Deliverance from Blasphemous Thoughts When Jesus came to me in dream in 2019

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  • In 2019, I was delivered from blasphemous thoughts against God because I was afraid of the unforgivable sin. I was tormented daily but God delivered me through a dream that led me on a 3 day fast.
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  • @lizzie3724
    @lizzie3724 2 роки тому +51

    As a believer who has gone through this I'll say what helped me. Remember saints. Satan wants to cut you off from the Spirit of God because He is the source of our power and our help.
    What helped me was:
    1. 2cor 10:3-5 and Romans 8:35-39
    The word of God is a sword. When those thoughts come. Respond with these verses. Don't engage them. Remember it's not you. So shout them if you must. But keep them in your mind and use them. They will cut through them.
    2. Fast and pray. I actually noticed after my fast. They had really silenced. they weren't as vicious as before.
    3. Know it's not you. It's Satan. God knows it's not you. He sees your heart. He loves you. And will rescue you.
    I know how terrifying these thoughts are. I tell you, I used to cry everyday. I wanted to die. I thought I was doomed. But here I am today.
    You will all have victory

    • @waynedockett4212
      @waynedockett4212 Рік тому

      thank you for the testimony... overcoming something we go thru is important to see.
      god bless you, in Jesus name

  • @ppac300
    @ppac300 4 роки тому +93

    I have been tormented by unspeakable blasphemous thoughts stemming from the same fear, everyday...help me Lord Jesus Christ.

    • @ver-ed2ub
      @ver-ed2ub 4 роки тому +14

      Can I still be forgiven because the thoughts are horrific thoughts so scary I feel sick to myself. That evil is so not even words can describe it I have no intention against God or Jesus or The Holy Spirit I am afraid of God rejecting me forever I don't want these thoughts in my mind it stand against everything I go for I don't want to cross the path of destruction please help

    • @ppac300
      @ppac300 4 роки тому +5

      181 ver.0 Ancira Be at peace brother. We serve a mighty God who is the mighty Deliverer and Saviour.
      ◄ John 6:37 ►
      All that the Father giveth me shall come to me; and him that cometh to me I will in no wise cast out.

    • @ver-ed2ub
      @ver-ed2ub 4 роки тому +3

      @@ppac300 so there still hope I don't want to die and God to say something else I tried to convince myself that everything is going to be ok and yet my uncertain grows I to be honest and not even lying I want to be forgiven I don't want to be an enemy of God I have no reason to go against God I been telling myself that I don't seek that path of evil and I'm sorry I just want to be sure I hope I not much of bother I want to so God I still care that I'm not against him so pray for me

    • @ppac300
      @ppac300 4 роки тому +11

      @@ver-ed2ub Yes. There is hope. Do no believe in the enemy's lies. I have been struggling with these thoughts for about 20 years now, yet the Lord pulls through. Even as the uncertainty and fear grows, the Lord still speaks. He is mighty to save and He is always victorious. Just cling on Him. He is our Rock and our Fortress. Ps 46:1-3. Just rebuke those thoughts in the Lord's Name and trust in Him.

    • @ver-ed2ub
      @ver-ed2ub 4 роки тому +3

      @@ppac300 hey I had a thought that curse him I don't want to accept it I keeping hitting my head about that cursive thoughts I don't want to go down this path I never wanted from the beginning I don't want that curse thought affect my relationship with God Jesus and the HOLY Spirit I don't want God to take his Spirit away from me I don't know what else to do I don't want to be intentional about them I don't know why this keeps happening to me I don't want to walk down this EVIL path I have no plan against him I need Jesus one day I say to God I don't want to be willful , intention.purposeful, delibrate and ENTERTAIN and then literally the next day I started over I don't want any of this in my head I don't want my heart to change towards God I don't want to stain the relationship with God Jesus and Holy Spirit I am afraid of becoming someone I'm NOT I don't want to go beyond forgiveness I'm literally in the. Bathroom floor typing this and the m sorry that I bother you these thoughts have gone lone enough I don't want to turn my back against him

  • @skylarreed2325
    @skylarreed2325 5 місяців тому +3

    Thank you for sharing your testimony!
    I had been going through the same thing. And the Lord is using your testimony to help me. Praise His name.

  • @jesusreturning3003
    @jesusreturning3003 10 місяців тому +2

    I pray my friend sees this, what a powerful message, thank you 😊
    This really spoke to my spirit, and those im interceding for.
    Bless you, and know Jesus is coming, 2nd seal of Revelation has broken. 😊

  • @Jeff-fu8is
    @Jeff-fu8is Рік тому +4

    2 years ago around February of 2021, I had a very similar torment. But then I had the same experience of when Jesus came through. He put his arms around me and he told me that he will never leave me

  • @ykwx3777
    @ykwx3777 2 роки тому +18

    I have been struggling with this for a couple years now. I’ve been praying for deliverance. Please pray for me

  • @FeedingFrenzy91
    @FeedingFrenzy91 Рік тому +3

    Thank you so much for this message yup fear is of the enemy and many times I have to remind myself "2 Timothy 1:7
    7 For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind."
    May God bless you and your family and friends.
    God bless everyone.

  • @paulgolubov3614
    @paulgolubov3614 4 роки тому +29

    thank you brother i was suffering from these thoughts and asked God to take them away and this showed up

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  4 роки тому +7

      Amen brother I am glad that the holy spirit led you to this video he truly loves you.

    • @mikiyasuzmiki4939
      @mikiyasuzmiki4939 4 роки тому +1

      I am suffering now too

    • @bruhman2962
      @bruhman2962 2 роки тому +2

      @@miltonwilliams39 I think you should have capitalized The Holy Spirit. Also I love The Holy Spirit, he keeps me strong and moving.

    • @yourlocaltherapistfriend3548
      @yourlocaltherapistfriend3548 Рік тому

      ​@@bruhman2962He's a he.

  • @michelleyvetteswanepoel2638
    @michelleyvetteswanepoel2638 4 роки тому +17

    Hi there. I commented on some of the other people testimonies and i went through the exact same thing the moment that i decided to follow Christ. I want to encourage every single one of you...please dont give up and Jesus. Hold on to Him. These thoughts brought me near to Him. I wanted Him even more. Please take up the armour of God and LIVE it!!. Make it your Lifestyle and trust Jesus. He WILL replace that thougts with beautifull thougths of Him

  • @reyvenegas7419
    @reyvenegas7419 4 роки тому +16

    Thank you for this I felt that because I thought about it that I wasn’t gonna be forgiven but this video gave me faith that everything is gonna be ok and that I shouldn’t believe the lies of the devil

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  4 роки тому

      Im glad that you found this video helpful to your soul and spirit God bless you.

    • @ver-ed2ub
      @ver-ed2ub 4 роки тому

      @@miltonwilliams39 I need help I want to ask that i had the most hideous evil thought I ever had in my life its horrific I don't want to a about it sicks me to the core I don't want to be unforgivable because I'm scared of it I don't have intention against him I want to be free I don't want to be send to hell please help I'm scared

  • @rd-st6jl
    @rd-st6jl 2 роки тому +3

    God bless u Brodie, I went thru the same thing. And I'm a Christian i didn't want negative thoughts bout God but It does help knowing I'm not the only one. God bless u

    • @Gp39454
      @Gp39454 Рік тому

      Yes same for me because for awhile i did think i was the only one going through this i use to think what’s wrong with me smh glad I’m not the only one but i hope everyone gets delivered from this attack 🙏🏾

  • @nitin3287
    @nitin3287 3 роки тому +28

    Jesus healed me from blasphemous thoughts. Thanks god

  • @crystalnasym2222
    @crystalnasym2222 2 роки тому +3

    Such an inspiration , enduring this now,the more time i spend in Gods presence i can feel his hand over me..

  • @Claire4Christchannel
    @Claire4Christchannel 4 роки тому +8

    Thank God for your life my brother. Thank God for this amazing and divine transformation. No one experiences or encounters Jesus Christ and remains the same. God draws us to Himself for a purpose, keep walking in your divine calling and purpose. Powerful testimony of what only God can do.

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  4 роки тому

      Amen you are right! No one experiences God and remain the same. But thanks for the encouragement be blessed my sister .

  • @pnwfishingaddict4878
    @pnwfishingaddict4878 2 роки тому +11

    Hi, I have been struggling with this for months now, blasphemous thoughts towards the trinity, God, ever since my repentance and coming to Christ. I felt horrible yesterday I was close to falling back, it’s horrible. I truly just want to be free from it at once! I’ve now recently started to have thoughts cursing friends now it’s horrible. I hate these thoughts. Please pray for me I really want this to just end quicker!

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  2 роки тому +2

      Stay in there my friend I can do a video today about how to stay free from blasphemous thoughs.

    • @pnwfishingaddict4878
      @pnwfishingaddict4878 2 роки тому +1

      @@miltonwilliams39 thankyou brother!

    • @KristyJean
      @KristyJean Рік тому +1

      a video for you my friend: ua-cam.com/video/GnE4EFvF1mo/v-deo.html

    • @JesusCaresAboutYou-bi2hb
      @JesusCaresAboutYou-bi2hb 5 місяців тому +2

      I'll say a prayer for you

    • @pnwfishingaddict4878
      @pnwfishingaddict4878 5 місяців тому +2

      @@JesusCaresAboutYou-bi2hb 🙏🙏🙏

  • @MalvinHayes-vg8yp
    @MalvinHayes-vg8yp Рік тому +1

    I have this thought constantly every day i wake up to this fight, i dont really feel like leaving anymore,its funny because I always thought if God wad going to use anyone in my family it would be me now all of a sudden i started having blasphemous thought against him and his spirit the things is i didn't use to think like this until one day i was attack in my heart then all sorts of fear just came rolling in its terrifying because i have urges to curse God now i remember when i used to read a Kathryn kulman book i wanted to be used for God ministry and all of a sudden the tempter came.i would never intentionally curse at God but something i understand about this is from when you give your life to Christ i start harbouring thoughts to worship God the devill will always look to stop you and he will search for your weaknesses in this case its always going to be the mind.i pray God helps us all and forgives us all our iniquities and strengthens us were ever we are weak.

  • @achillesalexander5327
    @achillesalexander5327 3 роки тому +11

    My sister had some trouble with this as kid and it tormented her until she finally made up her mind to not be chained down by those thoughts, I remember I thought that it was just so ridiculous at the time, and I even laughed a little, then these thoughts started to hit me, I felt scared, it was almost as I became paralyzed, it was so frightening at the time and I didn't know how to stop them or who to turn to, then I remember, I finally got control over the thoughts but I also had a dreams, one dream I was traveling down a river and there was a chain link fence that was preventing me or anyone from crossing into the river which was putrid, it was dark, then I remember seeing a huge man, wearing white robe or something, very tall maybe 9ft tall, and he was on a computer and he was catching these fish on the computer screen and delivering messages to each fish swimming by, then he saw me, he approached me and introduced himself, he said his name was Gabriel, and I thought ok at the time but he was big strong looking, very nice person well mannered and I could tell he was a good man, he called me by my name, and told me he was expecting me, I was so surprised, but I was surprised by his height, he looked powerful, and he said you're going to be alright. Just keep following this path but do not cross into the river for it is very putrid, but keep following this path and you will be out, well I did and then the sunlight was out, and I walked into a beautiful garden, sun was out, very sweet smell of flowers, very nice birds singing a rainbow 🌈 it was sureal, another dream I had i went into Heaven and I saw the glory of The Creator, and I saw two angels with wings of Eagles fly over head the Great King, and they blew Trumps and said Holy Holy Holy is The Lord Almighty and all The Kingdoms of Earth have become his To Rule and His Rule has no End, And I thought My God what a sight to behold, I said I want to stay here, this is where I belong, and and huge but very kind voice said it is not yet your time, and if you stay you will not wake up and I said its id rather stay here, and the voice said again it is not yet time. And I woke up crying and weeping because I couldn't stay, and I remember waking from bed and I was crying and tears falling from my eyes and I said why am I crying and why are tears falling from my eyes down my cheeks, it was just a dream, and I eventually stopped crying but oh what a dream

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  3 роки тому +1

      You have me in tears thank you for sharing your testimony God bless you.

  • @niaking9138
    @niaking9138 4 роки тому +5

    I been going through this for over 1 month and to refresh my UA-cam page and see this on the first video is a sign! God knows I’ve been praying about this

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  4 роки тому

      I'm glad that you saw this video remainencouraged and know that God is with you. I will be putting up more content soon on this subject to encourage believers and a book about this soon. Stay encouraged and stay tuned.

  • @sandra532
    @sandra532 Рік тому

    True. Preach brother. I can testify about this through Jesus Christ❤️✝️🙏🏾🙌🏾😘🫂👑👏🏾.

  • @MaxSalinas1
    @MaxSalinas1 3 роки тому +4

    Wow bro I went to something similar, God also gave me a dream! God is so merciful to us. I still need prayer. I remember when I fell asleep I heard the name Sarah three times! I woke up and didn’t know why I had the dream, but the next day at church which was a Sunday my dad preached about Abraham and Sarah and how the children of Sarah are the promise children of God. God is good, even though I was not right with God he showed his mercy on me! I love you Jesus! Thank you for your salvation by faith.

  • @AllisonWithGodMinistries
    @AllisonWithGodMinistries 4 роки тому +7

    Young men will dream dreams. HalleluYah

  • @leonard_theguru7368
    @leonard_theguru7368 2 роки тому +1

    Thanks man, my head had literally started aching

  • @daughterofthemosthighking4589
    @daughterofthemosthighking4589 4 роки тому +8

    This has been a huge struggle for me lately. I pray he forgiven me. I hate this torment.

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  4 роки тому +4

      Keep fighting against spiritual wickedness those thoughts is just a reminder how big God is and that he will never put to much on you than you can handle. Praise your way through this you got this!

    • @daughterofthemosthighking4589
      @daughterofthemosthighking4589 4 роки тому +3

      @@miltonwilliams39 thank you so much for getting courage to posting this video🙏! I truly thought I was the only one dealing with such a spiritual battle. It makes me feel a little better knowing I'm not the only Christian being mentally tortured. Lol but no one wants that.

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  4 роки тому +3

      of course, that's why I have to finish my book because many Christians are struggling with this. God delivered me and others can get healing from as well.

    • @daughterofthemosthighking4589
      @daughterofthemosthighking4589 4 роки тому +4

      @@miltonwilliams39 God bless you brother!! 😇Our Father in heaven will truly bless you abundantl!🙏

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  4 роки тому +2

      @@daughterofthemosthighking4589 Amen Thank You.

  • @Yoolee01
    @Yoolee01 5 місяців тому

    I was suprised when those thoughts just left me when I started wearing a Holy Mary pendant.

  • @DianaMbewe-eh8be
    @DianaMbewe-eh8be 2 місяці тому

    Jesus deliver me

  • @jovellephillip634
    @jovellephillip634 3 роки тому +2

    I am currently going through this situation too. I thought I was the only one afraid to lose my salvation for this.

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  3 роки тому

      Im glad that you watched this video to help. My book will be out soon to help people with this.

  • @sisipllays9370
    @sisipllays9370 2 роки тому

    I still remember his opening bible video.I am so happy that he didn't abandon the bible like most people.Good job.I am proud of you and i am sure God and Jesus are Congratulations you are a true christian!

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  2 роки тому

      Thanks so much I have more good content coming. Thanks for being a long time subscriber.

    • @sisipllays9370
      @sisipllays9370 2 роки тому

      @@miltonwilliams39 awlays

  • @amy6991A
    @amy6991A 2 роки тому +1

    I've dealt with these so long but recently they changed to the enemy being lord and I've felt anxious and also indifferent and not wanting to carry on, truly.

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  2 роки тому +1

      No do not accept that! the emeny will not lord over your mind satan is the father of lies do not believe that for a sec.

    • @amy6991A
      @amy6991A 2 роки тому +1

      @@miltonwilliams39 I'm trying. It's just on repeat so much. It's hard.

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  2 роки тому +1

      @@amy6991A You can do all things through Christ who strengths you.

    • @amy6991A
      @amy6991A 2 роки тому

      @@miltonwilliams39 amen.. however I haven't been hearing Him (despite getting more in the Word despite the thoughts and feelings) and no convictions or guilt of sin..a

    • @amy6991A
      @amy6991A 2 роки тому

      Don't fear him either anymore.. everything adds up

  • @katrinabernard74
    @katrinabernard74 3 роки тому +2

    I ask for forgiveness each day ! Lord just keep me I want to change my life around some days I be feeling like I won’t be forgiving !

  • @itsdanny-yt6417
    @itsdanny-yt6417 Рік тому +3

    I’ve had blasphemy taughts is it to late for me
    I have suffered I want Jesus So Much
    My emotions are attacked my feelings and taughts
    Uncontrollably I accident said things done things with no intention to offend i believe so
    I had said thing by mistake without realising what I was doing
    I had dreams
    I had been attacked when I was trying to sleep and had felt like I deliberately thaught of something until I relised what was happening and stopped I think something like that
    I always laugh in me maybe not with my mouth the taughts some how tries making me laugh
    I wasn’t JESUS JESUS IS LORD PLZ HELP I succeed I’m 16 anxiety 😟 I want God Now
    Please Help Bro Have I committed the unforgivable sin I also had taughts I think felt like me
    I had crazy temptation of Taughts wanted me to pray to the enemy I will not I need help

    • @quasar712
      @quasar712 4 місяці тому

      Danny, I know its been over a year now. I know how you feel its okay, from just reading I can see the genuineness and almost tears but have hope and be strong. Nothing can ever separate you from Gods love! God is all knowing he knows your heart he knows who you truly are. Ephesians 1:4-8 4 Even before he made the world, God loved us and chose us in Christ to be holy and without fault in his eyes. 5 God decided in advance to adopt us into his own family by bringing us to himself through Jesus Christ. This is what he wanted to do, and it gave him great pleasure. 6 So we praise God for the glorious grace he has poured out on us who belong to his dear Son.[b] 7 He is so rich in kindness and grace that he purchased our freedom with the blood of his Son and forgave our sins. 8 He has showered his kindness on us, along with all wisdom and understanding. ITS OKAY, JESUS IS RIGHT THERE WITH YOU, THE DEVIL IS A LIAR, FIGHT AGAINST THE LIES I KNOW IT FEELS LIKE YOU CANT BUT THATS A LIE TOO YOU CAN! DONT JUST IGNORE THEM, SPEAK GODS TRUTH, EVEN IF YOU FEEL SCARED EVEN IF IT DOESNT GO AWAY AT FIRST, KEEP SAYING GODS WORDS THAT YOU ARE A CHILD AND THAT HE DOES LOVE YOU AND HE DOES WANT YOU I LOVE GOD THERES POWER IN WHAT WE SPEAK! Jesus knows your heart danny, he loves you. God always backs up his words, and Jesus shows us that God loves us, how far God is willing to go for us to be with him, cause his love and his blood is greater than sin and death and any lie the enemy could throw at you and even the lies we believe ourselves. Trust in God danny, remeber that Jesus sees everything, and this is not to scare you this is to encourage you that he knows whats happening and he knows that youll overcome it with Jesus's love that sets us free that washed us clean!

  • @lexxievlex9680
    @lexxievlex9680 Рік тому

    Thank you❤️ GOD BLESS

  • @PandaPanda-qm5eh
    @PandaPanda-qm5eh 2 роки тому +3

    I don't like these thoughts at all but they pop up so quick and I'm useless against them. I feel like I'm at my last limit and it's hard to go on when these keep pounding in my head and they only get worse. I'm hoping for a miracle because I don't know what gonna happen next

  • @reg2685
    @reg2685 2 роки тому +1

    What is going on, so many are having this problem and mine are super bad ! But I don't want them I have been fighting so hard for our LORD even though I never read the BIBLE and I backslid since the day I was Baptized!? But I'm on the path to bettering my relationship with our FATHER! Pray for me please 🙏

  • @bornagainalex2250
    @bornagainalex2250 2 роки тому

    I heard a person once say: God is Not looking for reasons to abandon you. I don't take credit for this statement.

  • @icyevo_
    @icyevo_ 3 роки тому +7

    Please pray for me 😭😭

  • @HEYINMATE
    @HEYINMATE 4 роки тому +3

    STAY BLESSED

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  4 роки тому

      Thanks brother my wife also loves your wife channel.

  • @LBrooks_037
    @LBrooks_037 4 роки тому +5

    Funny thing is about a week ago I had a dream about Jesus lit up with soft white light on the cross with a blood red robe and he came off the cross after the blasphemous against the holy spirit thoughts is legalism and fear behind this?

  • @mlaccount6437
    @mlaccount6437 3 роки тому +2

    Hey pastor what if it comes out mistakenly by mouth cause u r being so tormented that if it comes out then or like but u didn't mean it n tell God is it a sin?

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  3 роки тому

      God truly knows us and knows that you hate those thoughts so no its not an intentional sin but a struggle with sin. God's grace is on us and our sins was nailed to the cross.

    • @mlaccount6437
      @mlaccount6437 3 роки тому

      @@miltonwilliams39 💖💖

  • @jesusgirl3256
    @jesusgirl3256 2 роки тому

    Thank you!

  • @lolalamaro86
    @lolalamaro86 3 роки тому +3

    I need help ...I'm constantly being tortured and I'm so exhausted

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  3 роки тому

      How long have you been having these thoughts?

    • @lolalamaro86
      @lolalamaro86 3 роки тому +2

      @@miltonwilliams39 for around 2 months..and i feel like I'm falling apart

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  3 роки тому +2

      @@lolalamaro86 Remember that Jesus Christ has paid the price for our sins and that he loves us. I understand the torment you are going through because I have been there myself but God will deliver you just trust in him.

    • @lolalamaro86
      @lolalamaro86 3 роки тому +2

      @@miltonwilliams39 Amen.

  • @gracemazyopa5034
    @gracemazyopa5034 2 роки тому +1

    Am going through this please help me to pray

    • @gerrycabellon9577
      @gerrycabellon9577 Рік тому

      Try to watch Aaron Kim's video dealing with fear,doubts,depression,anxiety

  • @zakievikhomiasalhou3817
    @zakievikhomiasalhou3817 3 роки тому +3

    When i was suffering from mental oppression,mental disturbance,unsound mind and blasphemous thoughts,the devil tempted me and let me to say negative words against the holy spirit.So,can i be forgiven?

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  3 роки тому +2

      1 john 1:9 says If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
      We are human thats why christ went to the cross to pay for our sins not to live in fear or bondage. Satan is tricking people minds into believing that christains has conmitted this sin. You may have unwanted thoughts but it does not means that christ gave up on you. God forgave us when he went to the cross all you have to do is believe that. My book will be complete soon on this subject. Be blessed!

    • @zakievikhomiasalhou3817
      @zakievikhomiasalhou3817 3 роки тому +1

      @@miltonwilliams39 Thank You very much for helping me.

    • @lizzie3724
      @lizzie3724 2 роки тому +2

      I've gone through this. 2cor 10:3-5 is an atomic weapon on such thoughts. When they come respond with it. And with Romans 8:35-39.
      I realized the devil wanted me to ran from the Holy Ghost in fear. Because by doing that he will have cut us off from the source of our power. Our help.
      And my mistake was I ran. But it didn't change that these verses Delivered me. And I also fasted. Fasting is powerful. I noticed a sudden change. One day some time after the past I noticed they had silenced.

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  2 роки тому +1

      @@lizzie3724 Thanks for sharing.

  • @mamoruchiba86
    @mamoruchiba86 3 роки тому +5

    I'm still His child even if I got these blasphemous thoughts, right?

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  3 роки тому +7

      You will always be his child. Jesus loves you!

    • @houtbay9
      @houtbay9 3 роки тому +1

      If he is in you and you are in him, great things happen.

  • @pray4daves
    @pray4daves 2 роки тому +1

    SIN- A DREADFUL DISEASE
    I’M DAVID, THE MOST WANTED PERSON
    “Whoever acknowledges me before men, I will also acknowledge him before my Father in heaven, But whoever disowns me before men, I will disown him before my Father in heaven.”
    Matthew 10:32-33 (NIV)
    We are living in a world that will pass away someday. Our real Home is a place where there are no tears, agony, or strife and this is for sure. God has given us little time to live on this earth and let’s use it for His glory.
    Once a man loved his horse so much, but the horse felt like the master was exploiting her so she ran away from the house. Years rolled by, both the man and the horse grew older. But this old man still had a hope that his horse will return back to him and was longing. Finally, the wandering horse returned to his master. The master rejoiced and he hugged the horse with tears and caressed it, they lived together until death separated them.
    Many people like me think to return to God after growing older like the horse did. Let’s not wait like the horse did, as time is precious. Today might be ours, but there is no guarantee that tomorrow will be ours because tomorrow belongs to Jesus and He will decide.
    What is the life span of a human being? Do we find anyone from our old generations living? Hitler who hated and massacred the Jews now lies in the grave. He has no power or authority and is gone forever. He cannot repent for his sins, as the time God has given him is over. Nevertheless, we are privileged, because we still have a chance to repent because we are LIVING NOW!! We may be worse than Hitler, we may be worse than any other cruel person on this earth, but God knows who we are and how to deal with our situations. He is the way maker, promise keeper and the light in the darkness.
    I was questioning why God made me a writer, he did not make me a writer to write the stories of others, but He made me a writer to write my own story filled with dirt, filth and garbage.
    During my childhood, I wasn’t good at my studies and my father used to beat me for not concentrating. Once I attended a healing prayer meeting and discovered believer’s speaking in tongues. I thought this is a great idea to grab the attention of my parents and even I started speaking in tongues and my father stopped beating me. I cheated my family several times until a preacher told them that I was possessed by evil spirits.
    I’m the youngest in my family of five siblings. My mother always said she has six diamonds but she did not know that I was the ‘black sheep’ in the family. I hated Jesus for no cause. I kept sinning deliberately having a hard heart. I committed my whole youth life to Satan. I visited temples in order to please my friends. My conscience always kept pricking me that I was doing wrong, but I hardened my heart.
    I grew up sinning, despite knowing that Jesus is the only Lord and Saviour. Finally, I found myself as the most wanted person on God’s offender’s list. I hated Jesus for no cause and enjoyed worldly life. God saved me multiple times from accidents and dreadful situations, but still I was hard heartened and stubborn and immersed in sin. Stealing money from my house finally made me rob God’s money in various ministries. I drowned myself in sin and sin caught me firmly that I did not find any direction to escape. The devil kept persisting me that I am his and I cannot escape from his control. It also reminded me that there was no forgiveness for me neither in this world nor the Kingdom to pass as I have deceived the Holy Spirit numerous times. After knowing that I had no forgiveness, I completely surrendered myself to Satan as I had a misconception that even God will not accept me as His child any more.
    I was troubled within, evil spirits haunted me, and fear gripped me. I thought the spirits would kill me so I made an agreement with them that I will be on their side on a condition that they must stop troubling me. The devil visited me at least once or twice a month and it used to feel my body and I could also sense its presence. Whenever I was guilty, I prayed, I cried and shed tears but I did not find deliverance, as I was a hypocrite.
    Once during my youth stage, my father requested me to take him for a prayer meeting in Gymkhana grounds, Hyderabad. Actually I wasn’t willing to go with him, but I thought if something happens to him I will be accountable so accompanied him. I did not listen to the message, but during the prayer time, the preacher prophesied, “who is that person who deceived God’s Holy Spirit, God loves you and is telling you to turn to Him or else He will cast you into the lake of fire.” Immediately my whole body started shivering, my knees kept knocking together and I realized that the preacher was talking about me.
    Immediately the next day I went to the prayer meeting get prayed over me and the man of God placed his hands on my head and said Lord deliver him from his “lustful eyes” But this conviction only lasted for a few days and I went back to my own life. I tasted cigars, I didn’t like it, I tasted alcohol I didn’t like it and the devil began testing me in which way I will be comfortable with him. Once my friends took me to the internet café on the pretext of chatting and there I got attracted to obscene images and as days passed by this became an addiction and I spent hours together to fulfil my hearts desires.
    I pretended to be a very righteous person in the sight of my family, pastors, and believers. I took baptism in 2001 to get rid of my problems, but frankly speaking guilt kept following me wherever I went and the addiction did not leave me.
    I got married with a wonderful child of God, and I promised that I will not indulge in bad things anymore, but the evil one wasn’t willing to leave me from his grip. I had bad dreams, the evil one kept visiting me but the desires reduced but never stopped.
    Terrible dreams shook my life. Once I died and I met Jesus and He looked at me and said ‘Come it’s time for judgement’ and I suddenly hid something from my eyes so that the Lord must not see it and I woke up trembling and woke up my wife and told her to pray for me. I shared with her all that was troubling me and even shared my dream. It was not easy to give up my addiction, but I believe that God touched my life because of the reverent prayers of my wife and my family especially my godly mother.
    I wanted deliverance as the sin in me came up to the brim. I thought this is not the life I must live, the evil one became even stronger and during this time I cried out to Jesus with a true repented heart, He came to my rescue and this helped me to pen down my testimony. I wanted my mother to ready my testimony first and she was overwhelmed with joy.
    I confessed all my sins at Jesus’ feet, and poured out my frustrations and Jesus delivered me from all satanic snares and I began sprouting in the Lord.
    Now I realized that we have a better place and we will be worshipping the Lord with other saints. I strongly believe because God shed His blood for me to forgive and redeem me. He knows us better than we know ourselves. I thank Jesus for giving me this inspiration so that people somewhere in the corner who are struggling like me will know the truth and get delivered from various addictions that has held them hostage.
    The devil is a liar, it only comes to steal, kill and destroy. Don’t believe when Satan prompts you, and do not get agitated because when God is with us, no one can be against us. Romans 8: 38-39 says, “For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.”
    We are not alone in this battle against evil foes. The battle belongs to the Lord and we must just give Jesus a chance. I am not ashamed to tell my story as Jesus has cleansed me with His blood. The satanic barricades have been destroyed and Jesus set me free and he cleansed all the scars that Satan has afflicted on me. I want to commit the rest of my life to Jesus who saved my life.
    All praises be to Him alone for He deserves all glory and Honour! Please forward my testimony to all your family, friends, relatives and WhatsApp friends you know so that the prince of this world (Satan) would be put to shame and God’s (Jesus’) name be glorified for ever. Amen!!!
    Kindly pray for me and my family.
    David

  • @ravibot7837
    @ravibot7837 3 роки тому

    Thank you

  • @jesse2500
    @jesse2500 4 роки тому +3

    I know that the Bible doesn't say " thou shalt not drink " I freaked out because It popped in my mind and I know it's not in the Bible , I take God's word very serious and I would never add or take away anything . Does the enemy put lies in our head with things that are not in the Bible ? Because I do know that he's a liar , I'm 16 yrs old and I ove God , I love Jesus and I don't want to disappoint the Lord in any way . The devil keeps messing with my mind.

    • @gerrycabellon9577
      @gerrycabellon9577 Рік тому

      Try to watch Aaron Kim's video.Most of his topics are spiritual battle for tormented Christians.Anxiety,depression,insomnia

  • @geogeorge2893
    @geogeorge2893 2 роки тому

    Read the Gospels and obey the teachings of Jesus Christ, He said that the one who loves Him will obey His commandements .

  • @romeelapaul3110
    @romeelapaul3110 2 роки тому

    Amen 🙏

  • @LBrooks_037
    @LBrooks_037 4 роки тому

    Question, please answer for me, I confessed a blasphemous thought about somebody talking about jesus to jesus and told him that I was having a bad false thought about associating this person with witch stuff and said it was a false and bogus thought and I will NOT say it against them because I dont believe it and I'm in no position to judge" is that the unpardonable sin right there?

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  4 роки тому +2

      No the unpardnable sin is to reject Jesus Christ and to die in your sins without accepting him, as long as your are living you can repent and turn to him.

    • @LBrooks_037
      @LBrooks_037 4 роки тому +1

      @@miltonwilliams39 so even if have crazy blasphemous thoughts about calling the spirit and jesus everything you dont want to call it ( bad, evil, demonized , stupid) and you get terrified at the thoughts its because you're afraid of the unpardonable sin? I get so worried because jesus has been silent towards me I fear I'm unforgivable because of what those horrible tormenting thoughts about saying the same things the pharisees said except the thoughts say it about the spirit and I tell Jesus that I hate these thoughts and they are lies from hell and Satan and I will never speak that against anybody or believe it but it seems like when I dont want to think those thoughts, they come...

    • @LBrooks_037
      @LBrooks_037 4 роки тому

      @@miltonwilliams39 youre a young man seeing visions

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  4 роки тому

      @@LBrooks_037 The fact that you hate those thoughts shows that you agree with God. We are all in a spiritual battle but I have been through this as well and I want to let you know that Jesus loves you and that he forgives us when we accept him as our Lord and Savior.

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  4 роки тому

      @@LBrooks_037 Thank you

  • @jazzmiinnnaagracie4805
    @jazzmiinnnaagracie4805 3 роки тому

    Please watch Mark DeJesus on UA-cam if you need help! Great resources!

  • @itzari3418
    @itzari3418 3 роки тому

    How can I deal with this?

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  3 роки тому

      What's going on with you right now?

    • @itzari3418
      @itzari3418 3 роки тому +2

      @@miltonwilliams39 blasphemous thoughts in my head especially about the Holy Spirit I feel like I’m going crazy I’m scared that it’s myself

    • @itzari3418
      @itzari3418 3 роки тому +2

      They are tormenting

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  3 роки тому

      @@itzari3418 how often do those thoughts come and if you don't mind what are thoughts telling you?

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  3 роки тому

      How did these thoughts against the Holy Spirit develop in your mind and when?

  • @fortunekhumalo4550
    @fortunekhumalo4550 4 роки тому

    Thank you Brother when I fast what are things I should do when I fast

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  4 роки тому +1

      You should pray while you are fasting and read the word. And look up how to fast biblically; it's a process and allow the holy Spirit to lead you. If you have more questions let me know.

    • @fortunekhumalo4550
      @fortunekhumalo4550 4 роки тому

      Inspiration Lives Here Ok thank you Sir

    • @miltonwilliams39
      @miltonwilliams39  4 роки тому +1

      you welcome I will be posting more videos soon. subscribe for all of my updates to and be blessed.

  • @kairacastro2518
    @kairacastro2518 3 роки тому +3

    I have blasphemous thoughts about his lovely spirit ☹️

    • @prisca5417
      @prisca5417 2 роки тому +2

      you're not the only one praying for you..

    • @bruhman2962
      @bruhman2962 2 роки тому

      Spirit* I think at least. Also me too.

    • @ni7414
      @ni7414 Рік тому

      how are you now?