*Emotional* Ren's Tales of Jenny & Screech | First Time RENaction

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  • Опубліковано 18 вер 2024
  • Happy RENsday y'all! Another SUPER EMOTIONAL one for the Renegades! ...😭heh😭... This one was A LOT but I hope you all enjoy the cathartic release, I know I did. ALSO SO SORRY for the mic popping in the first half of the video, If you've been watching me for a while you know I always have some sort of technical difficulties I have to deal with which is super annoying, blurgh. Luckily I fixed it before the actual reaction starts. Ya girl cant catch a break lol.
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 274

  • @jonathanbradshaw2665
    @jonathanbradshaw2665 16 годин тому +72

    OMG! The moment of realisation was breathtaking! Marrisa, whatever it is you've been through, know that we see you, and we love you. You are a wonderful human being! Yes, Violet is the worst part of that, but it's the beauty of Ren that he shines a light in these dark corners of the world that soooo many people have had to deal with and are still dealing with. He makes us sit up and wrap our arms around each other in sympathy. "Rising Tides lift all ships"
    You need some fun. Have a look at 'Back on 74/Message in a Bottle retake' next and just groove out and have fun.

  • @bobsmith613
    @bobsmith613 3 дні тому +142

    RENagade group hugs.

    • @coreyaruecker
      @coreyaruecker 16 годин тому +6

      Hug

    • @gbud888
      @gbud888 14 годин тому +5

      And we are here to witness. And we are able to handle it. Otherwise, we wouldn't be Ren fans.

    • @rbower25
      @rbower25 12 годин тому

      Hug

    • @kevinmundis1281
      @kevinmundis1281 11 годин тому

      Sending you hugs.

    • @danielbeard7045
      @danielbeard7045 7 годин тому

      🫂🫂🫂

  • @grahamsimonelli6712
    @grahamsimonelli6712 15 годин тому +64

    Please, please, please watch ‘Back on 74/Message in a bottle’ next. You deserve a happy song as a reward for your BRAVERY in tackling the trilogy knowing the trigger warnings. Just make sure to use protection as many female reactors seem to get pregnant watching this one. Once again, I commend you for your bravery
    in opening up to us, hopefully the experience proved cathartic/ therapeutic for you. Massive hug from a 59 year old ‘hard man’ that bawls harder than you whenever I watch the trilogy or reaction to it. ❤

    • @kevinfisher3293
      @kevinfisher3293 12 годин тому +3

      Well said Graham! I second this idea about "Back on 74/Message in a bottle" for the same reason! From a 45 y/o husband and dad to an 11 y/o daughter and 8 y/o autistic son in Texas. Another great, enjoyable and VERY relatable reaction Marissa! Great job!

    • @celinel9750
      @celinel9750 10 годин тому +7

      I'm 58yrs old and it's on ''Uninvited'' that I almost got pregnant 🤣🤣

    • @AnotherFacelessDigitalNoOne
      @AnotherFacelessDigitalNoOne 6 годин тому +1

      Agree.. not all doom and gloom

    • @dennismcgowan6606
      @dennismcgowan6606 3 години тому +1

      Came here to suggest this also, It and "I Shot the Sheriff" with The Big Push are deserved.

    • @user-pt4hw3td1g
      @user-pt4hw3td1g Годину тому

      😅sbsolutrely - you will see yet another side of Ren

  • @JasonBernardo
    @JasonBernardo День тому +32

    On a lighter note, after watch so many reactions to these tales, I’ve decided I need a t-shirt that says: “Who tf is Violet??” 😊

    • @frankcanonico1036
      @frankcanonico1036 15 годин тому +9

      I think Brain Squeeze is making or planning on making those shirts.

    • @kevinfisher3293
      @kevinfisher3293 13 годин тому +4

      Such a great idea, that would be great! I'd like one too!

    • @Skittenmeow
      @Skittenmeow 6 годин тому +3

      Brilliant.
      When I was around 9yrs old I had an "I killed Palmer" tshirt. I hadn't seen Twin Peaks other than a few scenes. But watching it as an adult was particularly resonant experience.
      Who TF is Violet?
      Do we dare to ask, look around and see the Violets in our community? Do we keep our eyes and ears open? Do we wear the reminder that she may seem silent, except her eyes and body language never are?
      I think we need a WHO TF IS VIOLET annual campaign

  • @sawluke
    @sawluke 15 годин тому +24

    You have a gorgeous soul. I'm so glad you found Ren. As dark as some of his work can seem, it's therapeutic for those who need it. Thank you for your most genuine reaction.

    • @sawluke
      @sawluke 15 годин тому +3

      That said, I think I love your emotional reactions. For Joe, by Ren, is about a friend of his who took his life. If you get a chance to react to it, I hope you like the piano. He's just as good at the keys as he is the strings.

  • @Kenai2008
    @Kenai2008 16 годин тому +25

    Beautiful reaction to a modern day Shakesperean tragedy. We all cry with you ... much love ❤!

    • @BillyVatcher
      @BillyVatcher 14 годин тому +4

      I always cry when I watch the tales. ❤️

  • @henrik.norberg
    @henrik.norberg 8 годин тому +6

    As a 52 years old man that got abused as a kid this is an emotional ride ever time. Probably lost several liters of tears over the year since I found Ren. You are not alone ❤

  • @coreyaruecker
    @coreyaruecker 16 годин тому +36

    You should do something like Losing It or The Hunger next just to get some light hearted Ren. Sending love and positive vibes. It touched me and made me cry to see how much it would touched you

  • @davidjames3080
    @davidjames3080 14 годин тому +20

    Big hugs Marissa, hopefully Ren's art was more cathartic than traumatic.
    As a son of an alcoholic abusive father I don't pretend to have the same experiences as you, but possibly I can relate a little bit. All I can say is the same as Ren did in Hi Ren. I got older and learned to soften. I decided a long time ago that it wouldn't define my life, changed my surname, moved, and made sure that, when the time came, I was a better dad than he ever was.
    Hopefully you will reach the same resolution with your pain, if you haven't already. The one thing that this shit tends to give you is empathy for fellow humans, and that is a gift. Know that there is a whole community of fellow empaths here for you should you ever need it.

  • @pointlesslab4179
    @pointlesslab4179 16 годин тому +13

    When you’re ready for more social commentary style from Ren after a break with fun Ren I would recommend Dominoes

    • @clarissathompson
      @clarissathompson 7 годин тому +1

      Such an important song, absolutely reaction worthy!!!

  • @erichburger1935
    @erichburger1935 16 годин тому +13

    Just to add clarity to the story arch.
    Jenny and Screech were Violets twins, after Violets death they were separated at birth and put into the system. (Violets Boyfriend was surely sent to prison for murder.)
    Growing up apart, they did not know each other.
    Jenny became a prostitute ("Well, she knew this town, she knew this floor
    Because she'd walked it about a thousand times before
    She wanted to escape, can you blame?" & "She tried to find strength to move
    But stayed as still as a statue in high heeled shoes").
    Not that wearing high heals and shoes and walking the same streets makes on. a prostitute.
    but given that she is only 14 and doing that in a Ren Sega you can bet that he's implying the most dramatic plot twist.
    While Screech became a street hustler and petty criminal.
    Jenny taking on her mothers coping mechanism of freezing still during traumatic experiences.
    And Screech like his father was prone to physical violence.
    PS you need some happy Ren now... Try Losing It or Back on 74 Message in a Bottle Retake. Before you go into any more dark Ren. He's therapeutic with it but it's always so well constructed it's emotional.

    • @MarissaxMunster
      @MarissaxMunster  10 годин тому +1

      Someone else commented Ren said she wasn't one but it would make sense in the story, either way.

    • @BladeCPL
      @BladeCPL 3 години тому

      @@MarissaxMunster Ren wrote Jenny's Tale after reading about a 14 year old boy killing a prostitute. The Chief of Police was quoted as saying "It's such a shame". Ren wrote Screech's Tale soon after but then waited a few years to revisit and conclude the story with Violet's Tale. Ren has talked about a 4th tale covering the policeman, who shot Screech, story but has recently stated he has a new trilogy tale ready to go....whatever that may be.

  • @badbadskinner
    @badbadskinner 17 годин тому +22

    Where Ren is watched we assemble

  • @declanmoore9005
    @declanmoore9005 14 годин тому +16

    I've watched this reaction at least 4 times now and I want to thank you ❤ your bravery to share your vulnerability with us is incredibly amazing and extremely brave ❤

  • @jim5446
    @jim5446 16 годин тому +16

    Thank you, that was clearly hard to do. Your reaction was moving and insightful, it is really appreciated by so many.

  • @colonelcraner9499
    @colonelcraner9499 13 годин тому +16

    That Is Art!
    I agree with the commenter who suggested "Back on74/Message in a Bottle" ASAP! Ren Makes Music! Cheers!

  • @rjpaquin
    @rjpaquin 13 годин тому +8

    The phone call was Screech calling his girlfriend, who was busy with Patrick.

  • @bethellen1962
    @bethellen1962 13 годин тому +5

    Ren can be a jagged little pill, but he’s always trying to educate. He read about a young woman being stabbed to death in the news by a boy and created a Shakespearen tragedy out of it. Yes, in part to entertain, but also to call attention to generational violence and the knife violence epidemic in England. Thank you for bringing us these powerfully moving reactions, please take care of yourself. 💜😊💜

  • @karlbecker8775
    @karlbecker8775 16 годин тому +12

    I think you have a better understanding now of not only how great Ren's art is, but also the kind of people that are drawn to it. Def do an upbeat song next time. You deserve it!

  • @john_wise
    @john_wise 15 годин тому +24

    Now it’s time for some fun REN tracks like - Losing It (FISHER Rap Version), Down on the Beat, What You Want, or Power

    • @BillyVatcher
      @BillyVatcher 15 годин тому +2

      Yes!

    • @lake0031
      @lake0031 13 годин тому +2

      Absolutely. No more tears for a while

    • @MarissaxMunster
      @MarissaxMunster  11 годин тому +16

      Losing it is winning the poll for the next reaction!

    • @clarissathompson
      @clarissathompson 7 годин тому

      @@MarissaxMunster It's so good! Back in 2018, FISHER played this track, a month after he released it, on our main stage at the festival I work at and it was absolute fire! When I saw that Ren did a remix I jumped on it and it's one of my faves of all time! Enjoy !

  • @jodypowell7052
    @jodypowell7052 13 годин тому +10

    You're brave for facing things that you think are going to be difficult. Things that may induce pain, but much respect for facing the demons, and showing you're above them. You've got millions of voices to reach out to. You're never alone! Just say the word, and you've got millions people behind you. Reach out. We've got your back.

  • @declanmoore9005
    @declanmoore9005 15 годин тому +14

    So very proud of you my fellow warrior; and Renegade. Not one snot bubble ❤

  • @DG-dy4tv
    @DG-dy4tv 15 годин тому +5

    I read that this was inspired by a story in the newspaper about a killing of a girl and someone had commented "It's such a shame".

  • @restlessoblivion
    @restlessoblivion 15 годин тому +6

    My god, I know these songs are tragic but they're so beautiful as well. The moment in Violet's Tale when he sings up into the stairwell is my favorite. She neeeeeever stood a chaaaaance

    • @MarissaxMunster
      @MarissaxMunster  11 годин тому +1

      that part really got me, felt almost like how when you disassociate you tend to look up

  • @karlbecker8775
    @karlbecker8775 17 годин тому +15

    We are here for you. You will need the tissues more than you need us, though.

  • @longkesh1971
    @longkesh1971 14 годин тому +5

    That was very brave of you to share a bit of your story and you should be very proud of how strong you are. Glad we could enjoy Ren's music together.

  • @ravengrin
    @ravengrin 16 годин тому +5

    Maybe this REN journey can be the therapy you need.

  • @silentwhisp4r670
    @silentwhisp4r670 16 годин тому +8

    I am so thankful I stuck to asking for Ren, and grateful you answered the call!

    • @MarissaxMunster
      @MarissaxMunster  10 годин тому +2

      Everyone thank @silentwhisp4r670 for bringing Ren into my life and channel!

    • @clarissathompson
      @clarissathompson 7 годин тому +1

      Good call my friend, you knew she was one of our people!

  • @maggieharris6935
    @maggieharris6935 16 годин тому +13

    You need fun or naughty Ren for a palate cleanser. A lot of his songs are deep and/or dark so let's have fun next.
    Back On 74/ Message in a bottle retake is naughty fun.
    Uninvited is another sexy song.
    Power is bopping rap song
    Loco is funny pun filled rap where he beat boxs the music
    Thats just a small list. And when you are ready we can dive back into the darker Ren stuff.
    Don't ever apologize for your feelings. They are a part of you and having them isn't a negative.
    And yes Ren is a pretty pretty boy. I totally get it 😊

  • @RENegadeMaster77
    @RENegadeMaster77 15 годин тому +9

    It pains me so much to see you this way,i'm so sorry that you had to go through what you went through,this was tough to watch,please don't feel as though you need to,but thanks for being so open and honest,it's very brave of you and shows what a strong person you are.Much love❣

  • @jamiereid7428
    @jamiereid7428 9 годин тому +2

    Girl. Thank you. For how hard this had to be, for your vulnerability, for your commentary, for crying along with us.

  • @bonostaffharlaar9910
    @bonostaffharlaar9910 22 години тому +6

    Have your tissues ready Renegade

  • @HikingMoose
    @HikingMoose 14 годин тому +6

    I like listening to you for the same reason I listening to Ren. You’re both real people talking about real life. Keep keeping on.

  • @williamparrish9954
    @williamparrish9954 17 годин тому +6

    Ren got the idea for Jenny tale from news paper he read about a 14 year old boy that kill a streetwalker with a Knife

  • @billmonb4579
    @billmonb4579 16 годин тому +7

    Glad I happened to login … nice being here with you and everyone else

  • @alaricschenck8051
    @alaricschenck8051 12 годин тому +3

    Based on a 2005 news article about a prostitute killed by a young teen. A comment was made in the article "It's such a shame." Variations of this appear in the lyrics of many of Ren's songs. Ren has not been satisfied with leaving the social commentary to such a tragedy punctuated with these 4 simple words.

  • @valystsalley6274
    @valystsalley6274 3 дні тому +12

    Enjoy this 13 min masterpiece.
    A great live performance.

  • @BillyVatcher
    @BillyVatcher 15 годин тому +2

    And here we are. Ren giving voice to the history of the voiceless…

  • @danielbeard7045
    @danielbeard7045 7 годин тому +2

    You are such a beautiful soul Marissa, you didn't deserve whatever trauma you endured 😔💔 I'm so glad to be on this Ren journey with you, thank you for your vulnerability and rawness ❤🫂

  • @jdguillot14
    @jdguillot14 16 годин тому +5

    Born together and died together

  • @kevinjones6435
    @kevinjones6435 15 годин тому +6

    Yeah, this is a rough one. I can't relate - I can only imagine. Hang in there girl! Loved your reaction!

  • @Seamus.MacLeod
    @Seamus.MacLeod 13 годин тому +2

    There are very few reactors who are not affected by watching these pieces. More than one has come to tears (myself included).

  • @SimonSykes-Shellman
    @SimonSykes-Shellman 7 годин тому +2

    I was scared for you when I saw the notification for this... well done for getting through it... this is something else that is special about Ren.. he is taking subjects that are rarely spoken about and bringing them out in the open. He is getting people talking for the right reasons... this abuse needs to be stopped.. and by getting people to pay attention is part of the process. We are here for you

  • @TealOmen
    @TealOmen 10 годин тому +1

    Ren wrote this after her heard a true story of a young man who had killed another young sex worker. The police said it was "such a shame". Ren shared he knew of friends and had family who had experienced DV so wanted to highlight generational violence in all forms. Big hugs ❤ we all cried ! I agree with others that back on 74 is a good enjoyable and lighter song for you..

  • @lyriasfaves
    @lyriasfaves 15 годин тому +7

    Witnessing your reaction to Screech... I am in fear for you with Violet. Hugs.

    • @lyriasfaves
      @lyriasfaves 15 годин тому +4

      The majority of us reacted much the way you did. Men, women, young, old. A lyrical representation of generational violence. Jenny and James are very common names in the UK for orphaned/unnamed children. Many of us are survivors... you will find comfort in the Ren Community.

  • @BillyVatcher
    @BillyVatcher 15 годин тому +4

    The tales have been a long work in progress REN first making Jenny approx in 2014-2015. (Info based on first recording I found in love music.) Correct me if I’m wrong but the rest came later but I guess Ren knew where it was going. To put light on intergenerational trauma is the first step to end the cycle.

  • @HARRISON74
    @HARRISON74 3 дні тому +23

    Looking forward to this one 😢 its a deep one, The RENagades will have your back ❤🤗❤

  • @anthonywhiteside9369
    @anthonywhiteside9369 16 годин тому +6

    Great reaction, we feel what u feel, a lot of us have gone though similar things that we can relate too within the music.

  • @dancedout60
    @dancedout60 14 годин тому +2

    This is my Ren "class."
    Hi Ren
    At this point, after Hi Ren, you should probably google him, and find out his very sad and strange story.
    --------
    Chalk Outlines (live)
    Lost all Faith
    Uninvited
    - To prove he can really sing!
    --------
    The Tale of Jenny & Screetch (full trilogy)
    - He should get Grammys for this.
    --------
    Murderer (video first, then acoustic version)
    -------
    The Big Push (Ren's busking band) - I shot the Sheriff
    - To prove he is not just a rapper
    -------
    Sick Boi
    The Hunger
    Animal Flow
    Power
    Illest of All Time
    - To prove he is a really good (and innovative) rapper!
    --------
    Money Game 1 - 3
    Money Game 3 is the first "high budget" video he has made. It's a masterpiece like Hi Ren.
    - Oh, society....why have we made you so?
    --------
    - Newest best
    Fred Again mash-up
    Back on '74/Message in a Bottle retake.
    Troubles (video first, then acoustic version)
    ------
    -Then go back in time
    Humble
    Crutch
    Heretic
    Freckled Angels

  • @2008ajm
    @2008ajm 10 годин тому +1

    You were very brave. Ren has so much freedom being an independent artist. He can go there with many topics and does. And then of course has his own brutal story. The musical talent, the acting talent, the originality and creativity. Love you love Ren love you all😢❤😊

  • @stevenbreidt2967
    @stevenbreidt2967 15 годин тому +5

    I've been kicked it the nuts, and Ren hits harder still. Please listen to "Love Music" parts 1 through 4 and you might end up crying from laughing like me. I don't even want a reaction video, just for you to find a fun joy from this great artist. And those songs are Fun.

  • @TheBradsk1379
    @TheBradsk1379 13 годин тому +3

    If u really wanna hear Ren sing I suggest "Chalk Outlines" "How to Be Me" or "Back On 74"

  • @RonaldSimkin
    @RonaldSimkin 10 годин тому +2

    17:13 That was him acting out Screech calling to see if he could crash into his girlfriend's place late that night. But she is "busy." Could it be that his best friend Patrick who wasn't home is spending the night with his "bea?" That seems to be the insinuation.... Anyway, I feel your soul here and wish you all the best in your recovery. I'm praying for you.

  • @patrickcarlin9477
    @patrickcarlin9477 14 годин тому +2

    I believe you were meant to create this for yourself in your life. And we were meant to help and support 🙂❤️ Ren is a special human to discover and connect with. Welcome

  • @Bunny-bi8dj
    @Bunny-bi8dj 15 годин тому +3

    Beautiful reaction again and thank you for sharing things that I know are hard for you, it was the same way for me too for a long time 🫂💙🫂💙🫂💙

  • @lillyvanpug
    @lillyvanpug 3 дні тому +11

    Still two days to go and I'm already bracing myself for the video 🫣
    I have a feeling this might be a rough one for you.
    All the hugs 🫂
    #WeAreViolet💜

  • @JasonBernardo
    @JasonBernardo День тому +5

    Looking forward to watching! 🫶🏼

  • @tonyfix8739
    @tonyfix8739 12 годин тому +2

    Take a light hearted break for a while, but his song Suicide is another tough one that every human being needs to hear.

    • @clarissathompson
      @clarissathompson 7 годин тому

      Yes, also be sure to read the pinned post at the top of the comment section that Ren made, giving some context to the motivations behind the song, before you watch it. The natural follow would be "For Joe", also read Ren's pinned post at the top of the comments for that one. Have tissues ready for both...just, do them a bit later on. Be sure to watch some fun Ren next

  • @jorice5528
    @jorice5528 13 годин тому +2

    Powerful, emotional & hard hitting reaction to an equally profound Artistic masterpiece. Well done to you, facing triggers & traumas head on in such a raw, honest & beautiful way. Bless you lovely one, I feel you in every essence as I have also lived this story and I too am a Survivor/Student. Thank you for all that you do & selflessly give to others, you help so so many. Big big loves & extra long hugs to you❤🙏😘

  • @Kipperbob
    @Kipperbob 58 хвилин тому

    This trilogy tackles some very difficult topics for a lot of people, well done for sticking it out, this is what truly great art does, it moves us emotionally, the nearest way I can describe this story is, it's like a modern day sheakspearean tragedy, stay strong young lady, you are way more than the things that happen to you. I'm sure you will have suggestions for some of Ren's not so heavy material, you've earned it. ❤

  • @fluffyarsenic255
    @fluffyarsenic255 13 годин тому +1

    Loved your reaction. Glad you have found Ren. Remember to soften and keep dancing.

  • @SpideyCat1
    @SpideyCat1 Годину тому

    63 year old RENagade sending so much love and understanding to you you from across the pond 💜💜💜

  • @Vadlor
    @Vadlor 6 годин тому +1

    There are three levels of Rens attractiveness for you: If you want to see him sexy and elegant, watch Batck at 74, if you want to see a thirst trap Ren, watch the beginning of Murderer, want to hear the height of Ren's voice beauty, Chalk Outlines.

    • @Dalmen
      @Dalmen 5 годин тому

      I agree...

  • @PauloRenato23
    @PauloRenato23 3 години тому

    Ren is indeed a genius, a fantastic performer, singer, actor, songwriter, composer, etc, etc he can do it all...
    These 3 videos are filled with so many small tidbits that you might have missed by seeing this for the first time:
    - the way he uses his words and sets the scene for example when he could've simply say that Screech stabbed Jenny, he does it in a much more poetic way (and continues to do it in other instances in the songs, like when the Police is coming for Screech "the shrill cry of justice like a Banshee in the night"), just the same when Jenny froze he says it in a fantastic manner that sets a scene in your head...
    The way he used the Guitar to knock on the door in Screech's tale, the frantic camera going around him while he stood still to show the state of mind Screech was in, how he used the phone in the middle of the song with pauses and all to wait for the call to connect... how he said the police was coming instead of just saying "the police are coming" is truly amazing, and how he said that Screech was going against the police without saying just the obvious words... how he alternates between characters and narrator, both in voice and acting (see how at the end of the call to the girlfriend he's panting, gasping for air as Screech and in the next second he's completely composed when he becomes the Narrator again, he even gets his posture to be more upright)... how he uses the guitar to fire the shots and the cameraman getting shot and falling to the floor... an amazing storyteller.
    - The way he tells that history repeats itself on Violet's tale, from being abused by her father to the cycle repeating with her boyfriend that ends up killing her... the way he knocks on the door and then shows how he picks her eyelids and opens them and he's right there face first on the camera, out of focus... how he again uses the guitar to simbolize the sounds of violence when Stevie hits Violet, like a crashing pilot!
    - The way he rewinds time at the start of Violet's Tale when he says "We must rewind time for Violet's Tale" and then he makes the rewind time sound with the guitar and then starts Violet's story... then after Violet gets beaten up he uses the guitar again, this time to un-rewind time and gets us back to the start of the song when you heard the sounds of the hospital machines, now we know why those sounds were there and how everything happened... it's pure genius!!!
    - Also, it's inevitable to draw parallels between Jenny and Violet and Screech and Stevie (his father) and the grandfather... despite not knowing any of their relatives, Jenny was just like her mother, Violet was silent, didn't fight back when she was abused and ended up being killed... Jenny when confronted by Screech completely froze, like a statue, wasn't able to move, to say anything, to defend herself, just like her mother...
    Screech was violent and troubled and ended up a murderer just like his father...
    All very tragic!!
    - To tie it all up, the Tales from Jenny and Screech were recorded in 2019 and Violet's Tale is, because of that set in 2005 (two zero zero five), 14 years before because in Jenny's tale we are told that Screech was 14 years old!
    Cheers

  • @Marine03LAV
    @Marine03LAV 15 годин тому +2

    You are a beautiful soul! All the hugs and mugs of hot cocoa! This song trio is a beautiful sad trilogy. It hits me every time as well. I can't relate fully to the story, but I've gone through a bit. I think you are awesome for sharing a bit of your story and being a survivor! Showing your vulnerability is the opposite of weakness! I think you rock! The Ren Rabbit hole is a healing journey, that you won't regret. You should totally react to some of Ren's fun songs. Losing it is a fun wild ride, back on 74 is as well. There are so many great songs, but I think you could use a few fun ones lol! ❤️❤️

  • @kurtnaugle
    @kurtnaugle 44 хвилини тому

    "This is going to be rough" Uh YEP! MM dont be afraid to show your emotions! Your a BOSS!

  • @russmatthews8737
    @russmatthews8737 2 години тому

    Great reaction, your ability to just put your self out there and speak what you feel as you feel it is so powerful.

  • @piplevett4783
    @piplevett4783 14 годин тому +2

    I was worried for you my girl. You did really well x Thank you for feeling safe enough to tackle this one. Much love to you. Now do a fun one like What you want or power

  • @rjpaquin
    @rjpaquin 13 годин тому +2

    “Us girls are all Jenny.” 😕

  • @chrisparti
    @chrisparti 4 години тому

    Wow, what a pure, honest, reaction!! So brave of you. You have a community of support with us Renegades. we're a rag-tag bunch of diverse followers, from all ages and walks of life, but we do love to support with kindness ❤❤❤

  • @bexypoos
    @bexypoos 15 годин тому +1

    This is a rough song, hugs, you got this :) there’s lots of fun tracks too, it’s worth sprinkling them in between the hard ones so you don’t feel overwhelmed ❤

  • @lawrencecassidy1229
    @lawrencecassidy1229 16 годин тому +4

    Gorgeous lady, you handled this well, for the little that I have seen of you, and how special you are as you come across the screen, apologies for the way this ugly sinful world has been to you, but there is power in your story, it does ground you to keep moving forward, please know that you are loved by us all, and me,

  • @cherrybomb1386
    @cherrybomb1386 15 годин тому +4

    Agree he is soooooo pretty

  • @sciaticsfletcher
    @sciaticsfletcher 14 годин тому +1

    This is a tough one. I'm sorry it affected ya a certain way. We're all here for ya. A broken home is hard, I Know from experience, but you and I have both stepped out of it. We drag the skeletons along but we are above ground. Keep your face to the sun.

  • @michaelbradley7529
    @michaelbradley7529 15 годин тому +2

    A little tip, you can move forward and backward on the video timeline with the left and right keyboard arrow keys 5 seconds at a time, so you don't have to keep trying to get your mouse cursor to line up just right to move it manually. And the space bar will pause and play the video.

  • @DG-dy4tv
    @DG-dy4tv 15 годин тому

    Those sirens in the background when he does the final "Say something, Violet?" you know are natural in the moment. And so Appropriate.

  • @Sylfa
    @Sylfa 10 годин тому +1

    One reaction I saw was from a psychotherapist, his reaction at the twist at the end was to shout no, stand up and storm off and then the video fades out. So, please do not worry about not knowing how to react. ~💗

  • @davesurtees7518
    @davesurtees7518 15 годин тому +4

    I just started this reaction but am not sure you are ready for this one yet but I guess I will see. lol
    You really need to check out Children of the moon.
    It's on the lighter side with some humor, a bit film noir and I believe it's either one of his first or his first video with Samuel.

  • @Pirate_tat87
    @Pirate_tat87 13 годин тому +2

    I know we are not in the same situations, but I feel you on having to start over with a new therapist. not that mine had passed away but they did move on to another job and I was with them for 3 years, So it most definitely felt like a breakup or a passing in some sense since she passed on to another job. I did actually wind up starting with a new therapist out of being obligated to for other aspects of my life. but it is rough to have to explain everything all over again and having to catch them up to speed as you mentioned. but I do hope you follow through at some point because as you mentioned it is important or even just have someone in your life that you can vent to openly! Keep up the good work I know it's only my second video interacting with you so I don't know you but you got this and stay strong!

  • @mirella1
    @mirella1 6 годин тому

    Dear Marissa, you are really brave that you managed reacting to this video with your background. I hope you feel embraced from the RENegades. I send much love your way. 💜

  • @thevicdunnband
    @thevicdunnband 13 годин тому +1

    Fellow Renegade here, I watch a lot of reactions and you for sure are one of my favorites. Keep going, there is so much Ren for you to see. Please do a more upbeat song next, we need to see you smile 🤪 Try The Hunger or even Animal Flow acoustic!!!!

    • @MarissaxMunster
      @MarissaxMunster  11 годин тому +1

      Aww thank you! Definitely doing something lighter next, so far Losing it is winning on my Patreon poll which does also include Animal Flow

  • @williammoran9839
    @williammoran9839 15 годин тому +1

    I love watching Ren brake ppl just to help put themselves back together ❤️ ❤❤

  • @theguywithabow
    @theguywithabow 4 години тому +1

    Glad weve found you. Glad you've found us. :)

  • @clarissathompson
    @clarissathompson 7 годин тому

    Oh, sweet young lady, I wish I were there to hug you. This song series is so important and having people, like you, who truly understand the power of this songwriting gives me hope for the future.
    Thank you for channeling your personal experience into advocacy for others. These songs are about the impacts of generational violence, people like you are the ones that break these cycles and bring understanding and good to humanity.
    You are very much deserving of the love you are seeing from our Renegade family, you are soooo one of us! You deserve all the joy and support and love we have to give. You obviously share it back into the world. Such a visceral and honest reaction, well done. You are a brave and powerful young woman, don't let anyone tell you different!
    I would agree that the Back On 74/Message In A Bottle cover, live retake, would be a good one next, some fun music that is good ol thirst worthy Ren, lol!

  • @rekakiss7003
    @rekakiss7003 7 годин тому

    Dear and beautiful Marissa, First of all, thank you for your bravery and willingness to let us experience your heartfelt reaction to this tragic trilogy. I have cried with you and wanted to give you a great big hug at the end. You are a truly gentle soul who has obviously has a really rough past. Only the bravest souls chose the path your soul has before coming to this world. I hope that life in the future brings you great things and joy as you deserve it. I love you! Stay strong! ❤❤❤

  • @mikegeorge4754
    @mikegeorge4754 18 годин тому +4

    Looking forward to this from you, but maybe consider Love Music 1 for your next Ren reaction? It’s kind of a bop

    • @mikegeorge4754
      @mikegeorge4754 13 годин тому +1

      I’m at the first pause on Violet…I don’t want this for you :/ Will continue for the algorithm
      I’m not questioning your motives. It feels a little too voyeuristic in this moment.

    • @mikegeorge4754
      @mikegeorge4754 13 годин тому +1

      Jesus, kiddo. Inadequate, virtual hugs

  • @troy9er
    @troy9er 13 годин тому +1

    There’s so much more. Not every song is sad, but Ren does it best at just about everything. Animal flow is fun!

    • @MarissaxMunster
      @MarissaxMunster  11 годин тому

      I do have Animal Flow on my Patreon Poll for which song I should do next, but its being beat by Losing It

  • @petey7692
    @petey7692 6 годин тому

    every reaction I have seen of this song, everyone has reacted in a somewhat similar way regardless of their specific trauma.
    i think this is because it is a human story, something that happens every day across the world and therefore everyone is able to relate to to it in some fashion.

  • @Nanersbananers
    @Nanersbananers 9 годин тому

    You are so brave and strong. I too am breaking the cycle. I’ve watched Violets tale dozens of times and still cry every single time. Big hugs.

  • @robmcevoy7329
    @robmcevoy7329 7 годин тому

    Another renegade hug coming from down under , big props and love ❤️ that you can express your personal experience for the world to see that takes courage and so much grit and personally I get alot out of your Reactions , obviously my story is different but it still draws them feelings straight up and to know we aren't alone means alot 🫶🤗

  • @bethellen1962
    @bethellen1962 13 годин тому +1

    You are incredible. Thank you so much for your honesty and insight. I hope you find peace. 🔥💜🔥

  • @davidcross9284
    @davidcross9284 32 хвилини тому

    Beautiful reaction from a person with a Beautiful Soul. Much love from Wales ❤

  • @HotFlush75
    @HotFlush75 6 годин тому

    I just want to give you a massive hug. Watching you be so uncomfortable is heart wrenching but do you know what ... you are one of us now whether you like it or not ... we have taken you under our wing & you are going to ok ❤ we are scattered across the planet but you will never have to battle things alone ❤❤

  • @mikeb7379
    @mikeb7379 12 годин тому

    Ok double posting after watching the reaction. You did a great job. The "lightbulb" moment to the twins was priceless. You don't need to get specific about your own trauma, unless you want to, I think we all can read between the lines? Take care Renegade. ❤

  • @Markus-uc5jq
    @Markus-uc5jq День тому +6

    Was really afraid for you, and I am glad that is was kind of a cathartic release, as you wrote. Virtual hug!🫂 Hope it feels a bit like stage diving, collected by RENagades...

    • @TheLindagdetroit
      @TheLindagdetroit День тому +1

      @@Markus-uc5jq a sea of arms reaching out to hold you up!

  • @jeremythornton3240
    @jeremythornton3240 11 годин тому

    Can't tell you how many times I have cried watching reactions to this (and many other Ren songs). ❤

  • @2Minsky
    @2Minsky 10 годин тому

    Oh damn I hope you are doing ok So sorry that you had to get through so much pain It just shows how strong you are And still having kept your humanity and kindness Hope Ren reignites your flame for your art Do not get me wrong reactions and editing are great art of their own It just felt like you might be missing it from how you mentioned it in the reaction Stay a wonderful human being you are and have a great day!

  • @PropensityGames
    @PropensityGames 13 годин тому +3

    Small tip that might save you some headache: tapping the left cursor key will take it back 5 seconds at a time.

    • @MarissaxMunster
      @MarissaxMunster  11 годин тому

      That's what I hear, excited to try it on the next one lol

  • @dondavis3025
    @dondavis3025 13 годин тому +1

    Thank you ❤ You're not alone.

  • @mikepiccione886
    @mikepiccione886 4 години тому +1

    After you get a minute to recover and listen to a more light-hearted Ren song I would love to get back to Ren and BiBi❤ crutch

  • @Malice-In-Blunderland
    @Malice-In-Blunderland Годину тому

    All love, Marissa. You have a beautiful soul and your reaction will also help people realise they’re not alone, just as much as the song itself.
    We see you, we feel you and we are all 100% behind you.
    If you need a break from the heavy stuff, I’d recommend ‘Animal Flow’ ‘I Shot The Sheriff/Road To Zion/Hip Hop’ medley (the thumbnail is Ren in red braces, doing a live street performance with his band The Big Push)
    Sending love and strength ❤