I’m okay, and ily guys so so much. Thank you for supporting me and for letting me be vulnerable with you all :) PS check the description for a lil message from me❤️
Dear Carrie, I live Europe and we have been in a very severe lockdown for over six months. The end of this is nowhere in sight. One day I feel better than the next. I often think: this too will come to an end, everything will pass. I think a lot of people have the same feelings as you, Carrie. You are not alone, we understand you ❤️
I think everyone is feeling something like this right now, including me. Quarantine sucks, that's the only way to put it. I related to this a lot because I find it hard to have motivation as well. You're not alone, and some day this will all get better
This is literally me I have been struggling with my messed up mind and this is really because pandemic And tbh I was never like this but idk what happened to me
We are here to support you! Don’t worry about this It’s ok not to be ok as long as you are not giving up💖💖💖 After the rain comes the sun💖😄🌞 WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH CARRIE
Hi Carrie. I can’t believe this is gonna be my first comment on your UA-cam channel. I’m going through this exact same thing. I’ve been going through it long before the pandemic. I just never had the balls to tell anyone. Since middle school, I’ve always felt lost and directionless. Even when I had friends, like freshman year, there was a small part of me that still felt alone. Junior year in particular, I jumped on the hot mess express, but I’m sure you already knew that.That was the year that my life was at its lowest point, and for that I almost ended it. This pandemic has done nothing but amplify those emotions. Every day just feels so unfulfilling no matter what I do. Isolation is terrible for human beings. We’re social by nature. Thank you for helping me articulate what I am feeling. I could never put it into words. It helped me feel slightly less alone today.
Imani, hi. First of all I just wanted to acknowledge the bravery and maturity it took to write that. I didn’t know you even watched my videos, but that was such an incredibly thoughtful comment. I also wanted to apologize for taking so long to reply to your comment. Although I’ve been finding my footing with things once again, I still am very behind on so much in life (including going through all of the UA-cam comments). I’ve been trying to give myself grace with a lot of things, especially given the crazy circumstances we’ve all been under. It warms my heart to know that this video helped you feel a little bit less alone. Like you said, isolation is so horrible for us all. And I really hope things start looking up for you❤️
Tears stream down my cheeks as I write this to you. Everyone struggles and you are facing it head on by being honest about it. And it is okay to struggle! We all do. You must continue to be kind to yourself and to allow yourself to feel emotional. It's perfectly okay to do that. You have all our support and all our prayers. And this is why I have not yet sent the stuff to you because I myself have not had any motivation to leave the house. I've had to deal with one medical challenge after another and in fact, when I woke up this morning, I said to myself, Why even bother getting out of bed today? It's only going to be more of the same struggle, the same pain. But I got up and got moving and I believe that once we get our feet on the floor, anything is possible for us. So be good to yourself and let it out when you have to and reach out whenever you need a shoulder to cry on because there will always be someone who will dry your tears and help you keep your chin up. And always, always, pray and trust God because He will get you through it!
Thank you so much for the unconditional love and support. You have always been so unbelievably kind to me, and you comment truly touched my heart. You have such a beautiful way with words, and I’m very sorry to hear that you’ve been struggling with medical challenges. I’m wishing you all the best, and please take time for yourself!! We all could use some extra self-love and self-care❤️
I understand you❤️. You’re not alone. You’re not a false image to me and thank you for sharing. ✊✊You are lucky to have such supportive fans (as I’ve seen in the comments, hehe😊) and I’m glad you know that we are here for you
We're all here for support and to help you. Im going to keep you in my prayers. You are never alone. Its okay to be upset but just let the feelings come out. This is such a relatable video.
I clearly understand you Carrie... I used to have a huge procastination problem, and it ended up being that worse that i did get behind with school and all other stuff. I never gived myself some time for things that are super important. One night i realized that i coul'nd go on in my life like this........ And now im Just being grateful for everybody and everything. Cause without Them i became the person before that night. So my point is to live your life as good as possible........ ILY ♥️
I’m so happy that you’re here, and I can’t thank you enough for taking the time to write such an honest comment! Wishing you all the best and sending you so much love❤️
Omg girl.. stop crying I'm with you ALWAYS okkkk??? Look I have bad days too yr not alone dont worry its gonna be ok! I promise don't let yourself go down! I love u stay safe🥺
Thank you for sharing this!!! Just this alone lets us know that others go through the same things when it looks like everyone else is living this "perfect" life. 🖤🖤🖤 Wishing you peace and more happiness & success
I can't say that I know how you're feeling, but I do know what you're feeling. For the first time in my 51 1/2 years, I feel unsettled. I have a great job that I now dread going to every single day. I have goals in life that I wonder if I'll ever achieve. I lost my older sister on January 1, 2021 due to complications with pneumonia (due to Covid). I think, after all this world has been through the last year and a half, most of us can relate. If it's okay, I'm sending prayers your way. Soon, hopefully, we'll find our new normal. Hugs to you.
Wow. Thank you for leaving such a vulnerable comment- I truly admire your bravery! I hope now that you’re feeling a bit better, but, regardless, I’m sending lots of love your way❤️
It was like you wrote everything I’ve been feeling. I feel the exact way. So blessed and I know there’s so many people who love me but I feel empty and alone and like I work so hard but get no where. I’m going through blood, sweat and tears trying to get what I so desperately want and I now I’m worried once I get it it won’t fulfill me. I’m having lots of doubts and worry’s. Just remember everything will work out eventually and God has you in His hands and will never let go. It’s all His plan!
Thank you for making this...not just for yourself but to inspire so many other people to keep going. And I know what you mean, only you can know everything about yourself...
Today, I turned on the youtube, and watched your videos because I was just feeling so tired of my life and you always managed to cheer me up. And then... I saw this video. I know this video is from 2 years ago, and its little too late to comment on, but these days, its so hard for me to love my self and feel motivated. And watching this video, I feel a lot better now. Thank you :)
Thank you for being real. Thank you for showing that it's ok to not be ok. I love your videos and I always watch them when I'm feeling down because they fill me with joy. I'm lucky enough to live in New Zealand where things are pretty much normal for us and my heart goes out to all of the people still in lockdown.
We're here for you, girl!! I have days like thise too sometimes. That's when I listen to favorite songs (U2, The Beatles,Tom Petty And The Heartbreakers,Bon Jovi, Selena Quintanilla, and For King And Country are all bands/singers that make me happy.) I feel pressured to be what the world wants of me. I try to be myself but it's hard when who I am is different than most people i know. Journaling and reading help me so much. Thank you for being honest. I think i need to be more honest in my journal and you've inspired me to so. Praying for you!
@@CarrieWalker classic music is one thing I've been teased about but it doesn't bother me much. Classic rock is AWESOME! check out these songs by each band! U2- "Where The Streets Have No Name", "When Love Comes to Town", "Gloria" The Beatles- ALL SONGS! lol but "Here Comes The Sun" "Happy Just To dance with You" and "Yellow Submarine" are favorites of mine Tom Petty and The Heartbreakers- "I Won't Back Down", "Refugee", "Here Comes my Girl" Bon Jovi- "Born To be My Baby", "Have A Nice Day" Selena Quintanilla- videos from her Astrodome performances when she wore her iconic purple outfit For King And Country- ALL SONGS but specifically "Joy", "God Only Knows", "Together", and "Priceless" BONUS SUGGESTIONS Journey- "Don't Stop Believin", "Faithfully" ALL SONGS Petra- "Beyond Belief", "I am On The Rock" "God Gave Rock and roll To You and Me" The Rolling Stones- "Start Me Up" ( music video for this is hilarious) Mick Jagger and David Bowie-Dancing In The Street So many more I could recommend. I try to choose ones that would hopefully cheer you up!
Carrie I love you and when I found your channel I was going through a hard time myself Your videos helped me understand myself and express myself today with your jounalling videos. I LOVE YOU and I will be here to support you 💕
Hi Carrie, I appreciate you for being this open with us, i have been going to a situation like this, I know is hard but you can do it, you are strong,brave and your followers inspiration, you got me into journaling that helped me a lot, so think about how many people you helped, after bad times good times come, i hope you would feel better and I LOVE YOU, WE LOVE YOU, WE CARE ABOUT YOU AND WE WISH THE BEST FOR YOU❤🌸❤🌸
No worries Carrie. We are all here to support you and show love to you. Today is my brother's brithday and I woke up to see this and I wanted to say that you should talk with your dorm friend and do things you enjoy the most. Stay happy Carrie because I always hid my feelings until I had found your channel and I share my loved with you since I was cheered on by you and I contiuned that with other people. We love you Carrie!!! 💘❤🙂☺🤗😘💓💝💖💗💙💚💛💜💝💞💟❣💌
OMG! I feel so sorry for you, l hope you feel so much better everyone who follows you will support you 100%. I live in Perth,Australia so we don’t have lockdown i now know how lucky l am. You are not alone you have all of us life will get better.
oh carrie, I cried with this video, because in a way I felt every one of the words you said. Maybe now I don't feel that way so much anymore because I've found something that I'm passionate about and that helps me cope with this (playing guitar and writing songs) But there was a point and sometimes I still feel that I just dedicate myself to existing, especially because this year I entered high school and I hardly know anyone, I feel that everyone already have their best friend or their group and I am simply alone, and If we were only in face-to-face classes, it would be easier. There a lot of things that made/make me feel that way, like school, family, friends, the pandemic, my country( right now living in México is really painful). But you are right, finding something that you love and taking care of yourself is the best thing you can do right now. So I understand you completely, and don't worry, we are here to support you and we love u 💕 Have a good day! All the love. C 💕❤️
I feel the same exact way in my first year of college. I’m so glad that you’ve found joy in playing guitar and song writing, and I really hope things start turning around for the better! Thank you for always supporting me, and I’m sending you lots of love❤️❤️
girl, its crazy much i can realte to you right now. Something is off with me too, and I could barely get it together to right down how i felt. I am praying for you and I hope everything feels more normal soon. Just know you are not alone, I am going through the exact same thing. I love you!! keep moving, I believe in you.
You will be okay your funny and kind and I just started watching you. And I'm writing in my journal everyday. I'm sorry your going though this. This to shell pass. Hang in there.
i can't explain how much i'm grateful for u and everything u do for us... i want to hug u so much! pls don't feel worthless or bad ❤️ i love u so much and everything is going to be fine soon or later! luv u and stay safe!
Carrie we are here for you!!❤️❤️ I’m so sad that you have to go through this but you ARE worth it. We all love you Carrie and your not going through this alone😘😍❤️
Sorry I didn’t comment on this sooner but I just wanted to say real quick you are awesome and you will bounce back! Everyone goes through this at some point but just remember the people who love you and things that make you the happiest :D
I’ve been feeling that way since March, the time around my birthday. My depression has kicked in hard the past couple of months but I’m trying so hard to push through it. There have been days where all I’ve done was cry instead of doing my homework. I feel how you feel right now. I’ve been going to therapy and writing in my journal, but I want something more to push me out of the hole that I’m stuck in.
I love you. Your an amazing person. And it is ok to not be ok. These feelings wont last forever. Emotions are finicky and you just have to push through the unpleasant ones. I'm so happy that you're so honest. That's the first step of getting better. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Awwww sis...its all ok! We have all had days and weeks like this. This pandemic has done something to all of us across the world. Take one day at a time...rest...cry..feel the emotions...and know that this too shall pass. You are so loved. It will all be ok. 🥰
We are here for you Carrie take any time needed I’m glad your taking care of yourself I have trouble with that we are all on a journey I hope we get to hug and be with people again
My heart feels heavy for all who suffer from feeling these lows in life. I pray that we can support & encourage one another in actions, words, just love . I have my own struggles and sometimes feel alone. Please let’s be kind to one another and make good choices to take care of ourselves.
I'm so proud of you for sharing this with all of us. And i know you know its going to be okay but i feel like hearing it from someone else can maybe make a difference. So just know that you're going to survive this. You've been through so much yet you still survived. So this time again, its going to be just fine. You are so strong and I'm so proud of you! and again i know you already know this, but I'll say it anyways, Bad times don't always last. sooner or later it WILL pass and during these bad times you don't need to pretend its okay. It is Not. Accept the bad stuff and accept the fact that it won't last forever. In the end it'll be alright. We'll be alright!! 💛💛
Girl I’ve been going through the same thing. This week was rough. I’m burnt out from school, and my anxiety has been controlling my life it feels like! I can’t even get an appointment to see a therapist because they are all booked up for such a long time. I have been journaling though! You motivated me to do that, and just think, some day we will look back at those journals of the times and we will be in better times! We will get through this girly!
Carrie, you expressed our situation well, regardless of age, and circumstances! I'll be 80 in September, and I, too, understand what you're saying, although much of my reason is due to physical illnesses... Odd how similarities can affect the mental, social side!! God has been my Strength throughout this weird pandemic and the changes it has made in each of our lives. At this point, it continues; isn't easing up! Love you, Friend, and I pray we will ALL make it through this miserable time.
I know just how you feel.....the key is to just hold on to the good parts of your life, life is not fair and that's a fact, your good parts are what makes you YOU. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH and I want you to know that you are BEAUTIFUL AND BRAVE and you can conquer anything💙💙💙 By the way I'm from Pakistan so just look how vast your UA-cam channel has spread. You are the reason I've started Journaling and I'll always love you for the fact that you are the one who INSPIRED me to do so!!!!! All the love, Zainab😌
My sweet niece I know how you feel....it takes courage and strength to allow yourself to be vulnerable! I have no doubt you’re gonna be more than ok, but if you ever need to talk I’m here. Sending much love...❤️
We love you Carrie!! I hope you’re doing better and I know these current times have been hard on everyone. I promise I’m not trying to make this about me but I’ve suffered from severe burnout this year. Take breaks. Go outside. Pray. Do anything to take care of yourself.
Hold on there, it will be better soon hopefully, thank you for your honest and sincerely videos, it is not easy time for many people but everyone tries to hide it, we all need a kind words, hugs and prayers now but we hardly can have it, it all will change soon and you will see who is a real who is not, I am so grateful for your work, I have the same thoughts as you now- and I am very mature and old lady😌, but I believe that we can put ourself to the wonderful road in life, because we are good people and we can do it, for the light, for life, for ourself as well as for people whom we care about. Please be healthy and everything else will be with you.😇
first i wanted to say, its immensely brave of you to share this with people. going through a hard time is bad enough, having to keep it to yourself and still make content is really difficult, but i still think telling people is even harder. being a youtuber must be a hard job, having to keep a smile on your face even when you really feel like you're crying. thank you for telling us and all your real fans will support you. love you carrie
This girl is the most inspirational girl there is. I watch her videos and aspire to be like she is and always wondered how she kept it up and how one person can be so amazing. I’m honestly surprised she doesn’t just break because her enthusiasm and life style must take so much effort all day every day. She deserves a break and all the love there is. The worlds not worthy of her and I honestly wish I was more like her. I send you love Carrie ❤️
Awww🥺 I hope you feel better. No I KNOW YOU WILL because your an amazing person. I know for sure that you have inspired many of us. Like you said it’s ok to feel sad cause it’s not going to last. Everyone goes through times like this. BTW I was thinking about how calm I g your voice is, and it would be soo cool if you started a podcast or something - Have a great day
It is exactly how I was feeling on the last days of April. I was feeling so sad and unmotivated to do anything. I just sit with my journal writing and crying 😢. After that I feel better a little
Hi, I'm sorry you're not in a good place at the moment and hope you feel more motivated soon. I've just completed my first journal in 54 days, never completed a journal before and your videos really inspired me. Please look after yourself.
@@CarrieWalker im now on day 103 and almost finished my second one. i am going to use one that has refills in it so i wont keep using the leather for the covers (i didnt think about it when i got my first two)
Awww its okay! I'm kinda in the same position right now. I have been taking online school lately cuz of something going on. And all I do it sit on the couch and play games and watch videos.We are all here for you :D
carrie i love you so so much and i can relate to this so so much. you are so strong and brave for being willing to share this and i’m here for you if you need anything 🤍🤍
It’s okay to not be okay everyday and it’s okay if the strong face you put up for others had to come down every so often. That is unfortunately life. I’m glad that you treated yourself a bit even if it was in one of you vulnerable moments where you were airing everything out. I do hope you feel better soon and that things brighten up for you!
Hey carrie hope you are okay and this happend to me to we will always support you and you are the best journaling youtuber you have us motivation now we will give you motivation
wow... so it's not just me that's been feeling this way? that's so lovely to know! i hope that you're doing OK, carrie, and just know that we're all here for you
I feel like I'm in the same boat. I just lost my brother a week ago(he had brain cancer) and it's knocking me down in ways I didn't expect it to. It'll get better though.
I really understand what you are feeling cause i feel like that sometimes. I think one of the few good things of this pandemic is that we can be honest about what we feel. Cause all of us are going through the same thing. I hope that you will feel better soon... 🥰🥰
First off let me just say we are always here for you Carrie. You can always trust us. We all struggle with life sometimes. The pandemic has been hard on everybody. My little brother (Who is quite young) has been struggling with anxiety because of COVID You are not alone. We will always support you.
Carrie Walker....Where should I start? I started watching your videos at the end of January and even then I knew you were an amazing person. I know...Believe me I know how hard this pandemic has been. I need you to know you are a special and unique human being and it's okay to feel down every now and again, but after the sadness there will always be joy somewhere. When I feel like this (and I did for a while at the start of the year) I tend to look for the positives in my life.. when I saw a bird or something incredible I would point it out to my friend saying, "wow! Look at that!" And for awhile she thought I was crazy but now she joins in. I need you to listen to me now, there are times I would get up on a Sunday morning just to see one of your videos.. once you post a video on social media it can make people think "Oh! They must act like this in real life!" And in reality when I post videos on social media it's usually a more energized version of myself. It's complicated to explain. You have been such an inspiration to me and even though we have never met I care about you 🤍
Thank you so very much🤍 it’s so true that focusing on the little things is so so important! I love you so much, and thank you for taking the time out to write something so kind🤍🤍
💕💕This is normal. You are perfect and this is very common, this is very relatable to most people!! We, if not, I am herr for you. Tjings can be rough but its just a part in life. The pandemic has msde it way worst for everybody but all together its not as bad as u think it is. We are all in the same spot in life. Cry as much as u like, burst out all the sadness,there is always a right path. 💞🥺🌸 we all love u so so much anf would love for you to be very honest with us, u have inspired me to show my emotions and not hide them! I would like to thank you for everything Love from rihanna 💕✨
It's funny how knowing you ain't the only one going thru a certain situation can help... Thanks honey for the video 🙂😘it definitely made me realize that 'SIBANINZI' meaning I ain't the only one there are many more I love you and keep on making vids ☺️😁cause wow you know how to make me feel better, ❤️❤️
Take some time. Step back and breathe okay? I know these times are hard. I’ve been down recently too as I know a lot of people have. Things do get better though. It takes time to heal. Be patient with yourself.
Hi Carrie, it’s Taegan. I miss you so much and wish I could give you a big hug. I’ve been feeling some of the same things as you and hope you know that you’re not alone!! Thanks so much for sharing how you’re feeling, it’s so brave ❤️ ily
it’s ok to have a break, take ur time we all love u Carrie!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ and... I understand u, I’m “tiktok famous” I get such good comments and a few hate comments (which i don’t pay attention to) i always do daily bullet journal videos, stationery, hauls and other stuff, but... my friends, they don’t speak to me anymore, i honestly don’t know what i did to them, i only have 4 real friends, my parents... they always want to be perfect, if i get a B+ or an A- they’ll get mad at me and tell me to concentrate and make me study even more... my ballet teacher, she calls me fat and compare me to other girls, in my group there is only 1 girl who is my age and the rest of them are 3 or more years older and they make fun of me when i mess up, my grandparents... they are the only people i feel good with, i’m they’re only granddaughter and they do everything to me, my grandma bought me my first bra and taught me everything a girl needs to know, she is my best friend, my grandpa always takes me wherever i have to go, to school, ballet classes, summer camps, and he built me my first doll house, my ballet bar in my room and helped me buy suplies to start my tiktok account, and i love them with every bit of my heart... i feel bad for lying to all of my followers, thank you Carrie, for making me realize that, i don’t have to pretend to me perfect, i love u so much 💕💕
You DEFINITELY don't need to pretend to be perfect! I'm so sorry to hear that you're going through so much right now, but I'm so happy to hear that you have such wonderful grandparents. They sounds so wonderful. Sending so much love your way!
@@CarrieWalker thank you 🥺 and yes, my grandparents are so nice to me and my cousins. but i belive quarantine affected us all, we all have to support each other :D
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I’m okay, and ily guys so so much. Thank you for supporting me and for letting me be vulnerable with you all :) PS check the description for a lil message from me❤️
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Sometimes I’ll write personal entries in my journal and I don’t share it with my family because it’s my privacy.
We all love you so much Carrie
Aww I’m so sorry I’ve only just seen this. Xxx
Dear Carrie, I live Europe and we have been in a very severe lockdown for over six months. The end of this is nowhere in sight. One day I feel better than the next. I often think: this too will come to an end, everything will pass. I think a lot of people have the same feelings as you, Carrie. You are not alone, we understand you ❤️
Thank you❤️ Praying for you!!
I think everyone is feeling something like this right now, including me. Quarantine sucks, that's the only way to put it. I related to this a lot because I find it hard to have motivation as well. You're not alone, and some day this will all get better
So true. Thank you❤️ Wishing you the best and sending lots of love
I feel the same way
@@CarrieWalker Thank you so much, you too :)
@@akayziarutling7555 I'm sorry
This is literally me
I have been struggling with my messed up mind and this is really because pandemic
And tbh I was never like this but idk what happened to me
We are here to support you! Don’t worry about this It’s ok not to be ok as long as you are not giving up💖💖💖 After the rain comes the sun💖😄🌞 WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH CARRIE
Thank you, I love you too!!
I've been through a lot of days without motivation and I just wanted to relax and cry
Hi Carrie. I can’t believe this is gonna be my first comment on your UA-cam channel. I’m going through this exact same thing. I’ve been going through it long before the pandemic. I just never had the balls to tell anyone. Since middle school, I’ve always felt lost and directionless. Even when I had friends, like freshman year, there was a small part of me that still felt alone. Junior year in particular, I jumped on the hot mess express, but I’m sure you already knew that.That was the year that my life was at its lowest point, and for that I almost ended it. This pandemic has done nothing but amplify those emotions. Every day just feels so unfulfilling no matter what I do. Isolation is terrible for human beings. We’re social by nature. Thank you for helping me articulate what I am feeling. I could never put it into words. It helped me feel slightly less alone today.
Imani, hi. First of all I just wanted to acknowledge the bravery and maturity it took to write that. I didn’t know you even watched my videos, but that was such an incredibly thoughtful comment. I also wanted to apologize for taking so long to reply to your comment. Although I’ve been finding my footing with things once again, I still am very behind on so much in life (including going through all of the UA-cam comments). I’ve been trying to give myself grace with a lot of things, especially given the crazy circumstances we’ve all been under. It warms my heart to know that this video helped you feel a little bit less alone. Like you said, isolation is so horrible for us all. And I really hope things start looking up for you❤️
Tears stream down my cheeks as I write this to you. Everyone struggles and you are facing it head on by being honest about it. And it is okay to struggle! We all do. You must continue to be kind to yourself and to allow yourself to feel emotional. It's perfectly okay to do that. You have all our support and all our prayers. And this is why I have not yet sent the stuff to you because I myself have not had any motivation to leave the house. I've had to deal with one medical challenge after another and in fact, when I woke up this morning, I said to myself, Why even bother getting out of bed today? It's only going to be more of the same struggle, the same pain. But I got up and got moving and I believe that once we get our feet on the floor, anything is possible for us. So be good to yourself and let it out when you have to and reach out whenever you need a shoulder to cry on because there will always be someone who will dry your tears and help you keep your chin up. And always, always, pray and trust God because He will get you through it!
Thank you so much for the unconditional love and support. You have always been so unbelievably kind to me, and you comment truly touched my heart. You have such a beautiful way with words, and I’m very sorry to hear that you’ve been struggling with medical challenges. I’m wishing you all the best, and please take time for yourself!! We all could use some extra self-love and self-care❤️
I understand you❤️. You’re not alone. You’re not a false image to me and thank you for sharing. ✊✊You are lucky to have such supportive fans (as I’ve seen in the comments, hehe😊) and I’m glad you know that we are here for you
You all seriously warm my heart like nothing else❤️
We're all here for support and to help you. Im going to keep you in my prayers. You are never alone. Its okay to be upset but just let the feelings come out. This is such a relatable video.
Thank you so much, that means so much to me, Ava❤️
I clearly understand you Carrie... I used to have a huge procastination problem, and it ended up being that worse that i did get behind with school and all other stuff. I never gived myself some time for things that are super important. One night i realized that i coul'nd go on in my life like this........ And now im Just being grateful for everybody and everything. Cause without Them i became the person before that night. So my point is to live your life as good as possible........ ILY ♥️
I’m so happy that you’re here, and I can’t thank you enough for taking the time to write such an honest comment! Wishing you all the best and sending you so much love❤️
Omg girl.. stop crying I'm with you ALWAYS okkkk??? Look I have bad days too yr not alone dont worry its gonna be ok! I promise don't let yourself go down! I love u stay safe🥺
❤️❤️love you too
We're here to support you and help you! also yes I'll take a nap (because of the description) Hopefully you will regain motivation somehow!
Hahah have a great nap!!
@@CarrieWalker ty!
We're here for you Carrie. It's okay to not be okay. And I'm so so glad that you shared with us. We love you❤️❤️
I love you all too so so much❤️
Thank you for sharing this!!! Just this alone lets us know that others go through the same things when it looks like everyone else is living this "perfect" life. 🖤🖤🖤 Wishing you peace and more happiness & success
I can't say that I know how you're feeling, but I do know what you're feeling. For the first time in my 51 1/2 years, I feel unsettled. I have a great job that I now dread going to every single day. I have goals in life that I wonder if I'll ever achieve. I lost my older sister on January 1, 2021 due to complications with pneumonia (due to Covid). I think, after all this world has been through the last year and a half, most of us can relate. If it's okay, I'm sending prayers your way. Soon, hopefully, we'll find our new normal. Hugs to you.
Wow. Thank you for leaving such a vulnerable comment- I truly admire your bravery! I hope now that you’re feeling a bit better, but, regardless, I’m sending lots of love your way❤️
I did not expect that...hope your ok 🥺
I am
It was like you wrote everything I’ve been feeling. I feel the exact way. So blessed and I know there’s so many people who love me but I feel empty and alone and like I work so hard but get no where. I’m going through blood, sweat and tears trying to get what I so desperately want and I now I’m worried once I get it it won’t fulfill me. I’m having lots of doubts and worry’s.
Just remember everything will work out eventually and God has you in His hands and will never let go. It’s all His plan!
Wishing you all the best and sending you lots of love!❤️
Thank you for making this...not just for yourself but to inspire so many other people to keep going. And I know what you mean, only you can know everything about yourself...
❤️❤️so so true
I love that you are allowing us to see you tear up because this is so real and vulnerable. Thank you for this.
It’s so important to be open and vulnerable :) We’re social creatures, and by bottling up your feelings you’re just isolating yourself further!
Today, I turned on the youtube, and watched your videos because I was just feeling so tired of my life and you always managed to cheer me up.
And then... I saw this video. I know this video is from 2 years ago, and its little too late to comment on, but these days, its so hard for me to love my self and feel motivated. And watching this video, I feel a lot better now. Thank you :)
Thank you for being real. Thank you for showing that it's ok to not be ok. I love your videos and I always watch them when I'm feeling down because they fill me with joy. I'm lucky enough to live in New Zealand where things are pretty much normal for us and my heart goes out to all of the people still in lockdown.
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I cried as I watched this and listened to you share your raw feelings. Keep sharing and taking care of you. Proud of you! Hugs
Hugs to you too!
We're here for you, girl!! I have days like thise too sometimes. That's when I listen to favorite songs (U2, The Beatles,Tom Petty And The Heartbreakers,Bon Jovi, Selena Quintanilla, and For King And Country are all bands/singers that make me happy.) I feel pressured to be what the world wants of me. I try to be myself but it's hard when who I am is different than most people i know. Journaling and reading help me so much. Thank you for being honest. I think i need to be more honest in my journal and you've inspired me to so. Praying for you!
You always listen to the best songs❤️❤️ Thank you so much
@@CarrieWalker classic music is one thing I've been teased about but it doesn't bother me much. Classic rock is AWESOME! check out these songs by each band!
U2- "Where The Streets Have No Name", "When Love Comes to Town", "Gloria"
The Beatles- ALL SONGS! lol but "Here Comes The Sun" "Happy Just To dance with You" and "Yellow Submarine" are favorites of mine
Tom Petty and The Heartbreakers- "I Won't Back Down", "Refugee", "Here Comes my Girl"
Bon Jovi- "Born To be My Baby", "Have A Nice Day"
Selena Quintanilla- videos from her Astrodome performances when she wore her iconic purple outfit
For King And Country- ALL SONGS but specifically "Joy", "God Only Knows", "Together", and "Priceless"
BONUS SUGGESTIONS
Journey- "Don't Stop Believin", "Faithfully" ALL SONGS
Petra- "Beyond Belief", "I am On The Rock" "God Gave Rock and roll To You and Me"
The Rolling Stones- "Start Me Up" ( music video for this is hilarious)
Mick Jagger and David Bowie-Dancing In The Street
So many more I could recommend. I try to choose ones that would hopefully cheer you up!
Carrie
I love you and when I found your channel I was going through a hard time myself
Your videos helped me understand myself and express myself today with your jounalling videos.
I LOVE YOU and I will be here to support you 💕
Thank you very much🥺💕
Hi Carrie, I appreciate you for being this open with us, i have been going to a situation like this, I know is hard but you can do it, you are strong,brave and your followers inspiration, you got me into journaling that helped me a lot, so think about how many people you helped, after bad times good times come, i hope you would feel better and I LOVE YOU, WE LOVE YOU, WE CARE ABOUT YOU AND WE WISH THE BEST FOR YOU❤🌸❤🌸
Thank you so much, you all are the best❤️
I understand 😌 I hope you feel better! We support you gurl!!
Thank you so much!
Yw!!
No worries Carrie. We are all here to support you and show love to you. Today is my brother's brithday and I woke up to see this and I wanted to say that you should talk with your dorm friend and do things you enjoy the most. Stay happy Carrie because I always hid my feelings until I had found your channel and I share my loved with you since I was cheered on by you and I contiuned that with other people. We love you Carrie!!! 💘❤🙂☺🤗😘💓💝💖💗💙💚💛💜💝💞💟❣💌
Happy birthday to your brother!! Thank you so so much❤️💖
OMG! I feel so sorry for you, l hope you feel so much better everyone who follows you will support you 100%. I live in Perth,Australia so we don’t have lockdown i now know how lucky l am. You are not alone you have all of us life will get better.
Thank you so much lovely Carrie!
Tears! It will all be fine and okay sis ☺️❤️
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We love you Carrie! If you need a break, take a break!
Thank you!
oh carrie, I cried with this video, because in a way I felt every one of the words you said. Maybe now I don't feel that way so much anymore because I've found something that I'm passionate about and that helps me cope with this (playing guitar and writing songs) But there was a point and sometimes I still feel that I just dedicate myself to existing, especially because this year I entered high school and I hardly know anyone, I feel that everyone already have their best friend or their group and I am simply alone, and If we were only in face-to-face classes, it would be easier. There a lot of things that made/make me feel that way, like school, family, friends, the pandemic, my country( right now living in México is really painful).
But you are right, finding something that you love and taking care of yourself is the best thing you can do right now.
So I understand you completely, and don't worry, we are here to support you and we love u 💕
Have a good day!
All the love. C 💕❤️
I feel the same exact way in my first year of college. I’m so glad that you’ve found joy in playing guitar and song writing, and I really hope things start turning around for the better! Thank you for always supporting me, and I’m sending you lots of love❤️❤️
girl, its crazy much i can realte to you right now. Something is off with me too, and I could barely get it together to right down how i felt. I am praying for you and I hope everything feels more normal soon. Just know you are not alone, I am going through the exact same thing. I love you!! keep moving, I believe in you.
Thank you so much❤️ I hope you’re doing better now!
I love u. Don't lose yourself. We are here to support!❤❤❤❤😘
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You will be okay your funny and kind and I just started watching you. And I'm writing in my journal everyday. I'm sorry your going though this. This to shell pass. Hang in there.
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i can't explain how much i'm grateful for u and everything u do for us... i want to hug u so much! pls don't feel worthless or bad ❤️ i love u so much and everything is going to be fine soon or later! luv u and stay safe!
Love you so so much❤️ sending lots and lots of virtual hugs!
Carrie we are here for you!!❤️❤️ I’m so sad that you have to go through this but you ARE worth it. We all love you Carrie and your not going through this alone😘😍❤️
❤️❤️thank you!
Sorry I didn’t comment on this sooner but I just wanted to say real quick you are awesome and you will bounce back! Everyone goes through this at some point but just remember the people who love you and things that make you the happiest :D
Thank you so so much!
I’ve been feeling that way since March, the time around my birthday. My depression has kicked in hard the past couple of months but I’m trying so hard to push through it. There have been days where all I’ve done was cry instead of doing my homework. I feel how you feel right now. I’ve been going to therapy and writing in my journal, but I want something more to push me out of the hole that I’m stuck in.
Aw, I really hope you’re doing better! Thank you for sharing such a vulnerable thing, and I’m wishing you all the best. You got this, hang in there❤️
I love you. Your an amazing person. And it is ok to not be ok. These feelings wont last forever. Emotions are finicky and you just have to push through the unpleasant ones. I'm so happy that you're so honest. That's the first step of getting better. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Thank you :)
You don’t always need to be the tough girl🥹😭
I just wish to give you a big hug after this, that hug could really help both of us right now, love u carrie take care of yourself 💕
I hope you are doing okay. we are always there to support you carrie
❤️❤️I'm okay! Love you lots
@@CarrieWalker love you too
Awwww sis...its all ok! We have all had days and weeks like this. This pandemic has done something to all of us across the world. Take one day at a time...rest...cry..feel the emotions...and know that this too shall pass. You are so loved. It will all be ok. 🥰
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We are here for you Carrie take any time needed I’m glad your taking care of yourself I have trouble with that we are all on a journey I hope we get to hug and be with people again
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My heart feels heavy for all who suffer from feeling these lows in life. I pray that we can support & encourage one another in actions, words, just love . I have my own struggles and sometimes feel alone. Please let’s be kind to one another and make good choices to take care of ourselves.
Couldn’t have said it better myself :)
Congrats on 15k 🤯we are really looking forward for another reading my diary 🥰
Thank you!🥰
I'm so proud of you for sharing this with all of us. And i know you know its going to be okay but i feel like hearing it from someone else can maybe make a difference. So just know that you're going to survive this. You've been through so much yet you still survived. So this time again, its going to be just fine. You are so strong and I'm so proud of you! and again i know you already know this, but I'll say it anyways, Bad times don't always last. sooner or later it WILL pass and during these bad times you don't need to pretend its okay. It is Not. Accept the bad stuff and accept the fact that it won't last forever. In the end it'll be alright. We'll be alright!! 💛💛
We will💛 Thank you so much for taking the time out to write all of this! I really really appreciate it
Girl I’ve been going through the same thing. This week was rough. I’m burnt out from school, and my anxiety has been controlling my life it feels like! I can’t even get an appointment to see a therapist because they are all booked up for such a long time. I have been journaling though! You motivated me to do that, and just think, some day we will look back at those journals of the times and we will be in better times! We will get through this girly!
So happy to hear that journaling is there for you during these hard times❤️ hope you’re doing better!!
Carrie, you expressed our situation well, regardless of age, and circumstances! I'll be 80 in September, and I, too, understand what you're saying, although much of my reason is due to physical illnesses... Odd how similarities can affect the mental, social side!! God has been my Strength throughout this weird pandemic and the changes it has made in each of our lives. At this point, it continues; isn't easing up! Love you, Friend, and I pray we will ALL make it through this miserable time.
Thank you so much for leaving such a powerful and thoughtful comment!❤️ Sending lots of love your way :)
Aww that’s ok! Your fans and I are here to take care of you! Do whatever you want Carrie! :) ❤️
Thank you so much❤️
I know just how you feel.....the key is to just hold on to the good parts of your life, life is not fair and that's a fact, your good parts are what makes you YOU. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH and I want you to know that you are BEAUTIFUL AND BRAVE and you can conquer anything💙💙💙
By the way I'm from Pakistan so just look how vast your UA-cam channel has spread. You are the reason I've started Journaling and I'll always love you for the fact that you are the one who INSPIRED me to do so!!!!! All the love, Zainab😌
Zainab, thank you. This really means a lot to me💙
My sweet niece I know how you feel....it takes courage and strength to allow yourself to be vulnerable! I have no doubt you’re gonna be more than ok, but if you ever need to talk I’m here. Sending much love...❤️
Thank you, Aunt Dana❤️
Thank you for sharing this with us. I feel a little better now that I know I’m not the only one who feels like this.
That makes me happy to hear❤️ You are so not alone!
We love you Carrie!! I hope you’re doing better and I know these current times have been hard on everyone. I promise I’m not trying to make this about me but I’ve suffered from severe burnout this year. Take breaks. Go outside. Pray. Do anything to take care of yourself.
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Hold on there, it will be better soon hopefully, thank you for your honest and sincerely videos, it is not easy time for many people but everyone tries to hide it, we all need a kind words, hugs and prayers now but we hardly can have it, it all will change soon and you will see who is a real who is not, I am so grateful for your work, I have the same thoughts as you now- and I am very mature and old lady😌, but I believe that we can put ourself to the wonderful road in life, because we are good people and we can do it, for the light, for life, for ourself as well as for people whom we care about.
Please be healthy and everything else will be with you.😇
Thank you so much for your kind words!
first i wanted to say, its immensely brave of you to share this with people. going through a hard time is bad enough, having to keep it to yourself and still make content is really difficult, but i still think telling people is even harder. being a youtuber must be a hard job, having to keep a smile on your face even when you really feel like you're crying. thank you for telling us and all your real fans will support you. love you carrie
Thank you so much, I appreciate that more than you know.❤️
@@CarrieWalker no problem and thank you for taking the time to read my comment and reply . you really are a fantastic youtuber
Hi Carrie don’t be discouraged we are here to encourage you (a fact that makes you 😊:-I am inspired by you - your little subscriber💞
Thank you :)
This girl is the most inspirational girl there is. I watch her videos and aspire to be like she is and always wondered how she kept it up and how one person can be so amazing. I’m honestly surprised she doesn’t just break because her enthusiasm and life style must take so much effort all day every day. She deserves a break and all the love there is. The worlds not worthy of her and I honestly wish I was more like her. I send you love Carrie ❤️
This comment just made my day... wow. Thank you so much.❤️
Awww🥺 I hope you feel better. No I KNOW YOU WILL because your an amazing person. I know for sure that you have inspired many of us. Like you said it’s ok to feel sad cause it’s not going to last. Everyone goes through times like this.
BTW I was thinking about how calm I g your voice is, and it would be soo cool if you started a podcast or something
- Have a great day
I appreciate your confidence in me so so much🥺 all of your comments have truly made my day, thank you❤️ Also a podcast one day would be so much!
Right now I'm also feeling unmotivated and depressed...glad that I'm not alone.
Sending much love and many hugs your way!!
I feel that way too girl. I hope everything opens up soon I am doing school at home
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It is exactly how I was feeling on the last days of April. I was feeling so sad and unmotivated to do anything. I just sit with my journal writing and crying 😢. After that I feel better a little
I hope you’re feeling better now🥺❤️
Hi, I'm sorry you're not in a good place at the moment and hope you feel more motivated soon. I've just completed my first journal in 54 days, never completed a journal before and your videos really inspired me. Please look after yourself.
Congrats on finishing your journal!!
@@CarrieWalker im now on day 103 and almost finished my second one. i am going to use one that has refills in it so i wont keep using the leather for the covers (i didnt think about it when i got my first two)
Hi Carrie! We are here to support you and we love you so much! We get it and its ok to have a break!
❤️thank you so much!
Awww its okay! I'm kinda in the same position right now. I have been taking online school lately cuz of something going on. And all I do it sit on the couch and play games and watch videos.We are all here for you :D
Here for you all too!! Wishing you all the best :)
carrie i love you so so much and i can relate to this so so much. you are so strong and brave for being willing to share this and i’m here for you if you need anything 🤍🤍
🤍🤍love you beyond words, Shailey!! So grateful for you :)
It’s okay to not be okay everyday and it’s okay if the strong face you put up for others had to come down every so often. That is unfortunately life. I’m glad that you treated yourself a bit even if it was in one of you vulnerable moments where you were airing everything out. I do hope you feel better soon and that things brighten up for you!
Thank you! I’m doing much better now :)
OMG I kinda feel the same way I think that it is so important to share with each other how we feel and support each other however we can
I totally agree!
@@CarrieWalker ❤❤💖
Hoping you're doing better. I'm still sending prayers your way.
I’m doing much better! Thank you so much :)
I understand what you are going through I have been the same way the last few days.
I hope you’re doing okay❤️
This is so amtionall I making myself feel single but I am not I will support you and I love you! 😘😘❤️❤️❤️
❤️❤️love you!
oh nooo carrieee we're here for youu im glad u were open enough to tell us this XC
Trying my best to be open and honest with you all❤️
Hey carrie hope you are okay and this happend to me to we will always support you and you are the best journaling youtuber you have us motivation now we will give you motivation
Thank you❤️
@@CarrieWalker OMG I am so happy
wow... so it's not just me that's been feeling this way? that's so lovely to know! i hope that you're doing OK, carrie, and just know that we're all here for you
You’re not alone❤️
I don't even know what to say because this is so true.
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Thank you for this 🙂💛
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Carrie we are your supporters hope you feel better soon . We love you 💖💖💖💖💖
Love you lots💖💖
Love you back 💕💕💕💕💕
Awwe dont worry if you want a break then take all the time you need we will willingly wait for you 😊😊❤❤👍👍
Thank you :)
I feel like I'm in the same boat. I just lost my brother a week ago(he had brain cancer) and it's knocking me down in ways I didn't expect it to. It'll get better though.
I’m so sorry for your loss💔 keeping you and your family in my thoughts
I really understand what you are feeling cause i feel like that sometimes. I think one of the few good things of this pandemic is that we can be honest about what we feel. Cause all of us are going through the same thing. I hope that you will feel better soon... 🥰🥰
There’s a silver lining to everything!!🤍
First off let me just say we are always here for you Carrie. You can always trust us. We all struggle with life sometimes. The pandemic has been hard on everybody. My little brother (Who is quite young) has been struggling with anxiety because of COVID You are not alone. We will always support you.
❤️thank you
Carrie Walker....Where should I start? I started watching your videos at the end of January and even then I knew you were an amazing person. I know...Believe me I know how hard this pandemic has been. I need you to know you are a special and unique human being and it's okay to feel down every now and again, but after the sadness there will always be joy somewhere. When I feel like this (and I did for a while at the start of the year) I tend to look for the positives in my life.. when I saw a bird or something incredible I would point it out to my friend saying, "wow! Look at that!" And for awhile she thought I was crazy but now she joins in. I need you to listen to me now, there are times I would get up on a Sunday morning just to see one of your videos.. once you post a video on social media it can make people think "Oh! They must act like this in real life!" And in reality when I post videos on social media it's usually a more energized version of myself. It's complicated to explain. You have been such an inspiration to me and even though we have never met I care about you 🤍
Thank you so very much🤍 it’s so true that focusing on the little things is so so important! I love you so much, and thank you for taking the time out to write something so kind🤍🤍
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💕💕This is normal. You are perfect and this is very common, this is very relatable to most people!! We, if not, I am herr for you. Tjings can be rough but its just a part in life. The pandemic has msde it way worst for everybody but all together its not as bad as u think it is. We are all in the same spot in life. Cry as much as u like, burst out all the sadness,there is always a right path. 💞🥺🌸 we all love u so so much anf would love for you to be very honest with us, u have inspired me to show my emotions and not hide them! I would like to thank you for everything
Love from rihanna 💕✨
ahh sorry for my spelling mistakes 💕♾
Awwwwww don't worry Carrie 💕💕 we all feel like this sometimes...
It's so normal to happen! Just gotta get through it💞💞
@@CarrieWalker Yeah!
It's funny how knowing you ain't the only one going thru a certain situation can help...
Thanks honey for the video 🙂😘it definitely made me realize that 'SIBANINZI' meaning I ain't the only one there are many more
I love you and keep on making vids ☺️😁cause wow you know how to make me feel better, ❤️❤️
❤️❤️wishing you all the best!
Where do you get the lemon chocolate almonds?
Costco!! They’re addictiveee
Take some time. Step back and breathe okay? I know these times are hard. I’ve been down recently too as I know a lot of people have. Things do get better though. It takes time to heal. Be patient with yourself.
Thank you :)
Miss you hope you’re doing okay ✅
I am! :)
Ilysm 😊
Take care 💞
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I’ve been feeling this since the day I stopped working last year..I stopped working March 17 2020
Sending love❤️
Everyone goes through something sometimes and that’s okay 💕☹️ *hugs
so many hugs for you!!💞
I hope you're doing ok.. miss you
❤️so happy to be back!
Loveee youuuh
Love you!!
Why aren't you making videos
We're really worried
Like are you okay now
I’m doing much better now!! I explain it all in my life update video :)
Hi Carrie, it’s Taegan. I miss you so much and wish I could give you a big hug. I’ve been feeling some of the same things as you and hope you know that you’re not alone!! Thanks so much for sharing how you’re feeling, it’s so brave ❤️ ily
Taegan!! Sorry it’s taken me a million years to reply🥺 but thank you so much, and I miss you lots!! We should definitely hang this summer :) ❤️❤️
Virtual hugs!!
it’s ok to have a break, take ur time we all love u Carrie!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ and... I understand u, I’m “tiktok famous” I get such good comments and a few hate comments (which i don’t pay attention to) i always do daily bullet journal videos, stationery, hauls and other stuff, but... my friends, they don’t speak to me anymore, i honestly don’t know what i did to them, i only have 4 real friends, my parents... they always want to be perfect, if i get a B+ or an A- they’ll get mad at me and tell me to concentrate and make me study even more... my ballet teacher, she calls me fat and compare me to other girls, in my group there is only 1 girl who is my age and the rest of them are 3 or more years older and they make fun of me when i mess up, my grandparents... they are the only people i feel good with, i’m they’re only granddaughter and they do everything to me, my grandma bought me my first bra and taught me everything a girl needs to know, she is my best friend, my grandpa always takes me wherever i have to go, to school, ballet classes, summer camps, and he built me my first doll house, my ballet bar in my room and helped me buy suplies to start my tiktok account, and i love them with every bit of my heart... i feel bad for lying to all of my followers, thank you Carrie, for making me realize that, i don’t have to pretend to me perfect, i love u so much 💕💕
You DEFINITELY don't need to pretend to be perfect! I'm so sorry to hear that you're going through so much right now, but I'm so happy to hear that you have such wonderful grandparents. They sounds so wonderful. Sending so much love your way!
@@CarrieWalker thank you 🥺 and yes, my grandparents are so nice to me and my cousins. but i belive quarantine affected us all, we all have to support each other :D
Omg ,you are really strong
Love how u manage yourself in this type 😥😤😭
@@rida5823 thank you that’s so sweet of u 🥰
I’m here watching 48 minutes after it was posted
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Thank you for replying Carrie❤️🥰
Omg Carrie I get you!😭
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