My Eating Disorder Story Part 1

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  • Опубліковано 29 жов 2024

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  • @samrice2104
    @samrice2104 10 років тому +14

    Holy shit! Look at your eyeballs! Look at em!!! Gahh! Now those eyes will look into your soul :) that's a good thing.

  • @pinkypunk14
    @pinkypunk14 10 років тому +11

    Your eyes look... magical! :o

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    Oh my gosh thank you!! I have been seeing you a lot on my channel and whatnot :)

  • @camry12345678
    @camry12345678 11 років тому +1

    your eyes are beautiful, ik people with eating disorders like myself dont ever believe this when people say it but your weight is perfect you do look amazing please learn to love yourself

  • @nataliepeerson7978
    @nataliepeerson7978 10 років тому +4

    You are really the most beautiful person In the whole world.

  • @maddikf
    @maddikf 11 років тому

    dont hurt yourself life has a lot more meaning once u find it you are going to still live please dont commit sueiside your so pretty and your eyes are so pretty

  • @marissacundari6384
    @marissacundari6384 9 років тому +3

    ur eyes are amazing!!! i want them! and omg ur so pretty!!!. :) btw i have an ED too. EDNOS (eating disorder not otherwise specified) so its kinda a mixture of Anorexia and Bulimia. yes its a struggle but u sound like a positive person so i think you will definitely make it through. im not sure how old you are... im 16 but i know from over the years, ive improved too :) keep up the good work

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    I was in treatment for three months because I overdosed and I ended up relapsing in a week after being discharged. It really is scary how easy it is to fall back into old ways. I'm sure I understand you, if you want to talk to me through private messaging we sure can, and we can support each other. I haven't binged/ purged all day long (OMG) I haven't done this in months.

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    It's amazing how much you feel alone until you meet other people who go through the same thing. I'm 5' 1". I'm doing very well, actually. I'm still purging on a regular basis but my binges have become smaller and less frequent! :D

  • @BeckywillBefree
    @BeckywillBefree 11 років тому

    OMG your eyes are absoloutley beautiful x

  • @taylorkirbyy
    @taylorkirbyy 10 років тому +2

    your eyes are soooooo prettttyyyyyyyy

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    thank you

  • @Directioner10182
    @Directioner10182 11 років тому

    please stop damaging yourself you are sooo pretty!!

  • @angelar6826
    @angelar6826 11 років тому

    Ok I'm on it!! And thanks I know it's only 10% u get rid of but u know its like the phycological aspect of it. I feel like they r a safety net since I stopped binging and purging

  • @kiyamay5570
    @kiyamay5570 9 років тому +1

    Omg your eyes!!!

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    I struggle with the voices telling me to kms a lot, it's hard, but I know I can always get through it.

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    Oh thank you sweetheart

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    Laxatives don't really work! You still absorb all of the calories. It's only the physical matter of the food that you get rid of. I'm so sorry you've had to live with this for so long. I'm happy you didn't binge and purge. It takes A LOT of strength to say no and fight it.

  • @Mahala637
    @Mahala637 11 років тому

    I love her eyes

  • @caitlinhawes5900
    @caitlinhawes5900 11 років тому

    you're so pretty and omg you're eyes are sooooo blue I love you're eyes

  • @angelar6826
    @angelar6826 11 років тому

    Hey I am 18 and have been anerexic since I was 13 and bulimic since I was 17 . I know how horrible and over bearing life can be sometimes. I have been depressed hopeless and weak at many points in my life so far that have contributed to my eating disorder. Today I had this huge huge urge to binge and purge but I only ate a little food for each meal which is good and bad. I'm happy I haven't purged in 3 days but I'm still taking laxatives which maker sick to my stomach and feel drained of energy

  • @fredericoquintana1994
    @fredericoquintana1994 10 років тому +1

    Love your fucking eyeballs omg there to die for

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

  • @angelar6826
    @angelar6826 11 років тому

    Eating disorders are like addictions to loosing weight or fear of your body changing!! Baby steps to a normal life will hopefully get us to where we need!! O and I was thinking of making a video of my ED story. Do I think I could do it with an iPhone. I am getting a lap top for my grad gift but not until I start college.

  • @maziejane9351
    @maziejane9351 8 років тому

    I used to be pretty confident with my body, and my family would always compliment my looks and call me long and slender and pretty. But in the last few months I've realized I'm not beautiful or skinny. I'm 5"2 and 102 pounds. I no longer get compliments from family or friends, or maybe I just don't notice them. I'm trying to starve myself but it's SO hard! I binge a lot, and I always feel so awful about it. I really need an Ana buddy. Is any anorexic girl interested?

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    thank you honey

  • @bestfriends762
    @bestfriends762 11 років тому

    Your SO pretty with or without make up

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    Hello. I'm 15. And thank you for your advice I have hobbies. My eating disorder isn't my life anymore. Only when I'm alone.

  • @victoriacampbell5680
    @victoriacampbell5680 10 років тому +2

    Your eye are amazing

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    you CAN. Count your calories and eat full calorie fattening, sugary/greasy foods that are whole.

  • @smoutchie
    @smoutchie 11 років тому

    Hi!
    How old are you? High School is tough, not a happy time for everyone (I wouldn't want to be 17 again, nether 14 or anything.. I hated high school!). People are mean and usually don't think a lot..I'm 22 now, life is SO much better. Put your energy into creativity, do you have any hobby/sport? You're beautiful and I really hope you'll find a way to stay healthy. Fight anorexia and bulimia with all your heart, you're stronger than it! (Sorry, English is not my mother language)

    • @giaprincess5965
      @giaprincess5965 4 роки тому

      it's not your native language but really good :)

  • @xXMidnightInsomniaXx
    @xXMidnightInsomniaXx 11 років тому +1

    Ohhh myy gooddddd You are so beautiful!!!!!!! Stay strong

  • @chestermcnuggetson
    @chestermcnuggetson 11 років тому

    Im 15 too i'm bulimic and I am amazed on how we followed the same timeline basically only I lost a lot more from alot higher weight. HOw tall are you im 5'5". How are you doing now?

  • @chasingsunsets_88
    @chasingsunsets_88 11 років тому

    I love you.

  • @2glamourchickz
    @2glamourchickz 11 років тому

    ur hair>>>>>>>>>>

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    Well shit then. My life in my 20's in going to suck!!

  • @siljarut4362
    @siljarut4362 11 років тому

    Hannah did use a toothbrush in pretty little liars after eating the fries

  • @levazwier526
    @levazwier526 10 років тому

    I cut. I had anorexia and I went from 80 lbs to 70 lbs only seven pounds that's it! My mom took me to the hospital that pine rest than forest view they're mental hospitals but ya I'm depressed

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    Thank you!!

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    I am trying not to and thank you dove

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    Thanks :)

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    aww that's so sweet

  • @dongdestroyer6077
    @dongdestroyer6077 10 років тому

    "you're skinny" and "you're beautiful". ive heard these things a lot and they are not compliments so much as it's just uncomfortable, shallow talk. i don't want to hear that shit.

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    Aww thank you sweetie

  • @jellybean543
    @jellybean543 10 років тому

    Your eyes are so pretty 🙌

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    How old are you? How tall? Or just trollin? ;)

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    I followed you deary! Thanks c:

  • @Chainnychainny
    @Chainnychainny 8 років тому

    I wasn't going to comment but wtf I have had an Ed for 7 years and legit like recently have had 2 ramen noodle things a day n added like something else to it like a can of vegetables or something but fallen deeper. anyway people around made fun of me too so it triggered me too why are people so interested in what other people do or don't do people suck please eat healthier good luck

  • @Ayatron34
    @Ayatron34 11 років тому

    Because you are young, you don't feel the damage enough to stop, binging and purging but when you're older, all that trauma has a way of coming back and biting you in the ass.

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    That would be pretty cool! Haha I love making new friends. You seem really nice and fun to talk to :) Thank you dear

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    Lucky me then because I don't enjoy living all that much.

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    Thanks hun

  • @ssinep
    @ssinep 10 років тому

    your eyes

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    aw thanks so much! I hope that's a good thing! haha :) It sounds like it is.

  • @lexiexoxo18
    @lexiexoxo18 11 років тому

    I don't have any eating disorders but i am 68pounds and I am 13 I have always been small and can't get bigger

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    It's flattering hearing that you're skinny from someone as tiny as you! You are lucky!

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    It depends on how you are counting your calories. If you are counting them to restrict and lose weight in an unhealthy way, it's not okay. If you are counting to prevent weight gain it's okay. May I tell you calorie counting is very addictive and it's easy to get obsessed with. You will always want the total to be lower. Once you start, the harder it is to stop. So I recommend you stopping right now dear.

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    I will make a video of this lovely

  • @medinageno11
    @medinageno11 10 років тому

    chin up princess your crown is falling

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    You should make a video :) I would love to watch it and we could relate to eachother

  • @marissacundari6384
    @marissacundari6384 9 років тому

    and i also cut sooooo.....i understand...

  • @jordanwells4237
    @jordanwells4237 10 років тому

    Is there a part 2?

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    Aww thanks and yeah they are real :)

  • @Ayatron34
    @Ayatron34 11 років тому

    As a bullimic, you might not make it to 20.
    They are high risk for heart attack.

  • @nikunjmajithia3607
    @nikunjmajithia3607 9 років тому

    God bless God is with you dont worry

  • @urfuckingperfecttome
    @urfuckingperfecttome 11 років тому

    You have the most beautiful blue eyes, are they real?

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    That's fine (:

  • @naomigray2338
    @naomigray2338 11 років тому

    i find myself a disappointment your worried about 116... try being 160... i'm devistated!

  • @sydneyjoy9688
    @sydneyjoy9688 11 років тому

    I know how u feel kind of and it's ok

  • @PEACESEATINGDISORDERVLOG
    @PEACESEATINGDISORDERVLOG 9 років тому

    U look great in this one

    • @ItsMeKelso
      @ItsMeKelso 8 років тому +1

      Looks can be deceiving when it comes to mental illness just good you look great does that mean you're feeling great
      I kno u meant well and meant it in a good way, I'm just letting u kno so u can be aware it can offensive to people who are struggling because it's like their looks don't match what they're going through 💜

  • @tonigregory6218
    @tonigregory6218 10 років тому

    how much do you weight and whats ur height

  • @devinteehan3693
    @devinteehan3693 10 років тому

    your eyes xxx

    • @medinageno11
      @medinageno11 10 років тому +3

      you just put the porn icon 😤

  • @katoconnor5242
    @katoconnor5242 11 років тому

  • @julesgainey9677
    @julesgainey9677 5 років тому

    Paris Jackson?

  • @BlackBelt8thDanGurl
    @BlackBelt8thDanGurl 11 років тому

    Oh my you're so fucking pretty! You're eyes are mesmerizing! xo.

  • @oneawesomedirection
    @oneawesomedirection 11 років тому

    Your eyes are so cool :)

  • @levazwier526
    @levazwier526 10 років тому

    Sorry 73 pounds typo

  • @oneawesomedirection
    @oneawesomedirection 11 років тому

    Your welcome :)

  • @coutureebabiex0
    @coutureebabiex0 10 років тому

    you are so beautiful omg..

  • @SuperSYY123
    @SuperSYY123 10 років тому

    are your eyes real

  • @prettyravergrl13
    @prettyravergrl13 11 років тому

    i thought it was un possiable to lose weight by purging aslease thats what most ppl say u may lose a pound but not as much u said ur mom did unrealistic most bulimics stay average weight or gain thats the true

  • @sydneyjoy9688
    @sydneyjoy9688 11 років тому

    I've started counting calories... Is tht ok??

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    :'(

  • @patriciawilson6473
    @patriciawilson6473 9 років тому

    I sisters best is. Inrex

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

  • @muumann
    @muumann 11 років тому

    aah haha I have understand XD

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    That's how I figured it out probably

  • @muumann
    @muumann 11 років тому

    what ? ^^'

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

    O.O

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому

  • @90thinpounds
    @90thinpounds  11 років тому