I've been staring at my keyboard for a while because I am having a hard time expressing.. I don't want to make it sound dramatic (I hope it comes out as I am thinking of but alas, using text..). Sometimes I feel like writing "thank you for being yourself" might sound a little too much coming from a stranger.. But I've got no other way of expressing it -kinda feels a mouthful and embarrassing but ahh.. I am speechless and I don't have anything constructive to say other than thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for making this. For doing what you do and makes you happy. Your honesty, venture(?) and strive to describe what you're thinking & going through in both the struggles and your happiness comes across in strong emotion waves. And it's something that stays with me for a moment even after it's over (the video) --I hope this makes sense.? I've watched your progress in the last ..one and a half years cause that's when I discovered you, and it makes me emotional in such a happy way to see you thriving (literally!). Makes my heart feel as if it's grown wings and is ready to follow. I wish I could describe it better and didn't sound so cheesy..;///; I apologise for writing so much again, I don't think I have any other way than this to tell you how much I appreciate your work and what you do. Thank you for being you. Thank you for respecting yourself and treating you well. Thank you for chasing your dreams. And thank you for sharing all this with us. Thank you. I am looking forward for your projects with huge studio-ghibli tears and sparkly eyes
I appreciate the time you took out to write to me and to share your feelings. It honestly means as much to me as it might to you. There's nothing to be ashamed of when it comes to expressing appreciation and love towards others and the things you care about so don't worry haha! Thank you for keeping me company and supporting me along this journey of life, I'll keep doing my best, knowing there are people like you out there who I can connect with emotionally ♥ it makes the things I do very meaningful, so thank you.
This is such a wonderful comment and I'm a bit embarassed to reply bc it's meant for Sush and I'm just a passerby :), but you summed up so well what I and, I think, plenty of other subscribers experience, that I just wanted to bump in and say a little thanks too.:) It's very heartwarming to know that there's a YT channel that has comment sections like these where people can just be supportive of each other and "gently positive" (a weird term that I feel works best here?). And not just now, among the global mess that's happening, but in any times really.
you helped me grow so so much as an artist, in terms of technical know-hows and style. just wanted to thank you for your hard work and putting in so much quality in your work (which i agree on quantity can make someone's art seem "boring"). im also proud that your confidence as grown so much during the years youve become a full-time artist. keep up the amazing work, and i cant wait for future vlogs
To think I heard the concept "If you have a 1,000 people who support you and buy at least 50 dollars worth of something from you once a year. you can make a living" just last week for the first time. Only to hear it again today in your video. It shifted the way I work and how I see myself as an artist and what kind of artist/ human being I want to be going forward. All the thoughts expressed here have been my internal dialogue for awhile. Thank you for reminding me I'm not on this journey alone.
Wow I can definitely relate you're long term goals and algorithm insight is really inspiring and I keep forgetting and need to accept that some projects and growth take time and this is natural.
I understand entirely what you mean about your parents, they always discouraged me from doing the things I wanted to, out of care, I suppose, as they were worried, but it did have an effect on me. It was from a place of love, but pigeon holing me down the path of life they wanted me to take, education, career and life wise. I know breaking free from them and moving country is the way to solve it, but I still have guilt about that as I know it’s not what they want for me... thank you for being so honest about your experiences, it’s nice not to feel so alone.
Felt like i was talking to a friend really.. The social media thing.. Is my work worth.. The integrity.. And just when i was somewhat ready to start something for my art.. The economical state in my country when downhill.. So i decided to just take care of my mental health for now and if it's ment to happen it'll happen.. Thank u sush.. I sincerely wish u the best
Finding your channel was the best thing that ever happened to me! I really appreciate the long vlog formats and I will be re watching this one for sure! I think I also looked at notion previously and will be re watching this segment a few more times. I loved your con vlogs, this is what attracted me to your channel in the first place, I would like to say that I am stressing over my first market prep for my first table on Sunday! My style is still developing, but your YT's have been a big interest for me and have helped me make up my mind (Don't feel pressure here, I now watch many vlogs about markets and cons and have done extensive research myself. I have not stuck strictly to the "trickyWagon bible" but I don't necessarily mind the idea of there being one! xD). I was made redundant recently and it's my commitment now to see if I can keep going with self employment and freelance. Sending you many well wishes and creative vibes and I will see you in the next one! Stay safe and healthy! (Now I just need the dollar to improve so I can spend up at your next shop opening! #T_T#
I kinda get what you mean. A writer I follow on Twitter had 5digit followers and decided to create another account because she said she can't handle it anymore. I think it had to do with being stressed by the number of people she had to keep on entertaining. She preferred to have people who genuinely kept up with her content. That's how I understood that numbers didn't matter as long as you have an intimate amount of loyal followers.
I have never heard of that 1000 people saying and wow, this is VERY true!! I think it's gonna help me change my mindset too, its so hard not to get your value attached to numbers these days TwT I always hated how dependant I became to SNS, once every two months im like "I just want to delete everything" but its indeed needed for marketing your work...thank you always for sharing your thoughts on everything
I think when you started asking if making the “perfect art account” was what we desired was such a wake-up call for me, I was so unhappy with my old account and the art I was making even when I got the 1k followers as I wished and I ended up leaving it to make a new account with art I desire to make and even if it's small and not “aesthetically” cohesive I'm happy, I'm doing something that myself am proud of. So to make a long story short, thank you for that I needed that at that period as I was so upset at my old work
I'm so happy I found out about you and your work, I think you're very inspiring person, you are trying to have everything organized, to make everyone happy by what you do, and it can be seen on your artwork, how much hard work and effort you've put it into. I love to watch and listen to your videos, while drawing, it inspires me a lot and it always gets me to think about what i really want to do. will keep supporting you in the future, can't wait to buy your sketchbook and more, because u r really talented person
I discovered your vlogs on accident a couple of years ago when I was in the middle of university, in the middle of a breakup, had just broken my ankle, and in between jobs. It was kind of a rough year, but finding someone who was doing something I've always dreamed of helped me get through that period of my life. Sometimes I take for granted how many art channels I keep up with and forget how much they influence what I do, but watching your videos has really encouraged me to try and create things for other people. I'd love to someday create a zine or a graphic novel and neither of those would be approachable without seeing someone such as yourself doing what you do. I don't really comment much on videos, but hearing what you said in the middle of this vlog definitely resonated. I don't think my parents were quite as strict (not sure if that's the right word I'm looking for), but I've always felt like if I didn't pick a more traditional career path I'd disappoint them. The reality is as long as I have a plan for what I'm doing they'd support me regardless. All this to say that I enjoy your videos, and seeing what you've accomplished in the last two years has made me start to work towards a goal I didn't know I had. so thank you!
Thanks so much for the video! Really great insight on social media, I feel the same in many ways. I agree it's important to really understand why you're doing the things you do on the app and if playing into the algorithm is actually worth it. I really enjoy you're videos and it's inspiring to see you work and grow as an artist!
I have a Cintiq and I'll just say that I actually prefer my Intuos over it. The Cintiq is really nice for sure, but the Intuos worked really well too. Reasons why Intuos was better for me: My hand and arm aren't in the way of my art when I'm drawing. My face was further from the screen which is better for my eyes and back. It's better that way for drawing too cause you don't want to be too up close to your art. And it doesn't take up a lot of desk space. So yeah, just wanted to share my experience with other artists out there.
totally understand this, I think I prefer my intuos for certain tasks like photo editing and even painting, but when it comes to sketching I prefer to have something a bit more direct (or as close to traditional as possible). Both have their uses so I'll be keeping my intuos around for sure.
Love listening to your thought process, somehow it just calms me down and gets me focused/inspired. Also wanted to say that it’s been amazing to see your progress throughout the years and seeing you grow in confidence with your work. Can’t help but to admire and will continue to send encouragement your way!
Idk if you'll read this but I genuinely look forward to your vlogs SO MUCH, Sush! Not just for your art but for EVERYTHING. Your thoughts, your rambles, your little anecdotes, everything. It's just such a little slow comforting breeze in an otherwise 3x speed life. And because I can always pick up a little something for myself from watching you. I started studying anatomy seriously, I started to put in more effort in organising my life and my thought process, started to invest more in myself and my hobbies and passions and stopped half assing so many things in my life. I'm not saying that all of this is because of you and from blindly following you. No it's more like how your words always nudge me a little towards the direction I need to go to. I don't wanna sound stupid and yell that I worship the ground you walk on or something.. No. It's like having a friend who is a good influence on you- that kinda thing, you know? Anyway sorry about this stream of consciousness comment lol. I just wanted to let you know that I appreciate you a lot and you're definitely putting good things out in the world.
Watching your videos always make me reflect on myself as an artist, and make me realise that there can be a future where I can pursue doing art I want. I'm in a weird transitional period where I'm learning to let loose as an artist. It feels so liberating being able to draw and not feel incredibly self conscious and asking the ye old question, "Am I even good enough?"
Okay so...I just finished watching the vlog... and I wanted to say that I was absolutely inspired by it. Sush you're such a great artist and believe it or not, your gentle way of being motivates me to become a better person. I believe that hard work never disappoints and you also proved that. You're such a hard working person, you proved to many that we can follow our dreams. I'm still very confused with what I want to become, but I still try my best on everything that I do, specially when it's related to art. You helped me understand that we too can follow our dreams! So thank you very much for helping me
i’m really glad you take the time to upload these vlogs, they’re very calming and easy to come back to. watching this made me excited to draw, no matter what you talk about each subject made me happy to want to do something productive, so thank you for uploading !!
i find your videos so relaxing, i like drawing along and just listening to your (very soothing) voice. I'm sure your audience (myself included) really appreciates how raw and open you are. that was clearly shown in this video, with your rant and your just personal talks. i feel as though i can relate to you, a lot. you are truly an inspiration, i love you and keep bein you :33
Just watched the whole video, wow.. thank you for sharing us something soo personal about your upbringing. I can feel how emotional it was for you and I can relate to it also. your mindset is really inspiring and just know whatever you do, you will have people like us supporting you and your artwork throughout the future. I love watching your style of videos, it's like listening to a friend. Keep healthy and safe Sush
Thank you so much for this video! Lately I've been learning more about social media marketing for my own art and watching your video was a good reminder to stay true to yourself and remember - why - you create and post in the first place. I feel like I gained a lot of insight from watching this vlog and I look forward to if/when you decide to post more videos. I do like your stream of consciousness style, it's nice to throw on in the background while drawing and it feels more honest in that it's just you trying to convey the nuances of your thoughts/feelings. So yeah, good luck with your zine, I hope you're doing well!
would love see you talk more about notion and the kind of resources for getting into it!! this video got me to try it out but i think all the possibilities for it has me a bit overwhelmed ;;
I would love to know how you got started? Did you just post OCs till people noticed you? Did you do UA-cam videos to get noticed? Did you decide to do conventions and just get your stuff out there? Love to hear your story!
I really appreciate hearing you talk about this stuff. I find it relatable to my own life and experiences , but also inspiring. I always look forward to watching your vlogs because it reminds me of what's possible, and I think that's a really cool thing.
Your Notion spread is so great :O I've been using it on and off as an archive of sorts but I like this journal type. as you said having it digitally is way more accessible than analog I'm definitely gonna explore it more. It is my goal now to keep remembering the meaning for both what I make and what I consume, to focus on the quality as you said. your talk was a great affirmation to it. I had a tough week and felt a lot more better after watching this vlog
I relate so much to what you said at the start of the vlog.. I'm a recent illustration grad student and I feel this immense pressure to consistently post content on social media to build up a following. I'm not good at it, I don't post regularly, but what comes with that is guilt. It's really hard.. I feel as though social media has made being an artist so difficult, there are so many standards to keep up with these days. Thank you for saying what you did! ❤️ It's great to hear an experienced artist say those things :):)
i feel the same sometimes! i try to remember that it took da vinci 4 years to paint the mona lisa and im not on his level but it is absolutely normal to take a lot of time for drawing. the social media pressure is fake and made up and the algorhythms are not designd for artists, quality over quantity is always better and if u try that for some time the pressure to post will fade :)
@@nimaeryn964 yes, I feel like with any type of field, the binge culture and sns has really made people's patience shorter. Art takes a long time to improve in and creating art does too, at least if you want to push and test things to the best of your ability. If sns is making you feel bad about your art (and yourself), it really isn't worth all that pain and suffering. It's almost the same as what I said about living up to my parents expectations, but this time it's an insatiable beast and not even human.
@@trickywagon Oh yes, people are so used to getting new high quality content every day that this is starting to become the new normal. But art isn't just some job u do. everyone is emotionally invested in their art which makes it so unique. But if ur pressured to put out piece after piece u lose that connection, art should always come from the moment and sometimes there is no moment in weeks to inspire u to draw a full color finished artwork, which is normal. We really need to teach people to accept that and to get back to just appreciate a piece for more time than it takes to press like and scroll to the next one :/
Ahhh excited for another video! I’m never this early but I had to express my excitement LOL I will watch your new video properly tomorrow while drawing/journalling alongside ^^
Aw sush, I just want you to give you the biggest hug!!!! ToT I remember those days with how much you struggled with being able to express your feelings and frustrations, along with how hard you worked w school and supporting your family, and the hard decisions you had to make in exchange of your own comfort too. It makes me so so so happy (and proud LOL???) to see how far you've come and how much more comfortable you are in your own skin, alongside w your artwork too Many memories of those multiple websites and blogs you built though LOL, it was like constant jumping back and forth and being like SUSHHH WHERE DID YOU GO NOW LOL
OMgg. I miss you and your long studio vlogs the most. You really inspire me to draw more by rewatching your vlogs like how many times. There are times that I want to give up but when I saw your work, I'll realize I can do this. Someday, I want to get your merch but for now, I'll support you through watching your vlogs hehe. Thank u and ill wait for the next one!
Your talk on art and social media was very insightful. Thank you for sharing. I too took a step back from social media as I was starting to have real anxiety attacks. And the more I was focusing on chasing numbers ( which didn’t come) the less I was enjoying art.
Your videos are always a delight to watch. I'm in the same state too. I kinda started out trying to chase a business and trying to figure out how to use social media to help me grow. But I too have realized that it's a bit hard to just always be working for the algorithm. I've stepped back as well and am trying to find a new pace and balance for stuff that I love doing and stuff that I am trying to share to grow my presence etc. I love that you're taking time for yourself and trying to follow longer term growth. Looking forward to see what you create in the future!
Really felt what you said about feeling the need to be validated by others through your work, I've been caught up in that recently and it has taken a very bad toll on my mental health, especially with my anxiety and low self-esteem. Your words were very helpful!
I loved this vlog! You always talk about such important topics about the online art community! Also, this is the first time I've heard about Notion... and I instantly fell in love with it!! Yours is so satisfyingly organized!
YES. A new Sush vlog!! I am loving these 1 hour vlogs especially because theyre so chill and it's like hanging out with another art friend while painting.
Thank you for sharing this. This had made me reflect my own life and really question what I'm studying right now is the most suitable for me. I'm still trying to organise my thoughts on my future and this video had shed light to those conundrums.
I love your voice. honestly, it makes me want to draw. I hope you find solace and happiness in being you and pursuing your goals and see you soon here or anywhere else. just make sure to be safe.
Notion is amazing! I’m so glad u mentioned it or else I probably would’ve never found it. I’ve been searching for something just like it for literally months. But I could never find something where I could do my store finances, class notes, weekly schedule and project/idea notes in one place. Plus the code snippet tool is so nice since as a programming major finding a system that offers that has been difficult.
I saw u posted while i was at work and finally watched through the whole thing while cooking and eating dinner. I really relate to what you said about your upbringing and dealing with other peoples expectations. The way my parents showed love felt so conditional to what i was achieving. If i didnt meet their expectations or keep up with others, i was going to be rejected. Even though they express tremendous amount of love in other ways, that fear never goes away to this day. To see you be able to push through similar situations and just do what you want to do is so encouraging. Best wishes and thank you for sharing.
Hi Sush! Sorry I haven't commented on your vlogs for a while, I was saving them for when I needed them (which was now haha). First off I am obsessed with your new workspace. It looks so cozy and functional at the same time! I'm kinda envious tbh. As usual your work ethic is inspiring me to work harder, but mostly smarter. I totally understand that you're taking a break from SNS (though we do miss you over on discord ;w;). I can't wait to see these long term projects come to fruition! As always, thank you for making these videos for us, they're very healing. Also I was happy to see one of my tiger stickers in your planner when you did a quick flip through haha
Your videos are always so soothing ;u; Thank you for sharing your perspective about life ,being an artists and being able to face difficults situations no matter what. I've been through a similar introspection mood regarding how I wanna connect with ppl and the world around me as an artist so I feel this very strongly. It's been tough, but these days I feel more confident about what type of story/art I wanna create! And I do believe that everyone should have the chance to shine and do what they truly love , so courage with your currents work and to anyone seeing this comment !
Not to be a complete bummer, but I've been struggling a lot with the subjects you've mentioned--everything from the wrong parts of seeking validation and trying to hold on and maintain the desire to create and work for yourself. And watching this video was really challenging, and I don't mean that in a bad way. It was a very candid conversation that sometimes is hard to really reflect on and it was nice to not only hear it from someone that I deeply respect and admire but it helps me understand this lack of boundary I have with myself in the work that I do. I don't usually take the time to comment on things like this, but I really appreciate a lot of the time you share of yourself and the work you do, Sush. A lot of it is super admirable and really helps against that aimless feeling that I'm sure a lot of artists who are starting or struggling try and wade against. All of your work is such a testimony to the amount of drive and respect you have for the work that you do, and of that I deeply admire that of you; I'm hoping I can intake a lot more from that and build more of that sanctuary in my work.
It's fascinating and scary how we're experiencing the world of digital media as artists right now. No one knows exactly what would happen in the long run and how the algorithm keeps making content creators to post things at a fast pace is making it difficult to focus on our skills and interest more. So I totally support your decision to stay off social media for a while, focus on your health and project. Hope you're doing well 💕
This vlog was so amazing and i love your mindset!!! All the best for all your future plans!!! . . . Btw i love that minimalist sketchbook!!!! And wanted to know if you're gonna sell it in the july store update ??
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR POSTING THIS! I'm gonna have to watch this religiously to remind myself so that i can be more personal with my art??? Idk, i used to post on twitter everyday but it's just not that fun anymore, it feels like i'm drawing for them, not for me. I like drawing for people of course, but i also wanna do art for myself. This is a really good video thank you!
Dear Sush, You have been one of the biggest inspirations to be for quite a while. Your authenticity and standards for your self and art have brought me to a place where I believe I can pursue art myself. Much of what you have said in this video has hit hard with me. I aspire to have the like-mindedness you have with, social media, longer projects, the way you perceive yourself, and art. Thank you for always being honest with your following and trying to improve yourself and your art. I fan now and forever, Lily
SUSH! you are such an inspiration to me and I love love your content, art and everything! always looking forward to your future merch and projects. You always inspire me to keep my thoughts together
i loved everything you said about your thoughts and feelings especially at the end it hit me hard so much that i had to favorited the video, so i can come back to it when i need encouragement on my art journey bc i’ve been struggling with my art and skills and confidence with my toxic living situations and family. Thank you! keep doing you sush
I almost burst out laughing when you started showing us your notion pages because I'm currently working on mine as I listen to this video in the background. xD.
I have a 27 inch pen display (Dell Canvas) and having all that screen real estate is so freeing for drawing. I also have a 13 inch Surfacebook and it's hard to go back sometimes because I feel so cramped when I'm using now! If you get a Cintiq I would go big or go home! I would also recommend getting an ergotron monitor arm if you do get a cintiq, that way you can move it around easily on your desk. This video was great!
This was such a joy to watch, thank you for being really open about your work & social media. I love your long vlogs so much. Also thank you for recommending notion it looks right up my street and I'm excited to explore its potential!
I really loved your video!! I've seen many people already saying the same things I feel about your channel and work, that I truly enjoy it and spires me are some of those. Thanks for sharing Notion! I also nerd about these kind of stuff so I downloaded it asap! yours look very organized and neat, so I'm going to start adjusting mine. I send you all the best wishes and to the next time!
Hi Sush!! Thanks for the wonderful vlog, it's always lovely to hear how you're doing and what you're getting up to ^^ About notion - Thomas Frank made a video about his set up for stuff in Notion, not sure if you've already seen it but maybe you might pick up some useful tips in there too!:) Have a great day!!
I love watching your videos bc they are always inspiring and soothing, this one was probably my favorite tho 💜 you said all the things that I needed to hear and it really helped me see things differently! Thank you so much for sharing that, I love your work and you are a big inspiration as an artist and as a person ^^
I understand about the oc part I prefer to do draw ocs than fanart as I want to grow my sm as an original creator, but it is hard is one of the things why I stopped drawing thinking that fandoms in the community really put you down, as you compare with artist to artist as one that is an artist who has more audience than an original artists. I'm pretty much burnt out you so I understand so now I just in college (3rd try) as an illustrator, and pretty much doing my own thing as I used to when I was younger. Not posting my art anymore unless I'm live streaming, and that's rarely lol just taking it slow and enjoying and improving my art again.
That's great, I think it's important to make art for yourself too, it's why we all started to draw to begin with. It's a way to creatively express our emotions and only drawing commercially or with other intent can be so draining. Everything needs balance. Fandom has also changed so much over the last 5 years, it has almost become unpleasant, even amazing and wonderful fanartists who provide so much content for the fandom and community, end up being bullied and chased off the platform. It's been a disturbing thing to witness.
This video is so inspiring to me it make me realize that its not wrong to make mistake and it make me realize that numbers really isn't really important am make me so inspired to work better than posting half ass drawing every day 🧡🧡🧡
If you’re on the fence on getting a cintiq or not I 100% recommend them! I personally use the cintiq 24 pro and I love working on it much more than my ipad! I don’t think you can go wrong with getting one. It feels really natural (for me) there’s basically no parallax, the screen resolution and color is really great and I also find the new Wacom pen to be much more comfortable than the apple pen! Also want to add I love watching your vlogs! They’re very relaxing and I love listening to your insights!
I feel you like right now. I'm going to college and my mom wants me to be a IT (information technology) since it's like a high demand job and makes financial stability in my life ok but that is not what I want to pursue, I want to be a graphic designer and make art like that's one of my life goals. I understand from my mom's perspective a lot and if she want me to be a IT, then like maybe 5 years I'll work and quit to pursue arts as a career. Thank you for your story and how it relates to me right now ❤
This is pErFecT for background noise while I’m drawing! Your voice is so relaxing and your art is really pretty ☺️ Also, I don’t know if it’s a thing where you live but here in America we have a service, called insta cart. You can shop online at a store ( Mostly Walmart Or Publix’s have this) and they will deliver it to your door, or you can pick it up. I hate grocery shopping as well so it’s super easy when it gets delivered! By the way, what editing software do you use? Your videos are so clean and nice, and I’ve been having trouble editing my own 😅
Thanks so much for your words in this video!💖 It really helped me to realize how I have been feeling with social media also. I don't post much to anything and it takes me even longer to actually make a video for UA-cam. 😅 I have been trying to start to just draw my OCs and not fanart. It's hard because no one knows them and people are fallowing you for the fanart. But I hardly get anyone seeing my work anyway even though I keep getting fallows on Instagram. So I'm just gonna say screw it and post whatever,whenever I want. Thanks again for making this video...oh I watched all of it while making some resin charms. Your videos are always really calming. 🙂
Thank you sooo much I Really love your work and the way you think of your goals it really incourage me to do my art work, you are amazing keep doing it 🤩
I have 321 followers on Instagram, to be honest, I am confident enough in my work to know I am a skillful artist... for whatever reason I never “made it” on my social ....But in the last 6 months or so I don’t focus on growing my social because I have no interest in doing so.... My priority is to work on a Portfolio to get a in-house job at a studio... honestly I spent a lot of time these last couple years on my social and I do regret it.... there is more than one way to make a living doing this!
even though you spent that time, you learnt from it and have the right idea for sure now! Nothing beats real world experience and I think sns gives some people a false sense of how "good" or "bad" their art is.
trickywagon completely! I think if I’d give any advice to people in their late teens/early 20s (I’m 25) it would be to take sometime to think about where they want to be in 5 to 10 years, but again, hindsight is 20/20 we can only move forward! The algorithms really skew reality and it can be very brainwashing... Many successful artists have zero online presence (Annette Marnat to name one) idk working on ourselves and our body of work takes priority!
I was just waiting for another of your videos! I always miss you(? Is just so calming wherever I watch your videos and find out about your life and what have you been doing. Sorry if this come as to weird, but damn I feel you as a friend, a distant one and one I will never meet but well that's life xD Also, love that app, i will try it asap! And I hope you are healthy, you and your family. I wish you well
It's really motivating to hear you talking about all of this. The discussion of growth on social media is especially relevant and I really like your insight into it, as well as your views of where you want to take your work and what you want to get out of it. I feel like I want to take a very similar direction to you with my art (in terms of creating original content, and trying to focus on quality over quantity). I say this every time but it's always so inspiring to see your vlogs - they never fail to make me feel more productive, and to better value my time. I'm also going to look into Notion, since I've been trying to plan out my time better. Also with regards to the XP-Pen, I never tried one of their screen tablets, but I've tried a Kenting/Veikk and though it was good for the price, I couldn't have used it long-term. I think that even though Wacom's prices are through the roof, they're built to last. I've been using a 22HD for two and a half years and though it's behind the times in terms of specs now, I really love using it. I've also had a couple of smaller Cintiqs (I kept upgrading to bigger ones), so if you have any questions that might help you with your decision I'm happy to answer! Thank you again for the hard work you put into these vlogs, they're always so insightful and they've helped me so much
i can hear songs from justin bieber's purpose album being played near the beginning. YESS. ✨ not really his fan but that album slaps lol.anyway, just found your channel :) your vids are perfect to stream while im drawing :D subbed!
that ending was really good, i always like and will like your content because you are always so transparent and honest in a very good way, and that its so contagious. Whenever i see your videos i just feel like i have to keep working and improving and more important, do what it is i want to do; so thanks for taking the time in doing these, and wish you lots of success on your new goals; sad i wont see you around insta or twitter but if thats the price to pay for you to have a better life and more time to work on your stuff then so be it. Also its funny how you and i have the same degree and both left it behind in order to pursuit art heheh. Anyways, best of wishes and keep it up! and have you thought about making a discord? would be a good way to have a somewhat private/safe place to share art? idk hehe
trickywagon: "my hair's getting too long" me, a male, with my hair past my shoulders: *laughs in heavy metal Sorry for the late comment; I usually wait until I study to watch these, they help me concentrate. Thank you for that.
I know you may have spoken about it before, but I'm just wondering how you started your shop, and how you transitioned from working for others, to working for yourself and earning money on your own. I'm looking to leave my current job and I've been wanting to do what you do for ages, but I don't understand how to do it on my own if you get what I mean. Thank you for being so amazing, and thank you for being an inspiration
"I did't quit my job for the algorithm to become my boss.'' - That hit hard
trickywagon: I don't work out
me: same
trickywagon: ...on tuesdays
me: oh
I've been staring at my keyboard for a while because I am having a hard time expressing.. I don't want to make it sound dramatic (I hope it comes out as I am thinking of but alas, using text..). Sometimes I feel like writing "thank you for being yourself" might sound a little too much coming from a stranger.. But I've got no other way of expressing it -kinda feels a mouthful and embarrassing but ahh.. I am speechless and I don't have anything constructive to say other than thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for making this. For doing what you do and makes you happy.
Your honesty, venture(?) and strive to describe what you're thinking & going through in both the struggles and your happiness comes across in strong emotion waves. And it's something that stays with me for a moment even after it's over (the video) --I hope this makes sense.? I've watched your progress in the last ..one and a half years cause that's when I discovered you, and it makes me emotional in such a happy way to see you thriving (literally!). Makes my heart feel as if it's grown wings and is ready to follow. I wish I could describe it better and didn't sound so cheesy..;///;
I apologise for writing so much again, I don't think I have any other way than this to tell you how much I appreciate your work and what you do. Thank you for being you. Thank you for respecting yourself and treating you well. Thank you for chasing your dreams. And thank you for sharing all this with us. Thank you.
I am looking forward for your projects with huge studio-ghibli tears and sparkly eyes
I appreciate the time you took out to write to me and to share your feelings. It honestly means as much to me as it might to you. There's nothing to be ashamed of when it comes to expressing appreciation and love towards others and the things you care about so don't worry haha!
Thank you for keeping me company and supporting me along this journey of life, I'll keep doing my best, knowing there are people like you out there who I can connect with emotionally ♥ it makes the things I do very meaningful, so thank you.
This is such a wonderful comment and I'm a bit embarassed to reply bc it's meant for Sush and I'm just a passerby :), but you summed up so well what I and, I think, plenty of other subscribers experience, that I just wanted to bump in and say a little thanks too.:) It's very heartwarming to know that there's a YT channel that has comment sections like these where people can just be supportive of each other and "gently positive" (a weird term that I feel works best here?). And not just now, among the global mess that's happening, but in any times really.
@@xaigoart aww you're so sweet ;;;
@@saltedfjsh a yep, I'm of the "essay" kind too
thank you for sharing so much with uuusss! I'm going to be here no matter when you upload
fran...!! T___T likewise, you're so brave and real, it's honestly so inspirational! I hope your days continue to get brighter with each one ♥
you helped me grow so so much as an artist, in terms of technical know-hows and style. just wanted to thank you for your hard work and putting in so much quality in your work (which i agree on quantity can make someone's art seem "boring"). im also proud that your confidence as grown so much during the years youve become a full-time artist. keep up the amazing work, and i cant wait for future vlogs
To think I heard the concept "If you have a 1,000 people who support you and buy at least 50 dollars worth of something from you once a year. you can make a living" just last week for the first time. Only to hear it again today in your video. It shifted the way I work and how I see myself as an artist and what kind of artist/ human being I want to be going forward. All the thoughts expressed here have been my internal dialogue for awhile. Thank you for reminding me I'm not on this journey alone.
Wow I can definitely relate you're long term goals and algorithm insight is really inspiring and I keep forgetting and need to accept that some projects and growth take time and this is natural.
I understand entirely what you mean about your parents, they always discouraged me from doing the things I wanted to, out of care, I suppose, as they were worried, but it did have an effect on me. It was from a place of love, but pigeon holing me down the path of life they wanted me to take, education, career and life wise. I know breaking free from them and moving country is the way to solve it, but I still have guilt about that as I know it’s not what they want for me... thank you for being so honest about your experiences, it’s nice not to feel so alone.
Felt like i was talking to a friend really.. The social media thing.. Is my work worth.. The integrity.. And just when i was somewhat ready to start something for my art.. The economical state in my country when downhill.. So i decided to just take care of my mental health for now and if it's ment to happen it'll happen.. Thank u sush.. I sincerely wish u the best
Finding your channel was the best thing that ever happened to me! I really appreciate the long vlog formats and I will be re watching this one for sure! I think I also looked at notion previously and will be re watching this segment a few more times. I loved your con vlogs, this is what attracted me to your channel in the first place, I would like to say that I am stressing over my first market prep for my first table on Sunday! My style is still developing, but your YT's have been a big interest for me and have helped me make up my mind (Don't feel pressure here, I now watch many vlogs about markets and cons and have done extensive research myself. I have not stuck strictly to the "trickyWagon bible" but I don't necessarily mind the idea of there being one! xD). I was made redundant recently and it's my commitment now to see if I can keep going with self employment and freelance. Sending you many well wishes and creative vibes and I will see you in the next one! Stay safe and healthy! (Now I just need the dollar to improve so I can spend up at your next shop opening! #T_T#
I kinda get what you mean. A writer I follow on Twitter had 5digit followers and decided to create another account because she said she can't handle it anymore. I think it had to do with being stressed by the number of people she had to keep on entertaining. She preferred to have people who genuinely kept up with her content. That's how I understood that numbers didn't matter as long as you have an intimate amount of loyal followers.
I have never heard of that 1000 people saying and wow, this is VERY true!! I think it's gonna help me change my mindset too, its so hard not to get your value attached to numbers these days TwT I always hated how dependant I became to SNS, once every two months im like "I just want to delete everything" but its indeed needed for marketing your work...thank you always for sharing your thoughts on everything
I think when you started asking if making the “perfect art account” was what we desired was such a wake-up call for me, I was so unhappy with my old account and the art I was making even when I got the 1k followers as I wished and I ended up leaving it to make a new account with art I desire to make and even if it's small and not “aesthetically” cohesive I'm happy, I'm doing something that myself am proud of.
So to make a long story short, thank you for that I needed that at that period as I was so upset at my old work
I'm somewhere w limited internet but when i get back home in days I'll binge watch this so bad!! Always excited for your content 💕
I'm so happy I found out about you and your work, I think you're very inspiring person, you are trying to have everything organized, to make everyone happy by what you do, and it can be seen on your artwork, how much hard work and effort you've put it into. I love to watch and listen to your videos, while drawing, it inspires me a lot and it always gets me to think about what i really want to do. will keep supporting you in the future, can't wait to buy your sketchbook and more, because u r really talented person
I discovered your vlogs on accident a couple of years ago when I was in the middle of university, in the middle of a breakup, had just broken my ankle, and in between jobs. It was kind of a rough year, but finding someone who was doing something I've always dreamed of helped me get through that period of my life. Sometimes I take for granted how many art channels I keep up with and forget how much they influence what I do, but watching your videos has really encouraged me to try and create things for other people. I'd love to someday create a zine or a graphic novel and neither of those would be approachable without seeing someone such as yourself doing what you do. I don't really comment much on videos, but hearing what you said in the middle of this vlog definitely resonated. I don't think my parents were quite as strict (not sure if that's the right word I'm looking for), but I've always felt like if I didn't pick a more traditional career path I'd disappoint them. The reality is as long as I have a plan for what I'm doing they'd support me regardless. All this to say that I enjoy your videos, and seeing what you've accomplished in the last two years has made me start to work towards a goal I didn't know I had. so thank you!
Thanks so much for the video! Really great insight on social media, I feel the same in many ways. I agree it's important to really understand why you're doing the things you do on the app and if playing into the algorithm is actually worth it. I really enjoy you're videos and it's inspiring to see you work and grow as an artist!
I have a Cintiq and I'll just say that I actually prefer my Intuos over it. The Cintiq is really nice for sure, but the Intuos worked really well too. Reasons why Intuos was better for me:
My hand and arm aren't in the way of my art when I'm drawing.
My face was further from the screen which is better for my eyes and back. It's better that way for drawing too cause you don't want to be too up close to your art.
And it doesn't take up a lot of desk space.
So yeah, just wanted to share my experience with other artists out there.
totally understand this, I think I prefer my intuos for certain tasks like photo editing and even painting, but when it comes to sketching I prefer to have something a bit more direct (or as close to traditional as possible). Both have their uses so I'll be keeping my intuos around for sure.
Love listening to your thought process, somehow it just calms me down and gets me focused/inspired. Also wanted to say that it’s been amazing to see your progress throughout the years and seeing you grow in confidence with your work. Can’t help but to admire and will continue to send encouragement your way!
Idk if you'll read this but I genuinely look forward to your vlogs SO MUCH, Sush! Not just for your art but for EVERYTHING. Your thoughts, your rambles, your little anecdotes, everything. It's just such a little slow comforting breeze in an otherwise 3x speed life. And because I can always pick up a little something for myself from watching you. I started studying anatomy seriously, I started to put in more effort in organising my life and my thought process, started to invest more in myself and my hobbies and passions and stopped half assing so many things in my life. I'm not saying that all of this is because of you and from blindly following you. No it's more like how your words always nudge me a little towards the direction I need to go to. I don't wanna sound stupid and yell that I worship the ground you walk on or something.. No. It's like having a friend who is a good influence on you- that kinda thing, you know? Anyway sorry about this stream of consciousness comment lol. I just wanted to let you know that I appreciate you a lot and you're definitely putting good things out in the world.
Watching your videos always make me reflect on myself as an artist, and make me realise that there can be a future where I can pursue doing art I want. I'm in a weird transitional period where I'm learning to let loose as an artist. It feels so liberating being able to draw and not feel incredibly self conscious and asking the ye old question, "Am I even good enough?"
Okay so...I just finished watching the vlog... and I wanted to say that I was absolutely inspired by it.
Sush you're such a great artist and believe it or not, your gentle way of being motivates me to become a better person. I believe that hard work never disappoints and you also proved that. You're such a hard working person, you proved to many that we can follow our dreams. I'm still very confused with what I want to become, but I still try my best on everything that I do, specially when it's related to art.
You helped me understand that we too can follow our dreams!
So thank you very much for helping me
i’m really glad you take the time to upload these vlogs, they’re very calming and easy to come back to. watching this made me excited to draw, no matter what you talk about each subject made me happy to want to do something productive, so thank you for uploading !!
i find your videos so relaxing, i like drawing along and just listening to your (very soothing) voice. I'm sure your audience (myself included) really appreciates how raw and open you are. that was clearly shown in this video, with your rant and your just personal talks. i feel as though i can relate to you, a lot. you are truly an inspiration, i love you and keep bein you :33
I had the core feeling you were going to upload a video today, kept checking your channel all day. The perfect therapy for me. Thank you!
Just watched the whole video, wow.. thank you for sharing us something soo personal about your upbringing. I can feel how emotional it was for you and I can relate to it also. your mindset is really inspiring and just know whatever you do, you will have people like us supporting you and your artwork throughout the future. I love watching your style of videos, it's like listening to a friend. Keep healthy and safe Sush
Thank you so much for this video! Lately I've been learning more about social media marketing for my own art and watching your video was a good reminder to stay true to yourself and remember - why - you create and post in the first place. I feel like I gained a lot of insight from watching this vlog and I look forward to if/when you decide to post more videos. I do like your stream of consciousness style, it's nice to throw on in the background while drawing and it feels more honest in that it's just you trying to convey the nuances of your thoughts/feelings. So yeah, good luck with your zine, I hope you're doing well!
would love see you talk more about notion and the kind of resources for getting into it!! this video got me to try it out but i think all the possibilities for it has me a bit overwhelmed ;;
I would love to know how you got started? Did you just post OCs till people noticed you? Did you do UA-cam videos to get noticed? Did you decide to do conventions and just get your stuff out there? Love to hear your story!
I really appreciate hearing you talk about this stuff. I find it relatable to my own life and experiences , but also inspiring. I always look forward to watching your vlogs because it reminds me of what's possible, and I think that's a really cool thing.
Your Notion spread is so great :O I've been using it on and off as an archive of sorts but I like this journal type. as you said having it digitally is way more accessible than analog I'm definitely gonna explore it more.
It is my goal now to keep remembering the meaning for both what I make and what I consume, to focus on the quality as you said. your talk was a great affirmation to it.
I had a tough week and felt a lot more better after watching this vlog
I relate so much to what you said at the start of the vlog.. I'm a recent illustration grad student and I feel this immense pressure to consistently post content on social media to build up a following. I'm not good at it, I don't post regularly, but what comes with that is guilt. It's really hard.. I feel as though social media has made being an artist so difficult, there are so many standards to keep up with these days. Thank you for saying what you did! ❤️ It's great to hear an experienced artist say those things :):)
i feel the same sometimes! i try to remember that it took da vinci 4 years to paint the mona lisa and im not on his level but it is absolutely normal to take a lot of time for drawing. the social media pressure is fake and made up and the algorhythms are not designd for artists, quality over quantity is always better and if u try that for some time the pressure to post will fade :)
@@nimaeryn964 yes, I feel like with any type of field, the binge culture and sns has really made people's patience shorter. Art takes a long time to improve in and creating art does too, at least if you want to push and test things to the best of your ability. If sns is making you feel bad about your art (and yourself), it really isn't worth all that pain and suffering. It's almost the same as what I said about living up to my parents expectations, but this time it's an insatiable beast and not even human.
@@trickywagon Oh yes, people are so used to getting new high quality content every day that this is starting to become the new normal. But art isn't just some job u do. everyone is emotionally invested in their art which makes it so unique. But if ur pressured to put out piece after piece u lose that connection, art should always come from the moment and sometimes there is no moment in weeks to inspire u to draw a full color finished artwork, which is normal. We really need to teach people to accept that and to get back to just appreciate a piece for more time than it takes to press like and scroll to the next one :/
Ahhh excited for another video! I’m never this early but I had to express my excitement LOL I will watch your new video properly tomorrow while drawing/journalling alongside ^^
Aw sush, I just want you to give you the biggest hug!!!! ToT I remember those days with how much you struggled with being able to express your feelings and frustrations, along with how hard you worked w school and supporting your family, and the hard decisions you had to make in exchange of your own comfort too. It makes me so so so happy (and proud LOL???) to see how far you've come and how much more comfortable you are in your own skin, alongside w your artwork too
Many memories of those multiple websites and blogs you built though LOL, it was like constant jumping back and forth and being like SUSHHH WHERE DID YOU GO NOW LOL
Been on a binge-watch with your vlogs and I must say I love every single one of them
OMgg. I miss you and your long studio vlogs the most. You really inspire me to draw more by rewatching your vlogs like how many times. There are times that I want to give up but when I saw your work, I'll realize I can do this. Someday, I want to get your merch but for now, I'll support you through watching your vlogs hehe. Thank u and ill wait for the next one!
Your talk on art and social media was very insightful. Thank you for sharing. I too took a step back from social media as I was starting to have real anxiety attacks. And the more I was focusing on chasing numbers ( which didn’t come) the less I was enjoying art.
I really enjoy these long vlogs! It’s really calming to play them in the background while I’m drawing 💕
would you consider sharing your notion workspace template?... your set up looks so good ;;;;
Your videos are always a delight to watch. I'm in the same state too. I kinda started out trying to chase a business and trying to figure out how to use social media to help me grow. But I too have realized that it's a bit hard to just always be working for the algorithm. I've stepped back as well and am trying to find a new pace and balance for stuff that I love doing and stuff that I am trying to share to grow my presence etc. I love that you're taking time for yourself and trying to follow longer term growth. Looking forward to see what you create in the future!
Really felt what you said about feeling the need to be validated by others through your work, I've been caught up in that recently and it has taken a very bad toll on my mental health, especially with my anxiety and low self-esteem. Your words were very helpful!
I loved this vlog! You always talk about such important topics about the online art community! Also, this is the first time I've heard about Notion... and I instantly fell in love with it!! Yours is so satisfyingly organized!
YES. A new Sush vlog!! I am loving these 1 hour vlogs especially because theyre so chill and it's like hanging out with another art friend while painting.
Thank you for sharing this. This had made me reflect my own life and really question what I'm studying right now is the most suitable for me. I'm still trying to organise my thoughts on my future and this video had shed light to those conundrums.
I love your voice. honestly, it makes me want to draw. I hope you find solace and happiness in being you and pursuing your goals and see you soon here or anywhere else.
just make sure to be safe.
I screamed when i saw the notification
hello! i'm always looking forward to your vlogs even if its long or not. Thank you for being an inspiration through my journey in art.
Notion is amazing! I’m so glad u mentioned it or else I probably would’ve never found it. I’ve been searching for something just like it for literally months. But I could never find something where I could do my store finances, class notes, weekly schedule and project/idea notes in one place. Plus the code snippet tool is so nice since as a programming major finding a system that offers that has been difficult.
I saw u posted while i was at work and finally watched through the whole thing while cooking and eating dinner. I really relate to what you said about your upbringing and dealing with other peoples expectations. The way my parents showed love felt so conditional to what i was achieving. If i didnt meet their expectations or keep up with others, i was going to be rejected. Even though they express tremendous amount of love in other ways, that fear never goes away to this day. To see you be able to push through similar situations and just do what you want to do is so encouraging. Best wishes and thank you for sharing.
YAY excited you posted! I gotta wait till later on to watch though. Your hair is really cute this length to be honest! ✨💕
Hi Sush! Sorry I haven't commented on your vlogs for a while, I was saving them for when I needed them (which was now haha). First off I am obsessed with your new workspace. It looks so cozy and functional at the same time! I'm kinda envious tbh. As usual your work ethic is inspiring me to work harder, but mostly smarter. I totally understand that you're taking a break from SNS (though we do miss you over on discord ;w;). I can't wait to see these long term projects come to fruition!
As always, thank you for making these videos for us, they're very healing.
Also I was happy to see one of my tiger stickers in your planner when you did a quick flip through haha
Your videos are always so soothing ;u;
Thank you for sharing your perspective about life ,being an artists and being able to face difficults situations no matter what. I've been through a similar introspection mood regarding how I wanna connect with ppl and the world around me as an artist so I feel this very strongly.
It's been
tough, but these days I feel more confident about what type of story/art I wanna create! And I do believe that everyone should have the chance to shine and do what they truly love , so courage with your currents work and to anyone seeing this comment !
Not to be a complete bummer, but I've been struggling a lot with the subjects you've mentioned--everything from the wrong parts of seeking validation and trying to hold on and maintain the desire to create and work for yourself. And watching this video was really challenging, and I don't mean that in a bad way. It was a very candid conversation that sometimes is hard to really reflect on and it was nice to not only hear it from someone that I deeply respect and admire but it helps me understand this lack of boundary I have with myself in the work that I do.
I don't usually take the time to comment on things like this, but I really appreciate a lot of the time you share of yourself and the work you do, Sush. A lot of it is super admirable and really helps against that aimless feeling that I'm sure a lot of artists who are starting or struggling try and wade against. All of your work is such a testimony to the amount of drive and respect you have for the work that you do, and of that I deeply admire that of you; I'm hoping I can intake a lot more from that and build more of that sanctuary in my work.
It's fascinating and scary how we're experiencing the world of digital media as artists right now. No one knows exactly what would happen in the long run and how the algorithm keeps making content creators to post things at a fast pace is making it difficult to focus on our skills and interest more.
So I totally support your decision to stay off social media for a while, focus on your health and project. Hope you're doing well 💕
I was having a breakdown in the past few days, but your vid helped me get back to work. thank you
I appreciate your insightful vlogs. I agree that the algorithm & sm pressure can really mess up an artist and affect their art.
This video is the pinnacle of inspiration and relaxation ❤️
This vlog was so amazing and i love your mindset!!! All the best for all your future plans!!!
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Btw i love that minimalist sketchbook!!!! And wanted to know if you're gonna sell it in the july store update ??
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR POSTING THIS! I'm gonna have to watch this religiously to remind myself so that i can be more personal with my art??? Idk, i used to post on twitter everyday but it's just not that fun anymore, it feels like i'm drawing for them, not for me. I like drawing for people of course, but i also wanna do art for myself. This is a really good video thank you!
Your videos are always a GO TO whenever I need inspiration 💜
Dear Sush,
You have been one of the biggest inspirations to be for quite a while. Your authenticity and standards for your self and art have brought me to a place where I believe I can pursue art myself. Much of what you have said in this video has hit hard with me. I aspire to have the like-mindedness you have with, social media, longer projects, the way you perceive yourself, and art.
Thank you for always being honest with your following and trying to improve yourself and your art.
I fan now and forever,
Lily
You go girl! I'm only at 16:05 and you are speaking some marvelous things I needed to be hearing ages ago
SUSH! you are such an inspiration to me and I love love your content, art and everything! always looking forward to your future merch and projects. You always inspire me to keep my thoughts together
i loved everything you said about your thoughts and feelings especially at the end it hit me hard so much that i had to favorited the video, so i can come back to it when i need encouragement on my art journey bc i’ve been struggling with my art and skills and confidence with my toxic living situations and family. Thank you! keep doing you sush
So excited about your shop launch! What sort of media can you use best in the sketchbooks? They're beautiful ❤️
I almost burst out laughing when you started showing us your notion pages because I'm currently working on mine as I listen to this video in the background. xD.
I have a 27 inch pen display (Dell Canvas) and having all that screen real estate is so freeing for drawing. I also have a 13 inch Surfacebook and it's hard to go back sometimes because I feel so cramped when I'm using now! If you get a Cintiq I would go big or go home! I would also recommend getting an ergotron monitor arm if you do get a cintiq, that way you can move it around easily on your desk. This video was great!
thank you!! I actually ended up getting one, with the arm too, AND I'M SO HAPPY WITH IT...!! will be in my next vlog haha~
I started watching you a few weeks ago so this is my first time having seen a post early from you.
I was rewatching you last vlog and this ones notification popped up! My eyes got so big lol Another amazing vlog, thank you for posting!!!! 🧡
This was such a joy to watch, thank you for being really open about your work & social media. I love your long vlogs so much. Also thank you for recommending notion it looks right up my street and I'm excited to explore its potential!
niceeee, have fun and thank you for enjoying the vlog ^^
you say about current social medias not being around in the future and it makes me think of deviantart, as a good example of your point.
I really loved your video!! I've seen many people already saying the same things I feel about your channel and work, that I truly enjoy it and spires me are some of those. Thanks for sharing Notion! I also nerd about these kind of stuff so I downloaded it asap! yours look very organized and neat, so I'm going to start adjusting mine. I send you all the best wishes and to the next time!
Thank you so much! Haha yesss, when I was editing this vlog I just thought "damn, I'm such a nerd" but I'm happy to share it! Have fun with it ^^
Hi Sush!! Thanks for the wonderful vlog, it's always lovely to hear how you're doing and what you're getting up to ^^ About notion - Thomas Frank made a video about his set up for stuff in Notion, not sure if you've already seen it but maybe you might pick up some useful tips in there too!:) Have a great day!!
is it possible to get some more info on your notion settings, especially those dailies?
I love watching your videos bc they are always inspiring and soothing, this one was probably my favorite tho 💜 you said all the things that I needed to hear and it really helped me see things differently! Thank you so much for sharing that, I love your work and you are a big inspiration as an artist and as a person ^^
Thank you so much for your words, they helped me recenter my focus too :) Also, those sketchbooks look amazing
I understand about the oc part I prefer to do draw ocs than fanart as I want to grow my sm as an original creator, but it is hard is one of the things why I stopped drawing thinking that fandoms in the community really put you down, as you compare with artist to artist as one that is an artist who has more audience than an original artists. I'm pretty much burnt out you so I understand so now I just in college (3rd try) as an illustrator, and pretty much doing my own thing as I used to when I was younger. Not posting my art anymore unless I'm live streaming, and that's rarely lol just taking it slow and enjoying and improving my art again.
That's great, I think it's important to make art for yourself too, it's why we all started to draw to begin with. It's a way to creatively express our emotions and only drawing commercially or with other intent can be so draining. Everything needs balance. Fandom has also changed so much over the last 5 years, it has almost become unpleasant, even amazing and wonderful fanartists who provide so much content for the fandom and community, end up being bullied and chased off the platform. It's been a disturbing thing to witness.
This video is so inspiring to me it make me realize that its not wrong to make mistake and it make me realize that numbers really isn't really important am make me so inspired to work better than posting half ass drawing every day 🧡🧡🧡
If you’re on the fence on getting a cintiq or not I 100% recommend them! I personally use the cintiq 24 pro and I love working on it much more than my ipad! I don’t think you can go wrong with getting one. It feels really natural (for me) there’s basically no parallax, the screen resolution and color is really great and I also find the new Wacom pen to be much more comfortable than the apple pen! Also want to add I love watching your vlogs! They’re very relaxing and I love listening to your insights!
thank youuu!! I actually bit the bullet and got one and I love it so much T___T best decision ever...///! That 4k display is gorgeous!!
@@trickywagon I'm glad you ended up getting one, they're srsly awesome! Looking forward to what you have in store regarding your long projects!!
So weird the video didn't show up although I have the bell activated. But I'm happy to have found it now. Gonna enjoy the coming hour :D
I dunno why this video got recommended to me but thanks a lot ... I really needed this atm
I feel you like right now. I'm going to college and my mom wants me to be a IT (information technology) since it's like a high demand job and makes financial stability in my life ok but that is not what I want to pursue, I want to be a graphic designer and make art like that's one of my life goals. I understand from my mom's perspective a lot and if she want me to be a IT, then like maybe 5 years I'll work and quit to pursue arts as a career. Thank you for your story and how it relates to me right now ❤
This is pErFecT for background noise while I’m drawing! Your voice is so relaxing and your art is really pretty ☺️ Also, I don’t know if it’s a thing where you live but here in America we have a service, called insta cart. You can shop online at a store ( Mostly Walmart Or Publix’s have this) and they will deliver it to your door, or you can pick it up. I hate grocery shopping as well so it’s super easy when it gets delivered! By the way, what editing software do you use? Your videos are so clean and nice, and I’ve been having trouble editing my own 😅
Thanks so much for your words in this video!💖
It really helped me to realize how I have been feeling with social media also.
I don't post much to anything and it takes me even longer to actually make a video for UA-cam. 😅
I have been trying to start to just draw my OCs and not fanart.
It's hard because no one knows them and people are fallowing you for the fanart.
But I hardly get anyone seeing my work anyway even though I keep getting fallows on Instagram.
So I'm just gonna say screw it and post whatever,whenever I want.
Thanks again for making this video...oh I watched all of it while making some resin charms. Your videos are always really calming. 🙂
Thank you sooo much I Really love your work and the way you think of your goals it really incourage me to do my art work, you are amazing keep doing it 🤩
I have 321 followers on Instagram, to be honest, I am confident enough in my work to know I am a skillful artist... for whatever reason I never “made it” on my social ....But in the last 6 months or so I don’t focus on growing my social because I have no interest in doing so.... My priority is to work on a Portfolio to get a in-house job at a studio... honestly I spent a lot of time these last couple years on my social and I do regret it.... there is more than one way to make a living doing this!
even though you spent that time, you learnt from it and have the right idea for sure now! Nothing beats real world experience and I think sns gives some people a false sense of how "good" or "bad" their art is.
trickywagon completely! I think if I’d give any advice to people in their late teens/early 20s (I’m 25) it would be to take sometime to think about where they want to be in 5 to 10 years, but again, hindsight is 20/20 we can only move forward! The algorithms really skew reality and it can be very brainwashing... Many successful artists have zero online presence (Annette Marnat to name one) idk working on ourselves and our body of work takes priority!
Your videos are really recreational, thank you for sharing your thoughts and experience
I was just waiting for another of your videos! I always miss you(? Is just so calming wherever I watch your videos and find out about your life and what have you been doing. Sorry if this come as to weird, but damn I feel you as a friend, a distant one and one I will never meet but well that's life xD
Also, love that app, i will try it asap! And I hope you are healthy, you and your family. I wish you well
It's really motivating to hear you talking about all of this. The discussion of growth on social media is especially relevant and I really like your insight into it, as well as your views of where you want to take your work and what you want to get out of it. I feel like I want to take a very similar direction to you with my art (in terms of creating original content, and trying to focus on quality over quantity). I say this every time but it's always so inspiring to see your vlogs - they never fail to make me feel more productive, and to better value my time. I'm also going to look into Notion, since I've been trying to plan out my time better.
Also with regards to the XP-Pen, I never tried one of their screen tablets, but I've tried a Kenting/Veikk and though it was good for the price, I couldn't have used it long-term. I think that even though Wacom's prices are through the roof, they're built to last. I've been using a 22HD for two and a half years and though it's behind the times in terms of specs now, I really love using it. I've also had a couple of smaller Cintiqs (I kept upgrading to bigger ones), so if you have any questions that might help you with your decision I'm happy to answer!
Thank you again for the hard work you put into these vlogs, they're always so insightful and they've helped me so much
i can hear songs from justin bieber's purpose album being played near the beginning. YESS. ✨ not really his fan but that album slaps lol.anyway, just found your channel :) your vids are perfect to stream while im drawing :D subbed!
I'm reporting back after 3 straight days of sleeplessness to thank you so much for introducing me to Notion 🙏
that ending was really good, i always like and will like your content because you are always so transparent and honest in a very good way, and that its so contagious. Whenever i see your videos i just feel like i have to keep working and improving and more important, do what it is i want to do; so thanks for taking the time in doing these, and wish you lots of success on your new goals; sad i wont see you around insta or twitter but if thats the price to pay for you to have a better life and more time to work on your stuff then so be it. Also its funny how you and i have the same degree and both left it behind in order to pursuit art heheh. Anyways, best of wishes and keep it up! and have you thought about making a discord? would be a good way to have a somewhat private/safe place to share art? idk hehe
Thank you for this. Your such an inspiration and gift to the human kind. Keep being and doing you. Take good care of yourself and happy creating 😊🙏🏻🌿🕊
always get the most excited when I see you upload ;u;
Hi! I love the video. Can you please tell me what is the brand of your planners?
omg im so excited to see this while I draw
LOVE the video it always makes my day
trickywagon: "my hair's getting too long"
me, a male, with my hair past my shoulders: *laughs in heavy metal
Sorry for the late comment; I usually wait until I study to watch these, they help me concentrate. Thank you for that.
This was such a nice video, thank you for sharing your thoughts!
I know you may have spoken about it before, but I'm just wondering how you started your shop, and how you transitioned from working for others, to working for yourself and earning money on your own. I'm looking to leave my current job and I've been wanting to do what you do for ages, but I don't understand how to do it on my own if you get what I mean.
Thank you for being so amazing, and thank you for being an inspiration