its 5am and i still miss you
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- Опубліковано 6 чер 2024
- Sleep/Ambient Mix
Chill & Calm
🎧 Lofi/Chill Beats 🎧
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0:00 dontaskalex - h e a v e n
/ free-h-e-a-v-e-n-lofi-...
1:52 lofish - falling for you
/ fallingforyou
3:44 illuwn - nowhere to go
/ nowhere-to-go
6:14 lilac - last train home together
/ last-train-home-together
8:14 DLJ X Chills - Lofi Remix
/ s-gczxn
/ dljbeats
10:13 SPEECHLESS😶 - Someday It Will Happen
/ someday-it-will-happen-1
12:16 Kasper Lindmark - Intimate
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13:15 miscél - come with me
/ come-with-me
16:35 j'san. - all the people
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I came here to feel better. Now Im wasted by all the feelings here. If anyone reading this, may you find happiness..
Aamiin
same to you
You too....
Thank you ma man.
i wonder if you're a teacher
Waking up every morning and realising the person you loved isn't part of your life anymore...
😭😭
Every damn day. For over a year
😞💔
@@Txguy264 What happened ?
@@Txguy264 im sorry to hear that. i really am
“once you start worrying about her leaving, you already lost her”
- just some guy
I can’t say I’m a stranger to that
Well that happened today
@@mantasvilcinskas1385 Stay strong man
@@ihatekidswithanimeprofilep4082 thank you, all that for my very small, innocent mistake
@@mantasvilcinskas1385 sending my love to you
I don’t miss her, I miss the memories that we made...
Mr. Reminiscing, stop reminiscing about the past, what you could and should’ve done and hold on to what could’ve last. Simply because of life it didn’t last.
Simply move on Mr.
I had the same problem and its already been a year and I still sometimes think about those memories but I did learn that instead, I should be glad it happened instead of being sad that it's gone
Daaaaamn this is it right here
u will make a new memories with the right person ,
Me too, even if lasted few months only
funny how we all are living different lives, in different situations, but we all end up in the same comment section of a depressing music playlist.
edit: i first commented this two years ago. at the time, i was being sa’d and i was convinced my life would never get better. but, things do get better. in the past few years, i’ve changed so much as a person. i’ve learned how to help myself get through bad times and to progress through them. to those who read this, i love you and your life is worth living.
@Brandeis serious
It's true..
Melancholy
i didnt mean to unlike your comment, i was trying to hit like. the tears are blurring my eyes lol
I wasn't even sad this just popped out in my recommendations and I've been crying for hours listening to mix like these without a valuable reason. I feel like I'm am always going to be sad but never knowing why
5am people can be some of the nicest, best people you can ever meet, thank you guys
D JAG we’re here for each other, always! rest easy friend
germy kyle thanks I really appreciate it buddy
Its not just 5am people. Its the lonely people missing someone in their life. Everyone hurts. The people here... Just seem to be the most positive examples of dealing and compassion while being kicked into the ground by their hurt.
Instead of whats common to see. Everyone centering their mind on their own pain till they're blind to everyone else's. And Using that to treat others' pain as if it does not exist.
I agree, the way I see it, my problems rise so much I try to help others from going as dark as I have
♥️♥️
It's funny how people usually make everyone laugh and at night crying in their bed
I feel your pain brother you aren’t alone
Like me... i know how is
@@chrisirvin9753 thank you brother 🙏🏼
@@animelover9370 better times come, believe me, take a deep breath, think of something beautiful, breathe, and smile,
plottwist: Do you know you can't breathe while laughing?
now you laughing, This is wonderful.
i love you bro❤️
I can't even make someone laughs , yet i still fucked up in my bed
Dear Reader,
If you are reading this, I just want to thank you.
Thank you for being here.
Thank you for fighting for when it's hard to.
Thank you for persisting when it feels as if the universe is crushing you
Thank you for getting up in the morning
Thank you for being here
Thank you for getting up when it feels impossible
Thank you for going to school if you can
Thank you for trying to love yourself
Thank you for existing.
Because, dear reader, I love you. I know sometimes life is horrible, and all you want to do is curl into a ball and stop existing, but you cannot. For then, you'd be letting your mind win.
I love you, and I may be only a stranger, but I know that you can learn to love yourself too.
You'll get through this, I promise.
Love,
A caring stranger.
Well I want to thank you for writing this. I appreciate you. Much love from Germany
its nice to see that some people still try to share love like that in thid world, love from algeria.
Thanks
Lovely 😔 xx
i wanna thank me :)
The war in your own mind is always the worst.
Try meditation man, try going to the gym, try finding something you are genuinely interested in, also time helps.
I feel like my boyfriend doesn’t get that
🤦♀️🙁
Sometimes your heart cries, while your eyes are dry. And I think that's the worst.
has cannot say painstakingly
this means a lot to me, i always wanna cry and let it out but nothing ever comes out and kills me inside
Dark sad numbness
Wow I feel this man
Raj r u ok
I just never stop listening to this. It’s been 2years already damn. I remember when it just came out like 30s ago. Mann that hits different now. All the situations I’ve been in and where I’m at now.
It's 9am and in 2 hours i'm going to meet her, this is the last time i'm going to see her for 10 months because she's going to study in another country, that girl helped me through my toughest times and stood up by my side and supported me through a lot of dark time, she gave me everything, it's been 1 year and 7 months we are together and I love it more and more everyday, she didn't depart yet yet i feel so nostalgic and sad, I love her. This music actually helps me put away my anxiety and feel a little bit better so thank you a lot to the one who created this. Peace out everyone ❤
How are ya now?
I’ll never forget when she said: ”promise you will never leave me”, and a few months later she goes on to end it all..
I hate that this is relatable
:(
I'm sorry that happened to you. Stay strong. This too shall pass.
It's happening to me right now, it hurts so bad, i don't wanna leave her but she keeps telling me to go...
I tried to heal a girl's heart, for 6 months I tried to make her smile again, but at the first fight she said I was just like her ex who was fuckin another girl and she knew about it! She said thing woulnd't work between us and you know what happened? I got drunk and hooked up with a girl that night, she found out and now she "says she loves" a guy who she just met 3 weeks ago, FFS, I hate her.
My wife died of cancer a few years back. Watching her slow decay was maddening & unbearable followed by her ultimately inevitable demise, was completely crushing to me in every way possible. Hope can be a double edge sword sometimes. I was devastated & fell into a deep pit of hard-core depressive despair & misery trying to find happiness in any way, usually be in most self destructive way possible. Which always lead to further spiraling. Part of me died with her and I even more of my self in the days, months & years that followed in my grieving & “recovery” process. While I am no longer the man I was & even though I still struggle with it. I am no longer attempting to drown myself in every way possible and no longer wishing to join her as it was: I still love you and still think about & miss you every day. I love you my little button. RIP Lydia. You will never be forgotten.
Stay strong king, i wish i could be as strong as you someday
you're an inspiration to everyone fighting to find happiness, you are not alone, we have to fight man and its people like you that bring hope to others on that journey, stay strong
Danger Noodle I’m so sorry for that you didn’t deserve it nor did she...
happiness … thanks for shearing!
RIP Lydia
Kinggs, you know what is the worst part in missing that person?
It's not that it's over. It's not that you are afraid that she moved on. It's not that she's not here anymore.
It's the HOPE that doesn't let your soul to be at peace. Something inside of you still hopes that she will come back at some point. Hope kills happiness in this special case. You are doing everything in your life while she is still there, in your mind. You subconsciously associate everything with her. It's not your life anymore. You want to do things for yourself but it's not actually you. And that hurts.
I was there. I am still there. I wish I could give you the answer that you are looking for... I wish I could tell you what to do, that s what we are all seeking for. At least I can tell you to be proud of yourself. You see a part of yourself that you didn't know was there. We are still here, thinking, mesmerising, hoping for the best. Even if the reality is killing us day by day. We had the courage to love all the way. And we will find a way out. God loves patient people.
bro i found myself in your comment. The hope is the worst part of it.
I found myself too. It was like 6 years of my life. I think the answer its be in peace with yourself. No more. Found the way and let her go because she dosen't deserves you.
Strongi The pain ends man, belive me. But there is so many nights... so many nights.
When you love, you give half of your heart, half of your soul, away...
So when your special person gives up on you, betrays you, cheats on you, leaves you...they take that halves with them...that is why that hurts.
So keep yourself whole. Don't give yourself away, take care of yourself.
.
it’s 5:02 am on november 2nd 2020, and i’m sitting in my cold dark room crying my eyes out, about a month ago me and my girlfriend broke up, we were dating for a couple months but it felt like years, we had this bond straight away that was amazing, as soon as we met we instantly had a connection, we opened up to eachother so fast despite having immense trust issues, she told me so many things that she didn’t tell anyone else, she gave me a feeling of love and safety that i’ve never gotten before, life was so great when i met her, she helped me through so much and she mean’t the world to me, id constantly write her these stupid letters and id give her polaroids of us together, she would do these stupid little things that would make my heart melt, whenever we’d be on call or in person, she’d always snap little pictures of me, she wrote poems about me, she even drew me, i loved her with all my heart, she would brag to everyone about me, and so would i, she was the best girl i’ve ever met, she was so sweet, she had the best sense of humour ever, she was so genuine to me, she was so fucking smart that it blew my mind, and my god was she the most beautiful girl i’ve ever layed my eyes on, she had short ginger hair, a beautiful smile, a cute little button nose, and the brightest smile imaginable, she made me feel so special, she’d do so many things, she’d always call me, she’d hold my hand in public, she’d put her head on me when we sat down, these things are small but they just mean’t so much to me, we made so many plans for the future, people say that in order to love someone else, you need to learn to love yourself, but man i loved her so much that i forgot what hating myself was like, she made me feel like the only guy in the world, staying up till sunrise texting and calling, hanging out for days on end, writing silly little letters and giving eachother tiny gifts, it was amazing, i felt so happy, when i was with her i felt so safe, i have agoraphobia and that can make it hard to go outside sometimes, but when i was with her, i felt good, usually i have to look for every possible exit, but when i was with her i just felt calm, she came from a past of really bad relationships, the guys were always really bad people, but she told me that she felt truly safe with me, and that i gave her a feeling of warmth and love that she’s never gotten from anyone before, we were so close and we told eachother everything, life was good, but then things started to change slowly and it broke me, she wouldn’t text me or call me as much, she became distant, and would feel sometimes uncomfortable when i’d show affection, at first i thought it was my fault and i still think it’s my fault, eventually it got worse, she wouldn’t text me first, would barely call me, when we’d text, she’d be dry and distant, it got so bad and i just felt the world crashing around me, my heart broke into a million pieces, a week and a half later she broke up with me, she was going through a lot of stuff mentallythat she didn’t tell me about, not cause she didn’t want to, it’s cause she physically couldn’t, you see she has bpd and some other mental illnesses so it can be very hard for her to say things sometimes, anyways, she told me that we had to breakup, she told me she still loved me and wanted to be with me in the future, she said she didn’t know when she’d recover from these issues, but we’re friends now and it hurts so much, it’s been a month since the breakup and we’re still friends, i’m just so scared that she lost feelings for me and doesn’t love me in that way anymore, i’m just so scared to ask her and i know it’ll only cause her stress and it’ll make things worse, it just scares me because we’re in this friendgroup together and i feel like she’s slowly catching feelings for a guy in this group, and it hurts me so much, she’s stopped texting me first all together, and only calls me to tell me something quickly then she’ll end it, i’m just scared, i feel like she just calls and texts this guy all the time like me and her used to, everything hurts, i’m scared and alone and my life is crumbling to pieces again, i love her so much and i just want to be with her again but i know she’ll never feel the same, it hurts so much and every day i just think of ending it, i don’t wanna live anymore and i just hope that i don’t wake up, i miss her so much and i constantly think about her, i always think about if she thinks about me, before when she would tell me that she misses me, id tell her that i did too, she’d say the same when i’d tell her, but now when i texted her that i missed her, i just got a text that said “awwww” and it honestly hurt me so much, i can’t do this anymore,, i’m losing hope and i’m not strong enough for this, i just hope she’s doing well, Hailie if you somehow see this somewhere, i miss you so much and i’d do anything to be with you again....
-Jack
Yo how are you doing right now bro? Gotten any better?
Listen, girls they tend to move on very quickly, it really has nothing to do with you but its just them, its their way of not being hurt, you guys didnt work out, and she realized that and she most likely hurt bad too, but now its her time to be happy, and its your time too :)
@@wantedchaos7248 hey, we stopped talking completely around early december, some stuff happened between us and i had to put my foot down, i told her it was best if we weren’t friends, i said it was for the best, it’s been around 6 months since i’ve talked to her, and honestly i feel way better, i’ve found my happiness, and yeah sometimes i may miss the memory’s i made with her, but i know that i wouldn’t ever wanna be with her again, it was to much for me, i’ve been doing good tho, working on my car finally, meeting new people, i may be single now but it’s better then crying every night lmao, but overall i’ve been doing better, thank you so much for asking
@@champlood985 damn jacc.. I can relate to most of this story.. me and my person even hit off with trading animé shows to watch in the beginning of me and her relationship.. my show to her was inuyasha.. hers to me was samurai champloo 🫶🏽.. peace and blessings brother 🤘🏽❗️
Hope you doing well now After a year...
Sad when you’re building castles in your mind for someone who probably doesn’t even think about you.
For someone who doesn’t care abt you
fucking true
@666monkeys no use of keeping that girl. it just going to hurt you more and more the longer you keep her
@666monkeys bro, love yourself as much as you do her. i sacrificed years of my life trying to "be there" for my love who i knew was troubled and wasnt right. my gut told me every night i was making a mistake, but i sacrificed and swam through her pain with her. never could i imagine letting her go. i still cant believe it. but i do know this. if you really love someone, you want the best for them, not yourself. and sometimes letting someone go is the best thing you can do for them, especially if they arent ready. they will never learn to be a better person unless they lose things and feel pain. same with you. I dont know you, but I know your pain. just be the strongest person possible, and let go when your heart screams. it will never do you wrong, and letting go will let her, or whoever, come to you when they want to love you, not when you want them to love you (selfishness). I realized right before telling her i cant do it anymore what love really is to me as i was hugging her. its feeling her butterflies tingle in her stomach, not yours. much love to you sir.
wow, this is so accurate, I can't even.
"That feeling you get in your stomach when your hearts broken...and all the butterflies just died"
And butterflies died because of the smoke you're putting inside your body because your only addiction your love. you can't have it anymore.
:/
True
Damn..
Alejandro Pinto wow rude af
Not long ago I lost my dog to cancer and I miss him so much, but I cant even shed a single tear for him. My heart aches and there isn't a day that goes by where I dont think about him. He was truly like a brother to me and now he is gone and only remains in my rose tinted memories of our years together. My family got him when I was three so he was there my entire life until about 2 months ago.
I’m so sorry. He’s in a better place now
I'm making her laugh but in the end she makes me cry.
bro......... that hurt
And ur always scared of hurting her so jnstead of being nayural you hold up ur sad to keep her mental health as good as possible
well for me bruh, i just choose to not have a close connection with anyone, cause i also used to have one. and due to like peer pressure and the person being popular, they left me, and so from that day i developed the skill of switching people off and just focusing on what i`m here to do, at that very given moment , maybe i am lonely but i`m not in pain, maybe you should forget about her and move on, if she`s not giving you the attention you deserve, then shes just a waste of time and energy. Maybe i`m cynical saying this but not everyone is fully generous or kind ,people have a reason for doing things, and you need to forget your reason and leave her be. Taking it from personal experience, you will archive peace of mind. I hope u have good day or good night wherever you are.
"you said you were always trying to make him happy... did he even know that he was making you sad?"
As Big Smoke said: same things that make us laugh, make us cry
Watching her smiling just for a one second used to make my day
fake smile but seeing her smile with someone else is the worst part
Crazy God i like to think of them as being dead. Makes it hurt in a different way, but at least I’m not wondering if they’re with someone else.
@@TP_-dk9ze you will see other smiles in your life, no need to rush.
Why do we feel something so intense for someone that doesn’t even care?
Because you are in love of an alcoholic person or something find someone normal like you, normal people get it.
Foda-se
Felt that
I felt that
Bc love is like a drug and it can’t can control use sometimes 😔💔
Some days the sadness just creeps in, the regret, the feeling that so much time has been wasted. Those are the days that I appreciate this channel and the music the most. I can come and listen, read comments, and know that I’m not alone.
i have depression for years and now im addicted to reading your comments
and see people's who have feeling like me
Hi, if you happen to scroll past this comment, I hope whatever your going through gets better (: whatever it may be, I truly pray for your healing.
You too, man.
👽
Thank you same back for everyone
Thank youuu, same for you :)
Thank you so much, but you can't fix this one. :( not this time....... g o o d b y e
_"Tell me... where should I go, to the left where nothing is right or to the right where nothing is left?"_ - うちはサスケ
dergeihe ._. 👌
Go to the middle
Damn that's deep
Itachi ❤
Damn shit
you be dying for her while, she be dying for someone else and that someone else be dying for someone else. It's a never ending cycle.
Pain.
Fuckn facts
Any chance of a loop
Wait then somebody is dying for you but you don’t know it
@@slavgugu1541 no the cycle ends just before you!
The fact that it’s actually 5AM takes this to a whole nother level
If you’re reading this, just know that one day you are going to receive the love that you deserve.
luz xo preach
Mathematically untrue, but thanks for tryin
@@user-dz9gt3hr1m bruhhhhhhhhh why? ║ ಡ ͜ ʖ ಡ ║
@@emperorclaudias3316 cause that affirmation implies that "everyone has another half in the world" that is absolutely wrong cause there are more men than women in the world, and also if it was true out of the entire world population we'll just meet a thousand of people, and that's if you have a developed social life so I'm pretty fucked here. But who knows, sometimes life slap math in the ass and do wathever it wants, so I'm always open to opportunities
@@user-dz9gt3hr1m ಥ_ಥ
Isn’t it crazy how we’re all Human and all listening to this while being damaged from someone
❤
My heart's not broken yet peeps >:D
Yup :(
I can take car of your case 😘
Hi there hows your day been hope your safe and well my dear peace be with you always ✌🕊🙏
All those coments, real people talking about real feellings... makes me feel terrible sometimes. The fact there are so many people hurt and in pain all over the world.
and the worst part is that you can't help them :c
I'm studying to help who I can at least..
Nobody can help them even they cant help themselves
im not here for a person
im here for memories. feelings. nostalgia for a fleeting golden age.
How can you call it love when you're crying more often than smiling?
Colton Kelvin it’s forbidden love
oh boy that hit hard
Love embodies sadness. Doesn't exist without it.
Because that rare smiling part can make you forgive all the crying part 🙂
Loving someone always come with pain
she ain't thinking about you bruh, it's 5am go to sleep king
That hurts more.. Thank you. Haha
You the real MVP
That shit hit home... i luh yah☠️
Bro.. tell me your @ I need to talk to hou
got damn
crazy how she fucked up my head and still i think about her when i wake up and when i go to sleep. don’t want her back but i miss the feeling she gave me.. like she was finally mine and that’s what i wanted for two years straight. then this phase in my life came where i was more focused on myself and she ran to the next gut. shit fucking sucks. im laying in the arms of another beautiful girl that really loves me but it doesn’t feel right because it’s not her. she was a terrible drug for me. got completely lost and it’s a hard way back in reality
Cried reading this.
Not broken or sad. Just like this type of music. Take care guys.
And you
@@animelover9370 and you
@@wtfimcrying and you
@@PotatoAndSickle and you
@@dizzy1412and you
I'm sitting on the balcony: thinking about my friend who passed away, my X girlfriend that I still have feelings for and drinking a bottle of wine and I just wanna say to whoever reads this. I hope that you pull through whatever you have going on and that you are loved -Daniel
Thanks
Hey Dan, hope you feel better
U not alone bro
Sry bro
Thank you
Its been a litte less then 3 years since we stopped talking.
Some mornings, after hitting the snooze button on the first alarm, I doze back off into a light sleep. The kind where the dreams are the most vivid. Tangible.
That's when I get to to play with her curls. When things are okay.
I hate those days.
me too, trying to be happy it happened :')
Fuck me, that hit me harder than Mileys wrecking ball.
Stay strong brother we're all trying to heal as well, sometimes you have good days sometimes you don't. It's just managing it and acknowledging how you process it
Maaan, this was deep af. I saw it like a movie
These are the kind of moments that I both love and hate I love them because they remind me of her and the good times we had together and I hate them because the moment I wake up I realize it wasn’t real and that it’s gone now. Usually a sad tear runs down my cheek while I’m staring out of my window rethinking all the good and bad times we went through together. That’s when you make up scenarios where nothing’s wrong you two are still together thinking about only one thing how much you love each other. I love these moments because they remind me of her and I hate them because they’re only moments
That comment made me feel things
"Together forever, forever always"
Forever isn't long enough, always is a lie.
"True knowledge exists in knowing that you know nothing"
-Socrates
its so comforting knowing people feel the exact way you do. i thought i was crazy... apparently we all our a little crazy, thats just what the mixture of love and reality do to us.
On the same boat sister much love from India..
Love from Slovakia
Love from Texas
Love from 🇰🇷
We haven't met. I don't know your problems. But I understand your pain. Be strong the pain ends. Love you so much
not for everybody
Thank you, I'm crying now.
you made me feel less lonely and more peaceful thanks
I wish I had this sad little UA-cam comment community when I was young and depressed too lol. It's sad but at least you can find people online who feel similar and listen to the same songs when they're also in pain..
it always ends..
I can't live without her. I'll never let her go. Never. I just can't...
She looked ME in the eyes and said “IM WIFEY” I smiled and said “IM GLAD YOU KNO”...NOW IM WATCHING HER MARRY SOMEONE ELSE
....eesh
Keep ur head on ur shoulders king. She clearly wasn’t the one.
Yo everybody talking about their feelings but the question how is the dude who made these songs? Yo my g you alright?
his mis music makes everyone kinda sad, i bet he has his own sad story behind this track
Do not overthink all the songs. Stromae's song ''Formidable'' has a very sad story without a backstory; all art.
@@mhrn.1309 That may be true but everybody has meaning behind their creation, stromae is Special, sometimes he has a meaning sometimes he doesnt, the important part is to enjoy nontheless, Right?
@@presentmic3605 Certainly true that Stromae is special (and very talented in my opinion). Papaoutai has a strong meaning behind the song, for example.
And for sure! Enjoy what you wish to enjoy as long as it is not Nazi Rock or something...
Köftespieß Hrrr not really could just be making bc he knows lot of depressed people will hear
"Still hear your voice in my dreams and I dont know If it's the real you. "
The feels.
Nick Pirro it’s 5am and you are loved
@@nicksucio its how things are, unfortunately. its been 6 motnhs and its still gnawing at me.
Thanks for being with me when i'm sad
I was only in 5th grade, i was going to a new school and didn't know anyone. Ive always been very shy and i didn't make many friends. Our class wasn't very good so the teacher moved our desk around a lot, about halfway through the year she moved me next to to this girl She was very kind and talked to me even though many people didn't. She had beautiful blond hair and green eyes, her hands were always dry because she was a swimmer, but thats something i like about her. We stated talking more and got much closer, shortly after the teacher had to go for the rest of the year because she was going to have a baby soon. We had a sub so we could get away with talking and would spend all day talking and getting closer. Theres lot of things i liked about her and lots we had in common, but i think what i liked most was her personality. she was always so kind to everyone and thats something that stood about her. One day in class i was feeling really sick and went to the nurse, i had a temp of 102 but my parents weren't available so i had to go back to class. I got back to class and felt tired and sick, i was nearly falling asleep but i still tried my best to write my notes even though i could barley focus. Then she offered to write my notes for me, she wrote them even though she had to write mine and her own notes she still wrote them all. As i was sitting there with my head in the my hands almost falling asleep thats when i fell in really love with her.
Things go well for the rest of 5th grade, and because our school was elementary and middle school i would be seeing her next year. We start 6th grade and we only have one class together. Every day i would look forward to math class just to see her. It was always the highlight of my day. But because we only had one class we could talk as much, we grew a little further over time, but 6th grade goes on just like normal and when 7th grade starts. We had no classes together and we starting not talking at all, i hated it so much and i felt so distant but there was nothing i could do about it. She had started hanging out with friends and so had i. I hadn't told any of my friends about how i felt about her but apparently two of my friends liked her as well, unlike me they had classes with her, and talked to her. At this point i felt hopeless, two of my closest friends also liked her and they i had no idea how i felt about her.
My friends never got far with her, and they never got with her, but i still had no way to talk to her about how i felt. In 8th grade she left the school. I still had no way to contact her or anything Now im in 9th grade and im pretty much over her. But recently i had a dream where we were together and happy in the rain, close to each other as i was hugging her.
Now almost everyday i think about those days in 5th and 6th grade. And now different i was, i wish i could go back in time and talk to her more and tell her how i felt. It hurts knowing she probably doesn't think about me anymore and we will most likely not meet again. But i still hope that i will find someone that will be as special to me as she was to me. I miss you Morgan and i hope your doing well.
Aw man u could've asked for her number or smth. May fate bring you back to her again!:)
I can cry rn
Same my story but mine more painful
Everyone have their own stories hah, hope you are doing well too
still driving at night to the places we were together
its almost 2 years now.. still miss you since day one
where my broken heart gang at
t 45 right here
here bro
welp cant deny it no more
Been there, would drive out almost every night. Even to places close to their house to see if maybe I could see them again for a couple seconds.
@@vintage_virgo would do that too bro but she would notice my numbers plate then :/
I honestly miss my old self the most. I lost who I am and it’s so hard to find me. I mean ya of course I know who I am but it feels like I don’t anymore at the same time. It’s kinda like I’m a whole different person trapped and can’t find the way out. I really hope things get better.
how's it going? wish u the best
Jakobsch1 man I’m hanging in there. I mean growing up life’s rough, but I’m not as suicidal and I’m sober taking my medication. I’m about to start a new job as well. I need to start eatting heathy though because all I do is drink and eat junk food.
@@btd5killer122 even though you're hanging, which is normal, you're doing good. You always got to start at a point, and I guess yours is great.
Eating healthy is hard as hell, trust me. I love cooking, but sometimes I just don't got the time for it. Just trust yourself, it'll be fine dude
Jakobsch1 I mean I believe I can do it but at the same time life can suck so much ass. As you grow up you learn you gotta deal with it. Nothings really gonna help you, but yourself. I mean at least im better then before and taking the step to start something new. Next year I plan on going back to college and progress from there. 2019 was a year man. Went to the hospital, almost killed myself plenty of times, and I would say I was a straight an alcoholic for a couple months.
Jakobsch1 I think the reason I’m here to this day is because I had a little bit of faith in myself and I’m glad I hung on and listened to people.
The your lie in April background is such a mood 🤧🥺
This video accompanied me through my worst days and every time I come back, still feel the pain.
Hi
I love to read all these comments full with sad stories.
Idk why but me to bro
Sounds Sadistic - it’s some different humor dw im into it too
I FEEL U
me2
“Maybe you weren’t the one for me, but deep down I wanted you to be”. I loved her with all my heart, was always there for her. The time I got to spend with her was some of the best of my life but also some of the most painful, she was my queen and I just ended with a broken heart. Some said I was in a toxic relationship because I gave her my all and she didn’t, I was on a one way street at times. Maybe I was there for her a bit too much but thats how I am, I love with all my heart. But I have no regrets. I will always treasure the good times I had with her, from teaching her to drive stick in my car and laughing with her when she stalled and excited and proud when she got the car moving and switching gears like a pro, to the night cruises and races we would do in my car, the concerts I took her to and the pro sports games I took her to, to spending valentines day and her bday together and my bday with all my family and friends. I’ll never forget those moments. Especially the first kiss I had with her. Heck I couldn’t even drive afterwards lol I kept missing gears my head in the clouds believing I had found the one for me. The special angel god had sent to me. But I guess she wasn’t the one for me. Broken heart I was I felt I couldnt be without her. Tried to take my life twice and failed and I thank god I failed. Because I am slowly learning to value myself, I still think about her all the time and randomly shut down even when im with my friends at a party or car show because I used to do everything with her. But one day she will just be a chapter in my life and I will move one and maybe one day I’ll find my true queen that will value all my efforts and heart. Doubt anyone has read my comment completely but if you have. Thanks for reading my rant that my heart wanted to let out. I just want people to know they are not alone with broken hearts. And that one day we will all meet the right person. And then we will understand why it never worked out with anyone before.
I feel you bro, she was my first experience to concerts, teaching her how to drive stick as well and making her feel amazing for being able to drive the car down the street . 💔
Kermit The frog yeah definitely wonderful memories. Sucks when they don’t value our efforts in the end and they break our hearts when we only intended on making them happy. After she broke my heart I tried to win her back and even apologized when I didn’t do anything wrong and all she replied was lol. I stood up for myself because she would cancel on me many times throughout the time we were together, I finally I told her we need to work this out because it hurts when you cancel on me and thats when it all blew up.But I will always cherish the good memories. Got to see one of my favorite artist at a concert with her which is still my favorite concert ever. I even got security at my job in downtown to allow me to take her to the top floor at night to see all the downtown skyline.
I pretty much had the same situation.. this comment just got me into tears.. i love her i miss her.. i hope i get to value myself back again
Thats great memories.
You good king I felt this comment the first ones alway are the most impactful and it hurts to see them walk away.
Wish I had super powers to take everyone’s pain away. Be strong, you’re wonderful
I wish you could too my friend
I can’t believe I’ve been listening to this channel for 3-4 years. My life felt so different then… and now all I see is what could have been…
keep going brother sending hugs and love from India
You know those nights where your so sad and frustrated you can’t cry all you can do is stare into darkness feeling empty inside
Right now.
yes
FUCK man😭
yes unfortunately
Staring into the dark as it heals you, yes
when i asked "when did you stop loving me?" she said "oh i never loved you" and that's when i gave up on love
If you never risk you will never know what real love is. Dont give up on love just because of a person with no feeling. Put yourself out there because finding happiness/love is worth it. Dont be afraid to love just because you are scared of not being loved back. Limiting yourself because of others behaviour will just make you one of them. Learn to love and thro sadness and heartbreaks you will learn what happiness means for you and where you can find it. Keep seeking for love.
Love is an ocean that drown us with hope and misery but it also a beautiful site and it is better to be in the ocean smashing against waves and wonder where they will take you than to stare longingly at the ocean and wonder what is to come once the storm ends for it later is ever ongoing and live is an ocean storm with brief intervals of calm and it is. One of the Mose wild experience we shall ever face and worth every second of our being to experience
Been there....got told that after 10 yrs of marriage. Ruins a man.
İam sure u'll find better person
Stop fucking thinking to much
@frzhlmi bro i feel with you...
Sometimes parents stay together for the kid but that just makes the kid feel worst
I get the feeling you know what it's like to live in a home of hate...where they say mommy and daddy love each other very much...when in reality your mom is cheating on your dad...and that your dad is an alcoholic...and he turns mommy into a void of nothing...an empty shell with nothing in her...no heart...no mind...no soul. It seems that we are the same in some way...hello and thank you...for living another day...my friend.
@@tincangenius9947 mommy was already an empty void for cheating
I wish my parents stayed together
@@snackbearsamuel5967 I’m sorry that happened my guy
Bro 7 billion people in the world and you gonna let that one person kill your vibe? Keep your heads high kings 👑
I know its tough, we've all been through it, time doesn't heal, just helps us forget the pain. We just gotta accept it and move on, and sometimes that may take weeks, months, and hell, even years, but surely one day. One day you're going to forget and meet and even better person. What if you don't want to move on? Its better not to linger with the past, you got the whole future ahead of you, so why stop now? What if you never meet that new person? It'll happen, we just gotta be patient. So right now, just focus on yourself :)
it's hard because you want someone to blame, but the truth is, it's no one's fault
i blame myself
I blame foenem
No one's fault?? Then why did it had to end??
Depends on the situation tho
Glass Bland Not loving one is not a fault. But it makes the one’s love desperate and painful.
If they don't miss you, I do. I miss how happy you were. I love you all.
Thank you!❤
This is not the way it works, sorry.
Thank you :(
Love you ♥️
it’s crazy how hard this comment hit me
its amazing and sad that a bunch of strangers in the comment sections of these sad songs, understand and care more for someone rather than friends and family irl. im here crying from the comments and thinking and knowing that a bunch of strangers care is so wholesome and heart warming.
I'm gonna write this and leave it here for my future self:
When you get to where you wanna be, when you get to that special city wherever it is, when you ever find that girl... When you're sitting on that rooftop at night looking over the city lights, enjoying a smoke, I want you to read this. Here I am reading and annotating this Korean War article (remember, the one that was like 24 pages), and I wonder how long its gonna take me to get right there where you are now. I yearn for the answer, but I must wait. I hope you remember to come back to this exact video, listen to the same first song, and remember.
just one last thing- I don't know what kinda mindset you're in, but just remember why you wanted to be where you are now. Just remember who you were back then; what you wanted out of life.
I'll be back and comment on this, I promise.
ight cya then g sheeesh.
hi
“Courage isn’t having the strength to go on...
it is going on when you don’t have strength.”
Its a cowardly dog
@@mistabrown7219 M§MSSSSSSSSSSSIOFS1ÅÅÅÅÅÅÅÅBASFBUOÅSBBSFBFSBUBUFSABU
beautifully put
Or strength is both of those things
Wow...
He said " I just want to see you happy".... It's sad how quick things change. It's been 4 years and I'm still stuck on repeat..
Bro😭
4 years ? That's insane!
I just went on a first date with a girl I just met... this song used to make me think about my ex but now I'm thinking about this new girl.
Life is wonderful.
how did it go?
Ah the breakthrough, a feeling we all take for granted for when we go low again. Enjoy the ride man
I’m currently dealing with the guilt of ending a relationship and hurting someone I really care about. It’s like I know what’s best for me and I want to be happy, yet I’m suffering from this internal guilt of hurting someone and shattering their happiness. I hate myself for wanting to better myself. I’m just... I’m just tired
That’s the question do you actually know what’s better? Or is it just what seemed better?
I'm sad I miss her
If you feeling sad when you reading this. Please know that in other part of the world, in different continents, different countries there is a stranger wishing you'll able to overcome your sadness.
Be happy you. And I love you
I wanna hug you 💙
But there is no one
🥺
I'm alone in a strange city, my girl doesn't love me anymore. I hate myself for losing her
thats me, im the stranger.
reading comments while listening to the song wounds and heals my heart at the same time.
16620008 i hope you’re ok now
Cheers 🍺
Hey everyone in 2021 i know nothing has changed theres still alot of pain to feel but trust me you can do it i believe you in case you need it I personally love you and everything you stand for..
I sometimes think that I have friends, that I’m loved and that I’m actually not lonely. But I’ve been feeling the exact opposite lately because all of that is not even true. I used to have a decent group of friends. We were really close, happy and idk maybe healthy towards each other? Or at least that’s what I felt like. But now everything is so different and it hurts so bad. Things have been really weird with all of them for no reason and I can’t do anything to stop it from happening. I tried so hard to do so. But they weren’t helping, it’s like they wanted things to get worse. Although they were really toxic to me I still cared about our friendship. We don’t talk as much as we used to do anymore, in better words we barely talk. It’s just I always ask myself, why do I get treated that way? What did I do wrong? I don’t think that I’m a bad person, I don’t deserve any of that. I never actually share my feelings with literally anyone and this will be my first time sharing something I mean even if it was a comment section. To whoever is reading this right now, please be happy I love you.
ily 2 buddy stay strong 💕 you have you and thats ur super power
I scrolled down to read something like “nice mix” but now reading these comments I’m sad as hell
Me too 💔😔
deadasssss haha shits crazy
I guess this is where everyone feels safe to pour out their heart ♥😔
Sorry but i laughed, it's so true.. This video and other music related ones are like a forum for broken people, i see a LOT of love and helpful advice given to almost -everyone- who are sincerely opening up. It brings some hope at least for me about what the internet future we are going through right now will hold.
Same...
Body: go to sleep pls its 6am
Mind: think about her some more
Heart: let me break a little more while your thinking
I feel it too
Just a bit different
It's a friend not a girl
He died and not alive
I think about him here and there
And well, I miss him.
But hey I hope you get better
Bro bro bro.... Why you write these true lines. These are hard hitting n real
My guy you hit me hard with that line
this is actually so deep man :/
Auch :(
Never been a man of love. Never thought i will care about someone even more than myself. Guess life has a really strange sense of humour... Now im missing and craving for her so much. Even though we have never been together, just the probability of it is beautiful.
I can completely relate I never believed in love and I still think I’m not made for love but he gave me a feeling I never felt before
Ay bro I can relate so much let’s just hope we both find her and when we do let’s cherish every moment with her ❤️
Aaaah.....i last saw her 8 years ago, and im pretty sure she doesn't even remember that i existed
Been 7 months since this. Been with her. Disappointed. Now all i want is to go back in time and live with that probability. Craving and missing from distance was way better. And i feel sorry because i will never fall for someone like this. Life really has a strange sense of humour :)
@@relaxingsounds459 Indeed
I feel warm that there’s someone who can appreciate the depth so this makes my insides smile
WHY ARE WE ALWAYS WAITING FOR THE OTHER HALF? I WANT TO BE A WHOLE ON MY OWN.
Mary Almp it’s funny right how we’re waiting on someone who we don’t even know to come and change our lives
that person youre waiting on is you. that person youre missing just reminds you of the you youve forgotten, thats why it hurts.
You're right. It's not another half, it is another whole.
You are, darling.
@@MermaidAiera aww :)
"Hey man nice game tonight. You gonna be on tomorrow?"
"Yeah I'll be on after I get home from school. See you later."
Last online 8 years ago
You ever think it's because they aren't here anymore? I do.
i know that feeling i can talk all day about people that i was friend of in he internet that i am probably never gonna see again and the worst part is that some of them died
What happened?! Did he die !
Damn that felt like a truck hitting me... just reading it. I still have some friends who I play with regularly... those times man... I should really cherish them cus they be one of the moments when I feel real happines...
Honestly though, it’s real. Had it happen to me. Found out he had passed to an overdose. Read it online from his local paper.
Hey squish, been a little while since we talked. I miss you more then anything. I’m sorry I fucked up what we had. The memories, our adventures, laughs, cuddles, family time, everything... I think about you everyday. I like to think one day god will bless me in your life again, it’s the only thing that gets me out of bed. Right now after 2 months of breaking up your onto a new man. I hope your happy and he makes you happy and treats you right. I hope all your decisions come from your heart and not made by him. I hope in time you realize we were meant for each other always and this is just a mountain we have to climb by ourselves and when we get to the top what is meant to be will be right in front of us. I sit in bed at night and go through old photos. I rub your cheeks as I used to do and you would laugh and smile and get all red 😞. I hope one day we can continue our adventures together as a team and continue our 2 year relationship. I hope one day I get a text from you wanting to see me. These things I hold on hope for bc if it wasn’t for my hopes and prayers I wouldn’t have been able to hold onto life without my best friend, my soulmate...my everything. I want you to take care of yourself and never lose who you are. One day I hope to see you again and I can be the man and fix what I caused. I miss you squishy bear🥺always stay true to yourself and stay precious. I’ll be thinking about you in the morning...like to think you will do the same:/
fuck dude im crying so much reading this.
I miss you a lot flowie, i hope he treats you right, and gives you things i couldnt give you. Im sorry
Aww 😭
Miss my old and cold heart.
This part of youtube brings my faith back in humanity. To Anyone reading this: you will be fine no matter what, it does get better. But don’t fight it by hiding from it. Embrace it. Let it all go through you. And may all of you find happiness, true love and the one who will make you the happiest.
To everyone who are no longer with who they love please don't be so sad😭😭💔 y'all deserve to be happy.. please try to move on.. love yourself more.. just don't be this sad😭 breaks my heart to see y'all like this😭😭💔
I came here to wash away my feelings because I can’t cry and now I’m crying while reading the comments. Tnx guys
same bro..
It’s so sad when thoughts of that one person keep you up at night. You sit there and wonder if they’re thinking about you too. Like is there no spiritual telepathy that tells them something is off? I feel sometimes I just want my thoughts to transfer to show them how I really feel. I can’t really just go and talk to them all Willy nilly about how I feel. But also I feel I am currently lost where I am so I can’t have a say until I find myself. And I’ve been searching for years and on my last trip visiting my grandparents and my father I’ve felt more like myself. But as soon as I head to my home I shut down. It’s ridiculous how people in your own home can make you feel alone and unwanted.
I’m sorry Ive written so much or so little I don’t exactly have a place to express my thoughts.
How to truly break a soul.
1. Give them the love they have always dreamed of.
2. Leave without a trace and give that love to someone els.
3. Watch them slowly die from hating themselves..
Bro, how accurate u r!!
my soul is also recently crushed, happened to me too. hang in there. we'll be ok
@@nadyas6285 seems everyone has to go through this sometime, but do realise it's not end and try getting back strong
she said, "ill always be yours". i guess always had a time limit
That hits in the deepest, king
Sometimes you leave us no other option because it hurts to much
Agree
He said “I'll love you forever.”, who's that girl then?
Yooo that hit me
wishing may all the broken hearts be fixed one day with the right person ❤️
As an old man, I can advise you of one sure thing...If you place EXPECTATIONS on someone, or something...you will always be disappointed. So If you make the best of EVERY tiny moment, you will have little to regret as you get older. You'll find actual delight and a little bit 'o joy in the purely spontaneous moments you don't expect. I've had many intelligent and amazing women in my life...and every one of them was "the right one". Now I'm just wondering when the next amazing girl will come along :)
Yes you are right old man, when I put my 100% in every moment, i cant regret, I might wish if things had gone differently but accepting the results you get after giving 100% is only satisfying.
True ill aply it yo myself
Gotta add 1 thing. You do always gotta let 'em go sometime. But you can't ever play that violence thing. Just hug them on their way out, smile and wish them the best of luck. Be a civil man. It could be my daughter, yo.
Hey dude damn am 40 now and still single love to be free and yes everyone of them was the right one.. 🍻Cheers
Old man, sure you are wise, wise indeed. Yet makes the same mistakes. Old man I admire you, old man rest well.
Sleep is the only time i can switch off from the pain of thinking about the beautiful things we could have had...until i dream of you...oh my love if you only knew how much i love you.
Sometimes life is unfair, and it's often hard to move on from things, but we must keep going
I've been listening to this playlist for years and I can't find another one as good. I would like to find others in this lofi style with lyrics
no lyrics 4 me i'd rather it be kept as is but you already know lyrics will come eventually lol it's inevitable : P
I MISS THE WAY EVERYTHING USED TO BE, I MISS THE WAY I WAS
Probably because you were happier back then...
Move foward and become someone even better
At least we have each other here in the comment section :')
♥️
Gotchu homie
I am in a long distance relationship , I know this isn’t as painful as a lot of other stories here but there are these nights when I can’t keep him off my head and I miss him , we aren’t even this long together it’s just difficult from the start but the connection that I have with that person I’ve never felt it before and it’s amazing That’s exactly why I’m starting this even though a lot of people don’t understand it , if anyone here is in a long distance relationship , it’s ok you are together for a reason , when you feel sad just think that you are gonna be together soon ❤️
I'm in Long distance relationship and it's been 3 years since i know her and I'm in love so bad , she's 3000km away from me and I can't wait to see her for the first time.
dimxh nb hope you see her one day, i know how it feels like
been in the same situation, went to her and guess what, her parents didnt want to have a "guy like me"..
any tips for long distance relationship?
@@xsickgod5407 had the exact same thing man. Fuck parents sometimes
Damn my G that sound tuff
Don't forget to sleep guys.
@Fresh Prince of Dallas smoke a joint listen to chill music thats the way to do it
wht is sleep
@@BamitzMossy good question
@@BamitzMossy when you close your eyes while lying in bed.
I woke up early on my born day, I'm twenty years of blessing
The essence of adolescent leaves my body now I'm fresh in
My physical frame is celebrated cause I made it
One quarter through life some God-ly like thing created
If only i could go back in time..where i never met her...
Yes please
Everything happens for a reason, just gotta find the lesson in this hectic world :)
I pray for that every day...
Youd make the same mistake in a different setting brother its all a lesson
i wish my friend....i wish....
This is my second time visiting this song.
The first time was when i was still dating my ex of 2 years that i knew ever since 2013 and that's also when we started liking eachother. I remember reading comments here and crying over them imagining how i never ever want to lose her and then writing her a paragraph of how much i love her and how much she means to me.
She broke up with me at the beginning of quarantine and left me like i was nothing to hook up with others, didn't even give me a second chance and also treated me like a pile of shit afterwards.
It's been a little over a month now since i've started dating another girl and it's been amazing so far.
But these days i've felt a bit low, and from what i've seen on her(ex) instagram stories, she only posts about suicidal memes now. She never did that before,especially not this much. At this point some of them aren't even memes.
One of them went like "Nobody noticed when i left, Nobody noticed when i came back, I truly am suffering alone" with an eerie random background pic, or "im never gonna get better", or "i have to escape this simulation" etc.
I kept looking at her stories,pausing them and thinking to myself "why am i not satisfied? isnt this what i wanted after she RIPPED my fucking heart and soul apart and left me to die?"
And thats when i realized...i still care about her. Even after she fucking killed me,i cant even explain HOW fuckin BAD just bad i felt during quarantine, the only way to know that is to experience that feeling but that feeling can be fatal, i wanted to kill myself.
It was the worst period of my entire life, and ive been through a lot.
One night my sister went on her live on instagram at like 3am and my ex actually talked peacefully with her, asking her how we are, actually asked how i am and she looked very sad and not like her usual self, happier self...not the way i knew her.
She was drunk, alone in her room with lights off. She didnt drink by herself while she was with me. She only did that before and apparently after, before because she was depressed.
She mentioned a couple of times in her live to my sister that she really hopes im okay and told my sister to say hi to me for her. When my sister wrote that were all good, i saw my ex smile sadly while reading that and that kinda broke me. Im crying as im typing this. She must be in so much pain and i shouldnt be the one to care after what she did to me...but i do.
I have an urge to ask my current girlfriend for permission to see my ex (i wouldnt ask for permission but this is about my ex and she knows about her)
But i just want to see her, talk to her, catch up with her, maybe even remain as friends.
I just want her to know that if we go on as friends, ill be there for her. I dont know why, because she doesnt deserve that from me at all, but i want to, and something inside me wants to.
Ever since she broke up with me and broke me, i managed to recollect pieces of myself and get better, but i am unable to love like i loved before, like i loved her. Unable in a way that i dont get excited the same way and amount when i go to see my current gf because i used to have that euphoric feeling whenever i was supposed to go visit my ex and always woke up before the alarm...now i wake up after the alarm.., unable to feel with her the way i felt with my ex, unable to give the same amount of love even though i desperately want to because i love her. Maybe itll take more time for that, but i just hate it. I hope she didnt take that away from me. Im also unable to trust people, not only because of her but she was a cherry on top of everything. Lets say we have a cake, and that cake has a cherry on top...but the cherry has the most calories. Sometimes i still cry thinking how someone who i loved more than anything was able to hurt me THAT much. Maybe the answer to that is that she didnt really love me back.
I dont know why i still care.
I think you still caring just shows that you are an amazing person. I also hope that you can learn to love like before again. Much love from Germany.
We are all human. She broke you down, but made you find a new version of you, one that knows when to say stop and when to give up.
Sometimes loving somebody no matter what they did, and giving up on them is the hardest decision to do.
We are all human
Much love from Oklahoma. Pleasant dreams and good nights
Can't say anything but i dont wanted to leave this long comment alone so the only thing i say is Respect mate everything gonna be okay ♥
A Nightly nostalgia. Thinking about missed opportunities, unfulfilled dreams, unrequired love, people who won't come back... And in the next morning everything sink into oblivion. Until the next night.