May god have her tight in her hands I bet she is watching you rn and is saying “I miss you” she is so proud and she is with you every step of the way ✝️👑🩵
This is why you have to keep everything from gaming at the best of your ability EDIT (1 YEAR LATER) - So I lost everything and my old xbox so I don't get to enjoy the memories
its crazy how you build memorable friendships with strangers you meet over the internet..xbox 360 truly built great friendships of gamers and sorry for your loss!
One of my closest friends i met in a Black Ops Lobby. Still talk to him to this day. Truly one of my best friends. Never personally met him, but im more close with him than most people i know personally.
@@zimatix When i was younger i used to get in trouble a lot so my console would get taken away, but i always still wanted to keep in touch with my xbox friends so people i always played with i also had there numbers so we can all still talk and keep up with each other even years down the line like today.
Shout out to all the gamers who passed away and didn’t get to login again. The unseen. The people we will never know about. But we know they exist. All those accounts with memories locked behind them.
It's been really hard for me to deal with sometimes. I've had my account for over 10 years and I had to make new friends because all my other friends weren't active anymore. I really hope they're okay. I haven't gotten a single message back from my old friends and they have been offline for years.
@@Pokéfan1388 some people just move on from gaming man but but it does hurt too lose those friends that will log off that last time and will never log in again and you can’t do anything about it like a virtual death
@@Pokéfan1388 people grow up its not that crazy, xbox accounts just stop working mine did, then i started working a career and playin ps4. other most people are fine im sure the rare occasion of someone passing away does happen tho
i cant believe UA-cam recommended this video to me :O I was [Citizen Kane] it was my original xbox 360 account before i got banned for doing lobbies on MW2 and made my new account spindex. I don't remember playing or speaking with yourself or your sister on mic but I am grateful for whatever self aware entity that lives in the internet brought me to this video :)
She left you with something to remember. She knew you'd look for this account. She was there watching over your shoulder while you did this with a smile on her face
man i did this aswell. a great friend of mine committed suicide in march of 2012. we met on world at war zombies. first friend i made. i wasnt a real social kid. so gaming was my way to escape. but my mom finally bought me xbox live and world at war. we played pretty much all the popular games that had multiplayer together since world at war release to black ops 1. last game we played. was on summit gun game private lobby with friends. then he took his life that next day. then i met this female who was friends with him. we kind of morn together. playing games. now we been married for 4 yrs decided to have our wedding on the day he passed away so we can celebrate him and our marriage together. i still once awhile load up the xbox and black ops 1 to rewatch some of the games him and i played together. remember the laughs during certain points the raging.. the roasting eachother.. too this day when im playing call of duty ill get a flash back of us staying up to 4am or not even sleeping. grinding zombie rounds or see who could get the most dogs in a match. just talking life. this video brought back some deep thoughts. ngl kind of hurt.
@SunnyXD MC I don't know if you can read but they were friends, they weren't dating or anything. Not every boy and girl that talk to each other are just immediately dating. That is not a good way to think bro, thinking like that might get you in trouble at some point of your life. Just saying
I am so sorry for your loss 😞 I got here from being nostalgic over "last seen" type of situations. It is indeed crazy how things likes this can be a time capsule without intending to. The internet itself could be, and it's something we should stay mindful of when interacting with anybody. You never know who you'll see or talk to for the last time.
A 23 year old gamer crying his eyes out because he understands the memories we all gamers make no matter what console or games we play, all the friends we make and all the beautiful memories involved. I’m sorry for your loss, man.
This proves that while gaming itself is awesome, it's not JUST about the games, it's about the memories that gaming can create. May your sister rest in peace.
I've got loads of "friends" like this on an MMO i still play. they don't but I recently started a reddit post for them to see if anyone of them will see it and respond. I hope you've found happiness due to this man, I really do. It's sad to loose a loved one, but knowing you found a piece of your sister in this moment is wonderful ^_^ I'm happy you got a chance to have these memories rush back for you! much love brother. RIP to your sister, and may you always stay smiling with her in your heart.
I lost my girlfriend to kidney failure in 2021, it struck me hard. We always used to play animal crossing new leaf together and developed the island together while she was struggling in hospital. Every time I revisit my island in animal crossing new leaf, the memories all just come flooding back and I can always smile at the moments we had on the game and irl. This video must have been hard to make, but this is solid proof that gaming isn’t just pure thumb busting, its the memories that you have while playing, with family and friends that will never be forgotten. My respect goes fully out to you and I am so sorry for your loss man.
As everyone has said, this is proof that games mean more some wants to admit. These are our childhood memories. This makes me want to login onto my 360 and see my old friends. I am sorry for your loss regarding your sister. Just know she is smiling and cheering you on throughout your life. Much love, and stay safe
You could say the same about throwing rocks at a wall, or anything else you did as a child. For one, there’s nostalgia, and two, it’s nothing to do with the game, and everything to do with you.
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. John 3:16 and John 3:17.
I’ve been on Xbox live since 2013 I feel this. I’ve made friends with so many people in 9 years. I have a couple I met in 2013 that I still hang out with to this day. An example of this is guy named rabbit that I’ve known since he was 9 and I was 13. It’s crazy that he was in the 4th grade when I met him and he’s gonna graduated high school this year. There’s plenty of people who I said see you tomorrow just to never see them again. Offline for years and years. I moved to Xbox 1 in 2016 but for me that game was forza Motorsport 4. There will never be a better forza game than that one. No compromise. I have a couple memories that stick out. After a friend and I got Xbox 1s in the Christmas of 2015/2016 another good friend of mine said he’d be on Xbox 1 next year when him and his brother buy an Xbox 1. I didn’t think much of it but once 2017 2018 2019 passed I had to check what was going on. I messaged him a handful of times of what happened. I never got a response. Finally in late 2020 I got a response when he got an Xbox 1. He invited to a party because he was having difficulties setting up his Xbox and checking out stuff. He told that his brother died in a car accident in late 2017. He got TBoned by a semi I believe so. I remember being quiet for minutes and the news hit me like a got punched by mike Tyson. Andre sorry for your lose. Rip Sean This is why Xbox is so special. Y’all have a good day. If anyone read this or needs anything my gamertag is KingUnd3rground. Both of these guys
rip to his brother i hate when people died in a accident its so sad its the same with cancer and every other reason how to die in well reast in peace to this brother. :)
Man, I’m sorry for your loss. Even though it was so long ago it still hurts when you lose someone close to you. I just hope you know that you’re not alone in any of this. We all love you. Your community loves you and the things that you do. We all appreciate you. May your sister rest in peace. And I hope you remember her for the rest of your life. I mean…of course you will. Thank you, Sacramentolove. For everything.
This hits hard. There were many friends from the Halo 3 days that I never heard from ever again for years. But, I will let that be a friendly reminder that I should be glad that I was able to partake in the good ol days of Xbox gaming, And also sorry for your loss.
@@sacramentolove i never got to play these games as a kid (cuz i wasnt very wealthy n had no friends) im still fairly young (19) but watching any older cod or gta5 videos make me feel old to because as a kid growing up i always wanted to play cod with friends or even just own a console for offline play but that never happened so i moved onto call of duty mobile after 8 years of tryna play something🤣🤣
It doesnt matter what console you played on, if you had online access or even had these 18 plus games, it can still be a rollercoaster to go through, I recently checked my old 3DS and I found some wacky videos and sounds that just amazed me. My old xbox 360 never had online access but I used to be super obsessed with making new profiles and my brothers all shared it. You move on quickly but time comes backwards and realise how far you have come when you revisit something like gaming.
I’m a 32 year old retired from the gaming community and I can feel your pain my good sir. I lost a buddy almost 10 years ago. We used to play competitive gameplay together. Although we never meet in person, we shared so many stories and memories together online. He’s gone but not forgotten. No one can ever take away those memories you’ve gained over the years. May your sister rest in peace my good man. My condolences 🙏🙏
It's nice to see a adult that use to be gamer. atleast he can hear about the new games like Modern warfare 2 the new one, Fortnite,Mario party,Smash Bros,Mario kart, God of war Ragnarok, and GTA v
@@packlesswolf1 I’ve had several thoughts of coming out of retirement but these newer games man way too much going on them lol at least for me. I prefer the old boots on the ground type of gameplay without all the craziness. What I liked about bo2 is that it was futuristic but kept it boots on the ground.
Talking to someone after like 10+ years and them still remembering you hits quite hard. The nostalgia, the simplicity of older times, every aspect of life was better in some way. So sorry for your loss broski, I wish you and your family the best, and may your sister rest in peace.
This hit hard for me. I got the Xbox360 when it came out and got some friends in MW2 and MW3. We all stayed in contact and kept playing on the Xbox One. I remember their names were Josh and Alex. Me and Josh actually lived near each other, just a couple counties away. I remember getting a message from Josh with all his login info after like 2 years of not talking to him, then I got his Xbox in the mail. Turns out he killed himself the night when we last played and his mom had found my contact info on his phone and sent me everything. She said that he would always sound so happy when he was playing with me. Me and Alex still play to this day, and every time we win a game in WZ or something else we dedicate it to Josh. RIP Josh, you will always be missed.
RIP for your sister. We will all miss her. This hits me in the feeling of nostalgia but sadness because even though I have not had a sibling pass away, I still feel you. I remember playing GTA4 all the time on the Xbox 360.
This is memorable I’m sorry for your loss, her class set up is crazy imagine how much she would’ve loved the new CODs that we play today this is living proof gaming is a time capsule full of moments, friends, and people we randomly meet and make memories with for a life time.
i have officially cried after a year. the nostalgia plus all the friends whom me and you lost in the way and all the parties having fun on snowy days till the night. gaming has come a long long way and i think there is no fun in gaming nowadays. and i have also stopped to game after 8 years of grinding on a low end pc and an old xbox. stay safe brothers and sisters, may god keep you safe.
I’m so sorry for your loss man! This video is living proof that video games are not just ordinary everyday devices used for hobbies, but they are in fact special time capsules that allow you to re-live and sometimes even remember childhood memories that perhaps you may have forgotten about. And in cases like this, they even allow you to reminisce about a loved one who may not be in your life anymore… I’m glad you were able to find access to this account.
I still have buddies I met on WAW, BO1, MW2, and Halo Reach and they haven't been on in a decade. I'll never delete them ever, they remind me of some of the best times of my life
I actually had an old friend from MW2 get online for the first time in like 8 years and I happened to be online at the same time and realize it. Now I have him added on Facebook and we run MW2 search and destroy when we both have some free time
This is so sad bro. Rest in Peace to your sister I hope she is doing well in heaven right now❤. I’ve been playing video games ever since I was 4 years old I started playing around August 2012 of when my dad introduced me to gaming I had my own PS3 console and I remember my first game was Little Big Planet 1 and 2 and I remember playing online with people and making friends with other kids online and I’ll never forget that❤. Also back in 2014 the UA-camr EthanGamerTV if you know him created a Minecraft Ps3 series and after the first episode I asked my dad “why am I not in this series?”. My dad said he will buy me minecraft for Ps3 and to message him to let me join and then on episode 2 and 3 I was in his videos and I was only 6 at the time and now I’m 15 turning 16 in a couple of months and I still remember them times really well :). I also remember playing with the Xbox 360 kinect with my mum and dad many years ago and I remember in one of my birthday parties I was playing the Kinect with Friends and Family!
I lost my big brother in 2000, my dad this yr. I pray that you and your family have found some kind of peace 🕊️ with her passing as hard as it may be, my brother drowned I do not know your sister's circumstances nor would I ever fathom to ask bc that's not important...what you found is amazing and I think she wanted you to find it...I have a firm belief everything happens for a reason!!! God bless you this made me cry bc ik the pain never goes away but things like this give a sense of peace knowing when they were here they were happy. I have to say I bet your parents were also emotional about this I can only imagine. Seeing her video is awesome bc that's actually her moving around.
@@sacramentolove Long Live your little sister ❤ emojis can’t put shit into explanatory but I hope you and your family can see through it and have a good life and enjoy the rest of your life cuz you may not have another one..
@@ZygophyWasTaken don’t say that cuz now all she gon be thinking about when she sees this. Is you saying she sucks. And even if she didn’t make it up. She’s not gonna be able to look past the part where you say she sucks even if it’s not literal. Just take that part out.
I don’t know you. UA-cam recommended me this vid and boy did they hit a home run. The level of wholesome and sadness I got from this is beyond. My heart goes out to you and your loved ones for your sis and damn my nostalgia went off the charts about my childhood with MW2. Keep it up brother.
This is truly a time capsule. I lost my sister back in 2018! (at age 17) I was 15 at the time and the only one with a gaming pc and ps4. I bought a game called guitar hero that I honestly did not like that much, but my sister loved it. She played it everyday for so many years. In 2018 she was battling cancer and this game helped her soo much. The day finally came where the doctors told her that she entered stage 4 lung cancer and that she was lucky if she lived past 2 months. December 19 was the day she slept in at our house besides the Christmas tree. Now in 2022 I gained access to the account after trying to login for years. I did not know any of her password and tried every method I could find. The day I finally cracked the password and got in, I felt a nostalgic rush and began to tear up. I started up the game and browsed through the levels seeing her beating nearly everything on hard difficulty. The emotions hit when I saw that she had 99% achievement completion. If she played one more or did something she would get that 100% and that really hit me hard. I left the game and account without doing the last 1% cause it did not feel right to do it. My sister wanted to be a musician and really loved singing and playing guitar. I can understand your emotions in this video.
Man or woman, do it. It will probably take a great effort because is she reached 99% that means she was good, probably better than you will be.. but that is, make the effort and complete it 100% for her, family has to help each other no matter what, right?. Good luck.
@@Trikipum Nah. Don't do it. It's a memory that has to be intact. (in my opinion) But... for her... if she really wanted.. you could. But, what would be special anymore about this game? :(
@@Radu_NG fr you don’t want to finish it you want to leave it how she finished it because that number has a purpose yea she’d probably like it if he finished it but I’m sure she wouldn’t mind it bein uncomplicated so her brother has a memory of her
@@ripperlipper1016 The memory, the stats, last time played, everything is untouched like I want it to be! The game and account shall rest like she´s doing
I feel deeply for you. A week ago, a close friend of mine was hit by a car. We spent much of our youth together in front of the Xbox, and all those memories are flooding back. I am completely overwhelmed by emotions and can't stop crying. I will also try to log into my old account. Thank you for sharing the video. May your sister and my friend live on within us forever.❤
Thank you for 1M! This is such a huge milestone for me and I want to thank EVERY SINGLE person that took time out of their day to watch this video! Means a lot to me and my family. ❤
Crybaby 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣... its comparable to crying over people I sat in traffic with over a decade ago... You sir, are officially the punchline of the world's greatest joke.👍🤣👍
I am so sorry to hear about your sister. God bless her. I still cannot imagine how much you’ve been through to even process what happened to the account. All of the maps you showcased made me cry of joy and nostalgia, we love you man.
Hearing that your sister sadly passed away is heartbroken to hear, and what you did to give your account to her is so precious to do, may your little sister rest in peace
I didn't start playing 360 until like 2013 cause I played PS3 before that, but that whole era of gaming is just very nostalgic for me. I miss being a kid. Life was so much easier.
That’s why I’m back on black ops 1 instead of the new stuff I try it’s not the same😢 it’s not the friends made back then the bonds just the times were different it’s heart wrenching now 26 2 kids I feel like I’m a kid again playing BO1 it’s very nostalgic I miss all the old friends I made. Today is full of little kids and adult children nobody to make good convo with and BS with it’s sad it’s nice playing BO1 at least just playing is calming I feel like it did when it first came out I am not a fan of new gaming can’t even really enjoy it or hold a interest 😭😭 I’m blessed though a family 2 kids slots changed but man I miss the old times indeed it was different soooo different
Damn man, this hits hard for me as well. I started playing Minecraft on Xbox in 2014 with a number of people. They're still on my recent list although nearly all of them haven't responded. I got my account password in April 2020 and have been using it since then. If only you knew the things I would exchange for a single day in the golden era of Minecraft gaming... May your sister rest in peace
Only gamers understand the tears of rediscovering an old gaming account that hasn't been used in years. It just brings back memories of the past and what it was like growing up.
My deepest of condolences my man I can’t imagine how devastating it must have been to lose your sister and I hope your doing okay now This video was very heartfelt and truly seems to have been a excellent look at good old memories that I’m sure you loved to relive. My thoughts and prayers are with everybody else in the comment section that has lost a loved one too and I pray that your all coping alright knowing that your loved ones are at peace and until one day we will all meet again in the afterlife above Rest in peace to them all, gone but not forgotten ❤️🕊
Just watching this made me thinking of the MW2 nostalgia. Booting up your 360, checking who’s online, booting up MW2, joining a game, joining a game in progress, and that long wait of silence, hearing a Harrier already in the air as you choose your class. Shit was a good time, I’d do anything for that to come back.
Now this, this stabbed me in the heart. I used to play Xbox 360 for a while till 2019, the year I got the Xbox one console. You are a true gamer. "Gamers don't die, they respawn"
Its real interesting seeing all the "old style" gamertags/usernames. It brings back memories of the style of gamertags my friends and I had on xbox-360. Sure, I only got an xbox-360 around 2011or 2012, but the nostalgia still hits rather hard. Especially when remembering the times I played minecraft xbox-360 or black ops 1 for the first time with my buddies and all the laughs and experiences they and I had, telling jokes, staying up all night. I am glad you got to go back and see all of that, sorry to hear about your loss man. Take care, best of luck to you. From one random stranger on the internet to another.
Seriously man. I remember my first gametag to this day it was "xXNsGLetsGetLitXx and the "clan" me and my homies made up was "Nuke Squad" which was the "Ns" on our gamer tags and our clan tag on MW2. You had to have at least 3 nukes on your record to get in. We took that so serious too LMAO. And since you brought up Minecraft, remember the old 360 game that came out before Minecraft could be played on Xbox, it was fortress craft the super original version before Minecraft was available on Xbox I'm pretty sure. I used to spend so much time on that game just because I wanted to be on my Xbox and not a computer LMAO. I remember when GTA4 dropped and when you got sick of MW2 after hours and hours you went to GTA4 online with all the homies doing random stuff, and then to world at war zombies covering windows and trying to get past round 30. I swear I'll never forget those memories and days.
You have no idea how much this hits me hard. I once had a friend, his name was Gabriel. I met him back in 2009 in Call of Duty World at War while playing zombies. We became fast friends, and would spend hours and hours every day playing Zombies, and tearing it up in Team Deathmatch. We used to gameshare DLC content and stuff like that, so naturally we had access to each others accounts. Then one day in 2011 he just seemingly disappeared, and wasn't online for 1 day, then 2 days.... I thought maybe he was just too busy to play, so I thought nothing of it. But then a week had passed with no sign of him. I later found out that the day he didn't come online for the first time that he had been hit by a car and killed. It emotionally broke me. I lost my best friend that day and I couldn't believe it. After watching this video I went and found my original PS3 and logged into his account which was still stored on my console. Seeing all the memories come back to me broke me down to tears again. Some of his friends still play other games to this day, some of them had even left him messages asking where he was. Some of the names I recognised because I played with them too. Anyone who says that video games are to just pass time, or "just for fun" has no idea what it's like to have memories like yours or mine, or anyone else's in the comments who have had similar experiences. Games are a way of life. RIP to your little sister. May she know eternal peace ❤️
Man... Me being 29 years old and seeing this definitely touched my heart and definitely made me tear up. My condolences for you and your family 🙏. I've had such great memories on the 360 playing these games and till this day I still play. I've had my account of 16 years. You definitely have a piece of your sister in your heart and that account. Much love brother 🙏
This is legit emotional. The Black Ops 2 days were the moments I will appreciate all my life. Online friends are probably the best friends we can ever have. May your sister rest in peace. ❤️
I've never met your sister and didn't even know of her existence till about 5 minutes ago, yet when you opened up MW2 and went over her accomplishments I got massive goose bumps and almost shed a tear. So I couldn't even begin to imagine how you yourself felt at that moment, I'm sorry for your loss man.
The nostalgia is real. While I haven't had the misfortune to lose a sibling that I played games with, I still know how you felt walking us all through this video. I did a similar thing a few years ago; got on my old 360 and explored some ancient Halo Reach maps I made for big custom games that never occurred that would feature many friends that I've long since lost. It hurts me as well when I scroll through my old account and see inactive players that I once enjoyed many gaming sessions with. I wonder where they are or what they're doing, or if they even remember me. It makes me wistful and mournful for those lost times, though the nature of this medium allows us all to capture and hold many wonderful memories and I'm glad you got to reconnect with your sister in some capacity. Thanks for allowing us to walk down memory lane and I'm sorry for your loss.
My condolences, may your sister rest in peace. Being 20, 12 years is just more than half my life. The memories xbox has given us, the laughs, the sorrows, playing late into the early morning. This video brought tears to my eyes. Hope you continue to live life to the fullest 💚
Yeah I'm gonna need to see some proof about his sister this seems like a really convenient story to get sympathy views and the fake crying and sad music doesn't make it better lol.
Rest In Peace your little sister bro even this made me emotional and I don’t know y’all but deserve my love. I can see how emotional and nostalgia this can be just seeing her classes on mw2 reminds us of how there is still a part of her even though she isn’t physically here. God bless you and your family brother.❤🙏🏼
I'm so sorry about your sister. Gaming can hold time capsules of memories. I lost my uncle when I was three and I've been attempting to get his Xbox Live account back too (except the email is deleted so I don't know what to do).
This hit absolutely hard as someone who lost a friend who was a sibling to them without actually knowing what happened. I am so sorry for your loss mate.
I’m sorry to hear about your little sister and the fact that you found your 360 and the log in details just to remember her and your past memories is just wholesome to me and this video deserves 100x more views it has right now
Thanks so much for everyone’s comments and support! I’m doing better as this happened 2 years ago now. Time heals. To anyone wondering if I got a response from the messages, I only got one. I showed it in this video: ua-cam.com/video/logbDjZenG8/v-deo.html There is also this video about her classes in MW2 and additional information: ua-cam.com/video/VoiCGsrVyaU/v-deo.html I know many of you were wondering how my sister was killed. I’m currently trying to get bodycam footage from the crime scene. Once I get it, I’ll explain what happened and go over it but it’s still an emotional subject. I want to thank every single one of you who took time out of your day to comment and support this video. I never knew it would get so much views and support. Thank you all! ❤
It’s amazing how games bring us together, can document our lives and be such a strong reminder of people. I hope I can speak for our community when I say that I’m sorry for your loss, what an amazing time capsule and I know it has definitely bought a tear to my eye ❤
It is such a feeling when you open your old console, and start checking the last people you played with, it opens the door to good memories and unfortunately the bad ones too. Sorry for your loss, and thank you for sharing your experience.
Dude I don't even know who you are I randomly clicked on this video but I got really emotional.I can't imagine how hard it was for you losing your sister at such a young age.Stay strong buddy I'm sure she's proud of her big brother from up there!!
May she Rest In Peace. And thank you. Because of this, I reached out to my friend that was last online over 10 years ago. That’s something that I’m not sure I can ever thank you enough for. Seriously, thank you for this video. I’m not sure I could have put something like this to the world. It must have taken a lot. Seriously, thank you.
Damn sorry to hear your sister died 2020. I'm not sure how, but know she's always with you in your heart also its incredible to see this amazing time capsule of yours
rest in peace to your little sister, i wish i could go through my brothers old xbox account, the memories and laughs we shared together playing on that account will never be forgotten. RIP big bro
I'm not crying you're crying. This shit hit me hard. I've had a very good friend I never met in person pass away and a little bit of me died inside. This is a dope video man. Much respect
Xbox 360 was my life. The nostalgia is overwhelming to say the least. I would almost give anything to relive my life during those days. Gears of War, Halo, CoD. Endless hours of gaming with friends across the country or having sleepovers and staying up all night. Was such a great time to be a gamer! Didn’t know those days were gonna be so memorable, we were just living in the moment
I'm sorry you had to go through this man. But at the same time, its great in a way you could remember the past, remember your friends, your sister. You probably won't see this, but just remember to keep pushing forward. Never stop.
watching this video it made me genuinely tear up thinking of how much you must have went through, im so sorry for your loss and im happy you managed to get your old account back. i wish you the best man, stay safe.
My first PSN account got hacked, I remember how much I cried. Watching this video makes me remember my reaction receiving my first friend request, I turned back to my dad and asked if I could accept it and I was with pure joy on my face. I love gaming and the happiness it brings. I'm so sorry for your sister, hope you're feeling better.
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. John 3:16 and 17.
Gaming is making friends,sharing moments,emotions and making connections with people. It's not just rage or time lost,it's so kuch more. May out legacy live on...
As a gamer, this nostalgia felt relatable. Looking at old memories is always a good feeling, but seeing the lost friends and hearing about your sister’s death really made me sad. I also read comments with similar experiences, which only saddened me more. I’m afraid of losing a good friend and I send my condolences to you and everyone who shared a loss.
I lost my older brother 7 months ago and man this hit me so hard to think about the last time he logged onto the Xbox I sort of gave him after I switched to playstation. I remember the times I’d stay up with him and play or just walk into his room and watch him play. It made me so happy to just watch him play and me not even play. I miss him so fucking much. He was 21. He didn’t get to see me get my license because he passed almost exactly 2 months before I got my license. I love you so much Jack
This made me recall my own former online friends. Seeing a visual representation of how time fleets, and being able to write to these people is a fascinating thing. Unfortunately, the places I used to frequent with these people, and/or my means of contacting them, have been lost to time. I'll never forget the way those times made me feel, and I don't think any experience will be able to replicate that sensation of wonder and how carefree it made me feel. I want to thank you for making this video, it has brought me out of a sour mood, and brought back some memories that I cherish. I wish you a good life, and I'm truly sorry for your loss. May she rest in peace.
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. John 3:16 and 17.
Such a sad story, but I am so glad you were able to finally find a closure to this chapter. An online gamer account is always more than just an account, it holds countless memories... of friends, games, and unfortunately even of people who have passed away who used to enjoy said account
This is off topic but I’m really surprised this video only has 392k views when it uploaded 2 weeks ago. I expect this video to have at least a million views.
I grew up with my dad telling me about all his friends he grew up with, and gamed with when he was 16 or so and when I got onto his old PS account I got to see all of them. The ones who didn't make it to this day, and the one person that we still know and talk to. Brought my dad to tears
@@AdriansCreatures I'm 15, my dad is 33. I mean I guess the PS3 isn't THAT old but he used to play a mix of the original Xbox and PlayStation cause he was a halo nerd
@@e39lover73 Well when he was 16 the Xbox 360 would've just released and the PS3 would come out the following year. Probably got his years mixed up and was playing at 17 and maybe even a bit after you were born. That's crazy that your dad can tell you stories about playing the PS3 like it's ancient history. Makes me feel so old. By the time you could comprehend what games were, the Xbox one and PS4 were already getting ready to release.
@@ryanabarca8616 I was 5 when Halo 2 released, I'm happy to have grown up in that era of gaming. Got Kotor and Jade Empire for my 5th birthday too, good memories.
@@ryanabarca8616 Man I kept religiously playing my PS3 until 2015, I’m still stuck on PS4 and have two kids of my own. Can’t decide if I want to invest my in a pc or just buy a PS5.
This is emotional I had the same thing happen to me like 8 years after my friend died I was able to regain the account I gave them and all my friends that I played with and a lot of memories came back this is emotional and I'm sorry for your lose😢
Stay strong, man... Memories like that never die. I'm sure your sister was a fun person to be around, but I'm also sure that she remains within your heart. Along with the memories you had with her. I'll end by saying this (And this goes for everyone.) Make sure you make the most out of the time you have with your loved ones. Life is full of surprises. Even nasty ones. So it's always important to cherish the people and things you love before they're gone.
As someone who's 34 now, watching this video is an interesting experience. While I can't deny that 12 years is a long time, and a lot has happened in that time, I don't attach the same sense of nostalgia to it as I do to my childhood memories. Though it is cool to look back on occasion, at my old PS3 save files, etc. I've had relationships and built a whole career over that time, but it still doesn't feel like they are "core" memories like my youth was. Apart from one or two things I have very mixed feelings about. Most of the online life I lived was on PC and goes further back. Old MSN and IRC chat logs, a mod for a game I was working on but never finished, old school coursework, guitar tracks a friend sent to me... I still have a lot of stuff. I also got involved in competitive gaming and the LAN scene, and someone in our group passed away in a car accident. It was surreal at the time. Even now I still have his old Facebook invite pending, just because. I'd love to look back at stuff from my actual childhood, but that dates back to services no longer running like the MSN Gaming Zone and GameSpy. But I can imagine some of the things you felt when going through this, I've felt them to varying degrees before. To be honest, it was quite courageous of you to share such a personally meaningful thing with everyone who would watch your video like this. I hope you're doing well, and while I may not believe in an afterlife, it would be nice to think your sister is smiling down on you.
This shit hit me right in my heart.. I often wonder if any of my runescape buddies have passed. Those days were so fun and amazing. Hope they are alive and well.. RIP to your little sister. Cant imagine your pain.
@@harris7105 So you played during RS2. I started in 06. But yeah dude. Just logging in was nostalgic. I remember packed Clan Wars. Remember everyone being pissed about the trade limit at one point in the life of rs2. And logging in to see all your old friends gone and offline. Damn that hit me when I went back and played rs3. Its been like years again already since ive played. Obviously i hopped back in and enjoyed some 07' scape during that time as well.
What happened:
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May she rest in peace 🕊️
May god have her tight in her hands I bet she is watching you rn and is saying “I miss you” she is so proud and she is with you every step of the way ✝️👑🩵
i am very sorry for your loss may my heart go out to you
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This is *REAL* proof of gaming being a time capsule. May your sister rest in peace.
It truly is. Most people don’t think of it that way but it’s true.
This is why you have to keep everything from gaming at the best of your ability
EDIT (1 YEAR LATER) - So I lost everything and my old xbox so I don't get to enjoy the memories
@@chewy99. it really is
It is...
Rip the sister and the soul of his sister lives on to be
its crazy how you build memorable friendships with strangers you meet over the internet..xbox 360 truly built great friendships of gamers and sorry for your loss!
One of my closest friends i met in a Black Ops Lobby. Still talk to him to this day. Truly one of my best friends. Never personally met him, but im more close with him than most people i know personally.
Had 2 friends on Xbox sadly both of them haven't been on in 6 years
@@zimatix When i was younger i used to get in trouble a lot so my console would get taken away, but i always still wanted to keep in touch with my xbox friends so people i always played with i also had there numbers so we can all still talk and keep up with each other even years down the line like today.
@@zimatix Have any other socials? I'll add you if you send me your XBL GT through there?
I miss xbox 360 had so many friends but don't see them on anymore these days
I’m sorry for your loss bro. And This proves that gaming is more than just a hobby it’s a time capsule of memories
@Lite all about balance and focus fr
His sister died?
@@gerean3142 yeah that’s wat he said
@@gerean3142 like in this video, his sister died in thanksgiving day in 2020
@Lite Well It could when you think about it.
My sister died in 2013 and still stops me in my tracks when I see her Facebook or UA-cam channel pop up. Rip to your baby sis sir…😢
Im sorry for your loss😢
@@RiandelPlayzRB thank you 🙏
@@lorddeathspit1124 No problem 👍🏻
If u dont mind me asking, how did she die? Im just nosey but u can tell me if u dont wanna tell its fine. I understand
@@RoDrei1 she was born with a rare heart defect, no one knew until she passed and they did an autopsy.
Shout out to all the gamers who passed away and didn’t get to login again. The unseen. The people we will never know about. But we know they exist. All those accounts with memories locked behind them.
It's been really hard for me to deal with sometimes. I've had my account for over 10 years and I had to make new friends because all my other friends weren't active anymore. I really hope they're okay. I haven't gotten a single message back from my old friends and they have been offline for years.
@@Pokéfan1388 some people just move on from gaming man but but it does hurt too lose those friends that will log off that last time and will never log in again and you can’t do anything about it like a virtual death
@@Pokéfan1388 people grow up its not that crazy, xbox accounts just stop working mine did, then i started working a career and playin ps4. other most people are fine im sure the rare occasion of someone passing away does happen tho
It’s hard seeing my friends name get online when ik it’s just his dad and not my good friend billy
Who else still has a Xbox360 like me
🎶"Life is very short, and there's no time for fussing and fighting, my friend"🎶
Rest In Peace to your sister💚
RIP, she's in a better place now, hope she smiled when her brother managed to log back in, this was pretty emotional to watch too
R.I.P his sister she was prob so nice to his brother
rip 🪦
@@Itsrionyt agreed
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i cant believe UA-cam recommended this video to me :O I was [Citizen Kane] it was my original xbox 360 account before i got banned for doing lobbies on MW2 and made my new account spindex. I don't remember playing or speaking with yourself or your sister on mic but I am grateful for whatever self aware entity that lives in the internet brought me to this video :)
OMG
cool
Woah.
no one cares about his sister
Very Creepy but 😢
As a person with a little sister, I can imagine the pain of losing her, this must hurt so bad.
Same right dude if I lot mine I would be able to handle it
Send this to your parents.
Gaming aint just time, its memories. Its making friends, And they think its just time consuming.
Those who say video games cause violence don’t understand that online gaming creates memories and friendships.
Then we get slapped for saying nonsense 😭😂
@@joshuuuazgaming4569 nice
This is wholesome.
@@joshuuuazgaming4569 yoooo fr my mom always says that
She left you with something to remember. She knew you'd look for this account. She was there watching over your shoulder while you did this with a smile on her face
Thanks so much!
@@sacramentolove What The Date She Last Played 10/14/10 If So Been A Long Time
@@sacramentolove how did she die? u dont need to answer btw sry if its to personal. :(
@@Noesoes-CCF a bit rude to ask that... it’s no ones business.
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man i did this aswell. a great friend of mine committed suicide in march of 2012. we met on world at war zombies. first friend i made. i wasnt a real social kid. so gaming was my way to escape. but my mom finally bought me xbox live and world at war. we played pretty much all the popular games that had multiplayer together since world at war release to black ops 1. last game we played. was on summit gun game private lobby with friends. then he took his life that next day. then i met this female who was friends with him. we kind of morn together. playing games. now we been married for 4 yrs decided to have our wedding on the day he passed away so we can celebrate him and our marriage together. i still once awhile load up the xbox and black ops 1 to rewatch some of the games him and i played together. remember the laughs during certain points the raging.. the roasting eachother.. too this day when im playing call of duty ill get a flash back of us staying up to 4am or not even sleeping. grinding zombie rounds or see who could get the most dogs in a match. just talking life. this video brought back some deep thoughts. ngl kind of hurt.
Jesus, that made me tear up. Sorry for your loss and congrats to meeting the love of your life. Just not under good circumstances. :(
Sorry for your loss
Sorry for ur lost:(
@SunnyXD MC wdym? He said they were friends not every boy and girl are dating
@SunnyXD MC I don't know if you can read but they were friends, they weren't dating or anything. Not every boy and girl that talk to each other are just immediately dating. That is not a good way to think bro, thinking like that might get you in trouble at some point of your life. Just saying
I am so sorry for your loss 😞 I got here from being nostalgic over "last seen" type of situations. It is indeed crazy how things likes this can be a time capsule without intending to. The internet itself could be, and it's something we should stay mindful of when interacting with anybody. You never know who you'll see or talk to for the last time.
For those who played between 2010 - 2013. It was a privilege to play all those fun games with you.
Edit: my gamertag was Agentpromethean
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You and I may have crossed paths at one point and I didn't even know it. May we meet again gaming someday
Likewise brother 🙃
Sorry I was just 6 yo that time didn't got play games 😞
@@sigma2653 yes I played a game once with you, I was SlavishCrib820
A 23 year old gamer crying his eyes out because he understands the memories we all gamers make no matter what console or games we play, all the friends we make and all the beautiful memories involved. I’m sorry for your loss, man.
legit account has 20 Gamerscore that account was never used most games give 50-100 Gamerscore for completing tutorial
@@lordnox69 i think i got a little suspicious about the whole video now..
We had a lot of good times on the 360 days, now as an adult at age 24, this brings tears to my eyes….
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@@BigxPerk2298 i still remember hitler being my best friend and i love playing with ww1 what a old good times
This proves that while gaming itself is awesome, it's not JUST about the games, it's about the memories that gaming can create. May your sister rest in peace.
Female
Rest in peace???!
🤡📸 female
True. Those memories can’t be forgotten
@@ctts9946 cringe
I've got loads of "friends" like this on an MMO i still play. they don't but I recently started a reddit post for them to see if anyone of them will see it and respond. I hope you've found happiness due to this man, I really do. It's sad to loose a loved one, but knowing you found a piece of your sister in this moment is wonderful ^_^ I'm happy you got a chance to have these memories rush back for you! much love brother. RIP to your sister, and may you always stay smiling with her in your heart.
I lost my girlfriend to kidney failure in 2021, it struck me hard. We always used to play animal crossing new leaf together and developed the island together while she was struggling in hospital. Every time I revisit my island in animal crossing new leaf, the memories all just come flooding back and I can always smile at the moments we had on the game and irl. This video must have been hard to make, but this is solid proof that gaming isn’t just pure thumb busting, its the memories that you have while playing, with family and friends that will never be forgotten. My respect goes fully out to you and I am so sorry for your loss man.
Sorry for your loss.
God damn dude you're strong. I would've done something drastic if that happened to me. I'd go crazy... Sorry for your loss man
@@sacramentolove Thanks 🙏🏻
@@Hades.666 Thanks man 🙏🏻 it is tough, but I know she would want me to keep smiling, so I try my best :)
Rest In Peace bro. I don't know how you can still get trough with that. I would kill myself if my dog died. You are strong dude.
As everyone has said, this is proof that games mean more some wants to admit. These are our childhood memories. This makes me want to login onto my 360 and see my old friends. I am sorry for your loss regarding your sister. Just know she is smiling and cheering you on throughout your life. Much love, and stay safe
@@Greeanerbeans77 Not the right place to spread your beliefs bro
@@Greeanerbeans77 Read the room mate..
You could say the same about throwing rocks at a wall, or anything else you did as a child. For one, there’s nostalgia, and two, it’s nothing to do with the game, and everything to do with you.
I have a hard time taking people off my friends list
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. John 3:16 and John 3:17.
I’ve been on Xbox live since 2013 I feel this. I’ve made friends with so many people in 9 years. I have a couple I met in 2013 that I still hang out with to this day. An example of this is guy named rabbit that I’ve known since he was 9 and I was 13. It’s crazy that he was in the 4th grade when I met him and he’s gonna graduated high school this year. There’s plenty of people who I said see you tomorrow just to never see them again. Offline for years and years. I moved to Xbox 1 in 2016 but for me that game was forza Motorsport 4. There will never be a better forza game than that one. No compromise.
I have a couple memories that stick out. After a friend and I got Xbox 1s in the Christmas of 2015/2016 another good friend of mine said he’d be on Xbox 1 next year when him and his brother buy an Xbox 1. I didn’t think much of it but once 2017 2018 2019 passed I had to check what was going on. I messaged him a handful of times of what happened. I never got a response. Finally in late 2020 I got a response when he got an Xbox 1. He invited to a party because he was having difficulties setting up his Xbox and checking out stuff. He told that his brother died in a car accident in late 2017. He got TBoned by a semi I believe so. I remember being quiet for minutes and the news hit me like a got punched by mike Tyson. Andre sorry for your lose. Rip Sean
This is why Xbox is so special. Y’all have a good day. If anyone read this or needs anything my gamertag is KingUnd3rground.
Both of these guys
R.I.P to his brother man ❤
im so sorry to hear that, i remember talking to so many of my friends on xbox that i just never saw again. Hope u and ur friend are doing better
You are an veteran
Sorry for your loss and his loss
rip to his brother i hate when people died in a accident its so sad its the same with cancer and every other reason how to die in well reast in peace to this brother. :)
Man, I’m sorry for your loss. Even though it was so long ago it still hurts when you lose someone close to you.
I just hope you know that you’re not alone in any of this. We all love you. Your community loves you and the things that you do. We all appreciate you.
May your sister rest in peace. And I hope you remember her for the rest of your life. I mean…of course you will.
Thank you, Sacramentolove. For everything.
This hits hard. There were many friends from the Halo 3 days that I never heard from ever again for years. But, I will let that be a friendly reminder that I should be glad that I was able to partake in the good ol days of Xbox gaming, And also sorry for your loss.
Bro I didn’t have voice chat enabled neither online stuff on my acc cuz I was a child and I’m crying now 💀
Amen. Really miss the good old days 😪
Can play halo 3 again if u buy a modded xbox !!
@@Violet-tr1fq L parents
Nothing beats the Halo 3 days. Also cod4 and WaW. I still stand by my opinion that WaW was the best COD of all time
Yk the sad thing is those 2 active people you see are most likely the children of the original gamers
Edit: I make CODM vids☺️
You made me feel old with that comment…
@@sacramentolove i never got to play these games as a kid (cuz i wasnt very wealthy n had no friends) im still fairly young (19) but watching any older cod or gta5 videos make me feel old to because as a kid growing up i always wanted to play cod with friends or even just own a console for offline play but that never happened so i moved onto call of duty mobile after 8 years of tryna play something🤣🤣
or just guys, who've got no life and are sadly wasting their years until their end... that's much much sadder than those who are offline
btw, I'm really sorry for your loss, whatever I posted before wasn't meant to be offensive
@@artos9406 not rlly if u play on an old acc its not no life unless ur playing like 24/7 instead of working or attending school
I’ll will use these classes for her
Wow. You’re a legend. :o
Oh man, I'm getting emotional 😢
I’m going to make a video with her classes, I’ll notify you when I upload them
@@airbiox11 alr
@@airbiox11 notify me please, I wanna see it.
It doesnt matter what console you played on, if you had online access or even had these 18 plus games, it can still be a rollercoaster to go through, I recently checked my old 3DS and I found some wacky videos and sounds that just amazed me. My old xbox 360 never had online access but I used to be super obsessed with making new profiles and my brothers all shared it. You move on quickly but time comes backwards and realise how far you have come when you revisit something like gaming.
I’m a 32 year old retired from the gaming community and I can feel your pain my good sir. I lost a buddy almost 10 years ago. We used to play competitive gameplay together. Although we never meet in person, we shared so many stories and memories together online. He’s gone but not forgotten. No one can ever take away those memories you’ve gained over the years. May your sister rest in peace my good man. My condolences 🙏🙏
Respect bro I miss the old generation of gamers. I still remember my dad playing with his friends and its insane.
Dude don't retire! Get a steam deck.
It's nice to see a adult that use to be gamer. atleast he can hear about the new games like Modern warfare 2 the new one, Fortnite,Mario party,Smash Bros,Mario kart, God of war Ragnarok, and GTA v
@@packlesswolf1 I’ve had several thoughts of coming out of retirement but these newer games man way too much going on them lol at least for me. I prefer the old boots on the ground type of gameplay without all the craziness. What I liked about bo2 is that it was futuristic but kept it boots on the ground.
@Sonido Experiencia I bought one and play older games on it too! Like 360 games for that good old feeling. Playing just cause 2 right now.
Talking to someone after like 10+ years and them still remembering you hits quite hard. The nostalgia, the simplicity of older times, every aspect of life was better in some way. So sorry for your loss broski, I wish you and your family the best, and may your sister rest in peace.
i can’t take your comment seriously with that pfp
@@thugravity i'm way too lazy to change it, that's why.
I have that same itachi background on my fricken google account bro😩🥳
So true…. It’s very bittersweet
@@thugravity Long Live UCHIHA's memory.
Itachi deserved better, Sasuke deserved happiness.
This hit hard for me. I got the Xbox360 when it came out and got some friends in MW2 and MW3. We all stayed in contact and kept playing on the Xbox One. I remember their names were Josh and Alex. Me and Josh actually lived near each other, just a couple counties away. I remember getting a message from Josh with all his login info after like 2 years of not talking to him, then I got his Xbox in the mail. Turns out he killed himself the night when we last played and his mom had found my contact info on his phone and sent me everything. She said that he would always sound so happy when he was playing with me. Me and Alex still play to this day, and every time we win a game in WZ or something else we dedicate it to Josh. RIP Josh, you will always be missed.
I’m sorry for your loss. R.I.P
I'm so sorry man. For Josh! The realest gamer of all. R.I.P
R.I.P Josh, you must've been a good friend with him. May your wins with Josh stay with you.
I know I'm going to sound like a dick for this and I'm very sorry. Rest in peace to Josh but man. Countries away in not close at all
Can't believe he killed himself? How?
RIP for your sister. We will all miss her. This hits me in the feeling of nostalgia but sadness because even though I have not had a sibling pass away, I still feel you. I remember playing GTA4 all the time on the Xbox 360.
This is memorable I’m sorry for your loss, her class set up is crazy imagine how much she would’ve loved the new CODs that we play today this is living proof gaming is a time capsule full of moments, friends, and people we randomly meet and make memories with for a life time.
Nah bro she was a rush/sniper, she’d have hated them just like all the other OGs
She lucky she don’t have to play vanguard
she would have hated the new cods
To be honest I don’t think she would’ve liked the new cods. Hopefully she’s resting peacefully.
They were average classes. You are just trying to hype it up.
i have officially cried after a year. the nostalgia plus all the friends whom me and you lost in the way and all the parties having fun on snowy days till the night. gaming has come a long long way and i think there is no fun in gaming nowadays. and i have also stopped to game after 8 years of grinding on a low end pc and an old xbox. stay safe brothers and sisters, may god keep you safe.
Amen.
Amen
Gaming is still fun. There are more options for different types of games to play than ever before.
Amen and same
Amen
I’m so sorry for your loss man! This video is living proof that video games are not just ordinary everyday devices used for hobbies, but they are in fact special time capsules that allow you to re-live and sometimes even remember childhood memories that perhaps you may have forgotten about. And in cases like this, they even allow you to reminisce about a loved one who may not be in your life anymore…
I’m glad you were able to find access to this account.
well written
I am so sorry for your loss. THANK YOU for sharing such a sensitive story with us. It brought me to tears and I hope you have a good holiday.
She may be gone, be never will she be forgotten. RIP.
She’s not gone, she will always be with you. Always remember that. And you will reunite with her again.
Recently booted up both of my old PS3’s and let me tell you, the sheer amount of seemingly lost memories that all came back was incredible.
My ps3 is long gone, so is my 360
@Freddy Voorhees Being there for the last few days of Mortal Kombat 2011 Online on PS3 was heartbreaking man...
ps3 and xbox360 best gaming console’s
nostalgy
@@pandas_clips ong
I still have buddies I met on WAW, BO1, MW2, and Halo Reach and they haven't been on in a decade. I'll never delete them ever, they remind me of some of the best times of my life
Bro halo reach 🥹🥹🥹
I actually had an old friend from MW2 get online for the first time in like 8 years and I happened to be online at the same time and realize it. Now I have him added on Facebook and we run MW2 search and destroy when we both have some free time
:(
@@BradenHunt. What was the reason for his 8 year disappearance?
@@maxb4210 He just became an adult and decided to occupy his time with work. I took a 4 year hiatus myself while I was in the Marine Corps.
This is so sad bro. Rest in Peace to your sister I hope she is doing well in heaven right now❤. I’ve been playing video games ever since I was 4 years old I started playing around August 2012 of when my dad introduced me to gaming I had my own PS3 console and I remember my first game was Little Big Planet 1 and 2 and I remember playing online with people and making friends with other kids online and I’ll never forget that❤. Also back in 2014 the UA-camr EthanGamerTV if you know him created a Minecraft Ps3 series and after the first episode I asked my dad “why am I not in this series?”. My dad said he will buy me minecraft for Ps3 and to message him to let me join and then on episode 2 and 3 I was in his videos and I was only 6 at the time and now I’m 15 turning 16 in a couple of months and I still remember them times really well :). I also remember playing with the Xbox 360 kinect with my mum and dad many years ago and I remember in one of my birthday parties I was playing the Kinect with Friends and Family!
I lost my big brother in 2000, my dad this yr. I pray that you and your family have found some kind of peace 🕊️ with her passing as hard as it may be, my brother drowned I do not know your sister's circumstances nor would I ever fathom to ask bc that's not important...what you found is amazing and I think she wanted you to find it...I have a firm belief everything happens for a reason!!! God bless you this made me cry bc ik the pain never goes away but things like this give a sense of peace knowing when they were here they were happy. I have to say I bet your parents were also emotional about this I can only imagine. Seeing her video is awesome bc that's actually her moving around.
Sorry for your loss. And yes, my mum was extremely devastated and still is.
@Mass nah its 5200
@@sacramentolove Long Live your little sister ❤ emojis can’t put shit into explanatory but I hope you and your family can see through it and have a good life and enjoy the rest of your life cuz you may not have another one..
I hope you didn't make this shit up. If you did then you suck. If you didn't then God bless you
@@ZygophyWasTaken don’t say that cuz now all she gon be thinking about when she sees this. Is you saying she sucks. And even if she didn’t make it up. She’s not gonna be able to look past the part where you say she sucks even if it’s not literal. Just take that part out.
I don’t know you. UA-cam recommended me this vid and boy did they hit a home run. The level of wholesome and sadness I got from this is beyond. My heart goes out to you and your loved ones for your sis and damn my nostalgia went off the charts about my childhood with MW2. Keep it up brother.
Same bro i just got recommended today and may his sister rest in peace
same
Going to leave this here as I stumble on this one.
Hit me hard and it’s okay, as I lost also a cousin who I played games with.
@@Niggurath-n4h my condolences to you brother, may their soul live on forever :,,))
This is truly a time capsule. I lost my sister back in 2018! (at age 17) I was 15 at the time and the only one with a gaming pc and ps4. I bought a game called guitar hero that I honestly did not like that much, but my sister loved it. She played it everyday for so many years. In 2018 she was battling cancer and this game helped her soo much. The day finally came where the doctors told her that she entered stage 4 lung cancer and that she was lucky if she lived past 2 months. December 19 was the day she slept in at our house besides the Christmas tree. Now in 2022 I gained access to the account after trying to login for years. I did not know any of her password and tried every method I could find. The day I finally cracked the password and got in, I felt a nostalgic rush and began to tear up. I started up the game and browsed through the levels seeing her beating nearly everything on hard difficulty. The emotions hit when I saw that she had 99% achievement completion. If she played one more or did something she would get that 100% and that really hit me hard. I left the game and account without doing the last 1% cause it did not feel right to do it. My sister wanted to be a musician and really loved singing and playing guitar. I can understand your emotions in this video.
Man or woman, do it. It will probably take a great effort because is she reached 99% that means she was good, probably better than you will be.. but that is, make the effort and complete it 100% for her, family has to help each other no matter what, right?. Good luck.
@@Trikipum Nah. Don't do it. It's a memory that has to be intact. (in my opinion)
But... for her... if she really wanted.. you could. But, what would be special anymore about this game? :(
I bet you would’ve felt bad if you would have finished the 1% just sucks she couldn’t finish it it’s almost like they didn’t want her to beat it
@@Radu_NG fr you don’t want to finish it you want to leave it how she finished it because that number has a purpose yea she’d probably like it if he finished it but I’m sure she wouldn’t mind it bein uncomplicated so her brother has a memory of her
@@ripperlipper1016 The memory, the stats, last time played, everything is untouched like I want it to be! The game and account shall rest like she´s doing
I feel deeply for you. A week ago, a close friend of mine was hit by a car. We spent much of our youth together in front of the Xbox, and all those memories are flooding back. I am completely overwhelmed by emotions and can't stop crying. I will also try to log into my old account. Thank you for sharing the video. May your sister and my friend live on within us forever.❤
Thank you for 1M! This is such a huge milestone for me and I want to thank EVERY SINGLE person that took time out of their day to watch this video! Means a lot to me and my family. ❤
Truly a touching video. Congrats on 1m views :D
I love to watch every video you make
Crybaby 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣... its comparable to crying over people I sat in traffic with over a decade ago... You sir, are officially the punchline of the world's greatest joke.👍🤣👍
Congrats!
im so sorry she died! if you dont mind, how old was she?
amazing video, rest in peace
I agree with you.
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I agree.
I am so sorry to hear about your sister. God bless her. I still cannot imagine how much you’ve been through to even process what happened to the account. All of the maps you showcased made me cry of joy and nostalgia, we love you man.
I actually cried, your sister may rest in peace, and nostalgia hits so hard in this video. Because this happend to me too.
Hearing that your sister sadly passed away is heartbroken to hear, and what you did to give your account to her is so precious to do, may your little sister rest in peace
What did she die form?
@@TrueMathSquare Dude, he said that she was killed.. do you really want him to go into detail about that or what?
I didn't start playing 360 until like 2013 cause I played PS3 before that, but that whole era of gaming is just very nostalgic for me.
I miss being a kid.
Life was so much easier.
Exactly
That’s why I’m back on black ops 1 instead of the new stuff I try it’s not the same😢 it’s not the friends made back then the bonds just the times were different it’s heart wrenching now 26 2 kids I feel like I’m a kid again playing BO1 it’s very nostalgic I miss all the old friends I made. Today is full of little kids and adult children nobody to make good convo with and BS with it’s sad it’s nice playing BO1 at least just playing is calming I feel like it did when it first came out I am not a fan of new gaming can’t even really enjoy it or hold a interest 😭😭 I’m blessed though a family 2 kids slots changed but man I miss the old times indeed it was different soooo different
@Thawne Wtf is wrong with you
Not only as a kid
Damn man, this hits hard for me as well. I started playing Minecraft on Xbox in 2014 with a number of people. They're still on my recent list although nearly all of them haven't responded. I got my account password in April 2020 and have been using it since then. If only you knew the things I would exchange for a single day in the golden era of Minecraft gaming...
May your sister rest in peace
The game is still good but it just doesn’t give the same amount of joy.
@@lenoxpI
More so always gives Nostalgia if I'm being honest, but eh. I do not game in general, and when I do it's some modded MC
Rest In Peace to your sister. Stay in there, you've got this. And your sister would be proud of you for pushing through all of this.
Only gamers understand the tears of rediscovering an old gaming account that hasn't been used in years. It just brings back memories of the past and what it was like growing up.
My deepest of condolences my man I can’t imagine how devastating it must have been to lose your sister and I hope your doing okay now
This video was very heartfelt and truly seems to have been a excellent look at good old memories that I’m sure you loved to relive.
My thoughts and prayers are with everybody else in the comment section that has lost a loved one too and I pray that your all coping alright knowing that your loved ones are at peace and until one day we will all meet again in the afterlife above
Rest in peace to them all, gone but not forgotten ❤️🕊
Just watching this made me thinking of the MW2 nostalgia. Booting up your 360, checking who’s online, booting up MW2, joining a game, joining a game in progress, and that long wait of silence, hearing a Harrier already in the air as you choose your class.
Shit was a good time, I’d do anything for that to come back.
i will do anything to back left 4 dead
Mw2 is still online on Xbox 360, so the good old days of 2009 can still come back🤟
@@THEPOWER99FM don’t own anymore :(
Call of duty mobile is pretty close to it
@@THEPOWER99FM can’t find a game on series x
I paid my respect to her by sending a message saying. "Rest in peace my fellow gamer" may she rest in peace
Now this, this stabbed me in the heart. I used to play Xbox 360 for a while till 2019, the year I got the Xbox one console. You are a true gamer. "Gamers don't die, they respawn"
They always respawn
Damn right
❤️❤️
Its real interesting seeing all the "old style" gamertags/usernames. It brings back memories of the style of gamertags my friends and I had on xbox-360. Sure, I only got an xbox-360 around 2011or 2012, but the nostalgia still hits rather hard. Especially when remembering the times I played minecraft xbox-360 or black ops 1 for the first time with my buddies and all the laughs and experiences they and I had, telling jokes, staying up all night. I am glad you got to go back and see all of that, sorry to hear about your loss man. Take care, best of luck to you.
From one random stranger on the internet to another.
Seriously man. I remember my first gametag to this day it was "xXNsGLetsGetLitXx and the "clan" me and my homies made up was "Nuke Squad" which was the "Ns" on our gamer tags and our clan tag on MW2. You had to have at least 3 nukes on your record to get in. We took that so serious too LMAO. And since you brought up Minecraft, remember the old 360 game that came out before Minecraft could be played on Xbox, it was fortress craft the super original version before Minecraft was available on Xbox I'm pretty sure. I used to spend so much time on that game just because I wanted to be on my Xbox and not a computer LMAO. I remember when GTA4 dropped and when you got sick of MW2 after hours and hours you went to GTA4 online with all the homies doing random stuff, and then to world at war zombies covering windows and trying to get past round 30. I swear I'll never forget those memories and days.
You have no idea how much this hits me hard. I once had a friend, his name was Gabriel. I met him back in 2009 in Call of Duty World at War while playing zombies. We became fast friends, and would spend hours and hours every day playing Zombies, and tearing it up in Team Deathmatch. We used to gameshare DLC content and stuff like that, so naturally we had access to each others accounts.
Then one day in 2011 he just seemingly disappeared, and wasn't online for 1 day, then 2 days.... I thought maybe he was just too busy to play, so I thought nothing of it. But then a week had passed with no sign of him. I later found out that the day he didn't come online for the first time that he had been hit by a car and killed. It emotionally broke me. I lost my best friend that day and I couldn't believe it.
After watching this video I went and found my original PS3 and logged into his account which was still stored on my console. Seeing all the memories come back to me broke me down to tears again. Some of his friends still play other games to this day, some of them had even left him messages asking where he was. Some of the names I recognised because I played with them too.
Anyone who says that video games are to just pass time, or "just for fun" has no idea what it's like to have memories like yours or mine, or anyone else's in the comments who have had similar experiences. Games are a way of life. RIP to your little sister. May she know eternal peace ❤️
Dang sorry for your loss rip 😔
that's sad 🥺
You could contact his friends maybe?
Sorry for your lost 😞
@@xxsavagexx-7883 loss*
I May Be Just a Guy in The Age of 13, But This Still Breaks My Heart. 😞
I Feel Very Sorry for Your Loss.
“ A person never truly dies unless they are forgotten” clearly your sister hasn’t been forgotten :)) god bless you brotha ❤️
Amen
Man... Me being 29 years old and seeing this definitely touched my heart and definitely made me tear up. My condolences for you and your family 🙏. I've had such great memories on the 360 playing these games and till this day I still play. I've had my account of 16 years. You definitely have a piece of your sister in your heart and that account. Much love brother 🙏
This is legit emotional. The Black Ops 2 days were the moments I will appreciate all my life.
Online friends are probably the best friends we can ever have. May your sister rest in peace. ❤️
_Black ops 2_
*Sips Monster*
_Yeah that was a hell of a game_
Bro you are just are a god saying this thing… you have got the most true shit in this world
BO2 zombies💔💔💔💔
Im sorry RIP to your sister and my dad passed away in 2017 and i know what its like going through familys memories in the past makes me soo upset
I've never met your sister and didn't even know of her existence till about 5 minutes ago, yet when you opened up MW2 and went over her accomplishments I got massive goose bumps and almost shed a tear. So I couldn't even begin to imagine how you yourself felt at that moment, I'm sorry for your loss man.
The nostalgia is real. While I haven't had the misfortune to lose a sibling that I played games with, I still know how you felt walking us all through this video. I did a similar thing a few years ago; got on my old 360 and explored some ancient Halo Reach maps I made for big custom games that never occurred that would feature many friends that I've long since lost. It hurts me as well when I scroll through my old account and see inactive players that I once enjoyed many gaming sessions with.
I wonder where they are or what they're doing, or if they even remember me. It makes me wistful and mournful for those lost times, though the nature of this medium allows us all to capture and hold many wonderful memories and I'm glad you got to reconnect with your sister in some capacity. Thanks for allowing us to walk down memory lane and I'm sorry for your loss.
no reply?
It also pains me alot
My condolences, may your sister rest in peace. Being 20, 12 years is just more than half my life. The memories xbox has given us, the laughs, the sorrows, playing late into the early morning. This video brought tears to my eyes. Hope you continue to live life to the fullest 💚
This is proof that games, machines, physical media…all of it can hold meaning beyond its creators intent. May your baby sister rest in peace. ❤
The nostalgia hit me in the face. I’m so sorry for your loss and I hope that everything turns out well from here on.
Yeah I'm gonna need to see some proof about his sister this seems like a really convenient story to get sympathy views and the fake crying and sad music doesn't make it better lol.
Rest In Peace your little sister bro even this made me emotional and I don’t know y’all but deserve my love. I can see how emotional and nostalgia this can be just seeing her classes on mw2 reminds us of how there is still a part of her even though she isn’t physically here. God bless you and your family brother.❤🙏🏼
Prayers to you this made me emotional bro this is cool to have access to your loved one that was lost 12 yrs ago you made my day
Thank you!
I'm so sorry about your sister. Gaming can hold time capsules of memories. I lost my uncle when I was three and I've been attempting to get his Xbox Live account back too (except the email is deleted so I don't know what to do).
This hit absolutely hard as someone who lost a friend who was a sibling to them without actually knowing what happened. I am so sorry for your loss mate.
bro i lost my 1 first neptew he pass away in 2021
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I’m sorry to hear about your little sister and the fact that you found your 360 and the log in details just to remember her and your past memories is just wholesome to me and this video deserves 100x more views it has right now
Thanks so much for everyone’s comments and support! I’m doing better as this happened 2 years ago now. Time heals.
To anyone wondering if I got a response from the messages, I only got one. I showed it in this video:
ua-cam.com/video/logbDjZenG8/v-deo.html
There is also this video about her classes in MW2 and additional information:
ua-cam.com/video/VoiCGsrVyaU/v-deo.html
I know many of you were wondering how my sister was killed. I’m currently trying to get bodycam footage from the crime scene. Once I get it, I’ll explain what happened and go over it but it’s still an emotional subject.
I want to thank every single one of you who took time out of your day to comment and support this video. I never knew it would get so much views and support. Thank you all! ❤
:)
It’s amazing how games bring us together, can document our lives and be such a strong reminder of people. I hope I can speak for our community when I say that I’m sorry for your loss, what an amazing time capsule and I know it has definitely bought a tear to my eye ❤
No problem
Its ight dude
She is in heaven now and looking out for her family
It is such a feeling when you open your old console, and start checking the last people you played with, it opens the door to good memories and unfortunately the bad ones too. Sorry for your loss, and thank you for sharing your experience.
Dude I don't even know who you are I randomly clicked on this video but I got really emotional.I can't imagine how hard it was for you losing your sister at such a young age.Stay strong buddy I'm sure she's proud of her big brother from up there!!
Same here I just knew he’s entire backstory from one video
May she Rest In Peace. And thank you. Because of this, I reached out to my friend that was last online over 10 years ago. That’s something that I’m not sure I can ever thank you enough for.
Seriously, thank you for this video. I’m not sure I could have put something like this to the world. It must have taken a lot. Seriously, thank you.
Thank. You. Microsoft. For preserving these memories for this guy.
Damn sorry to hear your sister died 2020. I'm not sure how, but know she's always with you in your heart also its incredible to see this amazing time capsule of yours
rest in peace to your little sister, i wish i could go through my brothers old xbox account, the memories and laughs we shared together playing on that account will never be forgotten. RIP big bro
I'm not crying you're crying. This shit hit me hard. I've had a very good friend I never met in person pass away and a little bit of me died inside. This is a dope video man. Much respect
Did he die
His friend passed away so ofc he died
How do you know they died?
I had a psn friend die in Dec 2021 from an epileptic seizure in the middle of a game. It was a sad day.
@@Mod1 What?
Damnnnn.
This is emotional on a different level. This hits on a level I've only felt once. Respects to the two people that were still online.
Yeah...😪
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this is so emotional I'm so sorry for the lost of your sister and she may rest in peace.
Xbox 360 was my life. The nostalgia is overwhelming to say the least. I would almost give anything to relive my life during those days. Gears of War, Halo, CoD. Endless hours of gaming with friends across the country or having sleepovers and staying up all night. Was such a great time to be a gamer! Didn’t know those days were gonna be so memorable, we were just living in the moment
Same I wonder why the new consoles and games don’t have the same appeal and feeling . Maybe us getting older
I'm sorry you had to go through this man. But at the same time, its great in a way you could remember the past, remember your friends, your sister. You probably won't see this, but just remember to keep pushing forward. Never stop.
watching this video it made me genuinely tear up thinking of how much you must have went through, im so sorry for your loss and im happy you managed to get your old account back. i wish you the best man, stay safe.
Right in the feelings!
May your sister rest in peace.
I wish I could give you a hug buddy!
Sending you love from Brazil!
My first PSN account got hacked, I remember how much I cried. Watching this video makes me remember my reaction receiving my first friend request, I turned back to my dad and asked if I could accept it and I was with pure joy on my face. I love gaming and the happiness it brings. I'm so sorry for your sister, hope you're feeling better.
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. John 3:16 and 17.
Gaming is making friends,sharing moments,emotions and making connections with people. It's not just rage or time lost,it's so kuch more. May out legacy live on...
As a gamer, this nostalgia felt relatable. Looking at old memories is always a good feeling, but seeing the lost friends and hearing about your sister’s death really made me sad. I also read comments with similar experiences, which only saddened me more. I’m afraid of losing a good friend and I send my condolences to you and everyone who shared a loss.
I lost my older brother 7 months ago and man this hit me so hard to think about the last time he logged onto the Xbox I sort of gave him after I switched to playstation. I remember the times I’d stay up with him and play or just walk into his room and watch him play. It made me so happy to just watch him play and me not even play. I miss him so fucking much. He was 21. He didn’t get to see me get my license because he passed almost exactly 2 months before I got my license. I love you so much Jack
Danm I'm sorry for you loss man
so sorry for your loss may god bless you
God bless you two, may your bro rest in peace
Hope You Getter Better Man!
I'm sorry for your loss man!
Gaming isnt only a hobby, its a time capsule. Sorry for your lost bro, May your sister rest in peace
Stolen
@@mythicEMT come on man so what at least he is comforting him
@@Feetboyhshshw727 doesn't change the fact that it's still stolen🙄
@@shereenwaithe9448 Condolences can't be stolen.
@@shereenwaithe9448 nobody cares about that anymore sorry.
This made me recall my own former online friends. Seeing a visual representation of how time fleets, and being able to write to these people is a fascinating thing. Unfortunately, the places I used to frequent with these people, and/or my means of contacting them, have been lost to time. I'll never forget the way those times made me feel, and I don't think any experience will be able to replicate that sensation of wonder and how carefree it made me feel.
I want to thank you for making this video, it has brought me out of a sour mood, and brought back some memories that I cherish. I wish you a good life, and I'm truly sorry for your loss. May she rest in peace.
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. John 3:16 and 17.
@@spicydramarama852 Hail Satan!
I lost a friend on Roblox for a mistake.... Years later they died from cancer.... Fly high... Even if they unfriended me....
4380 days is 12 years , this is absolutely legit ! Sorry for your loss bro but so glad for some genuine content
That’s sad
Such a sad story, but I am so glad you were able to finally find a closure to this chapter. An online gamer account is always more than just an account, it holds countless memories... of friends, games, and unfortunately even of people who have passed away who used to enjoy said account
Imagine saying: alright bro let's play tomorrow
And you see: last online 12yrs ago 😭😭
This happens way too much
And then you find out your friend died from heart cancer
This is off topic but I’m really surprised this video only has 392k views when it uploaded 2 weeks ago. I expect this video to have at least a million views.
When my son find this mensage:12 yrs ago
@@peepguy3524 same I’m absolutely shocked
I grew up with my dad telling me about all his friends he grew up with, and gamed with when he was 16 or so and when I got onto his old PS account I got to see all of them. The ones who didn't make it to this day, and the one person that we still know and talk to. Brought my dad to tears
How old are you lol 😂 ps3 isn’t that ancient since he was 16
@@AdriansCreatures I'm 15, my dad is 33. I mean I guess the PS3 isn't THAT old but he used to play a mix of the original Xbox and PlayStation cause he was a halo nerd
@@e39lover73 Well when he was 16 the Xbox 360 would've just released and the PS3 would come out the following year. Probably got his years mixed up and was playing at 17 and maybe even a bit after you were born. That's crazy that your dad can tell you stories about playing the PS3 like it's ancient history. Makes me feel so old. By the time you could comprehend what games were, the Xbox one and PS4 were already getting ready to release.
@@ryanabarca8616 I was 5 when Halo 2 released, I'm happy to have grown up in that era of gaming. Got Kotor and Jade Empire for my 5th birthday too, good memories.
@@ryanabarca8616 Man I kept religiously playing my PS3 until 2015, I’m still stuck on PS4 and have two kids of my own. Can’t decide if I want to invest my in a pc or just buy a PS5.
This is emotional I had the same thing happen to me like 8 years after my friend died I was able to regain the account I gave them and all my friends that I played with and a lot of memories came back this is emotional and I'm sorry for your lose😢
Stay strong, man... Memories like that never die. I'm sure your sister was a fun person to be around, but I'm also sure that she remains within your heart. Along with the memories you had with her. I'll end by saying this (And this goes for everyone.) Make sure you make the most out of the time you have with your loved ones. Life is full of surprises. Even nasty ones. So it's always important to cherish the people and things you love before they're gone.
As someone who's 34 now, watching this video is an interesting experience. While I can't deny that 12 years is a long time, and a lot has happened in that time, I don't attach the same sense of nostalgia to it as I do to my childhood memories. Though it is cool to look back on occasion, at my old PS3 save files, etc. I've had relationships and built a whole career over that time, but it still doesn't feel like they are "core" memories like my youth was. Apart from one or two things I have very mixed feelings about.
Most of the online life I lived was on PC and goes further back. Old MSN and IRC chat logs, a mod for a game I was working on but never finished, old school coursework, guitar tracks a friend sent to me... I still have a lot of stuff. I also got involved in competitive gaming and the LAN scene, and someone in our group passed away in a car accident. It was surreal at the time. Even now I still have his old Facebook invite pending, just because.
I'd love to look back at stuff from my actual childhood, but that dates back to services no longer running like the MSN Gaming Zone and GameSpy.
But I can imagine some of the things you felt when going through this, I've felt them to varying degrees before. To be honest, it was quite courageous of you to share such a personally meaningful thing with everyone who would watch your video like this. I hope you're doing well, and while I may not believe in an afterlife, it would be nice to think your sister is smiling down on you.
This shit hit me right in my heart.. I often wonder if any of my runescape buddies have passed. Those days were so fun and amazing. Hope they are alive and well.. RIP to your little sister. Cant imagine your pain.
I used to play runescape back in 2008 and still login just to go back into the memories ..
@@harris7105 So you played during RS2. I started in 06. But yeah dude. Just logging in was nostalgic. I remember packed Clan Wars. Remember everyone being pissed about the trade limit at one point in the life of rs2. And logging in to see all your old friends gone and offline. Damn that hit me when I went back and played rs3. Its been like years again already since ive played. Obviously i hopped back in and enjoyed some 07' scape during that time as well.
I play RuneScape a lot Ibe seen life take it’s toll people moved on yet I remain to live the memories
To all the mfs commenting fake, please humble yourself