a close friend of mine since the fourth grade overdosed/commited suicide 3 years ago today. I miss him so alot. he had been through a lot of shit that led him to drug addiction. I felt like I could have done more for him and maybe I could have saved him but i guess I just have to let it go. Rest in peace, I hope you find the peace that you couldn't find while living.
Heidi usually the loneliest people choose to be lonely, but the loneliest people are with the wrong friends or friends they don't fit with bruh bruh...
I know exactly how you feel, and this feeling is so frustrating, 'cause people in general be like: "OH, c'mon! You have such a beautiful life, you have good friends, you have such a good health... Look at the other people, they lost their parents/boyfriend/girlfriend..." etc., like anybody else's problems are most genuine than ours... And it makes us feel blame, and ashamed for having a feeling that we didn't ask to have.. And if you say "I should be happy", or "I just feel so unsatisfied with life", it just means you have the guts to express your feelings, while most people just fake their happiness and their "perfect" lives...
Yea...Exactly, It feels wrong because I’m happy but I feel so unsatisfactory. God put us in this world for a reason and we take that advantage to do stupid stuff🖤‼️
Just scrolling through comments makes me realize how much music means to people and how much they can open to a comunity of unknowns. Thank you very much for your work Neotic! Keep the V I B E Z
I feel like Neotic, Ambition, the bootleg boy, SoulSearchAndDestroy, Cabvno, and ChilledCow should form to assemble a team. They may call it: C H I L L L E A G U E
I lost my girlfriend in a drunk driver accident, we were about to hit 5 years, we've been dating since we were 12. I'm 17 now, a junior in high school and I lost her a month ago, she would always come and support me in my Cross Country and Track races, I'd always win for her, she motivated me to stride faster. It's been a month since her death, and I wanna hear someone scream my name in League Finals this Saturday. I love you Delilah, you made me so happy and feel so loved, I'll never forget you....
Just Another Random Guy thats deep man! Im so sorry to hear of your great loss! I read that and felt it in my chest! Keep winning in life for her! It's sad that you can't hear her again, but never forget you can feel her inside forever! Take care my friend
It's been two months, State Championships for Cross Countryside are this Saturday, I wanna hear someone scream my name when i reach the finish line....
Reminds me of all the times when i say "what if" or "what could've been" deep shit you know. Normally i hate reminding myself of the past and all the embarassing shit that i did or have done but with this mix it all feels... natural and happy in a weird melancholy sort of way.
Just found this video, only a few minutes in but already flooded by that euphoric feeling you only get from this kind of a perfectly combined vibe. The same thing i felt when i first discovered this entire chill community. The music, the visuals, the comments... Its like a teleporter to a peaceful place away from the rest of the world and everyone just embraces it. You have a new subscriber, beautiful stuff.
As every moment passes, it loses itself in the past, and can never come back. It can be replicated, but it can never return once it has left. It's only remnants are what we can recall in our memories and whatever physical evidence was left behind. To fight this, to hold onto these moments, is foolish, like scooping up a handful of smoke and expecting it to stay forever. To cling, to have this "Sentimentality" is of no help or use to anyone. It is best to remember those moments, but do not tie yourself to them and try to bring them with you. Let them slip into the past; they have served their purpose. Carry their memories with you to gain wisdom, and be reminded of them as you come across the physical scars they left behind. But do not fight. Relax, and let go.
as a kid my mother was neglectful. and I just never understood some of the things she did. I always wanted a real wholesome family and someone to trust. I wanted a real mother that would love And support me like no other. but instead mine left when I was only 5 years old. me and my brothers were torn. my dad was torn to. he would work everyday to take care of all of us. she would cheat on him and lock me and my two brothers out of the house. if you didn't do anything she wanted it would always result in her hurting you or throwing things, and doing unnecessary things like tearing things up that were ours. as kids we couldn't fight back I just didn't know what I did to her to make her that way. she destroyed my trust with anyone. it made my dad the same way. I can't have normal conversations with my dad without feeling awkward, because he knows what I've felt. he just doesn't know how to express his thoughts unless we argue. ive always wanted a mother figure. i found the craziest women that reminded me if how my mom acted and I thought it was normal. this Just recently I experienced the destruction of the most serious relationship I've ever been in. it was strong I was crazy about this girl. then everything started to go down hill when she met this other guy. she promised me she would change me for the good. she said she would never leave me. she lied. it hurt so bad. makes me realize that we aren't supposed to love. humans are not meant to love. emotions aren't worth a shit anymore. I have 0 trust with any female now. it's painful to know that. my mother left me. the only girl I've truly loved cheated on me. why should I trust. it isn't normal for your mother to leave you....
we thought we could save you, but in the end you saved yourself. saved yourself from this damned reality.we were just the perks of remaining conscious. but now you are with him. you, my friend, are the essence of dedication. people are useless. animals are the true ones aware of reality. humans are delusional. rest well, vincent. the world misses you
These Simpsonwave videos give me the feels. No matter if the theme is happy or sad. The videos are all somewhat nostalgic to me. They remind me of a time when all I had to worry about was to get my homework down, nothing more. I’m in uni now and I’m still using these videos to help me get shit down :)
the way this type of music makes me feel is indescribable. i feel like i have nothing to worry about and i'm taken to a place of tranquility and euphoria. my stress and worries are gone, i'm relaxed and care free. im young and people don't take me seriously, but i feel like no one is there for me and no one is going to be there for me. however this music gives me hope that maybe in this corrupted society i have meaning. that maybe, somewhere, someone is going to help me and i just need to stay alive another day so i get the help. and i do. you should too. i'm here for you
DO MORE PLEASE THIS CHANNEL IS THE ONLY THING THAT CAN RELAX MY MIND AND THOUGHTS... I always feel so sad and depressed like seriously this music is the only type of "treatment" that has ever actually helped me and made me feel a little less horrible about myself... I appreciate all of the hard work you put into this channel, thank you for helping me❤
CryogenicEchelon I grew so close to my ex's children and I feel like their mom is a legit terrible person who yells at her kids instead of just giving them the needy hug they want then leave...I'm venting but I miss those little boys...
Years ago i truly fell in love with a girl. We did immature things but we still lived our life as kids. She left one day I wonder where. Even though she was my crush I miss her. Why can't I move on. Now I stay indoors all the time and play games to waste time.
DUUUUDE! Ur almost halfway to 1 mill!!! I remember when u first hit 1k this is unbelievable! Aww now I feel more nostalgic with the music playing behind while I type this, I hope you reach 1 mill one day dude! Love your streams and videos!
I don't know what to do. A guy I really fell for so hard, he told me he loved me about 4 or 5 weeks ago, and I finally confessed too. We used to talk every night, and he was my first kiss and he held me and I felt so happy, for once, actually happy... But I wanted to keep our relationship secret because I wasn't ready for others to know. Apparently patience wasn't his thing... Of course, I wanted him to be happy because I was so lost in the moment. Another girl asked him out and I said, "Say yes, if you want to," and he really did. I was okay for the first few days because I thought it wouldn't have stuck? Maybe we would still talk even though he was with somebody else... But no... I'm a fucking mess and I'm so scared of losing him again. I hate this feeling, it's tearing everything inside me apart.
I got a 50 in my french test, i dont understant shnit in biology, i think i just lost my contact, im alone, i got a ton of homework, in have a 60 in my piano class, thus my mom thinks i suck at the piano. SStress is taking over me mann. ahhhhhhh. anyways goodnight,
[빈센트]vincent. It's been a year now, how are u ? (It's been 4 months since me and my best friend split and i am so lonely but my cat is just beside me so i guess i'm okay)
I’m tired of everyone bringing up the faults in my past relationship of two years. Nobody knows how bad he was to me because I choose not to talk about it, but he does otherwise. Our families hate eachother which only make things worse. I love him so much but he is so good at hiding his inner self now that idk if he feels the same. We never talk to eachother and he has me blocked on everything for something my family did. Not me. Im so tired of the tension between us I just want things to be peaceful again. It might take a while, but I know the only way to mend these bad terms is to not give him bad looks, and reach out to him any chance I get. Wish me luck or give me advice. I really care about this person
Hey can you fix your chill radio 24/7 stream? There’s lots of us who love the stream and go there almost everyday. But the bot is broken and we want to be able to see the song titles of music playing.
*“I can still feel.”* *“…I wish I could share that gift with you…”* *“…I wish I could show your heart what it’s like to beat again…”* *“…But…my efforts would be futile, wouldn’t they?”*
I wanna be a hero.., but I can’t change the world.but I will change something.. Because this video just made me fall in a Simpson’s wave hole thank you :))))
Enjoy this music 24/7 ♥
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a close friend of mine since the fourth grade overdosed/commited suicide 3 years ago today. I miss him so alot. he had been through a lot of shit that led him to drug addiction. I felt like I could have done more for him and maybe I could have saved him but i guess I just have to let it go. Rest in peace, I hope you find the peace that you couldn't find while living.
Vin Soriano shit man. Stay strong
He’ll be alright in another place this is a cruel world
Stay strong dude! , tight hug 4u
;-;
i feel u we all have sad times...
i know i should be happy, im not missing anything, im healthy, i have friends. i just feel so unsatisfied with life. with everything.
Dang.
Heidi usually the loneliest people choose to be lonely, but the loneliest people are with the wrong friends or friends they don't fit with bruh bruh...
I know exactly how you feel, and this feeling is so frustrating, 'cause people in general be like: "OH, c'mon! You have such a beautiful life, you have good friends, you have such a good health... Look at the other people, they lost their parents/boyfriend/girlfriend..." etc., like anybody else's problems are most genuine than ours... And it makes us feel blame, and ashamed for having a feeling that we didn't ask to have..
And if you say "I should be happy", or "I just feel so unsatisfied with life", it just means you have the guts to express your feelings, while most people just fake their happiness and their "perfect" lives...
Yea...Exactly, It feels wrong because I’m happy but I feel so unsatisfactory. God put us in this world for a reason and we take that advantage to do stupid stuff🖤‼️
Just scrolling through comments makes me realize how much music means to people and how much they can open to a comunity of unknowns. Thank you very much for your work Neotic! Keep the V I B E Z
I feel like Neotic, Ambition, the bootleg boy, SoulSearchAndDestroy, Cabvno, and ChilledCow should form to assemble a team.
They may call it:
C H I L L L E A G U E
L E G I O N O F C H I L L
S A D B O Y E S Q U A D
Y O U C A N ' T C H I L L T H E W O R L D A L O N E
N O S T A L G I A $ Q U A D
Listening Party anyone?
I lost my girlfriend in a drunk driver accident, we were about to hit 5 years, we've been dating since we were 12. I'm 17 now, a junior in high school and I lost her a month ago, she would always come and support me in my Cross Country and Track races, I'd always win for her, she motivated me to stride faster. It's been a month since her death, and I wanna hear someone scream my name in League Finals this Saturday. I love you Delilah, you made me so happy and feel so loved, I'll never forget you....
good luck, man
te mando paz hermano.
Just Another Random Guy thats deep man! Im so sorry to hear of your great loss! I read that and felt it in my chest! Keep winning in life for her! It's sad that you can't hear her again, but never forget you can feel her inside forever! Take care my friend
It's been two months, State Championships for Cross Countryside are this Saturday, I wanna hear someone scream my name when i reach the finish line....
oh my fucking god.. i send all my prayers to you
Reminds me of all the times when i say "what if" or "what could've been" deep shit you know. Normally i hate reminding myself of the past and all the embarassing shit that i did or have done but with this mix it all feels... natural and happy in a weird melancholy sort of way.
so hot visuals
Hi
Nice Stuff for sure, like always
Just found this video, only a few minutes in but already flooded by that euphoric feeling you only get from this kind of a perfectly combined vibe. The same thing i felt when i first discovered this entire chill community. The music, the visuals, the comments... Its like a teleporter to a peaceful place away from the rest of the world and everyone just embraces it.
You have a new subscriber, beautiful stuff.
I'm crying because of self-hate, but this music is one thing I don't hate. I probably sound pretty calm for a depressed person, but it's true.
Thank you for having less adds than chillstep. Feel like I can actually chill with your music
i want to go somewhere far away
somewhere very very far away
Bernice 👌
And never come back..
You're already there
As every moment passes, it loses itself in the past, and can never come back. It can be replicated, but it can never return once it has left. It's only remnants are what we can recall in our memories and whatever physical evidence was left behind.
To fight this, to hold onto these moments, is foolish, like scooping up a handful of smoke and expecting it to stay forever.
To cling, to have this "Sentimentality" is of no help or use to anyone.
It is best to remember those moments, but do not tie yourself to them and try to bring them with you.
Let them slip into the past; they have served their purpose.
Carry their memories with you to gain wisdom, and be reminded of them as you come across the physical scars they left behind. But do not fight.
Relax, and let go.
awesome mix :)
as a kid my mother was neglectful. and I just never understood some of the things she did. I always wanted a real wholesome family and someone to trust. I wanted a real mother that would love And support me like no other. but instead mine left when I was only 5 years old. me and my brothers were torn. my dad was torn to. he would work everyday to take care of all of us. she would cheat on him and lock me and my two brothers out of the house. if you didn't do anything she wanted it would always result in her hurting you or throwing things, and doing unnecessary things like tearing things up that were ours. as kids we couldn't fight back I just didn't know what I did to her to make her that way. she destroyed my trust with anyone. it made my dad the same way. I can't have normal conversations with my dad without feeling awkward, because he knows what I've felt. he just doesn't know how to express his thoughts unless we argue. ive always wanted a mother figure. i found the craziest women that reminded me if how my mom acted and I thought it was normal. this Just recently I experienced the destruction of the most serious relationship I've ever been in. it was strong I was crazy about this girl. then everything started to go down hill when she met this other guy. she promised me she would change me for the good. she said she would never leave me. she lied. it hurt so bad. makes me realize that we aren't supposed to love. humans are not meant to love. emotions aren't worth a shit anymore. I have 0 trust with any female now. it's painful to know that. my mother left me. the only girl I've truly loved cheated on me. why should I trust. it isn't normal for your mother to leave you....
we thought we could save you, but in the end you saved yourself. saved yourself from this damned reality.we were just the perks of remaining conscious. but now you are with him. you, my friend, are the essence of dedication. people are useless. animals are the true ones aware of reality. humans are delusional. rest well, vincent. the world misses you
These Simpsonwave videos give me the feels. No matter if the theme is happy or sad. The videos are all somewhat nostalgic to me. They remind me of a time when all I had to worry about was to get my homework down, nothing more. I’m in uni now and I’m still using these videos to help me get shit down :)
I haven”t lost anyone actually.
Maybe only myself.
this mix is so underrated
the way this type of music makes me feel is indescribable. i feel like i have nothing to worry about and i'm taken to a place of tranquility and euphoria. my stress and worries are gone, i'm relaxed and care free. im young and people don't take me seriously, but i feel like no one is there for me and no one is going to be there for me. however this music gives me hope that maybe in this corrupted society i have meaning. that maybe, somewhere, someone is going to help me and i just need to stay alive another day so i get the help. and i do. you should too. i'm here for you
DO MORE PLEASE THIS CHANNEL IS THE ONLY THING THAT CAN RELAX MY MIND AND THOUGHTS... I always feel so sad and depressed like seriously this music is the only type of "treatment" that has ever actually helped me and made me feel a little less horrible about myself... I appreciate all of the hard work you put into this channel, thank you for helping me❤
To my brother, who died on the 27th of July, this year. I fucking miss him.
I so sad to hear that. god bless you and your family
I'm sorry to hear that Maho...
Maho sorry to hear that
I'm sorry for your loss!
stay strong, we can't change what are is beyond us
This will always be my favourite mix on this channel. It's weird to think back to years ago listening to this.
Helps to heal my scars the things I have been through and the people I lost helps me forget those times and I can think positive for once
I miss my ex and my stepson. Life is hard without em. Harder knowing he's not gonna remember me someday.
CryogenicEchelon I grew so close to my ex's children and I feel like their mom is a legit terrible person who yells at her kids instead of just giving them the needy hug they want then leave...I'm venting but I miss those little boys...
Nice! Gonna be a chill night tonight!
Years ago i truly fell in love with a girl. We did immature things but we still lived our life as kids. She left one day I wonder where. Even though she was my crush I miss her. Why can't I move on. Now I stay indoors all the time and play games to waste time.
Very Sentimental, love it.
DUUUUDE! Ur almost halfway to 1 mill!!! I remember when u first hit 1k this is unbelievable! Aww now I feel more nostalgic with the music playing behind while I type this, I hope you reach 1 mill one day dude! Love your streams and videos!
These mixes keep getting better NEOTIC
If life is just a sequence or series of events leading from one to another then surely the best we can hope for is to be happy in the moment.
Lisa its ur bday, happy bday Lisa!
I don't know what to do.
A guy I really fell for so hard, he told me he loved me about 4 or 5 weeks ago, and I finally confessed too. We used to talk every night, and he was my first kiss and he held me and I felt so happy, for once, actually happy... But I wanted to keep our relationship secret because I wasn't ready for others to know. Apparently patience wasn't his thing... Of course, I wanted him to be happy because I was so lost in the moment. Another girl asked him out and I said, "Say yes, if you want to," and he really did. I was okay for the first few days because I thought it wouldn't have stuck? Maybe we would still talk even though he was with somebody else... But no... I'm a fucking mess and I'm so scared of losing him again. I hate this feeling, it's tearing everything inside me apart.
I feel you... im sorry
Thank you for posting my track in this playlist
Your channel is such an inspiration to me
once again another mix to hit my feels. thank you
Best S A D mixes on UA-cam.
I wish I could just fall asleep and never wake up
Go in a coma ;D
@@Msp-zt3jm omg so funny
Best Moment of my day... On bus listening this... Man, This is awesome
нappy 400ĸ neo!❤️
It's like Neotic knew how I'm feeling at this moment.. u.u
best corner of the internet
this is soo relaxing
Great vibes, as always 💙💙💙
It's not the things you do that defines you, it's the pain that you endure.
Wish i could go somewhere far away... Like very very far... And start all over a new life.
Almost 400k subs congrats in advance 😁
Thank you for putting me up on so many great instrumentals. ♥️ LB Cali
Nice mix NEOTIC good timing i'm trimming .
More one add for my playlist!
Even above the clouds I'll never see light again.
Me encanta este canal es lo mejor
I knew "Sentimental" was gonna be the title of one of these sooner or later.
O mai...the visuals 😍
lofi hip hop sempre me relaxa e me deixa calma
AMÉM!
Omg. C'est trop bon. 10/10
Oui.
Good work, NEOTIC.
i love your work man !
I got a 50 in my french test, i dont understant shnit in biology, i think i just lost my contact, im alone, i got a ton of homework, in have a 60 in my piano class, thus my mom thinks i suck at the piano. SStress is taking over me mann. ahhhhhhh.
anyways
goodnight,
another level
Damn this is a deep comment section
i love your music!!
so smooth
4:04 infinite loop please
stop
It's been a week since me and my wonderful friends split. We are no longer friends. I feel so lonely.
[빈센트]vincent. It's been a year now, how are u ?
(It's been 4 months since me and my best friend split and i am so lonely but my cat is just beside me so i guess i'm okay)
thank you :>
The good will hunting reference at the end though.👍
I’m tired of everyone bringing up the faults in my past relationship of two years. Nobody knows how bad he was to me because I choose not to talk about it, but he does otherwise. Our families hate eachother which only make things worse. I love him so much but he is so good at hiding his inner self now that idk if he feels the same. We never talk to eachother and he has me blocked on everything for something my family did. Not me. Im so tired of the tension between us I just want things to be peaceful again. It might take a while, but I know the only way to mend these bad terms is to not give him bad looks, and reach out to him any chance I get. Wish me luck or give me advice. I really care about this person
Hey can you fix your chill radio 24/7 stream? There’s lots of us who love the stream and go there almost everyday. But the bot is broken and we want to be able to see the song titles of music playing.
Best channel
I was gonna play some games but accidentaly fell asleep while listening to this
He did not do the music dumb
*“I can still feel.”*
*“…I wish I could share that gift with you…”*
*“…I wish I could show your heart what it’s like to beat again…”*
*“…But…my efforts would be futile, wouldn’t they?”*
10/10 anime
Input Zeyphr Underscore Zero what anime is this? it sounds interesting :0
I wrote this myself while I was in an emotional slump. It does kind of sound like something you would hear in an anime, though. :)
I wanna be a hero.., but I can’t change the world.but I will change something.. Because this video just made me fall in a Simpson’s wave hole thank you :))))
This is my happy place plus a bowl 👌and there are no dislikes in the comments what positive vibes..😌
thank you
Niotic are brazilian or latino?
lets see how many people are in class listening to the bop
Lovely ❤
*F E E L S*
T H A N K S ❤️
Ahh, so good!
my mom and dad pass in 2016
Whenever I cry so hard and feel really deep sad, my mother would said to me everytime, "YOU ARE ALWAYS SENTI! STOP THAT ATTITUDE!"
Happening to me rn
Are u ok
This that good shit
Ly
Very GOOD JOOB!💓
You are more than just a memory to me
I listen to it every day
B R A Z I L
I got a Danny Devito ad right before this
Bem na hora de fumar meu cigarro de palha no quintal
G O O D F E E L I N G S
@16:50 wow that was crazy
Merci beoucoup!!
honestly the visuals are kinda weird, they give me chills
Relaxing
Alv que sad :''''v 💔
Maestro y hace un par de dias lo lanzaste, aun no se de donde sacaste los dialojosdos que aparecen al principio del simson wave memories?
is it ok to listen this on twitch stream?
A sad kind of happy
Thanks