Current Joys - Become the Warm Jets INSTRUMENTAL (1 hour)

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  • Опубліковано 3 жов 2024
  • therefore so many people enjoyed the instrumental version i created and sent me requests do to a one hour version, i'd love to comply with their wishes!
    It's not accurately 100% the same as the original, but close enough. Hope you enjoy!
    If you like it, I´d be happy if you left a like/comment and a subscription! :)
    LEGAL DISCLAIM: NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT INTENDED. MUSIC AND COVER BELONGS TO THEIR RESPECTIVE OWNERS.
    Lyrics:
    I can hear it when that old song starts to play
    Cutting through my body in familiar ways
    Is it me or is it you who can't relate
    Cause I can feel it when those warm jets take
    me away
    The useless seems to matter more and more
    My life is just something I can ignore
    Consumed and enthused by all that came before
    Cause I can feel
    it when those warm jets start
    to roar
    (Give me everything I ever need
    Or just enough so I can go to sleep
    Is it me or is it you who came to see
    The scene where all the warm jets swallow me)

КОМЕНТАРІ • 181

  • @mariahcavin8116
    @mariahcavin8116 11 місяців тому +8

    Peace.
    Memories.
    Love.
    Sadness.
    Hopefulness.
    Nostalgia.
    This is what this song brings to me. It makes me feel everything. Mentally and physically. This song makes my heart pound, breathing slow, my mind shut off to a completely different world. The way it feels for the things going on rn.
    You just feel... Everything.
    I love it♡

  • @eternal___2414
    @eternal___2414 Рік тому +13

    I’m proud of everyone that’s here tbh. Nobody clicks on this vid for a reason and if u feel like u have nothing. Just remember that u do have something because a lot of ppl didn’t make it. They didn’t have what u have. That’s why ur still here. Please reach out, ik it can be hard but sum ppl will not only listen but understand and help u out of the hole u r in rn. Keep it up 👍

  • @LeBrode
    @LeBrode 2 роки тому +58

    When Gen Z posts memes about how time is starting to go by quicker and collectively realizes they’re starting to get older

    • @Daedleus
      @Daedleus 2 роки тому +2

      Ha, when I was seven I thought “wow I’m never going to grow up!” I was wrong I just turned 15 and got a job, it sure does go fast.

    • @audioedits8524
      @audioedits8524  2 роки тому +3

      @@Daedleus You're going to do great in life!

  • @bug_on_a_rug6613
    @bug_on_a_rug6613 Рік тому +74

    I just wish people were always there when you needed someone to listen

    • @audioedits8524
      @audioedits8524  Рік тому +4

      you have a whole community in this comment section who can listen to you, including me 🍀

    • @serena8415
      @serena8415 Рік тому +3

      I’m always here for you and I’ve always been there for someone but was never there for me when I needed them

  • @brookvzs
    @brookvzs Рік тому +17

    ive been crying too long and now its like i have no tears left.

  • @interlinked681
    @interlinked681 2 роки тому +275

    The wrost thing is feeling like you're bothering the only person u want to talk to

  • @HammyHaNNah
    @HammyHaNNah Рік тому +60

    This song is what goes though my head when nobody is listening to me when I talk, so then I just stay quiet..

    • @rashidkervinevillaruel9437
      @rashidkervinevillaruel9437 Рік тому +1

      Hannah ik u feel sad, I felt the same way as u did but don't let depression take over u 🤍

  • @kakashihatake4183
    @kakashihatake4183 3 роки тому +59

    Idk why this song makes me happy

    • @ajunipasion2031
      @ajunipasion2031 3 роки тому +24

      Its the complete Opposite for me i like to cry and think about Things when i hear this music

    • @smileycelery2293
      @smileycelery2293 3 роки тому +3

      SAME

    • @Emma-bz3we
      @Emma-bz3we 2 роки тому +1

      It's soothing.

    • @himurakenshin8054
      @himurakenshin8054 2 роки тому +4

      cus you can feel the energy in motion.... since its called emotion, learnt that in a book recently xD

  • @panbabel8145
    @panbabel8145 3 роки тому +112

    I feel a lot of emtions while listening, I always listen 2 this while i try to sleep and i love this, thank man for the 1hr instrumental. Apreciate it

  • @ellthom9468
    @ellthom9468 Рік тому +5

    "Suddenly you realise, you'll never have the good relationship you wanted,and as long as they were alive, even though you'll never admit it, part of you, stupidest goddamn part of you was still holding on to that chance"

  • @lillyyymiller7855
    @lillyyymiller7855 Рік тому +14

    i listen to this every night it plays in my head during the day whenever i’m drained

  • @worshtippieandzelda
    @worshtippieandzelda 2 роки тому +48

    guys i’m so in love with my bf.
    recently we haven’t been talking
    much bc we’re both busy with personal problems. but god, just having him here and hearing about his day every night, it’s what keeps me going.
    omg! you found a new song today?? THATS AMAZING!!!! you didn’t eat much or had that much water?? try to get some more :(
    i just love being there for him and look out for him yk? when we argue they’re so small and we end up apologizing to each other seconds after.
    when i need space, he gives it. when i need it, he gives it. which is rare bc we can’t be away from each other for more than 2 minutes or we’ll go absolutely ape shit.
    i just, there is no words to describe how genuinely happy i am. i listen to all of these vibe-y melancholy songs, and i can’t help but make them into something happy.
    this song? i can’t help but imagine him and i slow dancing to it all night. just in each other’s company and not caring about anything else.
    i’m sorry if all of this is cheesy and dumb, but god. i am. so. in. love. i. shdhshdhdh.
    i’ve never wanted to marry someone this badly, i’ve never been in love. this is the first for everything and i’m so happy it’s with him
    it’s 2:22am atm and i can’t help but just think about him. i love him so much he’s so perfect i can’t even comprehend just how lucky i am to be in his presence, let alone his partner.

    • @thenoface678
      @thenoface678 2 роки тому +4

      I’m lonely

    • @theorignaljoshy6215
      @theorignaljoshy6215 2 роки тому

      This song really made me happy cry as I’m also so in love with my boyfriend.

    • @noahcaballero4120
      @noahcaballero4120 Рік тому

      @@thenoface678 me too

    • @hadimatta4974
      @hadimatta4974 Рік тому

      R u two still together?

    • @alfierutter9346
      @alfierutter9346 Рік тому

      God I glad your happy but again I’m lonely as fuck and only see this song for me losing my absolute best friend

  • @alastairshome2537
    @alastairshome2537 Рік тому +8

    i wish i couldve been there in his last moments. i miss you.

  • @abstract5950
    @abstract5950 2 роки тому +11

    This song makes me just think about her, like I’m honestly so in love with her. Very her smile, her eyes, the way she laughs is just amazing. Everything about her is amazing and I love it so much. She just makes me feel some type of way that nobody else could and I can’t believe I found a person who could do that. I’m so grateful for having her by my side and I love her too much at this point.

  • @icckuz
    @icckuz Рік тому +7

    the calm this song brings me is impossible to describe. its perfect, and it also reminds me of OMORI somehow

  • @jaunrichswanepoel1957
    @jaunrichswanepoel1957 3 роки тому +35

    This song just makes mee feel safe it's like im sad but but i enjoy the sadness but it gets hard you know but this song just helps me a lot

  • @bellaboo000
    @bellaboo000 Рік тому +2

    my cat died the other day and i feel so sad. he was the best cat id ever have. RIP Mr. Pickles. You will be missed.

  • @jacksonmasco
    @jacksonmasco 11 місяців тому +2

    everyone who sees this video is loved more than they know

  • @Brimstonebread
    @Brimstonebread 2 роки тому +16

    This song reminds me of 2 years ago when all my best friends left me and moved, I had three best best friends and I can only talk to one, teh other two they just went dark…I just feel so damn sad when listening to this and sometimes cry

    • @DerekRoddy8
      @DerekRoddy8 Рік тому +1

      Same when covid hit. Everyone left and went home and before I knew it I was alone. How can that happen in the space of a day?

    • @Brimstonebread
      @Brimstonebread Рік тому

      @@DerekRoddy8 fr

  • @Lily-wu6zj
    @Lily-wu6zj Рік тому +3

    I listen to this song everyday when I think people hate me so.. and it helps me calm down a bit but cry so many tears, and I just want the pain to go away

  • @sillybilly6938
    @sillybilly6938 Рік тому +1

    For some reason, this keeps reminding me of my friends who passed last year. Now i cant stop crying lol

  • @jackmcginnis8866
    @jackmcginnis8866 3 роки тому +14

    Thank you for making it an hour!

  • @Kaylovesbillie
    @Kaylovesbillie Рік тому +1

    Looking out the window at night whilst it’s open listening to this>

  • @chelseagillththoe
    @chelseagillththoe Рік тому +3

    This is my last listen

  • @lakeishandungih7828
    @lakeishandungih7828 3 роки тому +9

    i listen every night

  • @nathalie4822
    @nathalie4822 2 роки тому +3

    Healing my inner child while listening to this :)

  • @salicousbcrumb7321
    @salicousbcrumb7321 Рік тому +3

    This song makes me sad for no apparent reason

  • @gkotta_kedamono
    @gkotta_kedamono Рік тому +2

    I just feel heavy... so heavy.

  • @dannycruz7711
    @dannycruz7711 Рік тому +1

    missing you grandpa :( happy heavenly birthday.🕊️

  • @braydunce
    @braydunce 2 роки тому +5

    Me and my best friend broke up a couple months ago and I’ve been trying hard to get over her but man everytime I hear this song it just does not help. I’m getting better but when I hear this song it’s almost like I want to remember her and be sad

  • @jaxsen_pulls9239
    @jaxsen_pulls9239 2 роки тому +7

    Hey doubt you’d get the chance to see this but thanks truly for this it’s helped me relax at the end of the day and I know it’s helping plenty others hope you’re doing well

    • @audioedits8524
      @audioedits8524  2 роки тому +2

      i'm really happy to see this and i'm glad it's helping you 🍀

  • @CarterRafferty-o4o
    @CarterRafferty-o4o 5 місяців тому +2

    Miss you gramps fly high 🕊️😔

  • @niovi1825
    @niovi1825 8 місяців тому +2

    I just wish someone would care the same way i care for them...

  • @candycanelover101
    @candycanelover101 2 роки тому +2

    I love current joys so much.

  • @siahnadrawz2680
    @siahnadrawz2680 Рік тому +1

    I’m tired of reaching for something only for it to be pulled away farther, and farther each time.
    I’m tired of hoping for there to be something to reach out for anymore.
    I’m tired of looking for something within someone, only to be met with hollowness.
    I’m tired of trying just for my work to be pulled back down into my bed.
    I don’t wanna fight anymore.

    • @alfierutter9346
      @alfierutter9346 Рік тому +1

      Do fight it’s worth it I never had fuck all friends for months cause Had to leave my old group and I’ve just started going to the gym and it’s worth it I love the pain it brings cause it’s just meant ally transferred into slow success

  • @charproulx
    @charproulx Рік тому +1

    Someone needs to make a 1h loop of the outro/last minute 🥺

  • @teodorateodosijevic5606
    @teodorateodosijevic5606 3 роки тому +3

    absolutely beautiful

  • @Cushla-np4pt
    @Cushla-np4pt 2 роки тому +2

    I’m really gonna do it this time

  • @maybeanalien6486
    @maybeanalien6486 2 роки тому +2

    here are some things ive comed to terms with:
    my parents genuinely do not care that I want to kill myself, and they do not care about my feelings. When I was forced to tell them I wanted to, they gave me a towel to wipe my tears and boogers away. I didn’t get a hug, or an “I’m so sorry” or “I love you” or even an “are you okay?”. I was always told crying would never help me, and crying was physically bad for me. I was always shunned on my feelings so it’s scary when I want to express them. Everyday when I come home I’m greeted with “how are you Grades” or “did you check your grades?” or “I’m very disappointed in your grades.”. I want to get good grades yes, I understand they’re important. I understand Education is a Basic Need for living life in this modern day, and it makes me want to kill myself. When that A goes down to a B I want to kill myself. When I get a 89 on that test it makes me want to kill myself. I quit therapy because I hated talking to people when I was so incredibly tired, and my therapist felt like she was interrogating me. I regret that decision.
    I become incredibly horrible when I am stressed:
    When I am stressed I want to kill myself and hurt others who stress me out even more. I want to brutally murder myself and become to rude when talking to people. I use their insecurities as Comebacks or ways to shut them up. I want to hit people who make me mad. I want to hurt people when I am stressed. I become rude and passive aggressive when I am stressed. I think I learned this from my parents. And I hate it. I hate it so much, I’ve gotten way better at controlling my anger, but it’s not a healthy way. I had to learn that doing bad things doesn’t make me a bad person.

  • @liduaa
    @liduaa Рік тому +2

    they always say “life gets better eventually”.
    yes its true, but what they never mention is that it never stays that way. just as life gets better, some day it gets worse again. happiness is just an illusion.

    • @liduaa
      @liduaa Рік тому +1

      im back here. happiness might just be an illusion, but maybe you gotta fall for it. life really DOES get better. trust me, your life kept going downhill after commenting this, you even had to take antidepressants at some point, but its been 4 months and im okay again. nothing is the same and nothing will ever be the same, and im glad it wont. missing your past or the people from your past is totally okay. just know that better people will come. maybe they will leave too some day, but life will just keep going. something comes, something goes. im thankful to everyone in my past, even if they hurt me in the worst way possible. i wish all of them the best. this song reminds me of one spesific night which i cried for 14 hours straight(this song being in loop for the most of them). that night i thought my life was literally going to end and i was all alone bc of what happened. but just after that day, my old friends reunited with me. they didnt leave me alone even tho i left them before. life kept going on, i even have a new partner now. and if things get worse again and i come here again, just read this comment and see how far you’ve come. you’ll get through it, i know it hurts, but you’ll be okay. you did it before. healing takes time.

    • @liduaa
      @liduaa Місяць тому

      im back here after almost 2 years. ive never forgotten what he did to me. its currently 4.27 am and it stills keeps me up at night till this day. ive made peace with the fact that i’ll never be able to forget him and what he did. he made a whole different person out of me. nothing ever became the same after that day. i just know in my heart that we’ll meet again some day. it’s probably years away from today but i’ll just keep on waiting. i know i’ll probably come back here regularly, maybe once a year, maybe once in five years. i’m not even sure why i can’t forget. but i dont want to know why anymore. i just know that i’ll remember as long as i’m alive. and i’ve learnt to be okay with it.

  • @angusmcpherson8835
    @angusmcpherson8835 2 роки тому +1

    helps so much when doing work!

  • @miarodriguez988
    @miarodriguez988 Рік тому +1

    The worst feeling is when ur always there for someone and they say talk to me when u need me and when it comes to that point and u try to vent they seem annoyed..

  • @clau.mm7
    @clau.mm7 Рік тому +4

    I’m so lonely that i hold hands with myself and bawl my eyes out

    • @vv01dd
      @vv01dd Рік тому

      i hope you’re doing okay

  • @davidthestandard7797
    @davidthestandard7797 Рік тому +1

    Wishing my grandma & grandpa and auntie see the accomplishments I've done

  • @smileypants3450
    @smileypants3450 Рік тому +1

    Future me if you’re reading this promise me to make her the happiest ever bro and don’t ever even give up on her and don’t just wish to be better, actually do it. and ask God for strength. she’s everything I’ve ever wanted dude. I love her so much.

  • @janailovescarti5207
    @janailovescarti5207 3 роки тому +1

    THANK YOUU OMGGG I CANT-

  • @szolker
    @szolker 10 місяців тому +2

    its 2am, i have to wake up in 3 amd a half hours, why i have to feel that shit every single day? i want to break that fkn cycle but i just domt know what to do and im too lazy, living with feeling that its accually my fault is so bad bro i just wanna sleep i cant

  • @kakashihatake4183
    @kakashihatake4183 2 роки тому +7

    Damn this used to make me happy now it just reminds me of her

  • @Emma-bz3we
    @Emma-bz3we 2 роки тому +2

    I'm listening to this while I construct a work cited page for school!

  • @twisted_fb4888
    @twisted_fb4888 Рік тому +1

    I wish I had listened to her

  • @masoncrossedu
    @masoncrossedu Місяць тому +1

    i want to end it all guys but i couldnt in the past because of my family. i didnt want to hurt them but i think tonight is gonna be the night. good bye everyone

  • @julianspin6711
    @julianspin6711 Рік тому +1

    Every time i go to school all i hear is this im genually miserable when i go to school and i cant tell my parents or anything i wish i was at my old school where i actually had friends and actually enjoyed going to school and now im just miserable at my new school and i cant do anything about it

  • @jakayy3855
    @jakayy3855 2 роки тому +1

    so good ily❤️

  • @hueitorei8722
    @hueitorei8722 3 роки тому +1

    THANK YOUU💖💖

  • @S2FxGodz
    @S2FxGodz Рік тому +5

    I can hear it when that old song starts to play
    Cutting through my body in familiar ways
    Is it me or is it you who can't relate
    Cause I can feel it when those warm jets take
    me away
    The useless seems to matter more and more
    My life is just something I can ignore
    Consumed and enthused by all that came before
    Cause I can feel
    it when those warm jets start
    to roar
    Give me everything I ever need
    Or just enough so I can go to sleep
    Is it me or is it you who came to see
    The scene where all the warm jets swallow me

  • @Seagullson
    @Seagullson Рік тому

    The loneliness came back

  • @zd313
    @zd313 Рік тому

    tearing up

  • @gachachihiro3332
    @gachachihiro3332 Рік тому +2

    I've never felt so empty and alone.

  • @iamtresty7776
    @iamtresty7776 3 роки тому +1

    Bro thank you

  • @imppro
    @imppro Рік тому +1

    This song sad af

  • @Bryan91911
    @Bryan91911 2 місяці тому +1

    This reminds me of Furious fade

    • @Nash7284
      @Nash7284 2 місяці тому

      onda dummys it does

  • @Skully.Manz1999
    @Skully.Manz1999 Рік тому

    VENT>>>
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    I feel so drained. I´m supposed to feel better but i just cant. seeing his face again hurts me. i want to be back with him. but just by the look on his face, he doesn't want that. my heart aches every time i see him. because i know we can never get to how things were before. i miss the hugs. the kisses the love that we had. i want it just once more. without him, what am i? i could never find that same love. Without him i don´t want to be here. He used to keep me going but i feel that he doesn't love me anymore and i way to scared to ask because, what if he says no? what if he doesn't love me anymore? Then i would go through a spiraling depression. And i want to spare myself of that pain. What can i do. I just want thins how they were before. This part hurts....

  • @luxuals
    @luxuals Рік тому +1

    life is so stressful

  • @petiteetoile1276
    @petiteetoile1276 Рік тому

    I feel so alone, I wish someone would care.

  • @albertomartinez3862
    @albertomartinez3862 4 дні тому

    one year with you , feels like more though. & i still want to lay next to you. you don’t bore me, oh i hope you don’t ever think that. you’re everything to me. if you only knew that everything i do is for you, how hard i push myself is to show you that i won’t let you down. lily i’m going to marry you. in this life, & in the next. bury me with you & it’ll be so in the next life. you’re my home, my person, my one & only best friend, i love you analila.

  • @fuckingfaceache
    @fuckingfaceache 3 роки тому +29

    You’re a blessing for this thank you

  • @felwilang7088
    @felwilang7088 6 місяців тому +1

    damn i feel awful :)

  • @vengance9370
    @vengance9370 Рік тому +1

    Hey, u, yeah u, come here, i know you been through a fuck ton to say the least. Let some one else carry your weight, let me. Show me what you have in the sack of a heart u have there traveler. Knowing us, what people can do, how we react, all we need is to have a blind confession once in a while, air out ur luggage here traveler, id be happy to help. Hell it'll be the first time I'll be happy in a while❤️

  • @ogl0959
    @ogl0959 2 роки тому +3

    My gf just broke up with me bro I dont know what to do anymore she was the reason i felt good when i woke up in the mornings but now shes gone i wont ever see her again i wont be able to hear her laugh, hear her voice its all gone now I cant move on. I could've done so much better I could've treated her better.

    • @audioedits8524
      @audioedits8524  2 роки тому +8

      the feelings you are having now will teach you how to be stronger in the future. not everything is destined to work out perfectly, but every experience you have will teach you to become a better version of yourself, it's an ever lasting cycle. you will get over her and it's okay to miss her, it means you really loved her and did everything you could to keep her. don't beat yourself up over could-have-beens, it won't change things. if you need to talk, i'm here bro. i wish you the best, you deserve it 🍀

    • @user_22359
      @user_22359 Рік тому

      Eu tbm Mano, Nós terminamos ontem e agora tô aqui perdido, Sem saber oq fazer pelos mesmos motivos que vc disse, Mas temos de seguir em frente por mais difícil que seja Isso é a vida, Eu espero mesmo que eu Nn me envolva e crie sentimentos por mais nenhuma Mulher eu sei que é impossível, Mas eu vou tentar ao máximo porquê sei que nunca dá certo. 😥

  • @AlyssaHernandez-xp1sl
    @AlyssaHernandez-xp1sl 3 місяці тому +1

    Jesus loves all you💕

  • @maria.annaliisa
    @maria.annaliisa Рік тому

    This reminded me of my junkie dad who left me for another woman

  • @xnavailablx
    @xnavailablx Рік тому +1

    🎸

  • @cassidybrunes8999
    @cassidybrunes8999 Рік тому

    I want to go home.

  • @distinctfuI
    @distinctfuI 9 місяців тому +2

    Im a failure man, I have no motivation in going with my major. I just failed this class, cause I don’t get it. This is my second time failing it, by the way. Can’t even help out my parents, cause I’m a broke ass person. I don’t know what to do man, I really don’t.

    • @josenavarro3816
      @josenavarro3816 7 місяців тому

      Don’t give up, at times I want to, I’ve lost enough and so called family continue to hammer and find ways to slither around to find a way to control and I’ve know their intentions for a long time, I still fight on, no matter what, that gave me motivation and purpose to keep moving and fight right on, do it for you, not for anyone else!

    • @Honeybbqwings
      @Honeybbqwings 3 місяці тому

      Start over choose something else realize you have that freedom but it does come with consequences this is going to be your life for a long time so do something you want because this is your first time living ❤️

  • @CaedenSantos-r9o
    @CaedenSantos-r9o 6 місяців тому

    As every tiktok question ...... if you had one chance to erase a mistake what would it be??

  • @frostedair6209
    @frostedair6209 2 роки тому +1

    My girlfriend just broke up with me about week 1/2 ago and reason was she was just to busy which was true she is very busy but still not a great excuse but I just got a snap of her with some other dude and I was just getting better to now I’m hurt more then I was in the initial break up

  • @user_22359
    @user_22359 Рік тому +1

    Muito Foda Amei ❤️❤️❤️🇧🇷

  • @sherman_senpai3570
    @sherman_senpai3570 2 роки тому +2

    I hate her i hate her i hate her. But i love her too

  • @Beah-z4u
    @Beah-z4u 2 місяці тому

    i wish for a boyfriend, it’s actually irritating sometimes, seeing people you know with one, or people you don’t know with a partner, or even just seeing someone online with one holding hands, kissing, laughing together or overall being together. it just reminds me of how lonley i am, how desperate i look talking about one or even dreaming about one, i don’t really have friends either. and school is starting in a few days and i’m scared that i won’t be able to make friends. even though i’m a few years late it’s okay because i know someone will read this.

  • @brendenclough7074
    @brendenclough7074 Рік тому +2

    Why

  • @thepersonwhoasked7426
    @thepersonwhoasked7426 Рік тому

    My Sister is My Father
    By: Alex.L.Salazar
    Based on real life experiences
    =============================
    My mother is a beutiful woman
    Her smile warms my day
    My "father" is a horrible man
    He's the reason that I'm this way
    My mother tried to save us
    No man left behind
    But once my father had left
    My sister was next in line
    My mother saved my life
    She tried to help my Lilith too
    But when my sister went against me
    There was nothing that she could do
    Eventually my Lilith left
    For a man, some drugs, and booze
    I relize how much of him
    is left behind within us
    Even now I've healed every bruise
    She was the one who protected me
    I was supposed to be next
    But she hurt me more than anyone ever has
    I may be a "puppet"
    But it seems that now she's my dad

  • @JohnOmar
    @JohnOmar Рік тому

    Omg

  • @wellthisismkhere7593
    @wellthisismkhere7593 Рік тому

    Real

  • @amamidora
    @amamidora Рік тому

    I have a best friend. She is nice, the kindest person I've met. She's well-behaved, modest, and intelligent, at the same time funny, goofy and irrational. I'm used to having her around. She's my soulmate. I love her.
    But I feel like i am drifting away from her. I feel like I'm getting bored, which is the worst feeling considering how much I care about her. I don't want to feel that, I don't want to lose her, but it's getting harder each day. I promised to never leave her, but I'm so ashamed I won't be able to keep my promise. I want us to work. I really do...
    And this jealousy doesn't help. She's pretty, really pretty. She has many friends, while I have none. If it's me or her, they choose her most of the times. I know it's not her fault. She hasn't done anything wrong. I know it's my thing. My envy. My stupid urge to leave.
    I don't want to...
    how do I stop?..

  • @ey3w0rmz77
    @ey3w0rmz77 Рік тому

    Everytime I speak I feel like its something stupid

  • @levitiffe-abbott3101
    @levitiffe-abbott3101 7 місяців тому +1

    I ruin a lot of good in my life hopefully it works out but prob not lol

  • @lore6488
    @lore6488 Рік тому

    🍎

  • @mrkitty2879
    @mrkitty2879 2 роки тому

    hello neighbor music!?!? 😳

  • @Taq_Blackout
    @Taq_Blackout Рік тому

    Pretty sure most of my friends dont talk to me much anymore because I'm the problem

  • @valianntt
    @valianntt Рік тому

    real rx

  • @spork_experts2796
    @spork_experts2796 Рік тому

    I went to text her and there was an x next to her name.

  • @mitskimilf3179
    @mitskimilf3179 3 роки тому +3

    I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate oh I’m so much pls just stop

  • @oreorebus
    @oreorebus 2 роки тому +3

    future me, if you’re reading this, I really hope you’re still with her (n)

  • @EnvyTheItalianMafia
    @EnvyTheItalianMafia Рік тому

    whats the point🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

  • @RandoTheArtist
    @RandoTheArtist 2 роки тому

    im such an idiot. cant do jack shit right. no wonder my dog and cat are dead. im such a fuckin idiot.

    • @audioedits8524
      @audioedits8524  2 роки тому

      Don't say that. I'm sure they lived their best lives with you. They loved you very much

    • @obsessivesweater8082
      @obsessivesweater8082 Рік тому

      did you forget to feed them or something lmao

    • @RandoTheArtist
      @RandoTheArtist Рік тому

      @Obsessive Sweater bro they died of old age I was just sad and in the moment

    • @obsessivesweater8082
      @obsessivesweater8082 Рік тому

      @@RandoTheArtist you could've told your mom instead of the internet.

    • @GGBallistic6557
      @GGBallistic6557 Рік тому

      Fuck you for that he was literally just having a moment