I am praying everyday for a redemptive pregnancy. My 1st was born prematurely at 29 weeks we spent 3 months in the NICU with complications. He's now a happy & healthy 4 year old & im ready for another baby but I am petrified of going through a quarter of what I did with my son. Lord hear my prayers!
I’m so sorry God bless you heart ❤ one month ago I lost my third pregnancy I was 8 weeks 😊 take care wait for the Lord He got this for you true Miracle Can happen just wait for the Lord The Lord is close to the brokenhearted; he rescues those whose spirits are crushed" (Psalm 34:18)
God is Faithful, my baby girl was stillborn in 2019 and now I am holding my 2weeks old baby boy. Continue praying and trusting God, take care of your body and remain hopeful❤
I suffered a traumatic loss my last pregnancy, and though I had planned on trying again at a later time, I am currently 27 weeks pregnant with a surprise rainbow baby. I have several high risk factors, most especially I am high risk for pre term labor and have so many negative and scary symptoms that constantly make me wonder if something is wrong. It was been the worse pregnancy I have ever experienced and am struggling physically, mentally and spiritually. I feel God is testing my faith in Him, and I constantly have to remind myself that it is in His hands, but I can definitely relate to having so many negative thoughts, and it is very hard. Thank you for sharing your story, it brought tears to my eyes ❤
When my husband died a month and a half ago after a long illness, he promised me he’d ask the Lord to send me a butterfly and a cardinal, and I’d know he was healed and with his Maker. I saw the cardinal yesterday. And I think the butterfly was the one on your foot. ❤
I appreciate how you acknowledged the fear of loving your second baby as much as your first. I had the exact same fear and doubt when I was pregnant with my second. But you are 100% right. Our hearts are made to multiply and love so much and that’s exactly what happened with my second child. It’s so nice to hear that I wasn’t alone in that thought. I now can’t imagine my family without my son AND my daughter ❤️
God is so good! May He always show himself in the still, quiet moments as He did with the butterfly. What a simply way to show He is aware and cares for us! ❤
Lexie! I’m only 10 mins in and I’ve cried 3 times! This is so relatable as I’m pregnant with our 2nd and I bonded so much with my 1st as he had multiple congenital heart defects and surgery at 6 months for something else. And like yourself, I see my son with other babies and have the same vision for the Lord that he was made to be the oldest sibling. I’ve been anticipating this video to rejoice in your story which I am! I just didn’t know how much the timing would align with what I needed to hear. Thank you Jesus for your loving care and Lexie’s obedience in what to say and when to share it! K now I will go watch the rest of the video! ♥️
This video made me tear up for sure! In 2021 I was 29 weeks pregnant and our whole family got Covid. I ended up getting worse to the point where I needed to be hospitalized and the doctor told me they wanted to intubate me in the ICU and do a C-section to make sure the baby had enough oxygen. It was so shocking and scary at the time, but one of the ways God showed his faithfulness so powerfully was my manager came to visit me (I couldn't have visitors but I'm a nurse and she was working so she was allowed in) and she prayed for me and brought me a little stuffed lion. She didn't know at the time that we were naming our baby Judah, and I instantly knew that the Lion of Judah was going to bring us through everything ok. I was intubated and ended up a total of 6 days in the hospital. I didn't get to meet Judah until he was 8 days old because of COVID quarantine rules. He ended up being in the NICU for over a month and a half, but God was faithful through it all. I just found out I am pregnant again and am praying for a redemptive birth story free of the fear, shame, guilt, and pain that we struggled with the last time. Thank you for sharing your redemption story!
Its so interesting because i think most women have the same feeling during their second pregnancy. I remember crying worring about the same thing. Love is amazing! There is no end!
Thank you so much for sharing what God is doing in your (and your families) life❤ This is what being His body is, being real, sharing the ups and downs and sharing our testimonies to build eachother up. I have never been pregnant (as far as I know), and almost 11 years ago I think God spoke and asked me if I wanted children outside or inside marriage. And I answered I knew His will and if He wants children inside marriage I wanted it too (I wasn't married at that time and with another person). But the longer I am not getting pregnant, the more attack there is on those words. For me your story feels so dubble: I feel the Lord is helping me grow in perseverence and I still have hope I will be a mother. But on the other side (I am not jealous of your story), but I long sooooo bad for God to speak and confirm to me as He did to you. I hear a lot of words of wisdom, prophesies etc for other people, but I feel that for my own situation He is quiet for a long time. Last week/2 weeks ago the Holy Spirit showed me that the enemy has succeeded in letting me look back every menstruation to how long time has passed that I am not pregnant (12 years). I am so thankful God showed me that, because this week although my PMS was really bad, yesterday when my period came I was okay because the lies of the enemy were exposed and didn't have a hold on me. I don't know why, but from the beginning I have no desire to persue IUI or IVF, because I want God to get al the honor and glory. I don't judge women who do, I believe everybody must follow what got puts in her/his heart. But that means I have to wait on His time, and not mine. And that is so hard, that sometimes I start to doubt. But not in a way I feel it was my own choice instead of His plan, but more as the enemy is putting doubt in my mind or it is my impatient. flesh. God IS Working, He IS a Waymaker, a Miracle worker and a Promise keeper. And the love of me and my husband WILL multiply because He made us in His image and He is the God of Life❤
Lexie I cried with your testimony. Thank you, for sharing. When I came across your first video I was going through infertility issues. I remembered praying for you guys and crying for you all. Then I got pregnant had my baby girl in Feb 2021. Now, I am currently 30 weeks with our second baby girl. and I am crying my balls out. May God bless you and your beautiful family. ❤❤Praise Jesus for everything!!! We love you all!!
Praying for a redemptive pregnancy for myself (in God’s timing) my 3 pregnancies so far have all been met with immense physical and emotional struggle. This video really ministered to me. I love when the holy spirit uses other people to speak to us. I had the same fears as far as loving my second as much as my first. That fear went away between baby #2 & #3. It was so beautifully said to me that the love we are called to have, God’s love, is not just for one person. If another person were to accept salvation and enter into the family of God, would God struggle to love them? Would God worry that He would have enough love?? No! So God will ALWAYS be faithful to give us enough love for any many children as He wants to bless us with. ❤️
SUCH a beautiful story! Thank you for sharing, Lexie-you’re a great storyteller! I shouldn’t be surprised since God speaks through the radio, dreams, and nature so often but it never ceases to amaze me every time He does since it’s so different each time. I’m excited for the cozy winter home birth story and Craig’s perspective on losing his job and making a career shift!
I was burdened by the thoughts of "how do I love another baby like I love my first" and worried about what my bond with my 2nd would be. And like you, so many people told me you will love them the same and I wish I believed them but truly you cant "believe" it until your next baby comes and you experience it. It's so so true. And such a universal thing for us mama's!
Wowow beautiful testimony ❤ God bless your family one month ago I lost my third pregnancy 🤰 I was 8 weeks I thought the baby will survive I was bleeding this also happen with my first pregnancy but now my rainbow baby daughter will be 8 soon and my second pregnancy was a bonus baby from God she will 7 soon back to back baby ❤ but I getting better ❤️🩹
My son turns 3 next month and I am almost 9 weeks pregnant with an unplanned but very much loved baby. I am going through some of these thoughts, I love my son so much I can’t imagine having room to share that love with a new baby. I wasn’t sure how much my son could understand but he’s already touching my belly and saying baby sister, and we don’t even know the gender yet.
Thank you, Lexie for sharing your testimony! What a powerful testimony!! It really touched my heart and blessed me!! Looking forward to the birth story video!! Many blessings!!❤️❤️❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽
Wow. I love your heart for Jesus and your genuineness. I am praying for provision and abundance to enjoy for your family! God bless you! And I see how he has already! Wow. Thank you for sharing. Excited for more videos!
This video is so relatable to me and touched me in some specific ways. Birth/pregnancy trauma is no joke but He is the God who heals and redeems! Also I'm dying to know where you're headband is from ?❤
Your story and the other comments remind me of this sermon I heard the other day by Cody Zorn at Bible Missionary Baptist Church. I hope it blesses you. ua-cam.com/video/fDQTcvn9wi0/v-deo.htmlsi=12yG4-RASyuxZD5F
I am praying everyday for a redemptive pregnancy. My 1st was born prematurely at 29 weeks we spent 3 months in the NICU with complications. He's now a happy & healthy 4 year old & im ready for another baby but I am petrified of going through a quarter of what I did with my son. Lord hear my prayers!
My daughter was born sleeping at 22 weeks last month . I have been praying
For a redemptive pregnancy after this hard loss 💗
I’m so sorry God bless you heart ❤ one month ago I lost my third pregnancy I was 8 weeks 😊 take care wait for the Lord He got this for you true Miracle Can happen just wait for the Lord
The Lord is close to the brokenhearted; he rescues those whose spirits are crushed" (Psalm 34:18)
God is Faithful, my baby girl was stillborn in 2019 and now I am holding my 2weeks old baby boy. Continue praying and trusting God, take care of your body and remain hopeful❤
I suffered a traumatic loss my last pregnancy, and though I had planned on trying again at a later time, I am currently 27 weeks pregnant with a surprise rainbow baby. I have several high risk factors, most especially I am high risk for pre term labor and have so many negative and scary symptoms that constantly make me wonder if something is wrong. It was been the worse pregnancy I have ever experienced and am struggling physically, mentally and spiritually. I feel God is testing my faith in Him, and I constantly have to remind myself that it is in His hands, but I can definitely relate to having so many negative thoughts, and it is very hard. Thank you for sharing your story, it brought tears to my eyes ❤
When my husband died a month and a half ago after a long illness, he promised me he’d ask the Lord to send me a butterfly and a cardinal, and I’d know he was healed and with his Maker. I saw the cardinal yesterday. And I think the butterfly was the one on your foot. ❤
I appreciate how you acknowledged the fear of loving your second baby as much as your first. I had the exact same fear and doubt when I was pregnant with my second. But you are 100% right. Our hearts are made to multiply and love so much and that’s exactly what happened with my second child. It’s so nice to hear that I wasn’t alone in that thought. I now can’t imagine my family without my son AND my daughter ❤️
God is so good! May He always show himself in the still, quiet moments as He did with the butterfly. What a simply way to show He is aware and cares for us! ❤
Lexie! I’m only 10 mins in and I’ve cried 3 times! This is so relatable as I’m pregnant with our 2nd and I bonded so much with my 1st as he had multiple congenital heart defects and surgery at 6 months for something else. And like yourself, I see my son with other babies and have the same vision for the Lord that he was made to be the oldest sibling.
I’ve been anticipating this video to rejoice in your story which I am! I just didn’t know how much the timing would align with what I needed to hear. Thank you Jesus for your loving care and Lexie’s obedience in what to say and when to share it! K now I will go watch the rest of the video! ♥️
This video made me tear up for sure! In 2021 I was 29 weeks pregnant and our whole family got Covid. I ended up getting worse to the point where I needed to be hospitalized and the doctor told me they wanted to intubate me in the ICU and do a C-section to make sure the baby had enough oxygen. It was so shocking and scary at the time, but one of the ways God showed his faithfulness so powerfully was my manager came to visit me (I couldn't have visitors but I'm a nurse and she was working so she was allowed in) and she prayed for me and brought me a little stuffed lion. She didn't know at the time that we were naming our baby Judah, and I instantly knew that the Lion of Judah was going to bring us through everything ok. I was intubated and ended up a total of 6 days in the hospital. I didn't get to meet Judah until he was 8 days old because of COVID quarantine rules. He ended up being in the NICU for over a month and a half, but God was faithful through it all. I just found out I am pregnant again and am praying for a redemptive birth story free of the fear, shame, guilt, and pain that we struggled with the last time. Thank you for sharing your redemption story!
Wowow true miracle God bless your family have safe pregnancy
Your a strong woman of God! I love your testimony about your kids! God is blessing your family🙏
Its so interesting because i think most women have the same feeling during their second pregnancy. I remember crying worring about the same thing. Love is amazing! There is no end!
Thank you so much for sharing what God is doing in your (and your families) life❤ This is what being His body is, being real, sharing the ups and downs and sharing our testimonies to build eachother up.
I have never been pregnant (as far as I know), and almost 11 years ago I think God spoke and asked me if I wanted children outside or inside marriage. And I answered I knew His will and if He wants children inside marriage I wanted it too (I wasn't married at that time and with another person). But the longer I am not getting pregnant, the more attack there is on those words.
For me your story feels so dubble: I feel the Lord is helping me grow in perseverence and I still have hope I will be a mother. But on the other side (I am not jealous of your story), but I long sooooo bad for God to speak and confirm to me as He did to you. I hear a lot of words of wisdom, prophesies etc for other people, but I feel that for my own situation He is quiet for a long time. Last week/2 weeks ago the Holy Spirit showed me that the enemy has succeeded in letting me look back every menstruation to how long time has passed that I am not pregnant (12 years). I am so thankful God showed me that, because this week although my PMS was really bad, yesterday when my period came I was okay because the lies of the enemy were exposed and didn't have a hold on me.
I don't know why, but from the beginning I have no desire to persue IUI or IVF, because I want God to get al the honor and glory. I don't judge women who do, I believe everybody must follow what got puts in her/his heart. But that means I have to wait on His time, and not mine. And that is so hard, that sometimes I start to doubt. But not in a way I feel it was my own choice instead of His plan, but more as the enemy is putting doubt in my mind or it is my impatient. flesh.
God IS Working, He IS a Waymaker, a Miracle worker and a Promise keeper. And the love of me and my husband WILL multiply because He made us in His image and He is the God of Life❤
Wow, you have me 😭 with your testimony of redemption! So thankful you shared your pregnancy and birth story.
Lexie I cried with your testimony. Thank you, for sharing. When I came across your first video I was going through infertility issues. I remembered praying for you guys and crying for you all. Then I got
pregnant had my baby girl
in Feb 2021. Now, I am
currently 30 weeks with our second baby girl. and I am crying my balls out. May God bless you and your beautiful family. ❤❤Praise Jesus for everything!!! We love you all!!
Praying for a redemptive pregnancy for myself (in God’s timing) my 3 pregnancies so far have all been met with immense physical and emotional struggle. This video really ministered to me. I love when the holy spirit uses other people to speak to us. I had the same fears as far as loving my second as much as my first. That fear went away between baby #2 & #3. It was so beautifully said to me that the love we are called to have, God’s love, is not just for one person. If another person were to accept salvation and enter into the family of God, would God struggle to love them? Would God worry that He would have enough love?? No! So God will ALWAYS be faithful to give us enough love for any many children as He wants to bless us with. ❤️
SUCH a beautiful story! Thank you for sharing, Lexie-you’re a great storyteller! I shouldn’t be surprised since God speaks through the radio, dreams, and nature so often but it never ceases to amaze me every time He does since it’s so different each time. I’m excited for the cozy winter home birth story and Craig’s perspective on losing his job and making a career shift!
I am so inspired by you every time I watch you, I thank the lord for the love you share and I know I’m not the only one!❤️🌎☮️
Congrats!!! Very happy for you!!
I was burdened by the thoughts of "how do I love another baby like I love my first" and worried about what my bond with my 2nd would be. And like you, so many people told me you will love them the same and I wish I believed them but truly you cant "believe" it until your next baby comes and you experience it. It's so so true. And such a universal thing for us mama's!
Your story gave me chills and tear up the entire time. Specially that butterfly ❤️
Praise God ✝️🙏✝️
I so appreciate you sharing this with us. God is so so good, what a testimony !!
Wowow beautiful testimony ❤ God bless your family one month ago I lost my third pregnancy 🤰 I was 8 weeks I thought the baby will survive I was bleeding this also happen with my first pregnancy but now my rainbow baby daughter will be 8 soon and my second pregnancy was a bonus baby from God she will 7 soon back to back baby ❤ but I getting better ❤️🩹
Wow the butterfly gave me goosebumps.. how beautiful! ❤
Praise God !! He is so good ❤thank you for sharing your testimony
Oh Lexie what a beautiful story about healing and joy. Thank you for sharing your heart.
My son turns 3 next month and I am almost 9 weeks pregnant with an unplanned but very much loved baby. I am going through some of these thoughts, I love my son so much I can’t imagine having room to share that love with a new baby. I wasn’t sure how much my son could understand but he’s already touching my belly and saying baby sister, and we don’t even know the gender yet.
Thank you, Lexie for sharing your testimony! What a powerful testimony!! It really touched my heart and blessed me!! Looking forward to the birth story video!! Many blessings!!❤️❤️❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽
I’m sitting here watching this video crying happy tears 🥹.
So happy for you 🫶🏻 thank you for sharing. We missed you!
Wow. I love your heart for Jesus and your genuineness. I am praying for provision and abundance to enjoy for your family! God bless you! And I see how he has already! Wow. Thank you for sharing. Excited for more videos!
Beautiful Story ❤ God is Good
❤ LOVE ❤
wow... that is so beautiful🥺i am so happy for you and your family... thank you for sharing 🧡
I love this!!! I'm so happy for you and your family!
My friend’s husband does FCA in California.
I’m so happy for you and God is Good always!
Love it. Lexi what happen to your eye?
I had a stye! 🫠 never has one before and they hurt lol
Amazing 🕊
The butterfly 🥹🥹🥹
Butterflies are my sign of redemption from the Lord too 🥹😭
Praying for you. On a side note did ya'wl do that headboard behind you?
Craig built it!
Beautiful❤❤❤
EMDR = Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing
❤️🙏🏻🙏🏻
Why do you have a black eye? 😦
Lol it’s not a black eye 😅 it was a stye on my eyelid
This video is so relatable to me and touched me in some specific ways. Birth/pregnancy trauma is no joke but He is the God who heals and redeems!
Also I'm dying to know where you're headband is from ?❤
It was a gift but a boutique in m my hometown!
❤️❤️❤️❤️
Your story and the other comments remind me of this sermon I heard the other day by Cody Zorn at Bible Missionary Baptist Church. I hope it blesses you.
ua-cam.com/video/fDQTcvn9wi0/v-deo.htmlsi=12yG4-RASyuxZD5F