We Lost Our IVF Baby
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- Опубліковано 5 жов 2024
- We lost our IVF baby 2 weeks ago at 7 weeks pregnant. We lost our IVF baby girl. Even though the embryo was genetically tested and was a hatching blastocyst, we still lost her.
Although I'm grieving our baby girl, I'm ready to talk about what happened to help me move on in a healthy way. I tell you our HCG levels after our frozen embryo transfer, and the events surrounding the miscarriage.
I've now lived my worst nightmare.
Our FET Day July 26, 2024
• Successful Embryo Tran...
INSTAGRAM: @brittany_elizabeth_rn
Recently, I've been focused on IVF. I share my infertility journey in hopes of supporting other women. I also enjoy posting effective home workouts, nutrition facts, and healthy lifestyle tips that have helped me live a healthier life. I absolutely love connecting with you guys as we navigate life's challenges.
About my channel:
My name is Brittany and welcome to my channel where I share everything I know about health, specifically focusing on fertility health while balancing my other job as an Operating Room Nurse. In addition, I'm passionate about sharing my infertility story and current IVF journey. Balancing living healthy with going through IVF is not easy, so I want to share it all in hopes of supporting other women.
Brittany, I am so so sorry for this loss! I cried watching all the way through. I want to thank you for all your strength, your advocacy, and wisdom. You have truly been an inspiration on my IVF journey. I look forward to watching your future videos. Sending you love and faith! As you always say, remember to be kind to yourself. ✨💝
Thank you so much for your sweet words my friend; this really means so much! I’m so so glad to hear my videos have helped you❤️
Yes, being kind to myself has been more of a challenge lately🙏
I’m sorry for your loss. I lost my baby full term 39 weeks He was healthy due to medical negligence. We are now trying with ivf. I pray you heal.
OMG I’m so so sorry for your loss; I can’t imagine your pain. I hope you’ve found some peace and comfort as you move forward with IVF❤️❤️
I am deeply appreciative of you sharing your experience. I also had a miscarriage of an embryo that was euploid last year; I could not wrap my head around there not being an answer - especially with a 30-40k+ hcg. It was such a rollercoaster in the beginning and there was so much hope… but we lost him about the same timeframe and I couldn’t have been more shocked. I took my own journey to acceptance. You really resonate with so many people and are going to help them not feel so alone in their experience.
We did make the difficult decision to do another egg retrieval when we had no implantation after the next transfer. But, I didn’t let go of hope and the dream; I am now 34 weeks along ❤
I’m so sorry for your loss, wishing you the very best, and thank you again ❤
Thank you so very much for sharing your story! You have such a testimony and huge congratulations on your miracle coming soon💕💕 Im so encouraged by you; thank you❤️
Praying for a smooth and healthy labor and delivery for you💗
I’m so sorry for your loss. I had gone through the exact scenario in 2022 with my first embryo transfer. It’s so hard and even though I now have my son, it’s something I’ll never get over. Something that helped me was the idea that your babies cells become a part of you forever, so they are always with you. ❤
I’m so sorry you’ve had to experience this too
I love that thought of your baby’s cells are a part of you🥹 this made me cry; thank you so very much for your kindness💗
I’m so sorry for your loss, Brittany. Thank you for sharing your journey - both the good and bad - since we can relate and encourage each other along the way. I had my second FET on August 1 but sadly it didn’t work. I found it hard to accept considering our first was successful, and I think we just expected it to be just as smooth and easy. Like you said, nothing is guaranteed in this journey but I’m grateful for you and others who share theirs to help all of us too. I can relate to so many sentiments you shared about readiness. Praying that both of our final FETs will be successful 🙏🏾. Yuma is the sweetest and knows how to comfort you as you talk about it. God bless 🫶🏾❤
Thank you so very much for sharing your story and I’m so so sorry for your loss too. This second time around has been so much harder, and then to lose it feels like I’m starting all over again. Yes, let’s hold onto hope that this next and final transfer is the one💗💗
Haha Yuma is my therapy dog 🥰 I don’t know what I’d do without my animals💕
Sorry for your loss! I been through the same thing lost the baby at 7 weeks after embryo transfer and still trying for baby 2 , Sending you lots of hugs and strength next time is will happen 🙏🏻🙏🏻
I’m incredibly sorry for you loss too
It’s all so difficult
Thank you for the hugs and strength. Sending the same back to you as we both continue to try for baby number 2❤️❤️
With deepest sympathy I’m so very sorry for your loss. We’ve been following you along in our IVF journey and have learned so many helpful tips from you, thank you for always sharing as hard as this was too. We’re heading into an FET soon and I think it’s important to know this is a possibility (no one wants to think about), but you are strong to share your life and experiences with all of us and we thank you for it. Keep strong momma! Our hearts are with you ❤
Thank you for your kindness and encouragement; really means so much right now ❤️
Thank you so much for sharing some of your journey. Praying you have a successful and magical transfer💕 Sending lots of baby dust and positive vibes your way!
Hi Brittany!
I’m extremely sorry for your loss!
It’s so hard even to think about it.. hope God gives you all the strength and comfort through this.
I’m planning my first IVF December through donor egg , however we are blessed with a 6 year old and planning our second which was too late !
This probably is my last chance and I’m hoping all goes well.
I had my frozen embryo transfer August 26th and on my 7 week 1 day ultrasound found out his heart rate was decreasing. No heartbeat the next day and the next day after that I had a d&c I couldn't keep it in me after his heart stopped plus I didn't want to prolong it want another transfer asap. Praying for you baby dust to us all hun🥰
I’m so so sorry for your loss too; and yours being so fresh and raw. Praying you find comfort and peace and strength to keep going. Yes! Praying for baby dust!🙏💗
I’m so so so sorry!!! I’m crying with you and sending you so much love! 💔🫂 My first FET was in SRM on August 28 (I was thinking maybe I’d run into you), the first beta was 93 and I was so happy but it rose slowly and ended up in chemical/early miscarriage. It is devastating. In one of your old videos you said you didn’t want to know the gender to not to be attached too soon and I followed your advice. It helps in some sort of ways. I can’t even express how much your videos help me with my ivf journey. Thank you, dear Brittany❤
Thank you so much for sharing and I’m so so sorry for your loss too; it’s incredibly difficult
You’re not alone my friend, and now I know I’m not either which really does help
I’m so glad to hear my videos have helped you; that means so much to me❤️❤️
Sending lots of love and comfort back to you💕💕
I’m sorry for your loss. I’ve been watching your channel since I started ivf. I’ve used your channel as guidance for diet etc. and it’s been super helpful- thank you. I’ve have 2 failed transfers and 2 early miscarriages, much like yours - it does get better and you do find hope again! IVF truly is a marathon.
Thank you so much for sharing and I’m incredibly sorry for your losses. You’ve been through so much already and I’m sorry you’ve had to experience this too
Praying you’ll finally get your miracle soon💗
Oh my gosh I’m so sorry. I had a loss and D&C. I had a loss in my family before but the pregnancy loss is so painful and it lingers so long. Hugs and stay strong ok? Remember you’re not alone. You can always talk to somebody.
I’m so sorry for your losses too. I’m so sorry you had to experience this and go through a loss in your family I can’t imagine that level of pain. It has certainly lingered so far.
Thank you for the hugs and I know I’ll fight back when I’m ready❤️
So sorry for your loss . I have loved watching your videos through my ivf journey. I just lost my 23 week old baby on July 28th and it is so hard no matter how far along you are .
Omg I can’t imagine the pain you’ve experienced losing a baby that far along. I’m incredibly sorry for your loss too. Yes this is all so hard. Sending my love to you my friend
Am So so sorry my dear am actually crying with you😢 I admire the way your dog comfort you.
Sending you lots of hugs and love 💕 I’m sooo incredibly sorry for your loss Brittany! May you find strength in this difficult time ❤
Thank you for the hugs and love, really means so much right now ❤️
I am so sorry for your loss. I looked into IVF because of your living testimony of your son. That journey being so different from this journey is hard not to compare. I pray that you heal. The courage to share is outstanding.
Thank you❤️ and thank you so much for your prayers
I'm sorry for your loss. May time help you and Josh heal. Thank you for sharing despite it being so difficult.
Thank you❤️
I am so sorry brittany for your loss, this is so difficult. I had my 1st FET 2 days before you and it did not work. I pray that God gives us both our miracle babies. You are so strong and you will get there and hold your 2nd baby soon
I’m so sorry for you too. This is so hard. Thank you for your prayers, and holding onto hope we get to hold our miracle babies soon 💗
So sorry. The entire ivf is an emotional roller coaster. The process can really beat you down and the pain of bad news at any step is never something that is easy. Anyone who can go through it, success or not, is a champion of perseverance and are admirable in my book
SO TRUE🥹
My deepest condolences for your loss. I understand the pain you are feeling. You are not alone in this journey. Allow yourself all the time to feel the feelings. Sending prayers and love to you and your family. Thank you for letting us in and hopefully you find comfort in the messages of all that support you ❤
Thank you my friend ❤️❤️
I am so sorry for your loss 🙏🏻. I had the same experience during my first ivf transfer. Seeing the ultrasound i can never forget. My embryo was completely normal as well. Don’t lose hope ❤ fast forward to 3 more miscarriages and I started to accept that I would never get pregnant and then a miracle happened. Currently 18 weeks still in complete shock. Take care of yourself 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤❤ Us ivf moms are in this together.
Thank you so much for sharing and huge congratulations!!! I’m so sorry you had to go through all of that pain. I’m just so so happy for you now! Praying for a smooth and healthy pregnancy and miracle baby💗💗
And yes, us IVF moms are the only ones who get it. We stick together to get through all the challenges faced. I’m so appreciative of you girls!!
Oh no😢😢😢 I am so sorry! You made me cry😢 you're so strong. May the almighty God give you the strength to get through this very difficult time. I have been following your journey for so long and I'm heartbroken 💔 for you. Praying for successful baby next round 🙏
Thank you so very much for your love and your prayers; really means so much!❤️
Hi Brittany .. I’m so sorry for your loss. Sending you love and praying for you and your family.. I’ve been watching your channel since I started my FET cycle back in May. It helped me a lot. When I started looking for help with fertility specialists I found out I had breast cancer. And had to change plans.. I did an urgent IVF before starting chemo in 2022. I could retrieve 3 eggs and one turned to an embryo. 2 years after my cancer treatment finished, I started the FET cycle. I did it twice and in August it was looking like all should be fine. I did the embryo transfer but Unfortunately sept 11th my Hcg came out too low. I lost the embryo I had 😢 I’m still dealing with it and I can’t even imagine the pain of a miscarriage at 7 weeks. So so sorry for your loss. Wishing you all the best. 🙏🏼🥺
Oh wow thank you so much for sharing your story! What a warrior you are! Cancer survivor along with IVF survivor; you are truly an inspiration. I’m so sorry you had to go through losing your only embryo. This is all incredibly difficult. My heart goes out to you. I hope we both can find peace and healing as we keep moving forward, trying to hold onto hope💗
@@brittany_elizabeth_rn 🙏🏼🤍 thank you!
So very sorry, sending you love. I had a 12w loss and it is one of the hardest experiences. Having my older son definitely helped me to keep moving bc toddlers don't stop moving and don't understand. After bedtime though, i allowed myself to feel whatever came up and didn’t try to be strong. It was a process. Wishing you the best in your next cycle. My rainbow baby is 9 months now!
I’m so sorry you had to experience this too
I’m going the same
Soooo encouraging and makes me so happy to hear you got your rainbow baby💗💗💗
Thank you so much for sharing and your kindness means so much!
words can not express how it feels to have a miscarriage. I can only say how proud I am of you that you have the courage to be able to share this with others. It is something that will always stay with you, this is true. But speaking of my own personal experience of having a miscarriage back in 2016, I promise that as time passes, the pain will fade. You are in all of our prayers and I we are all here to support you.
Thank you so very much for your kindness and sweet words of encouragement❤️ many women have told me that, so I’m holding onto it. I’m glad I’ve found the courage to share.
Thank you for your support and prayers; they really mean so much right now
I’m so very sorry for your loss Brittany. 💙 I had a transfer right around the same time as yours and it failed so I understand the pain although I know it’s a bit of a different situation. Big hugs and I’m glad you’re taking some time to focus on your health and healing.🩷
I’m so sorry for you too. It’s all so hard
I hope you’re finding peace and comfort right now. Praying we both find the strength to try again. Healing is much needed thank you❤️
I am so very sorry to hear this. Please God look over this sweet family and help heal their hearts during this difficult time
Thank you❤️
Awww I’m so sorry for your loss! This is so heartbreaking ❤️🩹 sending some love to you and your partner
Thank you❤️
I’m so sorry, Brittany. I had three miscarriages, and it’s heartbreaking. We are on our three-year IVF journey waiting for our rainbow baby. 🤞
I’m incredibly sorry for your losses too. Praying you have your rainbow baby soon💗
Oh I'm so sorry... it's so awful to be blindsided. I'm a recurrent loss mama(10 total)-- I've had a lot of chemicals but then 3 missed miscarriages and it never gets easier. Take the time you need to heal/grieve but I hope your rainbow is coming as soon as you're ready.
Oh wow I can’t imagine the incredible pain you’ve experienced, I’m so sorry for your losses too
Praying you have your miracle rainbow baby soon, and thank you for your sweet encouragement ❤️
@@brittany_elizabeth_rn its been a hard road, I'm super blessed to have my daughter and honestly she's more a miracle than I realized since she's the only one who is here.... Having her deff helps ease some of the pain from loss. It still sucks and hurts but boy she knows just how to light up my day.
Brittany, I am so sorry. I have been through this twice (D&C too). Many hugs to you. You will be OK. Talking definitely helps.
I’m incredibly sorry for your losses too
Hugs back and thank you💗
Oh Brittany, no no no *deep deep sigh*, my heart just sank and my breath caught when I saw this video. Why does it have to be so hard? Every part of this journey and struggle with infertility is so unlike anything else we experience in life and then this layer just adds so much more depth.
What you just went through is all of our greatest fears in this process. The dread of that moment is nearly unbearable. I am so so sorry you and your husband have had to endure this.
I think like you, I would want to know the why and the how, for understanding and closure, and clarity to know how to do things differently if possible for the next time. Please just be so gracious and kind and patient with yourself. You are so strong and you know what is best for your mind and body. You're a warrior, Mama, and no matter what lies ahead, you'll have given it your all.
Thank you sweet lady for your courage and example and strength to keep pushing forward.
Sending you uplifting thoughts and hope and a virtual warm embrace.
Take care Brittany,
~Brittney
It’s SO GOOD to hear from you Brittney! Your message means so much to me and brought tears to my eyes I’m so grateful for you❤️
This is so hard. Like you said, going through infertility and IVF is already so difficult and then going through what I just did adds another layer. It flips you upside down
Thank you for your kindness as always. You are truly the sweetest friend. I hope you’re doing well with baby, and maybe life is getting a bit easier? How old is he now?
Thank you so much for your uplifting thoughts and love my friend 💗
@brittany_elizabeth_rn I'm just truly inspired by you. To be halted so abruptly and have your feet taken out from underneath you. You are a rare kind, one with perpetual hope and strength. You continue to rise for Quinn and Josh and yourself and for what tomorrow brings. Some days the weight is more than others and feels overwhelming but you push through it, especially when you have a strong partner by your side too, as it seems you have in Josh. Talk about the test of strength this process puts us couples through. It'll be your greatest accomplishment together, your family.
Thank you for asking about Collin. My sweet babe is 6 months old. He is such a happy little love! We've been exploring solids, which started strong but has had some regression. I think teething is contributing to that but we'll keep at it.
He does have an upcoming kidney surgery, as he's had right kidney dilation since in utero. They think a blood vessel is pressing on his ureter. But, there is no damage to his organ and testing shows 43% function (50 would be normal and doc thought it may be only 20, so was pleasantly surprised). He had to go under anesthesia for that test back in June which was the hardest part for this Mama. And of course for surgery he'll be once again put under and spend an overnight in the hospital. It's just so hard when he'll only just be 7 months. But, we will get past this!
Thank you for taking the time to always reply to my messages. You're a wonderful human, Brittany!
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I’m so sorry for your loss. I had the exact same thing happen to me at 7 weeks back in 2022, and couldn’t believe that a euploid embryo would stop growing. Like you, the genetic testing post-D&C showed no chromosomal abnormalities. Please, please be gentle with yourself. My RE doc said in my care “this embryo might not have had the cellular juice to make it.” I was comforted (afterwards) to learn that sometimes it takes 3 normal euploid transfers to net one live birth. You likely did absolutely nothing wrong.
Thank you so much for sharing! This is comforting to know maybe baby girl just didn’t have the energy to grow and I had nothing to do with it. Thank you for your sweet words my friend💗
I’m so sorry you had to go through this too
@@brittany_elizabeth_rn Thanks! I went through recurrent pregnancy loss testing after another IVF transfer (another euploid!) resulted in a chemical pregnancy. No issues found. Happily, I'm now carrying a baby from the third transfer, 20 weeks + 3 days. So looking forward to mtg our rainbow baby. IVF can be such a long and painful road, my heart goes out to you.
I'm crying for you sweetie! I truly am sad about this for you.
Thank you❤️
That ultrasound sounds so tough, there is nothing worse in the whole wide world. Had the same at 9weeks but it had stopped growing about 6/7 weeks. I had zero signs either. It sucks. Take care of yourself xxx
I’m so sorry for your loss too
Thank you❤️
Oh Brittany, 😢 good gosh. You and your family are In my thoughts. Jesus! ….you look beautiful and in a safe space with us
Thank you for your thoughts and I’m incredibly lucky to have you guys ❤️❤️
So sorry for your loss Brittany 🙏🏻🤍 thank you for sharing your story
Thank you❤️
I’m so sorry. I had 3 mc with 2 missed miscarriage which is what you describe having. It’s the worst especially when transferring a healthy PGTA tested embryo. 😢 I do have PTSD from going to ultrasound now and finding the embryos not having a heartbeat anymore. But it will get better with time. Stay strong. ❤
Thank you for sharing and I’m so sorry for your losses
Thank you for your encouragement and kindness; really means so much!❤️
@@brittany_elizabeth_rn of course and thank you ❤️
I’m so sorry for you lost! Sending you love❤ I know the feeling it’s not easy take one day at the time, valid your emotions 🙏🏽 you will feel better in the future but you never forget this moment 😘😘
Thank you so much for your sweet words. Thank you for the love and encouragement❤️ yes, one day at a time
Aww Brittany 😢 I also lost my baby girl at 8 weeks after the transfer. It was so painful . I am so so sorry!
I’m so sorry for your loss too
Thank you❤️
I’m speechless. I lost my daughter she was born November 26,2022. She passed away November 27,2022. She was healthy. We didn’t find out anything why she passed after autopsy.You can’t get over with it. I understand. I will tell you have faith with Almighty.And grow around within. Honestly I was waiting for your videos.I had miscarried last year. That was 5 weeks only. Still the trauma is unbearable.Please don’t cry.You made me cry.😢Lots of love for you and your husband.Keep going is the only option I believe.Almighty will give you again. I pray for you.❤❤❤.Hopefully I will have good news one day.Waiting for it.Just be faithful.❤❤❤.
I’m incredibly sorry for your losses and can’t begin to imagine the pain of losing a baby
Thank you for sharing, and for your kindness and encouragement. You have such a testimony
Praying you have your healthy miracle baby soon🙏❤️ Yes we having faith and hope is the only way💗
I’m so sorry for your loss ❤
Thank you❤️
We have the same birthday! Happy Birthday to you. I'm sorry for your loss. I've had two embryos not make it although they were 5AA PGT embryos. I've also experienced having to do a D&C. My last embryo worked and he is a 6AA. He is expected to be here soon. I'm praying you get your rainbow baby.
Happy late birthday!🤗 July 28 is the best🥰
Thank you so much for sharing and I’m so encouraged to hear you are finally expecting your miracle after your losses. What a testimony you have! I’m so encouraged by you, thank you mama💗💗 Praying you have a smooth labor and delivery❤️
It’s also so interesting your embryos were Day 5’s and excellent grade didn’t make it. Wow just proves we just never know many times
Omg! Brittany. I'm so sorry this happened. Going through a miscarriage is heartbreaking.
Thank you❤️
Don’t let age get you down as far as able to carry a healthy pregnancy. I always thought that and worried about that as well while ttc, i had 2 missed miscarriages, so i can relate to the pain your feeling, however as far as success for me and my husband, we had success before i turned 41!!!! I am now 22 weeks. This was no fertility treatments either!!! Which we had done many!!! Surgeries as well. Hang in there, you guys will have another.❤❤best wishes!
Also i forgot to mention, my last miscarriage was a girl as well, it does get easier though, but you will never forget, and that’s okay because that little girl was your little girl and now she is your angel 👼🏼 and will always be with you wherever you go.
Should girls start having children at menarche?
Oh wow thank you so much for sharing and huge congratulations!! This is so encouraging for me to hear. I’m so sorry you had to go through so much before finally getting your miracle. Thank you for your sweet message mama❤️
I'm so sad for you 💔 sending big hugs and prayers 🙏 the loss and grief will always be there but it does get easier.
Thank you for the hugs and prayers; really means so much right now ❤️
So many women have told me that; I’m holding onto it
Oh Brittany ….. 😢 I’m just so sorry and I cry with you. I wish I could hug you or scream and break dishes and vent with you . Please know I’m praying for your peace & healing.
Aww thank you my friend! You are the sweetest🥹 thank you for your prayers; they really mean so much right now ❤️
Nooo Brittany...I'm so sorry for your loss.🙏
You're so strong... don't give up
Thank you❤️ I’m not giving up; just going to heal first
I’m so sorry 🙏🏾💔 I’ve had 2 MMCs, the first was at 7 weeks and the second was at 10 weeks with a Euploid FET. I had a D&C with both.
I’m so so sorry for you losses too; it’s all so incredibly difficult
Thank you so much for sharing and I hope you’ve found some peace and comfort 💗
Thank you for sharing your experience.
So sorry for your loss, this too shall pass 🙏🏻
Thank you❤️
I’m so so sorry, Brittany! ❤
Thank you❤️
The only sign I had with my twins was my hormonal migraines returning. The ultrasounds following the migraine both times was a loss. We lost them two weeks apart at 6w and 8w and I didn’t get scheduled for the D&C until 10w and I hemorrhaged during the procedure. It was really hard to grieve it was our last try before we were going to move to IVF. And now after one egg retrieval we’ve had pretty below average attrition. This stuff is so hard.
I’m incredibly sorry for your losses too. I’m so sorry you’ve had to experience this and then process more bad news
This is all sooo difficult I’m just so sorry
I'm so sorry. I had a missed miscarriage at 8 weeks. I had a d&c and opted to have it done at the hospital because I couldn't imagine being awake(even with sedatives). I always think I'm over it unless I have to talk about it, then I break down.
I am so very sorry for your loss. I know the pain of miscarriage and would never wish it upon my worst enemy. Prayers for you ❤
I’m incredibly sorry for you loss too, and that you had to experience this
I am so sorry for your loss I know that pain. I to hard a missed miscarriage at 8 weeks but our baby stopped growing at 5 weeks and we had no signs.
I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m so sorry you’ve had to experience this too
Aww😔Pregnancy loss is the worst but it does get easier I promise. Ive had 2 losses. The 2nd was harder because everything looked great until we got our nipt back as high risk for Tri18 which can’t survive outside the body for long if any time at all but he sure wanted to. God bless him💖🙏🏻. The little girl at the restaurant was there to show u your future if u keep your eye on the prize(doesn’t matter the gender of the other embryo). U can do another cycle or lil brother for Quinn!🤗
And I’m sooo sorry for your losses too
It’s all incredibly difficult
I hope you’ve somehow found peace and happiness after both losses
I hope you’re right about the baby being there. Definitely not giving up 💗 thank you for your sweet words of encouragement my friend ❤️
@@brittany_elizabeth_rn U will feel a closeness to her even tho she didn’t make it earth side. It’s like you’re always connected. They are a part of our family in heaven with our loved ones and we will see them again. She will be a bit older when u see her though says all the mediums☺️. Seriously tho, her spirit is still alive if u close your eyes and connect u can feel it in your heart. Sounds crazy but I actually lost my 3 senior pets this year within months of each other and w all the grief I’ve suffered it made my relationship w god stronger and lately have experienced some really magical spiritual things! She not here physically but she’s not gone either. God bless!🙏🏻💖
I'm so sorry for your loss love 🙏🏽🙌🏽🩵
Thank you❤️❤️
I'm so sorry.
Sorry dear, God comfort you.
Thank you❤️
I'm so sorry for your loss.
Thank you ❤️
Hey Brittany, im so so sorry❤.
Thank you❤️
So sorry 😢
I'm so sorry. Words can't express. ❤
Thank you❤️
I’m so sorry
It was not the right time, however your mom instinct did not fail and you were ready. I genuinely think you did not do that too early, and the way to get prepared showed how much you did care. You are an example for all of us out here reaching out to your videos for help and info , and I am profoundly sorry to say that you are also an example now (simply because I can only image how hard it can be creating informative content even when processing this kind of loss). Looking forward to seeing you again energetic and motivated to jump into any next phase that can help you and your family heal from this difficult moment. 🩵
Your sweet comment means so much! 🥹 When you said my mom instinct did not fail and I was ready, you brought me so much peace by saying that😭 Thank you for validating my feelings; you’re so kind🙏
What you’ve said about my videos really helps me to stay motivated to keep making them. Thank you so much again my friend💗
Im so sorry... ❤
I’m so sorry ❤️
Sorry 😥
I feel you put to much pressure on yourself. Don't prepare too much for next transfer. You'll blame it on yourself if it doesn't work and really it is likely just chance if baby sticks or not. I got pregnant the month I was really down and stressed. A baby bird had died in my hands, too. I was in a really bad space... baby didn't care. But take the time you need to heal. Btw idk if you wrote anything on screen I just listened but you said fetus... she was still an embryo at that age, not that it matters for your grief, just saying. Best luck for rainbow 🌈
So what defines a fetus? I saw a head and body, and my nurse literally said the word fetus. Also the heart starts beating at 6 weeks
I appreciate your comment and huge congratulations💗 I’m not sure the whole comment was encouraging but thank you
@@brittany_elizabeth_rn It's just about time... fetus is from 10 weeks on they say. It doesn't matter that much, it was your baby, I know that. The comment was neither to discourage nor encourage you because honestly - I cannot know if it will work out for you or not, though I wish it to you. All I wanted to say was don't put that stress on yourself and leave a good portion to fate. In that sense - good luck 🐞
I'm so sorry. Doggie knows you're not feeling your best 😭🥹❤️🙏
Thank you❤️ yeah he’s so sweet🥹
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My heart breaks for you. I know that pain all too well. ❤
I’m so sorry you know this pain too
@brittany_elizabeth_rn I've healed, mentally and physically and you will too ❤️ hope your heart feels better soon!
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This video was so fucking triggering gave me so much anxiety
@@shabanaansari3545 I’m so sorry. I’m not sure why you watched it then
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You look good you don’t look 38
Haha aww thank you
@@brittany_elizabeth_rn just pray to God everything is gonna work out for the best
That really sucks but you should have started having children at puberty not almost 15 or 20 years too late.
Well you would know the reasons if you watch my infertility journey video. Your comment is hurtful
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@@brittany_elizabeth_rn how is that hurtful. Its basic biology. What were you doing during your youth? Going to college and getting drunk and having fun with these frat guys?
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Please for the love of Jupiter i dont know what your age is, but i checked your channel and 99% of what you eat is extremely unhealthy. I urge you to look into a natural human diet (carnivore) and trying it out. I understand this might not be the best timing ever, but trust me fix some things and the baby will come naturaly. Good luck
Should have started having children at first menstruation not almost 20 years too late.
Sooo what are your qualifications? Are you a registered dietitian, doctor, naturopath? If so, I’ll listen. If not, then you should know everyone is different and responds differently to foods. I know I don’t do well on an only meat diet which is a form of an elimination diet. I don’t believe in extremes, I believe in balance. Lots of fruits and veggies and yes, some processed foods that are healthy because life is busy especially with a baby. But you should already know this.
But I agree with you, definitely not the right time for this comment
@@brittany_elizabeth_rn go watch Paul saladino for starters. He's a medical professional.
I’m sorry for your loss! ❤
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