0:24 I cared and loved my friend, but she isn't interested in me anymore. I slowly watched our friendship break and after that, she went away without even saying bye.
lyrics: here in the garden let's play a game i'll show you how it's done. here in the garden stand very still this'll be so much fun. and then she smiled that's what i'm after a smile in her eyes the sound of her laughter. happy to listen happy to play happily watching her drift away. happily waiting all on my own under the endless sky counting the seconds standing alone as a thousand of years go by. happily wondering night after night is this how it works? am i doing it right? happy to listen happy to stay happily watching her drift away you keep on turning pages for people who don't care, people who don't care, people who don't care, about you. and still, it takes you ages to see that no one's there. see that no one's there see that no one's there everyone's gone on without you. finally something finally news about how the story ends she doesn't exist now survived by her son and all of her brand new friends. isn't that lovely? isn't that cool? and isn't that cruel? and aren't i a fool to have happily listen happy to stay happily watching her drift drift, drift away.
"And then when she smiled, and that's what i'm after. The smile in her eyes, the sound of her laughter." I wish i could hear u laugh once more. I wish i didn't cut you off, i wish i had just ignored the voices in my head instead of listening and hurting not only you but also myself.
this song hurts so much when your playing animal crossing just sitting down at a iron table on a small chair it’s just one with your fake birthday cake it hurts
as someone with social anxiety, this is what the song reminds me of: after spending half the schoolyear friendless, sitting alone at lunch, you finally meet a friend. her name is diamond, pink is her fave color. she laughs at the lame jokes you tell, she loves to play games with you, but after a while, things change. the games you once played with her become games you play with yourself, cuz she drifting away. one day she asks you to play a game. you say yes. you pretend youre in a garden cuz your life is filled with lively flowers when shes around. "here in the garden, stand very still" she says. "this will be sm fun" you reply. she smiles, she laughs.... thats all you ever wanted. she walks away, you don't know why. "stand very still" she says again. so you do. youre happy to listen, happy to play, happily watching her drift away. you wait for her to come back, for what feels like thousands of years. as time goes by, you slowly lose hope, "wondering night after night: is this how it works, am i doing it right?"... you don't realize no ones there until you see she moved on without you. "finally something, finally news, bout how the story ends". she doesn't exist in your world now, surrounded by all of her brand new friends. "isnt that lovely, isnt that cool n isnt that cruel n arent i a fool?" you ask yourself for believing someone actually liked you, that someone was actually youre friend. youre broken cuz you were happy to listen, happy to stay, happily watching her drift, drift, drift away...
I miss her too.... it's been 7 months.... I still miss her...grandma i wish I could've done better! I wish I could've helped you when you ran out of substance to inhale. I knew this day would come my dad told me about it...but I never knew it would be so soon.....I don't blame anyone but myself for things I can't control including this one but I feel like I could've helped her and i should've been more close to her I feel guilty for ignoring it and not keeping in touch often but I cant control that either since she's days away....I wish I could hug her one last time...
@@Lianna_Is_Me i fell same, The worst thing is that I couldn't say goodbye to her, and the night before I felt bad, I felt that something bad was going to happen, and that's how it was, 4 days ago it was eight months since she died, And I'm still lamenting in silence...
It’s little funny how so many people come from edits but don’t know that the song is about a rock being abandoned by another rock, but more detailed a spinel abandoned by a diamond (because this song is from Steven universe) and the spinel was abandoned for 6 thousand years [context for the song]
This is so old so Lyrics: 0:01 ... 0:03 Here in the garden 0:06 Let's play a game 0:09 I'll show you how it's done 0:14 Here in the garden 0:17 Stand very still 0:20 This will be so much fun 0:25 And then she smiled, that's what I'm after 0:30 A smile in her eyes, the sound of her laughter 0:35 Happy to listen 0:38 Happy to play 0:40 Happily watching her drift away 0:49 Happily waiting 0:51 All on my own 0:53 Under the endless sky 1:00 Counting the seconds, standing alone 1:05 As thousands of years go by 1:10 Happily wondering, night after night 1:15 "Is this how it works?" 1:17 "Am I doing it right?" 1:21 Happy to listen 1:24 Happy to stay 1:26 Happily watching her drift away 1:39 You keep on turning pages, for people who don't care 1:46 People who don't care 1:49 People who don't care about you 1:53 And still it takes you ages 1:57 To see that no one's there 2:00 See that no one's there 2:02 Everyone's gone on without you 2:13 Finally something 2:16 Finally news 2:17 About how the story ends 2:22 She doesn't exist now 2:25 Survived by her son 2:27 And all of her brand new friends 2:33 Isn't that lovely? 2:36 Isn't that cool? 2:37 And isn't it cruel? 2:40 And aren't i a fool to have 2:43 Happily listened 2:46 Happily stayed 2:49 Happily watching her drift 2:55 Drift 2:58 Drift away
lyrics: here in the garden let's play a game i'll show you how it's done. here in the garden stand very still this'll be so much fun. and then she smiled that's what i'm after a smile in her eyes the sound of her laughter. happy to listen happy to play happily watching her drift away. happily waiting all on my own under the endless sky counting the seconds standing alone as a thousand of years go by. happily wondering night after night is this how it works? am i doing it right? happy to listen happy to stay happily watching her drift away you keep on turning pages for people who don't care, people who don't care about you. and still, it takes you ages to see that no one's there. see that no one's there see that no one's there everyone's gone on without you. finally something finally news about how the story ends she doesn't exist now survived by her son and all of her brand new friends. isn't that lovely? isn't that cool? and isn't that cruel? and aren't i a fool to have happily listen happy to stay happily watching her drift drift, drift away.
I love this it helps me let out my sadness of feeling left out and being bullied but just laughing it off while just crying and having a high chance for depression this song brings out the real smile in me which I don’t really give out habrá nice day if you are reading this and I hope you have a better teenage life than me :(
I loved him, I loved him so much. Now he's gone and left, threw my feelings aside and gone on with life like I never existed, like we never met in primary school, like I was never born in the same world as him. I wasted so many tears on him, I wasted so much ink and wasted all the pages in my notebook writing abt how I loved him so much, but to him, It was a lie. I was just a joke, A trophy for him to carry around and show off, I knew he didn't love me, but I loved him. My feelings never existed to him, when I cried he went into autopilot. Now he's gone and I miss him so much, he has blocked me but I still send my messages, knowing he'll never read them.
Hey dude i know that im just some stranger on the internet and i will never truly know how you feel but, you're worth so much okay? You are worthy of love and undivided attention, you are worthy of the love you showed him being shown back to you- whether or not it will be him who shows it . I know its easier said than done to realize ur worth and move on but i believe in you and i am proud of you for just being here today, i can't promise it will be easy but slowly the wound will heal- you weren't made especially for him so your life will move on eventually, it will be painful for a while tho which sucks but im rooting 4 you !! i hope you have a nice day and make sure to take care of yourself pls
This is making me remember all of my online friends who I have to this day still haven’t heard from. Sugarbear88, if you’re still out there, I miss you
I agree that people who listen to this felt like spinel when their time happened I can agree because in third grade I had this teacher who tried to help me half of the time but I had anger issues at the time and I would push here away and be angry but what hurts me the most is that she was nice and just wanted me to have the best life I could possibly have but I pushed her out all because of the rage I had at the time, she was nice and I wasn’t I know she still wants me to be the best I can be
its sad because i have a bestfriend who isnt so interested in me anymore but i am and im scared they'll drift away from me and so are they but i feel like they'll give up on me ahahah im in danger :,DD
i cared for so much for her. did she care for me back? i’ll never know. she manipulated me. i tried so hard to keep our friendship alive, but after a fight she said our friendship would die. she only came back when she wanted something from me. to my current 4 best friends: i love u guys sm. thank you for staying by my side even when i was an awful person. you guys are the reason i’m still here.
this seems SOO ODDLY SPECIFIC but its perfect for someone in a relationship that likes pranking, faking to be dead and they actually die and the partner is sad
Spinel is exactly like me. Waiting for someone I used to love to return. It damaged me app when they haven’t come back for so long Then my feelings got kept in me and I hunted the ones that were innocent.
Just kinda dumping this into the void to get it out of my system ------ I don't know if you knew this but I loved you from the start, your looks, your personality, your biting but funny remarks , I loved it all. I don't know if you realised or even remember this but on one day you saw your boyfriend while we were out with school. The exact words were "I just saw my boyfriend before," with a laugh and a smile. While it wasn't your fault, it ringed me out, just from the calm happiness of it. I distanced myself from you and even tried to avoid you for a few days, because I just didn't want to come to terms with it, but then you kept on talking to me, waving in the hallways. I knew I couldn't let you go,you were important to me. All the while ou get closer and closer to me, the less I feel I am able to keep these emotions welled up inside. It's agonising. I tried everything from talking to plenty of other girls and even telling you about them. That way you also would have no clue how I felt. I told everyone I know, even my dad who I tell everything, that you were just a friend and that I wasn't planning on taking it any further, all to trick myself but i just couldn't. And I now wonder if I were to bleed this information out in an emotional outburst, would you still look at me the same. Then again would I want you too...
yeah lol i tried so hard to hold onto our foundations but you just had to go and break them more. you’ve got new people now, i’m nothing to you. all of those childhood memories we made mean nothing. i miss you, but you’re never gonna be the person i thought you were
this remind me of my cat that was just 3 months old.. she was just to young to die my mom told me at may 14 but didnt told me at may 13 i still remember her.. she was my very first dearest angel even her siblings died infront of my eyes...idk why i had to witness that but this song rlly made me cried it reminded me all the bad things that happened to my life...i literally cried while listening to this
no because this is so sad, spinel listened to pink diamond and expected her to come back. she didn't even move a muscle for like thousands of years only to hear her own diamond died. can you imagine that? she only wanted pink to be happy so she listened.
"Happily wondering night after night is this how it works?......Am I doing it right?.........." "And then she smiled, And that's what I'm after! The smile in her eyes, the sound of her laughter" "And still it takes you ages! To see that no ones there.......[×2] everyone's gone on without........You......" "Finally something finally new! About how the story ends........she doesn't exist now. Survived by her son..........and all of her brand new friends............? isn't that lovely? isn't that cool? And isn't that cruel? And aren't I a fool? To have, happily listened.........happily stayed..........happily watching her drift away." I relate to her. I know what it's like to be left behind.
![hermit the frog [slowed & reverb] | marina](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/F2xmfTbwoLQ/mqdefault.jpg)
ua-cam.com/video/LQPJUfYgqTs/v-deo.html is the original cover of this song !!!
@Jonas Malcolm Yes, I've been watching at Flixzone for a while now and it's one of the best streaming services!
The best cover of this song I've heard
You’re the same one that said the Mars Bars cover was great
@@kanyes_p1nkpolo is the joke that they’re the same person
Literally
@@des3386 lll
@@AzraelSoyMilk what
0:24 I cared and loved my friend, but she isn't interested in me anymore. I slowly watched our friendship break and after that, she went away without even saying bye.
i’m sorry that happened to u :( i’ve had it happen to me to and it sucks.
that happened to me and i still get emotional pain flashbacks.
It hurts, but I promise you will be okay❤️❤️❤️
its so sad because this really happened to me... im feel bad sometimes because i dont do nothing about
same
Now I realize Spinel was Lonely and probably felt like a fool just like most of us
well she was kinda standing still for thousands of years 😋
@@cozyish3110 STPO
@@cozyish3110 PLS BYE
Who is Spinel?
@@MegaChad_ it is the main antagonist from stevens universe this cover is a cover of a song from stevens universe :))
lyrics:
here in the garden
let's play a game
i'll show you how it's done.
here in the garden
stand very still
this'll be so much fun.
and then she smiled
that's what i'm after
a smile in her eyes
the sound of her laughter.
happy to listen
happy to play
happily watching her drift away.
happily waiting
all on my own
under the endless sky
counting the seconds
standing alone
as a thousand of years go by.
happily wondering
night after night
is this how it works?
am i doing it right?
happy to listen
happy to stay
happily watching her drift away
you keep on turning pages for people who don't care, people who don't care, people who don't care, about you.
and still, it takes you ages to see that no one's there.
see that no one's there
see that no one's there
everyone's gone on without you.
finally something
finally news
about how the story ends
she doesn't exist now
survived by her son
and all of her brand new friends.
isn't that lovely?
isn't that cool?
and isn't that cruel?
and aren't i a fool to have
happily listen
happy to stay
happily watching her drift
drift, drift away.
Wow thank you!
HAVE A GOOD DAYYYY
THANK YOU!!!
Have a amazing day TYSM!😭💗💗💗
i cant get over 2:32 like it sounds so good!! "isn't that lovely, isn't that cool?" ahh i wish there was a loop of just that part
i think thats the best part tbh
@@Isa-on5kg yess
Just click the timestamp and when it gets to the part you don't like, click it again!
@@XxOmoriPlushie_GamingxX i know lol i do that but i wish it could just keep playing by itself, also i like the whole song so its fine
"And then when she smiled, and that's what i'm after. The smile in her eyes, the sound of her laughter." I wish i could hear u laugh once more. I wish i didn't cut you off, i wish i had just ignored the voices in my head instead of listening and hurting not only you but also myself.
I cant relate to anything more than this rn im just trying to ignore my mind and im sorry you felt that way too :(
@@izabeljuncanariu7304 it's gonna be better.
Wel...
That's on u 🧎
@@xinzhanghu6479 That's what they said...
everything will be fine.
this song hurts so much when your playing animal crossing just sitting down at a iron table on a small chair it’s just one with your fake birthday cake it hurts
That sounds sad....well uh....here it's not real and I'm late but here:
🎂🎁🎈Happy Late Birthday!
Happy birthday 🎉🎁 ❤
Happy birthday 🎉🎉🎉❤
as someone with social anxiety, this is what the song reminds me of:
after spending half the schoolyear friendless, sitting alone at lunch, you finally meet a friend. her name is diamond, pink is her fave color. she laughs at the lame jokes you tell, she loves to play games with you, but after a while, things change. the games you once played with her become games you play with yourself, cuz she drifting away. one day she asks you to play a game. you say yes. you pretend youre in a garden cuz your life is filled with lively flowers when shes around. "here in the garden, stand very still" she says. "this will be sm fun" you reply. she smiles, she laughs.... thats all you ever wanted. she walks away, you don't know why. "stand very still" she says again. so you do. youre happy to listen, happy to play, happily watching her drift away. you wait for her to come back, for what feels like thousands of years. as time goes by, you slowly lose hope, "wondering night after night: is this how it works, am i doing it right?"... you don't realize no ones there until you see she moved on without you. "finally something, finally news, bout how the story ends". she doesn't exist in your world now, surrounded by all of her brand new friends. "isnt that lovely, isnt that cool n isnt that cruel n arent i a fool?" you ask yourself for believing someone actually liked you, that someone was actually youre friend. youre broken cuz you were happy to listen, happy to stay, happily watching her drift, drift, drift away...
The one dislike is from rose quartz
AHAHA TRUE
And the 18 other (dislikes) are from her spare acounts
@@emi4639 she has so many spare accounts cuz shes petty 😂
No, the dislikes are people that are crying too much because this song is beautiful and that they had to stop crying.
this is so beautiful. even the raw song, it’s so calming.
The origanal cover was from mars bars
this is a slowed version but still good :)
This cover makes me cry while i remember my grandmother... I miss her...
I'm so sorry. :( Just know they are in a better place.
Make sure to drink water and eat plenty food.
I miss her too....
it's been 7 months....
I still miss her...grandma i wish I could've done better!
I wish I could've helped you when you ran out of substance to inhale.
I knew this day would come my dad told me about it...but I never knew it would be so soon.....I don't blame anyone but myself for things I can't control including this one but I feel like I could've helped her and i should've been more close to her I feel guilty for ignoring it and not keeping in touch often but I cant control that either since she's days away....I wish I could hug her one last time...
@@SunnyTheSimp thanks :)
@@airamcrzzz
@@Lianna_Is_Me i fell same, The worst thing is that I couldn't say goodbye to her, and the night before I felt bad, I felt that something bad was going to happen, and that's how it was, 4 days ago it was eight months since she died, And I'm still lamenting in silence...
this song fit dazai so perfectly, and at the end of the song "drift away" he's probobly thinking about how the people he loved is gone
i think the one who drifted away is odasaku
@@seramitunin real
pretty sure he isnt hes an absolute mad man 💀💀
RIGHT@@gl1tchyg0r3
The peace in this cover is just really comfortable, I feel safe here 💗
💀💀
It’s little funny how so many people come from edits but don’t know that the song is about a rock being abandoned by another rock, but more detailed a spinel abandoned by a diamond (because this song is from Steven universe) and the spinel was abandoned for 6 thousand years [context for the song]
"happily watching her drift away." that hurt.
i’m a simple gal, i see dazai and steven universe i click
i never really got into steven universe but i love this song sm its pretty
THIS COVER IS SK GOOD
This is so old so
Lyrics:
0:01 ...
0:03 Here in the garden
0:06 Let's play a game
0:09 I'll show you how it's done
0:14 Here in the garden
0:17 Stand very still
0:20 This will be so much fun
0:25 And then she smiled, that's what I'm after
0:30 A smile in her eyes, the sound of her laughter
0:35 Happy to listen
0:38 Happy to play
0:40 Happily watching her drift away
0:49 Happily waiting
0:51 All on my own
0:53 Under the endless sky
1:00 Counting the seconds, standing alone
1:05 As thousands of years go by
1:10 Happily wondering, night after night
1:15 "Is this how it works?"
1:17 "Am I doing it right?"
1:21 Happy to listen
1:24 Happy to stay
1:26 Happily watching her drift away
1:39 You keep on turning pages, for people who don't care
1:46 People who don't care
1:49 People who don't care about you
1:53 And still it takes you ages
1:57 To see that no one's there
2:00 See that no one's there
2:02 Everyone's gone on without you
2:13 Finally something
2:16 Finally news
2:17 About how the story ends
2:22 She doesn't exist now
2:25 Survived by her son
2:27 And all of her brand new friends
2:33 Isn't that lovely?
2:36 Isn't that cool?
2:37 And isn't it cruel?
2:40 And aren't i a fool to have
2:43 Happily listened
2:46 Happily stayed
2:49 Happily watching her drift
2:55 Drift
2:58 Drift away
me waiting for the lyric person:🧍♀️
lyrics:
here in the garden
let's play a game
i'll show you how it's done.
here in the garden
stand very still
this'll be so much fun.
and then she smiled
that's what i'm after
a smile in her eyes
the sound of her laughter.
happy to listen
happy to play
happily watching her drift away.
happily waiting
all on my own
under the endless sky
counting the seconds
standing alone
as a thousand of years go by.
happily wondering
night after night
is this how it works?
am i doing it right?
happy to listen
happy to stay
happily watching her drift away
you keep on turning pages for people who don't care, people who don't care about you.
and still, it takes you ages to see that no one's there.
see that no one's there
see that no one's there
everyone's gone on without you.
finally something
finally news
about how the story ends
she doesn't exist now
survived by her son
and all of her brand new friends.
isn't that lovely?
isn't that cool?
and isn't that cruel?
and aren't i a fool to have
happily listen
happy to stay
happily watching her drift
drift, drift away.
@@valeee7229 thank you little lyric person🧍🏼♂️
@@Abner.me.obviously MEMSNFMQQ1 you're welcome
this song version do kinda inbody how after being abandon feels and abandonment trauma
perfect, absolute perfection.
0:24 I knew she faked loved me and loved her bestfriend instead. I gave her another chance, but the love wasn't there anymore
I felt that :(
0:23 AHHH I LOVE THIS PART SM
I love this it helps me let out my sadness of feeling left out and being bullied but just laughing it off while just crying and having a high chance for depression this song brings out the real smile in me which I don’t really give out habrá nice day if you are reading this and I hope you have a better teenage life than me :(
The chorous hits me so hard because it sounds like the life of a people pleaser
he left me for the summer of covid...i finally saw him thinking I would have a happy time with him again...he found someone else
i want to drift away to a endless, peaceful daydream laying in the grass, and watching the sunset.
An atmospheric song to listen to in the rain or on a trip ^^♡
GET THIS ON SPOTIFY SOMEBODY
Omg yes plssss
I loved him, I loved him so much. Now he's gone and left, threw my feelings aside and gone on with life like I never existed, like we never met in primary school, like I was never born in the same world as him. I wasted so many tears on him, I wasted so much ink and wasted all the pages in my notebook writing abt how I loved him so much, but to him, It was a lie. I was just a joke, A trophy for him to carry around and show off, I knew he didn't love me, but I loved him. My feelings never existed to him, when I cried he went into autopilot. Now he's gone and I miss him so much, he has blocked me but I still send my messages, knowing he'll never read them.
Hey dude i know that im just some stranger on the internet and i will never truly know how you feel but, you're worth so much okay? You are worthy of love and undivided attention, you are worthy of the love you showed him being shown back to you- whether or not it will be him who shows it . I know its easier said than done to realize ur worth and move on but i believe in you and i am proud of you for just being here today, i can't promise it will be easy but slowly the wound will heal- you weren't made especially for him so your life will move on eventually, it will be painful for a while tho which sucks but im rooting 4 you !! i hope you have a nice day and make sure to take care of yourself pls
i can relate to that, the the person i loved did the same thing.. :((
this version gives me flowers from 1970 vibes idrk
please do more, this makes me genuinely happy
This honestly deserves more hype
This is making me remember all of my online friends who I have to this day still haven’t heard from. Sugarbear88, if you’re still out there, I miss you
0:24 this part jut hits different.
And still, it takes you AGES to see that no one's there, see that no ones there, see that no one's there. Everyone's gone on without you..
i dont know why this makes me so happy
this is blessing to my ears omg
I NEEDED THISS, such a beautiful song.
Best song ever
0:24
THE DAZAI MAKES ME SADDER NO
This is my favourite song ever. Hits me deep.
I keep coming back
i cant get over this song its litterly stuck in my mind
this show has so many good songs
I love this literally was looking for this
so so so beautiful.
*[Nice cover!]*
thank you !!
this is the original of this cover btw!:) ua-cam.com/video/LQPJUfYgqTs/v-deo.html
I agree that people who listen to this felt like spinel when their time happened I can agree because in third grade I had this teacher who tried to help me half of the time but I had anger issues at the time and I would push here away and be angry but what hurts me the most is that she was nice and just wanted me to have the best life I could possibly have but I pushed her out all because of the rage I had at the time, she was nice and I wasn’t I know she still wants me to be the best I can be
Listening to this song after You left all your "friends" Just hit different
ilysm for this
0:24
Reminder for myself
AND THEN SHE SMILEDDDDD
AND THATS WHAT IM AFTERR
THE SMILE IN HER EYES,
THE SOUND OF HER LAUGHTER
:(((
Omg i love this so much!😍
*Banana fish and one of the best covers from another great show.. My life is conplete.*
Time to rewatch banana fish 😭
its sad because i have a bestfriend who isnt so interested in me anymore but i am and im scared they'll drift away from me and so are they but i feel like they'll give up on me ahahah im in danger :,DD
i cared for so much for her. did she care for me back? i’ll never know. she manipulated me. i tried so hard to keep our friendship alive, but after a fight she said our friendship would die. she only came back when she wanted something from me.
to my current 4 best friends: i love u guys sm. thank you for staying by my side even when i was an awful person. you guys are the reason i’m still here.
I miss her so much...
They have such a beautiful voice.
The voice is trillian.mp.3(i think)
this cover is so refreshing, does that make sense ? lmao
this seems SOO ODDLY SPECIFIC but its perfect for someone in a relationship that likes pranking, faking to be dead and they actually die and the partner is sad
I’m so sorry but my immediate thought was blocky from bfdi 💀😭
Still though I like this description for the song
0:24 is real..
Just a reminder Spinel was standing alone for the entirety of the show 🥲
...OMG
For 4000 years
This song reminds me of how you fell in love with someone who could never possibly like you back, and it hurts because, after all, thats love :(
I'm sorry but dazai just FITS
"isn't that lovely?"
March 28th
"Isn't that cool?"
April 4th
"And isn't it cruel?"
April 12th
"And aren't I a fool?"
May 8th
he left me with a shattered heart
0:23 & 1:10
0:30 love this part , my fav even tho sometimes people make that part very creepy for some reason
i luv this sm
meruem and komugi's song
crying
pov: you’re slowly losing your best friend but you’re to afraid to let go…
Amo tanto essa música 😿🌷
I love this song so much
This is really underrated
Pain
I LOVE IT SM TY TY
Spinel is exactly like me.
Waiting for someone I used to love to return.
It damaged me app when they haven’t come back for so long
Then my feelings got kept in me and I hunted the ones that were innocent.
Why can’t I delete this.
@@ハッピー-p1k YT doesnt want you to
shes my best friend and her bf doesn’t like her talking to anyone including me :/
Just kinda dumping this into the void to get it out of my system
------ I don't know if you knew this but I loved you from the start, your looks, your personality, your biting but funny remarks , I loved it all. I don't know if you realised or even remember this but on one day you saw your boyfriend while we were out with school. The exact words were "I just saw my boyfriend before," with a laugh and a smile. While it wasn't your fault, it ringed me out, just from the calm happiness of it. I distanced myself from you and even tried to avoid you for a few days, because I just didn't want to come to terms with it, but then you kept on talking to me, waving in the hallways. I knew I couldn't let you go,you were important to me. All the while ou get closer and closer to me, the less I feel I am able to keep these emotions welled up inside. It's agonising. I tried everything from talking to plenty of other girls and even telling you about them. That way you also would have no clue how I felt. I told everyone I know, even my dad who I tell everything, that you were just a friend and that I wasn't planning on taking it any further, all to trick myself but i just couldn't. And I now wonder if I were to bleed this information out in an emotional outburst, would you still look at me the same. Then again would I want you too...
I love this song
yeah lol
i tried so hard to hold onto our foundations but you just had to go and break them more.
you’ve got new people now, i’m nothing to you. all of those childhood memories we made mean nothing. i miss you, but you’re never gonna be the person i thought you were
at least she found someone new...i'm happy for her ...right ?
she was my friend ,she made me happy why..why did she do this to me ...
spinel vibes
I need a 1 hour version asap lol
I miss her with my heart
The 2 dislikes are from pink diamond and spinel
this remind me of my cat that was just 3 months old.. she was just to young to die my mom told me at may 14 but didnt told me at may 13 i still remember her.. she was my very first dearest angel even her siblings died infront of my eyes...idk why i had to witness that but this song rlly made me cried it reminded me all the bad things that happened to my life...i literally cried while listening to this
Dark 🖤
Dark 💜
Steven universe is an different world pls👊💀💀
dazai with is song💖✨
You’ve reached indie 🔮
no because this is so sad, spinel listened to pink diamond and expected her to come back. she didn't even move a muscle for like thousands of years only to hear her own diamond died. can you imagine that? she only wanted pink to be happy so she listened.
dazai + this song😻😻
amd when she smiles
This song keep playing in my brain 🥴
"Happily wondering night after night is this how it works?......Am I doing it right?.........."
"And then she smiled, And that's what I'm after! The smile in her eyes, the sound of her laughter"
"And still it takes you ages! To see that no ones there.......[×2] everyone's gone on without........You......"
"Finally something finally new! About how the story ends........she doesn't exist now. Survived by her son..........and all of her brand new friends............? isn't that lovely? isn't that cool? And isn't that cruel? And aren't I a fool? To have, happily listened.........happily stayed..........happily watching her drift away."
I relate to her. I know what it's like to be left behind.
Probs the only song I would like slowed down