I find myself coming to this song when im feeling completely empty and alone as i lay here alone this morning with dread for tomorrow to be here and for this week to already be over and for me to not be alone again for me to be able to sleep peacefully with him finally be at peace again
Here I am again, listening to this song again because I have once again lost myself and don’t know what to do with my life, I just keep telling myself I’m fine but I’m not.
I dont know why but I find myself coming to this song when I feel alone and I feel like knowone would ever like me and like I dont feel right anymore, I just wish that I could go back in time when I was happier that is when life was fun:(
As the world around me changes I often feel such weight baring down on me I dont know how to feel, what I feel or if I'm just feeling to much I'm so scared I cant handle the future Yet I vividly remember so much from the past Which means Ive handled so much I don't know what to do Where to go Or who to ask Can even at that? Who can you trust? So much haunts me Everyday it's like I'm fighting With every ounce, just to breath I try to distract myself by staying busy Yet mostly alone Because communication with other is such a hassle Yet also I feel a haste to communicate with and see everyone Because I love eveyone so much I'm just scared And how I feel lately Really scares me And the scestedst part Is I dont know how to explain it It's just deep , deep down Heart wrenching fear. Before a very toxic relationship last year It was different. I would have periods where I could best these feelings. Though this,even after so long. After being over them. I still have this deep, deep pain inside me. I feel like I'm insane sometimes. I wrote this comment, because when this song started my brain said GO. And now that I'm at the end of it. I feel so weird about even posting it. What the fuck
okay wow that is just so beautiful I actually can't explain other than it actually put me into tears and I didnt cry for so long so thank you and you should think about writing stuff like that because I feel like more people should read it. :) and if you do dont forget me when you're famous :')
@@maithajawali9899 Thank you so much for taking the time to read it. It's an honor to hear it moved you in that way. Thank you for your kind words and encouragement. I do write often. Sometimes I post these writting on Instagram (kevsplaylist). I really appreciate what you said, its helps me so much with not doubting the things like this, that come out of my head. Much love ♡
I relate to this a lot. I mainly just feel empty, I haven’t felt excitement or hope for the future since i was a kid, food has no taste, the suns warmth fades before i feel its touch. I dont care about maintaining relationships with family or friends, in fact iv slowly been pushing everyone away for some reason and i have no idea why. Im not sad or happy, im not worried about dying, im not suicidal and i dont need a hug. Forever stuck in a melancholy haze, like everything is monotone. It feels like i just happen to be here, constantly waiting, completely empty.
I am glad that you don!t have the balls to do it. Even if you'd have, don't do it. There's plenty of reasons to be happy in this world. Take care, friend.
Someone needs to make a version of this song w/o the singing
someone else did
I find myself coming to this song when im feeling completely empty and alone as i lay here alone this morning with dread for tomorrow to be here and for this week to already be over and for me to not be alone again for me to be able to sleep peacefully with him finally be at peace again
Take care
Know that u are loved we appreciate u and we will always care for u and no matter what never give up and know we will always be by your side ❤
That image right there, that is how I feel when I listen to this song.
Here I am again, listening to this song again because I have once again lost myself and don’t know what to do with my life, I just keep telling myself I’m fine but I’m not.
I dont know why but I find myself coming to this song when I feel alone and I feel like knowone would ever like me and like I dont feel right anymore, I just wish that I could go back in time when I was happier that is when life was fun:(
Remembering that summer. With the original group. Before highschool started. Before we splitted. Before everyone changed.
this is so unbelievably real
Yesterday night I was crying for an hour because of the memories I’ve had as a little kid
needed this , thank you :/ ❤️
Thanks for this it’s amazing
the deep history i have with this song is crazy
this has been my favorite song since i first heard it during summer 2020
it just explains everything without me ever needing to say it
this was posted on my birthday and it was just so perfect thanks alot man
This gonna blow up from RazorX soon
Thank you
it makes me feel sth i cant expain namsayin 🥴
"Vent?"
Why is being alone better than being with others? Why do I want to leave everyone and everything. I just wanna be alone....
i just wanna run away
As the world around me changes
I often feel such weight baring down on me
I dont know how to feel, what I feel or if I'm just feeling to much
I'm so scared I cant handle the future
Yet I vividly remember so much from the past
Which means Ive handled so much
I don't know what to do
Where to go
Or who to ask
Can even at that?
Who can you trust?
So much haunts me
Everyday it's like I'm fighting
With every ounce, just to breath
I try to distract myself by staying busy
Yet mostly alone
Because communication with other is such a hassle
Yet also
I feel a haste to communicate with and see everyone
Because I love eveyone so much
I'm just scared
And how I feel lately
Really scares me
And the scestedst part
Is I dont know how to explain it
It's just deep , deep down
Heart wrenching fear.
Before a very toxic relationship last year
It was different. I would have periods where I could best these feelings.
Though this,even after so long. After being over them. I still have this deep, deep pain inside me.
I feel like I'm insane sometimes. I wrote this comment, because when this song started my brain said GO. And now that I'm at the end of it. I feel so weird about even posting it.
What the fuck
okay wow that is just so beautiful I actually can't explain other than it actually put me into tears and I didnt cry for so long so thank you and you should think about writing stuff like that because I feel like more people should read it. :) and if you do dont forget me when you're famous :')
@@maithajawali9899 Thank you so much for taking the time to read it. It's an honor to hear it moved you in that way. Thank you for your kind words and encouragement. I do write often. Sometimes I post these writting on Instagram (kevsplaylist). I really appreciate what you said, its helps me so much with not doubting the things like this, that come out of my head. Much love ♡
@@Brainwave20241 AWWWW YOU REAALLLY SHOULD KEEP GOING AND THIS MADE ME SO HAPP YOU LITERALLY MADE MY WHOLE WEEK OFUIOFRLKRF
I relate to this a lot. I mainly just feel empty, I haven’t felt excitement or hope for the future since i was a kid, food has no taste, the suns warmth fades before i feel its touch. I dont care about maintaining relationships with family or friends, in fact iv slowly been pushing everyone away for some reason and i have no idea why. Im not sad or happy, im not worried about dying, im not suicidal and i dont need a hug. Forever stuck in a melancholy haze, like everything is monotone. It feels like i just happen to be here, constantly waiting, completely empty.
I like the way you say things.
boogie woogie😎✌️
god I wish I just had the balls to do it
I am glad that you don!t have the balls to do it. Even if you'd have, don't do it. There's plenty of reasons to be happy in this world. Take care, friend.
what the fuvk am i doing with my life man :/
Me 😁😐☹️🔫
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