Why is grief so difficult?

I've been thinking about this subject a lot recently and why I return to Minecraft. Grief and mourning someone who's gone is such a personal thing, but at the same time, it's also a process where you construct a new world without them.
This is like when you build a life with someone who has now gone.
I wanted to share this because it might help you and maybe you've felt the same way.
Sorry for the odd audio crackle, this is the first time I've recorded Minecraft. Next time, if there is one, I'll record my thoughts over footage I've previously recorded as I think my PC can't cope with both at once.
Cheers for listening.

[@seano_db]

Nice to hear the story Snooze. Like this new style. Surprised you didn't run into any creepers on your marathon

[@snoozerbunz]

Thanks for all the support dude!

[@Horrorspy]

I was going to joke around but because of this serious video I'll be serious with you
welcome back, Snoozer Bunz, I was sad seeing you stop uploading and it was sad and from time to time I see your channel and reminise how your clips were engaging and entertaining. it's good to see you return and I am enjoying the minecraft gameplay, makes me feel at ease.
I am sorry for your loss and I hope you can take care of yourself,the most important thing to take care of is yourself
I enjoy the videos and think you should do whatever you want to do, there is an audiance for everything but from what I've learned do things that either make you happy or that gain a lot of engagement, no matter whatever path you take, I'll be there to support your journey, man, take care and I hope to see you soon!

[@snoozerbunz]

Thanks man, I’ve always appreciated your comments and support. Even knowing one person is happy to spend time with me online makes me happy.
I’ve still been streaming but I haven’t had much time for making videos and I miss it but I’ve accepted I can’t do everything I want to do.
Cheers for letting me know how you feel.

[@Horrorspy]

@@snoozerbunz If you're ever down for company in your Minecraft world, project zomboid ECT I'll be sure to help with that! :)

[@snoozerbunz]

@Horrorspy thanks buddy, appreciate that.

[@Redku-l8e]

what's the name of the modpack in the background footage?

[@snoozerbunz]

Thanks for asking. It’s called Aged and it’s on Modrinth. The shaders are Complementary.

[@Redku-l8e]

@@snoozerbunz thanks!

[@snoozerbunz]

Any time, thanks so much for watching.