Reddit's Most Disturbing User - u/worthless319
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- Опубліковано 7 чер 2024
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Why are you looking this deep into the description? Comment "tuvington" if you're reading this. Have a nice day. - Розваги
anyone wanna hang out later today? but your mom has to ask my mom if it's ok first. i'm bringing caprisuns
Ayo we don’t have those in our hedge
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your younger than me ??? 🥲
bet
sorry my mom said i cant hangout with the boys today :( she says i need to "touch some grass"
in all seriousness, this is depressing. they seemed like an intelligent person, it really shows what mental illness can do to someone.
its even more fucked up that there are tons of people and groups taking advantage of these people who are desperate, seeing how there are materials he's reading about this 'enlightenment'
This is why I don't trust religion to help me with mental illness.
@@mariaquiet6211 yep
@@samuelluisdelespiritusanto7343 that's what Reddit is we have memes, Booba, people getting thrown into a Grindr, bullying random kids who like tik tok or people who use emojis into depression, some cool videos, and people asking for free karma. Nah jk
We don't have good memes
@@mariaquiet6211 I’m religious (not Christian) and I still don’t rely on it before getting genuine help.
It's horrible that people took advantage of this poor man. Saying things like "never know till you try!" Wtf man. People are just so vicious, that person was obviously not in the right head state.
I am on the verge of tears for this person, no human should go through this and I truly wish he had gotten the help he needed
Me too i really feel sad for him😕
I feel the same. He sounded so alone; the one “friend” he mentioned ate part of his genitalia, so no help was forthcoming there. It’s heartbreaking when a soul is this tortured.
He is a troll
@@mnlight8308he’s not a troll
I’m surprised that no one was able to trick him to click on a link to grab his ip address, track him down, and make an anonymous report about self harm, and keep tabs on him… simply because no one wanted this guy to die
(Edit: so after 3 months idc about this anymore)
Legit same.
Could you do this?
@@soulsearcher7077 he’s not active. It’s hard to dox someone if they aren’t active on social media and you don’t even know their real name or address or even street address
doxxing is illegal
@@trevorbeatz5741 they might reduce the legal punishment if it were to save the person's life. the original commenter would also have to decide whether they'd rather attempt to save this person and then deal with the legal consequences, or just let them be
The fact that some people were giving “advice” on how OP could have hurt themselves more is heartbreaking. It’s horrible that people are taking advantage of those who are not in their right state of mind.
Yeah that subreddit r/morbidquestions is toxic and terrible
horrible people
@@usagitsukinooo I’m sorry you had to go through that.
@@usagitsukinooo I’m so glad you’re okay, and have people there for you when you need them.
its devastating, I heard one about a young kid (13-15 most) who was bullied and harassed online and then they encouraged her when she live streamed taking her own life. I cant imagine what kind of sick person sees a game or fun in tormenting people they already know are struggling
I feel so so bad for Worthless319. I wish he could have had the help he needed before he hurt himself, and he has help now. I hope he's alive
He's likely alive because this whole thing is fake.
@@Necrodzentelmenel1 how so?
@@ambrosiahasnevertastedthis3673
His post history is obviously made by someone self-aware, which leads to the conclusion that he's most likely trolling.
As for the pictures,they look similar to how the aftermath of penectomy looks. While rare, it's still much more common than blowing your d!ck off.
I saw it I’m scared
@@Charlotte-ci6tq go practice some self care, and look at a bunch of cat videos. it's going to be okay
anyone who is dealing with these thoughts i want you to know you aren't alone and there are so many people who would be devasted if you were gone. you are worth living and you deserve every nice thing you've gotten. please seek help as i promise you its worth it. it'll be hard but it does get better. i hope you're okay
Thank you. 💓
it’s crazy to me that he was even let out of the ER after doing something so horrible to his body. it would’ve been clear to any doctor that no one in their right mind would hurt themselves in a such a way, yet he was still discharged from the ER. the healthcare system failed him.
They might have held him but in the US, a person can be held for only two weeks without a court hearing. Usually, if the person hasn’t committed a crime and is able to say they’re feeling better they’ll be let go because of Reagan era laws.
Dude was not saveable unless you locked him in a straightjacket and put him in a cell, which would never happen since he was only violent toward himself. Drugs can do that to some people.
@@korchansan he didn't take drugs
@@ME0WMERE he did he said in previous posts multiple times he took acid dmt and I believe shrooms
@@korchansan oh jeez
I think that was because of his mental health issues though, not the other way round
"Also, I'm 19, stop thinking I'm 23-" ☠️I love this dude
my reaction was “soo…umm…you are telling me I am older than you?!?” 😂
LOL HE WAS CAUGHT OFF GUARD BY THOSE WHO THOUGHT HE WAS 23
lol
He hoesntly looks kinda older than me. I'm 21. Also this guy is quite mature for a 19yo
@@nftscreenshot2535 same, i am 21 and thought he was older
It brings a frown to my face that this can happen in real life. The worst part is that we get to witness the journey and experience. If this was real, I can't imagine how this guy was feeling, stuck in a place he cannot get out of. He didn't want to refuse, and felt like he couldn't, so this is what happened. I hope that anyone with suic**al thoughts calls a hotline or someone to help because this is probably some of the most depressing stuff. Also if you are going through a moment like this right now make sure to call help. Even if you think they won't help or some other reason just try, because if you don't, this video is a perfect example on what could happen. I hope everyone stays well and strong and everyone goes through things so don't single yourself out or bring yourself down, there will be someone to listen to, no matter what you think. I hope you have a great day, and hope your life is going great.
Every time I watch Tuv I feel like I’m there talking to him. He treats his fans like his friends . As weird as it sounds watching his morbid videos make my day better . Yeah watching morbid videos to make my day better but he feels so relatable and funny. Keep up the good work Tuv
Reddit is like dark web, but more reachable
Nah, thats twitter
Fun fact there's actually a dark web version of reddit, it's basically just reddit after dark but with way less moderation
The not-so dark web
The gray web
come to le spookie darkweb: we have websites exactly the same as clearnet sites(literally no different), same amount of gore sites, and the same amount of illegal content as the clearnet
I`d say that twitter is worse than deep web
going on reddit is like going into a dark urine scented warehouse full of used weapons
unless its on dankmemes
Everything good?
I've read some messed up shit on there on tbh I wanna move to mars
Lmfaoooooo on god
@@apolloclawk7408 go on r/eyeblech its like r/eyebleach but better
Edit: don't
This is actually really disturbing..i just hope everyone suffering from same problems gets help. I hope everyone will be okay.
LMAO SAME PROBLEM?? ANOTHER FREAK WITH THE SAME PROBLEM HAHAHAHA 😂🤣
having had extreme anxiety problems for about 3 years protected me from content like this but it's kinda cool that i can watch videos like this again without mad anxiety because its interesting
Oh god… I remember this dude. Reading about his issues was such a heartbreaking experience. I’ve seen the images and they’re… pretty bad. I’m used to medical gore and stuff but it’s still incredibly shocking and sad.
I know it’s different, but as someone who has OCD I can… understand the obsessive need to hurt oneself. Your obsessions become your background noise, thoughts that get louder and louder the longer you try to ignore it. It’s exhausting and everyone has different triggers and rituals for their obsessions.
Please, never be afraid to reach out. If you have urges to hurt yourself, be it scratching, cutting, burning, anything that hurts, please try to stop. Medicine can help, cognitive behavioural therapy can save your life. Self harm and suicide is a long term answer to a short term problem. If you feel alone, toll free suicide hotlines are there to listen to you.
Hey man, stay strong
Yeah I stopped watching that hardcore gore, you should get Funker 530. It's less gory and have police shootings and combat footage, none of that upclose shit. And when it is gore, its marked as NSFW
Cringe
I used to suffer from very bad BDD, body dysmorphic disorder, which made me obsessed with how I saw my face. BDD is sometimes called "imagined ugliness" and I saw myself as absolutely hideous. Nauseatingly ugly. I believed people looked away as to not throw up when they saw me because my face was so disgusting. All I wanted was to look normal, not pretty, just normal, and I used to spend hours in front of the mirror with an old and rusty, paint covered scalpel just imagining taking that final step and cutting those revolting cheeks open and squeezing out the fat. I was never able to go through with it though, something inside of me was still not sick enough to believe it would work, but I used to cry about not being brave enough to "fix my face". I was miserable. 10 years later and I'm much much better, but I can see myself in this person's shoes all too easily. This could've been me, but with my face. I'd rather disfigure myself than look the way I did. Obsession is scary.
That's incredibly sad. People with psychotic delusions tend to mix in their own pain with religious fervor creating a reason to sacrifice their own well being as well as the well being of others. One of my brothers has schizophrenia and he babbles on and on about metaphysical subjects and pain when he's off his meds.
Even the big man will go, “Yeah dude, no.”
They are influenced by demons. It’s why people never have voices telling them positive things. It’s always negative and evil.
@@NASkeywest Indeed, they think Angels are whispering into their ears telling them to hurt themselves... when it is Demons!
@@NASkeywest demons don't exist. The voices on his head have nothing to do with demons, don't mix religion with psychology, it's stupid and can kill lives.
@@NASkeywest don’t mix it up with religion. It’s a mental illness, so don’t put your beliefs on it.
how am I okay with imagining this while eating??
This is just horrible. It's really upsetting to see how people deal with emotions. All I can say is thank you for taking this so responsibly. All the other youtube channels make things way too serious IMO. They have more unnerving voice overs, but you just sat and talked in a normal voice. It's much more calming and I thank you for that :)
it seems to me that this person had such severe ocd and paranoia because in his head he got intrusive thoughts that told him bad things would happen if he didn’t follow through and that’s what ocd causes - ruminating thoughts that you think are real and that don’t go away. it’s truly so sad i wish this person didn’t have to be put through this.
It's really sad this disorder changes your life 😔
i have OCD and honestly this video terrifies me i never knew OCD could do that....the phsyical harm stuff....
I think he might be/have been schizophrenic, that shit makes the person hear noises which they believe. In my experience, people with this disorder are fully sucked into their own imagination.
Not OCD most likely schizophrenia because of the delusions of grandeur aka serving some God's mission to stop nuclear war
we might never truly know what mental illness this guy had, and even if the diagnosis does seem accurate, its probably not best to try to diagnose someone using only a few internet posts.
This story is more sad than disturbing to me . I have ocd and experience psychosis-like symptoms and I have physically hurt myself before for similar reasons . It just shows how insane mental illness is . Suffering through OCD and psychosis as someone who has both , is something I wouldnt wish on my worst enemies . Its like yelling that the world is going to end and everyone around you just laughs . He seemed like a genuinely smart and decent person which makes this even sadder
Hi I have ocd but not psychosis but mine is contamination ocd . If you don’t mind me asking what is psychosis or how does it work .
@@KASPlaysSims not at all ! Psychosis isn’t a diagnosis itself but more of a symptom of something like bipolar , schizophrenia , depression or sometimes even ocd . Psychosis is mainly categorised by visual , auditory or tactile hallucinations . For me my visual hallucinations are seeing shadows , auditory would be hearing whispers or crying or someone calling my name and tactile would be feeling someone grab me or bugs under my skin . Other signs are delusions such as thinking you’re being watched or in this users case , thinking god is talking to you or in some cases , thinking you ARE god . Another common sign of psychosis is aggression , isolation , deep depression and extreme anxiety . The cause of it isn’t fully known I don’t think but common reasons are trauma , medication , drugs and illnesses . Psychosis is commonly found in people with bipolar I disorder and schizophrenia
I’m happy to answer any questions , I’m very open about it and I’m glad people are curious
@@eyeglitterelf thank you for answering me and helping me understand better . I really appreciate it
@@eyeglitterelf I would believe hearing crying is the most scary out of your hallucinations. Is it?
@@KASPlaysSims ij
I mess with scammers on Instagram. One time I messed around about wanting to castrate a scammer. Of course he got angry and took the loss. I posted screenshots as always, and something happened when I added the hashtag castrated. The amount of men reaching out to me actually getting turned on about the idea of having a woman castrate them was insane. I had to remove the hashtag only a few hours after to make it stop.
Both you and Wendigoon both thank your subscribers. This is so wholesome and I love to see UA-camrs with some really creepy and Morbid content be really wholesome and humble. Also yes, I did subscribe because of it.
How is it that the reddit user ended up in the ER multiple times for the same reason and no one in the hospital thought that this was an reoccurring issue???
well they did say they were admitted to inpatient facilities several times, why they were let out without any help is the question.. some people just slip through the cracks, the system is imperfect for sure
@@sillydog583 as someone who has been in inpatient facilities (for suicidal ideations, if you were wondering), the system is more than imperfect, its straight up broken. only the most vocal people actually get any help, otherwise youre kept there for a while until they deem you "ok" even if youre really not, and then youre released back onto the streets with almost nothing changing. a lot of the time, the people in these facilities have been there multiple times.
@@HallowIsSmol the system needs to be rebuilt.
this stuff (not his self mutilation just the lack of help for people with psychotic delusions and other symptoms) is surprisingly common actually, sad stuff. a large portion of the homeless are thought to be mentally ill or disabled (compared to the stats of those with homes)
It is impossible to help someone unless they are able to help themself. Making someone want to help themselves is probably the hardest thing someone who isn't that person can ever do.
I feel terrible for the guy. Maybe he was a good person under all the crazy, most people wouldnt go that length to help others. What makes it sadder is he really thought he was saving everyone
He was
@@viriotie He wasnt, he's just a dumb victim of indoctrination, pathetic!
He did... the world didnt end because of him
@@ans7033 no, I’m saying he was a good person.
Man why do I always watch shit like this after taking melatonin before bed😂 I gotta click off this shit b4 I start having some really weird disturbing lucid dreams from watching this video💀
Love the eccentric side of you through the month of October, definitely showing your personality before it even starts !
You're straight up adorable. My son is 19 and we watch you together. Your parents seem like very cool people. I wish I looked as cool as your mom! Lol! Keep the amazing content coming. We love it and you're extremely mature and you've got a great future ahead of you. Great job mom and dad!
wholesome :)
Tell him go get a mf job instead 😭😭😭
@@6vl825 tell who to get a job? My son has a full college course load as well as a 40 hour a week job. So who exactly needs a job?
@@kathyjones5327 ignore him, i’m sure your son and I both easily make more money than this troll lmao. but thank you so much for the kind words!!❤️
@@tuv thank you! See, mature and kind!!
as a person with OCD, i know urges can be extremely strong and nearly impossible to ignore, to the point where it hurts not to fulfill the urge
it’s really sad that this person’s OCD is/was based around this behavior, and the poor guy really needs/needed help
though i gotta say there was definitely something there other than OCD to cause him to think that God wanted him to do that.
I'm guessing OCD and Schizophrenia comorbity
@@jinkieez yea maybe
i have OCD too, and i agree that there was something else, because typically intrusive thoughts don’t have compulsions
I'm guessing you are all being dumb and believing this guy
I have OCD and would have intrusive thoughts that if i didn't preform certain compulsions I or family members would die. But holy crap i never have seen it this severe, I agree he must have had some type of Psychosis on top of the OCD because mutilating your genitals is extreme.
It's heartbreaking to know someone is suffering so much within themselves but we are powerless to physically help them, all that is left is to pray for them. 💔
Thank you for using the chapter option, and awesome video tuv!
this is fucked up
But imagine the president getting on the mike and just being like "We and North Korea have made peace. We can't say why tho"
💀💀💀
That would mean he did it. Not to mention, the U.S has other adversaries that can go the nuclear route. So NK is only a small piece of the complex geopolitical balance.
🤣😂
r/boneappletea I'm pretty sure u meant mic as in microphone
watch people complain about this video being inappropriate, while they literally got warned.
watch how yours is actually the only complaint….
@@notamberp the only complaint of people who have not yet complained
who….
@@notamberp i jinxed it and I'm glad I did.
This actually made me feel that uncomfortable pain when you see someone land on a pole with their balls, but 1000 times worse, not lol.
Before he talked about OCD, I already knew he probably was diagnosed. This definitely sounds like OCD. I am diagnosed and have urges to hurt myself, even when I don’t want to. I’ve never hurt myself like this, but him saying he’s doing this to stop war proves my point. OCD can be debilitating and very scary. I hope he gets true help.
hope you're okay
I feel so bad for this guy. As a Christian it’s sad seeing someone think that God is telling them to put them through that awful pain, God isn’t
It’s not God. It’s demons torturing these people and deceiving them. It’s why they tel them to hurt themselves, hurt others, tell them they are Jesus etc.
Yea it’s not god we know it’s the devil I’m a Christian too and this is really sad
I don't think God would do such a thing, it's prolly Satan
Not god prob
@@stationk3598 yeah
Most people fake this kind of stuff, just for feelbads.
but this man actually did this kind of stuff due to the proof he showed.
I personally havent seen the image but a Lot off people have noted how the injuries he showed on photo áre actually way less criticar than what he was claiming so i'm still not convinced
@@marmolejomartinezjoseemili9043 the disorder he had probably altered how he viewed his injuries - seeing them as far worse than what they actually are
@@MeemahSN maybe, but then that does mean that it is a possibility that the man didnt shot himself
Schizophrenic here, most people don't fake this stuff, but enough people fake it that my own special ed teacher in highschool insisted I was faking it. Many times I came close to harming myself due to similar lines of delusion this man displays, except mine were about world piece at the cost of me dying. Twice I almost didn't make it out alive. Schizophrenia is no joke, glad that I found the right treatment and have a strong grasp on logic. Approaching 2 years stable.
@@woodhousii2445 Damn, that seems pretty hard, i hope you get better and things don't get too bad, the reason i personally think it's fake is because of the imagen, but it isnt imposible that it could be real, i just stand unconvinced by the evidence
So cool of you to give a plug for eudoxia mysteries!❤
Probably won't see this, but i found you tonight and have binged your videos, its really amazing too see the subcount in the description vs. your current subcount, don't know why i like that so much but thanks!
PSA spirit guides who are mean to you, bully or reject you are NOT your spirit guides. you will KNOW whos really there for your own good. those are entities preying on your low vibration ( anger, guilt, fear, shame, self-doubt)
i kinda feel like the spirit guides he’s referring to is schizophrenia or drug induced hallucinations
@@m4tta i see where you’re coming from
but i
just left this comment for the general view of it
It’s called demons.
@@NASkeywest want a cookie captian obvious
what is a spirit guide? is this a religious belief, or an accepted fact? perhaps a common delusion? i’ve never heard this term before.
Usually I am not sensitive to gore, but if it's someone destroying his own PINGAS in a horrific way.... Yeah im out.
Same,i have a tips to not saw one gores on yt,step one is not to search gore,do not click a random link someone didnt reply to it,if they replied something normal,feel free to clicked it
@@yesiwas_yourneighbor5156 will now always respond or comment links normally no Matter the content just to Show you that its pretty common for people to goddamn lie
@@yesiwas_yourneighbor5156 no but really thats not exactly a way to make Sure the Link is fine. Look out for yourself homie
Can mobile users found that the link is safe or not without watching it?
I always have a hard and fast rule to subscribe or follow people my age and older.
You're the first and only GenZ content creator I follow. You tell amazing stories!
BISH HIT 1M. BRO CONGRATS, IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU🔥💞I HOPE YOUR CHANNEL GROWS MORE, ANYWAYS Keep up the great content!
Finally, one of my new favorite UA-camrs alongside Wendigoon. You deserve so many subscribers.
A collab with wendigoon would be great, maybe a reddit iceberg
same
Yes exactly. Watching tuv's videos are interesting and very nice (just my opinion tho)
EDELGARD YASSS
You watch wendigoon?? Thats prettttttyy cool since I've been watching both of these channels for long
Chills down my spine though, I was freaking out most of the time
@@pepe7055 wym??
@@pepe7055 ....
I understand the topic is solemn and strange altogether, but your voice is gold. Also the smile. Please continue to grace UA-cam.
I feel bad for him, harming himself for “God”. Not sure why he was doing that, although I don’t believe in God, I know he wouldn’t want someone to harm themself. It’s so sad seeing this man harming himself and eventually, losing everything. Let’s hope he didn’t pass away, because he probably was a true and honest human.
As a Catholic, I think it said in the Bible that you couldn't do this with your testicles
@@type_4410 That would make sense.
He said so many times he's gonna chop of the rest of his.. and bleed out to death recording himself
Even though this video is gruesome, tuv presents his videos like no one else on UA-cam. They are always quality videos and he’s honestly underrated af
I've been in some weird dark places during quarantine where I was trying to find deeper meaning and strengthen my spiritual consciousness through meditation and what not and I, at times, thought I was going completely insane. This guy seems like he wants to view life through a deeper lens but inevitably lost his mind and fell into the abyss. I feel so bad for him and he's kind of an example of how the search for religious and spiritual clarity can fuck a person up if they have dormant mental illness.
Omg I was searching for this comment yes yes yes. I actually related to one of the earliest comments like the one about experiencing suffering like I’ve had thoughts like that while meditating and smoking. That’s definitely a huge part of what happened to this guy, sometimes people go down rabbit holes
This is genuinely so depressing. I wish they were able to get the help that they needed
this reminds me of my uncle he has schizophrenia, and has a God complex thinking he can help everyone in need. I could see him doing something this bizarre, and this truly made me sad seeing a family member who could possibly be in this situation. i’m just thankful he has family that can help him
This user sounds like he's going through a severe case of schizophrenia. I have no idea if he's even alive, but like Tuv said: WE hope you are genuinely okay and in a happier place.
This has to be ocd
That's genuinely sad, I feel so bad for them. I hope they're fine wherever they are now and the saddest part is they thought they're saving people by doing that :(
I have OCD and i have never had any thoughts of anybody telling me i need to do things. It could be a combination of OCD and another mental illness . i get the obsessive thoughts he had tho
@@yomomma4695 i'm thinking of anxiety, adhd, ocd, bipolar disorder... combined all together in a human brain could do something like that to a person it's pure hell
@@yomomma4695 hi I also have ocd contamination ocd to be exact and I think it is possible maybe but I am not 100 % sure maybe it’s possible maybe it’s not not sure as I haven’t experienced with that type before . From what I can see I would assume he has religious OCD or something like that
@@imadmoundas8668 I wouldn’t say adhd fits this well.
Schizophrenia/bi polar/mania/border line personality disorder.
whenever i watch these i always get amazed on how he lays these videos out
That nuclear war with North Korea never happened. Maybe he saved us all.
I recently learned about this dude through an old r/askreddit thread I was scrolling through. Went through his profile, and I gotta say this is some of the most depressing shit I've ever seen on the internet, especially his final post about his dog. I really do hope this guy has gotten help and is okay, but the odds are incredibly low unfortunately.
what did he say about the dog?
@@jinkieez Nothing, he just posted a photo of his dog. What made it sad was that it was his final post and he just disappeared. I hope he's doing well but the chances are low really.
Plot twist: Tuv is actually worthless319
But seriously. The odds of him still being alive are low but we just got to hope he is okay.
Not funny
It's been 4 years since he was active on reddit
I really don't care, but like I do.
That's messed up and so not funny.
thats fucked man
I'm a spiritual person myself and for a long time I thought that living a happy life requires a great amount of sacrifice(which is partly true but if you take "inspired" effort, things you do will not feel like sacrifice). And I've found that giving up some things in life can open doors for other good things. I've tried to starving myself, celibacy, and even meditating with the intention of controlling and halting all bodily function. But I wouldn't go as far as mutilating/"sacrificing" my body as this is THE one vessel we have to experience this life as a human. And honestly I think that someone who takes measures like this is misguided. Killing yourself or harming yourself will not make you find god.
At a point of time I thought that maybe if I felt every human's tragedy/adversity, then I would be able to empathize with all life and appreciate everything that life has to offer. But there is nothing to appreciate if you are not here to experience it. So dying or sacrificing yourself is not the answer. I've realized that finding god is in noticing god and realizing that god/the universe is all around you and in you. You do not need to cause pain to yourself to appreciate what is already here. You just need to notice/be aware.
This dude must have been really misguided and he seemed to reject psychiatric help. A mentor or spiritual guru may have been able to help him.
Tuv, you’re almost at 1 million! Keep going!
:o the new editing style is amazing!
Much respect to a content creator that shows love and responds to his fans. Once you get popular its easy to get caught up in it and forget the people that got you to where you are. Youre really good at what you do. Keep it up and good luck man.
Because of my friends im used to gorey and gross things, but this made me uncomfortable and grossed out in so many ways I have never felt before even if the whole thing was fake
USNA is the United States Naval Academy. It's a Federal Service Academy, very difficult to get into, and you need a letter of recommendation from a member of Congress to even be considered for enrollment. If they actually attended as claimed, there's a very short list of people who it could be. Someone could use this info to track him down if they want, don't know how restricted requesting this info could be.
That truly broke me though. I think I know the website the other user was talking about. There is this recent cannibal case where this random guy in Germany I think really wanted to kill and eat a body, and so he made a website and had many followers. One day he asked for volunteers that wanted to be sacrificed and eaten. There were two volunteers. The first volunteers got this guys address and entered the house, but this guy asked the person again if he wanted to be killed, and the person changed his mind, so the cannibal guy just let him go. The other volunteer went to the house and accepted the invite for the guy to sacrifice him and then eat his remains. Police found out about this by other people who stumbled across the website he made, and reported it. When police got to this guys house, they found carefully chopped up body parts in bags in the freezer, they also found human fat and flesh residue on the stove and pans. It was a mess. Anyways. I got carried away, but it could possibly be the website that you mentioned in the vid 🗿
That happened like a decade ago
this happened a long time ago and it was on the dark web (cannibal café)
Fun fact, the song "Mein Teil" by Rammstein is about Armin.
that case was not "recent" it was about 2 decades ago and as you said was in germany, not the united states. please dont talk on a subject you clearly know nothing about
@@MattyH1992 I had just started listening to Rammstein, I should try it, thanks!
im a girl but i felt pain in my crotch the entire time
i guess he died after meeting that "new friend" and the murderer was arrested for 8 years in the prison ONLY!!!
I've been watching ur videos for a while and I really liked them.
i have ocd and suffer from a lot of intrusive thoughts, many of them so creepy and terrible (and when i was a child, a lot of them were religious themed, religion can be sometimes overwhelming to someone who has intrusive thoughts, all the "you cant do this, you cant to that, you will be punished" it crosses our personal boundaries with those symptoms), it's sad to see how far an intrusive thought can go, heartbreaking to see how our mental illnesses can be so tragic, but at the same time we have to learn that it doesnt define us, and that we are so much more than these symptoms, hope he is ok. and to everyone who suffers a lot from intrusive thoughts, seek therapy, treatment and be brave, it's hard but everyday is a new lesson and a new opportunity to learn, we are so much more than our mental illnesses, and if there's a god, he is not more important than our self growth.
I've been hooked to your content tuv, it's straight up morbid curiosity that keeps me clicking, and the professional editing that keeps me engaged.
Hey Tuv! I hope you're doing well bro. I've been watching your content for a while, and I can tell you have such a dedicated passion in doing what you do. I still have yet to listen to your song Cherry Soda, and if by chance you end up reading this, just know that so many people appreciate you, and you are all-around such a good person.
I’m scared. No joke, this scared me more than horrors at night. The worst thing is he can’t even go to the bath anymore without a surgery, if that is gonna help at this point.
Deliberate self harm in schizophrenic / delusional disorders of the genitals (and other mental illnesses in general) is more common (more common but still quite rare) than you might first think and tends to be linked to childhood abuse or adverse experiences around sex or sexuality growing up. Maybe usually not to this extreme, though in my time I've heard of more than the one person damaging or trying to damage their genitals in similar ways. Have also known a patient that poked their eyeball out with a sharpened pencil and was admitted to hospital as they'd tried to do the same with their good eye from religious persecutory delusions in a similar way to this person.
The sad thing is the Reddit OP seemed functional or even well at certain points in his life to be looking after two different animals at once and aludes to treatments perhaps working prior and comes across quite lucid at points.
Dude has definitely been failed by our decades-behind (compared to physical care) mental health systems.
well, if that war ever happens, that will basically confirm that he is in fact, alive. lmao
Not the time but lmao
Thanks for the story that one was definitely different. Please keep making em
this is one of the first time I've feot uncomfortable and genuinely sad from one of theese stories. what a mental illness can do to someone
The way I felt when watching this was… like the pit of my stomach churning inside-out. Perhaps it’s just me empathising with the user, or me having an anxiety response, or whatever. But I definitely had a strange physical reaction in my stomach that I don’t typically experience when watching videos explaining cases like this. I hope this person is living a safe life now, or at the very least, was able to die peacefully
You might be on to something. I have Never had that response happen from a video.
The human psyche is complex. You most likely had different emotional responses to this story. In my case, it was bewilderment, shock, sadness, puting my self in his shoes and imagining if I had the same delusions made me both sadder, and really angry. It's very possible for anyone to suddenly become psychotic. All in all, I, like you, hope he didn't kill himself, nor kept at his self harming rituals, and that he found a way to help himself.
His Reddit post history has been dormant for years so it does make you wonder if he's dead
Was refreshing your channel for like 2 minutes straight
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It's almost hard to believe that this is real. That guy was definitely suffering from something. It disgusts me how there were people took advantage of that.
THIS is OCD. It's not just having compulsions to clean, there are different types of OCD, and different levels of severity.
Bro you’re like an older brother to me
Same. I feel you.
Bruh how old are you this dude is like an infant
@@vismattress5760 Bertie is 19 that isn’t infant
@@retroz3757 I think what they mean is, he's young compared to people who are in their late 20s and 30s. So they're surprised there are younger people here.
@@retroz3757 19 is a baby child adult thing
Bruh Tuv is on!!! I already know its a hit
Edit: I should not have been eating while watching this
Reads edit
"Surely it can't be *that* bad"
I'll be reporting back in about 30 minutes once I've had time to make some food and watch this video.
Edit: Not the worst I've heard as far as gross internet stuff goes. Didn't get to me too bad. If we had to see the pictures referred to here, that'd be another story entirely...
was having brunch while watching this, kinda wish I didn't, but I was hella hungry.
I was eating kebab and... sausage. 😔
After a year I'm finally ready for this video
Obviously well long late but im on a bit of a kick of your channel and you stopped me from looking it immediately. It worked. I figured id help the algorithm a bit lmao. Good videos man!
I've been watching a few of your videos and you're literally such a good UA-camr. Maybe even my new favorite UA-camr. I really like how you get straight to the point and your personality. I hope you keep making videos :)
my crouch feeling so weird after this💀
omg same and im a girl 💀
Same
@crblox . . .
Even tho this is REALLY gross it helps realize how supportive people can be on Reddit
It feels weird to think about the fact that he is a human too, like all of us. Like our family members, friends and teachers. He was most likely a normal child. And now here he is cutting off pieces of his body. Its weird yet depressing to think about.
i genuinely feel so bad. i hope they’re okay and got some help :(
The only way I can explain the feeling of watching your videos is. Always having someone to hangout with. No matter the time, day, or how I'm feeling. You are like the best friends I didn't know I needed before I even met them. Every video brings joy. I'm a recent subscriber but I will never unsubscribe. Thank you. Will see you at a million bro❤️
BRO, WHAAAAT. THAT IS THE FASTEST IVE HAD ANY UA-camR LIKE A COMMENT IVE LEFT. I've only had a couple UA-camrs like my comments before. You seriously are the BEST.
I've followed you on all socials, and I've joined your discord. Might just have to cop some merch👀
@@jakeparsons5501 👀
@@tuv well shit, you convinced me.
Liking a content creator is fine but this sounds very parasocial
Your censorship of sensitive words was so well done. So respectful and conscientious. Well done.
i feel so sad for him just imagining what it was like inside his head. it was probably never silent either.
i love this dude so much, his videos are so mesmerizing to watch and his consistent uploads are genuinely appreciated
The fact I can feel that is actually terrifying
The internet has brought out people we never knew nor wanted to know existed.
Let’s appreciate how much time Tuv puts in his channel, God bless
it's sad because i know someone almost exactly like this user and i also live in Florida. I am in a community of heavy psychedelic users and they are pretty mentally stable people (for the most part) but some people aren't careful with the amount they take sometimes and unfortunately there have been a good amount of people who have left the community due to long term effects. someone in particular who had left the community was also self mutilating in the name of a greater power but not by the name of "god". they had very questionable religious beliefs.
Bro I was looking through his posts and I accidentally clicked on one with a photo, that's never gonna be out of my head
as someone with ocd, d3pr3ss10n and other issues it's sad what happened i get resisting urges is hard.
you're the new thetekkitrealm but better... and I like it! also I'm sorry if you feel bad for comparing you to them, but I just found out your channel, and I genuinely like your content. This channel truly deserves more attention, and I hope you keep the content up!
he has 251k+... What do you mean
I like both
this is similar to another video made over a year ago, and tekkit does make videos based off of other vids made on a topic, so i would say your comparison is actually quite accurate
tekkit faked vids
@@superfelinethegreat yep