Hoarding Disorder Throw Out + Body Changes
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Hello everyone! Just to say that I'm now doing art streams on Twitch!
So come and follow here: www.twitch.tv/beckiejbrown xx
Definitely will have to check this out at some point!
Beckie Jane Brown can't you keep the lush aprons to use when you're cooking or cleaning??!
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HOW EVEN do you organize all that footage that you can find so many specific vlogs of you wearing the clothes/saying something relevant. Do you have it stored in a specific way or is it really just your brain holding on to all that info?
So many gigabytes....
Please do a video on this, I'd love to know! :)
I really love how your moving forward in this and putting the past in the past xxxx
I find these videos so interesting not just because of what you're deciding to get rid of, but the stories behind them. I like stories, partly because I'm really nosy and interested in people's lives.
it's weird how you hold some clothes up & I'm like "Oh I remember this rainbow legwarmer from the birthday video!" :D
I'm always so shocked/impressed with how you always find such specific footage from years ago. Does it take you a lot of time to scour through it all, or do you know exactly where to look?
I've organised my footage rather well (blowing my own trumpet), and I honestly do remember things really well. The 2009-2010 period is slightly harder to find things for as I recorded lots of footage for each video. So it's those videos that make the process a little slower. For videos outside that period, it's fairly easy! It's just my brain - I have friends who can't remember what they wore last week, I always remember! :D.
@@beckiejbrown That is so interesting! You have great memory. I can barely remember where my clothes came from, much less what year I bought them! 😊 Also well done for throwing some stuff out!! 💚
I have a tendency to hoard stuff, too. And I know how hard it can be to let go of some things. I'm so proud of you that you battle your disorder! Good job 👍🏻❤
I was keeping a lot of stuff since last year that I decided to get rid of many of them.and now I feel free from all this agony to get more stuff.I get only what I really need.Plus,my friends got stuck of this ideology to throw things and clothes and they are unstoppable...I think all women ,well we have some psychological issues and we have an attachment on things shoes and clothes....
The Fault in our stars video was actually the first video I ever watched of you. I remember it very vividly because I had just finished that book and I was absolutely in love with it and everyone else seemed to be in love with it too and then your video suddenly showed up at my feed and I was fascinated by your point of view, I found it really interesting and intriguing and I've been hooked on your channel ever since. You showing that dress actually gave me a sentimental feeling and made me realize I have been with you for over 4 years now!!! ANYWAY, I'm so happy to see you this happy I wish you all the best in the world, because you deserve it
Thats exactley what i thought! At first i was like, wow how does she remember everything, but when she hold up that dress i recognised it and felt sentimental as well ^^'
Getting rid of these things is clearly hard for you, and it leaves an impression to see how much you're managing to part with. Getting rid of things can be difficult for those of us who don't hoard, so I can only imagine what it must be like for you!
i also attach sentimental value to clothes and don’t like throwing them away (i understand hoarding disorder is debilitating and it’s not something i struggle with - i’m just a sentimental person that loves clothes) and i absolutely love these videos! i love how you can go back and spot each piece of footage - i’m almost jealous of how much of it you’ve got. i wish i recorded videos when i was younger and kept them. watching these videos for me is like that feeling when you find a big bag of things in a charity shop that all have a story
Sometimes I’m astonished by the thought how big your wardrobe must be
the wonderful thing is you have so much documentation of the memories you had with these pieces throughout your content!
I've been watching you almost the entire time you've been on the platform. You seem to have developed a bass level of calm that you never had before, and it's really nice to see ☺️
Thankyou for sharing your stories ♥️
I love this, i also attach memories and emotions to clothes/items, so i find it hard to get rid of stuff too :)
Aha the fault in our stars "rant" ... that's where the beckie0 odyssey started for me. (sorry I can't part with beckie0!)
What a ride it's been, I still enjoy hopping on your rollercoaster with you (:
I love that release when each item is let go, good vibes! Things can be so special and still become at some point just pointless to keep.
Just this video and the little snippets from history have made me Come to the realisation I’ve been watching you since “ROOM TOUR (2008-2009)” I would’ve been 7/8 years old. I’m now 16 going on 17 and always been so fascinated by you and watching you through every mental health stage and seeing how far you’ve come now actually makes me wanna cry. It’s like you’re family member. I’m so proud. Always one of my oldie by goldie youtubers that I’ll always watch, even if sometimes it’s been months, I shall do a Beckie Marathon. So, thank you for all you’ve documented throughout the years. You’ve helped me a lot in my adolescence, forever grateful:) X
I love this video! This is my favorite genre of items video I've ever seen you make. The memories you have are so precise and you pair them so beautifully and seamlessly with footage. It just makes for what is basically a visual memoir. It also really resonated with me especially today while I'm in the midst of growing out of my old spaces and looking back on changes. Beautiful. I would love to see more like this
Thank you
I really enjoyed this video! I am constantly amazed at how you can find footage from 10 years ago. Also, your memory is so clear and vivid. I really believe that you have found what you are supposed to be doing in life. Oh, and James' sneeze at the end and the look on your face was priceless! LOL
Your videos are so therapeutic for me. I love watching you, and I love that UA-cam is sort of your public diary (I do that on Facebook).
Anyway, you're amazing and what you are doing is making a difference. You inspire me and so many other people.
So, thank you :)
I love these videos so much. I'm exactly the same way in that I remember where and when I bought my clothes, and I have a lot of memories associated with different pieces. I love seeing the clothes and remembering what videos they were from... this is such a wonderful tradition, please keep doing it :)
I love how you have so many tangible memories of 10 years ago and longer, I struggle with memory and love photographs so much so all the little cut always you do makes be feel so happy
This is such a good way of dealing with your hoarding- recalling all of your memories with the items, and then letting them go. Also, you’ll always have this video to look back at if you miss them.
I love how determined you are about throwing things away - the "burn it" at 13:24 just cracks me up
So proud to see how much stuff you're able to get rid of recently. I've always had a problem with getting rid of things that have sentimental value until about a year or so ago! You inspire me to be better. xo
Us short girls do love our baggy shirts.
Oh we do indeed! I'd happily live in a baggy shirt!
I recently have been getting rid of many items that were for me really hard to let go of as well. As a gal who is pretty sentimental it was hard for me to let go of the items, but when I do I feel a sense of release and I feel like there is so much more room in my brain for new experiences and head space for whats ahead. Thanks for sharing your journey of letting go with us too Beckie!
As a hoarder myself I know how hard it is to part with things, your videos have helped me a lot and inspired me a lot and I have donated/recycled (and trashed ‘rubbish’ that I was holding on for sentimental reasons) this year I am quite proud of myself.
Still no where near done though long way to go, and certain things have a habit of making their way out of the donation piles. It will get there though!
I'm actually sad to see some of the things go 😂😭 They've stuck in my mind and even I felt sentimental about them. But more power to you for tackling it ❤️❤️❤️
Man I'd love that lush apron! Very happy to see you letting some things go!
I enjoyed this very much! I need to do the same - get rid of some stuff and make my home more roomy - but the delightful part was seeing the pic of the "twin" .. or "doubles" video - you said it was your 1sr - and I remembered watching it, and the rest of the as well. And the lil clip of you on the roundabout - I remember that as well! ... a little stroll down memory lane for me, as well,;)
I just really love your videos ❤️ I find them so calming. I totally get what you said about past you and current you - I’m dealing with a similar distinction. I also love your colouring in this. Best wishes.
I really enjoy these videos, they make me reflect on all my possessions and what I could/should get rid of myself. Please do more!
Underwear is so hard for me to get rid of. I think it's because I used to hold onto bad ones for periods and such. And I don't even get a period right now and I still have to try not to hold onto ruined underwear.
Well done Becky! :)
I used to be a hoarder too with clothes, art stuff and childhood stuff.. I've parted with lots of stuff. I still have a ton of clothes and clothes in bags in attic, that are hard for me to get rid off as I keep thinking that they may fit me one day, even though they are like 10 years old.. 😂
I've definitely noticed my body has changed in the past 2-3 years. I've put on over a stone that I cannot lose and definitely got wider in hips, bigger thighs and broad shoulders. I've got lots of broad people in my family, but was still suprised like where on earth have these hips come from 😂
Need to try find a place near by that recycle scrap material....
I have a hoarding problem too, have my whole life... and your house does not look like mine. :( So you are doing amazing. I have spent days and days gathering and throwing out things but the clutter never, never goes away. You could never tell I have tried at all but I have worked really hard and nothing has ever changed. I wish I could crawl out of the clutter but it never stops. I'm proud of you for being able to do it! In all your videos your place always looks so nice and tidy and even minimalist to my eyes. I pray and wish my house could look like that some day!
It’s almost scary to see the depth of emotion on your face and in your body language with some of these pieces. I have a lot of heavy association with items, too, and a lot of hard memories. I think we’re opposites in a sense because I tend to feel better just getting rid of everything so I don’t have to carry the clutter or the memories around with me. Awesome job sorting through all of this; it can’t have been easy.
I wish I was able to find your video of cleaning your room for some motivation to clean mine. But this one will work just as well
Good on ya, Rebecca! Time marches on. New life. New ideas. New things. Have a good autumn.
I would say I'm a mild hoarder, all of those memories are so hard to part with. This year I've spent a lot of time going through boxes of items, and have finally been able to let go of so much. I decided that if something has negative memories attached to it then I don't want it in my life. And in order to have room physically and mentally for new memories and for the things that truly matter, I need to let go of all of the the things that, in the end, are only holding me back. I've started taking pictures of everything I'm donating, it makes it easier to let go of. I'm so proud of you, it's not easy getting rid of things, but in the end you'll have room for so much more joy 💜
Honestly, this is my favourite series of yours
so proud of you!!!! you’re doing so good!!!!
I love James, he's so funny 😂Love you Becca!♥️
JamesLivesOn O my goodness, hello! Unless this is a fake account, either way, hi and yes 😂
JamesLivesOn I mean, why not, you're important . I also just saw your comments on the video and it has been further verified that you are indeed the real James. 😂
JamesLivesOn
I wish I had found a James when I was dating! But alas, no. I like that you are putting smiles on Rebecca's face.
I'm so proud of you! x
“Grab a cat”
Looks down at cat on my lap.
I find so satisfying to declutter my stuff and send things to charity or recycling that I also find satisfying watching you doing it, Beckie :)
I LOVE these videos! Wish you filmed the other 3 bins you tossed out!
One of the things I do for sentimental things is allow myself to keep one - so say there's a set of tops, I can keep my favourite one. Then often when I come back to it in another clear out its easier to get rid of the one when its no longer a set and I realise I haven't missed the others
Do you have a photographic memory? Or at least somewhat photographic when it comes to certain things. I always wonder how you immediately know what month/year to go to to find all the extra footage you put into things and I am so impressed. I also find videos like this so satisfying. Good job getting rid of so much stuff matey!
Idk, I really love these kind of videoes, because they remind me to look through my own stuff. When you have a small apartment, the space is really limited..
My cat is ready, and she playing with me with my nail file lol 😂😂😂😻😻😻❤️❤️❤️
Im so thrilled for you that you're putting on weight. I know how hard it is when you're (our) size. Took me three years to put on enough weight to feel even slightly healthy. I hope you are truly pleased with yourself and your life
I know I've put some weight on before, but never this much and never kept the weight on this long. Even when I've tried, it hasn't gone well. So now we're here, even if it doesn't last - the fact we've done it means we can do it and do it again if need be
I'm proud of your progress!
I’m a hoarder too, it’s so hard. I’m trying to get rid of everything. My kids are 8, 6 and 5 and I’ve still got a lot of their baby stuff!
So proud of you!!
While I am not a hoarder, I do connect so many items with emotions, both good and bad. I'm glad I'm not the only one who does that.
I love how you remember so much 💖💖
10.41-10.51 breaks my litlle heart a bit
I'm sure I am not alone in saying that we all love these kinds of videos' Rebecca. There may be the odd few in which these kinds of videos are not up their alley, but the majority of us, I'm sure, do love these types of videos so don't stop doing them if you have anymore to throw away. Love ya x
Thank you
Ahhhhh you are so welcome Rebecca, you beautiful inspirer
Thank you for showing us a glimpse of past Rebecca that you are parting from.
Fluorescent leg warmers! 😱 I love them😍
You live in London, right? How do you find the space in an apartment that you can afford for all your stuff? I hope that doesn't come across as rude! I can relate to you and I worry about the same thing when I move out hahaha!
I haven't lived in London for a few years now. I'm wayyy out in the countryside :D.
I'll never afford London - I'd be lucky to get a box room in a converted house....
Good luck whenever you go :D
Oops! I don't know how I missed that important info haha! I'm moving to Newcastle. A lot more affordable than the South :D
All good! Yeah, I moved back in with parents in very late 2015 and moved out at the very start of 2018 to another part of the UK. Not near London, even further away but with a better commute if we get to it! Sister has been living in London three years though, so we still know about the tough old London renting situation out there! Bloom-in nightmare and the prices keep rising! (She's just come home for a while). I've ended up where I am and making do with the situation I'm in - which is frankly not that bad compared to what a London life would have been.
Me too ive bin going through my stuff the last few years and donating throughing out and redisigning i like to create. When your sad you look like a model in pics they never smile
Im getting rid of my hoard addiction to pictures
I feel your pain when you put it away🙈 -It feels better afterwards tho
-wow I had a super weird deja vu typing this and seeing you in the lush apron
love love loooove these videos
Hi :) Hope it is ok to mention, but I was just wondering if you had considered turning the jewellery you are donating into artwork? Something along the lines of a mixed media canvas? Kind of re-purposing it/upcycling it? (sorry, my crafters brain kicking in....lol) Take care, Debs xx
I really struggle to throw things away, and I'm about to move house from a flat into a room, so I need to get rid of stuff. It's going to be unbelievably hard but I know I have to do it. How do you build up to it, or is it more just like ripping a plaster off?
I guess I've been building up to it for a good ten years. I've heard horror stories from other hoarders where parents or family have gotten rid of huge amounts of possessions without the permission of the hoarder. It can feel like part of your soul has been ripped apart.... Others claim that even if you remove our posessions, we'll just start again and hoard even worse as we've even less to hold onto - we hold onto whatever comes our way.
Some people react well though I suppose.
@@beckiejbrown thanks for such a thoughtful reply. I think that's what is stressing me out so much, my family tend to just go "let's get rid of everything" and that just makes me want to hoard even more, but I know that it's not good for me. Maybe if I do it on my own terms it'll be easier... Good luck with everything, you're making great progress :)
The ability to remember where all of your clothes came from and memories associated with it, is that just an aspect of the hoarding?
It can be, for many we retain the memories quite severely in our minds. In parting with the object, it's like destroying the memory in the process. It's another level to the whole parting process that some don't understand if they don't associate memories and items together as we do. It's bloomin' weird and tough simultaneously!
This was really interesting! A little peek into your brain ;)
I’ll take the jewellery and give it a good home lol :P
I have thought of something. Can it be that you have hyperthymesia? You have such a good long-term memory, even remembering most dates you've made videos or worn specific clothes, and such. It's quite common for people with hyperthymesia to have OCD, hoarding problems, BFRB and suchlike. Hyperthymesia doesn't have to be a bad thing, that varies a lot from person to person.
It’s good to see you.
I love that pink jumper at 2:30 I want it ☹️
You should sell the LUSH apron! Lushies would pay a fortune to have it 🙂
Respect for wearing things until they're worn out!
Do you have photographic memory? How do you manage to find clips where you wear all the clothes? I admire your editing.
Well done!
Knowing you, I knew to watch this with a cat already with me
Didn't know you nearly went to Bath Spa! I graduated from there two years ago.
Well done getting rid of more things! 😊😊❤️❤️❤️❤️
9:20 yes! I immediately recognized it.
Lovvvvve your top!!
hey did you ever release your documentary about hoarding you filmed/produced? :) would love to see it some day becca!
Good job!
I love that poncho
I absolutely adore the lantern you've had since you were 8! Maybe consider putting it on depop? Xx
I am scared to even think about how much time and effort it took to find all that footage of those clothes 0_0
FOUR BOXES!!!! Big steps forward :)
This video inspires me to clean up 😆
The dress @8:30, gimme
I know doing this is hard, but it's a huge step... to where, only you can answer. So here's a 💜 to help with your journey.
You'd get a few quid for that bag of jewellery if you sold it as is on ebay.
In fact if you listed them and did a short video here with a link to the listing you may well find that your loyal follows start a bit of a bidding war. :-)
I didn't grab a cat but I am watching with my 2 1/2 week old daughter, Poppy.
Beckie flick! Also that lamp from when you were 8ish is awesome! I know it's not productive to say, but I'd keep that.
BOOYAH!
you should sell your stuff im sure lots of us would love to have something of yours id ponder framing something up to hang by my computer
Hey, welcome from Hungary ☺️
What if I do not have a cat to grab? I haz a sad... :-(
I know this is irrelevant but this red shirt on you is so stunning 😍💛✨ FASHUN ICON
You could sell the lush apron on facebook? I used to work there and I sold my old lush tshirts for about £10 each. People go crazy for lush stuff :)
I hope the necklaces and bracelets aren't too tangled up inside that bag!
I actually went through and untangled them all. I've seperated chains from the pendants. So not too bad! Once I know what to do with them, I'll get things sorted correctly. For now, they're seperated with the intention of going!
I have close older then my kids 22 20 12 10 9 2 Yup all mine .so slowly i go through and i fined i can only get ride of some mich at a time and then i have to stop or i feel like tramatised so slowly like a snail and when i finshish i take a break and then do it again . i too can remeber who i was with when i bought stuff or who bougjt me or my kids things ive got closest i cant use or get to as the boxes i cant get too its time to go through but im sewing stuff i got 5 large boxes of things im altreing and sewing might try to finish a box of sewing before i donate some more for me its mostly cloths i hoard