I hardly go outdoors i love being home .You wont see me out there. 😊today i am going out for something i left at work.i find peace deep within my self-awareness ❤OH i notice you ❤😊 i love you without expectations.❤exactly no one can fill the void in ones heart this is called codependent on someone self love finds true love❤No day was wasted you learned alot the God of the universe opened your mind❤
All I want is for you to love who you want to love and be loved in return and your life become peaceful and blessed I am certain that life is not with me there is no proof or evidence of any longing or desire to be close or to make a life a future together with me I am so weary of the fight of the drama of the challenges and complications that leave feelings inadequate and unloved and unwanted Maybe someday, someone will want to love me though I doubt it for you are the one I believed God brought to me to understand and care for and to help healing for both of us We both hurt and are scared But I am so tired of being strong and positive and wanting the accusation of being a "dreamer" haunts me How I hate being judged by people who don't know me within the next few days I will know if you really care or if I am only a vessel to meet your needs regardless of mine I am reeling in emotions and pain loving my family with the underlying knowledge of being unloved I don't know how to feel or respond or react or what to expect somany promises and lies and expectations disappointments Am I such an easy target to use and abuse? If this turns out to be true then know I will never ever for the rest of my life ever trust anyone else be kind or giving to anyone I would rather hate and be safe... for that seems to work for so many others I've given lifetime to being good so I can be loved Guess what? It really doesn't matter Because really cares... not you not my parents or siblings or my kids or my friends my life is worth nothing if you are not real, then I want to die You are my last chance for happiness if this is all a lie, then I forfeit all else and pray for the end... because could be worse than living in the hell that is my life
I am sorry i did this. But not intentionally hiding. I wish we found each other because i wanted to be with you. I understand your pains because i felt the same when i couldnt find you. Pls forgive me. I agree that we dont rely on others but finding ourself. We keep missing each other and its disappointing. The reality is we are together. Lessons for new year is to make our love real. Also, we must fix the time and place if we want to meet because riddles and guesses wont work. We always miss each other. Thanks for the message on lessons.
I don't know anything, I just know that I am only yours completely and this feeling gives me strength and immense satisfaction. You are my soul's peace and power my power house. You mean home to me my love. You are always very worthy, very special, very precious to me my lifeline. You are like life to me my precious other half. 💓💞♥️😘❣️❤️💝
Still in the same place Spent the year being attacked continually by you and all your "friends"and mourning my brother and you. I really, really loved you Waste? No it was about finding yourself ...I once told you that.told you all you needed to know..oh right I am a liar I tried to show you I was only good enough to play games with... know how that feels? Yeah ...Used .. Yeah, hey good for you Nice to know you have found yourself while destroying any little love and happiness I had trying to help you. Hey, good for you Nice to know someone else gets the best of you. I am happy for you Much love and many blessings to you and yours always 🙏
I’m sorry I can’t listen to this anymore but I’m glad you realize that all you needed was to love yourself. I have to let you go now because I can’t listen anymore. It’s making me sad because I have a feeling I just lost you. God bless you my love don’t ever forget to stop loving don’t ever stop loving yourself. Yeah that’s exactly what you deserve. 8:36
I’m sorry you wasted your time looking for me I guess now it means that now that you’ve learned to love yourself you don’t need me anymore. I’m sad that you don’t need me but I’m happy that you learn to love yourself if you think that we are through please don’t forget to let me know OK all I want is for you to be happy but I don’t want to be holding on to somebody that does it need me so please if you ever loved me let me know that you’re moving on without me OK don’t leave me hanging by myself
Dali ti znaš kolikosam ja igubila vremena i mojih zivaca i stresa koliko sam ka izgubila da tobom damo si sebican i toje tvoj izgovor i tvo razlog yisi mene ceolo vreme lagao nemoj molimye svesam sada saznala da si me lagao nikadasam bila sa drugim kao yi nikad nisi mislo na mene kako možeš da budeš srećan da mene manepolisrs hvalati na tome uspeosi toje sve sada priča ❤❤
Iwhant to be with you so bad ly hunny I ant lovfe Noone else but you or iwhont be with Noone else but you is the one Iwhant to loveyouyou just had ask in me iwhould be with you yes I love you
Baby..Hi,I except I want to meet you for a cup of Coffee..and needed discussion between us about our lives..Baby I want you..I know you think I don't know about the out side noise..and appinions about our connection..the truth is they are afraid of our connection and not everyone..wants to see this relationship survive..out of jelocy and malice..this relationship, having you in my life..to hold and love from this day foward means Everything to me. I Love you S ❤❤❤❤
Do you know..I Love you unconditionally..Baby come and meet me for coffee..And I want to help you with the things that burden you..Give that weight of worry your carring babe..hand that worry to me let me carry this problem now..❤❤❤❤❤
I hardly go outdoors i love being home .You wont see me out there. 😊today i am going out for something i left at work.i find peace deep within my self-awareness ❤OH i notice you ❤😊 i love you without expectations.❤exactly no one can fill the void in ones heart this is called codependent on someone self love finds true love❤No day was wasted you learned alot the God of the universe opened your mind❤
All I want is for you to love who you want to love and be loved in return and your life become peaceful and blessed
I am certain that life is not with me
there is no proof or evidence of any longing or desire to be close or to make a life
a future together with me
I am so weary of the fight
of the drama
of the challenges
and complications
that leave feelings inadequate
and unloved
and unwanted
Maybe someday, someone will want to love me
though I doubt it
for you are the one I believed God brought to me
to understand
and care for
and to help healing for both of us
We both hurt
and are scared
But I am so tired
of being strong
and positive
and wanting
the accusation of being a "dreamer"
haunts me
How I hate being judged by people who don't know me
within the next few days I will know if you really care
or if I am only a vessel to meet your needs
regardless of mine
I am reeling in emotions
and pain
loving my family
with the underlying knowledge of
being unloved
I don't know how to feel
or respond
or react
or what to expect
somany promises
and lies
and expectations
disappointments
Am I such an easy target to use and abuse?
If this turns out to be true
then know I will never ever for the rest of my life
ever trust anyone else
be kind or giving to anyone
I would rather hate and be safe...
for that seems to work for so many others
I've given lifetime to being good
so I can be loved
Guess what?
It really doesn't matter
Because really cares...
not you
not my parents
or siblings
or my kids
or my friends
my life is worth nothing
if you are not real,
then I want to die
You are my last chance for happiness
if this is all a lie,
then I forfeit all else
and pray for the end...
because could be worse than living in the hell that is my life
Congratulations. I am very happy for you. May God bless you
I am sorry i did this. But not intentionally hiding. I wish we found each other because i wanted to be with you. I understand your pains because i felt the same when i couldnt find you. Pls forgive me. I agree that we dont rely on others but finding ourself. We keep missing each other and its disappointing. The reality is we are together.
Lessons for new year is to make our love real. Also, we must fix the time and place if we want to meet because riddles and guesses wont work. We always miss each other. Thanks for the message on lessons.
Good message. Its a positive way to look at wasted time.
I don't know anything, I just know that I am only yours completely and this feeling gives me strength and immense satisfaction. You are my soul's peace and power my power house. You mean home to me my love. You are always very worthy, very special, very precious to me my lifeline. You are like life to me my precious other half. 💓💞♥️😘❣️❤️💝
Still in the same place
Spent the year being attacked continually by you and all your "friends"and mourning my brother and you. I really, really loved you
Waste?
No it was about finding yourself ...I once told you that.told you all you needed to know..oh right I am a liar
I tried to show you
I was only good enough to play games with... know how that feels? Yeah ...Used ..
Yeah, hey good for you
Nice to know you have found yourself while destroying any little love and happiness I had trying to help you.
Hey, good for you
Nice to know someone else gets the best of you.
I am happy for you
Much love and many blessings to you and yours always 🙏
I thought exactly the same...
Yes me too ..
I’m sorry I can’t listen to this anymore but I’m glad you realize that all you needed was to love yourself. I have to let you go now because I can’t listen anymore. It’s making me sad because I have a feeling I just lost you. God bless you my love don’t ever forget to stop loving don’t ever stop loving yourself. Yeah that’s exactly what you deserve. 8:36
Get you hold you ❤ 💓👄🌹🫶‼️
MAYBE ITS THE ONE U ASK TO MARRY U LAST NT.ON CHRISTMAS.HOPE U FOUND YOUR TRUE LOVE.
wasted days
I wasted 6 years Looking for you😊
But I am always there for you every time you look for me
Faith trust truth peace
Knuckle down and do it one day at a time.
I been waiting since October
❤. ❤❤❤❤❤ ❤❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ OXONE PARQE WAS. ONE.
Who are you how come i don't know who you are i will pray 🙏 for you don't worry you will find you and will make sense
I’m sorry you wasted your time looking for me I guess now it means that now that you’ve learned to love yourself you don’t need me anymore. I’m sad that you don’t need me but I’m happy that you learn to love yourself if you think that we are through please don’t forget to let me know OK all I want is for you to be happy but I don’t want to be holding on to somebody that does it need me so please if you ever loved me let me know that you’re moving on without me OK don’t leave me hanging by myself
Huney you never lost me you know that i steel with you ok i waite for you untill you come to see me
I did THE SAME. ❤ !!!!! GOD 1:57 KNOWS
Dali ti znaš kolikosam ja igubila vremena i mojih zivaca i stresa koliko sam ka izgubila da tobom damo si sebican i toje tvoj izgovor i tvo razlog yisi mene ceolo vreme lagao nemoj molimye svesam sada saznala da si me lagao nikadasam bila sa drugim kao yi nikad nisi mislo na mene kako možeš da budeš srećan da mene manepolisrs hvalati na tome uspeosi toje sve sada priča ❤❤
I spent the same 7:00 ❤
Am awake
I am waiting for you
Do you think the days are waisted?
Sorry for us
I live ininsfale
My sweethart
You have binfound you can have me
Over a year
Iwhould be with me
Someone told me you are getting married son to 3 Party! Is another guy! that true? I thought she was marrying another guy!
Iwhant to be with you so bad ly hunny I ant lovfe Noone else but you or iwhont be with Noone else but you is the one Iwhant to loveyou
Iwhant to be with you so bad ly hunny I ant lovfe Noone else but you or iwhont be with Noone else but you is the one Iwhant to loveyouyou just had ask in me iwhould be with you yes I love you
Stop saying that
How many?
Baby..Hi,I except I want to meet you for a cup of Coffee..and needed discussion between us about our lives..Baby I want you..I know you think I don't know about the out side noise..and appinions about our connection..the truth is they are afraid of our connection and not everyone..wants to see this relationship survive..out of jelocy and malice..this relationship, having you in my life..to hold and love from this day foward means Everything to me. I Love you S ❤❤❤❤
Do you know..I Love you unconditionally..Baby come and meet me for coffee..And I want to help you with the things that burden you..Give that weight of worry your carring babe..hand that worry to me let me carry this problem now..❤❤❤❤❤
@@RPweldingRandaltell me where? Pls dont do ghosting.
Give me a hint your initials. Then i know you are real.
Love you Hun looking forward to New year😅😊❤
Omg no
So what r saying you dont want me i think you better tell me whats goingbon
What can I do a 12:49 to talk in private with only you again
❤️🩹
No
Who is this sorry I'm soxsorrywho are you
Im not looking for you
U want only my attention
I too I am not dependent on u i value ur feelings that's all over everything ❤
Just dreamt of you 🫶🟤🤎🟤. I allways will i messed it up it was never you 🤎‼️🫶🌹
No