I used this video as a form of hypnoses to explain a bit more i find it comforting to watch when I’m under the influence of illicit substances its important for me to be comfortable when watching these it helps me during the process of desensitizing because i relate to most of the content here it helps me become more and more comfortable with these feelings i watch a lot of these types of videos and i thank you for uploading lovely content that helps yourself and others. (ps i don’t encourage drug use the amount I’m taking is measured and is only used for therapeutic purposes to help me overcome)
no problem!! i'm so glad my video was helpful for you! it makes me happy that my videos are helping others!! and remember to stay strong, because even if it takes time, you will be able to desensitize. i wish you the best!! ❤️
It's nice to see traumacore as it relaxes me a bit. As I had a bit with my mom leaving being split and two of dad's lovers leaving as well with one being a bit abusive. I had some things happen on the internet since I was 10 but I was into sexual things at the age of 7 as I remembered. Using my unicorn to pretend. I get jumpy when it comes to loud noises and never liked failing or anything close to that. I panicked within freshmen and sophomore because of things. I didn't have much friends feeling alone especially in the lower grades. I wasn't a good kid overreacting sometimes but I believe I was good.
@@MewBitez TW: S3xu4l h4ra$$m3nt? Mother issues? Intrusive thoughts. Thanks much! I've been through some pretty fucked up stuff recently, like having enough courage to tell my mom what my uNcl3 h4$ b33n d0ing to me, but her still letting him in our apartment, and telling me to forgive, because I just have to get over it, I don't spend as much time with her as I used to, and we get into arguments a lot, she talks about the way I walk, the way I talk, the way I don't smile much, but I know it's because she hasn't been getting much sleep because she started taking care of my great grandmother, because nobody else could. I recently moved,and nobody told me I was, so I didn't get to say farewell to my friends. I don't hang out with anyone and I don't have any siblings, so I feel alone constantly and I believe that everyone's always watching what I'm doing, so I get anxious, and since I constantly think about what my mom says and believe her for the most part. She says stuff about how messy my hair is, I don't go out, communicate, talk to her, makes fun of how I walk, eat, talk, how my voice sounds, I've honestly seriously gone down deep for those. She's being angrier than usually for the past month. She even gets mad at me taking a shower for too long. For all these things, every day I look in the mirror and think I'm filthy, I'm horrible. I started noticing my face. My mom did as well, so I started covering it slightly with hair. My mom started overreacting about it, and told me "If you want, you can get a bag and put two wholes through them, so nobody looks at you." I told her, I didn't necessarily want that. She didn't listen, and kept on going on about my hair. I'm quite happy on how my hair looks, so it's like the only thing I like is taken away from me. She started noticing that I spend time on technology, but honestly, it's summer, I got a 90 average. I think I did pretty good, and deserve a break. She started saying so much stuff about how I look, it's like my own mind started being like that too. There are days I even consider death because of how I look. When I said that she didn't do anything about my uncle, I meant nothing at all. One day, he was over at the house, he knocked on my door so loudly. The second he stepped foot on the house I had a panic attack kind of thing. Then when he started knocking I had another one. This time I couldn't take it anymore, so I tried to overdose myself. It didn't work, if course. That's about all you need to know, before this becomes a book. Have a nice day, and thank you for reading!
I wish i was beaten black and blue. Most of the abuse i went through was psychological and emotional, though i was hit quite often. I was hit, but not hard enough for any marks to be left on me
1:32 I always was so innocent out of the other people in my school and I still am. I don't feel comfortable being a teenager and i don't like looking this way, with people saying nasty things about my body, I'm still so innocent and I still feel like a child (I am but people are more weird now a days and more grown up) I really didn't ask to look like this :(
No offense, but no one's life is perfect. Mine is an absolute train wreck. I'm surrounded by terrible ppl, terrible things are happening, etc. I hate it. I hate ppl. I've grown to not trust them bc they've lied to me plenty of times. I then feel like I'm the reason for everything bad. I'm the reason everyone's like this.
TW I guess What made him think he could manipulate a little girl?! Was it the relationship she wanted?! Was it really a mess of a relationship he wanted?! Has she ever wanted to keep this secret for an entire a year?! Has she wanted to be told to wear d1apers "to fill up HIS desires for HER?!" WHY HE'S NOT D2AD YET?!
1:21 is the most relateable thing i've ever seen.... damn.. TW: small vent haha.. im in l0v3 with someone and they don't give a sh1t about me. I wouldn't care if he h-rt me or h@t3d me.. i'd still l0v3 him more then anything. He ignores me all the time for his online friends and never pays attention to me anymore. I want to disappear.. i l0v3 him so much.. but he never talks to me. I don't even want to wake up anymore. I dream about him every night and when i wake up i sob my eyes out. I just want him to feel the same way.. in all my dreams its the same we hold and hands pretend like its not even happening.. i wish he'd just tell me he l0v3d me or k155 me.. i'd do anything just to hear him say the words "i care" or "don't worry im here for you" or "i l0v3 y0u s0 m-ch". :(
@@Unknown-vx6qm I actually laughed so hard, it made my day. It was pure comedy when he said "sweeet home alabam" I was dying laughing, that joke hits the spot just like watching a good funny episode of Dan VS.
when you start to cry watching a certain scene in this video that is your trauma i love you sweet beatufil person, your grogeous YOU MATTER THEY CAN GO SUCK A EGG
I dunno if this counts but one time, my dad threatened me that he will smash my Nintendo switch with a bag wooden thing. or in short terms, he takes punishments to extreme ways to discipline me. I'm autistic so... yeah, I hope you understand what I mean. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
@@BBeyond-vt2gu not everyone reacts the same way to traumacore. some people find it comforting, and others don’t. i’m sorry to hear that your boyfriend felt upset, but that doesn’t give you the right to tell me that my way of coping is wrong.
If it makes you feel better, no, you’re not a brat, you were just surrounded by terrible people.
you’re so sweet tysm 🥺💕
@@meliitonin5443 Thank you.
@@skylarthompson299 np!! =)
@@meliitonin5443 Weird question but current opinions on tr@um@c0re?
This me feel better now...
2:34 Somehow this is so relatable to me, I always felt insecure about my looks and my gender.
I used this video as a form of hypnoses to explain a bit more i find it comforting to watch when I’m under the influence of illicit substances its important for me to be comfortable when watching these it helps me during the process of desensitizing because i relate to most of the content here it helps me become more and more comfortable with these feelings i watch a lot of these types of videos and i thank you for uploading lovely content that helps yourself and others. (ps i don’t encourage drug use the amount I’m taking is measured and is only used for therapeutic purposes to help me overcome)
no problem!! i'm so glad my video was helpful for you! it makes me happy that my videos are helping others!! and remember to stay strong, because even if it takes time, you will be able to desensitize. i wish you the best!! ❤️
i relate to this comment so much you are not alone
It's nice to see traumacore as it relaxes me a bit. As I had a bit with my mom leaving being split and two of dad's lovers leaving as well with one being a bit abusive.
I had some things happen on the internet since I was 10 but I was into sexual things at the age of 7 as I remembered. Using my unicorn to pretend.
I get jumpy when it comes to loud noises and never liked failing or anything close to that. I panicked within freshmen and sophomore because of things. I didn't have much friends feeling alone especially in the lower grades. I wasn't a good kid overreacting sometimes but I believe I was good.
1:35 this hits hard ow
ill never be a character in a cool show where Im actually useful
and have friends
And a place to call home
ill be stuck in here forever
Me too.
To everyone that wants to vent, I'm here.
thanks
Thank you! And we'll also be here for you :]
@@MewBitez TW: S3xu4l h4ra$$m3nt? Mother issues? Intrusive thoughts.
Thanks much! I've been through some pretty fucked up stuff recently, like having enough courage to tell my mom what my uNcl3 h4$ b33n d0ing to me, but her still letting him in our apartment, and telling me to forgive, because I just have to get over it, I don't spend as much time with her as I used to, and we get into arguments a lot, she talks about the way I walk, the way I talk, the way I don't smile much, but I know it's because she hasn't been getting much sleep because she started taking care of my great grandmother, because nobody else could. I recently moved,and nobody told me I was, so I didn't get to say farewell to my friends. I don't hang out with anyone and I don't have any siblings, so I feel alone constantly and I believe that everyone's always watching what I'm doing, so I get anxious, and since I constantly think about what my mom says and believe her for the most part. She says stuff about how messy my hair is, I don't go out, communicate, talk to her, makes fun of how I walk, eat, talk, how my voice sounds, I've honestly seriously gone down deep for those. She's being angrier than usually for the past month. She even gets mad at me taking a shower for too long. For all these things, every day I look in the mirror and think I'm filthy, I'm horrible. I started noticing my face. My mom did as well, so I started covering it slightly with hair. My mom started overreacting about it, and told me "If you want, you can get a bag and put two wholes through them, so nobody looks at you." I told her, I didn't necessarily want that. She didn't listen, and kept on going on about my hair. I'm quite happy on how my hair looks, so it's like the only thing I like is taken away from me. She started noticing that I spend time on technology, but honestly, it's summer, I got a 90 average. I think I did pretty good, and deserve a break. She started saying so much stuff about how I look, it's like my own mind started being like that too. There are days I even consider death because of how I look. When I said that she didn't do anything about my uncle, I meant nothing at all. One day, he was over at the house, he knocked on my door so loudly. The second he stepped foot on the house I had a panic attack kind of thing. Then when he started knocking I had another one. This time I couldn't take it anymore, so I tried to overdose myself. It didn't work, if course. That's about all you need to know, before this becomes a book. Have a nice day, and thank you for reading!
@@tenshiroronoa4807 It’s okay! I’m here for you!
@@Craigmeowmeow Thanks so much, you have no idea how much this means to me.
my home page really be calling me out with this one..
damn :(
Same frfr
I wish i was beaten black and blue. Most of the abuse i went through was psychological and emotional, though i was hit quite often. I was hit, but not hard enough for any marks to be left on me
You don't deserve to be hurt, so pls don't say that
This video helped so much, No really tysm
tysm! i’m doing better now but i still have thoughts about what happened
These calm the Host down after their mom yells at them for the 60th time this week (yes she's emotionally abusive)
i’m glad i could help them calm down with these videos! i wish them the best and i hope things get better for them soon 💕💕
Honestly, the house at 2:38 gives me a weird someone watching them vibe.
1:32 I always was so innocent out of the other people in my school and I still am. I don't feel comfortable being a teenager and i don't like looking this way, with people saying nasty things about my body, I'm still so innocent and I still feel like a child (I am but people are more weird now a days and more grown up) I really didn't ask to look like this :(
I got abused by my father
i’m so sorry to hear that :(
I've never felt so relatable to a comment in my life! 😭
But this🤧 this was the only one!🥺🤌
That I could relate to
I never went through anything! my life was is perfect! I don't get why some of these resonate with me so much. nothing ever happened to me!!!!
No offense, but no one's life is perfect. Mine is an absolute train wreck. I'm surrounded by terrible ppl, terrible things are happening, etc. I hate it. I hate ppl. I've grown to not trust them bc they've lied to me plenty of times. I then feel like I'm the reason for everything bad. I'm the reason everyone's like this.
TW I guess
What made him think he could manipulate a little girl?! Was it the relationship she wanted?! Was it really a mess of a relationship he wanted?!
Has she ever wanted to keep this secret for an entire a year?! Has she wanted to be told to wear d1apers "to fill up HIS desires for HER?!" WHY HE'S NOT D2AD YET?!
1:21 is the most relateable thing i've ever seen.... damn..
TW: small vent
haha.. im in l0v3 with someone and they don't give a sh1t about me. I wouldn't care if he h-rt me or h@t3d me.. i'd still l0v3 him more then anything. He ignores me all the time for his online friends and never pays attention to me anymore. I want to disappear.. i l0v3 him so much.. but he never talks to me. I don't even want to wake up anymore. I dream about him every night and when i wake up i sob my eyes out. I just want him to feel the same way..
in all my dreams its the same
we hold and hands pretend like its not even happening.. i wish he'd just tell me he l0v3d me or k155 me.. i'd do anything just to hear him say the words "i care" or "don't worry im here for you" or "i l0v3 y0u s0 m-ch".
:(
Maybe you should leave them or tell them how he’s making you feel.-
I hope you’ve left the guy now.
I feel the same :(
Yeah same with a girl... Hope youre doing ok and left this guy.
I believed in my brother ... he made me dirty, please mom believe me
Are you okay? I know you don't know me, but if you need to talk I'm always here.
sweeet home alabam
@@doomjuice.1652 not funny 🤬
@@doomjuice.1652 dude, fuck off seriously that's not funny.
@@Unknown-vx6qm I actually laughed so hard, it made my day. It was pure comedy when he said "sweeet home alabam" I was dying laughing, that joke hits the spot just like watching a good funny episode of Dan VS.
when you start to cry watching a certain scene in this video that is your trauma i love you sweet beatufil person, your grogeous YOU MATTER THEY CAN GO SUCK A EGG
It helped me
But my trauma Come again and again it would Nevers change.
1:21 I felt this. I know it might not mean what I think it does but that won’t change a thing. (I think it’s talking about an @bus3r)
I dunno if this counts but one time, my dad threatened me that he will smash my Nintendo switch with a bag wooden thing. or in short terms, he takes punishments to extreme ways to discipline me. I'm autistic so... yeah, I hope you understand what I mean. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
pls music name
What is the name of the song! Its sound so cool!
This is a bit awkward asking but whats the name of this song?
the song is called eat babies? by the tender surrender :D
:(
hey! what's the song?
i used the song "The Tender Surrender" by Eat Babies :D
Song?
the song is eat babies? by the tender surrender!
i need the song name
the song is eat babies? by the tender surrender!
2:20 lol
What song is this?
eat babies? - the tender surrender
@@meliitonin5443 Thank you!! Ik it's weird to ask the song on a vent video, I apologize! 😅
This is so wrong
you are wrong
@@l0wrise_jeans I'm afraight i am not
how is using traumacore to cope wrong? there is nothing wrong with coping. if you do not like this kind of content, please feel free to leave.
@@meliitonin5443 If it makes my boyfriend feel bad is obvius how wrong this is, Make one feel bad to worse depress for your video
@@BBeyond-vt2gu not everyone reacts the same way to traumacore. some people find it comforting, and others don’t. i’m sorry to hear that your boyfriend felt upset, but that doesn’t give you the right to tell me that my way of coping is wrong.
song?
the tender surrender by eat babies? :D
@@meliitonin5443 thank you!