For anyone who wants to know for the painting. It’s Kobieta Przy oknie(woman at window) by Odo Dobrowolski, a Polish painter of the late 1800s and early 1900s.
I CANNOT like literally CANNOT believe that this channel doesn’t have ATLEAST 1 mil. this is my comfort place. Thanks so much for this beautiful channel🤍
lyrics The evil it spread like a fever ahead It was night when you died, my firefly What could I have said to raise you from the dead? Oh could I be the sky on the Fourth of July? Well you do enough talk My little hawk, why do you cry? Tell me what did you learn from the Tillamook burn? Or the Fourth of July? We're all gonna die Sitting at the bed with the halo at your head Was it all a disguise, like Junior High Where everything was fiction, future, and prediction Now, where am I? My fading supply Did you get enough love, my little dove Why do you cry? And I'm sorry I left, but it was for the best Though it never felt right My little Versailles The hospital asked should the body be cast Before I say goodbye, my star in the sky Such a funny thought to wrap you up in cloth Do you find it all right, my dragonfly? Shall we look at the moon, my little loon Why do you cry? Make the most of your life, while it is rife While it is light Well you do enough talk My little hawk, why do you cry? Tell me what did you learn from the Tillamook burn? Or the Fourth of July? We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die
@@jamescampbell121 Yes....I am one of those people. And I can still find the art through reverse image search websites. I'm not sure what you're trying to defend, because there's no excuse for not using art without credit. Sure, it's not that serious, but at the same time, getting to these websites isn't rocket science and it is quite easy to do.
I’m committing tonight But I’m doing it in a way that I’ll live I’m doing it for attention but not in the way you think I’m always being a concern whenever I have a mental breakdown or an attempt that I told my mom about But after 3-5 days she just makes it seem as if it’s hormones doing this to me It’s not hormones Just because I don’t show me Having depression and such it doesn’t mean I don’t have it So tonight is the night Ill attempt and make sure I end up in the hospital Then she’ll know Then I’ll get help and the comfort I need It’s not like she forgets or misguides it on purpose She has 5 others kids to worry about animals to feed And such I know it’s hard for her to handle all of us but I need help and if I don’t get it It’ll get worse I’m already bad as it is I’ve called attempted many times called suicide lines and it doesn’t help I need therapy or something It has gotten to a point where I even make people or things in my mind to help me I’m not sure what to do So I’m gonna do this And I hope I don’t die It’s not that I fear death It’s just that I can’t deal with the guilt if I do die and there is an afterlife Or if I’m on the deathbed with my siblings and family surrounding me That’s not something I can handle I care about them but my mental health is bad So I’ll make sure I do something about it my plan is to take 5500 mg of some pills and then tell my mom acting all sad and such Go to the hospital I know the risk of liver , heart and kidney damage or failure is a big thing but I’ve done my research to make sure this works ❤
Did you make it? If you did, watch Harold and Maude. I think you’ll like it. (This isn’t a joke, it’s dark/grim but it’s more than just shock gags, I promise)
I hope you're still alive, that's not fun for anyone to go through. Having to overdose to get help is rough, and if your still out there, random strangers on a UA-cam comment section care a lot about you!
reading this breaks my heart. i understand. i care about you. I hope things have got a bit better for you. depression is so incredibly painful and hard. you are not alone please don't ever think you are.
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For anyone who wants to know for the painting.
It’s Kobieta Przy oknie(woman at window) by Odo Dobrowolski, a Polish painter of the late 1800s and early 1900s.
Polska Gurom
I CANNOT like literally CANNOT believe that this channel doesn’t have ATLEAST 1 mil. this is my comfort place. Thanks so much for this beautiful channel🤍
❤️❤️❤️
im so fucking grateful for this channel
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lyrics
The evil it spread like a fever ahead
It was night when you died, my firefly
What could I have said to raise you from the dead?
Oh could I be the sky on the Fourth of July?
Well you do enough talk
My little hawk, why do you cry?
Tell me what did you learn from the Tillamook burn?
Or the Fourth of July?
We're all gonna die
Sitting at the bed with the halo at your head
Was it all a disguise, like Junior High
Where everything was fiction, future, and prediction
Now, where am I?
My fading supply
Did you get enough love, my little dove
Why do you cry?
And I'm sorry I left, but it was for the best
Though it never felt right
My little Versailles
The hospital asked should the body be cast
Before I say goodbye, my star in the sky
Such a funny thought to wrap you up in cloth
Do you find it all right, my dragonfly?
Shall we look at the moon, my little loon
Why do you cry?
Make the most of your life, while it is rife
While it is light
Well you do enough talk
My little hawk, why do you cry?
Tell me what did you learn from the Tillamook burn?
Or the Fourth of July?
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
This is amazing
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To little views for this masterpiece
please start giving art credit
They most likely got this off a quick google search. It isn’t that deep
@@jamescampbell121 idc lol, you think I'm not aware of pinterest?
@@rockepuncha many people use images off Pinterest
@@jamescampbell121 Yes....I am one of those people. And I can still find the art through reverse image search websites. I'm not sure what you're trying to defend, because there's no excuse for not using art without credit. Sure, it's not that serious, but at the same time, getting to these websites isn't rocket science and it is quite easy to do.
@@rockepuncha they might not have known that, please keep that in mind.
I’m committing tonight
But I’m doing it in a way that I’ll live
I’m doing it for attention but not in the way you think
I’m always being a concern whenever I have a mental breakdown or an attempt that I told my mom about
But after 3-5 days she just makes it seem as if it’s hormones doing this to me
It’s not hormones
Just because I don’t show me
Having depression and such it doesn’t mean I don’t have it
So tonight is the night
Ill attempt and make sure I end up in the hospital
Then she’ll know
Then I’ll get help and the comfort I need
It’s not like she forgets or misguides it on purpose
She has 5 others kids to worry about animals to feed
And such
I know it’s hard for her to handle all of us but I need help and if I don’t get it
It’ll get worse
I’m already bad as it is
I’ve called attempted many times called suicide lines and it doesn’t help
I need therapy or something
It has gotten to a point where I even make people or things in my mind to help me
I’m not sure what to do
So I’m gonna do this
And I hope I don’t die
It’s not that I fear death
It’s just that I can’t deal with the guilt if I do die and there is an afterlife
Or if I’m on the deathbed with my siblings and family surrounding me
That’s not something I can handle
I care about them but my mental health is bad
So I’ll make sure I do something about it
my plan is to take 5500 mg of some pills and then tell my mom acting all sad and such
Go to the hospital
I know the risk of liver , heart and kidney damage or failure is a big thing but I’ve done my research to make sure this works
❤
Bro... Please don't... Jesus loves you too much for that... Ik you said tonight, and it's beem two weeks... I hope your doing fine...
Did you make it?
If you did, watch Harold and Maude. I think you’ll like it. (This isn’t a joke, it’s dark/grim but it’s more than just shock gags, I promise)
I hope you're still alive, that's not fun for anyone to go through. Having to overdose to get help is rough, and if your still out there, random strangers on a UA-cam comment section care a lot about you!
reading this breaks my heart. i understand. i care about you. I hope things have got a bit better for you. depression is so incredibly painful and hard. you are not alone please don't ever think you are.