ICP was my friend John's favourite rap group for 20+ years. Towards the end of his Life he got a rare blood disease called acute intermittent porphyria, and this song, to me at least, sounds like what he had to deal with towards the end of his life. He was in constant pain. The doctors didn't know what he had until a few months before he passed. At least he's not in pain anymore. See you at the Carnival Mighty. I miss you and I love you lot's big guy.
How are you doing now? If you are doing great then keep up the good work. If you have failed since you posted this, don't give up!! Addiction is one hell of a battle but when you get on the other side of it, it's worth it. I really hope you are doing well though. You can win this fight ❤️
I remember when I first heard the Great Millenko and had never heard anything like it- ppl were like WTF IS THIS!? They are the G.O.A.T. AND THEY MADE EM THEIR BITCH IT WAS GREAT
Holy shit, look how much weight J lost! Good for you, Joe. Even though I'm as old as you, you're still an inspiration and someone who's songs put a smile back on my face during dark times. Your weight got so bad I was worried we were going to lose you soon. Great to see you're fighting on. World needs you.
@@gazhazzler1916 Dont hate , back in the day the lime green brick bags you got for 30 a quart were fire ... I loved that shit that came apart in heavily compressed layers .
Almost 15 years in the military. Between the physical deterioration of my body combined to years of alcohol and nicotine abuse, he nailed the subject. Not a huge ICP fan, but they are talented.
Cool story about that fam... That's one of Joe's favorites too. Claims he don't even know where the hell that song came from. There was a video on here about that. MCL!
I feel this song in my heart. I've got MS and I can feel my body giving out on me. My health is deteriorating and I feel it every day. It sucks. I used to be a normal person and now I have to be careful. Violent Jay nailed this feeling in the song.
Hey bro hang in there. My sweet mother died from ALS (Lou Gehrig's Disease) after being diagnosed in 2014. On December 20th, 2017 she passed away and a piece of me died too.
@@nickcavini my mom also has MS. She was diagnosed in 2013, and I was having some of the same problems so she talked me into getting looked at by her neurologist. Ended up being diagnosed with it in 2015
Joe Schmitter this is not the slightest bit creative lol there are plenty of other rap songs about drug abuse aka every other song that’s comes out now.
@@drakescousin34 the difference is hes not glorifying it and making it like its all cool to do drugs all the time. Hes telling people from experience that drugs most definitely can ruin lives and change people drastically. I almost lost a brother to addiction. Its great to see a band that knows the reality of drugs
This is up there with the 1st time violent J talked about his panic attacks and shit. This is real talk violent J is spittin, real fans know it. Long gone are the terror wheel days, but this shit brings me back
OK Then.. Should be worth more than the Older one Yeah..!! WoW was a TomTom Whoop Whoop Survived with a can of D.P. in the super view of Enough of seen..!! Young fill the screen of a budget of a continued stream
Word ninja not alot of minds will understand his metaphorical flow on this one, but this is possibly the most personal and relatable flow Joe Bruce ever recorded. Also Rob Bruce's beat production on this is so on fuckin point. A perfect recipe. #WHOOPWHOOP #MMFWCL
I like this song. I can relate to the struggle. It's deep and it is talking about inner and physical turmoil. Falling apart like cancer eats you away, you feel like you are dying being buried under the sun. This is dope and intense. Ninjas get it. Whoop whoop. I don't expect everyone else too.
My old man introduced me to your music 20 years ago. I love y'all as did he. He passed in January and now I'm falling apart. I want to bring my son to the festival this year, hopefully I can swing it. The struggle is real without my Superman.
I fell apart when I went to prison, years of numbing myself did nothing for me when i was all by myself with not one friend and a few select family members that picked up my pieces, I'm glad I did time I'm clean now and wouldn't change the hell on earth experience for nothing
I'll never forget the night I stayed up all night after self harming because the boy I was in love with started seeing someone else, I mixed a turbo shot of caffeine with Xanax, and had to study for my medical Phlebotomy final (I'm 24 was in a Certificate program) it was 4am by this point and I discovered this song. It accurately explained how I was feeling physically and mentally then. It was comforting through the pain I was in. I ended up making it to school after having a small emotional breakdown and passing. Thank you my clowns 💜
be good to yourself juggalette, you have a whole WORLD of Juggalos who love you.. Dont ever hurt yourself again,, PLEASE.. If you ever need to talk to someone ,,message US here... One of us will surely be here for you... Afterall,,, us clowns gotta stick together... You can message me direct also if you need to talk to someone, no reason to hurt yourself..
Always tell yourself "he's 1 dude there are billions more" never think a man runs your world. you can drop him on a whim if you feel he isnt doing you right. I call this to rotating door he can leave the same way he came.. Just dont gaf when he leaves or you leave . stay on the level girl all darkdays have theyre sunshine never give up.
Every song man... every single one. It's like I was there with you. 9 years clean. Anyone who ever says they don't remember what it was like, is either lying to you or lying to themselves. I can't even explain how much your music means to me. All those years I struggled with those needle marks. And somehow you put it into words. It's truly a gift. Don't ever doubt that.
I find it funny how people are talking shit about ICP when they don't even know ICP's fans or the Family themselves, If you're going to talk shit about ICP, do it to their face and see how far you get. HA HA HA! Down with the Clown.
I'm one the small percentages of the MOST you just stated.Some of us just can't speak about it cause people like you may not understand,and I'm not trolling,just being honest
People like you that seem to know it all, that are selfish and pompously arrogant don't need to explain anything about emotions. How arrogant. I thought I'd met the worst but you win the prize for being the biggest jerk.
I knew he wrote this from his heart. Im only 42 and feel this myself. My hypothyroidism is affecting my heart rythm as well. And all organs hurt. So when i heard this i can relate. Im falling apart. This is the beauty of growing up with a band. Their music matures with age.♥️
This has such a deep meaning to me., I've never been a huge fan of icp but I love their good shit. So I love them. I heard this song and immediately knew this song was relatable but icp is so awesome. Listen to this when you don't even recognize yourself.
Mr. Frog If the group was pure shit, then they wouldn't still be making music. They have of a million fans world wide. Everybody has different tastes of music so stfu and have a bad day.
***** So the more you hate on us, the more you look pathetic. I think it's funny when we get hated on, cause I enjoy the hate. Juggalos beens here since the 90s... We ain't going nowhere.
I’ve been struggling with addiction for several years now, and this song more accurately describes how I feel on the daily than any other! Thank you. Whoop whoop!
Nathaniel hardcore gold gameing Don't get me wrong, I quite enjoy their older stuff but their newer tracks just aren't appealing. I'll occasionally find one or two that I like and I'll buy them (like 3:33 and this one).
The song what I got out of it, is about jay having a bad trip and he feels,thinks and sees these things happening, going on with his body and actually they're really not which is a good thing because I like ICP and this is one of the greatest songs ever written by icp.
I'm still young but ICP has helped me more then anyone or anything really has, shaggy and violent J speak the damn truth and are amazing for that. This song is what it feels like for me mentally and I could listen to it all day
I actually started listening to ICP when I was going through a pretty nasty addiction phase and this song describes it way too well. They're music helped saved life; it can make a world of difference to hear that you're not the only one feeling a certain way and that there are people who care.
Max Vettel Honestly, anything containing more than one artist can be called band. You don't need guitar to certain types of music, like, not only metal and rock have bands.
Music like this is why I am DWTC and Fam. My own blood don't get what it feels like for me being Bipolar and having PTSD. They want me to pretend everything is always fine. It's not and it hurts not having them to call when I need help. Much love.
ICP has been around longer then some of these yahoo fools runnin their mouths~ ICP keeps it real~ I have a list of what gets me in the vibe of things with my workings~ THIS is top of my list!
Here in 2020 I've been in and out of the hospital since the start of the year and it's near the end of September I do truly feel like I'm falling apart
i remember when i was in such a bad state of mind and loved these people. i would get high everyday, go ober to some other juggalos house and just get high on weed until id tap out. (took aloooooot) it took a trip to the mental hospital, and a spice overdose to streighten me up. i cant believe how much ive changed. ive found god and am married carrying my first child. wow, this is crazy.
i know. this account is old. i was about 15 or 16 then xD i am about to be 19 in a couple weeks! my last name isnt even vaquero(last bf), its mouser (married name). xD
i know. this account is old. i was about 15 or 16 then xD i am about to be 19 in a couple weeks! my last name isnt even vaquero(last bf), its mouser (married name). xD
It's about a lot more than just getting older...specifically opiate addiction....which takes over your life...becomes an obsession...a prison...that you hate...but don't think you can escape...until you and your life are quite literally falling apart...I quit popping pills with the help of suboxone like Joe... and I could not have done it without the help of Suboxone however I still deal with a lot of talk from people that don't understand and they're rude comments about the method that I used to get my life back and so that's why most opiate addicts are very private about it... I saw him a couple months ago he was still off opiates... and I have been also for over 5 years... It still amazes me... Sorry this is long just wanted to give you a little insight cuz I know exactly how he was feeling and the lyrics of this song are frighteningly true...
First time i heard this, it hit a nerve,now im listening to this at 4.30am, still struggling with my own thoughts. This song explains how i feel so much, i cant explain it
+Tyler Harris i just compare the two videos, man, losing that weight gave J years of his life back. i'm so proud of him, both him and jamie madrox have inspired me.
Genius storyteller, top notch performer and one of the most introspective individuals to ever put their thoughts to pen. 👏 The Duke is one of the greatest to ever do it in the rap game💯
I know the name of this song is falling apart but I'm worried about Violent J's health because he looks like he's lost a lot of weight and he looks like he's literally falling apart slowly seriously though I hope he gets better
Luke McWilliams he's actually been battling cancer for many years, that's why they support the charities, buy the faygo, they don't need the money, besides for his own treatments, imo anyway that's why they do that.
it's been a year since I turned into a juggalo. years and years I hated ICP until my home girl sat me down and had me listen to them and I started falling in love with this music. All those years I was such an ignorant bastard. I'm glad my home girl helped me see the light of my ignorant ways
that's awesome. I always heard their music at different times in my life but wasnt until I was 14 I really got into their music and discovered I was a lette. whoop whoop ~
One of the best things about ICP is the fact that they have such a broad sound. You could hate one song and another could be one of your very favorites. Man, I don't think there will ever be another groups music I feel connected to more than ICPs incredible discography.
ICP was my friend John's favourite rap group for 20+ years. Towards the end of his Life he got a rare blood disease called acute intermittent porphyria, and this song, to me at least, sounds like what he had to deal with towards the end of his life. He was in constant pain. The doctors didn't know what he had until a few months before he passed. At least he's not in pain anymore. See you at the Carnival Mighty. I miss you and I love you lot's big guy.
He's trying to figure out why you're sad. He's up there on the beach, you got it bad. It's going to be okay. we all go sometime.
Think he's checking UA-cam in heaven? or the dark carnival, whatever. >.>
Om so sorry🥺
Omg
😢
This is easily one of the best icp songs of the last 10 years.
This song hits hard after the news about J’s a-fib. We love you, Duke of the Wicked. THE WICKED CLOWNS WILL NEVER DIE!!!
this song always hit hard though
I met him at the Hospital. Lol
Yeah. I still pray for all my ninjas. Juggle nationstill grindin
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Never die!!
Seven days sober ... This song really helps me take a look at what addiction costs me ...
Helps you is what it is all about.. For MANY of us..!!
I’m 9 months sober. Wow. This makes me think deep shit. Stay safe brothers an sisters 2020
Hope you kept it up fam
How's those 7 days?
How are you doing now? If you are doing great then keep up the good work. If you have failed since you posted this, don't give up!! Addiction is one hell of a battle but when you get on the other side of it, it's worth it. I really hope you are doing well though. You can win this fight ❤️
I cant believe theyre still making music, what a bunch of legends
+ryan owesney This comment made my day!
+Insane Juggalo same here
ryan owesney legend? U mean a bunch of 40something year old retards still painting their faces....no wonder this world is going to shit
I remember when I first heard the Great Millenko and had never heard anything like it- ppl were like WTF IS THIS!? They are the G.O.A.T. AND THEY MADE EM THEIR BITCH IT WAS GREAT
Still are to this day
Holy shit, look how much weight J lost!
Good for you, Joe. Even though I'm as old as you, you're still an inspiration and someone who's songs put a smile back on my face during dark times. Your weight got so bad I was worried we were going to lose you soon.
Great to see you're fighting on. World needs you.
+Mike Clyne agree with you..so proud of him.
+Mike Clyne SPOT ON COMMENT!
ICP are the musical equivalent of a $30 bag of weed
I'd buy it
@@gazhazzler1916 Dont hate , back in the day the lime green brick bags you got for 30 a quart were fire ... I loved that shit that came apart in heavily compressed layers .
Almost 15 years in the military. Between the physical deterioration of my body combined to years of alcohol and nicotine abuse, he nailed the subject. Not a huge ICP fan, but they are talented.
Thank you for your service 🙏🏼
I wish J would write more songs like he did in the early 90s. He told great stories. Amy is in the Attic was a masterpiece.
Cool story about that fam... That's one of Joe's favorites too. Claims he don't even know where the hell that song came from. There was a video on here about that. MCL!
I LOVE Terror Wheel!! That whole EP is dope. Amy’s in the attic is by far one of my favorites off that album
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I've been listening to thess guys since I was 10 years old still be bassing out to these true juggalos. JUGGALO FOE LIFE!!
Whoop whoop
Juggalo 4 Life till I DIE
Whoop whoop
I've been listening since five.
Woop woop
I feel this song in my heart. I've got MS and I can feel my body giving out on me. My health is deteriorating and I feel it every day. It sucks. I used to be a normal person and now I have to be careful. Violent Jay nailed this feeling in the song.
Hey bro hang in there. My sweet mother died from ALS (Lou Gehrig's Disease) after being diagnosed in 2014. On December 20th, 2017 she passed away and a piece of me died too.
@@nickcavini my mom also has MS. She was diagnosed in 2013, and I was having some of the same problems so she talked me into getting looked at by her neurologist. Ended up being diagnosed with it in 2015
@@nicksz24cavy I hope youre ok ninja. (someone very close to me has MS, I worry about her everyday. It breaks my heart)
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me too ninja. I was diagnosed in 2017.
When you turn 30yo
Before than bro lol
I felt like this at 14
I'm 30 so yeah this suits me lol
This was me as soon as I hit 20 found out I have rapid bone deterioration meany my bones are basically melting slowly it causes me immense pain
Lmfao
Shit hits different when you're going thru it man. Thanks guys for making me feel not as alone
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❤yes 😢
This song is crazy good. Even if you don't like ICP, their creativity is off the charts.
Joe Schmitter this is not the slightest bit creative lol there are plenty of other rap songs about drug abuse aka every other song that’s comes out now.
@@drakescousin34 except the song isn't about typical drug use. Dude is literally falling apart.
@@drakescousin34 the difference is hes not glorifying it and making it like its all cool to do drugs all the time. Hes telling people from experience that drugs most definitely can ruin lives and change people drastically. I almost lost a brother to addiction. Its great to see a band that knows the reality of drugs
@@Du8z97 you nailed it. Anyone with a brain can see icp tells you how to be a good person and not be like the assholes they sing about. Listen closer.
This is like his 20th song of him falling apart or being dismembered....
they are hitting 50, i grew up on icp they helped me through life, itll be a sad day when j or shaggs passes
Matt M. The wicked clowns don’t ever die
I grew up on their music too bro, but let's please not paint that narrative. Enjoy them while they are here, damn
ICP and Twiztid have saved and enhanced more lives than anyone will ever know.
I bet when violent j or shaggy dies alot of juggalos are going to overdose on meth & faygo...
@@charlieharjo5268 You're ignorant.
Just had this video show up in my reccomendation and cant stop listening to this song. The best thing UA-cam has recommended to me.
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Honestly I wanna hear Violent J sing more, I like his voice a lot actually
Agreed, but shaggy is better 🤷🏼♂️
Same
Seems have changed a bit over time ...at times I can’t tell if it’s him or auto tune
Jacob Sinclair gnome sayin
Same been listenin since 2011
I love how he raps with emotions. If you haven't watched video you will feel like you have already seen it
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This is up there with the 1st time violent J talked about his panic attacks and shit. This is real talk violent J is spittin, real fans know it. Long gone are the terror wheel days, but this shit brings me back
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Been down with the clown since 1997! Gonna miss them when they are gone one day:(
I know but like what j said "all you gotta do is hit play"
This song is deep, very in depth and has a strong message. J snuck it in subliminally with that wicked shit around it. MCL
Lol dawgee... Here dawggy dawgee, psp spsp pspsps..
OK Then.. Should be worth more than the Older one Yeah..!! WoW was a TomTom Whoop Whoop Survived with a can of D.P. in the super view of Enough of seen..!! Young fill the screen of a budget of a continued stream
Word ninja not alot of minds will understand his metaphorical flow on this one, but this is possibly the most personal and relatable flow Joe Bruce ever recorded. Also Rob Bruce's beat production on this is so on fuckin point. A perfect recipe. #WHOOPWHOOP #MMFWCL
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Yeah
I like this song. I can relate to the struggle. It's deep and it is talking about inner and physical turmoil. Falling apart like cancer eats you away, you feel like you are dying being buried under the sun. This is dope and intense. Ninjas get it. Whoop whoop.
I don't expect everyone else too.
that was the best episode of Diners Drive-Ins and Dives I've ever seen.
Not gonna lie I laughed way harder than I should've at that
oh my god this comment should be at the top
hahahaha, brilliance
I actually did laugh out loud at that
You win the internet today my friend.
Can't believe it's been 5 years since this song came out
My old man introduced me to your music 20 years ago. I love y'all as did he. He passed in January and now I'm falling apart. I want to bring my son to the festival this year, hopefully I can swing it. The struggle is real without my Superman.
He had great taste bro! Btw I just dropped a track called Broken to this instrumental.. come check guys 🖤 #UkEmoRap
In my opinion this is a form of art !
GuitahRatedTV no
Agreed
Wyd
Are we talking about song Falling Apart?? So Sick Master Minds
I love this song
one of the best ICP songs.
south of hell
I was never a big fan of ICP. BUT, this song is one of my favs! It’s a real deal! The words really hit different! 🖤 🤡
Hear the last songs of every one of their joker albums. This song socks compared to those in my opinion.
This is hot steaming boiling festering garbage
@@kn-eb7pf I know your not talking you seen your videos goofy ass kid😂
Not a big fan either but the songs I do like of theirs I really like.
Like this one.
@kn-eb7pf 😂says everything about you, nothing about the song. Be less transparent, fool
Man this song hits different when your nearing your 40s
i'm exiting my 40s soon
already had to buy the reading glasses
@@zimriel40 now and just got back from JDay lol .. still got it but it hurt 😂. Didn't let my 16 yr old show me up though
I don't normally listen to ICP but this song is beautiful
I've liked a few of ICPs songs
@@robertkiite5886 Me too. I love ICP songs! Just like I love every genre of music.
nobody's fault is a bad ass song ya might like as well
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Good to hear. Keep this dopeness to yourself unless ya gotta show someone who appreciates it
I came to see who these peeps were , cause this girl mentioned it in Beyond straight scared of whatever its called
Same
Me to
yup
Sam
Same it's fucking wierd
This is me getting ready for work everyday, on the front lines in 2020.
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I fell apart when I went to prison, years of numbing myself did nothing for me when i was all by myself with not one friend and a few select family members that picked up my pieces, I'm glad I did time I'm clean now and wouldn't change the hell on earth experience for nothing
Being locked up is a damn good wake up call. It sucks(to put it lightly).
Wicked shit brother. Whoop whoop.
My mom used to listen to this, apparently when she was my age. Wow. She was also into Marilyn Manson, and nine inch nails, and limp bizkit.
That's dope!!
She is a beast then !
Gimme her number we'll hang out
@@KittyNyce looll
All are accepted except for the later. You can miss me with that shit.
I'll never forget the night I stayed up all night after self harming because the boy I was in love with started seeing someone else, I mixed a turbo shot of caffeine with Xanax, and had to study for my medical Phlebotomy final (I'm 24 was in a Certificate program) it was 4am by this point and I discovered this song. It accurately explained how I was feeling physically and mentally then. It was comforting through the pain I was in. I ended up making it to school after having a small emotional breakdown and passing. Thank you my clowns 💜
You are beautiful
We all love u
be good to yourself juggalette, you have a whole WORLD of Juggalos who love you.. Dont ever hurt yourself again,, PLEASE.. If you ever need to talk to someone ,,message US here... One of us will surely be here for you... Afterall,,, us clowns gotta stick together... You can message me direct also if you need to talk to someone, no reason to hurt yourself..
I don’t under stand why scum bags do that I’d never do that it’s dumb
Always tell yourself "he's 1 dude there are billions more" never think a man runs your world. you can drop him on a whim if you feel he isnt doing you right. I call this to rotating door he can leave the same way he came.. Just dont gaf when he leaves or you leave . stay on the level girl all darkdays have theyre sunshine never give up.
Been a hard core metalhead for my whole life but i now really dig this...😍
Same! Hardcore metal head/rocker but ICP, Twiztid and juggalo artists are the only rap I can listen to
Every song man... every single one. It's like I was there with you. 9 years clean. Anyone who ever says they don't remember what it was like, is either lying to you or lying to themselves. I can't even explain how much your music means to me. All those years I struggled with those needle marks. And somehow you put it into words. It's truly a gift. Don't ever doubt that.
I find it funny how people are talking shit about ICP when they don't even know ICP's fans or the Family themselves, If you're going to talk shit about ICP, do it to their face and see how far you get. HA HA HA! Down with the Clown.
I will. what state you in? I'll say icp sucks to your face.
Woop woop
Yesss!!!💯👊👏😁
JUGGALOS FOR LIFE
sorry I just watched the Always Sunny episode on these guys
whoop whoop
4 life G
SpookyScarySkeletons WHOOP WHOOP
MCL
I can honestly say that Violent J is definitely a very good singer. And this song probably just became one of my favorites.
Literally one of the greatest icp songs since the first 6
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Most people don't feel the understanding of ICP especially this song and I'm not going to explain. ICP
I'm one the small percentages of the MOST you just stated.Some of us just can't speak about it cause people like you may not understand,and I'm not trolling,just being honest
People like you that seem to know it all, that are selfish and pompously arrogant don't need to explain anything about emotions. How arrogant. I thought I'd met the worst but you win the prize for being the biggest jerk.
@@firebomb5510 That fool doesn't know it all. I don't think he understands either. He's a jerk.
@@Daughterzion7777 not many rely do.
I love this song because they have that guitar...and before it even starts I get chills 🤘🏻
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I knew he wrote this from his heart. Im only 42 and feel this myself. My hypothyroidism is affecting my heart rythm as well. And all organs hurt. So when i heard this i can relate. Im falling apart. This is the beauty of growing up with a band. Their music matures with age.♥️
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This has such a deep meaning to me., I've never been a huge fan of icp but I love their good shit. So I love them. I heard this song and immediately knew this song was relatable but icp is so awesome. Listen to this when you don't even recognize yourself.
❤accurate😢
man all yall haters shutup bro if yall dont like icp dont watch his videos point blank damn I got Much Wicked Klown love Whoop Whoop
Beautiful and powerful song.
The lyrics are dark
The beat is sick af
and the video... the video is magnificent.
Whoop Whoop
very well put fam I couldn't agree more Whoop Whoop fam
Mr. Frog Thanx for replying to my comment👍
Mr. Frog If the group was pure shit, then they wouldn't still be making music. They have of a million fans world wide. Everybody has different tastes of music so stfu and have a bad day.
***** So the more you hate on us, the more you look pathetic. I think it's funny when we get hated on, cause I enjoy the hate. Juggalos beens here since the 90s... We ain't going nowhere.
***** Congratulations, Using big boy words👏
I’ve been struggling with addiction for several years now, and this song more accurately describes how I feel on the daily than any other! Thank you. Whoop whoop!
Whoop Whoop. Good luck bro. One day at time.
I did meth for 17+years. I am now 5 months clean. You got this bro! Stay strong 💪💪💪
I’m so glad my mom had me grow up on ICP.
I don't normally listen to ICP (haven't enjoyed them since the first set of cards, to be honest) but I gave this track a chance...glad I did too.
same
ToxSicEntertainment you should give them a chance man they helped me though a lot
Nathaniel hardcore gold gameing Don't get me wrong, I quite enjoy their older stuff but their newer tracks just aren't appealing. I'll occasionally find one or two that I like and I'll buy them (like 3:33 and this one).
This song is fucking dope
ToxSicEntertainment they lost their touch after the wraith but they came back around brotha.
never loose faith in violent j he is the king of this shit.
+Jeffrey Hibbard
Hell ya thats why wizard of the hood is so dope.
And its getting performed this year at GOTJ17!!!
The song what I got out of it, is about jay having a bad trip and he feels,thinks and sees these things happening, going on with his body and actually they're really not which is a good thing because I like ICP and this is one of the greatest songs ever written by icp.
Same. Whoop whoop!
Whoop Whoop! Mfcl til I die mf's🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡
Wow this is Incredible these lyrics are deep..
Best ICP song I've heard in several years. Nice!
this is a step back in the right direction. for real.
thumbs up
when y'all are going thru some shit in life this is a go too song
I'm still young but ICP has helped me more then anyone or anything really has, shaggy and violent J speak the damn truth and are amazing for that. This song is what it feels like for me mentally and I could listen to it all day
why all the hate I like this it's Alot different for icp but it's creative af
I actually started listening to ICP when I was going through a pretty nasty addiction phase and this song describes it way too well. They're music helped saved life; it can make a world of difference to hear that you're not the only one feeling a certain way and that there are people who care.
Daniel C I bet that caffeine struggle was rough
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As a stage 4 cancer person, this song is life.
Listen to icp for 9 year now ..
Is song always
My life .. love u i.c.p
drugs suck,. much love to whoever's struggling with addictions, you are not alone... Mmfwfl
Great track!
I feel this on so many levels
May GOD bless you and your family
Found my new favorite band
HONDATRAP lmao you called them a "band" like they have a guy on guitar and a guy on drums. You have a lot to learn my friend.
Max Vettel they do have a drummer and guitarist
Max Vettel Honestly, anything containing more than one artist can be called band. You don't need guitar to certain types of music, like, not only metal and rock have bands.
HONDATRAP they been around since the 80s
Tom Stephen mixed
Music like this is why I am DWTC and Fam. My own blood don't get what it feels like for me being Bipolar and having PTSD. They want me to pretend everything is always fine. It's not and it hurts not having them to call when I need help. Much love.
This gotta be my most relatable icp to date
ICP has been around longer then some of these yahoo fools runnin their mouths~ ICP keeps it real~ I have a list of what gets me in the vibe of things with my workings~ THIS is top of my list!
How it feels to have health issues for real
Here in 2020 I've been in and out of the hospital since the start of the year and it's near the end of September I do truly feel like I'm falling apart
Exactly, and getting older in general this is how it feels day after day.
My favorite song I like icp music videos yeah juggalos whoop whoop
The performance of this song last night after the seminar announcement hit different. We love you J
Violent J name shld be mentioned when ppl debate the greatest storytellers in rap.. or music overall.. or in life period.. 👹🐐
i remember when i was in such a bad state of mind and loved these people. i would get high everyday, go ober to some other juggalos house and just get high on weed until id tap out. (took aloooooot) it took a trip to the mental hospital, and a spice overdose to streighten me up. i cant believe how much ive changed. ive found god and am married carrying my first child. wow, this is crazy.
congrats homie
Trip. I can say the exact same, wanted to see where these guys were while strolling down memory lane.
Respect
married wtf on your vids you look like you re 15 or something lol
i know. this account is old. i was about 15 or 16 then xD i am about to be 19 in a couple weeks! my last name isnt even vaquero(last bf), its mouser (married name). xD
i know. this account is old. i was about 15 or 16 then xD i am about to be 19 in a couple weeks! my last name isnt even vaquero(last bf), its mouser (married name). xD
its about drug addiction hes telling you what happens when you do drugs P.S that's why he shows a lot drugs flashing through his mind
It's about a lot more than just getting older...specifically opiate addiction....which takes over your life...becomes an obsession...a prison...that you hate...but don't think you can escape...until you and your life are quite literally falling apart...I quit popping pills with the help of suboxone like Joe... and I could not have done it without the help of Suboxone however I still deal with a lot of talk from people that don't understand and they're rude comments about the method that I used to get my life back and so that's why most opiate addicts are very private about it... I saw him a couple months ago he was still off opiates... and I have been also for over 5 years... It still amazes me... Sorry this is long just wanted to give you a little insight cuz I know exactly how he was feeling and the lyrics of this song are frighteningly true...
I quit black tar heroin and methadone with the help of KRATOM. Want some Tracey? Or have you even heard of it?
Nah fam, its about his skin cancer that the facepaint he used to use back in the day gave him, and now he can feel it taking its toll
Well. This is me sober
@@traceylynn9396 me too
This is Old ICP I fell in love with all those years ago, please keep this wickid s*** flowing Fam
First time i heard this, it hit a nerve,now im listening to this at 4.30am, still struggling with my own thoughts. This song explains how i feel so much, i cant explain it
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Whoop Whoop!
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Yeah, it's called old age. Never thought it'd happen.
Comments been sleeping on how hard this instrumental is 🔥🔥🔥
wow takes me back to feeling like a bopping teenager
Great video fam! J lost all that weight!! Damn proud of you man. Glad to see it. We want you around man so happy for you man.
+Donald Twitchtv Abyss TI knew it, i saw J as a little thinner but i just thought that was my imagination but yeah he does look thinner.
+Tyler Harris i just compare the two videos, man, losing that weight gave J years of his life back. i'm so proud of him, both him and jamie madrox have inspired me.
+Tyler Harris ironically it looks like he got his hit together whille doing a song called falling apart. talk about irony.
Violent j ,his voice he could make anything n be badass.
This song is so relevant to how I physically feel right now. I can put this on repeat.
This song has new meaning to it...
whole new meaning to this song now... I love you big homie.. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOUVE DONE FOR US!!!!!
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I can relate to this. I have an alcohol problem, and now i listen to this, it reminds me how i felt before I got sober.
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HOW CAN MY JUGGALOES FALL APART WHEN YOU HAVE YOUR SOULS TO I ALMIGHTY?
He’s always been a good story teller with the dope beats and hilarious lines, it’s crazy when he gets serious too
Genius storyteller, top notch performer and one of the most introspective individuals to ever put their thoughts to pen. 👏
The Duke is one of the greatest to ever do it in the rap game💯
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I know the name of this song is falling apart but I'm worried about Violent J's health because he looks like he's lost a lot of weight and he looks like he's literally falling apart slowly seriously though I hope he gets better
Jordan Brown he did this in 2002 bro give it 2 more years he will be fat again lol...
what he look way more healthy
Luke McWilliams he's actually been battling cancer for many years, that's why they support the charities, buy the faygo, they don't need the money, besides for his own treatments, imo anyway that's why they do that.
Brendon Ehrenberg I know joe personally and that is far from the truth bud.... He did the same thing in 2002... He will be fat again lol
he got surgery dude. thats a happy thing.
Thank you for making this song and video. It has helped me. Crazy how close
The lyrics are to what I’m going through.
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Love ICP, Violent J this is an awesome video.. Have always been a huge fan. Whoop Whoop
Much love to the duke of darkness .. fan since i was a kid in 99.. this song is art man✌🏽❤️
Terminal Stage 4 matazitised head cancer SURVIVOR HERE, Yeah i feel this fucking song to my core!
it's been a year since I turned into a juggalo. years and years I hated ICP until my home girl sat me down and had me listen to them and I started falling in love with this music. All those years I was such an ignorant bastard. I'm glad my home girl helped me see the light of my ignorant ways
that's awesome. I always heard their music at different times in my life but wasnt until I was 14 I really got into their music and discovered I was a lette. whoop whoop ~
Whoop Whoop
Same, it's been a little over a year for me maybe a few weeks, my home boy got me on em.
Whoop Whoop im 13 been a juggalo since i was six hell yeah much love fam
Same. some friends in the Midwest after I moved there.
I usually don't care for these guys, but I am glad I checked this song out.
One of the best things about ICP is the fact that they have such a broad sound. You could hate one song and another could be one of your very favorites. Man, I don't think there will ever be another groups music I feel connected to more than ICPs incredible discography.
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So fresh
and I ain't haten I love these mlther flickers
Seen them 20 times live love these guys always . Juggalo love
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Prayers up for my bro Violent J 💙 🙏