased. Yes, even the good memories fade away, you just need to give em less importance and focus on the present.
My life has been going to crap lately and finding this music has touched my soul tonight because I'm so unbelievably out of my mind and scared for these new changes in life....
I can remember when I was 5yrs old and was at my grandmother’s house. Up in her kitchen had those box lights in the ceiling and light oak cabinets. I could remember her always giving me chocolate milk because that’s what I loved. We always had thanksgivings over at her place because it brand family together and other holidays etc. Now we don’t have that anymore. My family on both sides fight a lot even after the pandemic and it saddens me how so far apart they are even though we live close by. This playlist reminds me when friends were real friends and not some trash ass tik toker who doesn’t give a dam about someone else. This playlist reminds me of how simple time was back then. I miss barbecues at my uncles house and family get togethers. I now a days wouldn’t find that fun anymore because of everything else going on with the world. I hope you guys find peace in this darkened and damp world we live in. Peace ✌️ ❤
I miss family get togethers too. My family doesn't quite seem to understand why I treasure it so much, but it makes me sad we can't have those anymore. Even though I was a shy kid, I still had so many good memories from the dinners we had. But, it's comforting knowing that in heaven it will be a huge family get together.
Bro, if you're reading this at night, quietly crying on your pillow and worrying about your future, then know that you can handle it. You are strong, you are a very good person, I believe in you. Don’t blame yourself for what happened to you before, just think about how to solve your problem, live, live and live again. Your parents need you, they need you. Bro, I have no more words, just work,just work until the end
I’m only 19 yet my life is already filled with so much regret but also the burning desire to create change and change for the better, to chase my dreams and make my family proud, and another side of me is exhausted and constantly maintaining a wall of deception, lies, manipulation, and fakeness. At some point my subconscious and conscious mind will simultaneously decide which part of me will win. The dark side with nothing to look forward to or conquer in the future, or the bright successful side of me who finally got up and decided to make the choice to flip the switch and work towards the life I deserve. Only time shall tell.
Hiiiiiiii just wanted to tell that everyday you KICK HARD THINGS ASS ❤❤❤❤❤ YOU ARE SO SO SO MUCH BIGGER THAN HARD THINGS ❤❤ and will allways be WE ARE AMAZING FRIEND AND IF YOU THINK YOU ARENT IT JUST PROOVES YOU ARE YOU ARE INVREDIBLE AND GIVE ME PLEASURE TO LIVE IN THE SAME WORLD AS YOU, YOU INSPIRE ME AND I JUST KNOW. things heal even when looks like it Will never heal and i know because this EXACT THING happened tô me things sometimes looks impossible but no, good things are never impossible and looks like it never gets better but it Just means it are getting❤ sometimes looks like we Will never be able to be happy, like things Will never get normal, and i know because i passed trought this EXACT SAME THING and it hurts, hurts a lot, but it gets better and it heal, looks clichê and like a motivational text and because of that i didnt believed in it but if difficulty times dont happen good things dont happen and i saw that with my own eyes, i KNOW that you that are reading this is an AMAZING AND INCREDIBLE AND FULL OF LIGHT PERSON and IF you think you arent it Just prooves you are, fails dont define us, when we are in a dark pit that look hopeless we know that we are in a pit of goodness and we Will allways stand because even falling we Will never be on the ground and IF we are in the ground we know that we are never in the ground❤️❤️❤️ i Love you friend, and because of People like you that i know this world is FULL of good and good is the standard and Will allways be when you feel bad its Hard but distratc, watch a movie do something you like even if you dont want to it helps, people appears and allways appear even when looks like they will never do people just appear and i know because in my life happened that exact thing, people just appear. A LOT❤️❤️❤️ ❤️❤️❤️ I LOVE YOU
your family are allready proud and IM SO PROUD OF YOU MAN, just by wanting to change you are allready changing, you are AMAZING AND SO SO SO LACKED WITH LIGHT AND GOOD THINGS AND THATS OBVIOUS❤❤❤❤ the bright side Will allways win becausw you ARE LIGHT MAN❤
Paradoxically it's love&light that we're afraid of. Choose to change, to grow, to flourish, to transform. It'll be the most rewarding thing you'll ever do. You're worthy&deserving. Don't let your mind or the judgement of others convince you otherwise. Well wishes, from someone who's been there...🙏 💌 💪
idk how to explain it but snowfall is the best music out there when it comes to describing the sadness of memories. like a mix of nostalgia and pain for you know you wont ever experience something so comforting ever again in your life. goodbye readers, please remember me. and more importantly take as much as you need to rest here. dont you dare go hollow.
"Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." --A.B. (DD1) 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
If you’re reading my comment right now, it was meant for you. Yes, you! Don’t doubt it-just. You. Look up at the sky, moon or sun, I’ve looked at it too! We both are connected for this moment, we both look up and see the same sun, the same moon. I’m here with you, you aren’t alone, in this moment of reading the words I’ve left here-you’ll be thinking of me. I’m out there somewhere, right now, living my life, what am I doing? What am I doing at this moment? Can you picture it? And in another moment, I’ll be thinking of you, wondering how many eyes have read these words, maybe none, or maybe a thousand, even so-I’ll be wondering about it. And as I wonder who read my words I’ve left on this video, I’ll be thinking. And I’ll be thinking-of you.
The problems you're facing won't last forever, no matter how bad they might seem. If you ever feel lost or hopeless, just remember: the night is always darkest before the sunrise.You're going to get through this. I know you will. Now, get some rest. You've earned it, and you deserve it. Peace be with you, my friend. ♥
nothing hurts worse than forgetting the memories you cherish the most. as time goes on, i miss more and more details whilst replaying old memories in my head-a walk in the park with my friends, board game night with my family, a facetime conversation with my first love. sure, the memories are there, but how accurate can they really be? i’m not so sure.
Look at you. You made it another day. It wasn't easy but you did it anyway didn't you? Life isn't always easy yet here you are triumphant. You are living. You are breathing. Today might not have been good but whats to say that is the case for tomorrow? Life is unpredictable. We don't know what will happen next. Everyday another challenge. Despite that, here you are. Made it another day. Be proud of yourself. Keep going. You made it this far. You are so much stronger than you think.
@@Ben-sm4jg Thanks man. I was on a downer that day. I'm setting myself up to hit the workout tomoz at 7am. Thanks for your kind wordsworth. 🙏. Edit. Things get better.
Misery, sadness, rage... Is all I see and I've only felt I despise this world very... very much It's a weak world with bitter broken minds and shattered Wills
For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. Jesus Christ loves you so much that He died for your sins and rose from the dead. If you repent from evil ways, believe that Jesus has paid the fine for your sins on the cross and confess Him as your Lord, you will be saved. You see, we all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God, that's why Jesus Christ, fullness of Godhead bodily, lived a perfect life, fulfilled the prophecies and law, shed His Blood at the cross just so you could be forgiven, reconciled back to the Father, receive God's love, be made a new creation, whole, sanctified. It's not about religion and what good works you can do to earn salvation, it's only by grace through faith in the finished works of Jesus Christ. Read God's Word, preferably start with Gospel of John, pray for the Holy Spirit to fill you, give you wisdom and revelation that way you're born again and see your life changed by the Spirit of the Most High. Much love and God bless you!
I met this girl in my work and we started talking for a few months. Soon I started to catch feelings and I found myself slowly falling in love with her. This girl was everything, after so many years of feeling lonely and feeling like I could never have what other guys and what my friends talked about, this was a breath of fresh air. But in the end I got rejected, same like all the other times I tried. I think I have a built in defense mechanism to where I can't show my affection to what I really want to show since in the past it hasn't been reciprocated to what I wanted. I truly did like this girl, but I feel like I let I slip by, again. We would have the best talks, we laughed, and we talked deep into conversations about ourselves and our goals and aspirations. At least she made my life a little better for a time. Now I struggle with the internal conflict of staying as just her friend, or leaving her. Because I know while she expects a real friend, I can't be that guy. The friendship wouldn't be real. Maybe in another universe, with a different me.
Its just a burning memory fading away into the distance. A past filled with regret, mistakes made, times wasted. I wish only to leave the madness behind and succumb to silence.
From Japan. I'm from Nagano which is so cold place in Japan, I do not know why this song and image reminds me nostalgic and I feel relieved somehow. I think this feeling is kinda universal.
Hey you, yeah you. You’re probably here contemplating your life choices, beating yourself up over past mistakes, and probably have a great feeling of regret. Or maybe you are feeling lonely and that you don’t matter. Guess what, you matter. Just know that you don’t owe the world anything, the world is better because you’re here. There is so much more to life than girls, money, and thrills. Take a look at the people around you, that right there is why you should keep going. It may not seem like it but the people around you care about you. Give yourself a break from your bad thoughts and allow the good thoughts in. Let yourself be vulnerable to things and you will see new opportunities arise and you will find that sense of purpose you lost. You deserve a win.
This reminds me of the time when life was filled with joy, as I'm getting older, there's more pressure on my studies and every other duty I have to fulfill, this actually helps me to maintain my stress, thank you for that.
Anyone else reach a point of just complete apathy about everything? I have no passion to do anything, barely want to go outside, don’t care about anything and I fxcking hate everyone. Genuinely happier being alone, high in my room. If I could stay a kid forever or just on repeat, I so fxcking would. Wiping my memory of each reset so I never get tired. Now that would be a gift…
I feel you... but then I connect to my divine source within! We all need to get out in nature, get connected, get our feet dirty, walk on mother earth barefoot, go to the beach or lake or river, get in the water, eat healthy foods straight from the trees, be kind to one another, find good people, and connect to the divine source we all have within ! Not escape reality by getting high... get high on life! P.S. I would stay a kid forever if i could..(I'm 31 now), and hit that reset button, ahhhh... that would be amazing!!!! 😇 but life goes on 😭, i don't know why everything is the way it is, but I do know that life it is about lessons to me and searching for peace and happiness! This all isn't happening for no reason, i don't believe. I am tired of sitting in the dark feelings... Connect to something greater within, a higher power! Trust in the Truth. the real you divine being, not the mortal ego mind. If you don't understand what I'm saying, you will one day... Peace and love to you, hope you feel better💙.
@@pb.pb.pb.pb. While I agree on going outside etc. etc. etc. Being high amplifies that for me. It just also helps mixed with my other forms of escapism like lore or video games. But I have to disagree on this happening for no reason, it IS happening for no reason. The universe is completely random and life actually was a fluke or the universe itself is a alive in some way and created the prefect conditioned to have different forms of life develop on the only habitable/safe situated planet? I lean more towards completely random and the evolution for humans was a total complete accident that can't or has a harder time naturally accruing anymore than once. Dr. Manhattan was right, if humanity does extinct, the universe will not even notice. We are and will be a tiny blip in it's ENTIRE lifespan.
The image probably captures what is what you called home before, your past, all your memories, childhood... Therein was your home. But now this home is just a memory on your head, and you miss it, you miss being a kid, you miss your happy moments, where you could relax and play... This is just my way to look at it, if it's weird or not.
@avaamax5348 I think you're right..the image of home conjures all those light easy breezy childhood memories when play was king and before responsibilities came along to ruin everything
I feel the image capture a sence of blissful ignorance. That's as big as the world gets for you. The smaller our "mental" world is the more bliss we can find in it. As our worlds grow, we see more and more of the solitude the world offers. The world may feel lonely, which it truly can be, but scroll through and see all the heartfelt like minded people that exist. The solace I find in this is that being human, we will always carry hope in our hearts. We will find a way to forge ahead.
I went out guys…not outside technically. I made friends, started video games, had a possible lover, than summer ended. Lost it all, barely speak to a few friends now and I have come back to UA-cam. 2am, listening to these playlists. I feel like I’ve come back home…like I’ve returned from a journey. It’s kinda cool tbh
hey buddy. keep going fam i hope you feel alright and ur mental health is completley stable. your comment gives me nostalgia because i had the same situation. so we basically are the same:>
6 years ago my ex got an abortion. She waited till the appointment from plan parenthood was made before telling me she was pregnant. Depression kicked in and I was sour towards women who wanted a relationship. I ended up drinking a lot, daily almost. Then I got into a car crash while drunk and arrested for DUI and assault. I could have taken someone's life. Now I turned to God and things became clear. There are many ways to deal with things and I chose the wrong way. Keep your faith alive and never choose to be alone. People care, you matter. Open up to family and friends instead of bottling things up. I hope my experience can lead everyone to the right path. Believe in God, he is our strength and our Savior!
To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love you even if you have insecurities i love your accomplishments i love you even if you have failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on you even on sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you act i love you even if you cry i love you when you're kind i love you even if you you're mean i love you even if you're alone i love you even if you can't feel i love you even if you feel too much i love you even if you can't take life anymore i love you even if you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you even if you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you even if you don't believe in yourself i love you even if you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you even if you have problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you even if you're in pain i love you even if you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love you even if you have wounds i love you even if you have scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you even if you lie i love you even if you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you even if you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you even if you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you even if you have headache i love you even if you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you're mature i love you even if you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you even if life isn't bright i love you when you're responsible i love you even if you're irresponsible i love you even if you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love even if your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
When i was young we used to live in a old house which was built by my grandparents, we had a huge lawn and the area was more like a countryside embrace by nature,but now we moved to our new apartment in the city which is modern and is more luxurious . And whenever i hear music like this it reminds me of those time. Now my sister went to other state due to job and i am all alone preparing for my engineering
Even though sleeping is good and all of that, you're missing so much, everything hits better at night, gaming and music, they just hit different man 😅.
I remember when I broke up with my gf and my head gives me a poem or quote for me everytime im in pain or trying to help someone with there pain and the quote it gave me was "Hope is a thing we should all have but if we have to much only pain will follow"
I still remember when I was a child who always played with his friends or family but those things have already changed... I moved to another country my original country is Venezuela is a very nice country but now I am in the United States there are times when I go to sleep and I wonder if the things of the past can be repeated... I would always love to go out and play with my friends like in the old days I would like a time machine to go back to the past and feel that it feels to be a child again.... I miss my youth
i don't even know where to begin. it's not like i have been through that much compared to all of you. but i guess i will just write down what is bothering me so i have some kind of voice. i made a post yesterday on one of Antent's videos "touch" where i talked about how i was lost and alone and how i wanted someone to hold me. this occurred the same day i had a trauma response to my mom's boyfriend yelling at me for freezing up and becoming unresponsive the day before. once again i froze up and then after that i just started bawling my eyes out so loudly. i was just so scared and i wanted to leave my reality away from this fearful place, so i starting crying. however, i had to eventually open my eyes back to my bleak and terrifying reality of being alone, desolate, and broken. i had first listened to this playlist at the summer of 2023, and that is when my grandpa was still alive. however, he died in the following November and i feel like i don't appreciate him enough. i miss his wittiness, his massages, and his looks. he got really scary though. then there is my father which i don't even know what to say. he died in August and he was the cause of my broken mind and trauma. my thoughts are just that since he is gone, who am i? who was i? my childhood and all my subconscious memories are now gone and i want them back. i want to return to being a kid in that flat in Germany and just sit there tired listening to Icona Pop - I Love It, with everybody drunk, but alive, so alive. but now i am stuck here, sixteen years old, depressed, desolate, alone, broken, lost, defenseless. my life passed so quickly. i am so bad at introspection so these words are coming out really badly. i just want someone to just hold me closely and warmly. nothing will ever be the same. i am just a selfish broken sixteen year old who will be forgotten, but i guess writing this down will make me feel otherwise. you don't have to remember me. i like to believe i am traumatized but i am not sure because i do not remember anything from my past and i feel like i use it as an excuse. there is just emotions and feelings missing, and i am not sure what. my life feels like it is missing something that is supposed to be there, but i cannot reach. my home is no home, it is scary for me, and it feels like it is lacking something. i am just neglected by everybody at school, i have no friends, and it seems like no one genuinely cares about me and rather they just deal with me. i just want somebody to hold me and tell me that they love me, and i will actually feel it, you know? i just wonder if anything that i am feeling emotionally is real? i think that is all i have to say. ;~; thank you for reading this message and whoever you are, you are stronger than you think. and you deserve happiness and empathy and love. i love you
Life can be very difficult sometimes, but also beautiful. Whoever reads this, never lose hope and dreams for a better future . I thought there was nothing waiting for me. And now I am very happy! I wish you all the same. May you find your happiness ❤️🩹
i love your playlists so much, they just make me.. feel something i thought i never could've felt. I listen to these at school while i'm working/ focusing on things, at home while doing homework, when i'm bored/ tired, when i'm falling asleep, when i'm going to bed, generally i just listen to these everywhere i go. These playlists of yours just make me feel alive in and out. They make me forget all of the problems in my life that are surrounding me and make all the thoughts that are flooding my brain just disappear into the unknown. I'm still a kid in middle school and still have a life to live and make it worth my time and these songs make it seem like its worth something. I will continue to say and comment that i love these playlists until the day i die, hopefully that is not soon.... sincerely - Lilly
It's weird, i'm not happy nor sad, not depressed either, at least i don't think. But at the same time, i love to listen to this kind of music, sometimes laying in my bed , with my eyes closed, thinking about things from the past, me, or even how the future is uncertain and anything or nothing can/will happen. But only yourself is the trigger. Sorry, i don't know what i'm talking about. I'm gonna go now, have a good life, you, who read my weird comment.
Absolutely. I know very well what feeling you are talking about. It's beautiful in its own way. I hope you're well wherever you are, and that the currents of life take you, who wished us well, and everyone else who stumbled into this comment thread, to good ports. -Another internet soul
That is the human condition, everyone will experience this. The consequence of our sapience, being aware and conscious of our own existence. And the older we get the more we will look back, reminisce on our past. It´s a curse and a blessing at once. We are able to learn from our mistakes and remember our lives, yet it also means we will always be aware of what could have been. My recommendation is to always remember that there will be a tomorrow, and even while at some point there won't be one, till then you can always do something, experience something new. But occasionally laying back in a silent moment of reminiscence isn´t a bad thing, even if it is a melancholic and somewhat sad thing. It only becomes that way if you start to discard the future for the past and questions of what could have been.
I miss the old days.. I miss my friends.. I miss midnight getaways.. everybody just grew apart after graduation eventually. I’m kind of lonely and lost. Searching for a meaning to this life to fill my heart. ❤️
For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. Jesus Christ loves you so much that He died for your sins and rose from the dead. If you repent from evil ways, believe that Jesus has paid the fine for your sins on the cross and confess Him as your Lord, you will be saved. You see, we all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God, that's why Jesus Christ, fullness of Godhead bodily, lived a perfect life, fulfilled the prophecies and law, shed His Blood at the cross just so you could be forgiven, reconciled back to the Father, receive God's love, be made a new creation, whole, sanctified. It's not about religion and what good works you can do to earn salvation, it's only by grace through faith in the finished works of Jesus Christ. Read God's Word, preferably start with Gospel of John, pray for the Holy Spirit to fill you, give you wisdom and revelation that way you're born again and see your life changed by the Spirit of the Most High. Much love and God bless you!
For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. Jesus Christ loves you so much that He died for your sins and rose from the dead. If you repent from evil ways, believe that Jesus has paid the fine for your sins on the cross and confess Him as your Lord, you will be saved. You see, we all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God, that's why Jesus Christ, fullness of Godhead bodily, lived a perfect life, fulfilled the prophecies and law, shed His Blood at the cross just so you could be forgiven, reconciled back to the Father, receive God's love, be made a new creation, whole, sanctified. It's not about religion and what good works you can do to earn salvation, it's only by grace through faith in the finished works of Jesus Christ. Read God's Word, preferably start with Gospel of John, pray for the Holy Spirit to fill you, give you wisdom and revelation that way you're born again and see your life changed by the Spirit of the Most High. Much love and God bless you!
To anyone whos struggling right now: it will all be okay. Take a deep breath and remember that everything will be just fine. Life goes on. do not worry about the little things that might happen in the future. You can't control the outcome of anything. This is your reality. Enjoy the moments you have right now and just...live. Make the most out of every moment. Make the most out of every little thing you enjoy. Even if people find you annoying or weird. What matters is that you enjoy every moment life gives you. Everything that makes you happy.
Life in this existence isn't worth living I wish I didn't feel this way... I've tried to see things differently in every single way But I end up hating this world even more and wish it would burn
@@LoneBuffalo118 Time is our most precious resource. There are 1440 minutes in a day. Every day that clock resets and the countdown starts again - if we are lucky. We have the choice to make every minute count and strive for a life with meaning and purpose. It does get better...one step at a time. I know you can do it. I pray to God that you be successful in all your endeavors.
@@LIVE1440LIFE Life is looking less and less like life bye each day. My emotions don't feel right, I feel everything but nothing at the same time.. it all just doesn't seem right Through these several months it felt like a hundred decades have past. Existence is nothing, my life is nothing, purpose is nothing, nothing is nothing. My head's such a mess it makes me think constantly throughout each second of each day, no acceptance, no peace, no freedom etc, constantly swirling around in my mind my thoughts always clashing never in agreement... Just always anger, rage, hatred, sadness. No meditation's helped, no prayers, no kind words, no harsh words, not even a single pat on the back nothing's breaking through nothing's making actual sense. I'm despising everything and everyone I see more and more it just keeps getting worse, my mind's tearing itself apart. Misery is all I've got left it seems Can't see anything else Can't feel anything else Just this sad bitter rage... It's all I have. Waiting's all I've ever done sure I can continue to wait but for how long? soon there won't be any time left.. I'll just be waiting to die at that point. I'm surrounded by nothing but enemies so many enemies... Including myself What I truly despise and fear the most is "Me" I PURELY hate this world.. it blur's everything, makes me lost with myself.. can't get help, can't even help myself. This world's filled with beauty, kind and decent people, Ones who see life differently abit brighter or abit darker. I might be like some of you, I also might be like none of you Either way it doesn't change anything sadly I'm truly alone I'm actually misplaced I'm nothing special I'm with no worth I'm only rage I'm only sad Just a stupid selfish idiot who refuses to grow up.
I know sometimes it hurts that the person is no more by your side.But you have to learn how to live alone..Bcz, No body is there for you..Never trust anyone easily,,If you trust anyone blindly,then they will break your trust very painfully 💔..Don't expect anything from anyone..BE YOURSELF🖤LOVE YOURSELF.Only you know who you are..Trust yourself only🦋
This image and the songs make me miss the few good times I've had and at the same time miss something I've never experienced, a place I've never been 🥺
To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life ❣❣
Pray for Me please if you want I can give you my phone number I believe in god and I pray every day night and every time I have a chance but nothing happens and I cry every night I don’t know what to do anymore no one cares for me and nothing goes the way I want it anymore the woman I so much loved hates me and I almost killed a man yesterday and didn’t even think twice about it people say I’ve became cold hearted and silent it’s 11 right now and I just can’t stop crying
This list reminds me of 2 things 1. My father. He passed away two years ago. I didn't appreciate him enough when he was here and i miss him. 2. Her. It has ended quite a while ago but she made me feel special and i hope she is doing ok.
Honestly guys i'm so lost, Someday i hope to get back to this video after months or even years and realize that it was just a bad dream and wake up finding my life better, make my family proud, start a family and have a little girl in a world with no fears, wars or stresses any more
Nothing comes to my mind listening to this my music except the memory of my mom 44 days without you and it still doesn't seem real, rip the core of my soul ❤
with the image and the first song, i almost cried. snowfall by Oneheart has been one of my favorite songs for so long for it feeling like i was cared for, but with the image my whole POV has been changed. I now feel as though I have a memory of friends, sitting on the porch of a random house in the suburbs. laughing and so care free, not worrying about how late were out or if someone is going to kidnap us just for being out at night. I'm still a teenager but I've never had any friends, this weird memory is nice tho. I'll keep waiting for the day I meet friends and we all go skate boarding to this house that we've been taking care of, somehow it would have electricity and it would have one of those old refrigerators from the 50's that we have a bunch of sodas in, maybe some cheese sticks as well. It'd have those weird summer camp beds with the springs and we'd have sleepovers, although it would have a loud AC we would all sleep peacefully, if we did sleep and not stay up all night laughing our butts off while eating whipped cream from a bottle thingy. We'd stay up and lay on the roof just staring at the stars, listening to cicadas and crickets as the rest of the world goes to sleep. We'd have a polaroid camera and we'd make a photo book, ofc there'd be those two friends that are dating and everyone would embarrass them with the cheesy photos of them together. The attic would be where we would hide when we were skipping school together and read books. There'd be the one friend that cooks really well and we'd jam out in the kitchen as they make us pancakes for dinner, sodas in hand as we all have a dance party. We wouldn't use chairs as a place to sit, we'd use the floor and the counter instead. We'd have the windows open all summer and just sit there, whether talking, laughing, or just being in silence, it would all be so comfortable. Sure we'd have an argument every now and then but the house would bring us back together again, we'd be unbreakable. Most of our teenhood would be spent there, we wouldn't ever complain that we were missing out be cause w 'd have each other and we'd do whatever stupid things we wanted to do. If you also want to live in this odd memory, have fun at this house in your dreams with friends you'll never lose, then reply and we'll let time blossom this friendship in this house from miles apart.
Read all of this and I can agree w u sm. I’d also love to live that dream teen life and to buildup memories in an abandoned house we made ours. U sound like such a nice person to be around and be friends with. Rlly wish I could be ur friend tbh. We’d have the most amazing afternoons in that house, drinking sodas, chatting, listening to music and staring at the stars at night whilst being on top of the roof eating snacks. It would be so so cool to live a life like that man.
@@mariiaa2311 It's ours in our dreams, one of the few things people will never be able to take away. This is our freedom and we will keep it that way. I'd love to be your friend as well as we do what we want in this dreamland. Also thank you for reading all that. Question, what's your favorite soda?
@@supimLex ahh yes I agree. “It’s ours in our dreams” - definitely. I’d love to be ur friend too, u just seem like such a sweet and genuine person, I can’t describe word it right, u just give me such a dreamy vibe. Thank U for writing it honestly, it made me feel nostalgic abt something that never happened. Probably bc I’ve seen that type of life in movies and stuff.. Ahh, tough question but I’d probably say Fanta, or even Coca Cola. What about urs?
I feel like this is always what I wanted as a kid, I never really had that for very long before it was taken from me though. I have friends, but they don't usually get along so well. There was short period of my life when I had something like this, but as we all have aged, we've grown apart, had new influences, new traumas, we changed.
@@FallingMoonXoffical I'm sorry you went through that. This is a safe place so feel free to share any sorta experience, memory, or something you wish you would have done 🫂
this playlist makes me feel safe, i have hard days now, its hard to do something u dont want to, and im like this, i want to be in place, wheres nobody, nothing hurts and theres only nature and rain. im in my house but i want to go home, i want old time when i was happy with everything, i hate everything i loved, i just miss my fav people whos dead or just were no longer friends.. i just want happy times and i want to go home..
Reflecting on missed opportunities and understanding the importance of spending time with loved ones, pursuing passions, and making memories that last a lifetime
i feel no pain no memories, no regrets im neither happy or sad. I just feel this empty feeling all the time trying to realize my goals i know if i wanted i can achieve everything but the things are really want are like: missing, being forgotten somewhere far away from me when i cannot reach them when i cannot clarify what they are this song give me similar feeling but in a good way
Every day is passing so quickly. I've completely lost my sense of time. I know that I wont remember writing this comment but I will write this with all my heart. It feels so empty and alone. A stabbing pain in the chest. Always messing up. Being never enough for anyone. I've stopped giving my best. I just don't care anymore. My mind cannot process anymore information than it already has. I've been dissociating for almost 8 months now. I've done everything to stop it, but I give up. I'm destined to live in this hell. I no longer try to make the world feel real anymore. I'm done trying to defeat dpdr. If the world is unreal, let it be. If this is my fate, let it be.
I sometimes feel the same, it’s comforting knowing I’m not alone in this, and neither are you. The feeling will pass, but please never give up, you’ve gotten so far, and it’s a process and it’s going to take time, but please don’t give up 🤍
Maybe your are not suppose to try? Perhaps a stroll in the sunset while listening to something like this will let you see past the corruption of society. Trust me the internet will continue to help you but ruin you just as much. It's all up to you now.
I feel that Golden-mineded human beings are here. I see comments of real philosophers, kind-hearted people, that with one comment can turn ur hole day (or night i think) to the best. I don't know what to tell but, I really love this un-categorised community!... For those who cannot sleep at night easily( or never sleep) thinkng about sth. Or someone.. Im sure about one real thing that you have the warmest heart ever. Be proud that at least if not at most, you still real humans, with real hearts. Have a nice life. U will get over everything. ❤
Everybody has a meaning for "I want to go home" whilst at their actual house. For some, it's a happy meaning For some, it's an unsusual meaning For some, it's a serious meaning For some, it's a sad meaning And for me, it's a depressing meaning. Sure, we may not all say it the same or say it at all, but we all correlate a word or a phrase with something somehow. I hope that this message gives out a warm meaning. A meaning that makes you feel cozy, like a campfire.
I’m reading a book series called “Left Behind” and I listen to these songs as I read and it really paints a vivid movie in my mind as I read along the story. I’m currently on book 6 out of 16 and I will continue to listen. Thank you 😊
listening to this at 1 AM and i just wanna say that i want to cry . To much memories in my head appears , i cant take this ! I feel like i was missing something in past and feel nostalgia
I’m from the Philippines I need this once in a while to get me back to reality in my western American life work hard play safe and keep your respect always 😊and responsibilities first
Ive been struggling with depression for around 5 years and suicidal thoughts for 2 now. Ive been trying to improve and better myself, but its gotten really bad these past months. this music really connects with me. Thank you for this beautiful playlist.
It's really difficult to find the words, but I constantly feel as if I am longing for something. I can't describe what, although I know it exists. It's a feeling I felt many times before, and it feels like home, it feels like love, it feels like interconnectedness to everything around me, it feels safe, it feels like life, and it is beautiful. And I guess in those moments that I'm feeling in complete awe...feeling so small and insignificant yet at the same time so magnificent, it's impossible to describe something like that. It's so many emotions all at once, but at the same time it's complete nothingness, stillness. Sometimes I feel like I'm missing something, not a part of myself, but maybe something that society has lost a long time ago. I oddly feel as if the moment I die, I will feel that feeling, and it'll be beautiful. But a part of me always feels homesick for whatever that is, and I get little glimpses here and there, but it's hard to even fully understand what IT is. This music makes me feel just that.
@@FallingMoonXoffical I searched for God and found only myself, I searched for myself and found only God. God is not religion. God is not a church, nor a book. God has a thousand names, he is in us all. I am the universe experiencing itself, the universe itself is God. The universe is always speaking to us. Sending us little messages, causing coincidences and serendipities, reminding us to stop, to look around, to believe in something else, something more. I'm not religious by any means, but it's hard to think this universe has no meaning either. This feeling goes well beyond that.
@@FallingMoonXofficalSometimes, there just isn't an answer, especially a basic one. Although I feel many of us are longing for what's been lost over the ages. We treat this world (and one another) as if it's our own personal punching bag. Isn't it amazing how every single one of us shares one beautiful thing in common, this planet, yet we act as if we have another home to go to in the end? We treat technology more as human beings, and human beings more like the very machines that control us. We crave connection, but more and more we are left feeling lonely and disconnected, ironically 'connected' yet not connecting. We are always too busy chasing the metaphorical carrot on the stick called 'happiness', but it's all an illusion. Jumping from one vice to the next, one distraction to the other, not realizing that happiness will always be out of reach as long as we keep looking for it in an environment designed to harm us. We've become so disconnected with ourselves that we've lost touch with our natural environment, and many feel as if they are lacking due to that, without even understanding why. What happens when the world we live in is more technological than natural, or so far from our biologically intended environment? We lose what it means to be human, and so much more. This world is such a beautiful place full of wonders, colors, sounds, tastes, cultures, traditions, sensations, experiences, emotions, and life. It's also pretty horrific when the world is in the wrong hands and we start losing all that matters most. We have the capability to do so much good, but we can't unlearn what we've already learned. We are losing the very things that make us human, the things that bring us together, create connection, and make life worth living. I wish more could reflect and learn the things that truly matter in life, the things that make us all human beings, and about the things that have been created to make us all less human.
I have this very specific memory from about 8 and a half years ago. As a family besides my older sister we went to my stepmom's friend's house for a game night. Well, a game night for the adults. There were three of us kids. Me, my stepbrother, and the friend's son. My stepbrother and I were both nine, and the friend's son was ten. Anyway, while the adults were getting drunk and playing Cards Against Humanity, us kids were in the basement just fucking around, and because everyone upstairs was either drunk or just distracted by the game, we didn't exactly have to be quiet. I think we just played Mario Kart and insulted each other, but it was fun. We didn't end up leaving until like 1 AM. The drive home was a total vibe. Hardly any other cars on the road, despite my dad being drunk (my stepmom was the designated driver) he wasn't really being annoying, and I was tired, but in a good way. All I had in the near future was going to bed, and the upcoming weekend. Moral of the story is, if maybe you're younger yourself, like less than 14, I urge you that from now on, if you're doing something fun, try to cherish it. Fortunately for me I did this, and I somehow managed to not let the bad stuff affect me too much. I'm about to get pretty bleak but my biological mom died when I was seven, she was an alcoholic and drank herself to death. Even in those times when she was drinking, I had fun, and it took me until I was 16-17 to realize that my childhood was kinda fucked up.
Thank you for sharing with us while we are here listening. It's touching that you took the time to tell us such a warm memory. If i may, the last bit of your story resonated with me a lot, as i used to be an alcoholic up until a year ago when i quit after an infinity of problems. It was a long road of recovery but im a better person now. Thank you for being here. Have a good life man
20 years ago or so. I was probably 9 and my cousin was 7 maybe. My mom took me to visit her. For some reason she had a TV in her closet? We went in and built a fort with blankets, then watched ed edd n eddy and teen titans. It wasnt even night, yet that 1 hour in the closet felt like a sleepover party. Last I heard about her she ran away from home and wasnt seen again. I try not to think about what happened. I have enough worries. Right now Im wondering if I will ever talk to my closest friends again. Its been a couple years and I hope they havent forgotten me. Dont even care about my job. I just want them to message me daily again like they used to
Last week i found out my ex died a month ago and ive just felt like a wreck. We broke up over a year ago but we had continued talking on and off up until the last time i talked to him, which was 3 months ago. i didnt know it would be the last time i talk to him, but i was so fed up with our back and forth i was going to cut it off completely. Now i hate myself bc of how i did it. No explanation, no goodbye. I never even said goodbye. Now i wish i did. I thought after the last time i talled to him i had moved on. But hearing that theres no way he can come back, all i feel is pain. I still miss him and even tho i hate what he did to end our relationship, i loved him. I still do maybe. All i want to do is text him again, but ik he'll never answer. I miss everything we had. I wish i could go back to relive the memories so i could remember them correctly. i miss him everyday and it hurts knowing i can never see him again. I love you dshaun🤍 i wish i couldve told you that before you passed
Your music is so beautiful, to me it pushs my emotions out, like the nostalgia to my Mother that I lost many years ago, the life can be a nightmare, and the light on the house remember me when I came home and she waiting to me forever and ever, again your music is great and you are a nice artist.
I love this so much, it gives me so much comfort. And trust me, I'm not a depressed person. But when I need a hand. I swear Lost Sounds has my back. Thank you so much.
Like the moon in its full phase, our love shines with ephemeral intensity but leaves an eternal mark on the heart, like a sigh that is lost in the night but endures in the echo of the universe. It's so tragic. Just vibing nostalgia🫀💣🖤🖤🖤🎶🎧
there was this girl that i fell in love with when i was a senior in high school and she was a freshman ik ik weird but she was 16 and i was 17 and so what im trying to say is this girl was my everything my first kiss my first time and everything and i was hers and we both loved each other to the point of almost having a kid with this girl at 17......im 21 now and we broke up august of 2021 but i still cant find a way to get over all the memories we had in high school together we've been broken up for two years now and i want to move on i really do but tbh how could you move on from someone that made you feel alive and loved and comfortable with,shes getting married this year and also has a kid with some other guy now but i just wish i could move on espically since she is and always will be MY FIRST LOVE.
I've been through it. You're not the only one who faced such situation. Just try to be honest with yourself now and think whether she wants you to be stuck in the past or move on and be happy? It doesn't matter what made you brake up - you both want the best for each other. Yes, you wanna be with the gal because she makes you feel complete but sad truth is that she isn't yours anymore. And yet it doesn't mean that only one of you can be happy. I can tell ya that sometimes, somewhere she thinks about you and she hopes that you live a happy life with no regrets on the past. All the best, brother.
If I could describe the feeling this collection of music makes me feel, it'd have to be: melancholic nostalgia Each piece ends before you want it to, just like those summers you wanted to last forever. Just like childhood itself. The picture also feels nostalgic, even though I've never lived in a house like it. It stands alone in run-down looking surroundings, but it's a home, and the lights are on.
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In Germany we have a word Wehmut which describes a silent kind of pain when u think of the past times. It's like nostalgia, but sadder. Well while listening to that masterpiece I'm feeling just exact the same. Thanks!
It hurts deep, and you’ll never forget that pain
Now that’s a word I’ll have to remember. Thanks for the knowledge
Charging...○
@@FUL0H8but the good allways stay, the pain it goes heals but the good it stay❤❤❤
@@andremac4040the good things Will allways stay right here❤
If I could describe my mental state these past few days, reliving childhood memories in my head. Wishing I could go back. Nostalgia becoming ever more the norm before I go to bed. Wondering where all the time went, it would be this.
"I'm in my house but I want to go home."
I feel you... I really do... 💙
Or feeling homesick for a place you've never been. That one gets me all the time. Makes my heart ache.
I hope you doing good my friend ❤me to 😢💔💔💔
Stay strong ❤
Me too. I want to go home😢
this music is literally life after 2018
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it .
Still, please give it a listen if you like .
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
I was poor and alone for years,Now i worship God and y have a wife and 3 girls.I am complete.Thank you Lord.
100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favourite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you adore
75. Finding a happy place.
76. Meeting internet friends irl.
77. Laughing so hard that you cry.
78. Your pet would miss you. Don’t abandon them.
79. Rewatching your favourite childhood movies.
80. Warm showers.
81. Reading a life-changing book.
82. Getting lost in a library.
83. Inspiring someone.
84. Happy, cozy holidays.
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Someone’s skin against yours.
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.
Can't believe nobody liked this😢😊
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just be quiet like this person is trying to make others feel better
Calm down😂😂
thank u girl
Some people might think this is silly or weird but, I take great comfort in this.Thanks
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If it brings you comfort it's not silly or weird. Your feelings are valid and they matter. Whatever soothes/alleviates the soul can only be a positive. Blessings&kind thoughts. 🙏 ✨ ❣️
@@MandyD445 aww
ur cute
Same !
Monday, June 24, 1:35 am
Crying listening to this 3 of my family has died my tio and aunt and my other aunt died 💔 this it reminds me of how much i sometimes feel useless, i sometimes get told hurtful things by my fake friends i don't go out a lot i just got online friends. I remember all those hurtful things and they wont go away i wish they would, sometimes i wish i could rest in peace forever and forget my problems, i always listen to these kind of videos, im in my bed typing this.. crying.. i wish my some of my family hadn't died. I always feel im the problem or im just slowing everyone down i always cry on my bed so nobody worrys about me, sometimes i get super depressed, and i start to overthink what im saying right now and i cant control my emotion and i get yelled at because i start crying, i cant stop it because i feel like im being yelled at. I dont get yelled at that much any more, and if you read all of this thank you for reading this god bless you all. ❤️
Edit 2: 2:03 am fri, june 28
Some problems are going away i hope i stop worrying so much about all of these problems happening right now... 💔
Edit 3:the past was so bright and the future doesnt look so bright now..
Edit 4: 4:30 PM Sep 11
just doing school work at home and im being yelled at i have to hide my tears or i will get yelled at more :(
Hello. I still hope you are doing OK now
Hey man. Although I didn't get to have the feeling of loss to aunts and uncles I've been in your shoes for everything else and let me tell you man the future is as dim as a dying lightning bug. And there will be a point where the bug dies. No light. Just you and the bug. You'll have to stare at it for a while. And there may be points where you decide to stop staring and just close your eyes forever but just as you do that there will be a flicker. And it will be a new lightning bug. And maybe that one dies too. Or maybe if you keep staring and helping the light grow it'll fly high and you'll see other fireflies and eventually you'll feel warmth in your heart.
I write this because I hled.my dead lightning bug from the ages of id probably say 12-18. However I'm still 18 and I'm finally seeing lights again. I really really hope you're doing well friend. Although we've never met, you got this, I believe in you.
@@buddhagod498 thanks ❤️
All of my past memories come flooding back to me when i listen to this type of music
This is amazing.
I'm not confident that I can do it .Still, please give it a listen if you like .
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
No pain, no depression, just peace. This perfectly still and quiet peace.
"Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." --A.B. (DD1)
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@@Novastar.SaberCombat That's a lovely quote.
Какая здесь атмосфера необычная..читаю и поражаюсь,насколько это всё необычно и чувствую отклик в душе на многие сообщения.
This is amazing.
I'm not confident that I can do it .Still, please give it a listen if you like .
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
We were friends…now we are memories
shut yo corn ahhhh
мы БЫЛИ друзьями...
эту дружбу никогда не вернуть.
For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. Jesus Christ loves you so much that He died for your sins and rose from the dead. If you repent from evil ways, believe that Jesus has paid the fine for your sins on the cross and confess Him as your Lord, you will be saved. You see, we all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God, that's why Jesus Christ, fullness of Godhead bodily, lived a perfect life, fulfilled the prophecies and law, shed His Blood at the cross just so you could be forgiven, reconciled back to the Father, receive God's love, be made a new creation, whole, sanctified. It's not about religion and what good works you can do to earn salvation, it's only by grace through faith in the finished works of Jesus Christ. Read God's Word, preferably start with Gospel of John, pray for the Holy Spirit to fill you, give you wisdom and revelation that way you're born again and see your life changed by the Spirit of the Most High. Much love and God bless you!
Yea that's the sad thing about it...
Let's not talk about you're profile picture
But this is actually so deep.
this playlist makes me want to be all alone in a huge field of tall grass, not worrying about anything and being alone for once.
I just wish there was a place in this world where there wasn't a road or any man-made objects, just nature and solitude
There is. Go on an adventure and find out. Even just talking a walk in the woods a couple hundred meters in. You can definitely find what you’re looking for.
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@@Empower-Masterl😊😊😊o😊😊
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@@Empower-Mastero😊😊lol.ol😊kll
This, for me, is the definition of the Portuguese word "saudade". To miss something, someone, some moment. A cold nostalgia that pierces your heart and leaves you empty handed.
I listen to this everyday as to remind me to be a better version of myself. Thank you for sharing.
Thank you for your kind words. I wish you the same!
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it .
Still, please give it a listen if you like .
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
If you’re feeling suicidal, you’re not selfish, you’re not a terrible person. You’ve got this, you’re doing amazing no matter what happens. I’m sorry your life has gotten to such a low, you deserve nothing more than the best. Keep up the good work! And if at some point you may lose that battle, it’ll still be alright. I’m proud of you for being here as long as you can.
hey, like... Looks like you know how it feels or maybe you've seen a person who was going through these feelings, so.. i want you to know that you and your message is my reason to keep it up. God bless you. Thank you so much.
i am selfish and terrible . but i need to get rid of myself
спасибо
Thanks I literally need this! 😔
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it .
Still, please give it a listen if you like .
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
Even my memories started to fade away..
Don't try to reminisce on past❤ memories because As you try to remember them you actually start to erase
Cuz What u r thinking again and again and again is just like a reprint of the last time u thought of that memory even if it was like a hour ago
😢
Slowly I started rewiring my brain to let go of all memories. In time I realized it would be bad for my memory itself. For example an important conversation I had like 1 month ago is completely erased. Yes, even the good memories fade away, you just need to give em less importance and focus on the present.
I wish I'm never gonna keep the memories of this existence
Life in this existence isn't worth remembering
I actually agree
My memories have faded too. Along with my purpose.
Miss the old days man.. the old me simpler times😪
My life has been going to crap lately and finding this music has touched my soul tonight because I'm so unbelievably out of my mind and scared for these new changes in life....
I hope you're all right now.. Please take care and stay strong during these difficult times. Remember: After the rain, you can always see the sun :)
@@makuanji thank you 😊 🙏
@@simplyyy.katelynn and sometimes, after those rains...you could see, the rainbow in the sky,
stay strong friend
@@elnard. thank you for your kindness 🙏 ❤️ as well as!
Stay strong ❤
i enjoyed your warmth, your fun and your humour, i wish the best for you in your future endeavors. thank you for being the light in my dark
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it .
Still, please give it a listen if you like.
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
I can remember when I was 5yrs old and was at my grandmother’s house. Up in her kitchen had those box lights in the ceiling and light oak cabinets. I could remember her always giving me chocolate milk because that’s what I loved. We always had thanksgivings over at her place because it brand family together and other holidays etc.
Now we don’t have that anymore. My family on both sides fight a lot even after the pandemic and it saddens me how so far apart they are even though we live close by.
This playlist reminds me when friends were real friends and not some trash ass tik toker who doesn’t give a dam about someone else. This playlist reminds me of how simple time was back then. I miss barbecues at my uncles house and family get togethers. I now a days wouldn’t find that fun anymore because of everything else going on with the world. I hope you guys find peace in this darkened and damp world we live in.
Peace ✌️ ❤
I miss family get togethers too. My family doesn't quite seem to understand why I treasure it so much, but it makes me sad we can't have those anymore. Even though I was a shy kid, I still had so many good memories from the dinners we had. But, it's comforting knowing that in heaven it will be a huge family get together.
Your world doesn't have to be damp. That's why I use Bounty. The quicker picker upper.
Bro, if you're reading this at night, quietly crying on your pillow and worrying about your future, then know that you can handle it. You are strong, you are a very good person, I believe in you. Don’t blame yourself for what happened to you before, just think about how to solve your problem, live, live and live again. Your parents need you, they need you. Bro, I have no more words, just work,just work until the end
This is amazing.
I'm not confident that I can do it .Still, please give it a listen if you like .
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
I irony of this comment while having Griffith as a pfp is crazy.
To anyone scrolling through the comments right now, I’m sending you the most love, peace, and abundance. Good night, everyone! 🌙✨❤
I’m only 19 yet my life is already filled with so much regret but also the burning desire to create change and change for the better, to chase my dreams and make my family proud, and another side of me is exhausted and constantly maintaining a wall of deception, lies, manipulation, and fakeness. At some point my subconscious and conscious mind will simultaneously decide which part of me will win. The dark side with nothing to look forward to or conquer in the future, or the bright successful side of me who finally got up and decided to make the choice to flip the switch and work towards the life I deserve. Only time shall tell.
Everything gonna be alright…Stay strong don’t loose hope
Just don’t ever hate yourself …you know how much you’ve been through
Give yourself time……💫
Hiiiiiiii just wanted to tell that everyday you KICK HARD THINGS ASS ❤❤❤❤❤ YOU ARE SO SO SO MUCH BIGGER THAN HARD THINGS ❤❤ and will allways be WE ARE AMAZING FRIEND AND IF YOU THINK YOU ARENT IT JUST PROOVES YOU ARE YOU ARE INVREDIBLE AND GIVE ME PLEASURE TO LIVE IN THE SAME WORLD AS YOU, YOU INSPIRE ME AND I JUST KNOW. things heal even when looks like it Will never heal and i know because this EXACT THING happened tô me things sometimes looks impossible but no, good things are never impossible and looks like it never gets better but it Just means it are getting❤ sometimes looks like we Will never be able to be happy, like things Will never get normal, and i know because i passed trought this EXACT SAME THING and it hurts, hurts a lot, but it gets better and it heal, looks clichê and like a motivational text and because of that i didnt believed in it but if difficulty times dont happen good things dont happen and i saw that with my own eyes, i KNOW that you that are reading this is an AMAZING AND INCREDIBLE AND FULL OF LIGHT PERSON and IF you think you arent it Just prooves you are, fails dont define us, when we are in a dark pit that look hopeless we know that we are in a pit of goodness and we Will allways stand because even falling we Will never be on the ground and IF we are in the ground we know that we are never in the ground❤️❤️❤️ i Love you friend, and because of People like you that i know this world is FULL of good and good is the standard and Will allways be when you feel bad its Hard but distratc, watch a movie do something you like even if you dont want to it helps, people appears and allways appear even when looks like they will never do people just appear and i know because in my life happened that exact thing, people just appear. A LOT❤️❤️❤️ ❤️❤️❤️ I LOVE YOU
your family are allready proud and IM SO PROUD OF YOU MAN, just by wanting to change you are allready changing, you are AMAZING AND SO SO SO LACKED WITH LIGHT AND GOOD THINGS AND THATS OBVIOUS❤❤❤❤ the bright side Will allways win becausw you ARE LIGHT MAN❤
Paradoxically it's love&light that we're afraid of. Choose to change, to grow, to flourish, to transform. It'll be the most rewarding thing you'll ever do. You're worthy&deserving. Don't let your mind or the judgement of others convince you otherwise. Well wishes, from someone who's been there...🙏 💌 💪
I'm 18 and same twin, but I believe in you 💪🏻
Every day is a struggle feel like I’m just getting older and everyone else gets by easier than me, life likes to tax me extra heavy some days
idk how to explain it but snowfall is the best music out there when it comes to describing the sadness of memories. like a mix of nostalgia and pain for you know you wont ever experience something so comforting ever again in your life. goodbye readers, please remember me. and more importantly take as much as you need to rest here.
dont you dare go hollow.
"Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." --A.B. (DD1)
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
I LOST EVERYTHING THAT I LOVED THE MOST 💔 AND THIS MUSIC REMEMBERING ME THE PAST
If you’re reading my comment right now, it was meant for you. Yes, you! Don’t doubt it-just. You. Look up at the sky, moon or sun, I’ve looked at it too! We both are connected for this moment, we both look up and see the same sun, the same moon. I’m here with you, you aren’t alone, in this moment of reading the words I’ve left here-you’ll be thinking of me. I’m out there somewhere, right now, living my life, what am I doing? What am I doing at this moment? Can you picture it? And in another moment, I’ll be thinking of you, wondering how many eyes have read these words, maybe none, or maybe a thousand, even so-I’ll be wondering about it. And as I wonder who read my words I’ve left on this video, I’ll be thinking. And I’ll be thinking-of you.
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it .
Still, please give it a listen if you like.
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
Это так необычно....знать,что ты есть где-то далеко и думаешь обо мне..
I'm thinking about switching my car insurance from progressive to Allstate so my driver doesn't Paul Walker my ass into a tree.
what about you?
Sometimes, memories are all that's left.
The problems you're facing won't last forever, no matter how bad they might seem. If you ever feel lost or hopeless, just remember: the night is always darkest before the sunrise.You're going to get through this. I know you will. Now, get some rest. You've earned it, and you deserve it. Peace be with you, my friend. ♥
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it .
Still, please give it a listen if you like .
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
nothing hurts worse than forgetting the memories you cherish the most. as time goes on, i miss more and more details whilst replaying old memories in my head-a walk in the park with my friends, board game night with my family, a facetime conversation with my first love. sure, the memories are there, but how accurate can they really be? i’m not so sure.
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it .
Still, please give it a listen if you like .
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
Look at you. You made it another day. It wasn't easy but you did it anyway didn't you? Life isn't always easy yet here you are triumphant. You are living. You are breathing. Today might not have been good but whats to say that is the case for tomorrow? Life is unpredictable. We don't know what will happen next. Everyday another challenge. Despite that, here you are. Made it another day. Be proud of yourself. Keep going. You made it this far. You are so much stronger than you think.
Struggling sir.. Nobody feels the pain.. Mental health is disturb
Everyday that passes
I'm wishing to be dead even more
Thank you. Such amazing words. I did it today. It was hard. I wanted to cry. But I did it. So many beautiful souls out there.
@@ant7699 proud of you. Keep going. You got this
@@Ben-sm4jg Thanks man. I was on a downer that day. I'm setting myself up to hit the workout tomoz at 7am. Thanks for your kind wordsworth. 🙏. Edit. Things get better.
Reading these comments and the music playing at the same time has me in my feelings.😢 I'm so sorry y'all, better times are coming don't be too sad☺️💐
Misery, sadness, rage... Is all I see and I've only felt
I despise this world very... very much
It's a weak world with bitter broken minds and shattered Wills
i needed something to just listen to and this is just perfect for thinking about everything or thinking about nothing at all
Yes 💔 that life never esy
Little streams streaming
For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. Jesus Christ loves you so much that He died for your sins and rose from the dead. If you repent from evil ways, believe that Jesus has paid the fine for your sins on the cross and confess Him as your Lord, you will be saved. You see, we all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God, that's why Jesus Christ, fullness of Godhead bodily, lived a perfect life, fulfilled the prophecies and law, shed His Blood at the cross just so you could be forgiven, reconciled back to the Father, receive God's love, be made a new creation, whole, sanctified. It's not about religion and what good works you can do to earn salvation, it's only by grace through faith in the finished works of Jesus Christ. Read God's Word, preferably start with Gospel of John, pray for the Holy Spirit to fill you, give you wisdom and revelation that way you're born again and see your life changed by the Spirit of the Most High. Much love and God bless you!
I met this girl in my work and we started talking for a few months. Soon I started to catch feelings and I found myself slowly falling in love with her. This girl was everything, after so many years of feeling lonely and feeling like I could never have what other guys and what my friends talked about, this was a breath of fresh air. But in the end I got rejected, same like all the other times I tried. I think I have a built in defense mechanism to where I can't show my affection to what I really want to show since in the past it hasn't been reciprocated to what I wanted. I truly did like this girl, but I feel like I let I slip by, again.
We would have the best talks, we laughed, and we talked deep into conversations about ourselves and our goals and aspirations. At least she made my life a little better for a time. Now I struggle with the internal conflict of staying as just her friend, or leaving her. Because I know while she expects a real friend, I can't be that guy. The friendship wouldn't be real. Maybe in another universe, with a different me.
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it .
Still, please give it a listen if you like .
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
Its just a burning memory fading away into the distance. A past filled with regret, mistakes made, times wasted.
I wish only to leave the madness behind and succumb to silence.
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it .
Still, please give it a listen if you like.
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
@@SOUEIYAMAOKA checked it out, haven't heard much ambience like that before.
Desert island and planet like earth were nice
@@Entoy.o7 I 'm very honored. thank you so much.
From Japan.
I'm from Nagano which is so cold place in Japan, I do not know why this song and image reminds me nostalgic and I feel relieved somehow. I think this feeling is kinda universal.
it is universal
Best sight you've seen in Japan?
Hey you, yeah you. You’re probably here contemplating your life choices, beating yourself up over past mistakes, and probably have a great feeling of regret. Or maybe you are feeling lonely and that you don’t matter. Guess what, you matter.
Just know that you don’t owe the world anything, the world is better because you’re here. There is so much more to life than girls, money, and thrills. Take a look at the people around you, that right there is why you should keep going. It may not seem like it but the people around you care about you.
Give yourself a break from your bad thoughts and allow the good thoughts in. Let yourself be vulnerable to things and you will see new opportunities arise and you will find that sense of purpose you lost. You deserve a win.
Thank you so much for this ❤️
Thx😢
How
*Cries in physic
"I don't matter. I volume".
This reminds me of the time when life was filled with joy, as I'm getting older, there's more pressure on my studies and every other duty I have to fulfill, this actually helps me to maintain my stress, thank you for that.
Just live and focus on present,
Anyone else reach a point of just complete apathy about everything? I have no passion to do anything, barely want to go outside, don’t care about anything and I fxcking hate everyone. Genuinely happier being alone, high in my room.
If I could stay a kid forever or just on repeat, I so fxcking would. Wiping my memory of each reset so I never get tired. Now that would be a gift…
I feel you... but then I connect to my divine source within! We all need to get out in nature, get connected, get our feet dirty, walk on mother earth barefoot, go to the beach or lake or river, get in the water, eat healthy foods straight from the trees, be kind to one another, find good people, and connect to the divine source we all have within ! Not escape reality by getting high... get high on life!
P.S. I would stay a kid forever if i could..(I'm 31 now), and hit that reset button, ahhhh... that would be amazing!!!! 😇 but life goes on 😭, i don't know why everything is the way it is, but I do know that life it is about lessons to me and searching for peace and happiness! This all isn't happening for no reason, i don't believe. I am tired of sitting in the dark feelings... Connect to something greater within, a higher power! Trust in the Truth. the real you divine being, not the mortal ego mind. If you don't understand what I'm saying, you will one day... Peace and love to you, hope you feel better💙.
@@pb.pb.pb.pb. 54 still feel it? world is not the same as it once was, everyone is glued to their little boxes..
Wait til you reach the harder stuff.
Cuz now nothing gives me pleasure
Sometimes you just gotta go lay in a field with a little blanket, looking at the cool grasses and clouds
@@pb.pb.pb.pb. While I agree on going outside etc. etc. etc. Being high amplifies that for me. It just also helps mixed with my other forms of escapism like lore or video games. But I have to disagree on this happening for no reason, it IS happening for no reason. The universe is completely random and life actually was a fluke or the universe itself is a alive in some way and created the prefect conditioned to have different forms of life develop on the only habitable/safe situated planet? I lean more towards completely random and the evolution for humans was a total complete accident that can't or has a harder time naturally accruing anymore than once.
Dr. Manhattan was right, if humanity does extinct, the universe will not even notice. We are and will be a tiny blip in it's ENTIRE lifespan.
This image really does very well capture an essence of past memories and I don't even know why
Same
The image probably captures what is what you called home before, your past, all your memories, childhood... Therein was your home. But now this home is just a memory on your head, and you miss it, you miss being a kid, you miss your happy moments, where you could relax and play...
This is just my way to look at it, if it's weird or not.
@@avaamax5348that's an really accurate description of what I thought too ✨️
@avaamax5348 I think you're right..the image of home conjures all those light easy breezy childhood memories when play was king and before responsibilities came along to ruin everything
I feel the image capture a sence of blissful ignorance. That's as big as the world gets for you. The smaller our "mental" world is the more bliss we can find in it.
As our worlds grow, we see more and more of the solitude the world offers.
The world may feel lonely, which it truly can be, but scroll through and see all the heartfelt like minded people that exist.
The solace I find in this is that being human, we will always carry hope in our hearts. We will find a way to forge ahead.
I went out guys…not outside technically. I made friends, started video games, had a possible lover, than summer ended. Lost it all, barely speak to a few friends now and I have come back to UA-cam. 2am, listening to these playlists. I feel like I’ve come back home…like I’ve returned from a journey. It’s kinda cool tbh
hey buddy. keep going fam i hope you feel alright and ur mental health is completley stable. your comment gives me nostalgia because i had the same situation. so we basically are the same:>
somehow this videos make me more non toxic...
@@palmtree932 thnx man, right back at you bro
@@algemarquien3775 hey thanks dude. i apreciate it:)
sorry to hear that bro. i hope you get good friends who keep in contact with you and stay by yourside!@someonethinker
Под эту музыку вспоминаю прошлое. Меня отправляет в прошлое, в детство 90 е.
X2 , 😅 ностальгия, невозможность вернуться
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it .
Still, please give it a listen if you like.
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
6 years ago my ex got an abortion. She waited till the appointment from plan parenthood was made before telling me she was pregnant. Depression kicked in and I was sour towards women who wanted a relationship.
I ended up drinking a lot, daily almost. Then I got into a car crash while drunk and arrested for DUI and assault. I could have taken someone's life.
Now I turned to God and things became clear. There are many ways to deal with things and I chose the wrong way.
Keep your faith alive and never choose to be alone. People care, you matter. Open up to family and friends instead of bottling things up.
I hope my experience can lead everyone to the right path. Believe in God, he is our strength and our Savior!
To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love you even if you have insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love you even if you have failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on you even on sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you act
i love you even if you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you even if you you're mean
i love you even if you're alone
i love you even if you can't feel
i love you even if you feel too much
i love you even if you can't take life anymore
i love you even if you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you even if you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you even if you don't believe in yourself
i love you even if you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you even if you have problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you even if you're in pain
i love you even if you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love you even if you have wounds
i love you even if you have scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you even if you lie
i love you even if you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you even if you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you even if you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you even if you have headache
i love you even if you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you're mature
i love you even if you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you even if life isn't bright
i love you when you're responsible
i love you even if you're irresponsible
i love you even if you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love even if your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
Love you too (No homo)
love you too bro
Love you too ❤
l love you 😊
Love you too 🫂
When i was young we used to live in a old house which was built by my grandparents, we had a huge lawn and the area was more like a countryside embrace by nature,but now we moved to our new apartment in the city which is modern and is more luxurious . And whenever i hear music like this it reminds me of those time. Now my sister went to other state due to job and i am all alone preparing for my engineering
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it .
Still, please give it a listen if you like.
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
Even though sleeping is good and all of that, you're missing so much, everything hits better at night, gaming and music, they just hit different man 😅.
Thank you for supporting my track 💙💙💙
Your tracks are so beautiful ❤ they are helping me write my story this morning. Thank you ❤️
Thank you so much for your tracks! Truely inspiring.
I remember when I broke up with my gf and my head gives me a poem or quote for me everytime im in pain or trying to help someone with there pain and the quote it gave me was "Hope is a thing we should all have but if we have to much only pain will follow"
You know it's hitting hard when you don't even notice that you've lost track of the video time limit and just got lost in your flashbacks again.
I still remember when I was a child who always played with his friends or family but those things have already changed... I moved to another country my original country is Venezuela is a very nice country but now I am in the United States there are times when I go to sleep and I wonder if the things of the past can be repeated... I would always love to go out and play with my friends like in the old days I would like a time machine to go back to the past and feel that it feels to be a child again.... I miss my youth
i don't even know where to begin. it's not like i have been through that much compared to all of you. but i guess i will just write down what is bothering me so i have some kind of voice. i made a post yesterday on one of Antent's videos "touch" where i talked about how i was lost and alone and how i wanted someone to hold me. this occurred the same day i had a trauma response to my mom's boyfriend yelling at me for freezing up and becoming unresponsive the day before. once again i froze up and then after that i just started bawling my eyes out so loudly. i was just so scared and i wanted to leave my reality away from this fearful place, so i starting crying. however, i had to eventually open my eyes back to my bleak and terrifying reality of being alone, desolate, and broken.
i had first listened to this playlist at the summer of 2023, and that is when my grandpa was still alive. however, he died in the following November and i feel like i don't appreciate him enough. i miss his wittiness, his massages, and his looks. he got really scary though. then there is my father which i don't even know what to say. he died in August and he was the cause of my broken mind and trauma. my thoughts are just that since he is gone, who am i? who was i? my childhood and all my subconscious memories are now gone and i want them back. i want to return to being a kid in that flat in Germany and just sit there tired listening to Icona Pop - I Love It, with everybody drunk, but alive, so alive. but now i am stuck here, sixteen years old, depressed, desolate, alone, broken, lost, defenseless. my life passed so quickly. i am so bad at introspection so these words are coming out really badly. i just want someone to just hold me closely and warmly. nothing will ever be the same. i am just a selfish broken sixteen year old who will be forgotten, but i guess writing this down will make me feel otherwise. you don't have to remember me. i like to believe i am traumatized but i am not sure because i do not remember anything from my past and i feel like i use it as an excuse. there is just emotions and feelings missing, and i am not sure what. my life feels like it is missing something that is supposed to be there, but i cannot reach. my home is no home, it is scary for me, and it feels like it is lacking something. i am just neglected by everybody at school, i have no friends, and it seems like no one genuinely cares about me and rather they just deal with me. i just want somebody to hold me and tell me that they love me, and i will actually feel it, you know? i just wonder if anything that i am feeling emotionally is real? i think that is all i have to say. ;~;
thank you for reading this message and whoever you are, you are stronger than you think. and you deserve happiness and empathy and love. i love you
try not to be so hard on yourself
Thank you for sharing with us. Keep it up...one step at a time.
Life can be very difficult sometimes, but also beautiful. Whoever reads this, never lose hope and dreams for a better future . I thought there was nothing waiting for me. And now I am very happy! I wish you all the same. May you find your happiness ❤️🩹
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it .
Still, please give it a listen if you like.
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
i love your playlists so much, they just make me.. feel something i thought i never could've felt.
I listen to these at school while i'm working/ focusing on things, at home while doing homework, when i'm bored/ tired, when i'm falling asleep, when i'm going to bed, generally i just listen to these everywhere i go. These playlists of yours just make me feel alive in and out. They make me forget all of the problems in my life that are surrounding me and make all the thoughts that are flooding my brain just disappear into the unknown. I'm still a kid in middle school and still have a life to live and make it worth my time and these songs make it seem like its worth something. I will continue to say and comment that i love these playlists until the day i die, hopefully that is not soon....
sincerely
- Lilly
It's weird, i'm not happy nor sad, not depressed either, at least i don't think. But at the same time, i love to listen to this kind of music, sometimes laying in my bed , with my eyes closed, thinking about things from the past, me, or even how the future is uncertain and anything or nothing can/will happen. But only yourself is the trigger. Sorry, i don't know what i'm talking about. I'm gonna go now, have a good life, you, who read my weird comment.
Thank you for your insight. Go have the best life :)
-Stranger from the internet.
Absolutely. I know very well what feeling you are talking about. It's beautiful in its own way. I hope you're well wherever you are, and that the currents of life take you, who wished us well, and everyone else who stumbled into this comment thread, to good ports.
-Another internet soul
I hope you a good life too.
-Stranger from the internet
i feel the same way
That is the human condition, everyone will experience this. The consequence of our sapience, being aware and conscious of our own existence. And the older we get the more we will look back, reminisce on our past. It´s a curse and a blessing at once. We are able to learn from our mistakes and remember our lives, yet it also means we will always be aware of what could have been. My recommendation is to always remember that there will be a tomorrow, and even while at some point there won't be one, till then you can always do something, experience something new. But occasionally laying back in a silent moment of reminiscence isn´t a bad thing, even if it is a melancholic and somewhat sad thing. It only becomes that way if you start to discard the future for the past and questions of what could have been.
I miss the old days.. I miss my friends.. I miss midnight getaways.. everybody just grew apart after graduation eventually. I’m kind of lonely and lost. Searching for a meaning to this life to fill my heart. ❤️
Youll find something new. Life goes on. Trust
For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. Jesus Christ loves you so much that He died for your sins and rose from the dead. If you repent from evil ways, believe that Jesus has paid the fine for your sins on the cross and confess Him as your Lord, you will be saved. You see, we all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God, that's why Jesus Christ, fullness of Godhead bodily, lived a perfect life, fulfilled the prophecies and law, shed His Blood at the cross just so you could be forgiven, reconciled back to the Father, receive God's love, be made a new creation, whole, sanctified. It's not about religion and what good works you can do to earn salvation, it's only by grace through faith in the finished works of Jesus Christ. Read God's Word, preferably start with Gospel of John, pray for the Holy Spirit to fill you, give you wisdom and revelation that way you're born again and see your life changed by the Spirit of the Most High. Much love and God bless you!
Teenangst is just the beginning of life.
Hope you find your purpose in the person of Christ
All you need is God ❤
The last thing I ever said to my best friend before she moved away and soon after passed away was, "I won't let you become a memory."
For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. Jesus Christ loves you so much that He died for your sins and rose from the dead. If you repent from evil ways, believe that Jesus has paid the fine for your sins on the cross and confess Him as your Lord, you will be saved. You see, we all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God, that's why Jesus Christ, fullness of Godhead bodily, lived a perfect life, fulfilled the prophecies and law, shed His Blood at the cross just so you could be forgiven, reconciled back to the Father, receive God's love, be made a new creation, whole, sanctified. It's not about religion and what good works you can do to earn salvation, it's only by grace through faith in the finished works of Jesus Christ. Read God's Word, preferably start with Gospel of John, pray for the Holy Spirit to fill you, give you wisdom and revelation that way you're born again and see your life changed by the Spirit of the Most High. Much love and God bless you!
Best thing ever a friend could say to another friend.....😮
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i wonder if she still remembers, or if i carry these memories alone.
Слушаю этот плейлист и просто поражаюсь.... Как же быстро пролетает время... Это нереально...
Это было 7 месяцев назад...
Согласна, это ужасает, но тем не менее... Да, все должно быть именно так, как оно есть
Proud to be part of one of the calmest and introspective community on UA-cam. OUR 🖤
To anyone whos struggling right now: it will all be okay. Take a deep breath and remember that everything will be just fine. Life goes on. do not worry about the little things that might happen in the future. You can't control the outcome of anything. This is your reality. Enjoy the moments you have right now and just...live. Make the most out of every moment. Make the most out of every little thing you enjoy. Even if people find you annoying or weird. What matters is that you enjoy every moment life gives you. Everything that makes you happy.
Life in this existence isn't worth living
I wish I didn't feel this way... I've tried to see things differently in every single way
But I end up hating this world even more and wish it would burn
@@LoneBuffalo118 Time is our most precious resource. There are 1440 minutes in a day. Every day that clock resets and the countdown starts again - if we are lucky. We have the choice to make every minute count and strive for a life with meaning and purpose.
It does get better...one step at a time. I know you can do it. I pray to God that you be successful in all your endeavors.
@@LIVE1440LIFE Life is looking less and less like life bye each day. My emotions don't feel right, I feel everything but nothing at the same time.. it all just doesn't seem right
Through these several months it felt like a hundred decades have past.
Existence is nothing, my life is nothing, purpose is nothing, nothing is nothing. My head's such a mess it makes me think constantly throughout each second of each day, no acceptance, no peace, no freedom etc, constantly swirling around in my mind my thoughts always clashing never in agreement... Just always anger, rage, hatred, sadness. No meditation's helped, no prayers, no kind words, no harsh words, not even a single pat on the back nothing's breaking through nothing's making actual sense.
I'm despising everything and everyone I see more and more it just keeps getting worse, my mind's tearing itself apart. Misery is all I've got left it seems
Can't see anything else
Can't feel anything else
Just this sad bitter rage... It's all I have.
Waiting's all I've ever done sure I can continue to wait but for how long? soon there won't be any time left.. I'll just be waiting to die at that point.
I'm surrounded by nothing but enemies so many enemies... Including myself
What I truly despise and fear the most is "Me"
I PURELY hate this world.. it blur's everything, makes me lost with myself.. can't get help, can't even help myself. This world's filled with beauty, kind and decent people, Ones who see life differently abit brighter or abit darker.
I might be like some of you, I also might be like none of you
Either way it doesn't change anything sadly
I'm truly alone
I'm actually misplaced
I'm nothing special
I'm with no worth
I'm only rage
I'm only sad
Just a stupid selfish idiot who refuses to grow up.
I don't enjoy anything at this point
@@LoneBuffalo118 I can feel you hope everything is gonna be alright let's hope for the change we need not the change we are living in😢
I know sometimes it hurts that the person is no more by your side.But you have to learn how to live alone..Bcz, No body is there for you..Never trust anyone easily,,If you trust anyone blindly,then they will break your trust very painfully 💔..Don't expect anything from anyone..BE YOURSELF🖤LOVE YOURSELF.Only you know who you are..Trust yourself only🦋
i doubt im the only one, but music just helps comfort you in no other way a human being can.
This image and the songs make me miss the few good times I've had and at the same time miss something I've never experienced, a place I've never been 🥺
My chest feels so heavy listening to this. Almost cannot breath
To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life ❣❣
Pray for Me please if you want I can give you my phone number I believe in god and I pray every day night and every time I have a chance but nothing happens and I cry every night I don’t know what to do anymore no one cares for me and nothing goes the way I want it anymore the woman I so much loved hates me and I almost killed a man yesterday and didn’t even think twice about it people say I’ve became cold hearted and silent it’s 11 right now and I just can’t stop crying
thankyou so much
This list reminds me of 2 things
1. My father. He passed away two years ago. I didn't appreciate him enough when he was here and i miss him.
2. Her. It has ended quite a while ago but she made me feel special and i hope she is doing ok.
I'm sorry life isn't kind. For some reason, this really spoke to me.. Peace be with you, brother ✌️
Honestly guys i'm so lost, Someday i hope to get back to this video after months or even years and realize that it was just a bad dream and wake up finding my life better, make my family proud, start a family and have a little girl in a world with no fears, wars or stresses any more
I hope you can turn your nightmarish life that you feel right now, into a beautiful dream ❤
Your playlists are good for relaxing🖤
this is literally the only reason why i can fall asleep ty❤
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it .
Still, please give it a listen if you like .
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
I just need a hug
Same. 🫂
Come here 🫂
Nothing comes to my mind listening to this my music except the memory of my mom
44 days without you and it still doesn't seem real, rip the core of my soul ❤
with the image and the first song, i almost cried. snowfall by Oneheart has been one of my favorite songs for so long for it feeling like i was cared for, but with the image my whole POV has been changed. I now feel as though I have a memory of friends, sitting on the porch of a random house in the suburbs. laughing and so care free, not worrying about how late were out or if someone is going to kidnap us just for being out at night. I'm still a teenager but I've never had any friends, this weird memory is nice tho. I'll keep waiting for the day I meet friends and we all go skate boarding to this house that we've been taking care of, somehow it would have electricity and it would have one of those old refrigerators from the 50's that we have a bunch of sodas in, maybe some cheese sticks as well. It'd have those weird summer camp beds with the springs and we'd have sleepovers, although it would have a loud AC we would all sleep peacefully, if we did sleep and not stay up all night laughing our butts off while eating whipped cream from a bottle thingy. We'd stay up and lay on the roof just staring at the stars, listening to cicadas and crickets as the rest of the world goes to sleep. We'd have a polaroid camera and we'd make a photo book, ofc there'd be those two friends that are dating and everyone would embarrass them with the cheesy photos of them together. The attic would be where we would hide when we were skipping school together and read books. There'd be the one friend that cooks really well and we'd jam out in the kitchen as they make us pancakes for dinner, sodas in hand as we all have a dance party. We wouldn't use chairs as a place to sit, we'd use the floor and the counter instead. We'd have the windows open all summer and just sit there, whether talking, laughing, or just being in silence, it would all be so comfortable. Sure we'd have an argument every now and then but the house would bring us back together again, we'd be unbreakable. Most of our teenhood would be spent there, we wouldn't ever complain that we were missing out be cause w 'd have each other and we'd do whatever stupid things we wanted to do.
If you also want to live in this odd memory, have fun at this house in your dreams with friends you'll never lose, then reply and we'll let time blossom this friendship in this house from miles apart.
Read all of this and I can agree w u sm. I’d also love to live that dream teen life and to buildup memories in an abandoned house we made ours. U sound like such a nice person to be around and be friends with. Rlly wish I could be ur friend tbh. We’d have the most amazing afternoons in that house, drinking sodas, chatting, listening to music and staring at the stars at night whilst being on top of the roof eating snacks. It would be so so cool to live a life like that man.
@@mariiaa2311 It's ours in our dreams, one of the few things people will never be able to take away. This is our freedom and we will keep it that way. I'd love to be your friend as well as we do what we want in this dreamland. Also thank you for reading all that.
Question, what's your favorite soda?
@@supimLex ahh yes I agree. “It’s ours in our dreams” - definitely. I’d love to be ur friend too, u just seem like such a sweet and genuine person, I can’t describe word it right, u just give me such a dreamy vibe. Thank U for writing it honestly, it made me feel nostalgic abt something that never happened. Probably bc I’ve seen that type of life in movies and stuff..
Ahh, tough question but I’d probably say Fanta, or even Coca Cola. What about urs?
I feel like this is always what I wanted as a kid, I never really had that for very long before it was taken from me though. I have friends, but they don't usually get along so well. There was short period of my life when I had something like this, but as we all have aged, we've grown apart, had new influences, new traumas, we changed.
@@FallingMoonXoffical I'm sorry you went through that. This is a safe place so feel free to share any sorta experience, memory, or something you wish you would have done 🫂
"Not everything can be good... but good can be anything." - Me
i feel so empty.
Me too.
The best I could do was to find something that would take place in the emptiness
this playlist makes me feel safe, i have hard days now, its hard to do something u dont want to, and im like this, i want to be in place, wheres nobody, nothing hurts and theres only nature and rain.
im in my house but i want to go home, i want old time when i was happy with everything, i hate everything i loved, i just miss my fav people whos dead or just were no longer friends.. i just want happy times and i want to go home..
Reflecting on missed opportunities and understanding the importance of spending time with loved ones, pursuing passions, and making memories that last a lifetime
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it .
Still, please give it a listen if you like .
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
i feel no pain no memories, no regrets im neither happy or sad. I just feel this empty feeling all the time trying to realize my goals i know if i wanted i can achieve everything but the things are really want are like: missing, being forgotten somewhere far away from me when i cannot reach them when i cannot clarify what they are this song give me similar feeling but in a good way
Every day is passing so quickly. I've completely lost my sense of time. I know that I wont remember writing this comment but I will write this with all my heart. It feels so empty and alone. A stabbing pain in the chest. Always messing up. Being never enough for anyone. I've stopped giving my best. I just don't care anymore. My mind cannot process anymore information than it already has. I've been dissociating for almost 8 months now. I've done everything to stop it, but I give up. I'm destined to live in this hell. I no longer try to make the world feel real anymore. I'm done trying to defeat dpdr. If the world is unreal, let it be. If this is my fate, let it be.
I sometimes feel the same, it’s comforting knowing I’m not alone in this, and neither are you. The feeling will pass, but please never give up, you’ve gotten so far, and it’s a process and it’s going to take time, but please don’t give up 🤍
Maybe your are not suppose to try? Perhaps a stroll in the sunset while listening to something like this will let you see past the corruption of society. Trust me the internet will continue to help you but ruin you just as much. It's all up to you now.
Time does feel like it passes so by so quick, but it’s also really slow too lol
I feel that Golden-mineded human beings are here.
I see comments of real philosophers, kind-hearted people, that with one comment can turn ur hole day (or night i think) to the best.
I don't know what to tell but,
I really love this un-categorised community!...
For those who cannot sleep at night easily( or never sleep) thinkng about sth. Or someone.. Im sure about one real thing that you have the warmest heart ever.
Be proud that at least if not at most, you still real humans, with real hearts.
Have a nice life. U will get over everything.
❤
Everybody has a meaning for "I want to go home" whilst at their actual house.
For some, it's a happy meaning
For some, it's an unsusual meaning
For some, it's a serious meaning
For some, it's a sad meaning
And for me, it's a depressing meaning.
Sure, we may not all say it the same or say it at all, but we all correlate a word or a phrase with something somehow.
I hope that this message gives out a warm meaning.
A meaning that makes you feel cozy, like a campfire.
I’m reading a book series called “Left Behind” and I listen to these songs as I read and it really paints a vivid movie in my mind as I read along the story. I’m currently on book 6 out of 16 and I will continue to listen. Thank you 😊
listening to this at 1 AM and i just wanna say that i want to cry . To much memories in my head appears , i cant take this ! I feel like i was missing something in past and feel nostalgia
listening to this*
@@agustinbarquero8898 thank you mate , thats a big mistake from my self and im not really good at english i just write what i thought at that night
I’m from the Philippines I need this once in a while to get me back to reality in my western American life work hard play safe and keep your respect always 😊and responsibilities first
You know that when Snowfall is the first song, this playlist is good...
Ive been struggling with depression for around 5 years and suicidal thoughts for 2 now. Ive been trying to improve and better myself, but its gotten really bad these past months. this music really connects with me. Thank you for this beautiful playlist.
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it .
Still, please give it a listen if you like .
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
It's really difficult to find the words, but I constantly feel as if I am longing for something. I can't describe what, although I know it exists. It's a feeling I felt many times before, and it feels like home, it feels like love, it feels like interconnectedness to everything around me, it feels safe, it feels like life, and it is beautiful. And I guess in those moments that I'm feeling in complete awe...feeling so small and insignificant yet at the same time so magnificent, it's impossible to describe something like that. It's so many emotions all at once, but at the same time it's complete nothingness, stillness. Sometimes I feel like I'm missing something, not a part of myself, but maybe something that society has lost a long time ago. I oddly feel as if the moment I die, I will feel that feeling, and it'll be beautiful. But a part of me always feels homesick for whatever that is, and I get little glimpses here and there, but it's hard to even fully understand what IT is. This music makes me feel just that.
I feel like I'm longing for the times back the memories I've missed so much.
Maybe what your missing is God? Because, personally the longing you described really reminds me of how I felt whenever I had drifted from Jesus.
@@FallingMoonXoffical I searched for God and found only myself, I searched for myself and found only God. God is not religion. God is not a church, nor a book. God has a thousand names, he is in us all. I am the universe experiencing itself, the universe itself is God. The universe is always speaking to us. Sending us little messages, causing coincidences and serendipities, reminding us to stop, to look around, to believe in something else, something more. I'm not religious by any means, but it's hard to think this universe has no meaning either. This feeling goes well beyond that.
@@sonderenity if that's the case, then why do you still have that longing?
@@FallingMoonXofficalSometimes, there just isn't an answer, especially a basic one. Although I feel many of us are longing for what's been lost over the ages. We treat this world (and one another) as if it's our own personal punching bag. Isn't it amazing how every single one of us shares one beautiful thing in common, this planet, yet we act as if we have another home to go to in the end? We treat technology more as human beings, and human beings more like the very machines that control us. We crave connection, but more and more we are left feeling lonely and disconnected, ironically 'connected' yet not connecting.
We are always too busy chasing the metaphorical carrot on the stick called 'happiness', but it's all an illusion. Jumping from one vice to the next, one distraction to the other, not realizing that happiness will always be out of reach as long as we keep looking for it in an environment designed to harm us. We've become so disconnected with ourselves that we've lost touch with our natural environment, and many feel as if they are lacking due to that, without even understanding why. What happens when the world we live in is more technological than natural, or so far from our biologically intended environment? We lose what it means to be human, and so much more.
This world is such a beautiful place full of wonders, colors, sounds, tastes, cultures, traditions, sensations, experiences, emotions, and life. It's also pretty horrific when the world is in the wrong hands and we start losing all that matters most. We have the capability to do so much good, but we can't unlearn what we've already learned. We are losing the very things that make us human, the things that bring us together, create connection, and make life worth living. I wish more could reflect and learn the things that truly matter in life, the things that make us all human beings, and about the things that have been created to make us all less human.
I miss my childhood so much. Go to school and see my friends, watching disney channel, playing video games.
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i can see my younger self again , if i die in the future then i see heaven which is my childhood home , rip nostalgia and rip me.
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Everytime I listen to this I wish you came back. Wish I saw you one day again.
I have this very specific memory from about 8 and a half years ago. As a family besides my older sister we went to my stepmom's friend's house for a game night. Well, a game night for the adults. There were three of us kids. Me, my stepbrother, and the friend's son. My stepbrother and I were both nine, and the friend's son was ten. Anyway, while the adults were getting drunk and playing Cards Against Humanity, us kids were in the basement just fucking around, and because everyone upstairs was either drunk or just distracted by the game, we didn't exactly have to be quiet. I think we just played Mario Kart and insulted each other, but it was fun. We didn't end up leaving until like 1 AM. The drive home was a total vibe. Hardly any other cars on the road, despite my dad being drunk (my stepmom was the designated driver) he wasn't really being annoying, and I was tired, but in a good way. All I had in the near future was going to bed, and the upcoming weekend. Moral of the story is, if maybe you're younger yourself, like less than 14, I urge you that from now on, if you're doing something fun, try to cherish it. Fortunately for me I did this, and I somehow managed to not let the bad stuff affect me too much. I'm about to get pretty bleak but my biological mom died when I was seven, she was an alcoholic and drank herself to death. Even in those times when she was drinking, I had fun, and it took me until I was 16-17 to realize that my childhood was kinda fucked up.
Thank you for sharing with us while we are here listening. It's touching that you took the time to tell us such a warm memory. If i may, the last bit of your story resonated with me a lot, as i used to be an alcoholic up until a year ago when i quit after an infinity of problems. It was a long road of recovery but im a better person now. Thank you for being here. Have a good life man
20 years ago or so. I was probably 9 and my cousin was 7 maybe. My mom took me to visit her. For some reason she had a TV in her closet? We went in and built a fort with blankets, then watched ed edd n eddy and teen titans. It wasnt even night, yet that 1 hour in the closet felt like a sleepover party. Last I heard about her she ran away from home and wasnt seen again. I try not to think about what happened. I have enough worries. Right now Im wondering if I will ever talk to my closest friends again. Its been a couple years and I hope they havent forgotten me. Dont even care about my job. I just want them to message me daily again like they used to
doing an assignment while listening to this track by somehow helps me concentrate a lot. ty
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Last week i found out my ex died a month ago and ive just felt like a wreck. We broke up over a year ago but we had continued talking on and off up until the last time i talked to him, which was 3 months ago. i didnt know it would be the last time i talk to him, but i was so fed up with our back and forth i was going to cut it off completely. Now i hate myself bc of how i did it. No explanation, no goodbye. I never even said goodbye. Now i wish i did. I thought after the last time i talled to him i had moved on. But hearing that theres no way he can come back, all i feel is pain. I still miss him and even tho i hate what he did to end our relationship, i loved him. I still do maybe. All i want to do is text him again, but ik he'll never answer. I miss everything we had. I wish i could go back to relive the memories so i could remember them correctly. i miss him everyday and it hurts knowing i can never see him again. I love you dshaun🤍 i wish i couldve told you that before you passed
Sorry for your loss
one more reason to never deal with ppl in the first place
It would be nice to live in that house with nobody around, constant night time, and just sitting there reliving my memories over and over in my head.
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when im not doing the best i try to find nice songs.. to help ease my anxiety, and this video helped alot to me so thank you
Your music is so beautiful, to me it pushs my emotions out, like the nostalgia to my Mother that I lost many years ago, the life can be a nightmare, and the light on the house remember me when I came home and she waiting to me forever and ever, again your music is great and you are a nice artist.
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I love this so much, it gives me so much comfort. And trust me, I'm not a depressed person. But when I need a hand. I swear Lost Sounds has my back. Thank you so much.
Like the moon in its full phase, our love shines with ephemeral intensity but leaves an eternal mark on the heart, like a sigh that is lost in the night but endures in the echo of the universe.
It's so tragic.
Just vibing nostalgia🫀💣🖤🖤🖤🎶🎧
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there was this girl that i fell in love with when i was a senior in high school and she was a freshman ik ik weird but she was 16 and i was 17 and so what im trying to say is this girl was my everything my first kiss my first time and everything and i was hers and we both loved each other to the point of almost having a kid with this girl at 17......im 21 now and we broke up august of 2021 but i still cant find a way to get over all the memories we had in high school together we've been broken up for two years now and i want to move on i really do but tbh how could you move on from someone that made you feel alive and loved and comfortable with,shes getting married this year and also has a kid with some other guy now but i just wish i could move on espically since she is and always will be MY FIRST LOVE.
Ify bro. 5 years later nd i still remember all dat. Everything was coo, then it wasn’t. Good luck fam God bless.
@@TA13OO yeah man it’s like one day it was great then the next it just went to shit and hope you have a good and blessed rest of your year man 🤝
I've been through it. You're not the only one who faced such situation. Just try to be honest with yourself now and think whether she wants you to be stuck in the past or move on and be happy?
It doesn't matter what made you brake up - you both want the best for each other. Yes, you wanna be with the gal because she makes you feel complete but sad truth is that she isn't yours anymore. And yet it doesn't mean that only one of you can be happy. I can tell ya that sometimes, somewhere she thinks about you and she hopes that you live a happy life with no regrets on the past.
All the best, brother.
@@marstonalex thanks man I really needed this I appreciate you
i don’t want to force religion onto you but something that helped me was God, I felt very lonely he then filled that void. God
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you
If I could describe the feeling this collection of music makes me feel, it'd have to be: melancholic nostalgia
Each piece ends before you want it to, just like those summers you wanted to last forever. Just like childhood itself.
The picture also feels nostalgic, even though I've never lived in a house like it.
It stands alone in run-down looking surroundings, but it's a home, and the lights are on.
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الموسيقى التي في البداية جميلة جدا وتلفت نظر وعيك للتأمل فيها.... انها تدخلك في عالم اخر حقا❤