Ren's Emotional Message (September 12th 2023) ~ Instagram Clip

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  • @Hexenkind1
    @Hexenkind1  Рік тому +44

    Ren talking about his feelings regarding his album preorders on iTunes in the UK, how he got here and some motivational words for everybody who might struggle in their lifes.
    Buy the SPECIAL edition of Ren's First NUMBER 1 album NOW:
    www.sickboialbum.com/products/sick-boi-deluxe-digital-download
    rengill.bandcamp.com/album/sick-boi-deluxe-digital-download
    Normal downloads and physical albums of the CHART TOPPING "Sick Boi" here:
    www.sickboialbum.com
    bio.to/Ren-Sick-Boi
    Ren's Instagram Account:
    instagram.com/renmakesmusic/

    • @Lynds77
      @Lynds77 Рік тому +2

      Thanks for posting this, I missed it ❤❤❤

    • @rodb9275
      @rodb9275 Рік тому +2

      I pre ordered the Limited Edition CD. I can't wait to get it!!!! I'd pay even more if I could get it autographed. I am in my 50's and am completely in love with you. You are an epic artist. I have never ever really been in to rap. Except for those times when it got mainstream into some songs. BUT... The Hunger and Losin' It are my 2 favorite songs of all time. And since I love them so much, it has opened my eyes, and I will check out more rap. Becaue of you. You are a beautiful man. Love you so much Ren. I hope you stay Independent.

    • @blaze3fire
      @blaze3fire Рік тому +1

      It’s so close! I’m so excited to get my copy… waits in anticipation.

    • @Mello4fee
      @Mello4fee 11 місяців тому

      It's 😢 the Hopeful Messages I Need 💯🔥🔥🫦🐷 Today 🎉

    • @camillekelly3341
      @camillekelly3341 2 місяці тому

      Thank you Ren I'm one that needs these motivational waffles as much as I can get so thank you.
      And what a quote, what is it , I haven't failed IV just tried a thousands things that haven't worked! I have to listen back, I like that for a tattoo actually 👍 how ur well always keeping u in my prayers Ren 💚💚💚💚💚💚🍀

  • @libby215
    @libby215 Рік тому +115

    This person is such an incredible human being - he doesn't even have to try - he just is. 🌻

    • @elisabethstermo9396
      @elisabethstermo9396 Рік тому +7

      He surtenly is. 🌻

    • @berniewatts5028
      @berniewatts5028 Рік тому +10

      Agree 💯, because of what he’s been through makes him a more incredible human being. He’s an amazing artist, but more importantly, he’s trying to make the world a better place for all. Stay well Ren. ❤️❤️👵🏼

    • @kurtzbomb
      @kurtzbomb Рік тому +3

      I’m not a religious person by any means, but the question has entered my mind: is he some type of prophet?

  • @EllipticAura6874
    @EllipticAura6874 Рік тому +4

    Awe 😭😭😭😭 I feel all of this......love your rawness, truthfulness, thank you....for your inspiration 💜💜💜🕯🕯🕯🙏🙏🙏 many blessings 🙌 ✨️

  • @darrenrodd
    @darrenrodd Рік тому +8

    Patience, acceptance and power... lets goooooo! Beautiful closing words...REn.

  • @majbrat
    @majbrat 3 місяці тому +4

    Such an empathetic human being. Thank you, Ren. You have reached people and do every day. My life is better because of you, your music, and your spirit. I am paying it forward to others in my life as well. It's magic!

  • @katarzynawojnar3465
    @katarzynawojnar3465 Рік тому +6

    I love you Ren.. You are beautiful person ❤️

  • @tracy668
    @tracy668 3 місяці тому +5

    Honestly you make people feel so empowered and not alone, you use your platform for so much good, you are inspirational Ren

  • @jackiepittaway6558
    @jackiepittaway6558 2 місяці тому +3

    You keep it coming Ren I'm listening and those that don't want to... fine switch off.. but there are many that are listening Ren❤ love ya ❤

  • @-belue-6697
    @-belue-6697 Рік тому +5

    Message aside, that lighting was sparkling and golden and beautiful…
    Supermodel lighting for real…
    Ren was in a photo shoot and lit up like a Disney princess…
    Natures golden light for real! 🥰😎

  • @majbrat
    @majbrat 2 місяці тому +3

    LOVE Ren and his amazing spirit.

  • @kazpwright
    @kazpwright Рік тому +52

    "Persistent as fuck!" As Chumbawamba sang back in 1997: "I get knocked down, but I get up again, You are never gonna keep me down." Love Ren. Love his message. Love his sweet heart to think of others. He's so deserving of all the success he gets. Accept the things I can not change, change the things I can, wisdom to know the blooming difference. Thanks for posting this xx

    • @Idonknowwhat
      @Idonknowwhat Рік тому +1

      I can’t say this sarcastically enough, please don’t give him any ideas, ChumbaRenba would be an amazing beat let alone what magic he could work with the production of it

  • @jasonmoccaldi9336
    @jasonmoccaldi9336 Рік тому +4

    Keep hammering it on! If nobody else needed to hear this, i did. Thanks!

  • @janetclaireSays
    @janetclaireSays Рік тому +6

    I love this guy.

  • @tapanim6576
    @tapanim6576 7 місяців тому +4

    Ren has such a beautiful soul.

  • @ptourang2
    @ptourang2 Рік тому +42

    Thank you for recording these clips from Ren. We are lucky to have you on this ride.
    REN!! You just keep banging on and on, and we will listen. To one of the coolest persistent audacious humerous and very real human being and my favorite bard. Love you Buddy💖

  • @djgriffin66
    @djgriffin66 Рік тому +5

    Never say Never: 8 years ago I was in a wheelchair with 3 carers in UK (diagnosed with EDS iwhen I was 46) ... now I am living in/building a tiny house in New Mexico (lots of 'coincidences to get here ;) ) with a food forest and meat chickens ;)
    Still got EDS.... but each rock I move now is a bonus ;)

  • @MelFinehout
    @MelFinehout Рік тому +5

    Man, I was in a dark place when I first heard “Hi Ren” and as fucking corny as it sounds, when he stood up in the video I stood up inside myself. Life changed a lot.
    Been in a tough time last few weeks and I hear this!! It’s incredible. It’s literally like I just spilled my guts to him before he said this.
    I swear if I could just chill and chat with one fucking person on the planet it might be Ren.
    What a Fucking guy. Thanks.

  • @SharonWoodford-cb5dd
    @SharonWoodford-cb5dd 7 місяців тому +2

    What a wicked person ×× many thanks too ×× for getting his truth out too us/me × hope springs eternal ×× Rens small yet jammed packed yarn was greatly appreciated ×× and you for putting shit in order & always on it ××××

  • @lauraheim8381
    @lauraheim8381 Рік тому +4

    …and the wisdom to know the difference.
    There’s a huge amount of power in u that viscerally affects every person in a different, and atavistic way.
    Your medium gives this a literal voice; an absolute necessity these days.

  • @whimsysmith2835
    @whimsysmith2835 Рік тому +25

    Every single time REN gets good news his first instinct is to help others, reach out and lift utter strangers up out of whatever dark hole they are in. I don’t think he realizes that, for his fans, seeing such a genuinely good, empathetic and deserving man get exactly the kind of good fortune he deserves is uplifting in and of itself. It’s like for once the universe got it right. He earned this through his sheer talent. But more, he earned it because of the kind of person he is. I know I preordered just because I wanted him to beat The Stones, not gonna lie and I love The Stones. I wanted to be a part of this though REN’s rise. I don’t even have any use for my preorder CD, don’t have a cd player anymore. And I am highly nervous about ordering stuff online. But whatever, listening to REN fumble with his happiness in this video totally made it worth the hassle.

  • @dawngibson2640
    @dawngibson2640 Рік тому +4

    I share your feelings ren. I'm still going through so many negative vibes since I lost my wife Dawn to cancer. 3 years in October. Grief is shit. I talk to myself a lot for answers. Like your lyrics in hi ren. It was never a battle for me to win. Its an eternal dance. Take care big fella. And keep banging out your feelings and inspired music.

  • @CaroleHall-ib1jw
    @CaroleHall-ib1jw Рік тому +22

    He is such an inspiration. I don't know if he realises how much he helps people. He deserves his success xxx❤

  • @elizabethgregory7998
    @elizabethgregory7998 Рік тому +4

    Ren you are one of the good ones...a real gem. Love you 🤗❤

  • @essencesofgaia7491
    @essencesofgaia7491 2 місяці тому +1

    So thankful for him and everything he helps me through!!! Cmon Ren you got thisss!! He's the bestest ever, love and well wishes always

  • @RobertAustin-l4p
    @RobertAustin-l4p 8 місяців тому +2

    We love you message, And you are just getting started, just heal yourself first. You Are important to us all !! ❤

  • @susanwearn2617
    @susanwearn2617 Рік тому +23

    Your a national treasure so happy your still here.hope you get no1.❤

  • @camillekelly3341
    @camillekelly3341 2 місяці тому +1

    Thank you 💚💚💚💚🍀💚🍀 i one that needs to here you waffle on ,it realy helps,.thank um

  • @nixpuk75
    @nixpuk75 Рік тому +26

    Total love and respect for Ren ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @norahdenovan8658
    @norahdenovan8658 Рік тому +4

    REN, you deserve to be at the top.
    You are a golden soul sent to help us.
    You are humble, honest, real, gifted, talented, raw.
    I pray for you everyday.
    Love you man ❤🙏

  • @angelabain6056
    @angelabain6056 Рік тому +5

    Ren has helped thousands ( maybe more) of people (myself included). I love the Stones. However, Ren is way more talented,original, diverse, and uplifting than the Stones could ever be.. ..he is si.ply unique and a genius..❤

  • @dawnsurridge9602
    @dawnsurridge9602 Рік тому +5

    A young man Wise beyond his years, who is so generously helping others.This is why we all love & Respect you❤❤❤

  • @brandoncreek7502
    @brandoncreek7502 Рік тому +3

    YOU are Musics Newest Messiah and you belong to US We won't allow them to Crucify You Wren

  • @MikeFixesThings
    @MikeFixesThings Рік тому +4

    Ren, when you create music that is "true to you", it's okay to want to compete and be number one.... as long as you're not trying to be number one WHILE you are creating the music.

  • @pneuma462
    @pneuma462 Рік тому +12

    That was deep. He's humble and optimistic. He wants every one to succeed too. Such an amazing human. He's strong willed to overcome those circumstances Ren finally able to reap his glory. Love him 💕

  • @henryskyy5123
    @henryskyy5123 Рік тому +18

    Danke ,daß Du mir erlaubst,meinen Prinzipien treu zu bleiben,kein Insta zu nutzen und trotzdem Ren lauschen zu können. Ich hoffe,Du teilst jeden Schnipsel mit uns😊❤

  • @christihanyi5538
    @christihanyi5538 Рік тому +13

    Ren is a bright star in the dark night the World is currently in, thank you for having the patience and perseverance to be with us today Ren.

  • @iamlpinthe312
    @iamlpinthe312 Рік тому +3

    The only one that anyone should ever, EVER compete with is themselves. And yeah, damn right REN, you deserve to be fucking 😊, emotionally fulfilled and proud AF of where you are right now. refilled that cup that was, for so long , empty.

  • @botlus4727
    @botlus4727 Рік тому +5

    Please, keep posting this messages from Ren. I don't have any other way to get them. So thank you!!
    And to Ren, thank you for sharing your thoughts, they do help me! 🙏👍

  • @internationalkathy6569
    @internationalkathy6569 Рік тому +40

    You were so sweet and thoughtful to take to the time to talk about this for as long as you did last night. I was listening to it all and appreciate your soul REN. Thank you again for your words of encouragement to all of us out there still trying to hold on, daily.❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

    • @louise11854
      @louise11854 Рік тому +1

      i'm right with you, cousin. love, kathleen

  • @yinunit
    @yinunit Рік тому +5

    Ren, I really appreciate you opening your heart to everyone. You are just so f'ing special and I know people keep saying it but you really are man. You are a gift to many. Love you ♥

  • @ElsieAng456
    @ElsieAng456 9 місяців тому +2

    I felt the same way when and just before I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia and now I'm doing everything I can to get better and now that I found you I play your songs during my physical therapy workouts

    • @ElsieAng456
      @ElsieAng456 9 місяців тому +1

      You made me cry but it's because of overcoming even while I'm dealing with injuries also from 3 years ago although I've had fibromyalgia for almost 2 decades

  • @libby215
    @libby215 Рік тому +11

    Bless his heart - I hope he has people around him during this time; to be away from home must get to him sometimes.

  • @AuthorLaurieAnnSmith
    @AuthorLaurieAnnSmith Рік тому +4

    I love Ren.. he is so precious

  • @susiejo143
    @susiejo143 Рік тому +4

    Now that we've all found you, your fan base will not let you down. From what I see it's growing every day too!! ENJOY❣️

  • @nigeldye8798
    @nigeldye8798 Рік тому +3

    Your amazing ren we are so proud of you big respect from me ur a brilliant human being

  • @lisataylor794
    @lisataylor794 Рік тому +8

    Thank you ren ❤ ment more than you know ❤

  • @williambell6611
    @williambell6611 Рік тому +4

    I could listen to him speak forever. Such an inspirational being.

  • @TatjanaTomljenovic
    @TatjanaTomljenovic Рік тому +3

    I really love this man.all of him.

  • @cryptokey6bushi516
    @cryptokey6bushi516 Рік тому +9

    Thank you for continuously sharing your hope. You certainly bring back my faith in humanity each time you open your mouth!

  • @lisadavenport2390
    @lisadavenport2390 Рік тому +3

    I needed this rt now and it gives me some hope

  • @beverlycarrizosa16
    @beverlycarrizosa16 Рік тому +4

    You are truly a precious soul Ren. You bring hope and light to a world with so much dark. Thank you for sharing your journey and awesome talent with me. I've needed every word. ❤

  • @PattylouBrown-y7x
    @PattylouBrown-y7x Рік тому +3

    I love you Ren

  • @Roobear8467
    @Roobear8467 Рік тому +2

    I never get tired seeing this! ❤

  • @DogDocKat
    @DogDocKat Рік тому +23

    Thanks for sharing. Ren is such a kind man. A true treasure. Deserves all the success he has achieved and will get in the future ❤❤❤

  • @somogyieva
    @somogyieva Рік тому +14

    Köszönöm, hogy mindig feltöltöd. Nekem a felirat a fontos. Hálás vagyok♥

  • @meilaw2877
    @meilaw2877 Рік тому +2

    Just a good n amazing human❤

  • @christinacorona8372
    @christinacorona8372 Рік тому +2

    You got through to me!!! And for right now that’s all that matters!!! Thank you 🙏

  • @nodorf3778
    @nodorf3778 Рік тому +11

    You deserve all the success, Ren! You are the most interesting, honest, and increadibly talented artist I've ever heard. You are not doing music to please the audience, you are doing YOU. And, that is why we all love you. You can bet that I've preordered Sickboi, btw :D

  • @Bizcutdaartist
    @Bizcutdaartist 7 місяців тому +2

    Rant you shoukd doa podcast it uplifting

  • @lynette.
    @lynette. Рік тому +2

    50 years + living from moment to moment I am so pleased to see that your journey is getting a little easier.

  • @TinaGregory-qv3dt
    @TinaGregory-qv3dt Рік тому +2

    He speak the truth

  • @lightbody666
    @lightbody666 Рік тому +3

    This young man. He's a better man then I am. I'm perpetually in the dark at 53 it's not going to change and nor do I want it too.. but I do like the light that you are given off, that's good enough for me. I'll live in the light vicariously through you. You are an amazing human being and I'm glad I found your music in March. Kind of to put my favorite band to the side right now Metallica and I'm all about Ren. He's just an amazing human being which I am not. Awesome

  • @deepbluehue3
    @deepbluehue3 Рік тому +6

    Thanks for adding date in description ... I know the last premiere, I assumed it was live ! ha

  • @Wealthjoyandabundance
    @Wealthjoyandabundance Рік тому +12

    I love your persistence and your message of hope and love and compassion. I also adore the fact that you are making your dreams come true with your friends by your side.
    Your happiness and positivity shine through and you are giving the world a huge gift with your music and your stories and your love for your fellow flawed (but still ultimately lovable) humans. Thank you for all you do.❤

  • @dannford-premiersothebysin9057
    @dannford-premiersothebysin9057 Рік тому +17

    ❤ you Ren. People need to hear this! 😊

    • @Hexenkind1
      @Hexenkind1  Рік тому +5

      Which is why I uploaded it here. Not everybody uses instagram.

    • @Cynthiabecker24
      @Cynthiabecker24 Рік тому

      ​@Hexenkind1 so you're Ren??

  • @catherinem7748
    @catherinem7748 Рік тому +3

    I love Rens humility, his talent is clearly obvious at this stage. He deserves every accolade coming his way, he has broken musical boundaries, and hopefully there is a really good recovery for Ren.

  • @ericgrady5102
    @ericgrady5102 Рік тому +2

    Amazing

  • @cynthiahahn5893
    @cynthiahahn5893 Рік тому +1

    Your ramblings are inspiration and give that positive push in the right direction. Thank you for being so positive about life.

  • @mattrleon
    @mattrleon Рік тому +2

    You're helping so many people, you don't even know it.. This world was ready for a Ren, we needed it and you are the man...

  • @adrienne1958l
    @adrienne1958l Рік тому +5

    Oh Ren , you are such an inspiration. I 'm so sad about losing my father and two brothers in the past three years , that my chronic pain has actually taken a backseat. Sometimes I think I am to old to change my life , to move on and leave this sorrow behind me . I suppose no one is promised tomorrow. So today I will persist. I found you after my brother , who was my best friend past away 3 yrs ago , of course it was Hi Ren. I began to feel a bit lighter. Then this year I lost my father and brother just a few months apart. I suppose for me there are only two choices, to , persist or not persist. Thank you for sharing your art , and your life with us . If you had told me that any artist could have such a profound affect on me at this time of life , I might have snickered..... huh.

    • @candice3559
      @candice3559 Рік тому

      Connection heals. ❤

    • @adrienne1958l
      @adrienne1958l Рік тому

      Yes it 's true i know and believe it , but unfortunately isolation seems easier than trying to emote the profound nature of my family's loss . Even with my family. With each loss it seems to have become more difficult. I don't know what I am trying to say . It's all so fresh, I know what I am feeling is sensible, but I for lack of more eloquent words, I'll just say it really really Sucks . Thank you so much for your kind reply. I will persist truly is a great mantra .Be well .

  • @ethantodd4400
    @ethantodd4400 Рік тому +2

    Can you pinpoint the day you might have got bit by that devil tick? You keep doing you brother, you inspired and give hope to many... One Love ✊🏽

  • @chrisbree3467
    @chrisbree3467 Рік тому +1

    Well said Ren. Glad you’re happy. October 12/13, can’t wait ❤️

  • @donnaewe3692
    @donnaewe3692 Рік тому +2

    Thank you, Ren. I am going thru a lot right now and, just, thank you. ❤

  • @agnescorella
    @agnescorella Рік тому +2

    thank you Ren, thank you for sending this message to the world, thank you for being like this and trying to help people, whatever we struggle with. I am so so so happy that you are living your dream, really happy because you deserve it so much. Thank you because you make me feel that we all can do it. I love you ❤ THANK YOU!!!

  • @reganjansen6866
    @reganjansen6866 Рік тому +2

    Invest in your people, and your people will invest in you.. keep the flows coming 🤜🤛

  • @olacha12
    @olacha12 Рік тому +2

    Thank you for posting that❤

  • @michellekelson3243
    @michellekelson3243 Рік тому +1

    You are unbelievably talented you deserve everything good that comes, sometimes life is challenging but you’ve risen above all the crap. Forwards and upwards Ren, keep being you! Fantastic x x 🤩

  • @patriciacloix71
    @patriciacloix71 Рік тому +1

    Love REN être humain formidable émouvant touchant aimant soit béni merci infiniment 💖🙏😍🇫🇷

  • @chermar3
    @chermar3 Рік тому +1

    fantastic news Ren well deserved love when you just bang on could listen to you for hours ❤

  • @francesmarinapatarangawhik4702

    ❤❤🙏😌...let's go

  • @zed4225
    @zed4225 Рік тому +2

    Fkn love you #Ren, we are blessed you walk among us. You are an inspiration to so many. Can't wait to get my CD and Vinyl. The one album I have to have on vinyl too.

  • @nomallows
    @nomallows Рік тому +1

    damn I am inlove with this man

  • @CristyB66
    @CristyB66 Рік тому +1

    Let’s fucking gooooo 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻🩷💕

  • @debcauser5100
    @debcauser5100 Рік тому +1

    You give us all hope ❤

  • @olacha12
    @olacha12 Рік тому +2

    Good message❤

  • @zed4225
    @zed4225 Рік тому +3

    Thanks #Hexenkind1 for sharing this with everyone

  • @mattayc266
    @mattayc266 Рік тому +2

    Ren my friend keep up and keep with the motivation words as they are helping

  • @staceycline4261
    @staceycline4261 Місяць тому +1

    Thank you Again Hex1 😊❤🎉

  • @Well-in-the-garden
    @Well-in-the-garden Рік тому +1

    ❤❤Oh my goodness I love you so much Ren for being just a blooming nice guy who has an amazing talent and is sharing it with us with a big heart and a big smile and an appreciation of where you’re coming from. ❤❤

  • @Sue-qp6dx
    @Sue-qp6dx Рік тому +1

    Ren you deserve this.......your giving so many people hope and inspiration aswell as enjoyment from hearing your music ❤❤

  • @samararobinson-t1y
    @samararobinson-t1y Рік тому +1

    Ren not everyone can do it. Your personally and raw emotions has created your Renegade following! We are all trapped in our own individual reality and it is awesome when someone can find away to reach in and let us all know we are not alone. I'm looking an inspired MONGOLIAN metal song next.

  • @avalonprojectwildfire
    @avalonprojectwildfire Рік тому +2

    It's good that you recognise it as, currently, a brief window of time at the top of the charts. But that's where you are! And the future if yours to live and to become who you're yet to become, Ren. As you decide.
    So, all the pain in your life: I hope it's been worth it, now. You're a wise old man within a young spirit, within a mortal body, within a timeline where hope and prayers have been answered, eventually.
    Think about all the versions of yourself in other states of the multiverse...
    I have what I hope is a more articulate version of the Edison mantra. "If all of life's a test, please don't think you've failed, you just haven't finished yet."
    Patience is my favourite of your songs, by the way.
    The best is yet to come. Looking forward to you integrating your current life with your journey more, through guitar again! Album two! Yes.

  • @adamwheeler6326
    @adamwheeler6326 Рік тому +1

    You deserve ALL of the Blessings! Congrats & Thank you!❤

  • @PlymouthLad76
    @PlymouthLad76 Рік тому +4

    Patience
    Acceptance
    POWER!

  • @elizabethcox1553
    @elizabethcox1553 Рік тому +1

    Don't change matey . You're so uplifting with your positive message ❤

  • @FranLuckyflute
    @FranLuckyflute Рік тому +1

    You only failed when you stop trying, never give up never surrender because you will get their in the end you will find your niche what ever that might be its your goal.

  • @anitatakacs6699
    @anitatakacs6699 Рік тому +5

    It's so great to hear that although "being on the top", you still think of others, trying to help, encouraging, sharing experiences... never lose that. I wish you to experience (already here on Earth) the embrace of God, when he tells you: "well done Ren, my boy..."

  • @matildafishes9931
    @matildafishes9931 Рік тому +1

    Thank you. I needed this right this minute.

  • @christyheffernan1248
    @christyheffernan1248 Рік тому +2

    Yes take it in ❤️

  • @amypence8753
    @amypence8753 Рік тому +1

    I'm sure it feels amazing, but I hope you don't feel the pressure. Ren I believe that you were supposed to suffer unfortunately to become the beautiful, awe-inspiring, spine tingling artist that you have become. I know if you read these messages you're going to get sick of me saying this if you haven't already. The more you go through the sweeter the good days are. I think we can feel your lyrics because of the intense never ending pain you go through. It's like when someone plays the blues and they have been through hell and back I feel it deep down to my core. For me it's not the words, as beautiful as they might be. It's not the music even if it's perfection. It's the emotion behind the words and music. When I watch the video of you finding out that you got #1 album I had chills down my spin and I was crying. I was so happy for you. More importantly I saw you so happy that you were crying and jumping up and down yelling cause you were so happy. You were surrounded by friends that love you. I'm so glad you have them. I'm sure your freckled angel is watching and is so proud of you too. Because of all that you've lived through you are now a spokes person for chronic illness, mental health, Lyme disease, better hospitals/medical and a better society in general. If you hadn't gone through it do you think all this would still be happening. Would you be the person you are today. I don't think so. Perhaps this is who you are ment to be for this world. It's a lot I'm sure. I won't pretend to know how hard it must be to go through what you do. You inspire people, I don't know many people who do anymore. We all believe in you. You are so loved and appreciated and It's well deserved. Hopefully one day you will no longer suffer and will figure out the answer as to why you've had to go through so much but, I believe it was so you would become the warrior spirit that you are now.