Tough video to make for various reasons - hope you'll sit and listen, hope it's valuable in some way for some. I'm in a much better place since that stream, not perfect, but hey, that's fine. You guys seriously have meant a lot over the years, truly truly have - lot's of things I didn't mention, not because they aren't important or never mattered, it's just not the right time - maybe I'll never talk about other stuff, that's fine too. Mental health is important - take care of yourselves. Lot's of help out there, should you need it. Don't be a stranger, talk to someone. www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/wiki/hotlines Thank You. - TheBrokenMachine.
Love you man! We are two of the same. Worrying about everything and everyone and putting off yourself until you burst. I’m not fixed as of yet either but any improvement is good. Hang in there brother, I’m told it gets better.
Opening up is hard, I opened up to all the issues I was having with school and the people there. I’m glad you were able to express yourself because that is very important. Great job TBM! 🙌
I appreciate the courage it took to make this video tbm!! I've experienced the same issues myself and I'm sure the video will help out a lot of others! And, yeah, if someone ever needs to escape somewhere, Norway is the place to go!!!
"Not my proudest moment." Being human is something to be proud of. Being a man, out of the toxic box, being able to be vulnerable is something to be proud of.
Being a human is something to be proud of??? WTF r u talking about humans r the worst till now they only leave pollution, destruction, inhuman acts, and wars noone can be proud of something like that
@@Poon1312 making vague assertions and being right aren't the same thing but sure. human beings aren't a singular entity, and most individuals are doing the best with what they got. blaming the masses for the actions of corporations, governments or militaries is quite frankly, bullshit. there is much to be proud of in human history and I just feel bad for anyone that is so jaded they don't notice the good that's all around them.
I haven't fully watched the video yet, but I can see the title and I know what you're gonna talk about - I just wanna say you're a freaking legend dude
You see people that appear so confident and in control and then they show you their vulnerable side and you realise that the negative voices inside us that undermine positive action are probably in everybody.
"Anxiety in a man's heart weighs him down, but a good word makes him glad." - Proverbs 12:25 Thank you for pouring out your heart and mind. Not sure where you are at, as far as faith is concerned, but standing up like you have and admitting that LOVE helped bring you through the dark is a major victory. Like this verse says, the weight of stress is heavy, and it seems like your community was your "good word". Stay strong brother and if you need to pour out again, let it loose. Don't ever be embarrassed by it. God Bless you!
Man you are just a solid dude with a big heart. God is really getting you in a place where you need to call out to Him for help because He won’t force Himself on you. He cares for you so so much bro. I am not here commenting about religion, God is not in a religion. He longs for relationship with you. He’s all you need.
This popped up in my recommendations, I watched the vid , huge respect for opening up. Mental health on any level is not easy to live with. Look after yourself and try and stay strong, you have gained a new subscriber.
I've struggled with anxiety too, it's a tough world to stay confident and strong all the time. Finding a balance between what things we can control and things we cant is the key to managing SAD. The highs and lows come and go, never dwell too much on either!
My friend I've suffered from chronic and social anxiety for over 16 years. I've been at a point I've been to terrified to leave my home. I sit in the bathroom door locked for hours on end. I've no real life friends and no outlet to talk to anyone and it's very lonely How you face your issues is nothing short of admirable. Keep your head up. People like us are fighters and not many understand our struggles
@@happygoluckywalton5183 It's good to know that you're having some good days at least. I haven't dealt with depression much lately, but before I started college, it was awful. Sorta like Broken and his thing with the university and people going on to do whatever they're doing while he didn't do much I guess.
You're a good man TBM, one of the best out there. I was a soldier and while I wasn't really suffering any mental problems but many of my friends did, some taking their lives. Thank you for sharing mate, it takes courage.. remember - we got your back bro
Man your voice is so soothing, I could listen to it all day. Much respect to you my friend, anxiety is a horribly restrictive condition, hope you’re feeling better
I’m a newer fan, and after this video I’m a fan for life. As someone else who suffers from anxiety and depression hearing from other people is so helpful. Thank you Machine.
You should be very proud yourself for putting your feelings out there and for the channel you have created, you are doing amazing things - you must keep telling yourself!
One thing that was your proudest moment crying and saying how you feel live on stream Anxiety makes you hide your emotions in front of people because u feel ashamed and embarrassed but let me tell you one thing mate ur not embarrassing anyone And anyone with anxiety like you and myself only know what utter hell it is to deal with You have good days and bad days and the hardest thing is concentrating as your mind is fixed on how you are feeling not the reality what’s going on around you So broken I just wanna say that was a Very proud time and people seeing it will know that Much love dude
You are an amazing person. Dont ever forget that. We are here for you when you need us. Just like you are for us. Tons of respect for putting yourself out there. We have all been there and you did the right thing. Hope the best for you. Thank you for this video, it means a lot.
It takes courage to open up like this, nothing but respect for this legend. Good to hear you’re doing better. Thank you for your time and effort to make all the great content. Tom
I've always had this issue and when my mom passed 1/1/2019. I've struggled every day. At 60 she decided life was to much and decided to end her life.ive been broken But ur videos and your personality helped me get through it. You are loved and treasured dude please dont forget that. You have a huge community that would do anything for u.
I lost my dad about a year and a half ago now. And my grandma about 3 months after. Its really hard, and I'm sure you know that. Keep on going strong man!
I respect you for opening up you are not alone ive lived with axiety depression for 10yrs already . Best thing is to vent out and try exercise it works best when you exhaust your self working out . Exercise works best in mornings and try venting out more often with someone that will hear you out and not tell you its all in you head and just get over it . BRAVE MAN takes alot to do what you just did . Find your self everything will be fine .
Damn dude, I feel with this. Always had trouble with severe anxiety and depression. It's impossible to choose when and where you break down. It just seems that it happened on stream. It's great that you're recognizing what's going on and working on it. This year has been the hardest, most painful, and most degrading one I've ever had. I relate to what you're saying on so many levels and thank you for talking about it. Much love, dude. You got this.
It is impossible to know when your going to break down. Probably a good thing, because if we knew when we would try, and maybe succeed in stopping it. Breaking down needs to happen. It is important to let those feelings out, and also to let us know we need to take further action in our recovery. Thanks.
No need to apologise or be ashamed. You are a rock for doing this video. Good example for many of us I think. So many times your videos help me just empty my head and stop overthinking for a while. Thanks for sharing.
What a trooper for making this video. Your streams helped me when I was sick and out of action. Thanks, man. Take care of yourself as you would someone else 💪
I had to start living with panic attacks a little over two years ago. Things happened to my daughter and her family causing them to really need my wife and I. But in the end, medication and my work and home families helped me pick up everything and start moving forward again!! God is watching over you and this is another lesson to be learned. Stay strong and look for the support people around you!!
The past 3-4 years have been rough for me. I lost 3 family members, I quit sports, starting loose my hair , some friends betrayed me but you know what this made me more wise and I gained some wisdom that others haven't I am ahead of people in life and this will help me succeed in life 💙💙💙💯💯💯
Dude, when I see someone say, at the point they are living truly honest, that it’s not their proudest moment then I have to call them out. I’m a long time viewer, occasional donator, and doing what you just did is brutal, brave, painful and utterly uncompromising. I’ve had bad times, suicidal times, utterly brilliant times. All of those best times have come whilst living honest. Your stream just embodied that, in front of 100 times more people than I will ever have to. Respect. And if you’re ever in the north east, look me up.
We all support you here, no judgement, and absolutely nothing to be embarrassed about. If you ever want to visit Canada, you have a spot here my friend.
My life hasn't been so good lately , family etc but this tought me that when I will have kids I will talk them I love them and give them the best life I can
Dude, been there, done that. Thanks for sharing. What I learned from my anxiety and depression experiences, is that we all need to really listen to our body, our feelings, and accept we can't do everything. Our brain needs breaks as much as our muscles. Also, our minds are really complex, thoughts are not something you can control, neither feelings, neither body sensations. So the basic tips are silly but they work: just take more time for yourself, meditate, exercise, eat better, sleep well, feel grateful for other people, for yourself, and have fun always. And don't be afraid to ask for help!!
Broken, I have struggled with anxiety disorder for over 20 years and can relate to you on many levels. The simplest things in life for most people have been mountains for me to climb. My dear wife has helped me tremendously and my faith has given me a pillar to lean on in times of darkness. While I still need to take my Xanax from time to time I have gotten better at handling things on my own and making victorys for myself and my family. I wish you the very best with your challenges and struggles! On a side note thank you for hours upon hours of entertainment and education on the Battlefield. Blessings, J.b.
Xanax is addictive man, be careful. I struggle with anxiety and I’m a recovering addict so valerian root helps me a lot. If the anxiety is bad I’ll take double the dose.
@@rlsjunior797 does valerian root really work? If so in what form do you take it? I had a massive op last year and have found that since then at really random times I'll start having anxiety attack so been looking for something to help me out without prescription drugs.
@@craigydcraig I can only speak for myself, but I’ve had major stressors in multiple aspects of life this year, causing panic attacks. It was new to me, I had never really experienced anything beyond social anxiety before that. I’ve tried most herbal supplements and valerian is the best. Haven’t had a panic attack since. Capsule form is the only form I’ve tried. The bottle will most likely recommend 2,000mg, which works great most of the time. If I’m extra anxious I’ll take a little more. I usually take it about every 5 hours, you can tell when it’s wearing off. Also 1 capsule of ashwaganda in the morning. Lithium orotate is also a natural supplement for depression, I usually take 5mg in the morning and 5mg at night. I try to avoid any pharmaceuticals at all costs, as I had a painkiller addiction for 10 years.
Hey Broken, I’ve been watching your streams for a few years and just saw this and man I can relate on so many levels because I have severe anxiety and depression as well and have fought it for years. I just went through a rough time with a girl(second time with this one) who I trusted and helped in every way I could but in the end she manipulated me and threw me out of her life. I got so upset when I found out the details that I had a major meltdown at the bar 5 days ago and had to play a show there the next night.. As someone who also lives in his head, I had a bad feeling about her and I should’ve trusted my gut and friends. But I tried to see the good in someone and got burned. I let this person influence me in negative ways for the past year and it’s affected my school, employment, drive and passion, on top of derailing me from the progress I’ve made on myself by going to therapy and being a healthier human. It’s been very hard for me to bounce back but watching your vids helps me escape. I’m thankful for this video, thanks buddy 🦃
❤️❤️Thank you for this. Seriously thank you. I was diagnosed with rapid cycling (type 1) bipolar disorder when I was 26 and crushing anxiety and depression controlled my life. I admitted myself several times to hospitals because I knew I was no longer in control. I had to ask for help time and time again. I didn’t know at the time that there is no reason to be ashamed for asking or needing help. I had over 12 years of psychotherapy before I was diagnosed because I was ashamed of my mind. It wasn’t until I broke down and looked at my life objectively and assertively to find what was happening. I had to be brutally honest with myself without demonizing myself. Only then could I begin the healing process. I cannot recommend psychotherapy enough. It has saved my life more times than I care to think about. Mental health is a continuous maintenance issue. I still have rapid cycling bipolar disorder and that will never change but getting a handle on my anxiety and depression changed my outlook and perspective on day to day life. It shifted my reality from worries and fears to hope and understanding. Information is key to understanding so I highly encourage you to speak with others that use medical cannabis for anxiety and depression. Depression is often a vail over the eyes that makes us believe we are seeing things clearly for the first time when in fact it is nothing but a distortion of the truth. Take care of yourself FIRST. That’s one of the hardest lessons I’ve had to learn. There’s been days when your videos have distracted me from myself and doing something I’d truly regret. Again, thank you for opening up about your struggles with mental health. I’m happy you’re in a better place now. If there’s anything I can do to help keep it that way, do not hesitate to ask. Love you man, and there’s not a damn thing you can do about it.
Much respect for opening up. No one knows what you are going through except yourself. I wish you the best of luck with your health and future. RESPECT.
Just recently been watching your content. This video popped up this morning and I wanted to say... thank you. Thank you for the content, and thank you for being open and honest enough to create this video. Sharing your vulnerabilities helps people more than you know. Some of us struggle with anxiety issues, and it helps to know that you're not alone.
Your message is beautiful. Mental health is extremely important and many of us struggle with it every day. Keep the positivity coming and don’t listen to trolls. Love you man.
Honestly I can fully appreciate where you coming from it's the most hardest thing to make yourself so vulnerable but like you said you have to get to that point to get to the better side of it . I suffer a lot of health issues that have left me with many surgeries and more to come so depression and anxiety are a massive part of my life. Stay strong and carry on being the absolute legend you are
Yea, very late to this. It suddenly appeared in my suggestions. That said.. classy, VERY Classy. Honest, open and truthful. A rare trait in a lot of individuals these days. I feel your pain BM.. took me until I was 42 l, after just having ripped apart and destroyed my life, marriage and all, due to what I felt, did not understand, which was depression, anxiety, ADD, huge social anxiety. Had no idea the damage I caused myself and others. Been there, felt all as you described (not negative, but triggering) and took me a good 4+ years of Therapy and self care, love, etc - to get back to who I was, I had no idea. Thank you SO much for all your courage, work and just bleeding truth. It hurt me to hear you speak as you did, cause I get it, but for someone who does not know you, I'm VERY Proud of your professional actions in addressing and handling the situation. We all love you, your streams. Killer contributor, humble and to me, and all round good dude. As everyone said, we all got ya'.. Appreciate you and everything you do for everyone else.
Your streams and videos: "can you see that cheeky devil?" "Not today!" "That's how we do it." Always felt like you know IM watching, you were talking directly to me and there was nobody else watching, that's what always made your videos and streams feel so personal and I really appreciate your ability to give that. I hope to carry on accompanying you through many battles to come both digitally and personally. Really hope you find some inner peace and you can carry on doing what you love and are obviously very good at. Thanks again big un. 👊🎮
Terry Beckwith I always consider Broken’s streaming is like the ASMR of Battlefield. I always envy Broken could be a streamer with such beautiful voice and Battlefield skills at the same time. He is really my hero
As someone who‘s struggling with anxiety and depressions as well I gotta say: Thank you for that video and thank you for talking so honest about this. It may help others to gain the strength to talk about it as well. Keep on fighting. There will always be brighter and darker times, but there‘s also always something to live for. And there are always people that love and care about you. Life is precious. Never give up.
Man I actually love broken. I'm pretty much in the same boat and gaming is my escape. My social anxiety is all over the place some days. It's so nice to hear someone relatable and to see that your are coming out the other end. Such an inspiration my guy
I’m so proud of you & thankful for you. For whatever it’s worth coming from me.. I just want you to know that you have people always here for you. Even if you have no where to turn, I am here for you. We love you, Broken. ❤️
I'm a late arrival to your youtube channel. I only started playing BF1 a year ago, and I'm really poor at it, but I love the game. The frenetic madness of it, the atmosphere, and the sheer playability. Then I found your channel. I frequently just laugh out loud at how easy you make it look, and your wicked sense of humour. I couldn't hit subscribe quick enough. Then I saw this. You're an inspiration man. You have my utmost respect to openly comment on your own experience with mental health. There's still such a taboo about discussing it that there just isn't for physical health. Breaking down this needless barrier is the good fight. Keep at it my friend. I sincerely wish you health, happiness and success.
Please don't ever feel embarrassed buddy . Your only human and there comes a point where it must come out . Mega respect for this post . Mental health is a lot bigger than people actually realise. We got your back buddy. Stay strong and keep up your epic work .
You're awesome Machine. It's important that we have moments like, because we are here in this life to help one another. We love you Machine. We love you very much.
Breakups suck man. Ive come to realize that everything happens for a reason and anytime I think I have complete control, thats usually when I have zero control. And the times when everything fell apart before my eyes, they were the hardest for me because I felt like the entire world was sitting on my chest. Luckily I found some very good friends who got me to start coming around and it built my confidence. I hope your sucesses have built your c9nfidence as well. I know Im not the only one, but your channel is the one I find myself coming back to the most. Mad respect brother, people like us are the strongest of the bunch. Keep what you love close to your heart, and flood your head with good memories. Rock on Broken!!!!
I honestly hope you get well, this year you have become my favorite Battlefield youtuber and I really look up to you and appreciate your cool demeanor, always stay chill bro
It helps a lot knowing that you are not alone in this . Literally every 4th person is going through the same thing including myself . Hang tight TBM. And huge respect for opening up and speak about this issue in public
You are not alone mate, I admire your courage and forthcoming telling your own story and be open about it, sharing this with us means a lot to us, we support you
You incredible man to share thing like that I'm dealing with anxiety by my self be strong the more you practice the less you feel it. Day after day is important
I feel you bro. You're hard on yourself for not keeping it all together while facing so many things. You're human. And perhaps the lesson here is also to open up to the people around you sooner instead of letting it grow inside you until you burst. Dude, I don't have the words for the respect I have for a man that has the courage to open up the way you did and are doing right here in this video. You're a legend. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Take care
When the going gets tough the tough get going. We are all here to love and support you man, and if we arnt always the change starts with you and you want for the future. Take a break even and just think about how you can be happy and about how good life can be. We are here for u man, and u are so much more that any problem
Nothing to be ashamed of TBM, life’s tough at times. It’s good that you have opened up, and talk about this particularly as a man. You will be helping and inspiring people. Take care of yourself and keep up the great videos and feeds
Hey man, this must of been super hard to do and I've got the up most respect for you doing it. I've been dealing with very similar issues for more than 5 years now. Honestly one of the first things that started to help me were your streams with bf1. I'd stopped working, I'd couldn't go out to see friends or go out with my now ex girlfriend or see family. But your streams were a safe place for me and I cant thankyou enough for giving me that retreat. I feel that I've turned a corner and I feel like my life finally getting back in track. So thankyou for being you and doing what you do man and also for opening up like this its gotta be so tough man but these stories are what help others keep going so honestly well done and thankyou.
This resonates with me so much Broken. I've suffered with anxiety and depression since I was a kid, the past few years have seen it manifest in a tick disorder and pretty intense agoraphobia. Like you, uni saw me. Go down a fucking dark path to self-harm and suicidal thoughts. This has been one of my toughest years too, but we're still here fighting! I had a few similar emotional meltdowns at work from trying to fight off panic attacks etc. So much fucking respect for you sharing this man, well done for recognising your victories, I think that's key to moving forward. We're all with you TBM 💙💙💙💙
I'm sorry Broken. More people need to come out about anxiety as well. It is such a problem and we are just thought to be "like a man". Much respect to you Broken. Love you man
You do realise what it takes to make a video like this? Nowadays with all the cynicism and trolls all around? I respect the courage you had, deeply. It's a mutual thing, the community loves and helps you and you do the same. The important thing though is to find the right balance, to take care of what you love, find things to free your mind (like the photography you love) and your job. Life will punch you, it always does, we're here for you and thanks to you. Oh and hey, don't be sorry, it's ok, you got this. Cheers from Italy dude, stay strong and think to all the people that love you.
Damn, if every Semi-major youtuber treated their fans like you treat yours, this site would be a whole better place. Have a great day man, and don’t forget to take care of yourself.
I have watched 100's of your videos and you are amongst my favorite streamers. The hundreds of thousands of hours of entertainment you have provided to all are immensely appreciated, however that is not what makes you valuable. This vid did not hit my stream until today and while you are in a better place now I must say out loud that your ability to connect with the masses and your humility are something I am jealous of, and that is what keeps me coming back. Keep up the amazing work, however please take a break when you need. We will still be here.
I feel you in many ways,as others probably, beside the gaming which ive enjoyed since your beginning in bf1. I knew you were struggling ,i felt that because i deal with it myself but let me tell you form my heart you are a fantastic streamer but mostly a nice soul. Keep in mind that youre not alone even when you are,we are a community and im far away from you,dont know you personally and never will but im with you,like many others. Thanks for this video,it means a lot for you but trust also for us. Take care man,bless you
I have been battling the same things you have been for the past couple years as well. My dad died when I was 14 and it really shattered my life. Left me with depression, anxiety and social anxiety but now I am learning to cope with it. It has cost me friends, my high school diploma late and a shitty relationship with my family. I really hope more ppl talk about mental health because it’s huge and ppl can’t get through it alone.
This is very touching, I’m dealing with similar things like you. I even have doubts, and it took a huge toll on me especially in high school. I actually ended up in a hospital because of my bad depression, and i was not in a good place. We all love you broken, mega love ❤️❤️❤️
I have so much respect for you opening up like that, broken! That takes a lot of courage, especially since it makes one even more vulnerable in some way. You can be proud of yourself to be able to do what you love for a living and entertain thousands of people every day. Keep it up man, the community loves you!
I just watched your "I love cheesecake" video and if I'm being honest it was the first video I've ever seen from you. I've been having a rough time myself recently too, but that video made me smile for the first time today, so thankyou. I can tell already why you've got over 600 comments on such a recent video, because people care about genuine people like yourself. No doubt I've much to learn from your other battlefield videos and I'll be sure to drop in on a stream too, take care of yourself mate
You got my respect bro iknow all too well the nightmare of anxiety/social anxiety and how it can destroy every aspect of your life,takes a lot of courage to open up to the whole world like that
Takes a lot to open up. You have no idea how much this video is helping me at the moment. Thank you! Be positive and keep doing you. Again thank you for this video.
Your a strong man, for opening up too us, I know it's hard at times trust me, but a day at a time and all things will fall into place TBM, your doing awesome work and keep your head up, the whole community loves you machine, chest out and head up high Machine, peace brotha. 💪😁👍
Hey man, I gotta say that I’m not a regular and have only watched a few streams and videos of yours... liked all of them and subbed. But you have a great personality and are so good at what you do. Anxiety is a serious problem, and one of the best things you can do to get rid off the burden is talking to friends and family about it, opening up like you did on stream. Having trusted people help you through it. It’s not really easy, but once you do it, you’re gonna be very happy. We’re always here for you man
Everything your saying is what im suffering for over 7 years. Only thing that keeps me sane is skateboarding and gaming with my main friends. Keep your mind active ! Keep strong and breath my friend.
You are stronger than you think, this video is a proof of it. Facing it is the best step in conquering it. Like all anxieties, you have to face it head on. Also, doing physical workout really works when you feel too anxious for any reason, try it and you will find out yourself. You are a really honest person, and that is rare believe me. Keep on doing what you love and love what you have and you will be fine.
The reason why I watch your videos always is not bec. you are maybe the best gamer I’ve seen, but bec you’re the nicest one, pls stay healthy and happy we support you lord
btw i think this video is so important. a lot of people going through the same thing will love you for this as it will allow them to see somebody they watch everyday open up to something that they are also going through. amazing man.
Sometimes you just need to make a change for you. For example, shaving your dome. 😉 Stay strong Mate! Life is worth living and you only get one go at it. Take care of yourself.
I am right there with you sir!! I deal with social anxiety as well. I know that making this video had to be hard for you but I applaud you for it. Like you said...being able to put yourself out there, be vulnerable...that's huge. And damn right man...you're a beast...you've made those hard decisions, you've taken chances and that takes real strength. Your namesake "The Broken Machine" I don't know if that was directly related to your struggles with Anxiety or feeling "broken" maybe it was just an odd coincidence. Takes on a bit of different meaning to me today after watching your video. We're all "Broken Machines" in various ways and there's no shame in knowing and accepting that. Hats off to putting yourself first and I'm happy to know you're in a better place. Take care.
Tough video to make for various reasons - hope you'll sit and listen, hope it's valuable in some way for some. I'm in a much better place since that stream, not perfect, but hey, that's fine.
You guys seriously have meant a lot over the years, truly truly have - lot's of things I didn't mention, not because they aren't important or never mattered, it's just not the right time - maybe I'll never talk about other stuff, that's fine too.
Mental health is important - take care of yourselves.
Lot's of help out there, should you need it. Don't be a stranger, talk to someone.
www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/wiki/hotlines
Thank You.
- TheBrokenMachine.
Respect buddy 💙
Love you man! We are two of the same. Worrying about everything and everyone and putting off yourself until you burst. I’m not fixed as of yet either but any improvement is good. Hang in there brother, I’m told it gets better.
We here for you Broke. Life is hell at times. You win some you loose some. Your still alive and breathing! Don't give up
Opening up is hard, I opened up to all the issues I was having with school and the people there. I’m glad you were able to express yourself because that is very important. Great job TBM! 🙌
I appreciate the courage it took to make this video tbm!! I've experienced the same issues myself and I'm sure the video will help out a lot of others! And, yeah, if someone ever needs to escape somewhere, Norway is the place to go!!!
The moment you realize that TBM teaches you something far more important than how to play Battlefield.....:
Take care of your self
Yes that So True bro and thank u for that ❤️(TBM)❤️
@IRISH LAD I hope you have never go through things like this.
Take care and god bless you fellow gamer😎
Amen
"Not my proudest moment." Being human is something to be proud of. Being a man, out of the toxic box, being able to be vulnerable is something to be proud of.
Closurefin word!
Being a human is something to be proud of??? WTF r u talking about humans r the worst till now they only leave pollution, destruction, inhuman acts, and wars noone can be proud of something like that
@@Demoniizerr your days must be hard to go through with everyone you meet doing that to you lol
@@Poon1312 making vague assertions and being right aren't the same thing but sure. human beings aren't a singular entity, and most individuals are doing the best with what they got. blaming the masses for the actions of corporations, governments or militaries is quite frankly, bullshit. there is much to be proud of in human history and I just feel bad for anyone that is so jaded they don't notice the good that's all around them.
@@Demoniizerr Not all humans are equal, speak for yourself!
I haven't fully watched the video yet, but I can see the title and I know what you're gonna talk about - I just wanna say you're a freaking legend dude
You are a good man too tbag. Lots of support brother
Yes! TBM is a legend, and so are you! ❤ You've both helped me through (what has been) a *very* rough year for me. Stay strong 💪🏽👊🏽
Battlefield community is next level.
I hope you are doing really well Tbag ! Know that a lot of people care for you and absolutely adore your content !
Your a legend TBAG 😍
You see people that appear so confident and in control and then they show you their vulnerable side and you realise that the negative voices inside us that undermine positive action are probably in everybody.
It's ok bro. Tacos fall apart and we still love them.
lol yes
At truth
What if your vegan
@@tristanbaker2717 I've had awesome vegan tacos bro.
That is fucking smart
"Anxiety in a man's heart weighs him down, but a good word makes him glad." - Proverbs 12:25
Thank you for pouring out your heart and mind. Not sure where you are at, as far as faith is concerned, but standing up like you have and admitting that LOVE helped bring you through the dark is a major victory. Like this verse says, the weight of stress is heavy, and it seems like your community was your "good word". Stay strong brother and if you need to pour out again, let it loose. Don't ever be embarrassed by it. God Bless you!
Yes Broken. God is sufficient in all ways. Psalms 23 is a great verse for life issues. God bless you brother!
Amen brother
Amen...
Man you are just a solid dude with a big heart. God is really getting you in a place where you need to call out to Him for help because He won’t force Himself on you. He cares for you so so much bro. I am not here commenting about religion, God is not in a religion. He longs for relationship with you. He’s all you need.
Amen
This popped up in my recommendations, I watched the vid , huge respect for opening up. Mental health on any level is not easy to live with. Look after yourself and try and stay strong, you have gained a new subscriber.
As someone else with anxiety, id just like to say that youv got this. We all have ups and downs but you will get through this. You got this bro.
I've struggled with anxiety too, it's a tough world to stay confident and strong all the time. Finding a balance between what things we can control and things we cant is the key to managing SAD. The highs and lows come and go, never dwell too much on either!
ua-cam.com/video/zTZAKN87l4E/v-deo.html your support would really help me! Insane headshots in BfV. Thank you 👍🏽
@@francisco9947 Fuck off
My friend I've suffered from chronic and social anxiety for over 16 years. I've been at a point I've been to terrified to leave my home. I sit in the bathroom door locked for hours on end. I've no real life friends and no outlet to talk to anyone and it's very lonely How you face your issues is nothing short of admirable. Keep your head up. People like us are fighters and not many understand our struggles
Eu sou assim a cada dia uma nova batalha...
How you doing Johnboy? Hope you're doing good. I dealt with some similar issues
@@someguy8798 not to bad. Good days and bad days just. It's a never ending battle but i just get on with it best i can
@@happygoluckywalton5183 It's good to know that you're having some good days at least. I haven't dealt with depression much lately, but before I started college, it was awful. Sorta like Broken and his thing with the university and people going on to do whatever they're doing while he didn't do much I guess.
You're a good man TBM, one of the best out there. I was a soldier and while I wasn't really suffering any mental problems but many of my friends did, some taking their lives.
Thank you for sharing mate, it takes courage.. remember - we got your back bro
Man your voice is so soothing, I could listen to it all day. Much respect to you my friend, anxiety is a horribly restrictive condition, hope you’re feeling better
I’m a newer fan, and after this video I’m a fan for life. As someone else who suffers from anxiety and depression hearing from other people is so helpful. Thank you Machine.
NobesBLO13 wussgood fellow 13 year old?
NobesBLO13 agreed! I’m a new fan too but this video makes a lot. Now I’m going to watch not just a streamer but a great person!
You should be very proud yourself for putting your feelings out there and for the channel you have created, you are doing amazing things - you must keep telling yourself!
One thing that was your proudest moment crying and saying how you feel live on stream
Anxiety makes you hide your emotions in front of people because u feel ashamed and embarrassed but let me tell you one thing mate ur not embarrassing anyone
And anyone with anxiety like you and myself only know what utter hell it is to deal with
You have good days and bad days and the hardest thing is concentrating as your mind is fixed on how you are feeling not the reality what’s going on around you
So broken I just wanna say that was a Very proud time and people seeing it will know that
Much love dude
You are an amazing person. Dont ever forget that. We are here for you when you need us. Just like you are for us. Tons of respect for putting yourself out there. We have all been there and you did the right thing. Hope the best for you. Thank you for this video, it means a lot.
It takes courage to open up like this, nothing but respect for this legend.
Good to hear you’re doing better.
Thank you for your time and effort to make all the great content.
Tom
The philosopher inside you is starting to shine.
You have all the tools to help yourself.
You need the pain to reveal those tools
Thank you TBM ❤️ We are here for you 🤗 Take care of yourself, YOU are important
00:01 *strokes mustache*
Also, heart you bud.
I've always had this issue and when my mom passed 1/1/2019. I've struggled every day. At 60 she decided life was to much and decided to end her life.ive been broken But ur videos and your personality helped me get through it. You are loved and treasured dude please dont forget that. You have a huge community that would do anything for u.
I'm sorry to hear that you lost your mother. Remember the good.
I lost my dad about a year and a half ago now. And my grandma about 3 months after. Its really hard, and I'm sure you know that. Keep on going strong man!
@@CCChicken I'm sorry for your loss.yes it's very hard.all we can do is kick ass everyday! Sending positivity your way
Lost my sister..committed suicide as well. Life is strange sometimes..
I respect you for opening up you are not alone ive lived with axiety depression for 10yrs already . Best thing is to vent out and try exercise it works best when you exhaust your self working out . Exercise works best in mornings and try venting out more often with someone that will hear you out and not tell you its all in you head and just get over it . BRAVE MAN takes alot to do what you just did . Find your self everything will be fine .
Damn dude, I feel with this. Always had trouble with severe anxiety and depression. It's impossible to choose when and where you break down. It just seems that it happened on stream. It's great that you're recognizing what's going on and working on it. This year has been the hardest, most painful, and most degrading one I've ever had. I relate to what you're saying on so many levels and thank you for talking about it. Much love, dude. You got this.
It is impossible to know when your going to break down. Probably a good thing, because if we knew when we would try, and maybe succeed in stopping it.
Breaking down needs to happen. It is important to let those feelings out, and also to let us know we need to take further action in our recovery.
Thanks.
Stay strong broken. We are a big family under the name of "Battlefield Community" ❤❤
Can we have some mega-love in the chat for Broken?!
much
No need to apologise or be ashamed. You are a rock for doing this video. Good example for many of us I think.
So many times your videos help me just empty my head and stop overthinking for a while.
Thanks for sharing.
What a trooper for making this video. Your streams helped me when I was sick and out of action. Thanks, man. Take care of yourself as you would someone else 💪
Fun fact, I am 56 years old and still love FPS games. Your videos are awesome to watch! You have a talent that is fun to watch!
"If was'nt you guys, I don't think will still here"
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I had to start living with panic attacks a little over two years ago. Things happened to my daughter and her family causing them to really need my wife and I. But in the end, medication and my work and home families helped me pick up everything and start moving forward again!!
God is watching over you and this is another lesson to be learned. Stay strong and look for the support people around you!!
The past 3-4 years have been rough for me. I lost 3 family members, I quit sports, starting loose my hair , some friends betrayed me but you know what this made me more wise and I gained some wisdom that others haven't I am ahead of people in life and this will help me succeed in life 💙💙💙💯💯💯
cheers mate! good on ya
@@blammo8208 thx
Wow man you've a pretty rough time haven't you
How can someone dislike such an honest and real video? I mean what is wrong with those guys?
Dude, when I see someone say, at the point they are living truly honest, that it’s not their proudest moment then I have to call them out.
I’m a long time viewer, occasional donator, and doing what you just did is brutal, brave, painful and utterly uncompromising.
I’ve had bad times, suicidal times, utterly brilliant times. All of those best times have come whilst living honest. Your stream just embodied that, in front of 100 times more people than I will ever have to.
Respect. And if you’re ever in the north east, look me up.
We all support you here, no judgement, and absolutely nothing to be embarrassed about. If you ever want to visit Canada, you have a spot here my friend.
My life hasn't been so good lately , family etc but this tought me that when I will have kids I will talk them I love them and give them the best life I can
Dude, been there, done that. Thanks for sharing. What I learned from my anxiety and depression experiences, is that we all need to really listen to our body, our feelings, and accept we can't do everything. Our brain needs breaks as much as our muscles. Also, our minds are really complex, thoughts are not something you can control, neither feelings, neither body sensations. So the basic tips are silly but they work: just take more time for yourself, meditate, exercise, eat better, sleep well, feel grateful for other people, for yourself, and have fun always. And don't be afraid to ask for help!!
Broken, I have struggled with anxiety disorder for over 20 years and can relate to you on many levels. The simplest things in life for most people have been mountains for me to climb. My dear wife has helped me tremendously and my faith has given me a pillar to lean on in times of darkness. While I still need to take my Xanax from time to time I have gotten better at handling things on my own and making victorys for myself and my family. I wish you the very best with your challenges and struggles! On a side note thank you for hours upon hours of entertainment and education on the Battlefield. Blessings, J.b.
Xanax is addictive man, be careful. I struggle with anxiety and I’m a recovering addict so valerian root helps me a lot. If the anxiety is bad I’ll take double the dose.
@@rlsjunior797 Thanks for looking out man. I do watch my doses. I do not take it daily and sometimes can go weeks without it. Blessings, J.b.
Same my wife helps me a lot on my anxietys a lot if it wasn’t for her I wouldn’t know if I would still be here
@@rlsjunior797 does valerian root really work? If so in what form do you take it? I had a massive op last year and have found that since then at really random times I'll start having anxiety attack so been looking for something to help me out without prescription drugs.
@@craigydcraig I can only speak for myself, but I’ve had major stressors in multiple aspects of life this year, causing panic attacks. It was new to me, I had never really experienced anything beyond social anxiety before that. I’ve tried most herbal supplements and valerian is the best. Haven’t had a panic attack since. Capsule form is the only form I’ve tried. The bottle will most likely recommend 2,000mg, which works great most of the time. If I’m extra anxious I’ll take a little more. I usually take it about every 5 hours, you can tell when it’s wearing off. Also 1 capsule of ashwaganda in the morning. Lithium orotate is also a natural supplement for depression, I usually take 5mg in the morning and 5mg at night. I try to avoid any pharmaceuticals at all costs, as I had a painkiller addiction for 10 years.
Hey Broken,
I’ve been watching your streams for a few years and just saw this and man I can relate on so many levels because I have severe anxiety and depression as well and have fought it for years.
I just went through a rough time with a girl(second time with this one) who I trusted and helped in every way I could but in the end she manipulated me and threw me out of her life. I got so upset when I found out the details that I had a major meltdown at the bar 5 days ago and had to play a show there the next night..
As someone who also lives in his head, I had a bad feeling about her and I should’ve trusted my gut and friends. But I tried to see the good in someone and got burned.
I let this person influence me in negative ways for the past year and it’s affected my school, employment, drive and passion, on top of derailing me from the progress I’ve made on myself by going to therapy and being a healthier human.
It’s been very hard for me to bounce back but watching your vids helps me escape.
I’m thankful for this video, thanks buddy 🦃
❤️❤️Thank you for this. Seriously thank you. I was diagnosed with rapid cycling (type 1) bipolar disorder when I was 26 and crushing anxiety and depression controlled my life. I admitted myself several times to hospitals because I knew I was no longer in control. I had to ask for help time and time again.
I didn’t know at the time that there is no reason to be ashamed for asking or needing help. I had over 12 years of psychotherapy before I was diagnosed because I was ashamed of my mind. It wasn’t until I broke down and looked at my life objectively and assertively to find what was happening. I had to be brutally honest with myself without demonizing myself. Only then could I begin the healing process.
I cannot recommend psychotherapy enough. It has saved my life more times than I care to think about. Mental health is a continuous maintenance issue. I still have rapid cycling bipolar disorder and that will never change but getting a handle on my anxiety and depression changed my outlook and perspective on day to day life. It shifted my reality from worries and fears to hope and understanding.
Information is key to understanding so I highly encourage you to speak with others that use medical cannabis for anxiety and depression. Depression is often a vail over the eyes that makes us believe we are seeing things clearly for the first time when in fact it is nothing but a distortion of the truth.
Take care of yourself FIRST. That’s one of the hardest lessons I’ve had to learn. There’s been days when your videos have distracted me from myself and doing something I’d truly regret. Again, thank you for opening up about your struggles with mental health. I’m happy you’re in a better place now. If there’s anything I can do to help keep it that way, do not hesitate to ask. Love you man, and there’s not a damn thing you can do about it.
Much respect for opening up. No one knows what you are going through except yourself. I wish you the best of luck with your health and future. RESPECT.
Take care of yourself dude.
We love you.
We are all going through rough things.
Just recently been watching your content. This video popped up this morning and I wanted to say... thank you. Thank you for the content, and thank you for being open and honest enough to create this video. Sharing your vulnerabilities helps people more than you know. Some of us struggle with anxiety issues, and it helps to know that you're not alone.
How does this man only have 200k sub's he is a legend
@IRISH LAD yeah, you are
Nothing but respect. It takes a real man to open up like that..I hope you take the time to get the help and support you need.
Broken, stay strong. We all love you
Your message is beautiful. Mental health is extremely important and many of us struggle with it every day. Keep the positivity coming and don’t listen to trolls. Love you man.
Honestly I can fully appreciate where you coming from it's the most hardest thing to make yourself so vulnerable but like you said you have to get to that point to get to the better side of it . I suffer a lot of health issues that have left me with many surgeries and more to come so depression and anxiety are a massive part of my life. Stay strong and carry on being the absolute legend you are
Yea, very late to this. It suddenly appeared in my suggestions. That said.. classy, VERY Classy. Honest, open and truthful. A rare trait in a lot of individuals these days. I feel your pain BM.. took me until I was 42 l, after just having ripped apart and destroyed my life, marriage and all, due to what I felt, did not understand, which was depression, anxiety, ADD, huge social anxiety. Had no idea the damage I caused myself and others. Been there, felt all as you described (not negative, but triggering) and took me a good 4+ years of Therapy and self care, love, etc - to get back to who I was, I had no idea. Thank you SO much for all your courage, work and just bleeding truth. It hurt me to hear you speak as you did, cause I get it, but for someone who does not know you, I'm VERY Proud of your professional actions in addressing and handling the situation. We all love you, your streams. Killer contributor, humble and to me, and all round good dude. As everyone said, we all got ya'.. Appreciate you and everything you do for everyone else.
Your streams and videos: "can you see that cheeky devil?" "Not today!" "That's how we do it." Always felt like you know IM watching, you were talking directly to me and there was nobody else watching, that's what always made your videos and streams feel so personal and I really appreciate your ability to give that. I hope to carry on accompanying you through many battles to come both digitally and personally. Really hope you find some inner peace and you can carry on doing what you love and are obviously very good at. Thanks again big un. 👊🎮
Terry Beckwith I always consider Broken’s streaming is like the ASMR of Battlefield. I always envy Broken could be a streamer with such beautiful voice and Battlefield skills at the same time. He is really my hero
As someone who‘s struggling with anxiety and depressions as well I gotta say: Thank you for that video and thank you for talking so honest about this. It may help others to gain the strength to talk about it as well.
Keep on fighting. There will always be brighter and darker times, but there‘s also always something to live for. And there are always people that love and care about you. Life is precious. Never give up.
Everything in this world feels fake and bullshit and stage managed. This was real and raw and honest. Thank you for sharing with us.
Man I actually love broken. I'm pretty much in the same boat and gaming is my escape. My social anxiety is all over the place some days. It's so nice to hear someone relatable and to see that your are coming out the other end. Such an inspiration my guy
I’m so proud of you & thankful for you. For whatever it’s worth coming from me.. I just want you to know that you have people always here for you. Even if you have no where to turn, I am here for you. We love you, Broken. ❤️
I'm a late arrival to your youtube channel. I only started playing BF1 a year ago, and I'm really poor at it, but I love the game. The frenetic madness of it, the atmosphere, and the sheer playability. Then I found your channel. I frequently just laugh out loud at how easy you make it look, and your wicked sense of humour. I couldn't hit subscribe quick enough.
Then I saw this. You're an inspiration man. You have my utmost respect to openly comment on your own experience with mental health. There's still such a taboo about discussing it that there just isn't for physical health. Breaking down this needless barrier is the good fight. Keep at it my friend.
I sincerely wish you health, happiness and success.
We still love you and your content keep it up and remember that you have a head on your shoulders.😃😃😃
It takes a man to open up as you did. We are grateful to you as you are to us. Keep your head high and stay strong. Much respect.
We Love you my Friend.Help is out there!My thoughts,and prayers are with you 🙌🙏🙌
Please don't ever feel embarrassed buddy . Your only human and there comes a point where it must come out . Mega respect for this post . Mental health is a lot bigger than people actually realise. We got your back buddy. Stay strong and keep up your epic work .
You're awesome Machine. It's important that we have moments like, because we are here in this life to help one another. We love you Machine. We love you very much.
Breakups suck man. Ive come to realize that everything happens for a reason and anytime I think I have complete control, thats usually when I have zero control. And the times when everything fell apart before my eyes, they were the hardest for me because I felt like the entire world was sitting on my chest. Luckily I found some very good friends who got me to start coming around and it built my confidence. I hope your sucesses have built your c9nfidence as well. I know Im not the only one, but your channel is the one I find myself coming back to the most.
Mad respect brother, people like us are the strongest of the bunch. Keep what you love close to your heart, and flood your head with good memories.
Rock on Broken!!!!
I honestly hope you get well, this year you have become my favorite Battlefield youtuber and I really look up to you and appreciate your cool demeanor, always stay chill bro
It helps a lot knowing that you are not alone in this . Literally every 4th person is going through the same thing including myself . Hang tight TBM. And huge respect for opening up and speak about this issue in public
The hardest battle you'll ever have is a battle with your own mind. Brave guy ❤️👆
You are not alone mate, I admire your courage and forthcoming telling your own story and be open about it, sharing this with us means a lot to us, we support you
You incredible man to share thing like that I'm dealing with anxiety by my self be strong the more you practice the less you feel it. Day after day is important
I feel you bro. You're hard on yourself for not keeping it all together while facing so many things. You're human. And perhaps the lesson here is also to open up to the people around you sooner instead of letting it grow inside you until you burst.
Dude, I don't have the words for the respect I have for a man that has the courage to open up the way you did and are doing right here in this video. You're a legend. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
Take care
When the going gets tough the tough get going. We are all here to love and support you man, and if we arnt always the change starts with you and you want for the future. Take a break even and just think about how you can be happy and about how good life can be. We are here for u man, and u are so much more that any problem
Nothing to be ashamed of TBM, life’s tough at times. It’s good that you have opened up, and talk about this particularly as a man. You will be helping and inspiring people. Take care of yourself and keep up the great videos and feeds
Hey man, this must of been super hard to do and I've got the up most respect for you doing it. I've been dealing with very similar issues for more than 5 years now. Honestly one of the first things that started to help me were your streams with bf1. I'd stopped working, I'd couldn't go out to see friends or go out with my now ex girlfriend or see family. But your streams were a safe place for me and I cant thankyou enough for giving me that retreat. I feel that I've turned a corner and I feel like my life finally getting back in track. So thankyou for being you and doing what you do man and also for opening up like this its gotta be so tough man but these stories are what help others keep going so honestly well done and thankyou.
Takes big balls to open up like that but it's important. Community is here for you in good times and bad. ❤️
This resonates with me so much Broken. I've suffered with anxiety and depression since I was a kid, the past few years have seen it manifest in a tick disorder and pretty intense agoraphobia. Like you, uni saw me. Go down a fucking dark path to self-harm and suicidal thoughts. This has been one of my toughest years too, but we're still here fighting! I had a few similar emotional meltdowns at work from trying to fight off panic attacks etc. So much fucking respect for you sharing this man, well done for recognising your victories, I think that's key to moving forward. We're all with you TBM 💙💙💙💙
I'm sorry Broken. More people need to come out about anxiety as well. It is such a problem and we are just thought to be "like a man". Much respect to you Broken. Love you man
You do realise what it takes to make a video like this? Nowadays with all the cynicism and trolls all around? I respect the courage you had, deeply.
It's a mutual thing, the community loves and helps you and you do the same.
The important thing though is to find the right balance, to take care of what you love, find things to free your mind (like the photography you love) and your job.
Life will punch you, it always does, we're here for you and thanks to you.
Oh and hey, don't be sorry, it's ok, you got this.
Cheers from Italy dude, stay strong and think to all the people that love you.
Thank you for sharing. It takes a lot for someone to talk about what you are going through. Thank you for everything. We got you!!
Respect bro. You the only reason I ever bought bf5.
Facts
same
That's a good reason
Big respect Broken! Working hard to help my 5 year old navigate anxiety. There is always hope.
Damn, if every Semi-major youtuber treated their fans like you treat yours, this site would be a whole better place.
Have a great day man, and don’t forget to take care of yourself.
I have watched 100's of your videos and you are amongst my favorite streamers. The hundreds of thousands of hours of entertainment you have provided to all are immensely appreciated, however that is not what makes you valuable. This vid did not hit my stream until today and while you are in a better place now I must say out loud that your ability to connect with the masses and your humility are something I am jealous of, and that is what keeps me coming back. Keep up the amazing work, however please take a break when you need. We will still be here.
We love u Broken !! Anxiety is real ... i feel u completely
Such an honest and brave dude for opening up! Your great Broken Machine never stop being yourself.
I feel you in many ways,as others probably, beside the gaming which ive enjoyed since your beginning in bf1. I knew you were struggling ,i felt that because i deal with it myself but let me tell you form my heart you are a fantastic streamer but mostly a nice soul. Keep in mind that youre not alone even when you are,we
are a community and im far away from you,dont know you personally and never will but im with you,like many others. Thanks for this video,it means a lot for you but trust also for us. Take care man,bless you
I have been battling the same things you have been for the past couple years as well. My dad died when I was 14 and it really shattered my life. Left me with depression, anxiety and social anxiety but now I am learning to cope with it. It has cost me friends, my high school diploma late and a shitty relationship with my family. I really hope more ppl talk about mental health because it’s huge and ppl can’t get through it alone.
This is very touching, I’m dealing with similar things like you. I even have doubts, and it took a huge toll on me especially in high school. I actually ended up in a hospital because of my bad depression, and i was not in a good place. We all love you broken, mega love ❤️❤️❤️
I have so much respect for you opening up like that, broken! That takes a lot of courage, especially since it makes one even more vulnerable in some way. You can be proud of yourself to be able to do what you love for a living and entertain thousands of people every day. Keep it up man, the community loves you!
I just watched your "I love cheesecake" video and if I'm being honest it was the first video I've ever seen from you. I've been having a rough time myself recently too, but that video made me smile for the first time today, so thankyou. I can tell already why you've got over 600 comments on such a recent video, because people care about genuine people like yourself. No doubt I've much to learn from your other battlefield videos and I'll be sure to drop in on a stream too, take care of yourself mate
You got my respect bro iknow all too well the nightmare of anxiety/social anxiety and how it can destroy every aspect of your life,takes a lot of courage to open up to the whole world like that
I am diagnosed with Depression, Borderline and ptsd. I feel you.
Takes a lot to open up. You have no idea how much this video is helping me at the moment. Thank you! Be positive and keep doing you. Again thank you for this video.
Your a strong man, for opening up too us, I know it's hard at times trust me, but a day at a time and all things will fall into place TBM, your doing awesome work and keep your head up, the whole community loves you machine, chest out and head up high Machine, peace brotha. 💪😁👍
Hey man, I gotta say that I’m not a regular and have only watched a few streams and videos of yours... liked all of them and subbed. But you have a great personality and are so good at what you do. Anxiety is a serious problem, and one of the best things you can do to get rid off the burden is talking to friends and family about it, opening up like you did on stream. Having trusted people help you through it. It’s not really easy, but once you do it, you’re gonna be very happy. We’re always here for you man
Much Love to you Broken, keep being a beast 👊❤️
Everything your saying is what im suffering for over 7 years.
Only thing that keeps me sane is skateboarding and gaming with my main friends.
Keep your mind active ! Keep strong and breath my friend.
Stay strong my friend!!!
Much love from Germany
Was hat broken,kann kein Englisch,hoffe du kannst mir helfen
@@Maximumman88 Depressionen, Angstzustände, Panikattacken! Er hatte bei einem seiner Streams einen Zusammenbruch und erklärt sich hier nun
You are stronger than you think, this video is a proof of it.
Facing it is the best step in conquering it. Like all anxieties, you have to face it head on. Also, doing physical workout really works when you feel too anxious for any reason, try it and you will find out yourself. You are a really honest person, and that is rare believe me. Keep on doing what you love and love what you have and you will be fine.
GGeeees Broken. You have my respect. Struggling is human, take care of yourself
The reason why I watch your videos always is not bec. you are maybe the best gamer I’ve seen, but bec you’re the nicest one, pls stay healthy and happy we support you lord
I feel proud of myself to be part of TBM gang , u tought me alot about btf games (especially btf 1) and i appreciate it👍🏻
btw i think this video is so important. a lot of people going through the same thing will love you for this as it will allow them to see somebody they watch everyday open up to something that they are also going through. amazing man.
Sometimes you just need to make a change for you. For example, shaving your dome. 😉 Stay strong Mate! Life is worth living and you only get one go at it. Take care of yourself.
I am right there with you sir!! I deal with social anxiety as well. I know that making this video had to be hard for you but I applaud you for it. Like you said...being able to put yourself out there, be vulnerable...that's huge. And damn right man...you're a beast...you've made those hard decisions, you've taken chances and that takes real strength. Your namesake "The Broken Machine" I don't know if that was directly related to your struggles with Anxiety or feeling "broken" maybe it was just an odd coincidence. Takes on a bit of different meaning to me today after watching your video. We're all "Broken Machines" in various ways and there's no shame in knowing and accepting that. Hats off to putting yourself first and I'm happy to know you're in a better place. Take care.