I am in tears. Forever ago I sat down and asked myself what I love doing (during my dark night honestly) most and "talking" came out as my number one every single time. I've always known no mater what I do my voice would be a major part of my purpose. This really confirms that belief. Thank you
Dear Kloee, I love your videos. I agree with Sandra. I came across your videos by coincidence not sure if there’s such thing I believe I was led to your channel for a reason. I find your voice so soothing and healing. You really have a gift, I’m a true believer that we do what we love in hope to connect with others and I think the tribe/ community you created is phenomenal, I’m so happy to be part of it. Greetings from the Netherlands
So funny, I was thinking the same thing when I clicked on this video. I thought 1st how nice to see your face bc in the tarot we don’t get to. But 2nd, I thought what a beautiful, calming and confident voice you have. And that is heard whether we can see your beautiful face or not. I’m so sorry for your loss Kloee. Thank you for sharing your story and for all of your videos. You’ve given me so much strength during this difficult time, which I now believe is probably my dark knight of the soul. It’s not easy rn, but you give me hope that it will not feel like this forever. Thank you 🙏
i feel this is exactly where i am right now. I know i am on my way, but feel lost and like i am grasping at empty air. There is more for me....I am struggling to figure out which direction to head. Thx for this video!!!
Oh girl. I had a DNOTS that lasted a long several years. It was horrible because I battle the depression monster. It was hard to pull out of, but ultimately the sun came through.
In all honesty, I think I've been continually experiencing the DNOS for about 3 years. It started and has been spiraling until recent months. I agree with what you say about your guides making things harder and harder. It's like, if I want that to change all of the difficulties, I have to start following my own path. I think, up until a few years ago I still had things to learn. Maybe some karma to repay. But, as I look back at my life I realize how much my childhood affected my everyday existence. I carried a lot of the mental baggage and became the thing that I didn't ever want to be. I didn't ever want to be what they told me I was going to be. I wasn't that - or them - in many ways, but ultimately I was, if that makes any sense. I have been made to take responsibility for all of my decisions. I think that was the darkest of my dark night & that has passed. Moving forward, I feel like everything will fall into place for me. I am finally believing what is true about me and who I am and what I have to do to make my way in this world. I'm nearing middle age (50), so even coming into this transformation is a little scary. I have to start life over this late in life. I'm doing it, though, even through feeling that aloneness. Much love and light to you!
wow i’ve had multiple dark nights of the soul. truly so painful but i came out each time with a changed mindset, a lesson and a changed life❤️❤️ it gets better my friends
Let's just say I am going through a Dark Night of the Decade - no joke. I will get there though. I really like that I checked this out and hearing Tolle's take on it only solidifies that that is what I am experiencing and it is for my growth and the benefit of all. Thank you!
I love being a jack of all trades’s but I too feel like I want to master something. I think I also have a linger of fear that I let hold myself back. But definitely working on it.
Holy shit. Thank you so much for stepping into the public sphere, uploading videos, reading tarot, sharing your spiritual experiences. I highly believe I was meant to find you. This is one big sign that I need to move into the right direction. What I’ve been feeling for years has come to a peak, I need to act on it now. Bless you, wish you much love. Keep being you! xoxo
I know I’ve heard your story before... I know I heard right as soon as your sweet sister passed, and have seen the real time transformation since that day... But today when you spoke your story you were in your power and in your light. It is so empowering and magnifying to watch and listen to now, almost 3 years later. Your soul is beautiful my friend. Thank you always for sharing your gift. 🦋
Sasha this brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for always seeing me, and I mean really the real me. I feel like many clung to only a fraction of me, but you've been here basically since day one. I love that you are a part of his community and my life
I totally agree with your story. I'm having trouble getting out too. It's been 3 years now I've been experiencing all this. Good luck with your journey.
Perfect timing I just said to myself today.. "Wow I'm going to look back on 2020 and remember all these hard things I had to deal with." I feel as if my dark night of the soul happened or started in 2015 when I got my cancerous tumor. So much happened between then and now. I'm still going through alot but I know there's something beautiful brewing. I'm healthier now and changed so much and my outlook on life is so different now as well. I just wish to live simply but have a rich experiential life within and without. 🙏✨💜 Thank you for this.
The best people I found on this subject were 2 people male “#Trevor Ilesley “ & “#Christina Lopes” . Both have very different views but as you know if your in this state , you just want answers. These two people I found myself saying ‘ omg are you living my life already, I’m not alone it is a thing, it’s something very real, oh and no one around you talks about it” My best advice that was given to me the day that door was opened for me... Make UA-cam and google everything you ever want to know.!! It’s what got me thru. Every time you feel lost or alone or flat out crazy... grab that device and learn. Knowledge becomes the power you will need to walk this path. Others just don’t understand until they to are in it. Look for signs when you ask Divine Universe questions. Those desperate moments of pain.. I would always walk the beach for hours talking to the sky asking questions and then send me a sign within 24, 48 hours depending on situations. I’d ask for a feather of a particular colour. Funny enough it always happens. The interesting thing is you learn to be specific. Strange place I found answers. You learn to be with the Universe. Well I did . Magic happens in sadness also. Learn the art of asking the right questions. It makes all the difference. I’m not out of it all yet, but I promised to share my story if it could help another. So pass it on if you to find a breathe of air. It’s ur journey, also at some point in life 7 years ago , you asked for this change and you asked from that pit core part of solar plexus... if I can be of help to any let me know . Dark knight of the Soul tribe 🙏🏼📿 This To Shall Pass. Your not crazy!!!!
Thank you for this video. I am going through this right now and it helps to finally know what it is exactly I am going through. Nothing makes sense anymore my career is always where I have found my worth. My parents always put it on me to make money for the family because I grew up poor. I was the first one in the family to graduate high school but I never could go to college at least to finish any kind of degree. I finally made it to a management position in a bigger corporation but I hated it. I hated my life the only thing I liked about my life was that I knew I had already found my soul mate and she thought I was cool enough to stick around. Last year I started looking more and more into paganism and it felt so right and I have come leaps and bounds of the person I was when I was trying to follow Christianity, probably because it was spoon feed to me as a kid. Once I realized that wasn't working I started looking into other religions and spiritual beliefs and paganism just felt right. But now I am lost again, I was just diagnosed with schizophrenia, bipolar, severe depression, PTSD due to my mental health I can no longer work. So my self worth has taken the worst dive it ever has. I will look into these books because I feel like I am looking for anything to help me get through this. Thanks again Khloe for your wonderful videos. This has helped me alot. Blessings to you my friend. ✌️
I believe I experienced mine last year in October when my father passed away. I was okay up until his death and then my life went to sh*t and I lost myself regardless of the fact that I accepted his death rather early as I too could not be home to grieve because I was away at school. I became so depressed I did not know how to deal with it because I have never in my life dealt with depression. I stopped going to class completely which was not me at all. Around this time I had just started learning spirituality and after this time spirituality became a HUGE part of my life. I got really into it, even talked to my dad a few times and my life changed. Everything I thought I wanted to do turned out to be pointless and I couldn’t see a reason for doing any of it. I’m not very into spirituality, tapping into my psychic abilities, and I’m on a completely different career path than I thought I’d be and I’m very happy now.
Your story in the beginning where you feel nothing, but cry constantly, wanting someone, a teacher to guide you and say "This is what you need, this will make you happy. This will give your life purpose" I'm going through that now I feel like I'm just existing on a marrygoround...
Honestly I feel this dark night has been for the last 7 years. I can feel cycles ending now and the energy is pulling me rapidly in new directions. Life is changing quickly as these doors close. Thank you for clarifying. I really REALLY needed to hear this today.
Kloee, i feel like I have been transitioning out of a dark night of the soul over the course of the last 6 months. It’s interesting because one of your videos popped up randomly on my UA-cam, and it was an oracle reading. It was literally so spot on that I was in tears. Even before I seen your video, I couldn’t even recognize the person I was before. I was a empty shell, I didn’t realize how much pain I was in until now that I feel like I am having some sort of spiritual awakening. I’ve always been atheist. However I feel like I’m following a spiritual breadcrumb trail that’s taking me down a rabbit hole of new insight. I’ve always been very empathetic, and I feel like I’m being tugged gently toward this new awakening. There has been too many things that I try to rule as coincidental, but I really feel like I am manifesting. I am so new to all of this, I’m going to save this video because i would like to purchase some of the books you discussed. My intuition tells me that I am on the right path, and I have so far to go. Not sure why, but after that first video I watched of yours.. I just felt a connection and immediately subscribed! I’ve never had a oracle, taro, or aura reading.. but to say that I’m interested is an understatement. I love that you are doing now what you seemed to be destined to do. And you did help me. Thank you.
thank you for talking about this, it's so comforting 💗 my dark night of the soul has been going for 4 years...and i hadn't realized until now, thanks to you, it all makes a lot more sense. i really hope it ends sometime soon though...
It's crazy you came into my life (or my google algorithm same thing haha) as a Sims gamer (my favourite pc game ever) and I didn't even know! I discovered your channel through my recommended section when I was learning Tarot and watching lots of Pick a card readings and you are actually living one of my dreams: as a sims gamer on youtube. You inspire me. I'm going through a dark night of the soul myself (actually juuuuuust at the end of it I feel) and let me tell you I relate to every word. I've been seeking help on youtube, on the internet, even in books and finally I've surrendered to the divine power of timing, purpose and the energy of my own magic. I believe in modern medicine and psychology but I also trust myself and I am always on the look out for tools for my self mastery. I also believe that every person has within themselves the knowledge to heal and to overcome through every obstacles that comes between their ego and their true soul. It's hardwork. But I learned its the only way to actually live. To learn. To know. To choose. To make. To trust. So thank you for sharing so much. Love and light from a lovely Argentinian alchemist.
I just felt that I had to tell you this, but tarot reading sounds perfect for you! You are SO good at reading and I don't feel like i relate much to any other channels but yours just feels like this is what you were meant to be doing!!
I'm currently going through my dark night of the souls and I'm also a call center worker and just had a gallbladder surgery that seemed to really set off my dark night. It's insane how connected I feel to you. I'm so glad I found your channel.
I go though one every few years. I'm like a snake. I'm always shedding my old skin. It's one of the only things I like about myself. As painful as it is, I don't wanna stop. I never wanna stop evolving into a bigger and wiser animal.
I'm glad I've found your channel! I've never heard of it before, but I do think I'm going through it. I'm feeling lost, not knowing who I am or who I am suppose to be.
Thank you so much for this all information.. Its all relatable.. I am experiencing some dark stuff. Lost and finding meaning in everything..will try reading those books..
Definitely needed this. My dark night of the soul happened many years ago, and while I'm still struggling with some things, I'm glad I can say that things are better than they were. There are things I don't resonate with, and I'm trying to work through what's best for me. Thank you for such a beautiful and important message and for creating this video. I'm glad to hear you've found a path that fits better for you, too. 💜
Oh KLOEE, your such a bright, beautiful, gifted light in this world... My world. I'm just coming out of my dark Knight of my soul... I would say it has been dark, painful, lonely, confusing time I've ever had in my 60 years. With all of the bad, shitty, painful feelings, I could have NEVER known the light as I see it now. Thank you for being you, sharing, teaching in the way you do! I so so appreciate all you are doing. Namaste. You are defiantly a lightworker. Maybe soon I can figure me out....
Thank you so much. I often get a little worried right before these videos go life.....It's just past conditioning of pushing down my authentic self because "someone might see me for me". So when I put out these really authentic videos I get caught up in those feelings. But comments like these help me to keep going, so thank you!
@@kloeetaylor Never ever hide that beautiful spirit of yours. Just remember often times what ppl think isn't about us at all.... It's about them and how they feel about their own self. Follow your own path, you helped me today, I thought I was crazy, it was all in my head, well you know, because YOU KNOW... I look forward to watching you and THANK YOU BEAUTIFUL LADY!
I didn’t even know there was a word for what I was experiencing....I spent over 10 years going through my dark night of the soul and I truly feel like I’m just now coming out of it and it’s kinda scary because that was all I knew for so long but it’s also very much a relief. Thank you for shedding light on this subject 💖
I had chills and cried when you said your dark night happened from 2017-2019, that’s when I experienced mine too, I relate so much to you and everything you post, thank you so much for being so vulnerable and honest about your gifts and experiences. Thank you for helping me through so much too. ❤️❤️❤️ I am handicapped too, I feel very connected to you and I’m an empath as well and your story really resonated with me, I’ve been crying and I just wish I could give you a hug! 🥺
Thank you so much for this video! I’ve been struggling since March with the idea of breaking out of the matrix and feeling lost in life. Just a few days ago I had a huge breakdown and cried and released so many emotions I’ve been holding onto. I’m still feeling as though I’m on my journey, but after that experience I feel so awakened. Thank you for this video it definitely came at the perfect time, and I’ve been seeing so many things related to this topic so it’s definitely a sign from spirit! Once again thank you so much, you’re awesome! Ps: I totally get your 6th house, my sun is there w asc in Capricorn so having no direction in work, or feeling like I’m not helping someone or benefitting the planet makes me feel like I’m going insane.
Hmmm.... I just talked today to a friend, what I want from life and the world... traveling, living in other countries, immersing myself in different cultures, etc. And now just a few hours later I find your video stating the same thing. Beautiful... I love the Divine and the energies around me. Thank you for sharing these very personal moments of yours!!!
What a great time to upload this. I have been experiencing my dark night of the soul for some time now. I can relate to this and I find help and inspiration in your talks. Thank you!
i had a deep three year depression that ended about a year ago, and now im wondering if it was a dark night. i pulled myself out, im more spiritual, more in tune with myself and my intuition, and im receiving messages and blessings from the universe like ive never had before in my life. this truly resonated with me thank you for sharing your experience! 💛
Thanxx Kloe Taylor, I am glad I heard this today! After my meditation this morning and the number 57 popping up for the hundredth time (your timestamp is 33:57....THANK YOU ANGELS) =] I so clearly got it today, now to work on it =] Many blessings love and light beautiful soul!
This video help me so much. I am going through this and didn't know. It was like you were talking to me. I am struggling so much with my career and going through crying ect. Pains in my body out of no where. Your voice with this music is amazing soothing.
Hello dear Kloee so glad you are so open and transparent I have been and still am in the dark night of the soul for atleast 3 years and its definitely no walk in the park and I am hoping I will see the gifts lessons wisdom and light at the end of the tunnel and I rise again better more beautiful healthier happier and aligned with my true highest purpose bless you and thank you
@@kloeetaylor Aw your response and encouragement means so much to me Kloee brought a tear to my eyes. WE got this Kloee love and light beams to you sister
This video is amazing Thankyou so much I know maybe it was emotional to film but it’s helped me more then you’d ever know. Being on this path is not easy but it is sooo rewarding more then anything else I know 🌿 just Thankyou Thankyou Thankyou 💗 x x x
Kloee!! Ugh I had to watch this video in pieces because I’m such an empath that your story was so painful to hear. I’m so sorry that you had to go through that, but I think the path you took was so beautiful and you learned so much. I myself have been in a dark night of the soul since the end of 2017 and I just read Light is the New Black and I feel like I’m finally crawling out of it. I appreciate the book recommendations because I really feel like I need just that little bit more inspiration to finally free myself from this. I will be purchasing You Can Heal Your Life right now on my kindle so I can get to work. I just want you to know that by you sharing your experience, I have been more comfortable and understanding of divine timing of my path. I truly thought there was no way I will ever get out of this because 3 years to have these thoughts and feelings is EXTREMELY difficult. Thank you so much for being a light and helping to guide me on this journey💗💗
Thank you for this video. I have experienced 2 dark night of the soul events I believe. I can certainly relate. Also I love that constellation blanket!
Girl you are super amazing !!! you are meant to do this , love your content and resonates with your journey , for sure, the purging and change isnt easy, your story is relatable !! honestly more people need ton hear story like this to feel inspired to go on their own awakening journey! which is super important at this time of history.
Thank you for your posting. Recently went through another DNOTS, still on the tail end of it. Fortunately, this one was not as long as some I have had before, maybe I am learning faster. Wanted to give a recommendation for a book that has helped me over the years, it is called The Journey Home - A Kryon Parable by Lee Carroll. Hope this can help others, I try to read it at least once a year to get me through the rough spots.
I definitely think you have a purpose with those of us waking up. Your voice is super soothing. I love listening to you. I love your intro. The music in the background. You make me feel so good. It’s so weird. But thank you! 💓
Thank you for talking about this because how you felt is how I’m feeling right now but I never really tell people about because I don’t want them to be sad for me. Just thank you 😊 I’ll start reading these books as soon as I can.
I so feel this. I dealt with much of my pain alone (not all of it) and it was much to do with the fact that I didn't want others to worry or be sad for me. But ultimately the more I've let others see me the more it has healed me. I had to go back to why I felt I had to control others perception of me or why was I not allowed to be cared for? That really changed how i interact with others as a whole
kloee taylor I’ve been thinking about what you said and I realized that I should have a sit down with my family and talk to them because they have been mentioning that I have been distant. I guess I’ll start off by saying when it all started feeling like my life was falling down. Thank you again for the advice.😊
Yes, yes & yes!!! I really believe I’m going through this now. In 2019 I got interested in spirituality. I recently started to do a Mental Health journey series on my channel to bring awareness. Feel that is my path
This is probably going to sound absurd but I came out my dark night of my soul by creating my own tower moment. You know the tower card right? I crafted a small tower (10cm)with some stones and clay and made it look broken down and not safe to enter. Like it really took some crazy lightning storms and had a long lifetime without any restorations. This tower I placed in the middle of my living room where I saw it constantly and after a while it happened. I also supported my spirit and mind with some life transfoming or transmutating meditation frequency music. 852hz and 528hz I believe it was. And also some of this same frequency based music to help with overcoming emotional pain. 174hz and to support my solar plex shakra 417. Maybe this can help more of you too. It's worth the try 🤗🧚🏼♀️
Finally felt like I really needed to watch this video and oh my gosh I'm so glad I did! Thank you for sharing your experiences! Also, I literally teared up when you read that passage from Light is the New Black! I *really* need to get my hands on that book asap! ♥
I don't know who need to hear this but I really wanna share my own experience with dark night of soul. I don't even know that something like this ever existed. It happens to me when I was at the peak of my career. From my childhood my parents wanted me to become a doctor and it eventually became my own wish. It happens around September of 2016 when I was preparing for a national level competitive exam and I had chickenpox. It took me at least 3-4 weeks to recover from it completely. After that slowly I just started losing interest in studying. And to tell you a little bit about me, I used to love reading since my childhood. It's the one thing that I used to do everytime. And when I started losing interest in everything including studying, I felt something is wrong with me. I couldn't figure out why was it all happening but somehow I kept preparing for the exam. I qualified and got into a nice medical college but I was not happy about it. It really felt weird that the thing I wanted to achieve since my chlidhood was in front of me and I was not happy about it at all. My parents were happy so I thought , okay if it makes them happy and proud then let's continue it. I joined medical college and started studying but I can't focus on anything. Everyday I just felt stuck and felt as if something is not right. After a few months I fell into depression and I almost stopped going to college. I also used to have anxiety and I couldn't find the cause that why is it happening to me. I used to feel alone and prefer to be in my room all the time. I kept on skipping meals and used to avoid going out with my friends. I used to cry a lot and then my friends suggested me to see a psychiatrist. But i was not going to accept the fact that I was depressed. So they somehow tricked me and took me to a psychiatrist. I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. It took me a while to accept that fact and when I accepted that I became more depressed because I kept thinking about it all the time. I hadn't told my parents about it till that time but they somehow found about it. They took me home for a few days and then brought me back to college after telling me that I shouldn't be thinking about it. It kept on going till the mid of 2019 and because of my low attendance in class I couldn't sit in final exams . I used to feel hopeless, worthless and sometimes try to think about ending my life because all I did since my chlidhood was study so have no other talent to speak of. Time goes on and here I'm finding about dark night of soul. I'm not saying that my DNOTS is over but I'm in much better condition than before. I have stopped taking anti depressants for a while now and I'm learning more about spirituality. Earlier when I realised that something like this is happening to me I tried to ignore and avoid it because nobody in my knowing went through anything like this so I thought it's a bit abnormal thing and if I avoid , it will not happen to me. But I was wrong. One thing is that I'm still in medical college because 1.i haven't found something that I wanna do beacuse I told you earlier that I didn't had that much interest in other things 2. I really don't want to upset my parents beacuse they want me to become a doctor. I know they will support me if I want to do something else but I myself don't know what I should do if I don't want to be a doctor . So whoever reading this please don't think that you are not normal or you are alone. Keep faith in your guides and everything will be fine. That time was the darkest of time that I had ever seen beacuse everyday I used to pray to die but it really did completely change the way I used to view life. Thanks for sharing your experience and it really felt a lot better to know that I'm not alone in this journey...
I will definitely look at light is the new Dark ..I have been wanting some new reads . The books I read was THE NEW EARTH, YOU ARE A BAD ASS, THE SUBTLE ARE OF NOT GIVING A F*** that one towards the end lost me but still helpful. YOU ARE A GODDESS loved that one. IT DIDNT START WITH YOU very good and different view it gave me. TOTAL FORGIVENESS I didn’t read all of it but when a frase was read it was like I didn’t need to finish it . DON MIGUEL RUIZ COLLECTION. AUTOBIOGRAPHY OF A YOGI very eye opening and I feel I got a lot answers .. Just sharing Incase others might be interested in new reads.
Wow thank you for sharing your experience! I do feel like I have gone through this EXACT experience this past year. I do feel like I'm making it onto the other side of things slowly VERY slowly but surely im finding my path🤭❤❤❤ I enjoyed this video and I LOVE your card readings also thanks!💖
Hello, since you said that about your self worth and work I want to say that you helped me with this video. I have already passed for one dark night of the soul, I got cancer to leave my previous job for good and I now I have been experiencing a lot of hard time with my new career so maybe a second one? Is that a thing? I think this time is just for me to learn some things that are hard for me like how to deal with criticism and how to step up for myself. Its hard not gonna lie hehe But I also believe we have a divine purpose and I want to become the better version of myself and I pretty sure that this road will not be only unicorns and rainbows 'cause, well I would be bored to death :P and I would take it for granted. So, I am grateful that you shared you experience. Hugs from Brazil.
I couldn't find the cause of my horrible pain and I've been just trying to get a Dr to figure it out but now that I've heard you talk I looked up gallbladder and uh....I'll be going back to the Dr 💖
You make me think of mother bridget She's a ghede spirit (misunderstood) my point is she is amazing and helps with perspective, justice, female power, being yourself etc you're powerful and fascinating thank you for sharing this insight :) it feels really nice to not feel like you're alone and that you're on the right track
In School I was Following those "Popular Girls" And I would Skip and fight with people. The reason I did this was because I never fit in anywhere and I was so tired so I started Following them. I then started getting bullied by them.The beginning of quarantine was the worse. I would get bad aniexty ,and Cut myself. To me Life was meaningless and I didnt get it! I thought karma just got me for behaving bad.I am now doing a lot better I love seeing tarot and I am now more connected to my angels.I just hope I can get a breakthrough and just find full happiness and Real friends:)🙏🏻💫
Life has felt this meaningless and painful (or on the opposite spectrum I completely feel nothing because I have a dissociative mental health disorder) for as long as I remember... I’ve constantly battled severe mental health issues and so many suicide attempts because every time I think I’ve hit rock bottom or it can’t get any worse I fall even deeper and my life falls apart even more...
Thank you for this I have been trough this and my family don’t see me as me they call me the mad one lol but I just see things how I see it I have eventually come out the other side taken me a good few years . I am me I am empathy a light worker and still trying to find the job for me but all I know it’s not nine to five 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋
The best people I found on this subject were 2 people male “#Trevor Ilesley “ & “#Christina Lopes” . I also spent hours with Tony Robbins .. he to experienced this when he was younger. Everyone has a story... Both have very different views but as you know if your in this state , you just want answers. These two people I found myself saying ‘ omg are you living my life already, I’m not alone it is a thing, it’s something very real, oh and no one around you talks about it” My best advice that was given to me the day that door was opened for me... Make UA-cam and google everything you ever want to know.!! It’s what got me thru. Every time you feel lost or alone or flat out crazy... grab that device and learn. Knowledge becomes the power you will need to walk this path. Others just don’t understand until they to are in it. Look for signs when you ask Divine Universe questions. Those desperate moments of pain.. I would always walk the beach for hours talking to the sky asking questions and then send me a sign within 24, 48 hours depending on situations. I’d ask for a feather of a particular colour. Funny enough it always happens. The interesting thing is you learn to be specific. Strange place I found answers. You learn to be with the Universe. Well I did . Magic happens in sadness also. Learn the art of asking the right questions. It makes all the difference. I’m not out of it all yet, but I promised to share my story if it could help another. So pass it on if you to find a breathe of air. It’s ur journey, also at some point in life 7 years ago , you asked for this change and you asked from that pit core part of solar plexus... if I can be of help to any let me know . Dark knight of the Soul tribe 🙏🏼📿 This To Shall Pass. Your not crazy!!!!
I didn’t realize I was following them down there negative path. I see I lived lots of patterns .. man did I have to analyze all of it. Now that I have kids I don’t want to push these patterns ..
I feel like that's the thing I'm most saddened by as an adult with no children: when I see old patterns being pushed on children, even in my own family. I think the thing to remember is that you can only do the best that you can do and that is enough. No matter what you all signed soul contracts together to have experiences together
This is probably going to get long but I need to get this off my chest. I'm not sure if I'm experiencing a dark night of the soul right now (probably dark years of the soul) but I'm in such a weird state. I am more in tune with my spiritual side than other times (I have an on and off relationship with spirituality) but at the same time I'm feeling so drained and hopeless and helpless. I have depression and anxiety, the world state is making me miserable, on top of that I feel like I am extremely exhausted of the social constructs and the things I'm supposed to be doing, the life I'm supposed to be living. Nothing fulfills me, I feel like I'm not meant to be a 9 to 5 person or even meant to work for anyone else other than myself. I unfortunately derive most of my self worth from external approval and my productivity. So when I inevitably cannot be productive, it makes me feel horrible. Throughout my life I have been trying to do things that society and my family deemed correct financially or otherwise. And I am so exhausted I have lost all patience, I've become irritable and can barely have a half bad experience with a customer (retail) without wanting to resort to violence. Add to that the financial insecurity... I'm just so tired. I want to have happiness and abundance. I can't go on living this meaningless life this way. I am artistic, I feel like I'm a jack of all trades, but it seems like a dead end. I finally decided to try opening an online shop for my pyrography art on a greek online marketplace but so far it's gotten nowhere. It's only been two months but I am so tired of life as is that I don't have the patience or strength to keep working without seeing results. I also want to leave my hometown next year with my boyfriend for which I have to save up and I will inevitably have to work another full time job that doesn't fulfill me in order to have the money to leave. I'm so sorry for this whole rant, if you read all of it I applaud you. I'm just so, so tired. There must be more to this existence...
I think I'm going through mine, i'm reading a course of miracles, I started on january and wow, this video is no coincidence.. today I felt scared because some shitty thoughts came to me.. felt like life lost its purpose and that nothing makes sense no more, made me ask if people that commits suicide suffered from this.. don't know what to do.. I could definitely use a friend that knows about this.. by the way, i'm gemini rising and taurus sun and moon. (sorry for my bad english, i'm not american)
For whoever is reading this... You are smart, worthy and capable. Follow your heart 💛
I love this ty
You have a gift in your voice not sure why I'm was supposed to tell you that.
she does.
I am in tears. Forever ago I sat down and asked myself what I love doing (during my dark night honestly) most and "talking" came out as my number one every single time. I've always known no mater what I do my voice would be a major part of my purpose. This really confirms that belief. Thank you
Dear Kloee, I love your videos. I agree with Sandra. I came across your videos by coincidence not sure if there’s such thing I believe I was led to your channel for a reason. I find your voice so soothing and healing. You really have a gift, I’m a true believer that we do what we love in hope to connect with others and I think the tribe/ community you created is phenomenal, I’m so happy to be part of it. Greetings from the Netherlands
So funny, I was thinking the same thing when I clicked on this video. I thought 1st how nice to see your face bc in the tarot we don’t get to. But 2nd, I thought what a beautiful, calming and confident voice you have. And that is heard whether we can see your beautiful face or not.
I’m so sorry for your loss Kloee. Thank you for sharing your story and for all of your videos. You’ve given me so much strength during this difficult time, which I now believe is probably my dark knight of the soul. It’s not easy rn, but you give me hope that it will not feel like this forever. Thank you 🙏
i feel this is exactly where i am right now. I know i am on my way, but feel lost and like i am grasping at empty air. There is more for me....I am struggling to figure out which direction to head. Thx for this video!!!
You are so welcome! You've got this! It will all unfold for you in perfect timing
I felt like...something hit me like a brick when you said “they won’t let you continue on a path you’re not meant to follow” my GOD this makes sense.
Oh girl. I had a DNOTS that lasted a long several years. It was horrible because I battle the depression monster.
It was hard to pull out of, but ultimately the sun came through.
Proud of you!
In all honesty, I think I've been continually experiencing the DNOS for about 3 years. It started and has been spiraling until recent months. I agree with what you say about your guides making things harder and harder. It's like, if I want that to change all of the difficulties, I have to start following my own path. I think, up until a few years ago I still had things to learn. Maybe some karma to repay. But, as I look back at my life I realize how much my childhood affected my everyday existence. I carried a lot of the mental baggage and became the thing that I didn't ever want to be. I didn't ever want to be what they told me I was going to be. I wasn't that - or them - in many ways, but ultimately I was, if that makes any sense. I have been made to take responsibility for all of my decisions. I think that was the darkest of my dark night & that has passed. Moving forward, I feel like everything will fall into place for me. I am finally believing what is true about me and who I am and what I have to do to make my way in this world. I'm nearing middle age (50), so even coming into this transformation is a little scary. I have to start life over this late in life. I'm doing it, though, even through feeling that aloneness.
Much love and light to you!
wow i’ve had multiple dark nights of the soul. truly so painful but i came out each time with a changed mindset, a lesson and a changed life❤️❤️ it gets better my friends
Thanks for sharing!!
Let's just say I am going through a Dark Night of the Decade - no joke. I will get there though. I really like that I checked this out and hearing Tolle's take on it only solidifies that that is what I am experiencing and it is for my growth and the benefit of all. Thank you!
I love being a jack of all trades’s but I too feel like I want to master something. I think I also have a linger of fear that I let hold myself back. But definitely working on it.
I think its safe to say we have all been born in fear of some kind. How many fearless parents do you know? My point is you aren't alone
I feel like I'm talking to a friend. Thank you for that, you're such a beautiful soul
I appreciate you
Holy shit. Thank you so much for stepping into the public sphere, uploading videos, reading tarot, sharing your spiritual experiences.
I highly believe I was meant to find you. This is one big sign that I need to move into the right direction. What I’ve been feeling for years has come to a peak, I need to act on it now.
Bless you, wish you much love. Keep being you! xoxo
I know I’ve heard your story before... I know I heard right as soon as your sweet sister passed, and have seen the real time transformation since that day... But today when you spoke your story you were in your power and in your light. It is so empowering and magnifying to watch and listen to now, almost 3 years later. Your soul is beautiful my friend. Thank you always for sharing your gift. 🦋
Sasha this brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for always seeing me, and I mean really the real me. I feel like many clung to only a fraction of me, but you've been here basically since day one. I love that you are a part of his community and my life
This is exactly what I needed.... I feel like my current situation no longer resonates with me and I’m having a hard time trying to get outta this😔
I believe in you
I totally agree with your story. I'm having trouble getting out too. It's been 3 years now I've been experiencing all this. Good luck with your journey.
Thank you for giving me hope.
Perfect timing I just said to myself today.. "Wow I'm going to look back on 2020 and remember all these hard things I had to deal with." I feel as if my dark night of the soul happened or started in 2015 when I got my cancerous tumor. So much happened between then and now. I'm still going through alot but I know there's something beautiful brewing. I'm healthier now and changed so much and my outlook on life is so different now as well. I just wish to live simply but have a rich experiential life within and without. 🙏✨💜 Thank you for this.
Sending you so much devine love beautiful soul!
@@kloeetaylor Thank you tremendously for your care 💜 it's beautiful and rare and I see you. You too are a beautiful soul ✨ Sending divine love back. 🙏
I was looking for info on this last night but couldn’t really find and good videos and now you post this. Amazing.
Me too!!!
Glad you liked it!
The best people I found on this subject were 2 people male “#Trevor Ilesley “ & “#Christina Lopes” . Both have very different views but as you know if your in this state , you just want answers. These two people I found myself saying ‘ omg are you living my life already, I’m not alone it is a thing, it’s something very real, oh and no one around you talks about it” My best advice that was given to me the day that door was opened for me... Make UA-cam and google everything you ever want to know.!! It’s what got me thru. Every time you feel lost or alone or flat out crazy... grab that device and learn. Knowledge becomes the power you will need to walk this path. Others just don’t understand until they to are in it. Look for signs when you ask Divine Universe questions. Those desperate moments of pain.. I would always walk the beach for hours talking to the sky asking questions and then send me a sign within 24, 48 hours depending on situations. I’d ask for a feather of a particular colour. Funny enough it always happens. The interesting thing is you learn to be specific. Strange place I found answers. You learn to be with the Universe. Well I did . Magic happens in sadness also. Learn the art of asking the right questions. It makes all the difference. I’m not out of it all yet, but I promised to share my story if it could help another. So pass it on if you to find a breathe of air. It’s ur journey, also at some point in life 7 years ago , you asked for this change and you asked from that pit core part of solar plexus... if I can be of help to any let me know . Dark knight of the Soul tribe 🙏🏼📿 This To Shall Pass. Your not crazy!!!!
Thank you for this video. I am going through this right now and it helps to finally know what it is exactly I am going through. Nothing makes sense anymore my career is always where I have found my worth. My parents always put it on me to make money for the family because I grew up poor. I was the first one in the family to graduate high school but I never could go to college at least to finish any kind of degree. I finally made it to a management position in a bigger corporation but I hated it. I hated my life the only thing I liked about my life was that I knew I had already found my soul mate and she thought I was cool enough to stick around. Last year I started looking more and more into paganism and it felt so right and I have come leaps and bounds of the person I was when I was trying to follow Christianity, probably because it was spoon feed to me as a kid. Once I realized that wasn't working I started looking into other religions and spiritual beliefs and paganism just felt right. But now I am lost again, I was just diagnosed with schizophrenia, bipolar, severe depression, PTSD due to my mental health I can no longer work. So my self worth has taken the worst dive it ever has. I will look into these books because I feel like I am looking for anything to help me get through this. Thanks again Khloe for your wonderful videos. This has helped me alot. Blessings to you my friend. ✌️
I believe I experienced mine last year in October when my father passed away. I was okay up until his death and then my life went to sh*t and I lost myself regardless of the fact that I accepted his death rather early as I too could not be home to grieve because I was away at school. I became so depressed I did not know how to deal with it because I have never in my life dealt with depression. I stopped going to class completely which was not me at all. Around this time I had just started learning spirituality and after this time spirituality became a HUGE part of my life. I got really into it, even talked to my dad a few times and my life changed. Everything I thought I wanted to do turned out to be pointless and I couldn’t see a reason for doing any of it. I’m not very into spirituality, tapping into my psychic abilities, and I’m on a completely different career path than I thought I’d be and I’m very happy now.
Your story in the beginning where you feel nothing, but cry constantly, wanting someone, a teacher to guide you and say "This is what you need, this will make you happy. This will give your life purpose" I'm going through that now I feel like I'm just existing on a marrygoround...
Honestly I feel this dark night has been for the last 7 years. I can feel cycles ending now and the energy is pulling me rapidly in new directions. Life is changing quickly as these doors close. Thank you for clarifying. I really REALLY needed to hear this today.
I finally have a name for what I’ve been going through, thank you for sharing 🙏
Kloee, i feel like I have been transitioning out of a dark night of the soul over the course of the last 6 months. It’s interesting because one of your videos popped up randomly on my UA-cam, and it was an oracle reading. It was literally so spot on that I was in tears. Even before I seen your video, I couldn’t even recognize the person I was before. I was a empty shell, I didn’t realize how much pain I was in until now that I feel like I am having some sort of spiritual awakening. I’ve always been atheist. However I feel like I’m following a spiritual breadcrumb trail that’s taking me down a rabbit hole of new insight. I’ve always been very empathetic, and I feel like I’m being tugged gently toward this new awakening. There has been too many things that I try to rule as coincidental, but I really feel like I am manifesting. I am so new to all of this, I’m going to save this video because i would like to purchase some of the books you discussed. My intuition tells me that I am on the right path, and I have so far to go. Not sure why, but after that first video I watched of yours.. I just felt a connection and immediately subscribed! I’ve never had a oracle, taro, or aura reading.. but to say that I’m interested is an understatement. I love that you are doing now what you seemed to be destined to do. And you did help me. Thank you.
I love your book suggestions! Spiritual awakenings are so worth it, no matter how difficult.
thank you for talking about this, it's so comforting 💗
my dark night of the soul has been going for 4 years...and i hadn't realized until now, thanks to you, it all makes a lot more sense. i really hope it ends sometime soon though...
It's crazy you came into my life (or my google algorithm same thing haha) as a Sims gamer (my favourite pc game ever) and I didn't even know! I discovered your channel through my recommended section when I was learning Tarot and watching lots of Pick a card readings and you are actually living one of my dreams: as a sims gamer on youtube. You inspire me. I'm going through a dark night of the soul myself (actually juuuuuust at the end of it I feel) and let me tell you I relate to every word. I've been seeking help on youtube, on the internet, even in books and finally I've surrendered to the divine power of timing, purpose and the energy of my own magic. I believe in modern medicine and psychology but I also trust myself and I am always on the look out for tools for my self mastery. I also believe that every person has within themselves the knowledge to heal and to overcome through every obstacles that comes between their ego and their true soul. It's hardwork. But I learned its the only way to actually live. To learn. To know. To choose. To make. To trust. So thank you for sharing so much. Love and light from a lovely Argentinian alchemist.
I love all of this
Me also , I hit the floor so hard. 2017.. I feel like I’m still lingering .. but, in a way better place right now.
I'm glad to hear
I just felt that I had to tell you this, but tarot reading sounds perfect for you! You are SO good at reading and I don't feel like i relate much to any other channels but yours just feels like this is what you were meant to be doing!!
Wow, thank you!
I'm currently going through my dark night of the souls and I'm also a call center worker and just had a gallbladder surgery that seemed to really set off my dark night. It's insane how connected I feel to you. I'm so glad I found your channel.
I go though one every few years. I'm like a snake. I'm always shedding my old skin. It's one of the only things I like about myself. As painful as it is, I don't wanna stop. I never wanna stop evolving into a bigger and wiser animal.
Mine dark night of the soul happened for 3 years too .. And it started fading off when I first saw your tarot card reading 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
Oh wow! I'm really happy you found me
I'm glad I've found your channel! I've never heard of it before, but I do think I'm going through it. I'm feeling lost, not knowing who I am or who I am suppose to be.
I'm so happy you found me! You will get through this
Thank you so much for this all information.. Its all relatable.. I am experiencing some dark stuff. Lost and finding meaning in everything..will try reading those books..
Definitely needed this. My dark night of the soul happened many years ago, and while I'm still struggling with some things, I'm glad I can say that things are better than they were. There are things I don't resonate with, and I'm trying to work through what's best for me. Thank you for such a beautiful and important message and for creating this video. I'm glad to hear you've found a path that fits better for you, too. 💜
Thank you
Oh KLOEE, your such a bright, beautiful, gifted light in this world... My world. I'm just coming out of my dark Knight of my soul... I would say it has been dark, painful, lonely, confusing time I've ever had in my 60 years. With all of the bad, shitty, painful feelings, I could have NEVER known the light as I see it now. Thank you for being you, sharing, teaching in the way you do! I so so appreciate all you are doing. Namaste. You are defiantly a lightworker. Maybe soon I can figure me out....
Thank you so much. I often get a little worried right before these videos go life.....It's just past conditioning of pushing down my authentic self because "someone might see me for me". So when I put out these really authentic videos I get caught up in those feelings. But comments like these help me to keep going, so thank you!
@@kloeetaylor Never ever hide that beautiful spirit of yours. Just remember often times what ppl think isn't about us at all.... It's about them and how they feel about their own self. Follow your own path, you helped me today, I thought I was crazy, it was all in my head, well you know, because YOU KNOW... I look forward to watching you and THANK YOU BEAUTIFUL LADY!
I didn’t even know there was a word for what I was experiencing....I spent over 10 years going through my dark night of the soul and I truly feel like I’m just now coming out of it and it’s kinda scary because that was all I knew for so long but it’s also very much a relief. Thank you for shedding light on this subject 💖
I had chills and cried when you said your dark night happened from 2017-2019, that’s when I experienced mine too, I relate so much to you and everything you post, thank you so much for being so vulnerable and honest about your gifts and experiences. Thank you for helping me through so much too. ❤️❤️❤️ I am handicapped too, I feel very connected to you and I’m an empath as well and your story really resonated with me, I’ve been crying and I just wish I could give you a hug! 🥺
Thank you so much for this video! I’ve been struggling since March with the idea of breaking out of the matrix and feeling lost in life. Just a few days ago I had a huge breakdown and cried and released so many emotions I’ve been holding onto. I’m still feeling as though I’m on my journey, but after that experience I feel so awakened. Thank you for this video it definitely came at the perfect time, and I’ve been seeing so many things related to this topic so it’s definitely a sign from spirit! Once again thank you so much, you’re awesome!
Ps: I totally get your 6th house, my sun is there w asc in Capricorn so having no direction in work, or feeling like I’m not helping someone or benefitting the planet makes me feel like I’m going insane.
Thank you so much!
I hope things get better for you soon
Hmmm.... I just talked today to a friend, what I want from life and the world... traveling, living in other countries, immersing myself in different cultures, etc. And now just a few hours later I find your video stating the same thing. Beautiful... I love the Divine and the energies around me. Thank you for sharing these very personal moments of yours!!!
What a great time to upload this. I have been experiencing my dark night of the soul for some time now. I can relate to this and I find help and inspiration in your talks. Thank you!
i had a deep three year depression that ended about a year ago, and now im wondering if it was a dark night. i pulled myself out, im more spiritual, more in tune with myself and my intuition, and im receiving messages and blessings from the universe like ive never had before in my life. this truly resonated with me thank you for sharing your experience! 💛
girl i legit think you are my soul twin our lives are almost creepily the same we need to connect somehow
Thank you so much for this video, really needed this today. Its strange how much we have in common, its like we're the same person😂😂
Sending you so much love! It was not easy
27:25 that look is preach. I felt it deep in my soul. You gently called me out... ✨❤️✨❤️✨
Thanxx Kloe Taylor, I am glad I heard this today! After my meditation this morning and the number 57 popping up for the hundredth time (your timestamp is 33:57....THANK YOU ANGELS) =] I so clearly got it today, now to work on it =] Many blessings love and light beautiful soul!
Oh wow! Thank you for sharing beautiful!
I remember this video coming out and knowing it wasn’t my time to watch it. I’m in the thick of this now and it is exactly what I needed, much love ❤️
This video help me so much. I am going through this and didn't know. It was like you were talking to me. I am struggling so much with my career and going through crying ect. Pains in my body out of no where. Your voice with this music is amazing soothing.
Hello dear Kloee so glad you are so open and transparent I have been and still am in the dark night of the soul for atleast 3 years and its definitely no walk in the park and I am hoping I will see the gifts lessons wisdom and light at the end of the tunnel and I rise again better more beautiful healthier happier and aligned with my true highest purpose bless you and thank you
You are so welcome! I am so proud of you for continuing on and keeping your chin up. You've got this!
@@kloeetaylor Aw your response and encouragement means so much to me Kloee brought a tear to my eyes. WE got this Kloee love and light beams to you sister
Thought I experienced this 2 years ago. Nope, definitely experiencing it now. Love you and this video so much Kloee, thank you.
This video is amazing Thankyou so much I know maybe it was emotional to film but it’s helped me more then you’d ever know. Being on this path is not easy but it is sooo rewarding more then anything else I know 🌿 just Thankyou Thankyou Thankyou 💗 x x x
Kloee!! Ugh I had to watch this video in pieces because I’m such an empath that your story was so painful to hear. I’m so sorry that you had to go through that, but I think the path you took was so beautiful and you learned so much. I myself have been in a dark night of the soul since the end of 2017 and I just read Light is the New Black and I feel like I’m finally crawling out of it. I appreciate the book recommendations because I really feel like I need just that little bit more inspiration to finally free myself from this. I will be purchasing You Can Heal Your Life right now on my kindle so I can get to work. I just want you to know that by you sharing your experience, I have been more comfortable and understanding of divine timing of my path. I truly thought there was no way I will ever get out of this because 3 years to have these thoughts and feelings is EXTREMELY difficult. Thank you so much for being a light and helping to guide me on this journey💗💗
This video is spot on. Thank you so much. Going though an extremely similar situation!
You are so welcome! Sending you so much love for the journey ahead. You've got this!
Thank you for this video. I have experienced 2 dark night of the soul events I believe. I can certainly relate. Also I love that constellation blanket!
Girl you are super amazing !!! you are meant to do this , love your content and resonates with your journey , for sure, the purging and change isnt easy, your story is relatable !! honestly more people need ton hear story like this to feel inspired to go on their own awakening journey! which is super important at this time of history.
Thank you for your posting. Recently went through another DNOTS, still on the tail end of it. Fortunately, this one was not as long as some I have had before, maybe I am learning faster. Wanted to give a recommendation for a book that has helped me over the years, it is called The Journey Home - A Kryon Parable by Lee Carroll. Hope this can help others, I try to read it at least once a year to get me through the rough spots.
I definitely think you have a purpose with those of us waking up. Your voice is super soothing. I love listening to you. I love your intro. The music in the background. You make me feel so good. It’s so weird. But thank you! 💓
Thank you for talking about this because how you felt is how I’m feeling right now but I never really tell people about because I don’t want them to be sad for me. Just thank you 😊 I’ll start reading these books as soon as I can.
I so feel this. I dealt with much of my pain alone (not all of it) and it was much to do with the fact that I didn't want others to worry or be sad for me. But ultimately the more I've let others see me the more it has healed me. I had to go back to why I felt I had to control others perception of me or why was I not allowed to be cared for? That really changed how i interact with others as a whole
kloee taylor I’ve been thinking about what you said and I realized that I should have a sit down with my family and talk to them because they have been mentioning that I have been distant. I guess I’ll start off by saying when it all started feeling like my life was falling down. Thank you again for the advice.😊
Yes, yes & yes!!! I really believe I’m going through this now. In 2019 I got interested in spirituality. I recently started to do a Mental Health journey series on my channel to bring awareness. Feel that is my path
Such a beautiful soul, I wish I could give you a hug. *virtual hug* for now
Your truth is so beautiful, thank you
I appreciate that
This is probably going to sound absurd but I came out my dark night of my soul by creating my own tower moment.
You know the tower card right?
I crafted a small tower (10cm)with some stones and clay and made it look broken down and not safe to enter. Like it really took some crazy lightning storms and had a long lifetime without any restorations. This tower I placed in the middle of my living room where I saw it constantly and after a while it happened. I also supported my spirit and mind with some life transfoming or transmutating meditation frequency music. 852hz and 528hz I believe it was. And also some of this same frequency based music to help with overcoming emotional pain. 174hz and to support my solar plex shakra 417.
Maybe this can help more of you too. It's worth the try 🤗🧚🏼♀️
Finally felt like I really needed to watch this video and oh my gosh I'm so glad I did! Thank you for sharing your experiences! Also, I literally teared up when you read that passage from Light is the New Black! I *really* need to get my hands on that book asap! ♥
Definitely going through my second phase right now! It’s rough. Especially with my kids at home with me I feel like I can’t just sit alone
its like your reading my mind i love you thank you for sharing your story showing me that i am not alone
I don't know who need to hear this but I really wanna share my own experience with dark night of soul. I don't even know that something like this ever existed. It happens to me when I was at the peak of my career. From my childhood my parents wanted me to become a doctor and it eventually became my own wish. It happens around September of 2016 when I was preparing for a national level competitive exam and I had chickenpox. It took me at least 3-4 weeks to recover from it completely. After that slowly I just started losing interest in studying. And to tell you a little bit about me, I used to love reading since my childhood. It's the one thing that I used to do everytime. And when I started losing interest in everything including studying, I felt something is wrong with me. I couldn't figure out why was it all happening but somehow I kept preparing for the exam. I qualified and got into a nice medical college but I was not happy about it. It really felt weird that the thing I wanted to achieve since my chlidhood was in front of me and I was not happy about it at all. My parents were happy so I thought , okay if it makes them happy and proud then let's continue it. I joined medical college and started studying but I can't focus on anything. Everyday I just felt stuck and felt as if something is not right. After a few months I fell into depression and I almost stopped going to college. I also used to have anxiety and I couldn't find the cause that why is it happening to me. I used to feel alone and prefer to be in my room all the time. I kept on skipping meals and used to avoid going out with my friends. I used to cry a lot and then my friends suggested me to see a psychiatrist. But i was not going to accept the fact that I was depressed. So they somehow tricked me and took me to a psychiatrist. I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. It took me a while to accept that fact and when I accepted that I became more depressed because I kept thinking about it all the time. I hadn't told my parents about it till that time but they somehow found about it. They took me home for a few days and then brought me back to college after telling me that I shouldn't be thinking about it. It kept on going till the mid of 2019 and because of my low attendance in class I couldn't sit in final exams . I used to feel hopeless, worthless and sometimes try to think about ending my life because all I did since my chlidhood was study so have no other talent to speak of. Time goes on and here I'm finding about dark night of soul. I'm not saying that my DNOTS is over but I'm in much better condition than before. I have stopped taking anti depressants for a while now and I'm learning more about spirituality. Earlier when I realised that something like this is happening to me I tried to ignore and avoid it because nobody in my knowing went through anything like this so I thought it's a bit abnormal thing and if I avoid , it will not happen to me. But I was wrong. One thing is that I'm still in medical college because
1.i haven't found something that I wanna do beacuse I told you earlier that I didn't had that much interest in other things
2. I really don't want to upset my parents beacuse they want me to become a doctor. I know they will support me if I want to do something else but I myself don't know what I should do if I don't want to be a doctor .
So whoever reading this please don't think that you are not normal or you are alone. Keep faith in your guides and everything will be fine.
That time was the darkest of time that I had ever seen beacuse everyday I used to pray to die but it really did completely change the way I used to view life.
Thanks for sharing your experience and it really felt a lot better to know that I'm not alone in this journey...
I will definitely look at light is the new Dark ..I have been wanting some new reads .
The books I read was THE NEW EARTH, YOU ARE A BAD ASS, THE SUBTLE ARE OF NOT GIVING A F*** that one towards the end lost me but still helpful. YOU ARE A GODDESS loved that one. IT DIDNT START WITH YOU very good and different view it gave me. TOTAL FORGIVENESS I didn’t read all of it but when a frase was read it was like I didn’t need to finish it . DON MIGUEL RUIZ COLLECTION. AUTOBIOGRAPHY OF A YOGI very eye opening and I feel I got a lot answers ..
Just sharing Incase others might be interested in new reads.
Thank you for even more recs I appreciate it!
Thank you for this edifying, soulful and authentic share. Bless you, always. I understand more now...more to come, but as you recommend: surrender. 😅.
I have to say thank you for the timestamps on all of your videos
Wow thank you for sharing your experience! I do feel like I have gone through this EXACT experience this past year. I do feel like I'm making it onto the other side of things slowly VERY slowly but surely im finding my path🤭❤❤❤ I enjoyed this video and I LOVE your card readings also thanks!💖
You got this! I believe in you!
Currently going through this. It’s miserable.
You were speaking directly to me. Thank you 💕💕💕
Hello, since you said that about your self worth and work I want to say that you helped me with this video. I have already passed for one dark night of the soul, I got cancer to leave my previous job for good and I now I have been experiencing a lot of hard time with my new career so maybe a second one? Is that a thing? I think this time is just for me to learn some things that are hard for me like how to deal with criticism and how to step up for myself. Its hard not gonna lie hehe But I also believe we have a divine purpose and I want to become the better version of myself and I pretty sure that this road will not be only unicorns and rainbows 'cause, well I would be bored to death :P and I would take it for granted. So, I am grateful that you shared you experience. Hugs from Brazil.
You're welcome
Thank you for this. Your voice and words are so soothing and inspiring. 💚 gifted and magical
Thank you for sharing your story. I cannot tell you how much this helps me ⚘ ❤
I really appreciate your content.
You are so welcome
I couldn't find the cause of my horrible pain and I've been just trying to get a Dr to figure it out but now that I've heard you talk I looked up gallbladder and uh....I'll be going back to the Dr 💖
Awesome! Thank you Kloee, love you too
You make me think of mother bridget She's a ghede spirit (misunderstood) my point is she is amazing and helps with perspective, justice, female power, being yourself etc you're powerful and fascinating thank you for sharing this insight :) it feels really nice to not feel like you're alone and that you're on the right track
I got the Greek version of the you are a badass and it is still funny! I thought it would lose the meaning but she is so damn funny!
In School I was Following those "Popular Girls" And I would Skip and fight with people. The reason I did this was because I never fit in anywhere and I was so tired so I started Following them. I then started getting bullied by them.The beginning of quarantine was the worse. I would get bad aniexty ,and Cut myself. To me Life was meaningless and I didnt get it! I thought karma just got me for behaving bad.I am now doing a lot better I love seeing tarot and I am now more connected to my angels.I just hope I can get a breakthrough and just find full happiness and Real friends:)🙏🏻💫
Thank you for the tips ✨💜
No problem 😊
Beautiful video from a beautiful soul. Thank you 🧡
Life has felt this meaningless and painful (or on the opposite spectrum I completely feel nothing because I have a dissociative mental health disorder) for as long as I remember... I’ve constantly battled severe mental health issues and so many suicide attempts because every time I think I’ve hit rock bottom or it can’t get any worse I fall even deeper and my life falls apart even more...
you are such a beautiful soul , i really love your energy !!
Thank you for this I have been trough this and my family don’t see me as me they call me the mad one lol but I just see things how I see it I have eventually come out the other side taken me a good few years . I am me I am empathy a light worker and still trying to find the job for me but all I know it’s not nine to five 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋
I believe in you, and am always here to support you
The best people I found on this subject were 2 people male “#Trevor Ilesley “ & “#Christina Lopes” . I also spent hours with Tony Robbins .. he to experienced this when he was younger. Everyone has a story... Both have very different views but as you know if your in this state , you just want answers. These two people I found myself saying ‘ omg are you living my life already, I’m not alone it is a thing, it’s something very real, oh and no one around you talks about it” My best advice that was given to me the day that door was opened for me... Make UA-cam and google everything you ever want to know.!! It’s what got me thru. Every time you feel lost or alone or flat out crazy... grab that device and learn. Knowledge becomes the power you will need to walk this path. Others just don’t understand until they to are in it. Look for signs when you ask Divine Universe questions. Those desperate moments of pain.. I would always walk the beach for hours talking to the sky asking questions and then send me a sign within 24, 48 hours depending on situations. I’d ask for a feather of a particular colour. Funny enough it always happens. The interesting thing is you learn to be specific. Strange place I found answers. You learn to be with the Universe. Well I did . Magic happens in sadness also. Learn the art of asking the right questions. It makes all the difference. I’m not out of it all yet, but I promised to share my story if it could help another. So pass it on if you to find a breathe of air. It’s ur journey, also at some point in life 7 years ago , you asked for this change and you asked from that pit core part of solar plexus... if I can be of help to any let me know . Dark knight of the Soul tribe 🙏🏼📿 This To Shall Pass. Your not crazy!!!!
I would love to have a conversation w you and compare experiences. Youre so full of light ❤❤
Thank you
thank you, fellow pale queen ꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡
Thank you so much for sharing your e experiences and perspectives. You have been very helpful to me and I'm sure many others ❤
You are so welcome!
This was sooooo well put.
Love Rebecca Campbell’s book! 💓
Thank you for sharing, I needed to hear this :)
You are so welcome!
Thank you for this ❤️
I absolutely adore you ❤️ thank you for all you do and for sharing x
Thank you so much!
I didn’t realize I was following them down there negative path. I see I lived lots of patterns .. man did I have to analyze all of it.
Now that I have kids I don’t want to push these patterns ..
I feel like that's the thing I'm most saddened by as an adult with no children: when I see old patterns being pushed on children, even in my own family. I think the thing to remember is that you can only do the best that you can do and that is enough. No matter what you all signed soul contracts together to have experiences together
Thanks a ton for this ☺️💗
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This is probably going to get long but I need to get this off my chest. I'm not sure if I'm experiencing a dark night of the soul right now (probably dark years of the soul) but I'm in such a weird state. I am more in tune with my spiritual side than other times (I have an on and off relationship with spirituality) but at the same time I'm feeling so drained and hopeless and helpless. I have depression and anxiety, the world state is making me miserable, on top of that I feel like I am extremely exhausted of the social constructs and the things I'm supposed to be doing, the life I'm supposed to be living. Nothing fulfills me, I feel like I'm not meant to be a 9 to 5 person or even meant to work for anyone else other than myself. I unfortunately derive most of my self worth from external approval and my productivity. So when I inevitably cannot be productive, it makes me feel horrible. Throughout my life I have been trying to do things that society and my family deemed correct financially or otherwise. And I am so exhausted I have lost all patience, I've become irritable and can barely have a half bad experience with a customer (retail) without wanting to resort to violence. Add to that the financial insecurity... I'm just so tired. I want to have happiness and abundance. I can't go on living this meaningless life this way. I am artistic, I feel like I'm a jack of all trades, but it seems like a dead end. I finally decided to try opening an online shop for my pyrography art on a greek online marketplace but so far it's gotten nowhere. It's only been two months but I am so tired of life as is that I don't have the patience or strength to keep working without seeing results. I also want to leave my hometown next year with my boyfriend for which I have to save up and I will inevitably have to work another full time job that doesn't fulfill me in order to have the money to leave. I'm so sorry for this whole rant, if you read all of it I applaud you. I'm just so, so tired. There must be more to this existence...
THANK YOU 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻
No problem 😊
Ur awesome 💖
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I came here by accident... and she's right
I think I'm going through mine, i'm reading a course of miracles, I started on january and wow, this video is no coincidence.. today I felt scared because some shitty thoughts came to me.. felt like life lost its purpose and that nothing makes sense no more, made me ask if people that commits suicide suffered from this.. don't know what to do.. I could definitely use a friend that knows about this.. by the way, i'm gemini rising and taurus sun and moon. (sorry for my bad english, i'm not american)