This is getting me through finals week. I’ve missed over a month of school for anxiety and I’m almost caught up. If you’re reading this, take this as a sign that everything is going to be okay. It will work out.
it’s 5am, i am just sitting here. the stars are gone, the sun isn’t up, there isn’t anything to look at. i’m tired, lonely, and depressed. i haven’t really talked to anyone in weeks. i need to talk to someone, but when ever i try i get even more depressed that i can’t keep a conversation going, and if i don’t talk to anybody, i get depressed that i am wasting my life away, in my room. i need to sleep, but it feels wrong to close my eyes. i try to make up stories in my head. oh, and hour passed just thinking. at this point sleeping feels like a chore, but when i am asleep i feel happy, i know i am in a dream, i get to control it. this makes makes me feel like i can’t breathe, but it is comforting. thanks.
Three weeks late, but you need to figure out what is bothering you and attack it. Sounds like an oversimplification right? It's not. For me it was my fear to fail. I was like you, depressed and felt like there was nowhere to turn. No one to turn to. But I was the problem. I was too afraid of failing that I didn't even try. For me it was school. I was failing at the college I go to, and instead of working to better myself, I ignored the problem. It wasn't until having to apply to pharmacy school made me realize how big of a mistake I had made, but more importantly that it's not too late to fix it. It never really is. Right now I'm on hold pending spring grades. My entire future hangs in the balance of the next few months and how well I do, and even though that sounds bad, I have never felt better. I took the leap of faith and decided I was going to try my hardest and whatever happens happens. So for you it may not be school that's weighing on you but something is. Find it. Attack it. Feel better. Hope that helps.
Find your way friend, we all have our own. The second you find what makes you feel good - even the slightest bit, hold on to it and never let go. Dont lose your faith in yourself. I wish you the best of luck
Go for a run or take a cold bath. Push yourself through the resistance. "Within the cave you fear to enter lies the treasure you seek" - Joseph Campbell
Find something that you love to do. It sounds like you would enjoy reading or writing stories. Late at night, when you're thinking and making up stories, why don't you write them all down? Create a story out of your thoughts. Start writing in a journal if writing stories doesn't sound like fun. Pour your thoughts onto the paper and let it all out; you don't need to talk to someone to get your worries out if you really don't want to. I wish you the best of everything, please don't give up and always remember that someone cares about you.
Sometimes, at night, I look off into the distance and just want to go. I want to run and jump and never get tired. I want to lose myself and surrender all thoughts to the night. Just living in the moment.
I usually don't comment. I listen to the soundtrack, read other people's thoughts and enjoy the night. But as the night gives me time for myself and my own thoughts, I just want to talk about how I feel. This is for no one specific, and to be honest, I'm glad about it. I just want to pour out my heart to someone I don't know and probably won't ever see. I don't know how to put my thoughts into words but I just wanna live like this Looking up to the stars while listening to music. Having nothing to worry about. Not being over thinking too much, just living life and enjoying the moment I'm living in.
Life is made up of little moments like these. Enjoy the time, take a deep breath and exhale slowly. If you feel alone, you're not. We're all here for the same music. I may not know you and you may not know me but when we find this music, it connects us. And we are no longer alone. I hope you're doing well is this crazy world we're in. Keep looking up into the starry night and smile.
you know what bro? if you want you can talk about it with me. do you have discord or instagram? maybe we can get friends and in 2 years when i finished cool i will meet you and we will look together in the stars and enjoy it to think about nothing
I sit here in my room tonight, lying asleep on my couch while my brother is in my bed fast asleep. I feel so many emotions going by. My life seems to be going by right before my eyes. It feels like only a month ago we went to the store together. It feels like only a week ago we watched a movie at your house. It feels like a few days ago we fought and argue. But... every day feels like yesterday since you've passed... Why is it when I need you most and can understand you most you left? Why did I wish such horrible things? Its been 2 years since my wish finally came true and it still feels like only yesterday I got the news that you took your final breath and cried your last tear... I only hope now that you are so much happier, free of your illnesses in your mind. I'm sorry, but I'll see you soon when I lived a life you'd be happy of. I love you, mom...💔 edit: it's been 3 years since I made this comment. And honestly I still do feel her presence from here and there. I honestly can't believe it's been 3 years. I feel like I haven't grown much even tho I know I have. I feel so old and know I'm so young. Idk if I'm still making the right decisions. I think I have a plan but I'm not sure if it's going to work out fully. I can't reread this without crying cause it still feels the same but my life has drastically and vastly changed. Within 3 years I didn't accomplish anything really big, I tried to celebrate life and kept getting stabbed in the back by friends and ppl that were close enough I called family. Yet strangely enough I feel better without them in my life. I've been able to step back and learn who I am and the type of person that I want to be. I've never made myself feel like I had grounding like this in my life. I may still be struggling but I'm still fighting. And to those that have commented or related, thank you, and to others I'm also sorry for your lost. Many of us have different stories, some rougher than others but I'm so glad that I have made many not feel alone in this life. I love you all, and keep fighting, no matter how long it takes. We'll all get there eventually ❤️
And we'll all be happy of your life. Be happy, look at the stars, and remember then that you are looking at something that has passed away a long time ago. Sometimes i hope the people we loved watch us from the stars. And it's certainly true. Your mother will always be proud of you, so live your life
I'm sorry for your loss. It breaks my heart that more and more people lose theirs life everyday. And hey, I miss my mom too so your not alone either (she not dead). I miss my mom everyday wondering if she'll come back to us. I miss her so much. So yeah take care of yourself and your brother. 👍😢 keep your family close
i lost my mom three years ago she chocked to death and i could not save her i tried so hard my arms went numb and it kills me inside know that i failed the one person in this world that believed in me the most and it consumes my every being and the only thing that is worse is knowing that it would kill her all over again to know that the weight of her death consumes me
to conquer the stars, you must start little by little on the ground. skill doesnt build in a day and sometimes not even a week. but you do want to see the glowing spectacles every night sky right? be ambitious and head for those dreams that lie above the skies but also inside your heart.
i listened to this on new years eve, the same night my parents told me i dont deserve to be their child, the same night my brother tried to run away and almost died, the same night i could hear my family's sobbing leaking through the thin walls, i cant tell you how much this helped me, this gently called me back from the brink, soothed me, and eventually allowed me sleep. thank you so so so much, i know you may not see this but if you do i want you to know how eternally grateful i am to you.
No matter how the wind howls, the mountain cannot bow to it. The worse your past is, the more pleasant bad situations get. Make sure to look at a different angle before you snap, because the picture is what matters. Isn’t it beautiful that you have another day to live? It might not be because you need it, but because someone else needs you. :) I wish all the best to you.. and I hope you are well. I would love to meet someone like you who has experienced such hard times, just like me..
I'm 21 and I've been getting through a bad breakup for the last few months. We dated for just shy of four years. I tried my best to take care of and love her but I was bullied and put down so much that the last year of our relationship turned really bad. This music has helped me start to find myself again and forgive myself for the mistakes I made (because I still wish I could've been more kind and patient toward the end). I hope that anyone going through something tough in their lives know that if you hold on to the beauty inside of yourself that everything will get better. Walk in patience, love, and light. Love you all and thank you if you took your time to listen. Hope everyone can have a great day/night.
Thank you for sharing your thoughts. I hope you can grow to be a happy and satisfied person. Remember that happiness is a continuous search, not a final state. Good luck :)
I’m a creative person, but it’s so incredibly hard for me to picture characters for sketches/stories in my mind, even more, it’s nearly impossible for me to speak their back stories. . I can’t even tell you how frustrating it is for me when people ask me to try and explain what I’m thinking. Thanks to music like this though, that’s all possible for me. So all I can say is thank you. Thank you making a mix like this. Thank you to the artists who made the songs. Thank you.
Honestly I feel the same its hard to express and describe what a new characters feeling or has gone threw even when drawing scenes. Its always nice to have music to be able to getbyou more into the feel of how the character of scene might feel like and you can even share it with someone else
I don’t know why but this made me cry. I’ve had some shitty experiences and this just got to me and well that’s a lot considering I’m not a very emotionally person. Thanks to the person who made this I feel better now. Thank you to the peeps who thumbed the comment ❤️😝
From the beautiful, carefully chosen individual songs, to the thumbnail images, to the uniquely aesthetic titles, each one of your videos makes me feel something deep in my heart. Thank you, Dreamy. Keep on doing what you do.
Listening to this mid examination week, I've got to say, theres nothin better than laying down on your bed and listening to this mix. Wish there was someone to stare at the stars with..
we can stare at them together on different sides of the earth, knowing eachother are there. don't be lonely, I'll be there with you not physically, but spiritually.
I usually dont comment but to anyone whos reading this, I dont know what you're going through but I'm pretty sure you have survived much worse than the situation that you're in right now. So hold on tight because I promise you that in the end, you my friend, will get what you dream for and I wish you the best! Sending you lots of Love, A stranger.
I'm trying to pass my class, so that means it's my final exam week. Especially your compilations make me feel inspired and relaxed. Life is such a weird thing that it's such a wide thing that we can never fully live it, but it also feels small and boring time to time like in this case of mine. Although I know that exams don't determine my value or determine anything about me, our system and peer/family pressure made me feel like it does. These music genres make me escape from the reality and dive into my imagination for a while at least, I feel fully alive, I feel my breathing again. I feel that I'm a human being, not like a robot. I love how these compilations make me feel: nostalgic, melancholic, happy, thoughtful all together. I feel colorful again.
@@schatztruheboss861 Hi! I'm so glad that I've been summoned to this lovely playlist thanks to you! Here's the update: I was 3rd year on college and now I am 5th, 1 more to go! Tbh, I'm SO ANXIOUS AND literally got diagnosed with depression. But it's not because of lessons but what's going on in my life despite that... Other than that, I still feel system's pressure and kinda feeling alone nowadays but I guess we build our shields over time and as struggles come. I know everything will pass at least, they might hurt or even leave a scar behind but as long as we stay true to ourselves, I think we will get ourselves up. Can't say I'm the brightest student but I can say that I'm trying and trying to build my healthy habits again! I'm starting to agree with the fact that life is way too short to just sulk and wait for it to just pass and waste it :') Also I have another exam tomorrow and finals next week haha nice timing! So how about you, how are you feeling? How's your study going? Also sorry for the long comment lol 🌸
@@idilmutlu4306 so this words are pretty nice words deap from your heart. hope you get the final exams next week and i am feeling okay right now. i am learning all the day for make my parents proud of me because i am only 16 years old so i cant do much to make them proud. i dont think that i am depressed like you but i had nothing good in my life for a long time. my parents did all for me and i did nothing. i wanted to change it so i am learning now everyday to make them proud because i am doing my secondary school qualifications right now (1 and a half year left) so i have to do much. thats my dream, making my parents proud, then i feel good. the studying is okay because i am hearing to this awesome lofi playlists which help me pretty much to go through this dark time with no emotions to make my parents proud. love you bro, thanks for answering and sorry for the long comment
Feeling sad and like the world is consuming me with so many thoughts in my head. Dozing off with tears in my face I put this on. And just for a moment, I’m living in the moment and life feels good again.
dear starry sky, thank you for shining in the darkest moments when i no longer could-- reminding me that i was not the only one faltering in this vast night.
welp, here I am. ive dropped out of most of my classes, ill have to come back in the fall to complete them if I want my life to be of any value. i don't have a job so everyday is just spent wasting away in bed, or at my desk, or on the couch. wherever. I don't even want to be doing that. it's boring and mind numbing and I hate it. but it's the easiest form of distraction. distracting myself from my surroundings, my situation, my life. so much has changed in the last 9 months. so much has been realized, confronted, explored. but now I'm trapped. I can't be myself but I don't know how much longer I can keep pretending to be someone else. im isolating myself from my friends, and getting strung up on the small petty things that bother me about them instead of just being mature and not complaining about it. that's all I ever do, is complain. it's cause im an asshole, a horrible person. and this crippling anxiety makes me afraid to do even the smallest things. like speak up for myself. or return a smile. or ask for something I need. my life has no meaning or purpose and I can't be with the people I want to. but at the same time, I can't bring myself to leave the people I hate. and even if I did leave, then what? nothing changes. I'm still broke and depressed. and now there's someone in my life who for some reason likes me and cares about me and wants to hold me, and I'm avoiding them. I'm isolating myself. and they're so amazing and understanding but I still feel like a horrible human being for it. I just... what's the point? im forever just waiting, waiting to hear back, waiting for an appointment, waiting for this, waiting for that. you'd think I'd be happy cause right now I get to be at home and play video games and watch TV all day. I don't have to pay for things and my meals are mostly made for me. but you know when you're a kid and you get sick enough that you don't have to go to school? at first it's great cause you get to lie in bed and watch TV. but then you actually start getting really sick. and now your body feels like shit. and then soon you get bored of TV and movies. and then you realize how much school you're missing and how hard it's going to be to catch up. well it's like that, but instead of being sick, you're just... broken. your brain, or something, is just fucked up. and meds don't help. and exercise doesn't help. and meditation doesn't help. nothing helps. something's alleviate the pain, like being with Ash, but that's temporary, like popping a sinus advil. you know it's eventually going to wear off... you have to go back home... so why bother taking it at all? I guess I'll just stay sick forever.
so what will you do? run from this forever till the end of your life? THAT actually would be a scary life to live. But who decides who goes down that path....except you? You know, this sounds really obvious, but it struck a different cord when I heard it, "Doing nothing...changes nothing". And the opposite is true as well "doing something...changes something :)" that person who likes you sees something in you that you don't see in yourself. something valuable. someone valuable. and if you think about it, almost everything in life has a period of being scary before you start it. First day at school, first conversation with a new person, first day on a new job, but you eventually get used to these situations and, and more importantly, comfortable with them. Please, don't continue to run away. Instead, turn around, plant your feet and take your stance. Confront it, whatever it is. because as Arnold Schwarzenegger once said, "life is a workout". I just want to end with a few quotes from Gintama, the show that actually helped me get out of depression. “You’re absolutely right. I can’t do anything alone. Everyone has their flaws and imperfections, but that’s what drives us to work together… To make up for those flaws. Together, we make the perfect main character.” - Gintoki Sakata “If you run into a wall and pretend it doesn’t exist, you’ll never make progress. The wall will never change, so you’re the one who has to change.” - Hijikata Toushirou “There is no need for any proof. There is no need to create any. We just have to live every second to the fullest, and the traces of the path we lived will burn into the ground. That will serve as proof of our existence.” - Hijikata Toushirou “Planets are just places for people to stand on. Planets are just rocks. It takes people to make it a world. You can have as many “Earths” as you want. I only care about what’s inside.” - Sakamoto Tatsuma “You yourself have to change first, or nothing will change for you.” - Gintoki Sakata “There are two things people fear… those are death and embarrassment. Those who try to overcome death are just idiots, but I won’t laugh at those who try to overcome their embarrassment. I like those kind of idiots.” - Gintoki Sakata “When people break their old selves they embark a journey to find their new selves.” - Gintoki Sakata
I used to do so well in school, but now I can't force my mind to focus at all on work anymore, and it troubles me. I feel like I'm losing control over my own life. I'm listening to this as I struggle to write an essay, and it's helping me to keep my mind in control. Thanks.
10:27 isn't it Ross apologizing to Rachel just before they break up in Friends? This scene was so heartbreaking, but listening to this mix is just so calm, nostalgic and melancholic, I love it ❤️
I watch these videos not just for the music, but also for the wholesome comments. To anyone who’s sad and listening to this, you’ll get through it, the sun will come out again, I promise. 💜
Its 2019 but i would like to express how this song helps me with everything finals,homeworks,depression etc, life has been hard and the only thing that keeps me influence by happines is this type of songs, thank u for making this list💕 and happy new year✨❇💕🌟🎊🎉
life. it's a word that is you. you are alive. you know some times I look out the window out to the stars and wonder why there is life. it brings you pain and sadness. but it also brings joy. I don't know what I feel. do you? some times the night is just engulfing. it pulls you in and gives you no sense of life or feeling. we all watch the night go by because we have no choice. this all might be pointless but for some of us we can use this all for a hold onto reality.
Life is what you want it to mean. Life is drinking coffee from your favorite coffee place. Life is when you lay down in a comfy spot to read while listening to the rain fall. To me life is those little moments. Those moments where to many its just another second to tick by. To me however, its an eternity that shapes who i am in that moment. As well as the future. Life is what you want it be :)
Close your eyes and listen to the music, feel the music. To me it feels like a warm blanket from someone I care about being wrapped around my brain. Focus on nothing else but the calm rhythmic beats, forget the outside world, let it all melt away. It's almost hypnotizing how soothing it is and how it just brings such peace to the mind. Imagine standing in the middle of a city, a slight drizzle, no cars or people in sight, just the lights of the buildings.
That quote at the bottom is so fitting! god! ya know that deep sad that you get where you feel like youre ok but deep deep down you can sense something is wrong? thats the sadness i got rn
Sometime at night, he would go out onto the rooftop and look at the stars. Some strange things, the stars. They are the lights of things away from us millions and millions of hours and kilometers. For all we know, the star that made that light is gone and we are looking at the past. Maybe this was the reason that he felt so nostalgic watching the stars. But, nostalgic of what. Is not like he had something to be nostalgic of. He was kinda sad, but like not really sad. He felt like there were something more, something missing from his everyday life. So he grabbed his backpack, and fly towards the stars, to see if they had the answers. I don’t know if he found them, but I’m sure he is got a hella of a sight up there.
It's been a couple years practically since 2018 or 2019 and I'm still coming back to this after so long.. this brings back memories that I possibly won't be able to relive again..
I have depression and my days are always dark.. also i feel like my soul is almost dead. But sometimes your play-list touched me so deeply.. always thank you. I'm really consoled to your songs. Happy new year. (sorry for wrong grammer i'm not good at english ;D )
리 리 I had depression and still have my down days. 😔 I would like to recommend silver cloud and the head space app as these helped calm down my mind and made sense of what was going on. I hope you get better soon!
what is music? some would say its a sound, repeated over and over again to make something new. others would say its a luxury, not a necessity. however, music is none of these things. music is the one single thing that can bring people together with only a few words or chords. its the one thing that can make a cold rainy day feel as warm and fuzzy as sitting in front of the fire on a snowy day. its the one thing that express someones emotion as simply that- emotions. no strings, no unneeded words. music is something the unites us all, and is the one thing that can never truly be torn from humanitys grasp, because music something we will fight for. take our light, our world, our eyes, but as long as humanity can listen we will be alright. we can survive. we can hope.
Feel you man, my uncle Fred passed away about two weeks ago and we had his funeral yesterday and obviously throughout the ceremony there was tears but it really hit everyone when the music started playing it was a franc Sinatra song I think and it just reminded me so much of him as he was a man who would do everything with a smile as well as style and sadly cancer got him at the age of 60, it really made me tear up and I'm someone who rarely ever does but man that song got to me and just made me think how powerful music is, ill try and link the song if I remember, but at least yesterday be held a celebration for him and had family from all over come and we had a great time being able to share memory's of him an if I'm correct in the memory book of him there's was a quote saying "Don't cry because its over, smile because it happened" and man those words will stick with me for a long time, sorry for going completely off topic but its 1oclock and I felt like I needed to get it off my chest, Have a good night
To say that music is a luxury, is nonsense... music is something that you feel, it could be something as cheap as tapping your shoes agaisn't the floor or simple hums during your happiest or saddest times.
@@cosmorunner23 It's always good to get stuff like that off your chest. I hope your uncle lived a happy life before passing. I can emphasize with the thought on music and the passing away of someone loved. Music can be a very strong thing for those who can relate and feel from it. I'm not even sure why I'm responding exactly, partially I think to say my condolences, and partly to emphasize and say there is nothing wrong with getting this kind of thing off your chest. I hope you get sleep and are well
Aurora K Thanks man means a lot, your comment put a smile on my face, weird how such a simple thing can brighten your day, and yes he led a great life before he passed, and he was always someone who was laughing outrageously and cracking jokes and even dancing anywhere even at work where he worked on the underground, thanks again for your condolences and comment and I hope you have a great 2019! 😁
I don't know about you guys, but I absolutely love learning languages. I mean, it's like a hobby to me now. I just love being able to interact with someone of a different background in their own world with their own language. It's beautiful...
out of all youtube thumbnails and clips out images, this has to be the most glamarous and artistic starry light feel that glows out the millions of pictures out there. what im trying to say that because of its lost in the galaxies of lights and colors vibe, this is the most beautiful image i've ever seen in my life. thank you for the wallpaper.
I was just crying because of stress and anxiety. I prayed and then listen to songs and honestly it calmed me down so so quickly. Thank you so much , God bless you 💕
seriously, you find the best songs out there for writing and meditation. Your channel is the one thing that actually makes me stop and just relax without thinking. Thank you
It's nice to relate to so many people, Lofi late at night knowing you're not the only one staring at the night sky taking a moment to appreciate life itself. It's truly beautiful...
Every night I would nightmares , I wouldn't forget them and they are stuck in my head, I forget my good dreams easily , they fade away as soon as I wake up, but when I listen to this , It helps me
This playlist was released the day i started college i was 17 at that time. I graduated last summer and it feels like it all went really fast. I used to listen to this during my freshman year while doing homework.
I miss those dreams that we all have... Flying, feeling the peace in the heart. Maybe the dreams connects with the true escence of the life. Be creative 4ever From Argentina
i feel like the music @ 30:39 is on your final breathe of life you see your eyelids closing and the light retracting from your vision you're scared and no one is there to help you. being sucked from your body. may a higher power be there to help humanity through this.
I love just reading the comments on lofi videos, the lofi community is the one of the only ones i know that isn't toxic. Thank You. I hope who ever is reading this has a fabulous day or a lovely night.
This playlist got me through so much studying, not only did it clear my mind but it made me feel many emotions over many stuff throughout the past year, i was so caught up in studying i was completely cut off from everything around me, this playlist is one of the things that made me feel what i had missed out on during senior year and it motivated me to study even more, this sounds kinda dumb idk if anyone understood lmao. Hope everyone has a great day
Staring at the moon, on the top of a hill, with the fading city lights, and only you and me under the stars. What would we want more? Nothing, I bet you.. But that would be all just a dream, since all our lives we have never met each other. I hope one day, I would meet you, and we could be together, under the stars, on a hill, away from chaos and away from the worries and doubts. We could be happy, for once in our lives. But I choose to keep living this way, with my worries and troubles, so I can get the most of life. But I hope we can find each other one day, to keep each other encouraged and happy, we could teach each other to cope with problems. And I will keep waiting for you. Love, a waiting friend. (P.S I hope everyone finds their "right" friend!)
This is such a pretty thought! I think you're a dreamer like me. I'm a songwriter named Wendebellefly, my music is on Spotify and apple music I think you will like it. Good luck on finding your "right" friend too! And I hope you can live a more stressfree life after finding balance. I hear a lot of people like coloring books to destress. Life is short, live as happily and freely as you can. =) God Bless you.
CloudJelly I hope you’ll continue to write. :) It’s such a great way to destress and reconnect with yourself. It means a lot to me that you’re taking the time to check out my songs, it’s an 11 year dream getting them out and sharing it with the world. Sending good wishes, lots of love and peace! 😊
I was thinking the same thing a few years ago , but in the meanwhile I gave up at this dream ...I accepted the possibility that I may never meet "the right" person because not eveything is in my power, I do what I can and the fate will decide for me. (and it's ok ) It's nice to see that somebody else had the same thoughts as me.
corina o hey girl I believe you’ll find the right person one day. You just have to keep looking as well as you’re growing as a person. It could be in a dance class you meet this person or maybe at a gym or at a watercoloring class. Or even online dating is a thing.
The summer of my 15th birthday was awful, it was the end of my secondary school (I’m french) and my best friend moved out very far away from me. I was actually just a lost teenager searching for my true self. So on those nights when I couldn’t sleep, I just sat on the grass with my dog and started looking at the stars while listening to music (I wish I had Lofi during that time). 2 years ago I came out for the first time to my friends. 3 years later here we are and I found what I think is myself, my best friend is still my best friend even though we don’t talk that often and my dog joined the Milky Way. But now I’m happy with myself and with others and that’s what really matters :).
A couple years ago I listened to this very music mix with someone I loved, we layed in the grass and talked about whatever. We don't talk anymore, but not because we aren't together anymore, she simply became to busy with life. I remember that night whenever I listen to this mix. I thank you for posting this one, it helps me get through these ever slow, yet quick moving, days filled with overthinking.
But... what if there are people who don't know what peace is? What "being mellow" is? For some people, I guess myself included, every time we feel like life's slowed down a bit, everytime we have a moment of peace, our minds openly choose to feel all these powerful dark emotions that aren't healthy at all in the long run, what makes them so powerful however isn't the emotion itself, but the reasoning behind them, and what they are. For example, what do I feel now? Is it pain? Is it loathing? Loss? Sorrow? Desire? Even further so, why do I feel this? I've lost nothing as of late, other than time and energy spent on living. I've nothing to be sad or sorrowful over. I'm loved, I've a roof over my head, and my belly is full. Truth be told i should be merry all-around. But why am I not? Why do I feel a tension in my eyes? Why do I want to scream and shout to get this feeling out of my chest? For those of us who experience peace, we are only reminded of the feelings that linger. Unknowing of what they are, how to interpret them, and with many ways to reach out, but no knowledge or explanation as to what to reach out with. We can say we need help, but don't know what we need help with. We need our own peace, but don't know where to find it, you know? Sorry for the rant, just letting my mind run wild for a bit.
@@gadgetmoogle6355 That is really interesting. When I am at peace I don't have these feelings. I recommend you to do guided meditation, if you haven't already. The app Headspace is awesome and there are lots of others on UA-cam. Maybe it'll help you to find out what makes you feel these emotions! I'm interested in that too now...
Because current societies are poorly engineered to combat those things. It's a byproduct of competition, scarcity, money, etc. So we have to move away from these things; reverse-engineer them. Remove the root causes for them. Check out the organisation: "The Venus Project."
here in midst coronavirus pandemic, quarantined at home. i have to study all by myself for my exams to get into university because we can't go to school. this is getting me thorugh it. times are tough but i know i'll make it, and so will you. sending strength to everyone
It’s amazing how such a video that barely says a lot of words, has done so much for people. It pushed the people who listen forward, it sat and shared nostalgia feelings over the memories with the person that was listening, it would open doors for you, or clear the fog in your vision. This is a beautiful video. I love this.
00:00 MAGNUS -Im not sad. I just made this for the people who are. 02:44 Essence - only time will tell. 04:29 Essence - lets run away and never look back 06:13 Lofi SENPAI-Don't Turn Me Down 09:36 aura-i wish i could take it back but i cant 11:33 kudasai - the idea of you 13:33 NEOPLASMA-thinking about you [w. Oui Lele] 15:54 0_core Not me 18:33 dann.gogh -Little Nightmares 20:23 buenos dias, princesa-me preguntaron por drogas... les hable de su sonrisa 22:40 petunie-the sun is falling down 25:30 KollektivTraum-Going Home
I am having a rough night tonight, but I needed to complete my assignments. I cannot thank you enough for this great playlist. You're saving a life here 💖
I've been all over UA-cam leaving little poems and stuff for you. I remember you saying you loved reading people's comments and it took you away from the bleak hospital room you were stuck in. So guess What? You won't have to worry about not having any to read. I mean I'm sure they have Wi-Fi in heaven Right? Or where ever you are Now? Probably fiber optic too haha. Anyways, if you feel bored sometimes. And you feel like reading my crappy little lines, well they're there for you. I'll see you soon yeah?
*Sometimes life is rough, even on test grades. The stars are beautiful, they all mean something special, and loving. The stars are reflecting you, beautiful. Talented. Loved. No matter what, God has faith in you. I believe in you too, you have a power and that power is to make someone proud of you. So don't regret yourself.*
It's music like this that makes me want to lay on the ground and pretend I'm stuck to the bottom of the earth, that I'm looking down into the depths of space and at any moment gravity will let go and I'll fall into the embrace of the stars and never come back
20:23 for those who don't know, "buenos dias, princesa-me preguntaron por drogas... les hable de su sonrisa" means "good morning princess-they asked me for drugs... I talked about your smile" in Spanish. It's a quote from Life is beautiful
I finally got this downloaded, and every time I listen to the 'I can't take this back' song, I tear up every time. You can't change the past, you can only move forward, I keep crying throughout this entire song list and use it to help with my depression or if I ever need to deal with it because I'm bi-polar. In my life, its not easy to deal with, but its healthy none-the-less for me to cry out how I sometimes feel deep down. I think Lofi may just be my newest favorite genre but mainly because it does help me out.
When ever I look upon the stars, I always feel in trance. As if I can no longer move even through tough times I just stare at the stars thinking about how it must've feel like if I can just do this forever. Thanks to this music I can peacefully sleep through tough times. I just had a break up and this actually helps me calm my mind thank you for this. And for everyone whose having a horrible days or months, I just hope that you can pull through and survive the following days. I hope you all well and merry christmas, and a happy new year for everyone.
At the first music (1:30) im crying... I remember my moments with my family.. I remember moments with my best friends.. I remember everything of my life...thank you to make this relaxing music... I'm happy now
(this is from a story of mine. It just seemed appropriate, since these two (Victor and Neil are their names) like to look at stars. It's long, but oh well) N: "...Hey, did you see that?" V: "Yeah. Shooting star. Don't see those every night." N: "That might be the first time I've ever seen one." V: "Really?" N: "Yep." V: "I've seen like...twelve thousand to be honest." N: "Oh?" V: "Yeah, on my trip to Iceland with Thomas. There was a meteor shower for three nights. And there wasn’t any light pollution, so I could see the galaxy." N: "Victor, you've been everywhere." V: "That was just thanks to Tom. I saw a lot, but I wish I could've gotten settled someplace earlier on." N: "Why?" V: "I would be more sentimental, I guess. I'd have more people close to me...and of course, Thomas would probably still be here." N: "What makes you think that?" V: "Well, if we hadn't-...you ask a whole lot of questions, you know that?" N: "You ask a lot of questions too, you know. You have identity issues.” V: “That’s very funny.” N: “You remember the meltdown you had way back? We were like, sixteen, yeah?" V: "Oh yeah. I think your greatest moment of crisis was when we ate those mushrooms." N: "I'm telling you, man, I had an out of body experience." V: "Bull. Shit." N: "Victor, I swear. God was fuckin talking to me. I was dead and I came back." V: "Neil, no. That voice was me telling you to get off the ground. Listen, all that happened to me were some warped colors. It really wasn't that bad." N: "That was one funky-ass shroom I got then-" V: "Anyway, we were weird." N: "Mhm. Back then I would've never thought I'd be where I am right now. Still with you. And, well, still alive." V: "Me too. I thought I'd be gone or...living under a bridge or something." N: "Hey! There's another shooting star." V: "Wh-another? Where?" N: "There-" V: "Neil, sweetheart, that's a satellite." N: "No it isn't!" V: "It's a spaceship, dipshit. Anyway, I’ve been thinking about that too. Young Victor might have laughed at this. I’m here in this same pickup truck at 30 years old, in the same old field, looking at the same old stars, with the same old Neil." N: "Sorry." V: "No. I'm fine with it. Actually, I had always hoped it would be like this." N: "You know what?" V: "What?" N: "I still feel like we’re...misplaced." V: "Like we were meant to be somewhere else, I know exactly how you feel. But like, where did we come from? Just fuckin' Krypton or something?" N: "God knows, it ain't here. This field, right here, is the only place we can ever go around here to be US. WE are whatever the hell isn't considered normal." V: "Yeah. We're Krypton babies. Or Asgard, I don't know. Do you prefer Marvel or D.C?" N: "Regardless, we belong somewhere else. It's somewhere we're supposed to go someday but I dunno, I'm probably overthinking." V: "You do that a lot." N: "We'll just have to wait. Is it harder to see the stars now? It might be the lights from the town-" V: "I told you we gotta find a way to cut off the lights again." N: "We'd get in trouble." V: "So what? We've always done stupid shit, why do we have to stop?" N: "I guess you're right. There's too much light pollution now." V:"...yeah."
bubbl thank you I’m still working on this. This is the first thing I’ve put out in public about my boys here. Your reply made my day better, thank you for the compliment
I live in Norway so at night in the winter times, I often go outside to watch the clear sky to catch a view at the beautiful auroras we have late at night. I live in a silent place so the wind compliments the scenery I see. The sky is filled with stars and an illuminating moon making me see an epic scenery of the mountains blending all that is just amazing. And I take my time just appreciating how beautiful the world is. This list of songs helps the mood of all that. Thank you...❤️
Thank you Magnus. This improved my life just a little bit better. But whoever is sad that is reading this everything will get better I promise even though you have no idea who I am and things may not be looking up you will be fine. And remember even if you don't think it you are loved and don't think otherwise be yourself and have confidence. Have a good life.
Some time ago, I found something which gave purpose to my life. I'm so excited! I plan each my day, each hour to achieve a goal. It makes me so tired sometimes but this mix helps me to chill out at the end of a day on and even inspires me to go on.
Man, lofi hip hop definitely helps me just forget about my problems, and make a clear mind, I've been feeling very lonely lately due to quarantine, not being able to see the people I love and care about, but in the end, it will all work out, so just wait, and hope for the best. -Emotional Support Soup (definitely not a communist)
I Hope that everyone in this world could live without worring about what people say , I Hope that every person that is suffering depression understands that everybody loves her or him and stops hurting her or himself because everyone deserves to live and be happy and no one is Evil no one is bad everyone has a warm heart all though they don't show , so REMEMBER love yourself 💪💓
I always listen to this when I had a bad day or got in trouble with my family. It calms me down. Thank you so much for uploading this great mix, helps me a Lot
This playlist just makes me think about my life, the mistakes I've made, the people that have gone, if my dreams will come true....I love it, makes me feel alive ❤
This is getting me through finals week. I’ve missed over a month of school for anxiety and I’m almost caught up. If you’re reading this, take this as a sign that everything is going to be okay. It will work out.
I hope you made it through finals week ok, Tara Kay.
Life will get better in time. Time heals anything
but someone special heals you faster than time
Did u pass
Tara Kay thank you. I needed this. And I definitely take it as a sign
I love you
it’s 5am, i am just sitting here. the stars are gone, the sun isn’t up, there isn’t anything to look at. i’m tired, lonely, and depressed. i haven’t really talked to anyone in weeks. i need to talk to someone, but when ever i try i get even more depressed that i can’t keep a conversation going, and if i don’t talk to anybody, i get depressed that i am wasting my life away, in my room. i need to sleep, but it feels wrong to close my eyes. i try to make up stories in my head. oh, and hour passed just thinking. at this point sleeping feels like a chore, but when i am asleep i feel happy, i know i am in a dream, i get to control it. this makes makes me feel like i can’t breathe, but it is comforting. thanks.
Three weeks late, but you need to figure out what is bothering you and attack it. Sounds like an oversimplification right? It's not. For me it was my fear to fail. I was like you, depressed and felt like there was nowhere to turn. No one to turn to. But I was the problem. I was too afraid of failing that I didn't even try. For me it was school. I was failing at the college I go to, and instead of working to better myself, I ignored the problem. It wasn't until having to apply to pharmacy school made me realize how big of a mistake I had made, but more importantly that it's not too late to fix it. It never really is. Right now I'm on hold pending spring grades. My entire future hangs in the balance of the next few months and how well I do, and even though that sounds bad, I have never felt better. I took the leap of faith and decided I was going to try my hardest and whatever happens happens. So for you it may not be school that's weighing on you but something is. Find it. Attack it. Feel better. Hope that helps.
Find your way friend, we all have our own. The second you find what makes you feel good - even the slightest bit, hold on to it and never let go. Dont lose your faith in yourself. I wish you the best of luck
If you like to make up stories, why not try writing and reading?
Go for a run or take a cold bath. Push yourself through the resistance.
"Within the cave you fear to enter lies the treasure you seek" - Joseph Campbell
Find something that you love to do. It sounds like you would enjoy reading or writing stories. Late at night, when you're thinking and making up stories, why don't you write them all down? Create a story out of your thoughts. Start writing in a journal if writing stories doesn't sound like fun. Pour your thoughts onto the paper and let it all out; you don't need to talk to someone to get your worries out if you really don't want to. I wish you the best of everything, please don't give up and always remember that someone cares about you.
I wish my life was full of lofi
I read "lofi" as "loli" and choked on air x"D
Junior Verhelst You can make it happen :3
Thought you said 'loli' and was bouta call the cops.
This totally got me. I wish it too
What if lofi was just life’s background music
Sometimes, at night, I look off into the distance and just want to go. I want to run and jump and never get tired. I want to lose myself and surrender all thoughts to the night. Just living in the moment.
Amen
Damn, you just gave me chills. I feel you brother
Just go
sweet comment qQ Q Q QQ
Same, but I can’t run, I can only run in my head
I usually don't comment. I listen to the soundtrack, read other people's thoughts and enjoy the night. But as the night gives me time for myself and my own thoughts, I just want to talk about how I feel. This is for no one specific, and to be honest, I'm glad about it. I just want to pour out my heart to someone I don't know and probably won't ever see. I don't know how to put my thoughts into words but I just wanna live like this
Looking up to the stars while listening to music. Having nothing to worry about. Not being over thinking too much, just living life and enjoying the moment I'm living in.
I get you. Just letting all thoughts pour and blur into each other. And breathing.
you just commented about... not... commenting.... props man
Life is made up of little moments like these. Enjoy the time, take a deep breath and exhale slowly. If you feel alone, you're not. We're all here for the same music. I may not know you and you may not know me but when we find this music, it connects us. And we are no longer alone. I hope you're doing well is this crazy world we're in. Keep looking up into the starry night and smile.
@@divyajha5747 ?
you know what bro? if you want you can talk about it with me. do you have discord or instagram? maybe we can get friends and in 2 years when i finished cool i will meet you and we will look together in the stars and enjoy it to think about nothing
I sit here in my room tonight, lying asleep on my couch while my brother is in my bed fast asleep. I feel so many emotions going by. My life seems to be going by right before my eyes. It feels like only a month ago we went to the store together. It feels like only a week ago we watched a movie at your house. It feels like a few days ago we fought and argue. But... every day feels like yesterday since you've passed... Why is it when I need you most and can understand you most you left? Why did I wish such horrible things? Its been 2 years since my wish finally came true and it still feels like only yesterday I got the news that you took your final breath and cried your last tear... I only hope now that you are so much happier, free of your illnesses in your mind. I'm sorry, but I'll see you soon when I lived a life you'd be happy of. I love you, mom...💔
edit: it's been 3 years since I made this comment. And honestly I still do feel her presence from here and there. I honestly can't believe it's been 3 years. I feel like I haven't grown much even tho I know I have. I feel so old and know I'm so young. Idk if I'm still making the right decisions. I think I have a plan but I'm not sure if it's going to work out fully. I can't reread this without crying cause it still feels the same but my life has drastically and vastly changed. Within 3 years I didn't accomplish anything really big, I tried to celebrate life and kept getting stabbed in the back by friends and ppl that were close enough I called family. Yet strangely enough I feel better without them in my life. I've been able to step back and learn who I am and the type of person that I want to be. I've never made myself feel like I had grounding like this in my life. I may still be struggling but I'm still fighting.
And to those that have commented or related, thank you, and to others I'm also sorry for your lost. Many of us have different stories, some rougher than others but I'm so glad that I have made many not feel alone in this life.
I love you all, and keep fighting, no matter how long it takes. We'll all get there eventually ❤️
And we'll all be happy of your life. Be happy, look at the stars, and remember then that you are looking at something that has passed away a long time ago. Sometimes i hope the people we loved watch us from the stars. And it's certainly true. Your mother will always be proud of you, so live your life
holy shit.
i love you. i'm here for you and your mother.
I'm sorry for your loss. It breaks my heart that more and more people lose theirs life everyday. And hey, I miss my mom too so your not alone either (she not dead). I miss my mom everyday wondering if she'll come back to us. I miss her so much. So yeah take care of yourself and your brother. 👍😢 keep your family close
i lost my mom three years ago she chocked to death and i could not save her i tried so hard my arms went numb and it kills me inside know that i failed the one person in this world that believed in me the most and it consumes my every being and the only thing that is worse is knowing that it would kill her all over again to know that the weight of her death consumes me
to conquer the stars, you must start little by little on the ground. skill doesnt build in a day and sometimes not even a week. but you do want to see the glowing spectacles every night sky right? be ambitious and head for those dreams that lie above the skies but also inside your heart.
If you are reading this, have a nice day :)
(Edit: omg thanks for likes p.s. yeah and have a nice night too :))
i hope
U toooo
Hope for u too c:
i smiled when i saw this comment. Thank you for that
Or a nice night :)
Magical night, isn't it? Out of all the stars, you shine the brightest.
❤️
Aw
You too ❤
Ohhh, stop it, you! U\\\\U
😍
i listened to this on new years eve, the same night my parents told me i dont deserve to be their child, the same night my brother tried to run away and almost died, the same night i could hear my family's sobbing leaking through the thin walls, i cant tell you how much this helped me, this gently called me back from the brink, soothed me, and eventually allowed me sleep. thank you so so so much, i know you may not see this but if you do i want you to know how eternally grateful i am to you.
Music heals deep wounds
this the shit thats fur real forever and what happend for you in your hour proves it soul to soul touching in a symphony
R/thathapped
No matter how the wind howls, the mountain cannot bow to it. The worse your past is, the more pleasant bad situations get. Make sure to look at a different angle before you snap, because the picture is what matters. Isn’t it beautiful that you have another day to live? It might not be because you need it, but because someone else needs you. :) I wish all the best to you.. and I hope you are well. I would love to meet someone like you who has experienced such hard times, just like me..
I'm really proud of you
I'm 21 and I've been getting through a bad breakup for the last few months. We dated for just shy of four years. I tried my best to take care of and love her but I was bullied and put down so much that the last year of our relationship turned really bad. This music has helped me start to find myself again and forgive myself for the mistakes I made (because I still wish I could've been more kind and patient toward the end). I hope that anyone going through something tough in their lives know that if you hold on to the beauty inside of yourself that everything will get better. Walk in patience, love, and light.
Love you all and thank you if you took your time to listen. Hope everyone can have a great day/night.
Thank u. U arnt alone
Thank you for sharing your thoughts. I hope you can grow to be a happy and satisfied person. Remember that happiness is a continuous search, not a final state. Good luck :)
I’m a creative person, but it’s so incredibly hard for me to picture characters for sketches/stories in my mind, even more, it’s nearly impossible for me to speak their back stories. . I can’t even tell you how frustrating it is for me when people ask me to try and explain what I’m thinking. Thanks to music like this though, that’s all possible for me. So all I can say is thank you. Thank you making a mix like this. Thank you to the artists who made the songs. Thank you.
Honestly I feel the same its hard to express and describe what a new characters feeling or has gone threw even when drawing scenes. Its always nice to have music to be able to getbyou more into the feel of how the character of scene might feel like and you can even share it with someone else
Nice one!
It’s you
😯☺️
Wish I could live in the cover picture...💘😞🖤✨
I don’t know why but this made me cry. I’ve had some shitty experiences and this just got to me and well that’s a lot considering I’m not a very emotionally person. Thanks to the person who made this I feel better now.
Thank you to the peeps who thumbed the comment ❤️😝
Its ok :) it got me misty too
I'm not crying, you are crying! :'
I can just feel the wave of calm flow over me, for someone like me... it's mysterious, but i never want it to go.
From the beautiful, carefully chosen individual songs, to the thumbnail images, to the uniquely aesthetic titles, each one of your videos makes me feel something deep in my heart. Thank you, Dreamy. Keep on doing what you do.
Listening to this mid examination week, I've got to say, theres nothin better than laying down on your bed and listening to this mix. Wish there was someone to stare at the stars with..
I can stare at them with you, in spirit
Love my friend compjters are the repelant, staying on the video games isnt life its just exsistance
I'd gladly look at them with you.
we can stare at them together on different sides of the earth, knowing eachother are there. don't be lonely, I'll be there with you not physically, but spiritually.
I usually dont comment but to anyone whos reading this, I dont know what you're going through but I'm pretty sure you have survived much worse than the situation that you're in right now. So hold on tight because I promise you that in the end, you my friend, will get what you dream for and I wish you the best!
Sending you lots of Love, A stranger.
I'm trying to pass my class, so that means it's my final exam week. Especially your compilations make me feel inspired and relaxed. Life is such a weird thing that it's such a wide thing that we can never fully live it, but it also feels small and boring time to time like in this case of mine. Although I know that exams don't determine my value or determine anything about me, our system and peer/family pressure made me feel like it does. These music genres make me escape from the reality and dive into my imagination for a while at least, I feel fully alive, I feel my breathing again. I feel that I'm a human being, not like a robot. I love how these compilations make me feel: nostalgic, melancholic, happy, thoughtful all together. I feel colorful again.
bro i have nearly the same thing right now, i feel with you. so pls tell me, did you got it? what did you in the last 2 years?
@@schatztruheboss861 Hi! I'm so glad that I've been summoned to this lovely playlist thanks to you! Here's the update: I was 3rd year on college and now I am 5th, 1 more to go! Tbh, I'm SO ANXIOUS AND literally got diagnosed with depression. But it's not because of lessons but what's going on in my life despite that... Other than that, I still feel system's pressure and kinda feeling alone nowadays but I guess we build our shields over time and as struggles come. I know everything will pass at least, they might hurt or even leave a scar behind but as long as we stay true to ourselves, I think we will get ourselves up. Can't say I'm the brightest student but I can say that I'm trying and trying to build my healthy habits again! I'm starting to agree with the fact that life is way too short to just sulk and wait for it to just pass and waste it :') Also I have another exam tomorrow and finals next week haha nice timing! So how about you, how are you feeling? How's your study going? Also sorry for the long comment lol 🌸
@@idilmutlu4306 so this words are pretty nice words deap from your heart. hope you get the final exams next week and i am feeling okay right now. i am learning all the day for make my parents proud of me because i am only 16 years old so i cant do much to make them proud. i dont think that i am depressed like you but i had nothing good in my life for a long time. my parents did all for me and i did nothing. i wanted to change it so i am learning now everyday to make them proud because i am doing my secondary school qualifications right now (1 and a half year left) so i have to do much. thats my dream, making my parents proud, then i feel good. the studying is okay because i am hearing to this awesome lofi playlists which help me pretty much to go through this dark time with no emotions to make my parents proud. love you bro, thanks for answering and sorry for the long comment
Hope you’re doing good now!
@@schatztruheboss861 you have a very pure heart. Hope you’re doing good
Feeling sad and like the world is consuming me with so many thoughts in my head. Dozing off with tears in my face I put this on. And just for a moment, I’m living in the moment and life feels good again.
dear starry sky,
thank you for shining
in the darkest moments
when i no longer could--
reminding me that i was
not the only one faltering
in this vast night.
welp, here I am. ive dropped out of most of my classes, ill have to come back in the fall to complete them if I want my life to be of any value. i don't have a job so everyday is just spent wasting away in bed, or at my desk, or on the couch. wherever. I don't even want to be doing that. it's boring and mind numbing and I hate it. but it's the easiest form of distraction. distracting myself from my surroundings, my situation, my life. so much has changed in the last 9 months. so much has been realized, confronted, explored. but now I'm trapped. I can't be myself but I don't know how much longer I can keep pretending to be someone else. im isolating myself from my friends, and getting strung up on the small petty things that bother me about them instead of just being mature and not complaining about it. that's all I ever do, is complain. it's cause im an asshole, a horrible person. and this crippling anxiety makes me afraid to do even the smallest things. like speak up for myself. or return a smile. or ask for something I need. my life has no meaning or purpose and I can't be with the people I want to. but at the same time, I can't bring myself to leave the people I hate. and even if I did leave, then what? nothing changes. I'm still broke and depressed. and now there's someone in my life who for some reason likes me and cares about me and wants to hold me, and I'm avoiding them. I'm isolating myself. and they're so amazing and understanding but I still feel like a horrible human being for it. I just... what's the point? im forever just waiting, waiting to hear back, waiting for an appointment, waiting for this, waiting for that. you'd think I'd be happy cause right now I get to be at home and play video games and watch TV all day. I don't have to pay for things and my meals are mostly made for me.
but you know when you're a kid and you get sick enough that you don't have to go to school? at first it's great cause you get to lie in bed and watch TV. but then you actually start getting really sick. and now your body feels like shit. and then soon you get bored of TV and movies. and then you realize how much school you're missing and how hard it's going to be to catch up.
well it's like that, but instead of being sick, you're just... broken. your brain, or something, is just fucked up. and meds don't help. and exercise doesn't help. and meditation doesn't help. nothing helps. something's alleviate the pain, like being with Ash, but that's temporary, like popping a sinus advil. you know it's eventually going to wear off... you have to go back home... so why bother taking it at all?
I guess I'll just stay sick forever.
i feel that, its me every day when i get home from robotics at 4:30 every day after school.
I don't think I've ever read something that I've related to more on a personal level
so what will you do? run from this forever till the end of your life?
THAT actually would be a scary life to live. But who decides who goes down that path....except you? You know, this sounds really obvious, but it struck a different cord when I heard it, "Doing nothing...changes nothing". And the opposite is true as well "doing something...changes something :)"
that person who likes you sees something in you that you don't see in yourself. something valuable. someone valuable. and if you think about it, almost everything in life has a period of being scary before you start it. First day at school, first conversation with a new person, first day on a new job, but you eventually get used to these situations and, and more importantly, comfortable with them.
Please, don't continue to run away. Instead, turn around, plant your feet and take your stance. Confront it, whatever it is. because as Arnold Schwarzenegger once said, "life is a workout".
I just want to end with a few quotes from Gintama, the show that actually helped me get out of depression.
“You’re absolutely right. I can’t do anything alone. Everyone has their flaws and imperfections, but that’s what drives us to work together… To make up for those flaws. Together, we make the perfect main character.” - Gintoki Sakata
“If you run into a wall and pretend it doesn’t exist, you’ll never make progress. The wall will never change, so you’re the one who has to change.” - Hijikata Toushirou
“There is no need for any proof. There is no need to create any. We just have to live every second to the fullest, and the traces of the path we lived will burn into the ground. That will serve as proof of our existence.” - Hijikata Toushirou
“Planets are just places for people to stand on. Planets are just rocks. It takes people to make it a world. You can have as many “Earths” as you want. I only care about what’s inside.” - Sakamoto Tatsuma
“You yourself have to change first, or nothing will change for you.” - Gintoki Sakata
“There are two things people fear… those are death and embarrassment. Those who try to overcome death are just idiots, but I won’t laugh at those who try to overcome their embarrassment. I like those kind of idiots.” - Gintoki Sakata
“When people break their old selves they embark a journey to find their new selves.” - Gintoki Sakata
I used to do so well in school, but now I can't force my mind to focus at all on work anymore, and it troubles me. I feel like I'm losing control over my own life. I'm listening to this as I struggle to write an essay, and it's helping me to keep my mind in control. Thanks.
10:27 isn't it Ross apologizing to Rachel just before they break up in Friends?
This scene was so heartbreaking, but listening to this mix is just so calm, nostalgic and melancholic, I love it ❤️
I watch these videos not just for the music, but also for the wholesome comments. To anyone who’s sad and listening to this, you’ll get through it, the sun will come out again, I promise. 💜
Wish I could live in the cover picture...💘😞🖤✨
I agree. I was thinking the same thing! BTW, it's nice to find another Calvin and Hobbes fan!
Its 2019 but i would like to express how this song helps me with everything finals,homeworks,depression etc, life has been hard and the only thing that keeps me influence by happines is this type of songs, thank u for making this list💕 and happy new year✨❇💕🌟🎊🎉
life. it's a word that is you. you are alive. you know some times I look out the window out to the stars and wonder why there is life. it brings you pain and sadness. but it also brings joy. I don't know what I feel. do you? some times the night is just engulfing. it pulls you in and gives you no sense of life or feeling. we all watch the night go by because we have no choice. this all might be pointless but for some of us we can use this all for a hold onto reality.
Life and night brought us together, can't we enjoy the moment?
No further meaning, just plain joy from being with friends.
Aleex Durst thank you for that insight
Life is what you want it to mean. Life is drinking coffee from your favorite coffee place. Life is when you lay down in a comfy spot to read while listening to the rain fall. To me life is those little moments. Those moments where to many its just another second to tick by. To me however, its an eternity that shapes who i am in that moment. As well as the future. Life is what you want it be :)
❤✌
I love you
Love the friends reference in the background
where?
9:36
They were on a break !
lol ikr!!!!
Lil too much tho coulda stopped after the first sound bite
Close your eyes and listen to the music, feel the music. To me it feels like a warm blanket from someone I care about being wrapped around my brain. Focus on nothing else but the calm rhythmic beats, forget the outside world, let it all melt away. It's almost hypnotizing how soothing it is and how it just brings such peace to the mind. Imagine standing in the middle of a city, a slight drizzle, no cars or people in sight, just the lights of the buildings.
It's beautiful, poetic and idk
I almost go outside in the night just because it inpired me to do this.
xrainlover I love this.
It makes me feel like I’m in the woods, warmed by the campfire I made, and I’m just looking into the sky, such a nice feeling
That quote at the bottom is so fitting! god! ya know that deep sad that you get where you feel like youre ok but deep deep down you can sense something is wrong? thats the sadness i got rn
Sometime at night, he would go out onto the rooftop and look at the stars. Some strange things, the stars. They are the lights of things away from us millions and millions of hours and kilometers. For all we know, the star that made that light is gone and we are looking at the past. Maybe this was the reason that he felt so nostalgic watching the stars. But, nostalgic of what. Is not like he had something to be nostalgic of. He was kinda sad, but like not really sad. He felt like there were something more, something missing from his everyday life. So he grabbed his backpack, and fly towards the stars, to see if they had the answers. I don’t know if he found them, but I’m sure he is got a hella of a sight up there.
I’m sorry if there are some mistakes, but I kinda wanted this to be written in a rush, without second thoughts
Is this referring to suicide?
I felt this on next level
That's beautiful...if you've lost someone through death or them just going away I'm so sorry...just wanted to say youre writing is wonderful 😊💗 *hugs*
really amazing job, pippo. :)
Listening to this right now, and I didn’t realize that I needed to cry..all of my stress kind of just melted away, thank you ❤️
Nothing is more beautiful than listening to this laying down on bed and transcend into just another world.😍 Love your work man 😉
It's been a couple years practically since 2018 or 2019 and I'm still coming back to this after so long.. this brings back memories that I possibly won't be able to relive again..
x2
I have depression and my days are always dark.. also i feel like my soul is almost dead.
But sometimes your play-list touched me so deeply..
always thank you. I'm really consoled to your songs.
Happy new year.
(sorry for wrong grammer i'm not good at english ;D )
리 리 I had depression and still have my down days. 😔 I would like to recommend silver cloud and the head space app as these helped calm down my mind and made sense of what was going on.
I hope you get better soon!
Hey man, its been a while since you left this comment and im concerned for you, im here for you eyy? How are you now?
Keep strong, man or girl. I wish you the best.
what is music? some would say its a sound, repeated over and over again to make something new. others would say its a luxury, not a necessity. however, music is none of these things. music is the one single thing that can bring people together with only a few words or chords. its the one thing that can make a cold rainy day feel as warm and fuzzy as sitting in front of the fire on a snowy day. its the one thing that express someones emotion as simply that- emotions. no strings, no unneeded words. music is something the unites us all, and is the one thing that can never truly be torn from humanitys grasp, because music something we will fight for. take our light, our world, our eyes, but as long as humanity can listen we will be alright. we can survive. we can hope.
Feel you man, my uncle Fred passed away about two weeks ago and we had his funeral yesterday and obviously throughout the ceremony there was tears but it really hit everyone when the music started playing it was a franc Sinatra song I think and it just reminded me so much of him as he was a man who would do everything with a smile as well as style and sadly cancer got him at the age of 60, it really made me tear up and I'm someone who rarely ever does but man that song got to me and just made me think how powerful music is, ill try and link the song if I remember, but at least yesterday be held a celebration for him and had family from all over come and we had a great time being able to share memory's of him an if I'm correct in the memory book of him there's was a quote saying "Don't cry because its over, smile because it happened" and man those words will stick with me for a long time, sorry for going completely off topic but its 1oclock and I felt like I needed to get it off my chest, Have a good night
To say that music is a luxury, is nonsense... music is something that you feel, it could be something as cheap as tapping your shoes agaisn't the floor or simple hums during your happiest or saddest times.
DAMN IT I JUST WANTED TO LISTEN TO SOME CHILL BEATS THEN THERE YOU GO, MAKING ME QUESTION MY EXISTENCE
@@cosmorunner23 It's always good to get stuff like that off your chest. I hope your uncle lived a happy life before passing. I can emphasize with the thought on music and the passing away of someone loved. Music can be a very strong thing for those who can relate and feel from it. I'm not even sure why I'm responding exactly, partially I think to say my condolences, and partly to emphasize and say there is nothing wrong with getting this kind of thing off your chest. I hope you get sleep and are well
Aurora K Thanks man means a lot, your comment put a smile on my face, weird how such a simple thing can brighten your day, and yes he led a great life before he passed, and he was always someone who was laughing outrageously and cracking jokes and even dancing anywhere even at work where he worked on the underground, thanks again for your condolences and comment and I hope you have a great 2019! 😁
You make the best mixes! You have undoubtedly become my favorite channel on UA-cam .. 🖤
I don't know about you guys, but I absolutely love learning languages. I mean, it's like a hobby to me now. I just love being able to interact with someone of a different background in their own world with their own language. It's beautiful...
Dreamy, I feel dreamy right now, very nice mix. I like it.
I like your profile pic... 😏😂
Thanks for putting me in Dreamy :)
Hope you enjoy the mix and have a good day guys !
It's morning here but good music and my lovely good dog is next to me sleeping peacefully so it's perfect 💕
Beautiful...where are my 420 folks? Listening to this when you're above the clouds is amazing 💕
out of all youtube thumbnails and clips out images, this has to be the most glamarous and artistic starry light feel that glows out the millions of pictures out there. what im trying to say that because of its lost in the galaxies of lights and colors vibe, this is the most beautiful image i've ever seen in my life. thank you for the wallpaper.
I was just crying because of stress and anxiety. I prayed and then listen to songs and honestly it calmed me down so so quickly. Thank you so much , God bless you 💕
seriously, you find the best songs out there for writing and meditation. Your channel is the one thing that actually makes me stop and just relax without thinking. Thank you
It's nice to relate to so many people, Lofi late at night knowing you're not the only one staring at the night sky taking a moment to appreciate life itself. It's truly beautiful...
Every night I would nightmares , I wouldn't forget them and they are stuck in my head,
I forget my good dreams easily , they fade away as soon as I wake up, but when I listen to this , It helps me
This playlist was released the day i started college i was 17 at that time. I graduated last summer and it feels like it all went really fast. I used to listen to this during my freshman year while doing homework.
I miss those dreams that we all have...
Flying, feeling the peace in the heart.
Maybe the dreams connects with the true escence of the life.
Be creative 4ever
From Argentina
i feel like the music @ 30:39 is on your final breathe of life you see your eyelids closing and the light retracting from your vision you're scared and no one is there to help you. being sucked from your body. may a higher power be there to help humanity through this.
when i die, dont cry, look at the dark sky and say goodbye...
I love just reading the comments on lofi videos, the lofi community is the one of the only ones i know that isn't toxic. Thank You. I hope who ever is reading this has a fabulous day or a lovely night.
always a good day when *Dreamy* uploads.
This playlist got me through so much studying, not only did it clear my mind but it made me feel many emotions over many stuff throughout the past year, i was so caught up in studying i was completely cut off from everything around me, this playlist is one of the things that made me feel what i had missed out on during senior year and it motivated me to study even more, this sounds kinda dumb idk if anyone understood lmao.
Hope everyone has a great day
Staring at the moon, on the top of a hill, with the fading city lights, and only you and me under the stars. What would we want more? Nothing, I bet you.. But that would be all just a dream, since all our lives we have never met each other. I hope one day, I would meet you, and we could be together, under the stars, on a hill, away from chaos and away from the worries and doubts. We could be happy, for once in our lives. But I choose to keep living this way, with my worries and troubles, so I can get the most of life. But I hope we can find each other one day, to keep each other encouraged and happy, we could teach each other to cope with problems. And I will keep waiting for you. Love, a waiting friend. (P.S I hope everyone finds their "right" friend!)
This is such a pretty thought! I think you're a dreamer like me. I'm a songwriter named Wendebellefly, my music is on Spotify and apple music I think you will like it. Good luck on finding your "right" friend too! And I hope you can live a more stressfree life after finding balance. I hear a lot of people like coloring books to destress. Life is short, live as happily and freely as you can. =) God Bless you.
@@wendywang4435 thanks! I write a lot on my spare time, but I don't have the social media to post it online. And you BET I'll check out you music!
CloudJelly I hope you’ll continue to write. :) It’s such a great way to destress and reconnect with yourself. It means a lot to me that you’re taking the time to check out my songs, it’s an 11 year dream getting them out and sharing it with the world. Sending good wishes, lots of love and peace! 😊
I was thinking the same thing a few years ago , but in the meanwhile I gave up at this dream ...I accepted the possibility that I may never meet "the right" person because not eveything is in my power, I do what I can and the fate will decide for me. (and it's ok ) It's nice to see that somebody else had the same thoughts as me.
corina o hey girl I believe you’ll find the right person one day. You just have to keep looking as well as you’re growing as a person. It could be in a dance class you meet this person or maybe at a gym or at a watercoloring class. Or even online dating is a thing.
The summer of my 15th birthday was awful, it was the end of my secondary school (I’m french) and my best friend moved out very far away from me. I was actually just a lost teenager searching for my true self. So on those nights when I couldn’t sleep, I just sat on the grass with my dog and started looking at the stars while listening to music (I wish I had Lofi during that time). 2 years ago I came out for the first time to my friends. 3 years later here we are and I found what I think is myself, my best friend is still my best friend even though we don’t talk that often and my dog joined the Milky Way. But now I’m happy with myself and with others and that’s what really matters :).
The first one was great, actually, no. Everything was great. Thanks so much Dreamy, you really make my day.
A couple years ago I listened to this very music mix with someone I loved, we layed in the grass and talked about whatever. We don't talk anymore, but not because we aren't together anymore, she simply became to busy with life. I remember that night whenever I listen to this mix. I thank you for posting this one, it helps me get through these ever slow, yet quick moving, days filled with overthinking.
Why fight, bicker, argue, wage war, kill, bully, wish I’ll, if we all chill out and work together we can accomplish so much more, #stayMellow.
But... what if there are people who don't know what peace is? What "being mellow" is? For some people, I guess myself included, every time we feel like life's slowed down a bit, everytime we have a moment of peace, our minds openly choose to feel all these powerful dark emotions that aren't healthy at all in the long run, what makes them so powerful however isn't the emotion itself, but the reasoning behind them, and what they are. For example, what do I feel now? Is it pain? Is it loathing? Loss? Sorrow? Desire? Even further so, why do I feel this? I've lost nothing as of late, other than time and energy spent on living. I've nothing to be sad or sorrowful over. I'm loved, I've a roof over my head, and my belly is full. Truth be told i should be merry all-around. But why am I not? Why do I feel a tension in my eyes? Why do I want to scream and shout to get this feeling out of my chest?
For those of us who experience peace, we are only reminded of the feelings that linger. Unknowing of what they are, how to interpret them, and with many ways to reach out, but no knowledge or explanation as to what to reach out with. We can say we need help, but don't know what we need help with. We need our own peace, but don't know where to find it, you know?
Sorry for the rant, just letting my mind run wild for a bit.
@@gadgetmoogle6355 That is really interesting. When I am at peace I don't have these feelings. I recommend you to do guided meditation, if you haven't already. The app Headspace is awesome and there are lots of others on UA-cam. Maybe it'll help you to find out what makes you feel these emotions! I'm interested in that too now...
Because current societies are poorly engineered to combat those things. It's a byproduct of competition, scarcity, money, etc.
So we have to move away from these things; reverse-engineer them. Remove the root causes for them.
Check out the organisation: "The Venus Project."
Out of all the Lofi mixes I've listen to, I keep coming back to this one. It's so magical. Haunting yet beautiful.
here in midst coronavirus pandemic, quarantined at home. i have to study all by myself for my exams to get into university because we can't go to school. this is getting me thorugh it. times are tough but i know i'll make it, and so will you. sending strength to everyone
It’s amazing how such a video that barely says a lot of words, has done so much for people. It pushed the people who listen forward, it sat and shared nostalgia feelings over the memories with the person that was listening, it would open doors for you, or clear the fog in your vision. This is a beautiful video. I love this.
00:00 MAGNUS -Im not sad. I just made this for the people who are.
02:44 Essence - only time will tell.
04:29 Essence - lets run away and never look back
06:13 Lofi SENPAI-Don't Turn Me Down
09:36 aura-i wish i could take it back but i cant
11:33 kudasai - the idea of you
13:33 NEOPLASMA-thinking about you [w. Oui Lele]
15:54 0_core Not me
18:33 dann.gogh -Little Nightmares
20:23 buenos dias, princesa-me preguntaron por drogas... les hable de su sonrisa
22:40 petunie-the sun is falling down
25:30 KollektivTraum-Going Home
The going home hits different
Perfect music for me to listen to while I read my book and prepare for school tomorrow. I love this channel and LoFi in general.
I am having a rough night tonight, but I needed to complete my assignments. I cannot thank you enough for this great playlist. You're saving a life here 💖
Having the opportunity to listen to this every day is very soothing
I've been all over UA-cam leaving little poems and stuff for you.
I remember you saying you loved reading people's comments and it took you away from the bleak hospital room you were stuck in.
So guess What? You won't have to worry about not having any to read. I mean I'm sure they have Wi-Fi in heaven Right? Or where ever you are Now? Probably fiber optic too haha. Anyways, if you feel bored sometimes. And you feel like reading my crappy little lines, well they're there for you.
I'll see you soon yeah?
HonestLEIR I'm so sorry for your loss
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Are you ok man? Do you need to talk?
That's beautiful...im so sorry you had to suffer such pain and loss though...please...don't give up yet friend...💗
Great poem, I'm sorry for your loss.
*Sometimes life is rough, even on test grades. The stars are beautiful, they all mean something special, and loving. The stars are reflecting you, beautiful. Talented. Loved. No matter what, God has faith in you. I believe in you too, you have a power and that power is to make someone proud of you. So don't regret yourself.*
that's exactly what i need
It's music like this that makes me want to lay on the ground and pretend I'm stuck to the bottom of the earth, that I'm looking down into the depths of space and at any moment gravity will let go and I'll fall into the embrace of the stars and never come back
20:23 for those who don't know, "buenos dias, princesa-me preguntaron por drogas... les hable de su sonrisa" means "good morning princess-they asked me for drugs... I talked about your smile" in Spanish.
It's a quote from Life is beautiful
To everyone reading this, you got this. Keep pushing forward. Giving up is never the answer. ❤️
Love your lofi mixes! Thank you for putting in the work for these awesome vids!
I finally got this downloaded, and every time I listen to the 'I can't take this back' song, I tear up every time. You can't change the past, you can only move forward, I keep crying throughout this entire song list and use it to help with my depression or if I ever need to deal with it because I'm bi-polar. In my life, its not easy to deal with, but its healthy none-the-less for me to cry out how I sometimes feel deep down.
I think Lofi may just be my newest favorite genre but mainly because it does help me out.
wow, lovely background and chill music
When ever I look upon the stars, I always feel in trance. As if I can no longer move even through tough times I just stare at the stars thinking about how it must've feel like if I can just do this forever. Thanks to this music I can peacefully sleep through tough times. I just had a break up and this actually helps me calm my mind thank you for this. And for everyone whose having a horrible days or months, I just hope that you can pull through and survive the following days. I hope you all well and merry christmas, and a happy new year for everyone.
Dreamy Thank you. (T.T) You have no idea how much your content means to me.
on soundcloud:
soundcloud.com/user-57319682-246741507/magic-nightisnt-it-lofi-hip-hop-mix-dreamy
Dreamy Excellent music,,, Thanx... It's 4.30 am & this music is perfect,, keep up the good w0rx 📡🎧🍷🔭🍺🚀
wow
what about after those ones
At the first music (1:30) im crying... I remember my moments with my family.. I remember moments with my best friends.. I remember everything of my life...thank you to make this relaxing music... I'm happy now
(this is from a story of mine. It just seemed appropriate, since these two (Victor and Neil are their names) like to look at stars. It's long, but oh well)
N: "...Hey, did you see that?"
V: "Yeah. Shooting star. Don't see those every night."
N: "That might be the first time I've ever seen one."
V: "Really?"
N: "Yep."
V: "I've seen like...twelve thousand to be honest."
N: "Oh?"
V: "Yeah, on my trip to Iceland with Thomas. There was a meteor shower for three nights. And there wasn’t any light pollution, so I could see the galaxy."
N: "Victor, you've been everywhere."
V: "That was just thanks to Tom. I saw a lot, but I wish I could've gotten settled someplace earlier on."
N: "Why?"
V: "I would be more sentimental, I guess. I'd have more people close to me...and of course, Thomas would probably still be here."
N: "What makes you think that?"
V: "Well, if we hadn't-...you ask a whole lot of questions, you know that?"
N: "You ask a lot of questions too, you know. You have identity issues.”
V: “That’s very funny.”
N: “You remember the meltdown you had way back? We were like, sixteen, yeah?"
V: "Oh yeah. I think your greatest moment of crisis was when we ate those mushrooms."
N: "I'm telling you, man, I had an out of body experience."
V: "Bull. Shit."
N: "Victor, I swear. God was fuckin talking to me. I was dead and I came back."
V: "Neil, no. That voice was me telling you to get off the ground. Listen, all that happened to me were some warped colors. It really wasn't that bad."
N: "That was one funky-ass shroom I got then-"
V: "Anyway, we were weird."
N: "Mhm. Back then I would've never thought I'd be where I am right now. Still with you. And, well, still alive."
V: "Me too. I thought I'd be gone or...living under a bridge or something."
N: "Hey! There's another shooting star."
V: "Wh-another? Where?"
N: "There-"
V: "Neil, sweetheart, that's a satellite."
N: "No it isn't!"
V: "It's a spaceship, dipshit. Anyway, I’ve been thinking about that too. Young Victor might have laughed at this. I’m here in this same pickup truck at 30 years old, in the same old field, looking at the same old stars, with the same old Neil."
N: "Sorry."
V: "No. I'm fine with it. Actually, I had always hoped it would be like this."
N: "You know what?"
V: "What?"
N: "I still feel like we’re...misplaced."
V: "Like we were meant to be somewhere else, I know exactly how you feel. But like, where did we come from? Just fuckin' Krypton or something?"
N: "God knows, it ain't here. This field, right here, is the only place we can ever go around here to be US. WE are whatever the hell isn't considered normal."
V: "Yeah. We're Krypton babies. Or Asgard, I don't know. Do you prefer Marvel or D.C?"
N: "Regardless, we belong somewhere else. It's somewhere we're supposed to go someday but I dunno, I'm probably overthinking."
V: "You do that a lot."
N: "We'll just have to wait. Is it harder to see the stars now? It might be the lights from the town-"
V: "I told you we gotta find a way to cut off the lights again."
N: "We'd get in trouble."
V: "So what? We've always done stupid shit, why do we have to stop?"
N: "I guess you're right. There's too much light pollution now."
V:"...yeah."
this comment makes me unreasonably happy, please become a writer aha
bubbl thank you I’m still working on this. This is the first thing I’ve put out in public about my boys here. Your reply made my day better, thank you for the compliment
@@LaytonGallagher awwww you're welcome 💖
it really is good, made me feel hella nostalgic... you should definitely continue writing
@Ew Pls Thank you so much! And you better believe I will
Such a beautiful mix. Makes me want to cry and find some peace.
Take care, stranger's reading these comments. 🖤
This helped me calm myself down, thank you Dreamy!
I live in Norway so at night in the winter times, I often go outside to watch the clear sky to catch a view at the beautiful auroras we have late at night. I live in a silent place so the wind compliments the scenery I see. The sky is filled with stars and an illuminating moon making me see an epic scenery of the mountains blending all that is just amazing. And I take my time just appreciating how beautiful the world is. This list of songs helps the mood of all that. Thank you...❤️
your account helps me so much, thank you ♡
dora vc é hacker?
@@grimraians4100 that's cute
I see Dora,
Then explorer.
Good one
Thank you Magnus. This improved my life just a little bit better. But whoever is sad that is reading this everything will get better I promise even though you have no idea who I am and things may not be looking up you will be fine. And remember even if you don't think it you are loved and don't think otherwise be yourself and have confidence. Have a good life.
"You need pain, without rain, there cant be a rainbow."
-some random guy that saw i was sad once and helped.
I might not know u but I love u
Thank you even though it has been a year.
Thankyou
Amazing intro art + Animation + Soundtrack + Soundtrack title ...just ... just amazing...
44:53 night time showers. hearing rain tapping and lightly pounding the ground makes music so aesthetically pleasing.
Some time ago, I found something which gave purpose to my life. I'm so excited! I plan each my day, each hour to achieve a goal. It makes me so tired sometimes but this mix helps me to chill out at the end of a day on and even inspires me to go on.
probably the best mix i've found. amazing artwork too
Man, lofi hip hop definitely helps me just forget about my problems, and make a clear mind, I've been feeling very lonely lately due to quarantine, not being able to see the people I love and care about, but in the end, it will all work out, so just wait, and hope for the best.
-Emotional Support Soup
(definitely not a communist)
I Hope that everyone in this world could live without worring about what people say , I Hope that every person that is suffering depression understands that everybody loves her or him and stops hurting her or himself because everyone deserves to live and be happy and no one is Evil no one is bad everyone has a warm heart all though they don't show , so REMEMBER love yourself 💪💓
I always listen to this when I had a bad day or got in trouble with my family. It calms me down. Thank you so much for uploading this great mix, helps me a Lot
i love ur account so much it always helps me to study thanks
SAME
this is my favorite lofi mix of all times....... i've been regularly listening to it since last year and i just love it so much. thank you
The first song tugs my heart strings every time
you deserve so much more appreciation and subs. This is just art. Love what you're doing Dreamy
you can fly away with this music, love it...
This playlist just makes me think about my life, the mistakes I've made, the people that have gone, if my dreams will come true....I love it, makes me feel alive ❤