The being scared of being canceled even though I know I haven't done anything to be canceled for is so freaking relatable. I literally thought it was only me. I overthink about that a lot whenever I consider putting myself out there more on the internet.
Its nice to see an amazing and wholesome youtuber who doesnt have a whole ass setup and is super chill with showing their imperfect room. Not saying her room isnt perfect, i want that painting lol
"I overthink to the point that it's painful" big BIG same to that. Anxiety is not fun lol. And same about the buspirone! Your channel is such a comfort to me. I'm glad you've uploaded again :)
Me watching this 3 years later... but! I can't believe someone I'm watching played Pixie Hollow online!!!! That game was SO gooddddd!!!! The MINI GAMES! Thank you sm for bringing that up, I felt so seen. Also -- Littlest Pet Shop Online 🥺So upset it was shut down.
hi thank you for talking about OCD and acknowledging that it is different for everyone and not just about being clean!! I went on Prozac earlier this year and it has helped me so much as well
I don’t know anything about all those online games you were talking about but it was so much fun to watch. I could listen to you talking about literally anything for hours! Comfort channel af
omg please don't hesitate to talk about your experience with mental health and meds as much as you like bc it just made me feel very comforted and seen
She is my favorite. Im so glad she's doing okay and i understand the mental breaks i take them too. Her content makes me feel so relaxed like..i can easily tell shes so easy and amazing to talk to, just an awesome person in general. And i REMEMBER these games! My favorites honestly growing up was probably Poptropica but i mostly played Luigi's Mansion ALOT. She's best girl. She DESERVES 1 Million!!
@@Feminazi1dc well atleast she isn't being angry abt it she's just correcting them nicely, pretty sure she isn't going after abt the compliment she's just letting them know abt her pronouns and that's it
you literally just described my situation with OCD and prozac. i had been on several medications in life and gave up as a teenager but as i became an “adult” my OCD paranoid superstitions were literally taking over my life and making me unable to function so i got on prozac and not only did it help almost immediately, but two years later i hardly ever have episodes. i know everyone is different but i really hope it works out for you! you deserve peace of mind. also i am so glad you’re back! when you stopped uploading videos it felt like i lost a friend ❤️🩹
I feel like you are legit my doppelganger. Everything you were saying is what I've been saying for a while now. I just started back with therapy, we share the same mental issues, I'm on new meds too, I just cut all my hair off, literally everything lol. So I feel you....life sucks but I'm here if you want to talk!
I love your take on things. You are so relatable to me and hearing you talk about your medication journey makes me feel less alone because i too struggle with anxiety and depression and i feel so much better with ssris but there is such a stigma around them that sometimes i think i need to stop taking them. Keep being your awesome self!! 💜
Glad to see you back. I got on buspirone a few months ago and it's been life changing. My anxiety and sleep problems were non functional and it;s so nice now to have some relief.
Love your shirt bro. Also I'm glad to see you back. Completely understand you needing to take some time for your mental health. Happy you're feeling a bit better. I love your content you're so genuine and it feels like I'm hanging out with a friend when watching. 💜
I love your bluntness and honesty, especially around youtubers and who their viewers are. You also have a brilliant sense of humour 🥲 Haven’t seen your videos before but I’ve subscribed because you’re brilliant 😁🖤
I honestly don't know why anyone would complain about YOUR hair color.. I truly think contrast I color on hair looks awesome (even if ots spotty) Don't be hard. yourself there are sooo many ppl out there who wouldn't even dare.. I love coloring my hair and don't care what anyone else thinks 💗💗
It looks so good!! I literally just went black because I was too lazy to go through the process lol. When I grow out my hair (shaved it two months ago) I’ll definitely go for your look in its short phase. Also, I took sertraline with abilify and it made me feel like shit, but now I’m taking prozac instead and feel 400% more calm and I haven’t had as many, ahem, “bad thoughts.” Interesting to hear someone else with success since a lot of people around me were against the notion of making the switch. Anyway, despite what anyone in the comments will say, what makes a youtuber interesting is the person behind the channel, not their content. I mean, your content is interesting, but if you were really to switch up your style, I’d still watch you. Being uncomfortable or unhappy with the content you’re making is what brings it down. You do you, not what a random person says secure behind a screen. 💜💜
I think I used my telepathy on this channel. Your new video is what I think about all day and then I opened UA-cam and there's your new video notification.
Dude. If your HAIR is the reason someone unsubscribes… that’s not your problem lol. It’s not your hair that makes you anything - not even a Scene Queen. You just ARE one from what I’ve seen! I’m new here, and I know this isn’t recent, and this is probably a projection of my own “hair attachments” but I wanted to say it! Ha. The anti-depressant rant was appreciated. I LOVE my wellbutrin. I had a literal allergic reaction to Prozac lol! It’s funny now but my throat started to close and that’s a scary feeling! I was recently diagnosed with adhd (at age 30, turns out). I always thought I was borderline asexual… and holy shit it turns out the combination of the right partner (fucking finally) and the right meds is a GAME CHANGER. I’ve been typing this as I watch & I can’t say I’ve seen any new videos of old UA-camrs lately. I thought about Zoella the other day… then I forgot again hahaha. You’re totally right about how fame & realness is the ultimate combo currently but…. I’m loving the realness and your personality & I also have seen your most recent video (recommended by YT, btw) so I’m glad you’ve uploaded lately! I hope it’s fun for you again! I’ve subbed - your videos feel seriously nostalgic (as a 2011/2012 tumblr user with like, totally 250 subs & pink & blue hair lol)
Omg are y kidding me? I don’t give a damn about your hair. You are such a fun person. I’m glad you’ve uploaded again 🤩 if ppl care about how your hair looks theyre stupid as hell
I loved those references on your room!!! And you're so pretty, I felt so happy when I saw that you posted a video!!! I'm your fan, ily and hope you're doing ok
I know what you mean but I don't know if your hair is really the thing that makes you "you," even if it is a major part of 'look.' You're wonderful as you are! And thanks for your discussion about anti-depressants, and I'm glad you've found something that's working for you! It's been a struggle
I miss you Sm, I’ve been waiting all summer for you to post beacuse your channel is really conforting. Also your literal my scene idol even though I’m more emo than scene now a days your still my favorite channel. Honesty your videos where so conforting last year when I was going though a lot :))
just subscribed! man all you were talking about with the medication adjustments really got me. I was on similar ones and I can definitely empathize to some of what you were saying! so cool of you to be so open about it, but i can understand it must be so exhausting,,, on another note i miss the feck out of pixie hollow!!! im so sad they stopped it
this is literally my comfort channel
same omg
Same and Mel Mercer
Literally same
sameee
Same
Why isn't anyone mentioning the squid ward painting? It's the coolest!
Omg yes!!
Agreed XD
It's authentic.
Thats not a squidward painting lol…
@@Tangerine2600 sponge bob
when your bf said you look like twilight sparkle and your face lit up, i melted
The being scared of being canceled even though I know I haven't done anything to be canceled for is so freaking relatable. I literally thought it was only me. I overthink about that a lot whenever I consider putting myself out there more on the internet.
It’s been a while! Glad you’re back!
I've missed you acidmilk and i'm so happy you are back
Its nice to see an amazing and wholesome youtuber who doesnt have a whole ass setup and is super chill with showing their imperfect room. Not saying her room isnt perfect, i want that painting lol
Literally I screamed so hard when I saw the notification!
fr lol
"I overthink to the point that it's painful" big BIG same to that. Anxiety is not fun lol. And same about the buspirone!
Your channel is such a comfort to me. I'm glad you've uploaded again :)
your hair looks so pretty, the color really suits you
THIS MAKES ME SO HAPPY IVE MISSED YOU SO MUCH
Me watching this 3 years later... but! I can't believe someone I'm watching played Pixie Hollow online!!!! That game was SO gooddddd!!!! The MINI GAMES! Thank you sm for bringing that up, I felt so seen. Also -- Littlest Pet Shop Online 🥺So upset it was shut down.
It is too late and the "see you in 30 minutes.. it is tomorrow" made me laugh too hard. I'm so glad I found this channel
hi thank you for talking about OCD and acknowledging that it is different for everyone and not just about being clean!! I went on Prozac earlier this year and it has helped me so much as well
Nooo. Istg it is like I’m on ft with u.
You’re very relatable and your hair is SO pretty !!
Seeing them back made my day, this video beloved
you’re the type of person id definitely be friends with omg
I don’t know anything about all those online games you were talking about but it was so much fun to watch. I could listen to you talking about literally anything for hours! Comfort channel af
you talking about all these nostalgic online games and seeing old footage is making me miss ALL THESE GAMES SO MUCH D': #pain
you're a scene queen no matter how long ur hair is
im so glad you're back!! also, you and your boyfriend are perfect for eachother lol i love you guys' dynamic
omg please don't hesitate to talk about your experience with mental health and meds as much as you like bc it just made me feel very comforted and seen
just realized i already left a comment on this two months ago????? lmao
"Just admiring your goop" made me smile lmao it was comforting for some reason 💀
Thank you for coming back. I was so scared you wouldn't. Scene or not you'll always be my favorite.
She is my favorite. Im so glad she's doing okay and i understand the mental breaks i take them too. Her content makes me feel so relaxed like..i can easily tell shes so easy and amazing to talk to, just an awesome person in general. And i REMEMBER these games! My favorites honestly growing up was probably Poptropica but i mostly played Luigi's Mansion ALOT. She's best girl. She DESERVES 1 Million!!
hi!! they use they/them pronouns
These comments r just annoying at this point. Why TF do terms even matter when they're just complimenting someone. It's getting old
@@Feminazi1dc well atleast she isn't being angry abt it she's just correcting them nicely, pretty sure she isn't going after abt the compliment she's just letting them know abt her pronouns and that's it
Happy to see you back! I’ve also had some wild emotional times lately so I understand you taking a break lol. Your hair turned out super cute
you literally just described my situation with OCD and prozac. i had been on several medications in life and gave up as a teenager but as i became an “adult” my OCD paranoid superstitions were literally taking over my life and making me unable to function so i got on prozac and not only did it help almost immediately, but two years later i hardly ever have episodes. i know everyone is different but i really hope it works out for you! you deserve peace of mind. also i am so glad you’re back! when you stopped uploading videos it felt like i lost a friend ❤️🩹
I feel like you are legit my doppelganger. Everything you were saying is what I've been saying for a while now. I just started back with therapy, we share the same mental issues, I'm on new meds too, I just cut all my hair off, literally everything lol. So I feel you....life sucks but I'm here if you want to talk!
love the animal crossing music in ur videos u play miss ya hope ur okay!! i remember watching u two years ago and i came back bc i love ur vids!!
bae i'm so happy you're back
I love this, it’s like I’m having a deep convo with my friend but instead I can now pause to go get water 😵😍😍
I love your take on things. You are so relatable to me and hearing you talk about your medication journey makes me feel less alone because i too struggle with anxiety and depression and i feel so much better with ssris but there is such a stigma around them that sometimes i think i need to stop taking them.
Keep being your awesome self!! 💜
We missed you, glad you felt comfortable to post new video! ♥️
Happy to see you back ! Hope you are doing okay.
Glad to see you back. I got on buspirone a few months ago and it's been life changing. My anxiety and sleep problems were non functional and it;s so nice now to have some relief.
Love your shirt bro. Also I'm glad to see you back. Completely understand you needing to take some time for your mental health. Happy you're feeling a bit better. I love your content you're so genuine and it feels like I'm hanging out with a friend when watching. 💜
yesss the scene queen is back
i’m so glad you’re back your content is really comforting i like watching you just chill out and do what you want
I feel so comfortable watching your videos!
Honestly your the main reason I became a scene queen again
I could hear you talking for hours!!! Keep doing it IM HERE
I loved the end result the color and cut looks really good on you!
I love your bluntness and honesty, especially around youtubers and who their viewers are. You also have a brilliant sense of humour 🥲 Haven’t seen your videos before but I’ve subscribed because you’re brilliant 😁🖤
you are genuinely awesome
Why I got so excited when I saw you posted
honestly, your hair looks amazing all the time, i just love to hear you talk
I was just thinking about how much I missed your vids then I see this the next day?? Crazy!
i missed you so much!!!
yoooooooooooooooo you're back!!!!!!!!!! glad to see you!!
Your boyfriend’s entrance killed me and I love how your hair came out!!
Hearing u talk about bs is so entertaining truly, please do it again
I honestly don't know why anyone would complain about YOUR hair color.. I truly think contrast I color on hair looks awesome (even if ots spotty) Don't be hard. yourself there are sooo many ppl out there who wouldn't even dare.. I love coloring my hair and don't care what anyone else thinks 💗💗
watching this while bleaching my hair to put in iroiro neon green
Hell yeah this purple looks so amazing, glad to see u uploaded too 💜💜 also ur haircut is so cute
I still go thru moviestarplanet phases lmao i love nostalgic online games
and im so glad ur back ❤️❤️❤️
I JUST THOUGHT ABOUT HOW I WANTED YOU TO POST EARLIER WOAH
Love this, the purple looks so good on you :)
It looks so good!! I literally just went black because I was too lazy to go through the process lol. When I grow out my hair (shaved it two months ago) I’ll definitely go for your look in its short phase.
Also, I took sertraline with abilify and it made me feel like shit, but now I’m taking prozac instead and feel 400% more calm and I haven’t had as many, ahem, “bad thoughts.” Interesting to hear someone else with success since a lot of people around me were against the notion of making the switch.
Anyway, despite what anyone in the comments will say, what makes a youtuber interesting is the person behind the channel, not their content. I mean, your content is interesting, but if you were really to switch up your style, I’d still watch you. Being uncomfortable or unhappy with the content you’re making is what brings it down. You do you, not what a random person says secure behind a screen. 💜💜
you’re one of my favorite youtubers, missed ur vids!
I think I used my telepathy on this channel. Your new video is what I think about all day and then I opened UA-cam and there's your new video notification.
im going to be 100% honest... cotton candy pink looked amazing on you!!!!
oh gosh i rant like this too and i feel so comforted that someone can relate
Dude. If your HAIR is the reason someone unsubscribes… that’s not your problem lol. It’s not your hair that makes you anything - not even a Scene Queen. You just ARE one from what I’ve seen! I’m new here, and I know this isn’t recent, and this is probably a projection of my own “hair attachments” but I wanted to say it! Ha.
The anti-depressant rant was appreciated. I LOVE my wellbutrin. I had a literal allergic reaction to Prozac lol! It’s funny now but my throat started to close and that’s a scary feeling! I was recently diagnosed with adhd (at age 30, turns out). I always thought I was borderline asexual… and holy shit it turns out the combination of the right partner (fucking finally) and the right meds is a GAME CHANGER.
I’ve been typing this as I watch & I can’t say I’ve seen any new videos of old UA-camrs lately. I thought about Zoella the other day… then I forgot again hahaha. You’re totally right about how fame & realness is the ultimate combo currently but….
I’m loving the realness and your personality & I also have seen your most recent video (recommended by YT, btw) so I’m glad you’ve uploaded lately! I hope it’s fun for you again! I’ve subbed - your videos feel seriously nostalgic (as a 2011/2012 tumblr user with like, totally 250 subs & pink & blue hair lol)
i've been waiting for you to upload again! thanks for returning
Omg are y kidding me? I don’t give a damn about your hair. You are such a fun person. I’m glad you’ve uploaded again 🤩 if ppl care about how your hair looks theyre stupid as hell
i was thinking about how you havent uploaded a week ago and now this? collective manifesting really works.
STOPPP YOOO UR BACK IM EXCITED ASF
I am so glad you are back! Never worry or care about what other people think you are amazing and I love your videos!
5:40 that was so relatable what
I missed your videos! SO glad your mental health is getting better. Your videos are so relatable and enertaining. And the short hair is awesome!
Yayyy!! Your back we all missed you!!💖💖
I loved those references on your room!!! And you're so pretty, I felt so happy when I saw that you posted a video!!! I'm your fan, ily and hope you're doing ok
I love your content, i find u so relatable and also your rants are so interesting to me. So glad your back :D
She is backkkk
IM SO HAPPY YOU’RE BACK!!!!!
Glad you are back! Getting psych med cocktails "right" is a process. I'm glad you found something that works for you.
I love this channel and I love your new hair 🖤
The purple looks so good on you! Love your new haircut =D
I know what you mean but I don't know if your hair is really the thing that makes you "you," even if it is a major part of 'look.' You're wonderful as you are! And thanks for your discussion about anti-depressants, and I'm glad you've found something that's working for you! It's been a struggle
oh my god you posted!!! i’m so excited for this video
i dont think yk how happy i get when you upload a video
I miss you Sm, I’ve been waiting all summer for you to post beacuse your channel is really conforting. Also your literal my scene idol even though I’m more emo than scene now a days your still my favorite channel. Honesty your videos where so conforting last year when I was going though a lot :))
IM SO HAPPY UOU UPLOADED IVE BEEN REBINGING TOUR VIDEOS ALL WEEK AHDGHS
welcome back !!!!!!!!!
Welcome back!! 🖤🖤
I think your roots turned out really good at the end! I really enjoy the purple in general but it looks v nice on u
ILY ACIDMILK💙💙
Welcome back also that hot pastel pink reminded me of Cyndi Lauper from her Girls Just Wanna Have Fun
HARD TO REMOVE IS JUST WHAT I NEED 😲
Because my hair is ..or at least is supposed to be perma pink!
I needs to buy this stuff
just subscribed! man all you were talking about with the medication adjustments really got me. I was on similar ones and I can definitely empathize to some of what you were saying! so cool of you to be so open about it, but i can understand it must be so exhausting,,, on another note i miss the feck out of pixie hollow!!! im so sad they stopped it
Literally fucking love drew and i love you for loving drew to
So glad you're back!
I was rewatching some of your videos yesterday, welcome back!
also i wanna point out that it does feel like were on facetime when i watch your channel- its my fav thing tbh
IM SO HAPPY YOURE BACK
Nice to see you’re alive
I have been waiting for you to post! I'm so hapyyyy
You’re back!! :DDD
I'm so happy u posted again! I hope ur doing good!
I'm glad you're back! I love your content and personality :)