HEAVY....KEEP YAW HEAD HELD HIGH!!! | Ren - Su!cIde (Official Music Video) REACTION

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    HEAVY....KEEP YAW HEAD HELD HIGH!!! | Ren - Su!cIde (Official Music Video) REACTION
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  • @coleeg69
    @coleeg69 4 місяці тому +79

    In the knox hill interview with ren, ren explains the whole thing. Basically Ren ran to the bridge where JOE was going to jump and he was merly minutes too late. He could had saved him, maybe, just maybe. Body was never found and ren went around town posting up missing person posters. He also donated his ablum money from Freackled Angels to Joe's parents and donated a lot of money to the coast guard or the ones who looked for Joes body in the water. All true, all real pain. ren is the goat

    • @kellyt5341
      @kellyt5341 4 місяці тому +8

      Chapter 1 on his reading he describes it as well.

    • @Dr.Brummel
      @Dr.Brummel 4 місяці тому +5

      You can find it on his RenMakesStuff channel.

  • @dawnpatterson8708
    @dawnpatterson8708 4 місяці тому +53

    Please do For Joe.
    It takes this song of pain and turns it into one of HOPE.
    In a way ONLY Ren can.

    • @FonWin
      @FonWin 4 місяці тому +5

      acceptance and hope.

    • @Shiroar
      @Shiroar 4 місяці тому +3

      AFTER Freckled Angels!

  • @TheOtherBrotherAli76
    @TheOtherBrotherAli76 3 місяці тому +14

    You're right, Jay. That pain... That pain is really gut wrenching and real. That cannot be manufactured. That's why Ren is the artist he is.

  • @francesdoll4039
    @francesdoll4039 3 місяці тому +4

    Ren called for donations fir the lufeboat people. The Community raised 21,000 pounds. For Ren, for them

  • @helenjarvis7755
    @helenjarvis7755 4 місяці тому +8

    Ren and Joe were friends from 9yrs old
    Joe was 19 when he passed

  • @Shiroar
    @Shiroar 4 місяці тому +12

    Please please please check out Ren’s old song Freckled Angels BEFORE For Joe!! Trust me. It makes the experience of the latter even more special ❤
    And you are right, the first part of the song is about Ren’s own struggles and suicidal ideation. It was done long before the second part and was originally supposed to be the full song. But Ren didn’t feel like it was quite right. He talked about that during the first interview with Knox as well as the loss of his best friend Joe. Someday after that conversation, the second part started pouring out of him. He recorded it bit by bit as he wrote it, before he could fully digest the emotional lyrics, which is why it is so raw. Ren put his feelings straight onto the track and shared it with the world. How many artists are that authentic and willing to be vulnerable?
    I think the addition of that second part really completed the song. But in such a heartbreaking way. However, the loss of Joe is also the main reason Ren resisted those thoughts when they hit him because he knows exactly how painful it is to lose a loved one to suicide and he didn’t want to put people through that (though he had times he wishes the illness would do it for him to put an end to the pain). So as heartbreaking as the story is, we can at least be grateful that it made Ren stronger and helped keep him around to share his inspirational art ❤🐰🕳️

  • @catherinemccarthy4363
    @catherinemccarthy4363 3 місяці тому +4

    Ren has done The Journey.
    He is now a medicine man.
    His music lances pyschic boils that are trapping our potential in our past.
    I love this young shaman bard and pray for his recovery, along with so many others.
    It is like sending him health donations via energy mail (email).
    It works.
    Why do you think Trump is indefatigable?
    He has millions of other souls around the world sending him energy via prayer on a daily basis.

    • @christyheffernan1248
      @christyheffernan1248 Місяць тому +1

      1 million of us praying for Ren

    • @darleen7707
      @darleen7707 7 днів тому

      @@christyheffernan1248🙌🏼🙌🏼💯‼️‼️ as one who has lifetime depression, he has TRULY BEEN SENT TO US BY OUR CREATOR 🕊️❤️🕊️❤️🕊️❤️

  • @woodywoodman2319
    @woodywoodman2319 4 місяці тому +5

    Highly Recommend ya watch his 8 chapters detailing his illness and what he went thru! (Not React... just watch!)
    Its located in his Troubles playlist!
    If so... i Garantee youll recall lines in his songs that indicate his lyrics Truly reflect his struggles!
    Like... Clawed at the laminate ... from seven sins!
    His song Troubles was the finale to that series! A Perfect ending to his Sick Boi chapter up til now!
    And yes... at least listen to his Freckled Angels track... if not reacting to it as well! Theres 3 versions... just the soundtrack, a live performance, and one showing pictures collage of Ren and Joe and their mates in the good ole days!

  • @TheOtherBrotherAli76
    @TheOtherBrotherAli76 4 місяці тому +4

    You are correct, that pain is different. It's real and honest. It cannot be faked. The comparison I'm about to make might sound crazy, but here goes. I remember seeing the Blair Witch Project when it came to theaters. It absolutely terrified me. All these years later we know it was a mockumentary but at the time, the fear and terror those kids experienced was real. They had no idea they were going to be toyed with. So it was genuine terror. That just like Ren's pain cannot be manufactured. That's why Ren is the artist he is.

  • @docdurdin
    @docdurdin 4 місяці тому +24

    Proud to be a subscriber to you Jay, you are not hateful, but i get it. The older I get, I really get it. The loss of Joe was tragic for Ren, the blessing was it kept him from doing it too. He said he could not hurt his Mom and Sister that way. Great reaction.

  • @patrickcrews3977
    @patrickcrews3977 2 місяці тому +3

    My mother died 1 week before mother's day/2 weeks before my high school graduation, she had me on her 25th birthday. She had fibermyalgia, always highly medicated and in bed. Would say to me how she wished she were dead than deal with me. The day before she died, she was suppose to take me to pick up my graduation pictures. We didnt go, i was upset with her. The next morning, i never checked on her till near 1pm, she had already been gone for hours due to an OD. Itll be 25 years this May 7th. That 'what if' drove me several times to taking my own life. Ren hits me hard, man. Thank you for your reviews, bro

    • @shirleycarter2231
      @shirleycarter2231 2 місяці тому +1

      So sad for you both. Hope you are doing well now my friend ❤️❤️

  • @CatchAUAP
    @CatchAUAP 4 місяці тому +7

    You the realest one for this. The only one who would double back n listen to this song out of all the others. I hope you can do this shit full time at some point. You’re one of my absolute favorite reactors.

    • @H8tfulJay
      @H8tfulJay  3 місяці тому +3

      Thank you man, I'm working on it. I'm 41 so I'm giving this youtube thing a shot until my beard is 75 percent gray once that happens I'm outta here..unless I make it.

  • @lleldridge1
    @lleldridge1 4 місяці тому +6

    Thank you, Jay - always appreciate your authentic reactions. 💜☮

  • @shirleycarter2231
    @shirleycarter2231 4 місяці тому +5

    Love your Ren reactions….. you always get him so perfectly. You are definitely a Renegade, best reaction 🔥🔥🔥🔥❤️❤️

    • @bevc5349
      @bevc5349 4 місяці тому +2

      He certainly is! ❤

  • @cheetara32
    @cheetara32 Місяць тому

    Ren is breaking all the taboos of not talking about or showing your emotions... and we need this to reconnect with each other as human beings again - thank you for talking about your own experience, the more men especially that do this and make it ok for younger men to feel they can... it will save lives x

  • @tayaa4846
    @tayaa4846 4 місяці тому +3

    “If you’ve ever been on that edge, it makes sense.” It does, absolutely.

  • @phylad
    @phylad 4 місяці тому +5

    2 of REN’s best friends passed young. Many have felt that. He brings the beats the feels and the bars. ❤ your hip hop heart

  • @sabrinaevans8746
    @sabrinaevans8746 4 місяці тому +6

    Don’t sweat it…we all cried!

  • @Melanie-AlwaysJustMe
    @Melanie-AlwaysJustMe 4 місяці тому +12

    Perfect reaction Jay 💚 yeah this one is him telling his thoughts of unaliving himself, then talks about Joe at the end. Joes death made Ren be stronger in some ways, he kept himself alive and didn't do that to his family and loved ones. The one that follows this song is "For Joe". It gives ppl a little hope, that you can have the strength to go on. Ren sung it for Joes parents before releasing it. It starts with the end of this song and goes forward. It made me seriously cry the first time I heard both songs
    Love ya Jay 🥰 Thanks for doing some Ren ✌🏻💚💪🏻

  • @woobaroo
    @woobaroo День тому

    Spot on. Thanks mate. ❤

  • @TooHighToPlay
    @TooHighToPlay 4 місяці тому +2

    I have lost many friends to suicide. Those funerals hit different. People like Ren showing poeple there is another way 💚

    • @H8tfulJay
      @H8tfulJay  3 місяці тому +2

      My condolences family.

  • @smack_pop7
    @smack_pop7 4 місяці тому +1

    ❤❤❤

  • @REN4eva
    @REN4eva 4 місяці тому +3

    ”Freckled angels” is the very first song he wrote about Joe. It is a tribute to his friend and he wrote it shortly after it had happened. If you wanna react to more songs about Joe, that is the one to start with. Then ”How to be me” live with Chinchilla and last ”For Joe”.

  • @kenspencer3448
    @kenspencer3448 4 місяці тому +4

    Hey Jay... love your channel and you're doing things right... love this track!

  • @mldkenny
    @mldkenny 4 місяці тому +3

    Such a tough one, the follow up " For Joe " should be the next one to help understand. Thank you for doing it.

  • @paulwilkinson8308
    @paulwilkinson8308 3 місяці тому

    Yup! Makes me cry too. But it’s powerful, so I listen to it every time it comes up in my Ren playlist😀

  • @Faith-il2wx
    @Faith-il2wx 4 місяці тому +4

    Thanks for your thoughtful and insightful reaction❤

  • @sarahsmith8780
    @sarahsmith8780 4 місяці тому +1

    #RenMakesMusic #Ren #SickBoi #TheBigPush #SamTompkins #Viktus #TrickTheFox #RomainAxisa #GorranKendall #CHINCHILLA #EdenNash #MollyMcKinna #RubyJ #JointdaleRecords #LivSangster #Hexenkind1 #RenNotRen 🔥🔥!! 🌎❤️

  • @mark_white.
    @mark_white. 4 місяці тому +2

    We have one of the higest tressel briges in America , the river below ya wanted to fall in the cracks in that sky well the reflection of that sky and the breaks in them clouds...i am 56 I have never empithised with a son this mush EVER period. ty Ren for your art.

  • @adamwheeler6326
    @adamwheeler6326 4 місяці тому

    ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

  • @ljwethington4162
    @ljwethington4162 2 місяці тому

    Hitting like just doesn't feel like enough. ❤

  • @matthewmccormick5379
    @matthewmccormick5379 4 місяці тому +3

    yo need you to listen to Ren - What you want

  • @hilarycharman-2924
    @hilarycharman-2924 4 місяці тому +2

    Thank you for another Ren reaction.

  • @woodywoodman2319
    @woodywoodman2319 3 місяці тому

    The distance is my plaster cast...
    Wow!!

  • @angelb-oo7ob
    @angelb-oo7ob 4 місяці тому +8

    Hi Jay…hugs from sunny Scotland…hope you’re doing great…oh I’ve already cried twice today…third time guaranteed 🫧🤍🪽🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

  • @troytucker3467
    @troytucker3467 3 місяці тому

    Appreciate you mate, thank you

  • @melissawinstead8848
    @melissawinstead8848 4 місяці тому +2

    😭 Everytime I hear the break in Rens voice...im done in tears. That is true pain.
    Peace, love, strength right back at you.❤

  • @sarahcameron3257
    @sarahcameron3257 4 місяці тому +1

    Love your reaction you should watch rens chapters for more of an look into his life it on it’s ren makes stuff channel ❤

  • @gable354
    @gable354 4 місяці тому

    🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @PeteFindsObscureStuff
    @PeteFindsObscureStuff 4 місяці тому +8

    Yep. 'Everytime Bro!!'

  • @JoeYo77
    @JoeYo77 3 місяці тому

    Yeah, you gotta watch for Joe. He wants both his best friends in a year. Unfortunately, I’ve had more experience with this than I would wish on my enemy but shit forces you to grow up quick tough guilt and blame yourself even though once someone makes up their mind is not really anything you could do. He was running as fast as he could, but he said when the phone was busy, he was happy because he knew he was still alive, but as he got closer to the bridge, it said number, no longer in service, and his heart dropped. Then he said to his mom the start of the second year of his illness if there were no answers by the end of the year, he wouldn’t be around for the third year, and that the only thing that actually kept him from killing himself is that his best friend jumped off the bridge and he saw the impact that had on his family, and he couldn’t put his own family through it! He would just have to wait for the illness to take him out, but he found some solace in the fact that he knew it wouldn’t be that much longer, but it was a lot more years before he even got a diagnosis! Ironically, we’re all blessed that he’s around to share his music with us, but it’s a lot of pain for one person to go through.

  • @barbarahatcher5942
    @barbarahatcher5942 4 місяці тому

    I truly love your reactions!! Every time I watch your videos I think it would be so cool to hang out and listen to music with you. Thanks for supporting Ren!!

    • @H8tfulJay
      @H8tfulJay  3 місяці тому

      I got you Barbara!!!

  • @sigally
    @sigally 7 днів тому

    That's Ren, genre less. There's a back story to his recording of the last part. He would write a line, then go in the booth record that line, and wept. He chose to keep it in, because that's Ren. Not worried that someone would consider it, whatever.

  • @bevc5349
    @bevc5349 4 місяці тому +1

    Perfect reaction as always Jay! ❤❤

  • @woodywoodman2319
    @woodywoodman2319 3 місяці тому

    Most people wont get the Fibonacci Sequences and Double Dutch line...
    But i knew you would!
    Thats one of the most insanely DEEP and descriptive lines ive ever heard!!!
    PS... Double Dutch is like the Navajo, the native American indian tribe, language thats been run thru Cloudfares wall of 100 lava lamps used for Unbreakable encryption... times two!!!
    Crazy!!!
    Like trying to describe the number One Trillion!!!
    One Trillion "Seconds" ago... is equal to 34,024 YEARS ago! Thats 32,000 Years Before Christ!!!
    Crazy ass line!!!!

    • @H8tfulJay
      @H8tfulJay  3 місяці тому +1

      Check my reply on hold on

  • @DuelerDog55555
    @DuelerDog55555 3 місяці тому

  • @rosspierkowski6161
    @rosspierkowski6161 3 місяці тому

    For something musically beautiful and a whole different vibe, check out Bongo Bong by Ren.... Insane how good he is.

  • @backinthenectar7
    @backinthenectar7 4 місяці тому +1

    Love your reactions Jay ❤

  • @stewartgriffin3121
    @stewartgriffin3121 4 місяці тому

    ♥♥♥

  • @mrdarengilbert3907
    @mrdarengilbert3907 3 місяці тому

    🙏

  • @sigally
    @sigally 4 місяці тому +1

    You reacted with grace🌞. This one is tough. The altro was a last minute addition to this track. Ren felt it was missing something. You were right. The first part was not about Joe, it was about Ren. Ren was a couple minutes late at the bridge that night. There's a lot more to the story but that's the gist.

    • @sigally
      @sigally 4 місяці тому

      Plus, that beat was hard.

  • @jeremythornton3240
    @jeremythornton3240 4 місяці тому

    Check out "For Joe." It begins with the end of this song, but it's done live, and it's beautiful.

  • @montanaford6090
    @montanaford6090 4 місяці тому +2

    Love how you keep it real, ALWAYS!!! Peace my brother in Christ!!!❤

  • @christyheffernan1248
    @christyheffernan1248 Місяць тому

    Video for this is absolutely insane

  • @davidwood9042
    @davidwood9042 4 місяці тому

    Check out his live one take of this song, do for Joe as well! Freckled Angels is about Joe, The duo with Chinchilla - "Forgot how to be me" is heavily influenced by Joe.

  • @Cdaddy78
    @Cdaddy78 4 місяці тому +3

    Always impressed at how fast you pick up the lines friend. Well done

  • @MisssNL...
    @MisssNL... 4 місяці тому

    💔🙏💖

  • @SlouchingTowardsWalMart
    @SlouchingTowardsWalMart 4 місяці тому

    yes. i know that feeling.

  • @belindamelville2270
    @belindamelville2270 4 місяці тому

    ❤❤❤❤😢

  • @JonniPants
    @JonniPants 4 місяці тому +3

    Thank you for a thoughtful and insightful reaction on a very sensitive subject. *hugs* 💜

  • @curtisroerick7980
    @curtisroerick7980 4 місяці тому +2

    I watch all your reactions. Love your attention to detail in your reviews. Can tell it is an honest reaction as well. If you are gonna look up Ren's older, or less viewed content, then check out "depression" and "insomnia." They are legit tracks with very unique song structures, nice flows, and ridiculous lyrics as always. Wish you the best.

  • @woodywoodman2319
    @woodywoodman2319 4 місяці тому

    Interweb Naughtzees: You CANNOT say the word su1cide!!!
    (Cant even spell it!)
    Ren: Watch me!

  • @Lou-xq9br
    @Lou-xq9br 4 місяці тому +2

    Oh my heart, gets me everytime. Definitely need to For Joe next ❣️

  • @skootwbs
    @skootwbs 4 місяці тому +1

    watch his recent videos. he has several Chapters on everything that happend during this time.

    • @H8tfulJay
      @H8tfulJay  3 місяці тому

      That I've heard. SKOOOOOOTTT!!!

  • @TransferTrish
    @TransferTrish 4 місяці тому

    Thank you for deep review.

  • @kimmchenry4383
    @kimmchenry4383 4 місяці тому +2

    Thanks for this reaction

  • @keithburton38
    @keithburton38 4 місяці тому +2

    Sad but important and your helping by reacting to it in a great way ...

    • @H8tfulJay
      @H8tfulJay  3 місяці тому

      I've struggled with these same thoughts to this day....in a morbid way it helps to know others pain, gives some.strange perspective...

  • @xx2262
    @xx2262 4 місяці тому

    If this one doesn’t bring you to tears you have no heart. I can only hear it occasionally but I wanted to see your reaction. The first half is such a good song but the second half makes it too hard to listen to a lot. Thanks for putting it in my playlist again. I felt it and looked like you did too. 💜

  • @user-iq42
    @user-iq42 4 місяці тому

    Thank you. If you need an uplift, Ocean by Ren with Eden Nash.

  • @phylbrey1121
    @phylbrey1121 4 місяці тому

    “maybe that’s how it is… stuff you coulda picked up on and prevented” Exactly how it is

  • @deaniegarcia5694
    @deaniegarcia5694 4 місяці тому

    Always love your REN reactions! The entire Sic Boi album is absolute 🔥🔥🔥

  • @lornallew
    @lornallew 4 місяці тому

    Britain's best kept secret

  • @hmvenom
    @hmvenom 4 місяці тому +1

    Keep on keeping on!! ✌🏻🤟🏻

  • @donapaterson832
    @donapaterson832 4 місяці тому

    RIP Joe

  • @coleeg69
    @coleeg69 4 місяці тому +1

    Gotta do "For Joe" next. Follow up perfectly to this songs with added verses. Acoustic on the piano.

    • @Shiroar
      @Shiroar 4 місяці тому +1

      Gotta do Freckled Angels first.

  • @ThroughGreyEyes
    @ThroughGreyEyes 4 місяці тому

    For Joe. But listen to freckled angels (live has him explaining briefly who joe was) on ya own if making a vid would be too busy. Big upps and keep strong!

  • @BallisticAero
    @BallisticAero 4 місяці тому

    Your channel name is a damn lie, I've seen nothing but love from you brother - keep up the grind

  • @hilarywilkes7853
    @hilarywilkes7853 3 дні тому

    If you haven't done his video for Crutch w/Bibi but please do that if you haven't! He almost got Hypothermia filming it.

  • @leann60
    @leann60 4 місяці тому

    💔🎶

  • @collinking4310
    @collinking4310 4 місяці тому

    RIP JOE HUGHES ✌️❤️💪

  • @b3rger825
    @b3rger825 4 місяці тому

    Fire, bro

  • @OOglebot421
    @OOglebot421 4 місяці тому +4

    Joe his best friend it's horrible the whole story.

  • @OOglebot421
    @OOglebot421 4 місяці тому

    Anybody check out the Brandon Hart ZOOM concert last night?

  • @bobbyartupas
    @bobbyartupas 3 місяці тому

    Please react Shutdown by Blackpink. u should

  • @neilellis1475
    @neilellis1475 4 місяці тому

    If you think that moving bro listen to For JoE

  • @MarkLord-ft7mg
    @MarkLord-ft7mg 4 місяці тому

    Yes yes 👍watching Manchester UK 👊👍

  • @anastasiagreene5967
    @anastasiagreene5967 4 місяці тому

    ❤❤❤

  • @mama-llama4527
    @mama-llama4527 4 місяці тому

  • @pirada74
    @pirada74 4 місяці тому

    ❤❤❤

  • @CaitlinBlake
    @CaitlinBlake 4 місяці тому

    ❤❤❤

  • @fangirl6115
    @fangirl6115 4 місяці тому +1