books i'd sell my soul to read again for the first time

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    i LOVED these books so much, i'd do anything to read them again with fresh eyes. however, while i can't read them again for the first time, YOU can. so, with that in mind, here's my top 11.
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  • @OriAlfassi
    @OriAlfassi 2 роки тому +11405

    "did I finish this book, or did this book finish me" is the best 1 sentence review to ever exist for a little life.

    • @yenakim5263
      @yenakim5263 2 роки тому +51

      So true. I’m reading this book right now. It’s giving me emotional breakdowns.

    • @recoveringhater1608
      @recoveringhater1608 2 роки тому +29

      paperbackdreams review?

    • @OriAlfassi
      @OriAlfassi 2 роки тому +3

      @@yenakim5263 I know right!!

    • @ninamarie177
      @ninamarie177 2 роки тому +25

      As someone who can struggle with self-criticism and negative thoughts, it took me a year to finish because I had to take a break when my mental health was at its lowest, but it was a beautiful read.

    • @OriAlfassi
      @OriAlfassi 2 роки тому +1

      @@ninamarie177 ❤️❤️

  • @pinkyii9450
    @pinkyii9450 2 роки тому +5937

    Why is Jack literally the only person I trust for book recommendations?

    • @janhaveejaware9138
      @janhaveejaware9138 2 роки тому +27

      Literally same!

    • @mrs4971
      @mrs4971 2 роки тому +129

      I watch other booktubers as well but this is the only place I find pure satisfaction

    • @MsCinis
      @MsCinis 2 роки тому +14

      Cause they're GOOOOD

    • @inespedras9993
      @inespedras9993 2 роки тому +20

      i love is videos, i have a playlist of is videos and uncarly and i watch them when im doing the most boring things, like cleaning and getrting ready. just for backgroud noise. its really nice because there are video sthat i have watch so many times that i know the exact phrase there going to say :). love from portugal

    • @jackloo7233
      @jackloo7233 2 роки тому +41

      I trust Jack, Emmie, and Dakota.

  • @justwonder1404
    @justwonder1404 Рік тому +2596

    May I say just how much I envy your passion? I used to be a bookworm as a child and young adult, but kinda lost it in recent years. I still read but it's hard to regain this hunger for books I used to have. It's channels like yours that remind me how exciting reading can be and help me keep trying to re-discover it, so thank you.

    • @hoyaticinspirit4eva547
      @hoyaticinspirit4eva547 Рік тому +78

      I truly hope you do. I got so busy with studies that I didn't have time to touch a book for a long while in the middle, and I only realized how lifeless I had been for that entire period when I *did* pick up a book again after it was all over. Now that I'm back to reading again, I'm more hungry than ever before. And it's a good feeling, if I'm being honest ☺️

    • @Jakiegg15
      @Jakiegg15 Рік тому +23

      @@hoyaticinspirit4eva547 I relate to this comment so much. I was such an avid book lover growing up and during my 20s until I decided to quit my job to return to university. I then spent 4 years reading only academic papers and text books and there was absolutely no time for reading for pleasure. After reading analytically and critically for so long I didn’t think I could ever go back to reading fictional stories. But last week I picked up a fantasy series and decided to divulge in it after a brief illness, and my goodness, I finished the books in just over 2 days. I was hooked and in such a meditative flow state while reading, it was just what I had been missing all these years, and it truly felt good for my soul. Although, I didn’t get much else done in that time (lol), I don’t ever want to quit books again ❤️

    • @justwonder1404
      @justwonder1404 Рік тому +3

      @@hoyaticinspirit4eva547 thank you. Life really is more like existence without reading, glad you're back into it☺

    • @emyf9194
      @emyf9194 Рік тому +1

      Same. I feel like I get sleepy by reading 2 pages

    • @francesaprilrheavillanueva765
      @francesaprilrheavillanueva765 Рік тому

      Aww, i relate to this so much!

  • @viral5092
    @viral5092 4 місяці тому +251

    Just finished 'Wealth's Loyal Companion: The Uncharted Path to Prosperity' , it's a game-changer. It's more than money talk - it's about shaping a rich life in every way. Real stories, practical tips, and eye-opening insights. It really shows how discipline and learning can change your life. Totally recommend it!

  • @triptinath5675
    @triptinath5675 2 роки тому +4732

    Few video ideas:
    1)What Emma Watson reads
    2)All the books mentioned on F.R.I.E.N.D.S
    3)Reading books recommended by your subscribers
    4)One book from every genre
    5)Only reading translated book for a week
    6)What Jisoo from Blackpink reads
    7)Books about religion
    8)Biographies and Autobiographies
    9)Celebrity lifestyle part 2
    10)How different your life is in Paris and in England.
    11)What Elio from Call Me By Your name reads
    12)1 Book from every country
    13)Literature you enjoyed as a child

    • @giordanodsouza9563
      @giordanodsouza9563 2 роки тому +269

      Yes! And 14) All the books referenced in perks of being a wallflower

    • @triptinath5675
      @triptinath5675 2 роки тому +14

      @@giordanodsouza9563 Oh Yes!

    • @anneehka7863
      @anneehka7863 2 роки тому +33

      Or reading the books on a scratch off poster!

    • @Loobaloopaloooo
      @Loobaloopaloooo 2 роки тому +40

      THIS!!!! LIST!!! IN!! ITS!!!! ENTIRETY!!! JACK PLEASE BOOK LORD!!!

    • @la.den.ker91
      @la.den.ker91 2 роки тому +1

      OMG living nr. 1!

  • @darya.3m
    @darya.3m 2 роки тому +1692

    Timestamps! Here are the books lovelys

    • @MommyTeresa
      @MommyTeresa 2 роки тому +13

      Our hero ❤

    • @aggressively_average5180
      @aggressively_average5180 2 роки тому +61

      and the honorable mentions:
      12:49 the seven husbands of evelyn hugo
      the song of achilles
      normal people

    • @darya.3m
      @darya.3m 2 роки тому +7

      @@aggressively_average5180 thank you!

    • @luna-xz7ti
      @luna-xz7ti 2 роки тому +5

      thank you babes

    • @shanthashetty61
      @shanthashetty61 2 роки тому +7

      U understood the assignment 😃

  • @sfowler1017
    @sfowler1017 2 роки тому +1153

    Piranesi is just breathtaking. EVERYONE must read it and yes you're supposed to feel a little confused at the beginning so keep reading.

    • @MollyKaren
      @MollyKaren Рік тому +23

      @@kirkrain7517 I guess the lack of plot affects your rating depending on what you enjoy - I personally love books without any particular plot. Piranesi is one of my favourite books simply because it made me feel some way (that's hard to explain!)

    • @annieweston8218
      @annieweston8218 Рік тому +13

      A similar vibe to Piranesi is The Starless Sea by Erin Morgenstern so if you enjoyed Piranesi I'd definitely recommend reading it!

    • @robot12423
      @robot12423 Рік тому +1

      Hmmm

    • @ritasherwin5413
      @ritasherwin5413 Рік тому +2

      "Piranesi" is one of the most amazing books I have ever read

    • @rayalantin6742
      @rayalantin6742 Рік тому +14

      Good to hear this because I've been stuck on the first few chapters for months now but I keep hearing about how good it is

  • @karaburacar2941
    @karaburacar2941 2 місяці тому +146

    Couldn't look away from this video - it's got me hooked! And if you're into captivating stories, ''The Hidden Truths Of Wealth' is a must-read. It's packed with suspense and intrigue, just like this video. Head over to 'Borlest' to grab your copy and dive into the excitement!

  • @bethanyd.8980
    @bethanyd.8980 2 роки тому +1389

    This man knows how to sell a book better than anyone I've ever seen. He's so good at explaining books and I get half my boom recs from him!🥰

    • @Overdosed_On_Tea
      @Overdosed_On_Tea Рік тому +3

      hey everyone. can anybody help me? i want to read a book, but i am very very lost in this big library of books. i want to read a good book, [romance would be better but other genre would be ok too] i have only read 2 books, and they are absolutely bad. it was it end with us and the love hypothesis. so pls help me.

    • @readingislife.
      @readingislife. Рік тому +3

      @@Overdosed_On_Tea yes! I highly recommend To Kill a Kingdom. It’s a YA fantasy-romance, it’s ennemies-to-lovers. There is romance but a lot more fantasy. The characters are chefs kiss and their chemistry is rather exquisite.

    • @kweensubs4302
      @kweensubs4302 Рік тому +2

      @@Overdosed_On_Tea I love romance fantasy. The books that really gave me this amazing feeling was once upon a broken heart and the ballad of never after. It’s like a very slow burn romance which I usually wouldn’t enjoy, but I adore those books.

  • @owned008
    @owned008 2 роки тому +405

    I started reading Piranesi in the morning, ended up having to talk a half day off work because I couldn't put it down. Every page made me more and more fascinated to uncover what the story was really about. It's such a small book too, anyone should give it a go :)

    • @DATo_DATonian
      @DATo_DATonian Рік тому +19

      OK, you talked me into it. Jack Edwards had me teetering on the edge, but _YOU_ pushed me over. I just ordered it before the video above was even over ~LOL~

    • @damlahanm608
      @damlahanm608 Рік тому +1

      It would make a brilliant TV show, something like a HBO mini series
      The ending definitely needs finetuning but the plot is charming

    • @losermillie
      @losermillie Рік тому +2

      @@damlahanm608 they would really have to do a good job though because if they ruined it I would riot

    • @DATo_DATonian
      @DATo_DATonian Рік тому +6

      [FOLLOWUP TO MY FIRST POST - very mild spoilers] Got the book and read it, read it again, pulled out the literary scalpel and _deep read_ it once more. At this point I'm sure I "understood it" as well as it was meant to be understood, and probably better than it was understood by most of those readers who were gushing inordinate praise upon it. I was not overly impressed. It was a good book, don't get me wrong, but it fell _waaaaaay_ flat relative to the enormous amount of hype and gushing superlatives I've heard on this and other You Tube videos. What DID work worked very well, but what didn't really stunk. For instance, I loved the description of The Labyrinth and Piranesi's relationship with it, and as Sean said the mystery of what was going on in the early part of the book made it "unputdownable". I also liked the way the character Piranesi was described, but the transition from fantasy to detective story (???with guns and gunfire???) was like eating ice cream and then suddenly switching to pickles. BLAAAAH! I could think of several ways to have ended this story far better. Overall I don't regret reading it, I'm simply saying it doesn't live up to the hype in my opinion. So ... I DEFINITELY wouldn't "sell my soul to read it again for the first time", in fact, I wouldn't trade an old pair of sneakers to read it again for the first time. If you want an equally "fantastical" story read _Lincoln In The Bardo_ by George Saunders. It is WAY over the top too, but unlike this one it works, from front to back.

    • @arainaz10
      @arainaz10 Рік тому +5

      @@DATo_DATonian Yes! You nailed exactly what I felt about Piranesi! The first half or ⅔ was incredible, and I couldn't wait to discover what was really going on. I had several ideas of what may be happening and honestly, any one of my theories would have worked better than the ending that Clarke wrote. The beautiful mysterious atmosphere she created was entirely undone by the bizzare conclusion.

  • @myfanwygreene7202
    @myfanwygreene7202 Рік тому +86

    I would 100% sell my soul to read 'My Brilliant Friend' by Elena Ferrante for the first time (translated from Italian). Never in my life have I experienced such a tender and heartwarming portrayal of two young friends. It is complex, beautifully written and really gives a voice to growing up in a small community. Brilliant.

    • @QuirkyGirl10
      @QuirkyGirl10 Рік тому +1

      Oh, good to hear. I have the book and have heard so many good things about it😊

  • @tanishkamajumder
    @tanishkamajumder 2 роки тому +1460

    ✨timestamps✨
    intro - 0:01 - 0:40
    skillshare ad - 0:43
    BOOK 1 - 1:47 (Death of a Salesman)
    BOOK 2 - 3:02 (Piranesi)
    BOOK 3 - 4:22 (Never Let Me Go)
    BOOK 4 - 5:03 (Home Fire)
    BOOK 5 - 6:12 (A Little Life)
    BOOK 6 - 7:30 (Earthlings)
    BOOK 7 - 8:56 (The Picture of Dorian Gray)
    BOOK 8 - 9:27 (A Good Soldier)
    BOOK 9 - 10:17 (The Talented Mr. Ripley)
    BOOK 10 - 11:00 (Misery)
    BOOK 11 - 11:39 (The Bread The Devil Knead)
    conclusion - 12:30
    HONORABLE MENTIONS - 12:47
    to skip all ads in the video - 13:25 🦋

  • @hi-gv6wy
    @hi-gv6wy 2 роки тому +279

    TIMESTAMPS:
    1:47 *Death* *of* *a* *Salesman* by _Arthur_ _Miller_
    3:01 *Piranesi* by _Susanna_ _Clarke_
    4:21 *Never* *Let* *Me* *Go* by _Kazuo_ _Ishiguro_
    5:03 *Home* *Fire* by _Kamila_ _Shamsie_
    6:12 *A* *Little* *Life* by _Hanya_ _Yanagihara_
    7:30 *Earthlings* by _Sayaka_ _Murata_
    8:55 *The* *Picture* *of* *Dorian* *Grey* by _Oscar_ _Wilde_
    9:27 *The* *Good* *Soldier* by _Ford_ _Maddox_ _Ford_
    10:16 *The* *Talented* *Mr.Ripley* by _Patricia_ _Highsmith_
    11:00 *Misery* by _Stephen_ _King_
    11:39 *The* *Bread* *the* *Devil* *Knead* by _Lisa_ _Allen-Agostini_

    • @jouska1061
      @jouska1061 2 роки тому +5

      Good lord, thank you thank you kind person

    • @malvikakashyap2608
      @malvikakashyap2608 2 роки тому +1

      Thank you !!!!!
      😊

    • @gm3850
      @gm3850 Рік тому

      Thank you 🤍

    • @mahimamaheshwari6218
      @mahimamaheshwari6218 Рік тому +2

      Wish I could pin this comment. Most useful comment.

    • @SomiaDz
      @SomiaDz Рік тому

      Thank you so much you amazing person 😄

  • @coffeeandtea23
    @coffeeandtea23 Рік тому +393

    The Midnight Library is a book that I wish I could read again. It was one of those book that teaches you something and really makes you think about your own life and the regrets you might have. I really wish I could go back and read it again for the first time.

    • @pvcube66
      @pvcube66 Рік тому +10

      I've been half way through the book and already loving it
      I used to feel bad about my regrets and decisions only to realise they are just bullshit as said in the book.
      And yea it's good so far.

    • @SusanaXpeace2u
      @SusanaXpeace2u Рік тому

      Have you read the Robertson Davies Trilogies. One of those trilogies, either the Deptford Trilogy or the Cornish Trilogy can't remember which, The Midnight Library put me in mind of it.

    • @iwantcheesecake63
      @iwantcheesecake63 Рік тому +5

      For real, this book was more like a journal to me..I tried to write my feelings, regrets in blank spaces or whatever I was getting on my mind while reading. I know some ppl find it cliché or simple.
      But that's what's good about it! It's trying make our cliché and simple life intresting

    • @shannonmc7090
      @shannonmc7090 Рік тому

      I loved this book, too. It was really life-affirming and made me feel happy.

    • @shriyayadalam1408
      @shriyayadalam1408 Рік тому

      ikrrrr its amazinggg

  • @joyrowancasey788
    @joyrowancasey788 2 роки тому +79

    Currently reading Piranesi at the moment and I'm even more excited for it now hearing what you had to say about it

  • @stardusthalo9996
    @stardusthalo9996 2 роки тому +843

    i'd sell my soul to read "a thousand splendid suns" for the first time......i have read many books but i always find myself thinking bout' this book. It is one of those books that leaves an imprint on you for a very long time.

    • @annadupont7615
      @annadupont7615 2 роки тому +23

      Loved that book so much - I still think about it more than 10 years later. Heartbreaking...

    • @arminislam6805
      @arminislam6805 2 роки тому +52

      A kite runner by khaled hossaini was also really good..I'm looking forward to reading a thousand splendid suns

    • @zainabt9262
      @zainabt9262 2 роки тому +6

      I find myself thinking my about this book as well it was soooo incredible and heart wrenching and I don’t think I’ll ever forget it

    • @miranda9919
      @miranda9919 2 роки тому +4

      Agreed! Amazing book.

    • @saturnitiez
      @saturnitiez 2 роки тому +12

      ME TOO. the way hosseini conveys feelings so deeply through the scenario around his characters is astonishing.

  • @zoebecker1847
    @zoebecker1847 2 роки тому +433

    dude. i've been in such a reading slump (like i havent finished a book in a month or so) so anyways hopefully this helps lol

    • @shanthashetty61
      @shanthashetty61 2 роки тому +4

      Maybe u need a new good book

    • @bia-ur9lb
      @bia-ur9lb 2 роки тому +10

      I dont know if youve read them, but a few books that are the best cure for a slump: the song of achilles, the seven husbands of evelyn hugo and verity. Hope this helps :)

    • @riyamishra280
      @riyamishra280 2 роки тому +13

      I got a tip for you , that worked for me in my reading slump . Read something small , which you can finish in one sitting , read a graphic novel or manga . Sometimes finishing a book really motivates you to read more . Some favourite recommendations of mine for graphic novels and manga :
      1. Princess princess ever after
      2. The Prince and his dressmaker
      3. Heartstopper
      4. Spy family

    • @zoebecker1847
      @zoebecker1847 2 роки тому +1

      @@bia-ur9lb ty :))

    • @zoebecker1847
      @zoebecker1847 2 роки тому

      @@riyamishra280 thanks!! i'll def try some of those. actually, the only thng i've managed to finish recently is heartstopper haha

  • @Vipzy1
    @Vipzy1 2 роки тому +595

    Personally, I would literally sell my soul to read: The Shadow of The Wind by Carlos Ruíz Zafón for the first time again. It made me fall in love with books and reading tbh

    • @barbaraoxford
      @barbaraoxford 2 роки тому +6

      Its beautiful.. ♥️

    • @ilananl1004
      @ilananl1004 2 роки тому +2

      So, so agree. The same for me!

    • @mariapaolini8767
      @mariapaolini8767 2 роки тому +3

      One of my favourite books of all time!!! Took me about a week to process each book after finishing.

    • @mariammosashvili4150
      @mariammosashvili4150 2 роки тому

      This, by far

    • @cpagoals
      @cpagoals 2 роки тому +3

      That book is utterly magical and I treasure it dearly

  • @_sabgomez
    @_sabgomez 2 роки тому

    I just love how your recs are so different than everybody else and how well you express yourself! Thank you for that!

  • @maryseptihet
    @maryseptihet 2 роки тому +588

    I typed in “Dong of Achilles” into StoryGraph and Goodreads when I read it and it still one of the funniest moments of my entire reading life

  • @zoespencerreid2478
    @zoespencerreid2478 2 роки тому +338

    Honestly, Jack's reviews are always sooo good, he's the only bookworm with this incredible capability to make any book sounds so appealing, so delicious, like my tbr list is crazy long now because of him.

  • @felipecon7548
    @felipecon7548 2 роки тому +11

    I'm not so much into reading, even though I love your videos, and I still didn't finished it, but Dracula is being one of those books. It's so well written and so terrorizing, and that part about the Demeter log and all the ship chapter is so, so good. I know that when I finish it I will want to forget it just to have the experience again!

  • @safiyaandrews3609
    @safiyaandrews3609 9 місяців тому +1

    Whenever I need a new book rec I always come to your videos Jack. Your analysis but also wit makes your videos so original

  • @Samuel-995
    @Samuel-995 2 роки тому +270

    Books that make me want to time travel just so I can read them again:
    -Pope Joan by Donna W. Cross
    -Castillos de Cartón by Almudena Grandes
    -Balzac and the Little Chinese Seamstress by Dai Sijie
    -Reunion by Fred Uhlman
    -A Thousand Splendid Suns by Khaled Hosseini
    -Chess Story by Stefan Zweig

    • @marieemilieyamben8611
      @marieemilieyamben8611 2 роки тому +1

      Oh I absolutely love Balzac and the Little Chinese Seamstress. I read the french version when I was in high school

    • @khonitahsn
      @khonitahsn 2 роки тому +1

      Thank you for sharing this!😍

    • @jonesjermaine4387
      @jonesjermaine4387 2 роки тому +2

      Cool, I've been reading Tropic of Cancer except I like to pretend the character Van Norden is like a Bailey Jay, mite write my own book think I'll call it "Beyond the Valley of Penises"

    • @jielin136
      @jielin136 2 роки тому +6

      A thousand splendid suns is beautiful, I loved every book of Khaled Hosseini

    • @TheBibliothek
      @TheBibliothek 2 роки тому +1

      Castillos de cartón!!!!!! Yo también 🥺🥺🥺

  • @hannagat0r
    @hannagat0r 2 роки тому +153

    just here to add more emphasis on reading trigger warnings for “A Little Life”. it could really really ruin your mental health for a long time. if you’re afraid your trigger might be in it, it probably is. please be careful with this book! it is wonderfully traumatizing.

    • @Acetronomy
      @Acetronomy 2 роки тому +14

      When I heard it's about 4 men going through life in New York, I thought it would be absolutely perfect for me. Love reading about a group of friends going through the highs and lows, but man, after reading the trigger warnings.. there's just no way.

    • @letmedream111
      @letmedream111 2 роки тому +1

      Can you list a few of the potential triggers? I was going to read

    • @Acetronomy
      @Acetronomy 2 роки тому +6

      @@letmedream111 Literally any trigger you have, it’s definitely in there. Look up “A little life trigger warning list”, you’ll find it.

    • @molliee5183
      @molliee5183 2 роки тому +8

      @@letmedream111 honestly if you have any trigger I’d just avoid it. I like the book but yea it pretty much covers all triggers tbh

    • @seafarer_
      @seafarer_ Рік тому +3

      @@Acetronomy it sounded pretty interesting, but i put the book down so fast after reading a brief synopsis. i knew i couldn’t risk my mental health to read it

  • @GroovyMoo28
    @GroovyMoo28 2 роки тому +65

    Something I really love about Jack is that he truly appreciates and enjoys all genres and styles of books. His love for ALL literature makes me trust his suggestions a lot.

  • @amyrah960
    @amyrah960 Рік тому +8

    The correlation between books that makes you sob and them being your favourite is so real. 😭😭😭😭

  • @alexiseichelberger5706
    @alexiseichelberger5706 2 роки тому +39

    YES Kazuo Ishiguro! “Never Let Me Go” is one of my favorite books. I also really loved “The Remains of the Day” and “Klara and the Sun” (his newest release).

    • @elizaallan6438
      @elizaallan6438 2 роки тому +1

      love them all so much. Remains of the Day is my fav though!!

    • @somatoes4667
      @somatoes4667 2 роки тому

      He is amazing with his words. If you want to read a book unlike anything else you’ve read before, The Unconsoled is such a unique read.

    • @Lori-cd4ge
      @Lori-cd4ge 2 роки тому

      I listened to the audio version and thought, “Meh.” 😕 That happens a lot when I don’t actually read it myself.

  • @miaarcher694
    @miaarcher694 2 роки тому

    Jack you're literally the only person i take book recommendations from, so thank you for constantly feeding my love for reading ( and buying) books. you've helped out of many a reading slump

  • @gurrajhothi2349
    @gurrajhothi2349 Рік тому +5

    Read Piranesi after watching this video, and I'm so glad I went into it with just the little bit of context Jack provided. I think it may be my new favorite book! so so enchanting and enrapturing.

  • @PokhrajRoy.
    @PokhrajRoy. 2 роки тому +126

    Out of Context Jack Edwards: “…and in my reading everyday, I chose suffering so I loved this book.”

    • @vulee100
      @vulee100 2 роки тому +6

      "im edging you"

  • @felipetakano2243
    @felipetakano2243 2 роки тому +338

    I personally liked reading Convenience Store Woman more than Earthlings, but I do love Sayaka Murata's writing. But my "I'd sell my soul to read again for the first time" book is Pachinko, by Min Jin Lee

    • @katherinehilary
      @katherinehilary 2 роки тому +4

      100% agree! With all of this!

    • @jonesjermaine4387
      @jonesjermaine4387 2 роки тому

      Cool, I've been reading Tropic of Cancer except I like to pretend the character Van Norden is like a Bailey Jay, mite write my own book think I'll call it "Beyond the Valley of Penises"

    • @ninamarie177
      @ninamarie177 2 роки тому +9

      Pachinko is so good, I keep thinking about it even 4 months after finishing it.

    • @ipig2379
      @ipig2379 2 роки тому +3

      Me too! My best read this year. Or my whole life. I was stunned.

    • @chiisomoluchii
      @chiisomoluchii 2 роки тому +3

      Pachinko is really that book!!

  • @delaneymacdonald
    @delaneymacdonald Рік тому +2

    Love that you included Piranesi!! Blew me away and I absolutely feel the same - I wish I could go back in time and read it for the first time again

  • @coena9377
    @coena9377 2 роки тому +55

    “S” by JJ Abrams and Doug Dorst. It’s formatted as this old novel called The Ship of Theseus that’s being passed back and forth between two modern readers, Eric and Jen, who have conversations in the margins. Eric is a former PhD student in literature whose thesis was on SOT and Jen is a lit major about to graduate. It’s a story within a story with so many layers of mystery and filled with puzzles for the reader to try solving.

    • @sajidaassaf174
      @sajidaassaf174 2 роки тому +3

      That's SUCH a beautiful concept

    • @Alwayssjuicy
      @Alwayssjuicy 3 місяці тому

      I’ve been wanting to read this book for years ever since it came out but I always been intimated lol

  • @libbykenilworth4253
    @libbykenilworth4253 2 роки тому +132

    Video ideas
    1) Reading all of the books that Charlie reads in The Perks of Being a Wallflower (To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee, This Side of Paradise by F. Scott Fitzgerald, A Separate Peace by John Knowles, Peter Pan by J. M. Barrie, The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger, On the Road by Jack Kerouac, Naked Lunch by William S. Burroughs, Walden by Henry David Thoreau, Hamlet by William Shakespeare, The Stranger by Albert Camus, The Fountainhead by Ayn Rand)
    2) Reading all of the books that Charlie Spring loves in Heartstopper (The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald, Radio Silence by Alice Oseman, I was Born for this by Alice Oseman, The Iliad by Homer, The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde, Alex in Wonderland by Simon James Green, Noughts and Crosses by Malorie Blackman - these are mentioned as a part of the extra content in Volume 3)
    Also congratulations on 1 million subscribers!!!!!!!!

    • @jmsl910
      @jmsl910 2 роки тому

      fabulous list!!

  • @MM-lv7yf
    @MM-lv7yf 2 роки тому +79

    Me having the most important exam of my life tomorrow
    Jack posting a new video:
    Me : let's watch it

  • @karenk286
    @karenk286 6 місяців тому +3

    Omg Piranesi is my favorite book!!!! Enchanting is the perfect word. Just incredible and I come back to it again and again. Never let me go is also very compelling and poignant and thought provoking. Love your taste!

  • @gopikasoni2908
    @gopikasoni2908 Рік тому

    my TBR list just extended and thank you for the special mention of the last 3 books i love them with all my heart and would sell my soul to read it!!!!!!!

  • @azi_citim
    @azi_citim 2 роки тому +45

    Flowers for Algernon, DEAR GOD that book had me on my knees, probably my favorite book ever. I wish I could read it again for the first time 😩

  • @juliajab7456
    @juliajab7456 2 роки тому +168

    The one book I would literally sell my soul to read again is "The seven husbands of Evelyn Hugo". I love this book so much and how it shows the behind the scene of being a woman in the cinematic industry in the 50"/60". I cried so hard at the end, I've never cried that much to a book.

    • @dreamingofthemoon
      @dreamingofthemoon 2 роки тому +1

      Samee!!

    • @tessacarstairs5998
      @tessacarstairs5998 2 роки тому +8

      Sameeee! Such a masterpiece. I would sell my soul to see Evelyn and Celia on the big screen!!!

    • @freddykent8470
      @freddykent8470 2 роки тому +3

      @@tessacarstairs5998 Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo have been adapted to the screen. Netflix

    • @dreamingofthemoon
      @dreamingofthemoon 2 роки тому +1

      @@tessacarstairs5998 it's your lucky day bc its happening!!

    • @rania1408
      @rania1408 2 роки тому +1

      SAME! i would do anything to read that for the first time again

  • @shamaunjiwanmall1987
    @shamaunjiwanmall1987 Рік тому +1

    I relate so much with what you said at the very beginning the video!!
    Sometimes when a line or a scene impacts me so much and I love it, I would go back and read it again and I instantly have that feeling of regret that now I can never have that same feeling of reading it for the first time because now I know what happens! Oh that is so strong!!!
    Therefore, I totally get what you meant. You’re not alone!😎👍🏻

  • @icedmatchalatteM
    @icedmatchalatteM Рік тому +1

    Jack! Such a great video and I was hoping A Little Life would make it on your list. I'm also an English major and I just finished reading the book a couple days ago and you explained it so well. Every sentence hits so deeply and painfully, and I also love how the characters get so much room to develop. Ah it's definitely one of my favorites now.

  • @kaitlynhancock6652
    @kaitlynhancock6652 2 роки тому +139

    one book i wish i could read again for the first time is 'a good girls guide to murder' by holly jackson because omg it was amazing. kind of wish i had annotated the book with my theories the first time!

    • @josiegjackson
      @josiegjackson 2 роки тому +4

      Thanks, I already bought this on my kindle 1 year ago and will note as I go along when I get around to read it!

    • @maypasifiki9360
      @maypasifiki9360 2 роки тому +2

      Oh yes, will definitely do that.

    • @lenkajf7816
      @lenkajf7816 2 роки тому +1

      Wow, great tip to annotate. I’m just starting to read it

  • @ninakornilovanielsen79
    @ninakornilovanielsen79 2 роки тому +144

    Would read Anna Karenina by Tolstoy again! Was not the same before and after reading it!!

    • @vasilisa1866
      @vasilisa1866 2 роки тому +16

      This gives me the motivation to tackle that book loll
      It’s been sitting on my shelf for a while and I’ve been contemplating reading it.

    • @alice-sr2kd
      @alice-sr2kd 2 роки тому +12

      anna karenina is honestly one of my most favourite books ever. tolstoy has such a wonderful ability to see into the human soul. it’s beautiful. definitely read it!!

    • @RamonaGelosi
      @RamonaGelosi 2 роки тому +3

      I know a lot of spoilers but I’m really enjoying it tho!! I thought that it would discourage me(? But I really like it so far❤️

    • @lenkajf7816
      @lenkajf7816 2 роки тому +3

      I reread it roughly once a year. It’s like a slow-brewing soup in its development and has a power to change a person.

    • @1fromoutside
      @1fromoutside 2 роки тому +4

      as a Russian I always wondered why someone would read russian literature on purpose, for pleasure. like, I know it's really depressing most of the times and we read such stuff at school

  • @KathySierraVideo
    @KathySierraVideo 2 роки тому +1

    I just started listening to the Audible version of Piranesi based on this video. And omg it IS amazing.
    I was worried that listening rather than reading would be a degraded experience, but the narration is spectacular... the best I’ve ever heard on an Audible book, even by the same actor.
    I have just 3 hours left, and I’m pretty sure I’ll finish it today. Because I can’t stop. Thank-you 🙏

  • @tamerafrank4645
    @tamerafrank4645 Рік тому +20

    Ahhh! I rarely read, and I admit, you. Caused me to photograph every book cover, and so, I believe I am about to begin a journey in 2023, as I sit still and walk though the literary mirror. Thank you! I will let you know which I love most!!

    • @waiter1971
      @waiter1971 Рік тому

      It always amazes me when people confess to not reading. good luck with your Literary journey .

    • @nettie_sprinkle
      @nettie_sprinkle 4 місяці тому

      did you do it?

  • @danzinno
    @danzinno 2 роки тому +10

    Jack!!!! So happy that you did this,, I literally just got off the phone with my mom talking about how we both wanted new (life changing) book recs!!!

  • @maudbouter7598
    @maudbouter7598 2 роки тому +280

    I'd definitely read 'the secret history,' by Donna Tart again for the first time if I could - it's absurd, with such complex characters and suspense drips off of every page (which is quite impressive for a 500+ page book) - I'd definitely recommend you reading it (and then while you're at it, I'd recommend reading the goldfinch after!)

    • @marinap4874
      @marinap4874 2 роки тому +3

      Same here, my all time favourite book!

    • @bae.lemasters4951
      @bae.lemasters4951 2 роки тому +5

      Same.. I'm still not over how good the secret history was.

    • @srishtinegi805
      @srishtinegi805 Рік тому +1

      Sameee

    • @khalilurtrahman
      @khalilurtrahman Рік тому

      Jack has mentioned it in one of his vids before! Looking forward to reading it sometime

    • @viys3261
      @viys3261 Рік тому

      Just so you guys know… POC have had issues with the secret history and the goldfinch (the goldfinch especially). Before you recommend the goldfish you should warn people about its portrayal of POC because it has literally made people feel shit about themselves. It’s full of racism and ethnic stereotyping.

  • @alexandrat698
    @alexandrat698 Рік тому +11

    I absolutely agree with you about Piranesi! Such a unique and somehow very heartwarming book! I also absolutely loved Cloud Atlas by David Mitchell and The Starless Sea by Erin Morgenstern

  • @gorillazape5856
    @gorillazape5856 2 роки тому +9

    I love how sayakas muratas work shows 2 sides of the japanese society: the cousins who could fit in but choose not to (earthlings) & the woman who just doesn't fit in but really wants to (convenience store woman)

  • @archeve1909
    @archeve1909 2 роки тому +6

    I have The Good Soldier in my cart for a while, immediately purchased it after I see you mention it in this video!

  • @haydenbyles7735
    @haydenbyles7735 2 роки тому +121

    There's me just finishing a little life and hopping straight onto UA-cam to rewatch Jack's review, only to discover he has posted another gem of a video review. A little life is painful, heartbreaking and profoundly human in all its forms.

    • @galihhad
      @galihhad 2 роки тому +4

      same, i finished it and already 2 books away but it still haunts me to this day

  • @johnrichards6080
    @johnrichards6080 12 днів тому

    Just found this channel. This is my lucky day. Perfect book descriptions...feeling the love and the passion from Jack, and also from the comments.

  • @leonasostaric6643
    @leonasostaric6643 6 місяців тому

    I just finished Piranesi. What a wonderfull book that was! Never have I thought a book could would make me feel so deeply and perceive such vivid images the way this one did. Thank you so much for making this video 😊

  • @purplekiss7834
    @purplekiss7834 2 роки тому +25

    Never let me go is my favorite book of all time. I get chills just talking about it. 100% would sell my soul to read it for the first time. And the remains of the day.

  • @PokhrajRoy.
    @PokhrajRoy. 2 роки тому +209

    Jack, I would like to send my heartiest congratulations on reaching a Million Subscribers! You deserve the world and all the love.
    P.S. Just when we thought you couldn’t be more unhinged, I saw the title of the video. 😂

  • @lancergirl101
    @lancergirl101 Рік тому +170

    I want to reread the entire Harry Potter series for the first time. Especially the first book because I saw the movie before I read the book. I want to go in with an entirely clean memory and experience the first Harry Potter book just like I did for the rest of the books

    • @benparsons4979
      @benparsons4979 Рік тому +6

      I knew Harry Potter would show up on the comments

    • @Snowshowslow
      @Snowshowslow Рік тому +5

      I just reread them because I've been bedbound for a while now and I don't have the concentration span for anything too complicated right now, but they are worth a reread, even if you can basically dream them. I still really enjoyed it :)

    • @myfootballopinion207
      @myfootballopinion207 7 місяців тому

      Same..

  • @growingcarnations6488
    @growingcarnations6488 2 роки тому +17

    I absolutely adored Daughter Of Smoke and Bone by Laini Taylor and would just love to be able to re read it for the first time again. I usually do every 2 or 3 years, but of course, I already know what happens. The entire trilogy is completely unforgettable!

  • @jodiebloy
    @jodiebloy 2 роки тому +4

    I completely agree with Piranesi, I was just blown away by it! I would love to be able to experience it again for the first time! Some of the others you've mentioned are on my TBR shelf so I will now be prioritising those! : )

  • @agnieszkat_cherry
    @agnieszkat_cherry 2 роки тому +4

    I'm so glad I watched this video, cause I've started reading Piranesi and I'm so confused I was actually planning to put it down. You motivated me now to push through these first few chapters. 🙂

  • @andreavega9837
    @andreavega9837 Рік тому +1

    I usually don't leave comments in the videos I see but I feel such comfort watching your videos, I love reading but can never get to the point of transforming it into a daily habit, hearing how you articulate so beautifully your thoughts and emotions about these books makes me want to read so badly. Plus, I like to spend a lot of time alone and have felt a weird shame about it before, but you show me how exciting and rewarding it can be to spend time by yourself doing the things that you love. Thank you for these amazing videos, I absolutely enjoy your sense of humor and your passion for these books. Please keep doing this, I watch your videos while I cook and work and they make me very happy (P.S: I am writing down ALL of your book recommendations)

  • @thescarediest
    @thescarediest 2 роки тому +2

    The perks of being a wallflower

  • @ilyqd
    @ilyqd 2 роки тому +5

    I read (and loved) Piranesi after seeing you recommend it on a previous video so I can’t wait to read the rest of these!

  • @PokhrajRoy.
    @PokhrajRoy. 2 роки тому +41

    “…and speaking of obsession…” followed by the mention of ‘Misery’ wins an Award for Best Segué 😂

  • @justTheDoctor
    @justTheDoctor 2 роки тому +19

    “Dirk Gently’s Holistic Detective Agency.” The way that all of the seemingly random plot threads come together at the end to explain the mystery is amazing, and Douglas Adams is at the top of his game with quippy dialogue, quotable lines, and insane ideas.

    • @thomme8539
      @thomme8539 Рік тому +2

      Oh whaaat I've only seen the show and knew nothing but it being a Douglas Adam's book originally makes so much sense

  • @milindamcdougall1862
    @milindamcdougall1862 Рік тому +21

    Two of my lifelong favorites are The Poisonwood Bible and Bean Trees, both written by Barbara Kingsolver.

  • @khyvii
    @khyvii 2 роки тому +21

    If someone would asks me what my hobby is, I’ll tell them watching jack edwards talking about books

  • @aimai6706
    @aimai6706 2 роки тому +5

    i love how you covered a lot of authors with japanese roots here! as a japanese it’d be amazing to see a vid centered around Japanese books, i love anything by Kaori Ekuni and Mieko Kawakami

  • @sarakathrynwierwille3300
    @sarakathrynwierwille3300 Рік тому +1

    I’m so glad you put piranesi bc when you said I’d sell my soul to reread this book this was exactly what I was thinking!!!! I keep trying to recommend it without giving it away it is SO GOOD!!

  • @suetipping4841
    @suetipping4841 Рік тому +15

    From my first library card at five onward, most weeks I have read two books, sometimes three books. I am 76 now and my most memorable read currently is "Dear and Glorious Physician" by Taylor Caldwell. It's her masterpiece.

  • @gopikaks6526
    @gopikaks6526 2 роки тому +11

    I was about to study,but Jack's recommendations seem more important.
    BTW Congratulations on 1 million subscribers

  • @OwOchakoUwUraka
    @OwOchakoUwUraka 2 роки тому +12

    I'd hand over my everything to read A Tale For The Time Being (Ruth Ozeki), The Thursday Murder Club (Richard Oseman) and Yolk (Mary H.K. Choi) for the first time again- these books still have me wrapped up in their pages even ages after reading them

    • @mari-maylockhart2201
      @mari-maylockhart2201 2 роки тому +1

      A Tale For The Time Being is marvelous, one of my all-time favs too!

    • @kaw617
      @kaw617 2 роки тому +1

      'a tale for the time being' is so good, it should really be talked about more!!!! I just finished reading it a week ago and it is such a good, mind-boggling read

  • @Embrujar
    @Embrujar Рік тому +16

    Your first recommendation 'Death of a salesman', your review made me tear thinking about his life, I don't know what the book will do. I think I should stick with thrillers as they have happy endings. I can't play like that, it hurts too much.

  • @Sebastian-oz8mn
    @Sebastian-oz8mn 2 роки тому

    I love your channel. You’re so engaging when you talk about books and seem like a genuinely nice guy :)

  • @mishyy
    @mishyy 2 роки тому +4

    Cant wait for more recs! I love by your recommendations so this should be good :)

  • @irixi5745
    @irixi5745 2 роки тому +8

    I’M READING ELEKTRA RN TOO AND I LOVE IT!!! now a huge Jennifer saint fan because Ariadne was amazing too

  • @ninaderyabina1432
    @ninaderyabina1432 Рік тому

    Thank you for all the recommendations! I loved the way you tell about the books without telling a lot :D

  • @cat2helen
    @cat2helen 2 роки тому

    The Good Soldier!! You are probably the only person I know on Booktube who has actually talked about it. Or who I can find. I love, love this book. To me the whole book is about resentment. Granted there are other things going on, but to me the best way to describe it is resentful. And I revel in it. Thank you so much for talking about it.

  • @kristinaskrlec2210
    @kristinaskrlec2210 Рік тому +5

    Man's Search for Meaning is without doubt a book I would love to have an opportunity to read again for the first time. The fact that it's a true story really puts everything in perspective - changed my perception of the world and real values, made me appreciate the little thing (which, of course, are not little at all). It will also break you and build you at the same time, which I believe is you genre :D And Viktor Frankl was an amazing and inspiring person with a very clear communication and a great sense of humor (even though the book itself doesn't really portray that, minding the theme), so it's truly a wholesome experience to have a book like that in your life.

  • @AraMiluu
    @AraMiluu 2 роки тому +18

    I have a lot of books that I could name here but I think the most shocking one was probably One Hundred Years of Solitude by Gabriel Garcia Marquez. I'm from Argentina so that book was required reading for me at school and how shocked I was to see that I really enjoyed. It's a really mind twisting magical realism multigenerational story that I would pay to be able to read again for the first time. Highly recommend if you're looking to get into some latin american literature.

  • @jimmccleery9394
    @jimmccleery9394 Рік тому +2

    Thanks for sharing this is soo cool definitely wanna try some of these books!! You’re awesome keep reading everyone!!!

  • @maelysearl-sur4777
    @maelysearl-sur4777 Рік тому +11

    The Pillars of the Earth and its sequal World Without End are and will forever be my absolute favorite books, they are just so well written, every character is relatable, and Ken Follett has this way of making you root for the villain while still beeing horrified by their crimes that justs makes you so invested in the story. It’s frustrating at times, so satisfying at others, and I know they are big books, but it flows so swiftly, you’ll have finished the 1200ish pages in a matter of weeks. Also Mr. Mercedes by Stephen King, the suspense is just unbearable and the story is horrifying in a way that makes you unable to put away this book, I litteraly read it entirely in two days, and the night between the two was my worst night in a while.

  • @ashtu1tion
    @ashtu1tion 2 роки тому +718

    All of these books are hitting my To Read List because 'Jack Verified Books' are the answer to reading with perfection 🤌

  • @melisarose3922
    @melisarose3922 2 роки тому +6

    „Beartown“ by Frederik Backman and „Us against you“ which is the sequel - that’s my list. I recommend those on a daily basis. It takes 50-100 pages to understand why but once you’re in… you’ll love it!

  • @linneabetz7127
    @linneabetz7127 2 роки тому +7

    The Hearts Invisible Furies would definitely be on my list of book I'd love to read again for the first time

  • @ManilaBae
    @ManilaBae Рік тому

    Great - my TBR just keeps getting higher and higher cos of amazing humans like you! 😫

  • @juliazambito3103
    @juliazambito3103 Рік тому +28

    Can I just say that you’re the first UA-camr that immediately erases my anxiety. Was feeling really anxious today and your videos have made me feel so much better so thank you .

  • @lord_of_loch_ness4468
    @lord_of_loch_ness4468 2 роки тому +15

    I recently sold my soul to Iron Widow by Xiran Jay Zhao. The plot follows a woman who basically sacrifices herself to the army to avenge her sister, but ends up as the no. 1 enemy of the state who just refuses to be killed. It's all about empowerment and overcoming shame and trauma and it's just so beautifully written it makes even the most awful scenes seem as gorgeous as a sunset. A masterpiece, absolutely incredible, what are you doing with your life, go read it NOW

    • @kaw617
      @kaw617 2 роки тому +1

      you've convinced me to add this on my TBR thank u

    • @tracy248
      @tracy248 2 роки тому +1

      I am currently reading this- Hubz picked it out for Me. It is really good so far. I’m trying to only read it when I go to the gym so it gets me there, and I might be addicted to the gym afterward haha

  • @aricaice6447
    @aricaice6447 2 роки тому +3

    I actually get started again on reading books after a five year hiatus and picked the Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo thanks to your recommendation and boy, I have to slow down reading it because I almost finish it in one night. I also have Normal People next on my reading list, excited for it. I'll definitely pick a couple of books from this list!

  • @michelleespinoza2634
    @michelleespinoza2634 2 роки тому

    contemporary and classic recommendations in this video, love love love this 🤩

  • @ambiguous.ambrosius
    @ambiguous.ambrosius Рік тому +3

    i’d definitely recommend ‘the secret history’ by donna tartt. for a slow-paced, 500+ page book, it was just breathtaking. i read it just after graduating when i hadn’t read anything for myself in ages and i have never devoured a book so fast in my life (i’m talking 200+ page sittings!) the characters are so hideously flawed and donna tartt’s writing is so vivid and expressive that she couldn’t have possibly have made you hate (or feel pity for) any of them more. i’m currently reading ‘the goldfinch’, which, while taking significantly longer to get through, is still a great example of exquisite writing and captivating characters! :)

  • @shreyavatsana
    @shreyavatsana 2 роки тому +61

    I am currently reading Never Let Me Go. A book that I would definitely love to read again for the first time is Anxious People by Frederick Backman 😇

  • @philosophavie7112
    @philosophavie7112 2 роки тому +4

    As Good As Dead by Holly Jackson, the third installment in the Good Girl's Guide to Murder series, absolutely blew me away. As soon as I finished it I knew I would never be able to experience it again for the first time and I'm still not over it

  • @erikdemonte8862
    @erikdemonte8862 Рік тому

    I read Piranesi after watching this video and it was an incredible read - exactly as you described! Thanks for the rec Jack!

  • @EmeraldCDoha
    @EmeraldCDoha Рік тому

    I took your recommendation of Piranesi from a previous video and read it for my English project and OML I LOOOOOOOVED IT!! ty for the recommendation, and everyone should read this!!

  • @moniquecanard
    @moniquecanard 2 роки тому +9

    Could not agree with you more about Piranesi!! Would really recommend for anyone looking for a good audiobook too!!

  • @ro.demigodcos
    @ro.demigodcos 2 роки тому +21

    Mine is Neverwhere by Neil gaiman. The nonsensical vibes are just amazing, the characters, the allegories…. It’s just amazing

  • @Patrolles
    @Patrolles 2 роки тому

    I'm reading Piranesi right now because of your recommendation and damn! I'm hooked, can't put it down!

  • @marbeedavidpintal8504
    @marbeedavidpintal8504 Рік тому

    (Piranesi) is the most intimidating book i've ever read yet the most rewarding:) this is one of my most fav books now, thanks for the rec. (never let me go) is as well a great read, its one of the most profound books out there, cant help but fell in love with kazuo

  • @celaenamae7385
    @celaenamae7385 2 роки тому +6

    A Little Life. God what a book! I read so much about it how it is so traumatic and makes everybody cry. I read into the trigger warnings (which if u consider reading this book please do) and over the course of a few months this book kept popping up, in my mind and on all my social media feeds. A little frightened I bought it and started it. And i was hooked from the start. Hanya’s writing is phenomenal. It is raw, it is real, it is fragile, it is frank. The characters in this book … wow. They are all flawed, some more than others but god you feel for them! During this book they become part of you. You know them (for 40+ years when you finish this book). I felt seen in this book, i felt hurt by this book, i felt shocked, I felt happy. This book took me to places no book has ever taken me. It made me uncomfortable at times for sure, but that is life, it is uncomfortable now and again. Most of all I appreciated and felt seen by the perspective of Worrying, caring, feeling intensely sad and utterly helpless when living with or loving a person with unspeakable trauma and demons that haunt the person you love. God this book. It will wreck you but it will teach you something(s) very valuable about life. I need to reread this book! This book is not for everyone and that is totally fine. If certain parts trigger you, do not put yourself through this. If you are in a dark place mentally, be kind to yourself and dont go there. But if you want to, i hope this book can have just as much of an impact on you as it had on me. ❤️